Ordinary Renee

Creating my Fantasy Realm

2012-02-07T19:57:00.002+07:00

I'd never thought it would be so goddamn hard to created a Fantasy World. *now I know how God felt* I haven't been sleeping for 2 days, doing what I like to call 'Mapping Concept of Atramenzous' What is Atramenzous, Renee? Well Atramenzous is the Fantasy Realm that I've created for my fantasy novel call The Other Side, Atramenzous has 4 main Island, where all the dark creatures life. So far,

"why be an employee when you can be the boss?" -ReneeKeefe

2012-01-30T21:09:00.000+07:00

So what did Renee do on January 2012, It's a first month of 2012, she must have something. YUP.. I did have something.. it's a new years, and I have lots of new things to do. but now I have 2 of things to update.. First, About 2 weeks ago, I opened my First Food Vendor business. I let you guys know the details about it in 2 months, when everything is stable. Second, I am obsessed in making an

my thought about SOPA/PIPA/ACTA

2012-01-23T00:22:00.000+07:00

Damn USA for their ACTA/SOPA/PIPA bullshit, now I have to go through thousand of my blog posts to make sure that I delete shit I uploaded due to the copyrights law...

crime near you

2011-12-01T21:07:00.004+07:00

you know the dude, I was talking about on this "friends became foe when it come to money problem.." ? yeah that rich dude... well, now I know why he never show up to return my money.. he got himself into some VERY SERIOUS shit.. how do I put this.. hmmm... the night, when he was suppose to transfer my money, the police stop his car.. apparently, he got himself into some drugs-related issues

Renee's Facts 101

2011-11-24T03:56:00.002+07:00

it's like when you see a music video on youtube, and you try to sing along with your crappy-crappy voice.. my my my - my my my - my my my - my my... :P

One step closer.... :D

2011-11-19T13:11:00.001+07:00

The Other Side made it onto Wattpad Bahasa Indonesia first page...... Wooohhhoooooooooo... It's only been 3 days since it's first published.. it haven't even made to 6 chapters and It's already on the first page....so proud of myself right now.. so damn proud... even though it only got 300 readers, but still.......Nyahahhahaahaaa... one step closer to my achieve my goals...... (get it

here's a little something a bit personal

2011-11-11T19:34:00.001+07:00

I'm holding a heart here in my hands. my own work of art here as I stand. allow me to introduce to you the guys whose been taking my heart since a very long time ago.. behind that stupid goofy expression of his is very shy person.. VERY disturbingly shy.. he is a quite person, very mysterious, but once you get to know him better, you'll regret that you'll ever cross that line of

"oh you know..I don't know..what ever.." post :p

2011-11-06T03:46:00.002+07:00

you see.. Life will always goes on and on and on and on.. it will never stop.. it will never wait.. it will never ever hesitate... what ever you're facing right in front of you, life will never care.. it will only goes on and on and on.... so why care? why don't we just live it.. why stumble upon something and stop?? when we can just leave it and goes on and on and on.. it will never stop... it

Update

2011-10-18T20:20:00.001+07:00

First: After 4 meetings with her and half story told, I've decide NOT to write her story.. why? Well, first of all it was too risky for me to write that kind of story while I still live in Indonesia. second, I think wikileaks was the more suitable place for her to put her story in. third, the Lack of support from Indonesian Law will only cause me trouble in the future. I mean, I don't want to

Marriage proposal.

2011-10-11T18:25:00.002+07:00

when it comes to marriage talks, I always end up being quite. I have a very slight idea about what a good marriage would be like. about marriage itself. so this is a little confusing. I knew him since the year 2000. he is a great guy. he was like a big brother to me. he always (I really mean that 'always') takes a good care of me when I can't stand on my own feet. he knows about my family

random (~.~)

2011-10-09T20:52:00.000+07:00

I want to have one of those 'make-the-world-chaos-diabolical-plan'.. Is there any villain out there that would be willing to make me your sidekick? I could be you Lilith if you be my Samael..

for your own understanding

2011-09-13T01:45:00.000+07:00

is it just me, or this video makes more sense than any other explanations about us..?? <p>&amp;amp;lt;br&amp;amp;gt;&amp;amp;lt;br&amp;amp;gt;&amp;amp;lt;br&amp;amp;gt;&amp;amp;lt;br&amp;amp;gt;&amp;amp;lt;br&amp;amp;gt;&amp;amp;lt;br&amp;amp;gt;&amp;amp;lt;br&amp;amp;gt;&amp;amp;lt;br&amp;amp;gt;&amp;amp;lt;br&amp;

Matchbox Twenty - Unwell (Video)

2011-09-12T01:53:00.000+07:00

this song kinda describe how I am now.. All day Staring at the ceiling Making friends with shadows on my wall All night Hearing voices telling me That I should get some sleep Because tomorrow might be good for something Hold on I'm feeling like I'm headed for a Breakdown I don't know why I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know, right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then

Love makes people retarded.. when I said people, I mean ME..!!

2011-08-25T05:31:00.004+07:00

"when you really matter to someone, that person will always make time for you, no excuses, no lies, and no broken promises.."what a great FUCKING quote.. it makes me feels like a big bag full of crap on 5.24 in the morning.. stupid quote!! stupid person that I felt in love with.. stupid relationship.. stupid couple.. stupid.. stupid.. stupid.. stupid Renee got her heart ache…!!!!!!!!!!!! (AGAIN.

It's decided

2011-08-19T03:27:00.005+07:00

I can stop thinking about things that I wanted to do but Can't.. so many things.. yet so little support.. but This time.. I wont let that happen again.. Not this time.. anyhoo.. I've decided to give journalistic a chance.. Not just someone who claimed to be a journalist and writes what ever it is to gain readers.. I wanted to writes stories.. real stories.. not just some random news..

friends became foe when it come to money problem..

2011-08-09T17:22:00.009+07:00

In the discovery channel or nation geographic channel, they tell us that in the Animal kingdom, the one who survive living is the strong one or the savage one.. that just the way it is.. that's how god created them to be.. But what about the human kingdom.. do we need to be strong to survive? YES.. do we need to be savage to survive? YES.. and one more thing, you have to be evil to survive..!!!!

first day of fasting

2011-08-01T15:59:00.003+07:00

when everyone has a home to come home too on the first day of Fasting, I'm stuck at this studio doing things that I don't like to do anymore. :( I was about to go home, to spend it with my siblings, when they start to stack more task to my shoulder. eating rice and fried chicken and some sambal at 3 am. all alone. Not how I picture to spend my first day of Ramadan. and again. more stack, this

What the hell happen to my blog? I can't seems to use the compose button?? every time I try to make a new post, they only direct me to the HTML mode and I can't even write on it.. does anyone ever having the same problem? HEEEELLLPPPPP... :(

2011-07-27T22:17:00.000+07:00

Far East Movement - Rocketeer ft. Ryan Tedder

2011-07-23T05:16:00.000+07:00

I don't ussually listen to RnB but this song is beautiful.. UP UP... HERE WE GO.. GO...!!

An Update on this Father-Daughter's Chapter.

2011-07-19T05:56:00.001+07:00

I guess, I never really tell this story the right way.. I'm sucked at writing, so that's probably what caused it.How do I start this.. Back when I was 4 or 5 years old (I have the ability of remembering part of my childhood like it was yesterday's memories), I'm already familiar with the term of a Bastard Child. But I never fully understand why people called me that. Oh yeah, other than calling

it's like this..

2011-07-16T22:43:00.001+07:00

I've live here for like forever.. In this huge apartment complex.. I knew almost everyone.. I can easily identify the new people.My home. 7th floor.. Lift? No, just stairs.. I was on the ground floor that day, out door little garden, minding my own things.. He wasn't a new guy.. I met him once.. He was someone my best friend's introduce to me.. The musician type of guy.. I knew him.. I just

Tarots Cards Reading.

2011-07-09T02:09:00.001+07:00

status: Gypsy mode +[ON] Before I start, let me introduce you to the Tarots cards. Sure you could browse for more info about this since I'm not an expert on this subject. :p Tarots has 2 decks of cards. first deck call the major Arcana which contain 22 trump cards, second deck is the 56 cards of the minor Arcana cards, which consists of the four suits Cups, Disks, Swords and Wands, each suit

live up to the dream

2011-07-07T19:40:00.001+07:00

everyone keep saying that I should live up to my dream, which made me wonder.. Did I ever have a dream? Something that I really want to do for the rest of my life? I definitely had. I was just forget. found on tumblr I knew. I had a very simple dream. I dream of sitting somewhere with a nice scenery. a canvas in front of me, a bucket full of colorful tube next to it, and a brush on my right

unwritten love story 'world worse hangover'

2011-07-03T07:29:00.001+07:00

If I have the courage to stand by your side, would I be as happy as when I was then? Hey, you.. Remember, that night we met.. The DJ played these song.. You caught me brought him.. I thought you knew.. That I had him.. Although we feel the same way.. We knew we could never be.. A week later, I was with everyones, You're with your boys.. We met by chance or you're just a stalker.. We ended

I regreted the day I found 'Koizora'

2011-06-30T18:16:00.004+07:00

I'm in a very depressed mode right now...all because some tragic Japanese Dorama called Koizora-Sky of Love (2007).. I read the manga, but the scanlation are too slow.. and whenever I'd googled for some raw summaries, google always gave me the link to the Drama.. so I decided to watch the Drama adaptation.. there's the movie adaptation too.. but I start with the drama.. Mika & Hiro It's a