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ALI - Ziugae (Eraser) MV

2013-04-12T23:57:00.003+08:00

Lyrics and its translation for this song : CLICK HERE

I was aware with this song while I was watching her live performance on Music Bank few weeks ago.
Who is she? That was the first question I asked myself.
After listening to the song, I can't stop thinking about it. It gave me an impact. I decided to listen to this song over and over via Youtube...etc. Music Bank again and again.

After understanding the lyrics, I cried.
Eventhough the meaning of this song is to wish to forget the painful feeling of breaking up with your ex, currently I have the same feeling as the song.

Just one day, just one day, can’t I hurt for one day only?
Because that one day will be like hell to me
Just like those lovers who easily forget and love again
I want to be like that too

If only I can erase you with an eraser
I want to erase you a hundred times over
........................................................
So no matter how much I try, it can’t be erased

I will endure it as long as I can endure it
Although it won’t be as easy as said
It feels like I will die while enduring
.................................................

Well....those are the words that are clinging in my head till now....
I guess that's why I am so into this song, eventhough it has nothing to do with breaking up with someone...
I wished I can erase the things that I'm dying to forget....

;(

face palm

2013-03-06T10:53:00.001+08:00

I still can't forget the past. :(
Been quite unlucky recently~ not sure is my problem or what.

Am trying to be positive, but that can lead me to feel tired about the whole thing. Hopefully, next week is the one. :(

The 15th

2013-02-24T22:36:00.001+08:00

Chap goh mei aka the last day of CNY celebration for this year. Tomorrow will be back to normal. Time flies huh? I still remember tossing Yee Sang with family members before and during CNY.

Today marks the last day of CNY, meaning I have to say good bye to Yee Sang once again. My all-time-fav food of the year.

Glad to toss it one last time. But why am I so sad lol.
May all good wishes come true! Please be a good year. :)

Sigh

2013-02-19T23:37:00.001+08:00

After what we went through, plus the efforts that we put on.... Now we have to go through the WHOLE process again. Saying foul words won't make me feel better anyway.

Is sad to know that I have wasted a month for doing nothing basically.... :( is like I got cheated ... Sigh..... Please let me get one that I am comfortable with!!!!
Hopefully this time should be the right one....

CNY coming soon

2013-02-07T22:14:00.001+08:00

Being random lol....

Random or coincident? ... I got 2013 picarats in Professor Layton game.~ Year 2013. Hmmm...a good year perhaps? Till today I still can't solve all puzzles and the game itself...my IQ is sooooo insufficient for this.

Honey comb biscuit

Handmade by sister's colleague's father. Awesome! I love the star shape at the center of those biscuits. Feeling unique right? ^^ Besides CNY, mom and bro's birthdays are coming soon too.
Presents presents..... =( Gonna spend money again. *big sigh*

Soon, we gonna say good bye to Dragon year, and hello to Snake year.

I dunno why but Dragon year is the year that I am disliking. It was a messy year for me. I guess everyone had a tough year huh? Not just me ~ Hopefully, this coming year onward will be good....better....greater than last year.

Have a safe journey for those returning hometown.

Time for election?

2013-02-03T09:14:00.001+08:00

A bit random but saw flags stating "Undilah XXX" on the way back home since few days ago. Then I started to think is it time for election?

I registered last year but not sure with the status. Guess I need to check it online lol. CNY is coming soon~ time flies , really. Looking at the calendar that shows is not January anymore. Wow... :( 2 months unemployed.

2012-12-31T11:24:00.002+08:00

Someone just doesn't get the hint, no matter how many times I hinted.
You really want to know the truth that bad? You pretend to be stupid is it?
Always need me to 'remind' you...
In my heart, I feel like you are pretending to forget.
I hope you can stop it soon.

Sigh.....

New year's eve, so what?
Nothing worth celebrating....

Christmas deco

2012-12-23T12:29:00.000+08:00

Pretty isn't it? :D Food!!!!! ~ Is so fluffy and tasty and yummy looking.
After Christmas, is New Year ~ Hopefully, by then there are more job opportunities for me to look at.
*prays super hard*

Temporarily freedom

2012-12-02T23:43:00.001+08:00

Am officially unemployed for now. Lol Not sure should be happy or what?

uhrm.....any job vacancy recommendations?

10 days to go!

2012-11-17T23:02:00.001+08:00

Is 9 days to go officially. Feeling excited and moody at the same time.

。・°°・(＞_＜)・°°・。

Kelly asked me to be positive. I'll try too then.

Forever Love

2012-11-04T15:27:00.000+08:00

New fragrance

It smells nice but doesn't last long. :(
Prefer to be EDP instead of EDT ~
I should bring it along wherever I go huh? LOL.......

Decided!!

2012-11-03T23:27:00.002+08:00

Never expected myself to make that decision so fast.
After doing it, I feel at ease. But then, I ask myself sometimes " Am I doing the right thing? "
Looking at the things going ~ I guess the answer is " Yes! " ~ Absolutely!

There's no turning back now! Even if I had the chance, I will never turn back. I cannot change my mind anymore. This is the best for me.

The word regret will never appear in my mind for this case. ~ Never ~~~~

A taboo to me

2012-10-28T21:55:00.001+08:00

I can't cry at all.
Once I started crying, bad thing comes easily. Then I will continue crying ~ and is very hard for me to calm down. Will continue to be emotional till the next crying stops. Yup, not current.

Weird me .... I wonder why?

I hate to be a strong person =/ because I am not...

Happy birthday

2012-10-21T22:54:00.001+08:00

Cakes from Shogun ~ LOL

To me!
First time celebrating without buying cake from bakery. Just make it simple, grabbed it from buffet lunch. Didn't have candles and knife to cut. Just fork. LOL~
Come to think of it, did I make a wish before eating these?
Hehehe....

Public Holiday next week Fri, Hari Raya Haji!~ :) Yay!

You know what?

2012-10-16T21:59:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, it doesn't matter who is right or wrong anymore.

But there are some memories which we as humans are not able to erase it once it happened.
We can forgive, but we can't forget.
That's so true.

Been raining daily, flu and sore throat season is around the corner.
Please take care,everyone~!
*sniff sniff*

I did it again

2012-10-07T22:33:00.000+08:00

Didn't realized I left this blog alone again for almost a year. If not because I clicked onto Amelia's blog, I wouldn't consider to click back my own blog's link and look at how empty my blog is currently. So, I'm here~ blogging without intention lol ...

A year has passed since I attended the diploma graduation. It has been a year and half since I joined the world of working. Time flies. But I might need to make another decision again soon and I am not sure is this the right timing to do so?

Family commented that I should leave instead of staying there. There's no future for me in that place. Less benefits and lack of exposures. They are right,but the question is am I ready to do this? Am I ready to spread my own wings and fly? Will I regret in the future for doing so?

One thing's for sure is, I start disliking that place. I am losing concentration as well. Guess that's the sign to leave that place? Even without a backup? I have been thinking this since 2 weeks ago. Hopefully I can clear my mind as soon as possible and go ahead with that decision.

...... LOL ~ I am talking nonsense again. Meow~

Dear you-know-who-you-are.

2011-10-08T07:57:00.000+08:00

Thank you for yesterday night's treat.
=)
I had a great dinner with you, I enjoyed it, really.
^_^
Hopefully, we can hang out again soon!
Have a great day today!

New post again~

2011-09-23T22:53:00.002+08:00

:)

Is me again. Deleted previous posts~
Gonna start as fresh in here again.
I wonder how many readers has gone? (LOL)

Cayman! Look, I blog again!

And ya know what? Tomorrow is the day! Convocation
Better sleep now!
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