Palmetto Boy

Slacker in you unfolds!

2012-01-10T06:15:00.000-05:00

...I think not updating a blog talks a lot about what a SLACKER! you are.. Once you know you love writing about you..life n..crap.. better write.. stopping it for a day or two or a week is okay but not for a month..SLACKER.. I scolded myself.. hmmmm sometimes it okay to be self critical...man.. lot many things have happened in my life.. I moved to Hyderabad! Never thought I will be here.. currently working on a project for an agro industry.. taking an indian company global!! Kewl!! more than that planning to venture into green filed South American Market!! Que Bueno para mi!! Si..en uno sueno come true!! :-) anyways.. life is good.. Spent my new year in Chennai.. Attended a personality development kindaa discourse by a great guy "T.T.Rangarajan" Worth the time and money.. Started fresh... this year.. not many resolutions...but decided on Infinitheism as my way of life...

Lesotho - A South African Paradise

2011-11-29T03:17:00.001-05:00

I have to thank Google for an amazing Stat report. I had my first blog reader from a small landlocked country in Southern Africa - Lesotho....a paradise unknown to me all the while... A quick wiki resulted in knowing more about this Diamond based economy...I never knew that it had such a beautiful landscape....an english speaking fellow commonwealth! nation Thank You Brits! for making our travel easy...

I was literally mesmerized by this beauty of this scenic Katse Dam Bridge.. Man.. I wanna go there sometime.. my heart started pounding with a desire to spread my wings to fly down to Lesotho.. It came as a blow to my ignorance when I came to know that there is an afri-ski resort..(SKI RESORT IN AFRICA!!!) in the mountains of Maloti..just 4.5 hours drive from Johannesburg.I am quite shocked to see that a country with such a high literacy rate suffers poor Healthcare!..HIV spread so badly in urban areas.. I love this picture of this kid covered in traditional clothing.

Looks like Lesotho employs lot of child labor.... Man.. I love to go this country and volunteer for a month.. do my best to help them..as well look for some social entrepreneurship in this place..help these people build a better country...I would appreciate comments from you readers....any thoughts ....any ideas...any suggestions....there are lot of unknown places and people we could do something to change their life....dont forget to leave comments readers.....

Crane cleansing Cow!

2011-11-28T12:03:00.001-05:00

I was just observing Crane that was picking Cows nose!!..may sound disgusting but the sight was beautiful.It looked as though this cow was getting a beauty therapy by this beautiful sleek Asian Avis! In fact the cow was cooperating to my surprise, what could be the reason? I sneaked closely to observe this natural ecological! phenomenon.. Crane helps cow to keep itself clean from insects and flies..Cow feels relieved by this action!...WoW! is it amazing..Nature helps! even when you are unable to protect yourself..Nature protects you!

Sometimes we aren't sure about the decision we make, not sure about What Next? The reason for this uncertainty is not just fear of failure but also the fear of responsibility if Successful! It is sometimes okay to let things go! with the flow...Nature takes care of rest...I was traveling a lot last week, I was meeting new people, understanding new business...quite an exiting week... I am also happy to see last week blog status..quite a number of people are reading my blog across the world..I would recommend all the readers to go through my archive may be you might find something funny! other day my blog reader pinged me that I am turning to philosophical these days.. honestly I have no intention...all that I blog are my scrambled thoughts that are getting some shape form... Anyways..Thank you readers for your support.. I am looking for a long term project for my Palmetto Consulting. I think....I am almost in the verge of getting one.. keeping my fingers crossed...

I woke up to the songs of birds..Chirping

2011-11-21T20:21:00.001-05:00

It was so relaxing to listen to these beautiful natural ring tones!! make our mind body and soul relaxed...at the same time kind of an awakening inside.. beautiful image of dawn! Feel of chilled crispy breeze..Just waiting for your cup of Java.. and a curiosity to know what has happened when we scan through "The Dailies"... WoW! Is it life so beautiful when we start observing small things that we do everyday.. be watching a old women cross the roads.. or a kid jumping over a puddle of water.. A butterfly suckling the honey out of beautiful flowers...lousy noisy of a polluting truck and smoke that puffss!! disgusting but still there is some beauty in that beast too... WoW!...I am loving it.. It is not what is out outside that makes you happy ..It is what you make out of it makes the differece.... Enjoy every nano second of life...by appreciating the world pals!! it really makes a lot of difference.. check it out today! you will know what I mean....

Insane Entrepreneurs - Virgin Branson & Kingfisher Mallya

2011-11-18T21:26:00.001-05:00

Does this insanity make them megalomaniac entrepreneurs! Glamor...Lust...Luxury..and BIG LOSS!

Could we call the insane GREEDY Entrepreneurs. Most of aspiring entrepreneurs admire these guys..not for what they are but for what they have built and how much they are worth! Anyways, this weekendI was kind of unwinding me watching couple good movies...Social Network & Fun with Dick and Jane I do recommend you these movies if you have some time to spare.. Quite interesting to watch on how a genius kid! built Facebook empire & later on trapped into the corporate "Carrot & Stick" Rat race.. greedy CEO...How we are living in the false world driven by CREDIT! -Nothing is ours but still we feel we own everything..I did taste some bitter pill experiencing the great American dream....good experience at my early years.......

A Dialogue With Oneself..

2011-11-17T02:21:00.001-05:00

Suddenly my BP was very high last two days.. MAN.. I am just 33 I dont want to die young! Let me go for my regular check up.. Looks like everything fine.. lack of sleep resulted in high BP.. I felt little philosophical today, I want to reach something profound! yeah! I was watching a video on Bruce Lee.. He was advised by doctors to rest for 6 months on bed.. Guess what he researched a lot about Martial arts, Philosophy and Motivation..in fact it was a miraculous recovery... I always admired J.K for his works for two reasons... 1. Powerful words of wisdom - A humble, polite soft spoken philosopher! 2. I have no clue of what he means :-) Jk! The end is the beginning of all things, suppressed and hidden, awaiting to be released through the rhythm of pain and pleasure. - JK Serious JK is a great philosopher it takes a lot of patience and perseverance to every word to understand what it means... You could find his works e-books online free.. We all go through a "Retrospective phase" in our life mostly when we have a heartbreak or a terrible disappointment or unforeseen failure This is not an one time event it is sinusoidal "ups-n-downs" of our life that make us more of who we are!.. Honestly, If you look back these kind of self analysis is a natural healing process.. ....No amount of intoxication will help..It is a phenomenon that each has to undergo based on ones intellectual ability.. knowingly or unknowingly we all are going through this right from our childhood days..Isn't it interesting! Talking about Bruce Lee, I do admire him more than King of martial arts as a great Philosopher.. I love this quote Always be yourself, express yourself, have faith in yourself, do not go out and look for a successfull personality and duplicate it.-Bruce Lee

I wanna be an Ironman...

2011-11-15T09:07:00.001-05:00

IRONMAN I was listening to Tonny Robbins on Youtube.. He mentioned about Harriet Anderson, a 72 yr old women finishing Iron man on her second attempt after facing an accident on the first one. I was browsing about Ironman race "The Ironman course linked the 2.4 mile Waikiki Roughwater Swim, an estimated 112-miles of the 115-mile Round Oahu Bike Course and the 26.2 mile Honolulu Marathon" I wanna be an Ironman... someday not sure when. Goa! would be a best place for Ironman in India. Real test of ENDURANCE!!! I really want to be one!

Get Rich or Die Tryin...Lean Back!!

2011-11-12T22:09:00.000-05:00

I started my day really early.. 5:00 AM.. It is kindaa cold out here in Bastar, Jagdalpur, Chattisgargh. While working I thought of listening to hip hop to motivate me..keep me going..50Cents..Get Rich song and Terror squads lean back.. I still remember my initial days of my fellow cohorts introducing me to Rap n Hip Hop!..A paradigm change in my thinking towards these music.. I enjoyed the music.. got my work done.. It was quite an interesting experience watching the local village football finals this evening. Amazing play by the teams.. I felt so sad for the pathetic state of Indian football..We have good players..absolutely no proper sponsorship or support from government or corporate.... I wish I had enough money to sponsor local leagues in India.. It would be a great entertainment and line of business for lot of people...

Is it amazing that a naxal affected area celebrating football..lobal boys cheering their team.. There were no proper seats for the people...No proper water or even medical support.. but still life goes on! I still remember the day my friend from Romania visited this place,He said" People in Indian village are poor, no proper rights, no proper roads, cows on streets..kind of pathetic state BUT..they all are HAPPY..celebrating life..laughing around.. merry cheerful colorful..He was unable to accept it"It was always nice see the world through someone's eyes....Yes! Indians Celebrate life..be it food, festival or wedding..celebration unlimted..everyday is something special.. Money cannot buy happiness..It is internal.. So was just thinking about the song Get Rich or Die Tryin....Getting Rich may be good but not necessarily it make you happy.....

Palmetto Consulting - A humble beginning..

2011-11-12T01:56:00.002-05:00

It all started during my days in SC..walks by the side of lake right next to Turtle Creek apartments. phone calls with likely minded entrepreneurial friends across globe..My days at Moore School.. couple of start ups n downs.. I decided to start a consulting company.. No matter where I am gonna be..what I am going to do.. I still want to be a free lance consultant.. I know I am good it solving big problems..eying for things normally not seen by the entrepreneur.. I love it.. it is my passion.. I always did it..I always wanted to make a business out of it.. Here I am, finally taking this thought and giving it a shape.. Palmetto Consulting is born in Coimbatore, India.. My home place.. at my home.. My investement : My Mind, A Laptop, Internet broadband, a borrowed Printer(Thanks Ramesh!).. A humble beginning.. small baby step towards my BIG DREAMS..I am loving it..

My first client: Grenera Nutrients

Business Problem : Need to increase the Sales(.)

Wonderful...I am all IN... let me share my progress with you all my dear palmetto boy readers...

After finalizing the discussions on the engagement model and strategic planning at after sipping a coffee n tasting a triple chocolate cake at chockochoza.com.
I am currently working on channelizing the Sales by having a good CRM! and alwo work on a new product marketing & sales intiative.. quite an interesting assignment to start with...

Shaky September Turbulent October...Bhoy! I waz Buzzy

2011-11-11T21:51:00.003-05:00

Last two months looks like longest period.. A lot of things happened...traveling North South..East West..Tirupathi Darshan.. Guruvayur darshan.. Attended couple of interviews Mumbai Chennai Bangalore..East Coast Road Chennai..Real estate deals... met my old friends at Shaun's wedding. Beautiful Kumarakom resort.. Aathirrai first birthday..Debate on Cup cake business.. Still waiting for final offer.. This period was filled with lot of uncertainty..consolidated loans..continued some investments..OHH BOY!! Looking back I guess I have a done a lot of things.. I always discuss debate and derive a lot about life and death from my good friend Oommen.. He said.. when we look back all the hurdles.. pain..suffering..uncertainty...people only remember success...achievement.. anywhichways! It was all good..

Moving Back to India...

2011-08-26T05:34:00.003-04:00

It is not that I never wanted to move back to India.. But I always imagined moving back to India to set up something big.. I am proud to be an Indian.. but I never want to constrain myself to any location.. As a boundary less bird I have traveled a lot in my last 33 years.... Planned ..unplanned.. adventurous.. crazy driving.. ever since I decided to do my MBA.. I never thought about moving back to India.. soon!.. not sure how soon is soon :-) anyways.. Now I am...

what next.. Apocalypticism real?

2011-03-19T08:44:00.006-04:00

Tunisia Egypt Libya Middle East Threat.. Christchurch Nz, Tōhoku earthquake and tsunami Japan..Is Mayan prediction Apocalypticism real? Whats happenning around the world.. I am tired of shuffling between BBC/CNN N CNBC.. crisis.. life..death.. war...devastation.. When the economy is reviving after 2008 financial crisis this is not sounding good.. Anyways, We all are in a frame of mind whatz going to happen next? Nothing..life goes on!on.n on...

I told myself.. Just be happy, do what you always wanted to do.. Don't get annoyed for silly things.. Just appreciate everyone as they are.. when adversity strikes we need to forgive past! just hope future is good. I just told myself..

1. Spend more time with Family..n exteded family - make it a point to listen more their feelings..
2. Help Strangers..Volunteering..Just expecting nothing..
3. Watch Nature...

....just celebrate life ..no expectations...

Spot Excellence Award!!

2011-03-17T15:05:00.002-04:00

I am happy that I was nominated and awarded consecutive two months for Spot Excellence Award.. sometimes it does matter when your work gets recognised. We all are craving for recognition and reward.It is that momement of happiness that drives you more to perform inspite of the fact we know it is just another management to tool to keep things going smooth...

I would like to quote this interesting article from Why employee recognition is so important from www.cuttingedgepr.com

Appreciation is a fundamental human need. Employees respond to appreciation expressed through recognition of their good work because it confirms their work is valued. When employees and their work are valued, their satisfaction and productivity rises, and they are motivated to maintain or improve their good work.

Praise and recognition are essential to an outstanding workplace. People want to be respected and valued for their contribution. Everyone feels the need to be recognized as an individual or member of a group and to feel a sense of achievement for work well done or even for a valiant effort. Everyone wants a ‘pat on the back’ to make them feel good.

There are two aspects to employee recognition. The first aspect is to actually see, identify or realize an opportunity to praise someone. If you are not in a receptive frame of mind you can easily pass over many such opportunities. This happens all too frequently. The other aspect of employee recognition is, of course, the physical act of doing something to acknowledge and praise people for their good work.

Discipline of Blogging!

2011-03-13T14:29:00.002-04:00

I am sure most of you will agree with me that there is an immense enthusiasm, energy and happiness that arise out of blogging. But for all the bloggers that quit blogging for sometime..Boy! it is hard to be back. I was quizzing on how to achieve this descipline of blogging.. Do I have to set some time everyday? What do I write? Choose a theme.. Just use it as a scrap book! Descipline.. I love that word so much that I ignore it all the time in my life. I have a great respect for Army guys! Whether they like it are nor they are descipled lot among us.. Wake up early! Jog!! Work Out! Dress well..Walk straight! Carry them well.. Hmmmm

Here I am now decided to blog on everyday tandrums :-) let us see how displined am I?

Transcending in love..... Transformation or Metamorphosis?

2010-01-16T01:34:00.003-05:00

Is it possible to talk out LOUD! my personal transformation after marriage.. Would my better half be happy about it... My perplexed life transcending in love... asked millions of questions before making this blog entry..I realized a lot about myself after marriage.. It is like you are walking in front of a mirror that speaks.. reveals your true self "Niravana!!"hmmmm not bad.. I realized so many things after marriage about myself.. some pleasant some not so.. what do it.. I guess it is a transformation cannot be a metamorphosis!!

I realized something that surpass my deeper thoughts of imagination.. to be honest power of love transforms any soul!! i guess it is a destiny that is predefined for everyone.. no matter who you are where you are from... every time you commit something STUPID! it starts like small prick in heart.. slowly these voodoo of needles pierce so hard that it doesn't hurt anymore.. something happens in your fundamental behaviour.. A PARADIGM.. shift.. A trasformation... like a butterfly out of PUPA!! you mature into love.... it is never a metamorphosis...... a PAINFUL but sweet transformation to a better Human!!.. I Loving it!!!

Next Step in my life - Marriage....

2009-02-17T09:50:00.004-05:00

I always wondered whether I will have love marriage or traditional indian arranged marriage

Yes! I am having arranged marriage. I know you all must have million question how does it works How can you fall in love for someone whom you have never met. How can parents choose? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... I understand all the questions.. but I just want to tell u that I know for sure when I talked to Vidyaa for the first time.. she is the one.. dont ask me how why.. but it is the way I felt.. I did try a bit of western along with Indian.. i did partially surprise her with an engagement ring... :-) She loved it!!! I will try to update this blog from now on about my journey to next Orbit!! bachelor to married man! :-)

What do I want ?

2008-09-07T07:31:00.003-04:00

I was deeply daunted with a zillion dollar question... What do I want?

hmmmmm most of the time it is very easy to say what we don't want. wants & dont wants list grows long but when we scavenge it and mine for ONE THIG...it is very simple : I want happiness....endlesss....anandham..meaning happiness per anandham..meaning endless blissful happiness. Will making a billion or getting media fame I could reach this state of happiness! yes I said state of happiness... hmmmmm not sure because we need to go by our perspective... I dont see rich fame are the most happiest people. I was traveling in India last Christmas with my friend from west. He observed something that I never noticed... Dude! People in India are so poor.. they don't know their right..they have no clue whats happening but still they all are happy...I see them smiling..running around..inspite of all this cows on street.. poverty in the way they look.... gosh! he nailed me right there.. Yes dude we all are happy because we all believe in something great.. Every soul willingly or unwillingly believes in Karma! They are all believe in reaching their destiny in the spiritual journey...

So what is spirituality..

Spirituality is a human capacity to have a certain kind of experience, just as you can have all kinds of experiences mentally, physically, emotionally.

How do we experience spirituality? Spirituality is our ability to interact with a great mystery and to do so in ways which honour that intrinsic mystery. A true mystery can only be known by its effects, the phenomenon that results from its actions.

We are surrounded by all kinds of mysteries: in nature, in our personal life, in the arts, and in religious and spiritual life, and we often don’t respond to these appropriately.

The appropriate way to respond to an intrinsic mystery is to be open to its revelation, to welcome that revelation, and to honour it as it shows itself in its own way and on its own terms. To meet such a mystery we must be willing to live with ambiguity and to be able to interact with it, leaving what is fully understood and comfortable behind.

A quick search gave me definition of four different experiences..

Ecstatic experiences — Personal epiphanies and “callings”
Ritualistic experiences — Tribal and cult experiences often derived from oral tradition
Formalized experiences — Highly structured experiences often adhering to a doctrine
Spiritual living — Spirituality as a constant, day to day experience

Whooooooooooooo... too much to digest in this blog entry... let me leave the rest in the next...

I love hangin out in office...

2008-08-20T21:39:00.002-04:00

It was really enlightening message to me when I really liked being myself working in office. I don't know I get an immense pleasure working, doing something creative on my own pace.... but i love to do in an office environment when no one around..

I like to talk to people walk around help others out during the day but be more productive in the night.. I get so much pride and happiness working by myself.. hmmmmm crazy.. may be my consulting IT background made me one! Honestly I am like this in my MBA. I used to lot of night outs! what we call back home....Burning the midnight oil! listening to music Diet coke..WOW!! I love it!

As rightly said by some saint.. "Work is workship of Lord! There is indescribbable joy in the practice of Karma yoga. Work always elevates when it is done in the right spirit, without attachment and egoism..."
I dont know about the attachment and egoism part i think i still need to work on it!

American reporter - My mom's first touch of independence

2008-08-12T12:45:00.001-04:00

It was my dream to bring my mom to USA. It was summer of 2001 I was fortunate to get the glimpse of dream coming true in Orlando Disney.. Epcot! WoW!! what a marevellous place.. One mans dream...all the kids dream...elderly people dream.. gosh! this is what I lived all my life for to see my favourite disney characters.. I was 22 at that time still I felt like a 5 yr old jumping around enthusiastically.. All those rides.. ohh my god.. unbelievable..I called my mom from Diney.. I told Mom! you must be here someday..I miss you all.. I wish Dad was alive to listen to me talking about US and Disney! My mom said sure..son he is seeing your right now blessing you as a guardian angel..anyways.. I realized my dream of bringing my mom to USA this May of 2008.. She landed here in Columbia South carolina Airport visiting me for my graduation.. WoW!! I felt proud!...eventhough I am not supposed to...I felt proud not for me.. but for my Mom! I was thinking of her Journey.. life journey..

Born in a village in a poor family in a state called Tamilnadu in souther india in a village closer to Chennai.. my mom has to fight all the odds as was our country at that time.. It was not a easy path especially if you are the first one in the family.
She was a determined girl right from her childhood. My grandma gave all her strength...an Indian expat from Burma ( Myanamar) My grandma was a world war survivor..she has seen ups and downs in her life living a royal life in burma loosing all her wealth and siblings in the war.. She was a tough women.. she wanted to see a better world through the eyes of her daughter... Vandarkuzhali.. yes that hard to say name is very poetic tamil word.. It means.. the bees are tricked by the beauty and smell of long beautiful hair! that my mom had.. :-) hmmmm gosh! what a name...

My mom told me when she landed in Columbia that all that she knows about America when she was doing her high school is America Reporter.. A free magazine that was delivered to her village through Indian Postal service! god bless them...in one of the questionaire that she was asked whether she listens to some program in BBC Radio! it looks like my mom replied by mail that her family could not afford a Radio as it is way too expensive.... for her...hmmmm I had my goose bumps! again now as I typing this... poverty ... suppression.. false belief...superstition.. caste system.. name any god damn thing. she has to fight her way out.. even now lot many children are fighting their way out... Mom! you are no doubt an inspiration to so many that you thought as professor in the last 36 years... an inspiration to all that are going to follow your way of fighting againgst all odds in India!!

I welcomed my mom with a sigh of relief an hug! as a son I always wanted from my mom.. Mom Thank You! Thank you! for everything.. I am here because of you.. You are simply great!! Welcome to United States of America!!!

Amma...(Mom) wonderful divinity

2008-08-10T19:55:00.003-04:00

As they rightly say sometimes it is very hard to appreciate value of mother's love,care,affection resulting in infinite happiness. I was fortunate to get back to my childhood days.. My mom waking me up with cup of tea preparing delicious food and taking care of me for last 3 months. It was hard for me to wake up today this morning only to realize that my mom has already reached Delhi after a 16 hr straight flight from Newark!.. Oops... Mommy I miss you!! gosh.. I am old enough to be a parent myself ..why am I feeling like this..... I think age, experience, education, designation does not change ones love and longing for mother.. Amma.. is universal I love for mom.. she is my strength.. she my energy she give me so much confidence and courage to live in this selfish world. She showers her selfless love all the time.. Sometime it is very hard to understand but as time passes by I get this realization of my moms love....hmmmmm anyways..

Thank god for my friends they were with me today we watched Olypics I was cheering for Netherlands and China against US.. always it is good to cheer for a team that is trying harder! I tried to get my thought and place more organized. I think only way to make myself better is to be active.. No wonder idle brain is Devil's workplace. I want to get rid of those devilish thoughts.. fill my heart and brain with positive energy planning my week... I am listening to famous Balamuralikrishna Kirtans...South Indian Carnatic Music... It feels so relaxing....

Motivating Mom!!

2008-08-07T08:52:00.003-04:00

It came as a surprise today when I looked back at my blog entries! My mom came down all the way from India for my graduation. She never got a chance to look or read my blog. It was today I revealed about my blog identity. To my surprise she said,, "Look at you so many people around the world are reading your blog. I am sure they all like you and your words I think you should start back again. Keep up the spirits and just write few lines about whatz happening in your life..." Okay...mom let me write down what you said today as my blog entry. I am sure this motivation may last atleast for a day or two or may even for a year! who knows.. let me start writing about "30 year old spends 3 months with his mom" next few blog entries are going to talk about my child state experience! along with what my mom thought about this wonderful country US of A. Thank you peeps for all your support so far....

Am I an MBA?

2008-03-04T11:34:00.003-05:00

MBA to me was a dream! Since my undergraduate days. you will not believe me how I lived in this virtual world of MBA..An executive who can dress sharp, talk about business, world, economics and what not!.. I have couple of months to go to complete my MBA. Last night I was talking to my friend about whether I qualify to call myself an MBA. It means someone who is smart with numbers, negotiation, professional, on schedule.. sharp.. my god.. I have this dream picture in my mind about a stereotypical MBA.. little bit of an arrogance and attitude.. BS with some logic.. convincing customers... hmmmmm I am not sure how far I graduated to become one. All that I can say right now is I have two more months to change couple of things I really lack.

1. Scheduling Task & Sticking to schedule - I stress and stress others I am trying to avoid this uncertainty. ( I loose my productivity and its not fun either)

2. Having place for everything and Having everything in its place! Very hard for me again.. 2 more months let me train myself to do whatever best I could.

3. JUST SAY NO! when u don't want to say YES!.. My friend was telling me how difficult culturally to say NO to someone. I imagine a lot about what the other person would think! (apparently no one has time

My boss told me do not take more than THREE Tasks at time. I am going to stick on to that philosophy. let me see how this is going to work out...

If you never failed you never lived!

2008-03-03T11:35:00.001-05:00

March for meals 5K Run

2008-03-02T22:55:00.004-05:00

I would say it was productive weekend. I started if off with a 5K run first time ever! Here is the result..I think I am around 170+ who cares.. I completed the race around 32 mins.. hmmmmm good work Anand!! As I grow older I feel need to prove myself young. I am THRITY now..

I AM NOT A MILLIONAIRE

I AM STILL IN SCHOOL ( MBA so what?)

I AM NOT MARRIED yet ( No Kids either)

I wondered how my gradpa got at the age of 18 or 19...jeez...
Anyways I AM HAPPY.. I feel good about myself I am doing what I wanted to do in my life.. Living my American Dream!.... Earned friends worth more than MILLIONS!.

I AM MARRIED! to my dream and still very committed to it!

hmmmmmm justifying my actions.. sometimes I endup in the swirl of thoughts.. so perplexed I need a Walker Johny! to take me back to the entrance of maze anyways..

Last week was very productive followed up with lot of things that I planned to do. Hope last few weeks of school days are memorable and interesting. I was listening to all Maestro Ilayaraja Old hits

What a great composer!!

Life is a ?

2008-02-05T21:46:00.000-05:00

What is happening to me?

I just realized that I am wasting my life just doing nothing. I have not earned my first million yet! I have not brought in change to million lives! I have not planted million trees yet!

Sometimes I feel empty! As if life has no meaning totally confused and not sure of what to do. I need a Mentor. I need a Guru. Someone to Guide! Who should it be! Should someone in real life or someone ideal?

I am just listening to some singer in Karaoke singing at CJ's Wednesday people are happy drinking! having fun! hmmmmm life has different meaning for different people.

Sometime I take things too philosophical.... I need to sit back relax enjoy every sip of my cup of coffee!! hmm rather Tea!! :-)