PeaceLove & I Through Pre-Med Years

Summer Plans

2014-05-30T19:40:00.001-07:00

Internships are an important portion of building a strong resume regardless of your major. If you are studying journalism , try getting an internship at a newspaper company or if a biology major, an internship in a laboratory. The purpose is to provide first-hand experience of the field that you are pursuing a career in.

On that note(lol), I applied and got accepted into a research internship at a neighboring university. Luckily, it is paid! I just completed my first week, and I must say I love every aspect of it. It justifies my passion for this career.

I want to transfer to this university as a junior, so being on the campus is really opening doors of opportunities for me to see first-hand and speak to personnels(professors or students) who are in my field.

The first two weeks, we will be learning laboratory techniques such as isolating DNA, making agarose gel for electrophoresis, agar gels for cell cultures and e.t.c. The following 8 weeks we are paired with a mentor(research-conducting professor from the university) as an assistant for their specific research. I believe each professor also has a graduate student in the labs with them. At the end of the 10 weeks, we will make a poster of our publishings and hopefully present it at a science conference later this year in Texas.

I am beyond estatic for these upcoming weeks! I must give all glory to God for really paving the way and presenting me with such a grand opportunity. Thank you Lord.

Officially a REAL College Student

2014-05-30T19:14:00.001-07:00

School has been over for two weeks now and I officially completed my first year as a college student. I definately would not say it was easy but I did try my best. My first semester was very good but second semester wasn't great. I think it's because I was taking 18 credits(the max) and that made it so much more harder for me to reach my full potential in each class. Also taking chemistry and biology at the same time, my tests for both classes always fell a day apart, making it very hard to balance study time.

I still have two more years to increase my GPA(before I start applying to med schools) so I will not beat myself up. Also it's very hard when pressure is coming from both parents and they don't to understand that I really worked very hard.

On that note, I'm looking forward to what summer has to offer.

Technology is such a a a....

2014-03-07T10:40:00.000-08:00

I know it can be positive, but at times, technology is such a stress to your life. All I wanted to do was sit down and start my Chem HW: the sitting part was a success. I click on the MasteringChemistry tab on my laptop and just when I'm about to log in, I remember I wanted to call someone. When I unlock the screen, I am immediately distracted by the new notifications on WhatsApp, Snapchat + more. And there goes some 5+ minutes I can never get back. Why? Why? All I want is to work productively to achieve my dreams. God help me!

NOTD: Ruby Kisses Orange U Over?

2014-02-19T20:22:00.001-08:00

Beautiful neon orange polish that I had in my stash and hadn't used for over a year! Sure don't regret ever buying it!

And used my favorite top coat~Out The Door

Simply amazing!

Reverse Nostalgia

2014-02-18T19:10:00.000-08:00

Last night, I stayed up until about 2 AM, studying for my first Chemistry test this semester. (NY snow storms have been a HUGE pain in the you-know-what.) I was so sleepy but I was determined to memorize the names and patterns of hydrocarbons, knowing my professor would throw such a curveball question on the test.

I will not succumb to the addicting power of coffee so I remain a tea addict: I prepared a concoction of teas- chamomile, green, ginger, and Lipton along with a cinnamon stick and fresh lemon slices.(And sugar of course!) While my entire family were peacefully snoring their worries away, I sat alone at my dining table reading Tro's A Molecular Approach.

The reverse nostalgia now enters as I adjust my futuristic lens. I see myself in my med school apartment, some four years from now, up all night studying for the preservation of my future. After hearing so many med students stories, I can conclude that Med School is probably the hardest thing to overcome. But in that moment, I flash-forward to that happy moment~living the dream~but not yet the reality.

And in that moment, I felt such happiness. ~Reverse Nostalgia

Nails of the Day

2013-08-02T19:31:00.001-07:00

It summer! So I needed sunshine in my hands(literally). I love this combo.

On my nails:

Urban Outfitters - Sunshine

Nicole OPI Kardashian Collection - Kardashing Through the Snow

OOTD&FOTD: TGIF All The Way~!(Comfy-cute)

2011-09-16T14:16:00.000-07:00

Top- Forever 21

Pants- Fold-over yogapants from Forever 21

Shoes- Ugg boots from Nordstrom

Stud diamond earrings(fake lol)

Juicy Couture bracelet

Pink Sunflower ring

Makeup

Eyes:

Pink blush all over eyes

NK yellow eyeshadow

Maybelline Falsies

ELF False lashes

Face:

ELF concealer

Rimmel bronzer as powder

Cheeks:

ELF Creme blush in Seductress

ELF Studio blush in Fushia Fusion(Nars orgasm dupe)

Cheek highlight:

Forever 21 blush in Rose mixed with MAC MSF Gold Deposit

Lips:

ELF lipstick in Seductive

ELF hypershine gloss in Bubblegum

Body Glow:

Sephora Sun Disk

Watch on youtube:(will update later.)

ELF Haul!

2011-08-14T00:41:00.000-07:00

I ordered from the ELF website on the 30th of July, and it arrived on either the 5th or 6th of August.

So legooooo:(lol)

Eyelid Primer:

HD Powder

Cream Blush

Kabuki Body Brush

Studio Blush(Berry Merry)

Hypershine Gloss

Studio Line Eyeshadow(Ameyhst)

Tone Correcting Concealer

Lipstick(Seductive)....It came broken:(

Angled Eye Brush

Angled Contouring Brush

Waterproof Eyeliner Marker

Face Brush

Super Glossy Lip Shine

Dramatic False Lashes

All....

Buh byeee(:

OOTD~Blue Without the Jeans!

2011-07-27T20:09:00.000-07:00

Romper- Boutique in NYC

Jacket- Burlington Coat Factory

Shoes - American Eagle for Payless

Lipstick- Clinique 12 Blushing Nude

2011-07-21T16:22:00.000-07:00

Random Photos That I love......

Nicka K (NK) Lipsticks Review!

2011-07-16T03:29:00.000-07:00

NK is a cosmetics brand based in New York in which they sell amazing quality makeup(HD) at amazing cheap prices. They cannot be found in drugstores or a Sephora or MAC or department stores. You'll will probably come across it at your local beauty supply store at a dollar store. The prices ranges from$1.00 to $5.00
PROS:
-Glides on smoothly.
-True to its color pigmentation.
-Very creamy.
-Very versatile. It can be worn alone or with a gloss or as a liptint or lip stain if you blot out the excess. You can also use some of the colors as highlighter on your cheeks. For ex. orchid rose can be used as a face highlighter and it would give a nice dewy, glowy finish.
-Nice range of colors.
-Cheap price.

CONS:
-It doesn't last all day, only a couple of hours, so you will definately have to retouch your lipstick.
-Its creaminess at times may not work for a look you might be going for.
FLAME:

APRICOT:

BLACK ORCHID:

ROSE ORCHID:

CAMEL:

Do I love these products? YES<3
Is it worth it? Absolutely!! (

They have an online website where you can purchase all of their products.
Check it out: http://www.nickashop.com/

FTC: They didn't sponsor me, I did pay with my cousin's money for all of the product. He's so nice, he bought it all for me at a little beauty supply store in NYC.

Just a little touch of french tipping!

2011-07-16T02:55:00.000-07:00

MAC Mineralized Skin Finish Natural Review

2011-07-15T14:14:00.000-07:00

(I do have on the powder in this picture. You can check out my video review on youtube in which I apply the powder.

According to MAC, this powder was created to

give a natural matte finish that provides low coverage and can be used to set your foundation or just used as a plain powder all over the face. The powder retails at MAC stores and counters for 27$ and plus tax about 30$ in the US. Its 10 grams or .35oz.

There are 10 shades of this product.

I have deep dark.

Lets breakdown this product!!

PROS:

-Nice sleek packaging.

-Low to medium coverage.

-Its is buildable to heavy coverage but can easily look cakey.

-Evens out skintone.

Does a great job of soaking into the skin and blending with the skin's through color.

-Great even when worn on its own.

-Buildable coverage.

- Has enough amount of tiny shimmers that does mattify your face but doesn't wash you out

- Lasts a really long time. I bought it in September 2011 and I have probably used half of the amount; but keep in mind I do not use it all the time.

-Highly pressure together so even though it falls it will not break so easily

-Doesn’t break me out(acne)

- Gives a flawless look to the face.

CONS:

-The clear thing that has the MAC name constantly comes off.

-If you put too much on, you will look cakey.

-If your someone who touches her face alot, you will have finger marks on your face.

- Doesn’t last all day, after about 3 to 4 hours, you will start getting oily.

-Gives off that "I'm wearing makeup" look, the kind that all mac foundations give off, if you use too much you will get that "I'm flawless face," like a plastic Barbie.

Our relationship status: Its complicated.(We sometimes like each other &sometimes we get frustrated with each other, and sometimes I use it just to be able to finish the product.)

Do i hate it? No

Do I love it? No

Do I like it? Yes

Is it worth its cost?

No because if you're paying so much money for something, you would want to last all day. And after a few hours, it makes your face look crappy so I dont think I'll be purchasing it again.

Few pics:

New Years Revolution!

2011-01-01T23:09:00.000-08:00

These are things that I want to better in life during this year. I hope that God will allow this year to be a great year for me and my family. So here it is:

1. I want to loose weight. I want to loose a hundred pounds but I do not plan to loose it all this year. I will be fasting for 2 weeks starting Monday. and then instead of actually eating, I will be doing the Master Cleanse Detox.

2. I want to have outstanding grades in all subjects in school in order for me to have a wonderful and bright future.

3. I really want to start a bakery business with my sister this summer.

4. I want to make more youtube videos and be more serious about updating my subscribers and my blog.

5. I want to build a personal relationship with God.

6. I really want a camera to be able to record outstanding and have records of wonderful memories.

7. I really want to cultivate a healthy lifestyle.

8. I want to start to finish reading the drivers education book that way next year January, after my 16th birthday, I can get my permit.

9. This might sound cliche or shallow but I want to be able to fit into Abercrombie & Fitch jeans. I feel like I will be contended with my appearance if I can be able to fit into the jeans.

10. I need to work my hardest to achieve all of my goals and legitimately not have my dreams shatter right in my face.

Stay blessed and have a wonderful day!
Happy New Year again!!!!(:

What I Got For Christmas!

2010-12-30T00:00:00.001-08:00

Watch the video that I posted on youtube and don't forget to SUBSCRIBE!!!

It's so Hard!

2010-12-29T23:53:00.000-08:00

So, my parents have been in a huge controversy in the past few months and they have now decided to go their different ways in life now after fifteen years of marriage. As known, their decision will have huge impact on me and my sister's life. Every single day when I think of the situation that I am in, I just always regret my birth into the world. The world is just so hard to deal with in every aspect. Ever since I was little, my parents have always been fighting, and it has just made me feel that i have lost all of my childhood innocence. I witnessed too many things that a little child should never have to go through. It kinda baffles me how two human beings can meet each other, "fall in love" and then in the future absolutely become enemies. Everytime my parents are always together, there is never peace or unity. They both absolutely hate each other. And this affects me and my sister. I wish I could do anything to let my sister not witness this, but she just lives like this every single day of her life. She is only twelve and she has truly lost the innocence a child should have. If I was ever granted one wish, I would pray and ask for peace and unity among every one. I pray every single day for peace and unity to be restored into my family but I don't think it can ever happen. When I'm in school and I'm suppose to be focusing on my school work, I just constantly think of my situation. It is what is allowing my grades to constantly drop. I had so much dreams and aspirations in life, but they truly are just continuing to be flushed downed the toilet as my hope dies. Ever since I moved to America over five years ago, everything has truly went down spiral. I can truly say that I regret coming to the land of many opportunities in which In God We Trust. I am a person who isn't so open to talking about my emotions, but I do hope that whoever reads this learns that wherever you are and whoever you become, PLEASE never be the reason for hurt and sadness in a person's life. In everything you do, always try your hardest and never let anyone conquer over you. I have been conquered but it is never too late to be rise to the top. I hope the good Lord answers my prayer and restore happiness into my family and my life.

Stay blessed.
Toyosi.

Merry Christmas !

2010-12-29T23:25:00.000-08:00

Hey Lovelys!

So X-Mas was a couple of days ago and I had a good time! I hope that you all did also. I live in New York if you didn't know, and the day after christmas I was suppose to go to a party after church but it snowed heavily, it was actually a blizzard! And so I did not go, but on christmas eve, I did go to my friend, Meghan's party. The day before christmas, I did also go to the mall with her and she got me a Sephora gift card for christmas! She's so lovely.

Here's a picture of me and her party:

Its been FOREVER!!

2010-10-29T23:42:00.000-07:00

Ok so I know that I have abandoned my blog for the longest time but I'm back again and I will try my best to update it as regularly as I can.

Super Quick Updates:
I did move from one town to another and so I am just getting organized again. I did make some new friends in my new school and it's been a great experience so far.
Halloween is tomorrow and I am gong to be a cheetah(how awesome!)
If you want to see my look or want to learn how to represent a cheetah, I did do a makeup tutorial on it which is right here

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_WQ8tlJxFs

So I went to the mall today...

2010-08-09T17:42:00.000-07:00

Me and my sister went to the mall, we walked there and it was so much fun. It's a little far but it was good exercise. We bought some things at Nordstrom Rack which is outlet for Nordstrom where "cheaper" items are sold but in their cheapness are still expensive. We are trying to save money for back to school so we didn't spend so much money. We also went to Forever 21 and made our first official puchase. At Nordstrom, we bought a set of nail polish for $8 and at forever 21 a set of earrings and a necklace. We then grabbed a bite at the food court and bought some cinnabon stix at Cinnabon. We loved everyhting we purchased. Well here are some pictures of the items.

High School Freshman Tips!

2010-08-08T18:17:00.000-07:00

1. Get rid of your middle school mentality! Don't expect your teachers to baby-sit you, don't take it as a joke!

2. Do not procrastinate! It will bite you back in the butt. Try your best to get done your assignments before its due; before last minute. It will hurt your grades drastically if you do!

3. Keep in mind that what you do from this time forward decides your future. The grades you get decides what college you'll go to. When you get suspended it affects your chances of being accepted into college. When you take everything as a joke, there isn't the opportunity to go back and start over, so take it SERIOUS!

4. Join clubs and sports. They look good on your resume for college, they help stay fit, help make new friends and just aware of your surroundings!

5. Realize that the friends you choose affect you. If you're always with kids that never do their work, drink, smoke, do drugs......you will end up doing the same. Its PEER PRESSURE.... everyone falls victim at some point.

6. Do not be rude to teachers or anyone. Teachers have a lot of control and so you will get in trouble. Everything goes around and so you will get yours back.

7.Stay away from drama, its not worth the trouble

8. Have fun, embrace your experience and learn from your mistake. It all decides the kind of adult you'll become!

Hope I helped!!
You can also watch the video I made of the tips.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9cegCQYRdU0

Get To Know Me!

2010-08-07T18:51:00.000-07:00

Girls Confession!

iI got this question from ALEXANDRAAXOO'S BLOG..HOPE YOU ENJOY!

1. What is your first name?
Toyosi

2. Drama?
Not for me!

3. Are you a girly girl?:
Yes but like 85% 0ut of 100

4. Who was the last person you hugged?:
My friend Rachel

5. Small or large purses?:
The bigger the better

6. Are you short?:
nope

7. Do you like somebody:
I like everyone(:

8. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?:
umm wtf.. except if it was my sister.

9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?:
Nope not at all

10. Do you dress up on Halloween?:
no

11. Are you double jointed?:
No

12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?:
In the bathroom, here's the story... I was taking a bath and was rlly tired so i fell asleep and took a short nap... i know, im weird , you dnt have to tell me.

13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?:
no

15. Do you call anybody by their last name?:
Not really except teachers.

16. How many guys will read this just because it says “Girl Confessions”?

Idk the ones who wants to know a girls confession?!

“X” Marks the Spot:

[x] I do wear make up
[] I have cried at a movie theater.
[] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[x] I love to laugh.
[] I like death/grind/black metal.
[] I like rap.
[x] I like country
[x] I carry a purse.
[x] I’d be lost without my computer.
[] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[x] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing.
[] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.

17. What color is your bra that your wearing?:
Pink color from victoria secret!

18. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?:
I like both

19. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?:
Nope

20. Do you have a best friend(s)?:
yes, best friends :)

21. Have you ever had your heart broken?:
Not yet

22. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?:
Noooo!!

23. Do you like your life?:
yes

24. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?:
No

25. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?:
no but i have at the beach

26. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?:
Girls

27. How long have you had Facebook?:
2 years and a few months

28. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? :
Noo

29. What are your biggest fears?: beeps..they terrify me!, dying at any time, rapture, my future, drowning

30. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?:
Yes

31. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?:
Yes!

32. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a
cheater”?:
No, I think people can actually change

33. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?:
definately1

34. Do you ever wish you were famous?:
Yes! lets be realistic..who doesnt?!! lol

35. Are you currently missing someone?
yes!

This guy or that guy?

Punk/Goth or Gangster?: a lil gangster

Preppy or Cowboy?: preppy!

Face or Body?: both!

Sweet or Sexy?: both

Well-educated or Dropout?: Well educated!

Armani or Abercrombie?: Abercrombie! lol

City-slicker or Rural Guy?: a lil of both world!

Blue, Green, Grey, or Brown eyes?: love them all

Contacts or Glasses?: contacts

More Questions.

36. Eyeliner or Mascara?: Mascara

37. Louis Vuitton or Dooney & Bourke?: Louis Vuitton

38. Pumps or flats?: Flats

39. Skirts or pants?: pants

40. Socks or leggings?: Leggings

41. Hoodies or jackets?: Jackets

42. Heels or sneakers?: Heels

43. Straight or curly hair?: Straight

44. Hoop or dangling earrings?: i prefer studs but if i have to choose dangling

45. White or black?: Both

46. Victoria’s Secret or Bath and Body Works?: Victoria's Secret

47. Smoothies or lattes?: lattes! so good!

48. Diet or regular sodas?: diet but i dnt drink so much soda

49. Water or daiquiris?: Water!

50. Pearls or diamonds?: Diamonds ... are a girls best friend!

51. Vintage or boho?: boho chic!

52. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?: Idk...

53. Lindsay or Hilary?: Hillary but i still like lindsay lohan...there both pretty!

54. Ipod or cell phone?: phone

55. Friends or family?: if you are my friend , youre like family so family!

56. Lip gloss or lip stick?: lipgloss

57. Manicure or pedicure?: Manicure ..i could just were flats and cover my feet

58. Tiffany’s or Chanel?: Tiffany's

59. Love or peace?: both!

60. Sunglasses or purses?: Purses

In a girl or guy…

Funny or Serious?: Def. funny!!

Romantic or Daredevil?: romantic with a dash of dare devil

Cute or Hot?: i dnt mind

Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?: Either

Long Hair or Short Hair?: doesnt matter just nice hair

Curly Hair or Straight Hair?: doesnt matter

Clean-cut or Rough?: Rough

Good Dancer or Good Singer?: Dancer

Basketball Player or Football Player?: Basketball

Jock or Rebel?:i would rather none

Smoker or Non-smoker?: NON SMOKER.

Druggie or Clean?: Clean

Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car?: sport car

Beard/Mustache or Clean-shaven?: Clean shaven

Younger or Older?: doesnt matter

Player or Loyal?: Loyal!

Welcome to my blog.

2010-08-07T18:23:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone! So I know you're wondering what this blog is going to be about and who I am ... let me tell you. My name is Toyosi but short for Toyo. I am a teenager just enjoying my life as it is. I live in NY and I am 14yrs old. I will be talking about all kinds of things such as fashion, makeup, music, friend and just my daily life. I hope to share my life with other amazing people out there in the world so .... STAY TUNED!!