Peik Wen

Holidays

2012-08-15T07:10:00.001-08:00

one and half month holidays seems like come to the end,

yet,

i stil don have mood to pack my baggage,

its clearly show that i don wan go back to that peaceful island.

ok, what i did throughout this holidays?

went cameron highland with family and relative,

and of cos langkawi island with lembu(s),

what i gain from these trips?

erm, honestly, i don know.

i only know i spend too much, haha

now, i think, i should think about when i going to start pack my baggage and online check in.

haiz.

time, can u jz move a little bit slower?

Goodbye to the active Peik Wen

2012-07-02T23:52:00.000-08:00

" Girl, from ur x-ray, there shown ur spinal have some problem, we suspect the tissue at ur spinal was badly injury, therefore, u can't continue the training and not suitable to carry heavy duties and you have to stop ur sport activities. You have to be ready for your long term physiotherapy treatment until its get better. So, since you going back ur hometown soon, i giving u a letter, and u bring it to the general hospital to start ur physiotherapy and continue when u come back Labuan. " Doctor Ruban

WHAT THE FUCK!

Are you trying to tell me i gonna be OKU soon?

I cnt go for any sport events?

Hahaaaaaaaaaaa.

Funny you, doctor.

Why u want to tell me?

Why i have to suffer from this stupid tissue injury and its at my spinal.

Huu..

Ok, i surrender, i just go for long term treatment,

as long as i still can walk, i wont ask for more,

js wan be healthy.

Holidays with doctor.

Great!

The day you went away

2012-06-23T17:43:00.000-08:00

The day i don't wish it come,

The day i know i you gonna leave this room forever,

The day i have to send you off.

23rd June,

Woke up early and together we went airport to fetch you mum and sis,

You superb happy when u saw them,

And , i know, u gonna say goodbye in nxt few hours.

u came back to hostel to take all ur things,

and i know,

i really know,

u gonna go.

i wont cry,

in fact i wish u good luck and hug u.

and you told me,

"I will wait for your return, baobei"

The day you went away.

谢谢妳，琪诗。

2012-06-14T23:26:00.000-08:00

在妳房里，
我感觉温暖，
我可以安心，窝心的入眠。

在妳怀里，
我感觉安全，
我可以无烦恼的入眠。

我也不记得从何时开始，
我已习惯活在有妳的日子里，
从我们第一次相遇，
到后来的理解，
日子不长，
但我俩都开心。

谢谢妳，
谢谢妳在我低弱的时候陪伴我，
谢谢妳在我成功的时候与我分享，
谢谢妳在我无奈的时候帮助我，
谢谢妳在我的喜怒哀乐的时候都在我身旁。

如今，妳完成了妳的学业，
回到了属于妳的家，
而我，真心的祝福，祈祷，妳的未来是光芒的。
与妳相处的日子会是我大学最快乐的日子。
感激妳，让我觉得除了家人以外，
还有妳对我是真心。

加油，熊琪诗。

A friend that no longer call a friend

2012-06-06T09:04:00.001-08:00

Its been 8 years friendship.

And you said i have attitude problem,

Please use ur 1% of brain and think bout urself,

Are you prefect? Don't u also have attitude problem? Don't u think u treacherous too?

Please don't get me wrong, i am not saying i did nothing wrong.

First, u posting all this fuck in facebook and the other hand mention that u agree to solve problem face to face,then come on and solve,

Second, u said i copy answer during exam, and please kindly ask urself, ur so call good friend now also did the same during mid term right?

And remember, i not copy but yet i admit i did ask for answer since i have plenty of time therefore i talk to friend,

Please don't judge my action without knowing from me,

Since u like to listen to others rather than litigant,

Then go ahead believe them which only make friend with u for three years.

I just can comment that you too selfish for urself,

Who treated u bad , u will plan a way for ur revenge.

Because of u, the world become no longer peaceful.

Bout you, the little J,

Please dont think i need u badly in my uni life instead of remember that u need me more in ur assignment,

But i am great that i dont need become ur group members after this,

I looking forward to see how u all perform and present with a new group members which easily get nervous during presentation.

Thanks for letting me know that u all was such busy body , spread around ppl news without notice that u guys were also the same level, maybe a little bit lower than me.

U all jz jealous of me thats why u guys are back stepped me . this is what i remind myself.

HKT

2012-05-14T03:01:00.000-08:00

For the very first time,
You cried so loud front of me,
You,
I can give you nothing,
But only tears,
I can give you nothing,
Only sadness,
I can give you nothing,
Only problems,

You cry and cry,
Tears none stop dropping,
U asking me not to leave,
But,
Do you know whats the reason i wan to go?

Yes,
I make mistake and make you sad,
But nothing i can do,
Only can hug you,
Sorry,
I am useless,
I can't manage my feeling well,
I am Sorry that i disappoint you,
Please remember,
You give me lots of memory in my UNI life,
Thanks

MSM

2012-05-09T23:46:00.000-08:00

Everyone busy purchasing their flight ticket while mine is still pending,
MSM,
Because of you!
I can't go home early and i can't buy my flight,

Final exam,
1 months left,
All The Best to PeikWen,
Please Get Dealist.

2012-04-20T02:47:00.000-08:00

Joining PMSPKAL is not easy at all.
Yes, it seems like you are top of all SPKAL students,
but the same time,
the stress you face was double or even triple or even more compare with others,
for the first time,
i work with people where come from a different states in malaysia even from china,
at first,
i dont think IS will give us cooperation,
but now,
it seems local people even worst compare with IS,
i not regret join this,
its a way for me to learn ,
to grow,
to see,
to identify,
yes,
i am superb busy compare with 1 sem,
but i learn more compare with 1sem.
thanks to those who try to pull me down,
thanks to those who supporting me all the way,
and thanks to those who believe me.

Miss

2012-04-03T19:40:00.000-08:00

U are miles away from me,
But yet,
I still miss you,
Why?
I try to make myself busy in order to forget you,
But seems like not working at all,
How do u do?
Saw ur blog,
Seems like you are also facing relationship problem,
Wish u can choose ur Mr. Right.
All the best

2012-03-24T18:02:00.002-08:00

24.3.2012
I can't reach what you aim for me,
I always disappoint you,
Start to feel i not qualify to be there with you,
Ur status and standard is really far above from me,
Is a long journey for me to learn it from you,
I feel so embarrass when people said what i have today is because of you,
People select me is because you are my senior,
But not because of,
I am PeikWen.
In short,
I know,
I not qualify to hold that post.

This is also the first time my heart broke,
I know u crying behind the door,
But,
I shame to face you,
I am just like a kid,
Giving you burden.

Please don't tear again.
I am tired of that.
It shouldnt work like this.

17 3 2012

2012-03-18T09:12:00.000-08:00

17 . 3 . 2012
Great that have the opportunity to see to watch third year seniors FYP,
I still have lots to learn to ensure that one day i could be like them, presented it with full of confidence and clear to the audiences.
Well Done, Casey Hong, Rochelle Soo, Cool Fung, and others that already present,
What a relief to them.
Haha ^^

Well, weekend not only jz end like this,
done with FYP,
outing for celebration is a must for them, i think,
hmm,
going out with my senior is the climax of the day,
is fun that i could spend my time with senior,
Bah kut teh, Mcd,
wow, full and superb full,
spending time with senior for that three hours will never be enough,
wish we could have more time,
i don't know whether others know about our outing or not,
i wish, i pray,
no one see IT,
Anywhere, have a great time with senior,
start to miss that moment.

Here come midnight,
1am,
guess,
what i got,
Is Hot Red Bean Soup,
credit to Rochelle Soo,
ur soup warm me up during raining day,
make my wind wet a little bit better,
thanks

Thank You

2012-03-11T19:58:00.001-08:00

宗教本来就是我们之间的障碍，
但妳却愿意暂为我而牺牲，
我不能为妳做任何事，
只能答应妳，
我不会背叛妳。

妳跌伤，妳肚痛，妳出红疹，
我心疼，
总觉得，
这都是我的错，
觉得上帝正惩罚妳，
我开始内疚，
我不知道妳还会发生什么事，
我绝对不想影响妳的成绩，
要不然，
我真的没勇气在和妳走下去。

祈祷，
妳会一切顺利，
我不希望妳在受伤。

也谢谢妳，
为我准备了晚餐，
看似平凡的饭菜，
但却含有满满的爱心，
谢谢妳，
我真的很幸福，
感恩。

2012-02-29T19:55:00.000-09:00

Is All About You

2月 9 日- mid valley

2月 19日 - back to labuan, yes ^^

2月23 日- k

2月26日- t

2月27日- all

2月29 日- fall down. bleed. heartbreak. gosh

Second Sem

2012-02-18T21:54:00.001-09:00

Time Fly
time to go back to the island,
study study study,
like what i promise to myself,
at least 3.5o
although seems like is hard for me to achieve,
but i will try my best,
dont ever want ppl look down on me^^
Hwaiting.

great that can have same slot ppib with u all again,
hope and wish this sem wont have any arguement again,
tired of this stupid thingy.

and you,
madam,
u will be there earlier than me,
i wonder,
how u gonna clean it up,
i am laughing while i imaging about the scene,

i have told u the truth,
and u not avoiding me,
hopefully,
our relation can still maintain the same,
i wish u will always treat me like ur ah girl,

Labuan, see you soon

why

2012-02-09T23:38:00.000-09:00

Even i kept remind myself that i not suppose to think more about you,
But , yet, i fail.
can i know, may i know, please let me know,
what are you thinking actually,
please let me know.

u kissed me front of public,
u hold my hand while shopping,
is this only care between senior and junior?
or more than that?

what are u thinking actually?
why are u treated me extra good ?

2012-01-27T11:56:00.000-09:00

okay,
is only,
less than 20 days,
yes,
i miss you,
but,
please,
remember,
don't ever step over the line.

Remember,
it is IMPOSSIBLE,
she is your senior,
a senior that you are lucky enough to meet her in the island,

Aiks,
please alert

2012-01-12T05:18:00.003-09:00

第一学期结束了。
从开始来到这荒岛，
到现在，
我学会很多，很多，很多，
多的我觉得好累。

一个误会，
友谊结束，
一个妳认识很多年的朋友都不如妳只认识几个月的朋友，
妳说我变了，
那妳又何尝不是呢？

为何你们可以在对方的背后说对方的不是，
但，你们还会那么好？

我不明白，
但，我想，我只能认定，我的态度的问题让我们变得不再像从前那么快乐。
我不是说我没错，
我只是想要你们也得反省自己。

至于妳，
熊小姐，
我真的真的很想知道，
为和在那么多学妹当中，
妳会对我特别的好？
为何？
妳的好，让我觉的不自在，
我害怕，
妳对我好是其另有目的，
妳明白吗？
当妳查出我没对你说我的心事，
妳失落的表情让我质疑，
妳的关心似乎越过了界限，
不是吗？

而我，
请记得，
第二学期，
一定不可以再吊儿郎当，
加油！

2011-12-18T09:30:00.002-09:00

不知不觉，
我越过了界限，
开始迷失了方向，
而妳却没有察觉。

每每和妳拥抱，
每每被妳亲吻，
我都会有种莫名的兴奋，
妳看几吗？
那当妳抱我吻我的时候，
你又在想什么？

说真的，
我真的很想知道为什么妳会对我特别的好，
我到底是妳的谁？

我没奢望什么，
我只期望我们能一直维持这样，
朋友之上，恋人未满。

Miss You

2011-12-03T07:56:00.002-09:00

I miss you, but you will never know.
I wish i can read your mind, knowing what are you thinking.
But it is impossible,
I wish someone could tell me what are you thinking,
But God will never deliver such person into my life.

2011-10-22T22:59:00.000-08:00

我从不知道少点意见是会让人觉得我很没用，

我纯粹只是不想法表我的想法，

避免多余的问题，少点摩擦，

但却让人觉得我没用，没主见，没上进心。

也许我真的得改变我的思想，

不够成熟的我，

真的有点难让我在大学生存。

我相信很多人事物，都已注定了，

就像我注定是第二次才被录取，

注定我得来到另一个岛生活，

注定遇见了她们。

很感谢上天让我在大学遇见她们，

她们让我懂得怎么分辨什么是朋友，好朋友，和知心。

她们也让我深深的了解这二十年来我是带着面具生活，

是时候放下我的面具了，

成为原来的我，为自己而活。

妳们的出现让我觉得有安全感，让我觉欣慰，让我有勇气面对未来，

妳们的出现就像让我多了个姐姐，

但很抱歉，

我不能完完全全的把我的心事述说给妳们听，

因为我真的不知道妳们是不是我可以相信的人，

每个人都有不能说的秘密。

家，我离开家已一个月了，

不能说我没想家，但却也不能说我很想家。

要不是经济的问题，

我想我十一月可以回家。

虽然我的表姐愿意付机票钱让我回家，

但我不想欠她人情，

有时候，我真的觉得我很幸福，

既然有人愿意付机票让我来读书，有人愿意付机票让我回家，

再来，当我抵达纳闽岛的第一天起，

就有无数的人帮助我打点大学生活的一切，

又让我遇见启发我的学姐与室友，

我得天啊~~ 我很幸福，我的生活真的很幸福。

为了不在让我的父母失望，

我得很努力的读书，

我不能承诺我可以拿到第一等文凭，

但我答应，我会尽我所能来完成我的学士学位。

等我回家吧！

2011-10-02T09:01:00.001-08:00

人生总有许多的第一次，

第一次恋爱，

第一次开车，

第一次独自离开家到另一个岛求学，

第一次在没有家人的陪伴在纳闽岛大学和朋友与学姐和学长过生日，

也是第一次，我感觉到妳离我越来越远了。

考上政府大学是每位中六生的梦想，

收到沙大录取通知，

第一时间感觉到轻松多了，

没再让父母失望。

生日，也就是母难日，

每年九月的最后一天就是我人生的母难日，

其实对我而言，

生日没什么好庆祝的，

因为这天是我得好好谢谢妈妈的日子，

但2011年的的生日，

妈妈不在我身旁，

心里总觉得不好受，

幸运的至少有朋友们着陪伴我，

让我没有这样孤单，

谢谢你们，

你们的出现，

让我在大学的生活没那么辛苦，

真的感谢你们为我所做的一切，

谢谢。

妳，

遇见妳是我们的缘分，

认识妳是一种巧合，

但喜欢上妳却不在我的预料内，

但我很清楚我们不能也不肯能在一起，

但我就是没办法忘记妳，

而妳也没办法忘记她，

听见妳说她的时候，

就像听见永恒的嘲笑声。

day after birthday

2011-10-01T04:58:00.002-08:00

yes,
i jealous and i sad when i saw u post something bout HER.
but,
yes, i have no right to do so,
so i jz can keep it deep inside my heart,
pray for u that u will get one nice couple in ur life.
yes, i fall for u.
i admit.

University

2011-09-24T07:11:00.007-08:00

university's life isn't as easy as i thought,
laundry myself, study and understand all the statement by myself, all by my own,
i know is the time for me to grow,
and now,
this moment,
i am 955 miles away from my hometown.

i missed one week classes,
i have to double up my effort to catch up all the classes i missed,
i didnt aim for first class degree,
but i promise,
i will do my best in my uni.

i am glad that i have group of seniors and best friends here helping me when i first arrived UMS,
thanks to them,
guide me a lots,
and i know i am lucky enough,
hopefully they can help me in study too,
haha.

ALL THE BEST

2011-09-07T06:19:00.002-08:00

It is always not easy to give,
Especially that one thing that you never have it before.
So i tell myself,
If you love somebody,
Let them go,
If they return,
They always yours,
If they don't,
They never were.
And,
I tell myself,
Life is more interesting when I'm happy.

2011-08-28T04:46:00.003-08:00

不知不觉，
2011年已来到了九月，
我工作了大半年，
终于可以让我好好的歇一歇。
谢谢我的表姐这半年以来对我的照顾，
真的很谢谢她，
同时我也感谢我的同事，
他们让我看到了人性丑陋的一面，
可以为了一点小细节而引起他们的妒嫉心，
为了报复，
就耍小手段来陷害对方，
说真的，我觉得这样的方式很无聊。
哈哈！！

九月了！
我终于可以自由了，
她的回来让我们可以好好的聚一聚。
同时，
我的中学朋友们，
九月将会是我们个自到不同的地方求学，
希望我们还会一直保持联络。

现在想想，
有点怀念中学生活，
那段讨厌考试但又不可以逃避的日子，
那段一星期五天都要早起的日子，
那段去上学却不是为了读书的日子，
怀念…………

这里，祝福我们有个美好的将来。
保持联络……