So I watched a YouTube video called “1st 20 minutes of the secret” … Ended up getting the whole thing

Long story short after I started to use it loads of miracles appeared in life
Like typical with people guys or girls .. I wanted to meet that special someone and make loads of money.

Well every weekend I was given loads of things to do by my parents. So that was quite upsetting because I worked fulltime and then in weekends instead of relaxing I was given more and more work ..

So this weekend I decided to change things. I stayed in bed and thought “okay he won’t be home” and bam by some miracle my dad wasn’t home and didn’t take the car either.
That was one of the best weekends ever.

How about miracle number two … My luck with the ladies wasn’t really working out . I literally believed at the time that I wasn’t going to meet anyone … That the girl who I meet if ever would save me from being single .

That attitude has changed. I now believe that If a Girl rejects me then I should feel sorry for her … And hey If she’s that stupid to reject a guy who could make her so happy then her loss. Recently on tdotwire loads of girls started to reply to me … Obviously my messages before were too long ,

A simple “hey howz it going” works wonders. Saying you’re pretty is a bad move. And of course a source of hope is that there will always be gorgeous girls on the site

So a very pessimistic person becomes a positive person

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• the world doesn’t care if you ask for 1 million dollars or 1 dollar, the same effort, .. You provide the feelings…
• You don’t have to see the staircase just take the first step
• You don’t have to doubt something you can’t understand, electricity, you use it but may not understand it 100%.

think of yourself as a magnet

Make it absolutely clear what you want

..thoughts become things

TODO don’t delay when the nudge is there to act

the secret will SHOW UP.. In 1 of 2 ways.

1) an idea of an action to take

2) its there manifests…

BEGIN THE SECRET… changing of your life.

A) list the things which you are grateful for

B) Gratitude rocks.. aka every morning wake up and name 10 things you are grateful for, ..(I made that part up.. But hey it’s a good idea) for me

1 health

2 friends

3 perfect body, arms, legs are functioning no face with all acne and stuff

4 cool nationality exotic

5 good family in terms of income and caring

6 my family is great for motivating me to make the most in life

7 my friends are really encouraging and supportive

8 I’m a smart guy

9 a girl will be mine very soon

10 lots of money will be mine very soon.

,,,,

C)  visualize

… make a habit of using this.

Think about what you want, not what you don’t want

Thoughts are manifested, just because you don’t understand doesn’t mean you should reject it

An affirmative (positive) thought is loads more times powerful than one that is not.

A time delay.. let’s you decide what you What.

Our feelings let us know what we are thinking

You get what you feel

Your thoughts and your feelings= your life

Feeling good attracts other good things

"YOUR WISH IS MY COMmAND”

1) ask

2) believe that its already yours .. Believe in the unseen

3) receive—feel how you will feel when it arrives

Does repeating a challenging task twice in a week have any correlation to the ability to do the task any better… Would the difficulty of that task be a factor?

The challenging task is what has always been discussed here. And indeed in every trial you can get a supposed success which turns out to be failure in the end.. But so far this supposed level 3 seems to be quite above what is easy to achieve
For it relies on attractiveness of 2 people , location of 2 people, age of 2 people … And potentially other factors such as religion

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So today was fucked … Morning … Wake up … Throw up but since I didn’t have a good dinner the previous night there was really nothing to throw

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It’s amusing getting rejected by bitches not even worthy … Maybe it is indeed for the better … Sick and tired of the fucking fobs who lack the capacity to put themselves in your own shoes

Apparently along with being fucking English crippled they are also manner crippled…

But as usual the post and topic isn’t really about those baby brains.

Instead it’s about mrs tight Asian who couldn’t keep her eye off of me this morning…. Why the hell would some chick keep looking at me every two seconds as if I’m the thing missing in her life ..

And after my suffering of being sick for weeks … In having my only hope at a non ugly girlfriend … Being some pathetic uneducated …. Ok fine … She probably would be educated but no match for a superior being… Like myself.

Point being it’s an extremely annoying situation in trying to pick up or court or flirt with a girl in fast food

So technically you would call this post … How does a guy in coop pickup a young looking girl downtown … And yeah she was just out of high school ..

I detected a good vibe .. And up till rejection … It looked like she gave a damn…
Why I thought she gave a damn
1 she wore a wrong hat and her hair was shoved in and I was sort of smiling so she asks me .. “does my hat look weird today” or something of that nature … Actually it was .. Are you laughing at my hat.

And 2 she remembered the drink of my order…
So anyways after consulting loads of people I go and attack … Go at 3pm when
1 coworkers are not around
2 customers are not around

So I’m like how was your weekend and stuff ,. And we talk about our education levels … So I say “what time do you get off work” then I invite her for coffee … She’s like no… That’s ok. Game over

I messed up in terms of potential miscommunication in two ways

1 I said I had college education however failed to mention that I am a coop and going back to finish my 4th year … Thus it implied I’m like 23 and her being 18 she possibly found that I am too old

2 there is a chance that she found college education not worthy of her

3 of course Theres the chance that she had a bf or found me ugly … Or whatever below her perfect standards … Not to mention height and all that crap ..
Well here I an with. 3 tight Asians in the past days who couldn’t keep their eyes off me … God I wish more hot chicks were approachable at school … On the subway … Coming up the stairs was some cute brown chick .. Even looking at her is worth money .. Never mind dating her

Okay actual approaches
2 failures with fast food chicks
… Well at least 5 club rejections

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True torture… The emotional kind … Sure in sick … I have a headache

The world gives you chances and you gotta do or day something right away . Or you’re fucked

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If you were a single guy would you go to the mall alone in hopes to meet someone .. Ya too lazy to type this out .

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It’s freezing out yet if you bundle up and get on the subway you will sweat like a pig .. You learn something new..

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Well today I just found some proof of their little theory..

It’s apparent that the limits of suffering are undefined for some individuals. I’m not talking about hobos .. Not the poor .. Not the crippled … Not those with serious sickness .. But loser like me … And that guy who shot up girls at a fitness club … And the other commenter who suffers from similar problems

Girls refuse to be machine like sex objects… But hey I haven’t tested the theory … Talk nicely to like 20 girls … See if their student or whatever then ask then for sex … Or whatever forms of sex … Chances are you are asking for 20 rejections and or sexual harrasement filings.

That’s the pathetic female race for you. Personally I’ve been reduced to … After trying online dating services … After approaching girls … Including at school

It’s quite pathetic…. Supposedly some girls have sex drives … Where the hell are they .. Oh that’s right the tight little Asian bitches who reject guys like me who are not rich enough .. Not built enough .. Not tall enough .. Oh wait .: brown girls too.. This girl didn’t even have the courtesy to say not interested .. The girl was of saying that is not replying at least in the online world.

I will continue to spread the word of the pathetic female species

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Okay well my day starts off… Actually let’s step back to last week … 5 day of being sick and still going to work … Apparently it’s a demand…. The boss couldn’t afford to have a few days a week without me .

So i try vitamins… Buckleys … Buckleys works to cure the stufiness … But not the virus of whatever itself .:: so I drink like 3 cups of coffee black and start to feel a little better …

Keep in mind that being healthy is important in order for a few reasons

1 having a proper voice for picking up girls. Which is apparently all I can fight for now that I’ve quit the evil habits …

2 in order to engage in work related communications

3 in order to have a decent time with friends

4 because torn souls like me own don’t need anymore torture in life .. Being hopeless in the girls area is enough suffering thank you very much .

Back the the point … So five days sick … And look I just coughed … I also got up at 3am with a torture of a migraine …
I’m lucky I had some extra strength tynenol…

Well anyways I managed to get to bed .. Wake up take benylin and it produces a high like feeling sort of similar to a diphenhydramine hcl … Sleeping pill overdose except you don’t get the … Have to go to the washroom feeling … Aka uncontrollably in a pleasure filled torture … I LITERALLY said oh god every 5 seconds and just wanted it to be over so I went to sleep

So yeah … Come today … The headache was back at work … So were the hot chicks .. There was a hot brown girl at lunch and she apparently thought I was laughing at her and made a conversation out of it .
Well since I got ms pizza pizza girls number …
Well apparently celebrities do an extreme playing hard to get where you have to call them 5 times to get them to pickup their phone … That’s no calling back… No picking up.., not 5 times … 5 days that’s what tila tequila did to some movie director apparently

So yeah… If god has a plan and “everything happens for a reason” then that girls silent treatment rejection was training for the future to come aka the girl at another fast food place … Who seems friendly …
But how far does she live …
How young is she ..: all questions which need answering .

I wish I could keep it simple and go with “can I get your number” but supposedly a reason an knowing something about the person is required … Aka age .. Location,.. If she’s from downtown or missisaguaha or etobicoke or Brampton .,, then bye bye to my chances at her .. Or at least at taking her out

So now i’m not sure whether to go home or head to the mall… Some say “the love of your life isn’t going to come knocking on your door”

After so much rejections … I can only aim for a girl who seems friendly …

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