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    <dc:date>2009-11-22T12:59:11+00:00</dc:date>
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    <dc:date>2009-11-21T00:00:00+00:00</dc:date>
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&lt;dt&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.givingwhatwecan.org/"&gt;Giving What We Can&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/dt&gt;
&lt;dd&gt;A pledge to give 10% of one's income to what they reckon are the most cost-effective charities. (via Preoccupations)&lt;/dd&gt;
&lt;dt&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.spaceelevatorgames.org/"&gt;The Space Elevator Games&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/dt&gt;
&lt;dd&gt;$4,000,000(?) up for grabs at the current games. The beginnings of a possible bit of future right here.&lt;/dd&gt;
&lt;dt&gt;&lt;a href="http://code.google.com/p/ie6-upgrade-warning/"&gt;Ie6-upgrade-warning -  Project Hosting on Google Code&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/dt&gt;
&lt;dd&gt;Easy-to-slot-in warning to users of Internet Explorer 6 to upgrade. Please.&lt;/dd&gt;
&lt;dt&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.itjobswatch.co.uk/contract.aspx"&gt;IT Jobs Watch, Tracking the IT Contractor Job Market&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/dt&gt;
&lt;dd&gt;Tracks rates offered for different categories of IT jobs in the UK (permanent as well as contract).&lt;/dd&gt;
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    <dc:creator>phil</dc:creator>
    <dc:date>2009-11-20T23:58:00+00:00</dc:date>
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    <title>What I should have said at playful on Flickr - Photo Sharing!</title>
    <description>&lt;p&gt;Posted in &lt;a href="http://www.gyford.com/phil/comments/"&gt;Comments posted elsewhere&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;What kind of games require not much attention for not much time? &lt;/p&gt;</description>
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&lt;p&gt;What kind of games require not much attention for not much time? &lt;/p&gt;</content:encoded>
    <dc:creator>phil</dc:creator>
    <dc:date>2009-11-19T09:39:49+00:00</dc:date>
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&lt;dt&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.kk.org/cooltools/archives/004060.php"&gt;Cool Tools:  Printed Space&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/dt&gt;
&lt;dd&gt;You too can have your own Hilda Ogden style mural. Apparently that's “cool” now.&lt;/dd&gt;
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    <dc:creator>phil</dc:creator>
    <dc:date>2009-11-18T23:58:00+00:00</dc:date>
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    <title>Week 335</title>
    <description>&lt;p&gt;Posted in &lt;a href="http://www.gyford.com/phil/writing/"&gt;Phil Gyford's Writing&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I enjoy reading &lt;a href="http://berglondon.com/blog/tag/weeknotes/"&gt;BERG’s weekly notes&lt;/a&gt; about what’s happening at the young company. I wondered whether there’s scope in an even smaller work unit — me — doing something similar, and decided there’s only one way to find out…&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.gyford.com/phil/writing/2009/11/17/week335.php#more"&gt;Read more&amp;#8230&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
    <content:encoded>&lt;p&gt;Posted in &lt;a href="http://www.gyford.com/phil/writing/"&gt;Phil Gyford's Writing&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I enjoy reading &lt;a href="http://berglondon.com/blog/tag/weeknotes/"&gt;BERG’s weekly notes&lt;/a&gt; about what’s happening at the young company. I wondered whether there’s scope in an even smaller work unit — me — doing something similar, and decided there’s only one way to find out…&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p&gt;There might not be enough to write about every week, but I won’t know until I try. I’m hoping that this process will make me feel a little more “in the world” as I’ve been mostly working from home, alone, recently. I also think it may help me confront or admit some things that, business-wise, I should be doing differently.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;So, counting from when I began freelancing, this is week 335. Activity on &lt;a href="http://www.gyford.com/phil/writing/2009/11/06/misfits.php"&gt;Misfits&lt;/a&gt; is, for me, gradually slowing down. There is still work to do as we add new scenes and improve some of the features post-launch but I’m starting to surface from the five-days-a-week couple of months and the end is very much in sight.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Five days of client work each week hardly sounds like overdoing it, but when one has too many side-projects on the go, plus the inevitable business admin on top, it feels hard to sustain over the long term. Consequently, I’m now trying to devote Fridays to updating &lt;a href="http://www.pepysdiary.com/"&gt;Samuel Pepys&lt;/a&gt; (half a day every week) plus other non-paying quasi-work activity. We’ll see how that goes.&lt;/p&gt;
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    <dc:creator>phil</dc:creator>
    <dc:date>2009-11-17T09:27:08+00:00</dc:date>
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			&lt;td valign="top" style="vertical-align: top;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/philgyford/4111996098/"&gt;Simon on plinth - 2&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;
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			&lt;td valign="top" style="vertical-align: top;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/philgyford/4111995814/"&gt;Simon on plinth - 1&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;
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    <dc:date>2009-11-17T00:00:00+00:00</dc:date>
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    <title>Links for 16 November 2009</title>
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&lt;dt&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=103733314617&amp;ref=search&amp;sid=786345485.493700529..1"&gt;Facebook | SAVE THE FOUNDRY CAMPAIGN !!! The Foundry -  re-house/re-locate&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/dt&gt;
&lt;dd&gt;You can have all the fancy urban theories you like, but I'm increasingly thinking that if you don't own lots of expensive property, you can't control anything.&lt;/dd&gt;
&lt;dt&gt;&lt;a href="http://designbygravity.wordpress.com/2009/10/19/what-mother-never-told-you-about-svn-branching-and-merging/"&gt;What Mother never told you about SVN Branching and Merging « Design By Gravity&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/dt&gt;
&lt;dd&gt;This kind of stuff scares me, but this is a technique that's supposed to work.&lt;/dd&gt;
&lt;dt&gt;&lt;a href="http://techtech2009.wordpress.com/"&gt;Techtech2009&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/dt&gt;
&lt;dd&gt;I was never hugely into techno, but I'm enjoying this mp3 blog. Great for working to. (via Haddock)&lt;/dd&gt;
&lt;dt&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.wordspy.com/words/parahawking.asp"&gt;Word Spy - parahawking&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/dt&gt;
&lt;dd&gt;“A sport where paragliders follow birds of prey that have been trained to look for and follow thermal updrafts that enable the pilots to stay aloft.”&lt;/dd&gt;
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    <dc:date>2009-11-16T23:58:00+00:00</dc:date>
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    <title>Photos for 15 November 2009</title>
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			&lt;td valign="top" style="vertical-align: top;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/philgyford/4107306280/"&gt;New glasses&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;
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Glasses: Collection No. 1 'Billy' by Mykita; Scarf: Grandma.&lt;br /&gt;
Hair and styling: Philippe Stephen.&lt;br /&gt;
Photography: Luci More.&lt;br /&gt;
Model: Phil, GYFO Agency.&lt;/td&gt;
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    <dc:creator>phil</dc:creator>
    <dc:date>2009-11-15T00:00:00+00:00</dc:date>
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    <title>How's the acting going?</title>
    <description>&lt;p&gt;Posted in &lt;a href="http://www.gyford.com/phil/writing/"&gt;Phil Gyford's Writing&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Fifteen months after finishing that two year course on “Creating Theatre” (&lt;a href="http://www.gyford.com/phil/writing/acting/education/lispa/" title="My writing about the experience"&gt;read more&lt;/a&gt;), hardly a week goes by without a few people asking, “How’s the acting going?” If nothing else, it proves how rarely I see many people I know. Loose connections. The brief answer to that question is “It’s not”. Which is fine, but requires some expansion.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.gyford.com/phil/writing/2009/11/13/acting.php#more"&gt;Read more&amp;#8230&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
    <content:encoded>&lt;p&gt;Posted in &lt;a href="http://www.gyford.com/phil/writing/"&gt;Phil Gyford's Writing&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Fifteen months after finishing that two year course on “Creating Theatre” (&lt;a href="http://www.gyford.com/phil/writing/acting/education/lispa/" title="My writing about the experience"&gt;read more&lt;/a&gt;), hardly a week goes by without a few people asking, “How’s the acting going?” If nothing else, it proves how rarely I see many people I know. Loose connections. The brief answer to that question is “It’s not”. Which is fine, but requires some expansion.&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p&gt;Which is understandable. I spent two years doing acting evening classes, then two more years doing a full-time course that was physically and mentally demanding. It’s understandable that people, you, would expect me to continue with all that. But, so far, I’m not at all.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;The first couple of months after the course ended I was applying for parts in no/low-budget short films, as a change from the collaborative theatre that I found so difficult at &lt;a href="http://www.lispa.co.uk/"&gt;LISPA&lt;/a&gt;. I had a couple of auditions, and got one small part, which was fun, but that was it.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;It’s incredibly difficult to even get an audition for a student film that will pay no money and, when it comes down to it, if I’m honest, I’m not sure I want to act enough to go through that struggle.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;I’ve always been impressed with people who suddenly switch careers part-way through adult life and, while I wasn’t setting my heart on acting, I wondered if I’d manage such a change. Part of me wanted to show that, although difficult, changes like this are possible. But it’s even harder than I expected and you &lt;em&gt;really&lt;/em&gt; need to want to make the change. &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;I was more ambivalent. Not only had I got a career underway in one world (making internet stuff) I wasn’t desperate to get away from it. Although I felt in a rut, it was otherwise fine. In acting classes my mind would often wander to website ideas, whereas the reverse — thinking about theatre while staring at the screen — rarely occurred.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;There are, however, many things I miss about acting, theatre in particular.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;I miss using my body, rather than merely my brain and my tippy-tappy-typing fingers. That physicality felt good.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;I miss doing stuff in the real world, that exist in space. Frustration with things that disappear when a screen is turned off is what makes me do these crazy courses.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;I miss making things that might, hopefully, make people laugh or cry. That’s much less likely to happen on the web.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;I miss the seat-of-the-pants nature of a live performance, surfing through it just ahead of a wave of disaster. &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;I miss collaborating with lovely people on something nebulous that eventually becomes almost tangible. It was very, very difficult, but when it worked it was a wonderful experience.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;I miss being in front of an audience. I may be quiet, and spend most of my time sitting alone at a computer, but I love being on a stage.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;But I’m not sure I miss any of that enough to start on the bottom rung of another “career” ladder when I’m not unhappy on the current one. To make a success of acting you &lt;em&gt;really, really&lt;/em&gt; need to love it. For many of the people on my course theatre is all they’ve ever wanted to do. &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Of course, I don’t have to try and make a living from this stuff. Most “actors” probably earn their money with other jobs and work on theatre, films, etc in their free time. But I fill my free time up with projects far too easily, so acting has a lot of competition.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Besides which, I don’t know what kind of acting I’d really want to do. I think I’d be far more picky than someone in my position could afford to be. I have little desire to spend weeks rehearsing something that’s not very good, just to perform it to friends for a handful of nights, solely for the sake of satisfying my urge to be on stage. It seems like a waste of everyone’s time. But only wanting to act in decent productions, with committed and talented people, is erecting even more barriers to entry than I already have.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;That, then, is the long answer to the question “How’s the acting going?” I may find something I want to do with it again in the future. I’d like to, but it’s fine that I haven’t done so yet. There are lots of other things I want to do. &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Right now I’m enjoying being immersed in the internet world again. There are many things I want to make, many people I’d love to work with, and enough paying work to more than pay the bills. All of which seems a pretty good position to be in.&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;dt&gt;&lt;a href="http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/8329676.stm"&gt;BBC News | World | Audio slideshow: Night witches&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/dt&gt;
&lt;dd&gt;About Russia's World War II female fighter pilots, what I was in a play about three years ago.&lt;/dd&gt;
&lt;dt&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fastcompany.com/blog/ken-carbone/yes-less/penalty-nfls-helmets-kick-season-unneccessary-blandness"&gt;Penalty! Unnecessary Blandness! Redesigning the Worst NFL Helmet Graphics | Yes to Less | Fast Company&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/dt&gt;
&lt;dd&gt;I've noticed that most of the more recent helmet designs (eg, Patriots, Buccaneers, Panthers, Jaguars, Ravens) are a bit rubbish. (via Daring Fireball)&lt;/dd&gt;
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&lt;dt&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.ssplprints.com/category.php?catid=515"&gt;Vintage Posters — SSPL Prints&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/dt&gt;
&lt;dd&gt;Hundreds of old rail posters etc reprinted for the purchasing of. Very tempting.&lt;/dd&gt;
&lt;dt&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.doonesbury.com/strip/dailydose/index.html?uc_full_date=20091108"&gt;Doonesbury@Slate - Daily Dose - 8 November 2009&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/dt&gt;
&lt;dd&gt;“Dad, you make it sound like social media is ruining my life! It's NOT!”&lt;/dd&gt;
&lt;dt&gt;&lt;a href="http://theonlinephotographer.typepad.com/the_online_photographer/2009/11/panasonic-gf1-vs-olympus-ep1.html"&gt;The Online Photographer: Panasonic GF1 vs. Olympus E-P1, Part I&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/dt&gt;
&lt;dd&gt;Solely for this quote: “These two [bundled] applications just can't possibly be as lame and useless as they appear to be … They can't be—right? Because if faced with a choice of working day in, day out in one of these environments or picking up trash by the side of the freeway with a pointy stick guarded by a fat man with a shotgun and a big wad of tobacco in his cheek, I would need time to decide. They both seem like they'd be torture, but least in a chain gang I'd be outdoors.”&lt;/dd&gt;
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