Pieces of Emotion

MIND'S REASONING

2012-05-28T07:10:00.001-07:00

As wise men says, count your blessings every time from the smallest one to the biggest and forget all those hindrances that is will hinder you to live a happy and healthy living. A thought : Sometimes we're upset because our loved one's cannot give us what we are expecting they will give us. And while we are so busy mending our dissatisfaction , others do not even have one , a loved one who will look after them. See the irony of life? yet, even those we called unfortunate people who have found none to love them. Contentment and peace of mind are evident in their ways of living.Why? what's the reason behind?

What's wrong then? are were just that selfish human being who longs all the attention of our loved ones and special ones. Whom we are used of their pampering but suddenly one day , the wind blew and things abruptly change. That person you always expect to take the lead every time for your sake , wants new, wants challenge and exploration that means sacrificing you. Are you ready for this kind of change in your life, are you willing to let go of that loved ones searching for own self?

EXCITED FOR THE COMING PARTY

2012-05-28T06:01:00.000-07:00

As I have mention earlier on my post, we are about to celebrate the last treat for the summer fun which we are to held at the residence of our very own friendship who own a fun-tastic pool. Everything is set up and has its own fair share to the success of the party. We divided ourselves into four, the first group is dedicated in food preparation, while the second group is housekeeping , the third group on activity and program, and the fourth group is in charge of the sound system. They are the ones responsible in making some good sound in the house that everyone will hear would be encourage to buy acoustic kind of guitar when they start playing their prepared numbers.Excited much. Aw!

SUMMER IS NOT YET OVER

2012-05-28T05:52:00.000-07:00

The summer is almost over , as it started raining now. But while I believe that rainy season enter more of my friends are yet not over for fun in the beaches and pools. Which is why I suggested that we had our farewell party for the summer fun at the house of our close friend as well who has there own pool. And per the owners comment over our plan, He will be instructing their pool maintenance server to start up the swimming pool pump prior to our visiting to prepare the place to our favor. Wow!.

EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT

2012-05-21T20:17:00.000-07:00

Recalling what has happened last night while our conversation flow, I suddenly felt the urge of telling him the truth, while weighing the situation and finding the right timing to brought out the story I was keeping . Alas, after taking a few deep breaths I seek attention and started the story. Though I knew it might irritate him or worse than that, but for me it’s now or never.

After, hanging off the phone I listened to his word. I was trying to sense any anger or bitterness in his tone, but I wasn’t able to detect one. He ends up his talk by saying this “Don’t put yourself into compromise if you know very well what it will cost at the end”. I cannot recall anymore how exactly we ended the talk, but what I am sure is that I was released from paranoia. If being true and honest is what I ask for then I’d rather hurt someone whom I value with the truth. As the saying goes, the truth will set you free. So do I.

STUDY TIME

2012-05-21T05:37:00.000-07:00

My weekend schooling will start this week and as I was doing an inventory of my things I am certain how I need a bigger study area and exam table for my books and handouts that increases every week.Tonight after this, I will be plotting my schedule for my daily evening routine, to remind me of my task every time I seem to be out of way. Anyway, speaking of study time, I am happy for my friends who have finished the last piece of examination today, Congratulation! Sleep well tonight, and claim the victory!

MY FAIR SHARE ON SAME SEX WEDDING

2012-05-13T05:17:00.001-07:00

Over the weekend I have counted the times I received messages asking me of my point of view on same sex marriage. In my workplace it was also circulating in every corner. Then I came to conclude that maybe, the citizens today are now more vocal and participative in terms of expressing their opinions regarding public issues, politics, economy , moral and etc. Going back, since I was ask, of course the people who wanted to count my opinion wanted to hear my voice as well.

And here's mine, my honest to goodness answer to those who ask me on what can I say on Obama's declaration on supporting the same sex marriage in America. But first and foremost, I wish to tell all my readers that this opinion is just my own personal, whatever message I will explain here, I hope we will learn to exercise the word respect in each one's page :) okay!. And now,since I'm entitled to have one, I'll let those curious people hear my point of view.

On part where Obama express his support, that I do not know what he was really thinking, but since the election season is still on, my clever mind says read between the lines.. to win the race is to gain support. After all the issue is already an old school. He has all the time the conference moment to speak up his mind if he wishes to, but why now? maybe ..perfect timing needs perfect audience. Could be possible? hmm..that I think is the name called politics.

To the issue itself about exchanging I do's by same sex in front of the sacred altar, maybe it's time to re visit again what was the golden rules about marriage. The bible has a story if God allows same sex to wed,in the old testament , particularly in the book of Genesis where God expresses his feelings couple of times.I understand that some will say I am being religious, and not being realistic.So I say, If I am not being realistic, what then is being realistic? where you a product of the love of a same sex marriage? Did that same sex couple produces offspring to become a child after mating? Hmm.. The last time I check I was brought here in this world by two person of opposite sex loving that draws them to express their covenant in front of God's altar.

BIG CITY

2012-05-08T18:15:00.000-07:00

Have you ever wonder how those big buildings stand firm amidst storms and other calamity they stood still. I always have that thought whenever I see a steel buildings rising.Imagine how man come this far, what an awesome work, This just goes to show how brilliant man is. People behind those boosting high rise buildings are a genius, Imagine if that building is not built in strong foundation , it will cause disaster to many lives. But since our practitioners and experts are doing their best to build a good place, more are given the opportunity to live conveniently.

SILENCE IS BEST SERVED

2012-05-06T08:08:00.002-07:00

I read the news today of yahoo news and went to browse about the hottest talk in town then found out that Shaina Magdayao had confirmed the rumors of ending her relationship with the actor, John Lloyd Cruz. And some commentors says that the issue just brought up to this day because one of these involved party has a movie or a soap opera to promote on television, and so get the attention of the masses they needed to create an issue. But what's my point, actually I do not care about them I think that's how they play in showbiz that's why I never enter into that business to keep my privacy. lol!

Misunderstanding in a relationship is normal, In fact they say that a relationship that never experience a petty quarrel or a misunderstanding is abnormal. Because each of us grew up differently to others, my upbringing is different from you. But even if our opinion is different from others the most important is that the gesture of respecting others. Yesterday, I had a misunderstanding with someone special and it turn out bad to a point that some harsh word was uttered. To cut the talk, one has to stop and retreat but after the conversation, the words automatically play in my mind then turn off some light inside.

Silence is best served for the meantime , I refuse to talked even if the person has already ask forgiveness. For I am not ready yet , because I am afraid I might talk trash as the whole conversation is fresh. It is not that , I am being proud because I am keeping my fight, but it is because I am yet polishing my words that the angst is gone totally when I turn back to speak up.

UPGRADING TO BE COMPLETED SOON

2012-05-06T07:21:00.003-07:00

Alas the moment of waiting is over my sister's place is almost all stuff is brand new , in few more months the upgrading will be complete. And I am happy for her, all the hard works have payed. Roaming around my sissy's house , I came to conclude that most of her collection was from aspen home furniture so I wonder how much it cost her to choose the finest. It was just a thought , but over I like the package of her house and her taste.

FOR EVERYONE TO ENJOY

2012-04-30T20:46:00.000-07:00

I was just thinking this morning were to go later when afternoon heat smile but fortunately , the weather seems to favor the workers rallying outside. It's a cloudy day, meaning staying here in my place is tolerable. I can blog hop all day long and make some updating with less sweating from the sun.

Holiday for me is a bonus work because your day is paid without working, its a good treat for me for I can do my stuff here without bothering of myself from the pending works I left in the office. If some are happy with holiday like these, some workers are not as it means for them no work no pay. Because the rules only applies to regular working employee in the private and government sectors. Which I hope our congress one day will come up with a resolution on how the contractual and our laborers can enjoy the same benefit all the holidays celebrated yearly. Not just on extra vacation that can be called, but also to the dough that they might be receiving as well. Anyone from the congress here?

LEAD ME TO THE CROSS

2012-04-27T07:26:00.001-07:00

It's been two days now that this song keeps playing over and over again inside my head, every time it starts rolling, I'm totally knock off , unashamed to let go of those tears wanting to flow freely.Oh God, I will be forever thankful and grateful for the love poured out, for the blood spilled for my ransom.Bring me to my knees , rid me of myself I belong to you, lead me to the cross, Lord.

Savior I come
Quiet my soul remember
Redemptions hill
Where Your blood was spilled
For my ransom
Everything I once held dear
I count it all as lost

Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Lead me, lead me to the cross

You were as I
Tempted and trialed
You are
Te word became flesh
Bore my sin and death
Now you're risen

To your heart
To your heart
Lead me to your heart
Lead me to your heart
_________________

To God be the glory , the honor and the highest praise!

FULLY CHARGED AGAIN

2012-04-23T07:17:00.000-07:00

I was sharing with my other site earlier how I spent my activity last night. How I fake my energy by taking an energy drink for me to stay awake the whole night. To realize the following day my body reaction to what I took to extend my tolerance level. In short my body language says, I need to replenish so I dropped my body to bed to compensate the artificial energy I enjoyed the other night. When I woke up in the afternoon I felt the power within me , I was fully charged.

And with that energy back tonight, I took advantage of it, by checking out my blogs , do some updating and do blog hopping. Look for promo fare and chew up a good news in the net.Meanwhile I was doing some rounds when my friend called and ask favor. The request was to search for a plastic model kits for his new project , that they will be presenting next week to the the board of director, whew I knew how stress He is now these days so helping him could ease the load, I hope so. :)

DATE WITH A FRIEND

2012-04-20T20:18:00.000-07:00

It has been month's if my estimate is correct that this friend of mine set a date to meet her old time buddies on her previous workplace. But because our time jive with her free days. Last night an ambush meet up happened , I was on my way home when she gave me a call. And since I do not have pending task during that night, our unplanned date push through. Anyway, a short introduction for this friend of mine, Her name is Midz,shes bubbly, hyped , adventurous and a runner junky. She was one of my close friend at the workplace that I shared silly stories and gossip, lol!. And what common denominator we have is that, we both love to to try new things, we love to eat , dine travel and watch movies. :) . Our closeness begun when we both join in the group dedicated foe all single men and women in our workplace under the care of Cheeny, daughter's chairman. And so our story was written as days passed by. And here's one of the story last night. When pictures draws emotion.

Our bonding end up at the Japanese restaurant, and continue by sipping the latest craze in town, tea for the missing buddies. Yey! over all night out was fun-tastic.Food was great , attendants were smart and attentive to every detailed instruction. Nice one, Sumo Sam. That for sure will not be the last invasion of our presence. rawr!!

IN MY DREAM

2012-04-20T19:50:00.000-07:00

Like I said before , one of my many dream is to design my own house and put all the pieces that I would like to associate inside that place called home from roof to flooring. I want my house speak of the personality of the owner. I am now re structuring those ideas one by one I know soon this dream will do come true that's why I keep myself updated of the latest interior designs. By means of magazines ,home improvements hand outs and informative talk shows in the television. The latest magazine issue that I brought home with me features alloc flooring , sink and tiles that adds up viable information on interior designing. Just a matter of time,and I can apply that stock knowledge in me , in due time.

THE GOOD HABIT

2012-04-20T19:34:00.001-07:00

My usual routine during my free time includes , watching movies , eating, sleeping and reading and I enjoy doing those activity.There are times that when I am hooked up with a particular movie and I learned that it is a series and have a book as well ,I am not satisfy until I have not read the book. I tend to search for audio books where I can download and can read more here when I have chance to re visit and continue my scanning on the book. I have so many files now waiting for my eye to feast. They say reading is a good habit because it helps people in so many ways. For me it helps me improve my vocabulary and imaginary dot in my brain.

SOB IN SLEEP

2012-04-17T18:28:00.001-07:00

My close friend here in the office keeps on teasing me this morning, I do not know the reason behind until I picked up the mirror in my drawer and saw my eyes. They look like I came from crying the whole night. My wondering started, what had transpire during my peaceful rest that night. Did I really cry? did I have a very dramatic dream that put me to tears. I don't know, I was trying to recall the moments before I went to bed ,but I hardly figure it out. Maybe I was just stressed, still on thought of the possible results of my examination last weekend, or maybe was it because of the weather last night that even on my sleep I was sensing the temperature.

Could it possibly about my past relationships? a break up? that carried me while in sleep. Honestly that I do not know , that I need to find out.

IT PAYS THE BILL

2012-04-17T17:56:00.000-07:00

I must agree to what other practical worker says about working hard,as it pays off the bills and gave you the opportunity to buy the good stuff you drool to. The good thing about being employed,is that at the end of the day you know you have something to look forward to when the payroll comes out.

Speaking of earnings, I chance to view about dollar general application form , my heart's pounding was erratic , my eyes can't take off that dollar term. If it's about earning an additional dough I would love to join for sure but before committing to something, I need to fix first my schedule to make sure my task and routines will be monitored smoothly.

THAT STONE

2012-04-17T07:56:00.004-07:00

Help wanted! need some advice and opinion from friends , family and experts as this is very important event of the love of my life. I want mother rings with birthstones for my ever pretty motherhood. As special as she is to me, so as her birthstone because she deserves the best. This is the reason why I am in need of experts opinion regarding stones. Anyway I am not in a hurry to own a piece for now, I will take my time to look for the finest and would compliment my mother's worth. Now, let me know if you can give me some stone classification and explanation.

IT MAKE SENSE

2012-03-31T18:15:00.000-07:00

Ka boom! Guys , beware.. don't mess up with this lady if you want to live long. She can be both, adorable and dangerous.:)

The next picture shows authority, kids nowadays are becoming powerful, haha. Well, its better that we train them early to be responsible :)

Sir , yes Sir! tots on lead.

Teacher says this is cheating, but to student it's the art of teamwork.. it make sense. haha.

How about this one, can you spot the difference? real men do show off the muscles, aren't they? hehe.

Kitty fever, I mean muscle fever. Picture says a thousand words , indeed. What more to say? You make me smile today. Pictures grab from itanong kay pink pototoy.

THE LOVE OF MUSIC

2012-03-31T03:21:00.001-07:00

We all want to express our feelings and emotions in different ways, some in writings, in paintings others in their work , some through body language and musicians through their songs. We express the message through ways we are comfortable delivering it. And of all ways I mention here I could relate more on music,I listen to music that gives positive energy inside me, I love variety , loud music, classics and more. Instrumental music creates focus and peace inside me. Also music that uses 6 String Electric Bass creates an awesome sound. My heart sing for joy every time I hear music instrument playing , how much more if I learn to operate them in constructing a good sound of music.

OLD FLAME

2012-03-31T01:35:00.002-07:00

One morning I accidentally bumped a familiar figure on my way to school, He approached me then started scanning me. Shocked and confused when I recovered His frame register in me, the conversation flows well and we gave a few minutes of our time updating each other and went our way separately. He waved his hand as he entered the train station while I wait for the train to arrive. After that encounter I began recalling the past with him , while I laughed at some situation were I acted immaturely during the days.

It was after half an hour when I saw I have a message from Him, I did not return the favor of sending him back a message and I continue my flashback.Few days after, I start receiving messages from him daily though I cannot send back an an acknowledgement. Last night it was different, he gave me a call and ask me out directly. What does that mean? Goodness. Do I need to conclude with his action lately? I can't keep the question in me, Are men nowadays really are good at flirting and are too confident? he seems to have mastered the craft. Wheew.

CONNECTING LIVES

2012-03-29T23:09:00.001-07:00

Looking back with what the market can offer before and the market today, I am amazed with the evolution of time. In communication for example, during the time of our parents parent, I could vividly recall what my mother would share me about the difficulty of reaching out loved ones abroad, even the relatives within the country. When telegraph was invented it has change so many lives, it brings more family closer regardless of their distant apart.Now, look what we have, communication is no longer a hindrance to anyone if one wishes to connect with another person.It is even more lighter and cheaper to reach out our loved ones in one click of our hands because of the contribution Superphone brought us. Can you imagine how you will convey the message all this stuff of communication was not discovered? My suggestion, Ask grandpa for sure he will joyfully share you the experience and struggle of their times.

SHIFTING TO A NEW CAREER

2012-03-29T21:34:00.000-07:00

Am I going to quit or continue? I could not decide in clarity as my mind gives me so many reasons.I know It will mean taking away those regular paycheck that I am receiving from working. But at the back of my mind I wanted to break free from being an employee. Business is what my heart really feels much, I wish I could also have my own line of business and establish it like what we see in affiliate marketing. A friend told me I need more strength and study before deciding to avoid glitches at the end, and I agree to that which is why I am open to comments and suggestions from them.

COVERING AN OFFENSE

2012-03-19T08:36:00.001-07:00

We, humans are flawed. At some time, in some way , each and every person we love and trust will fail us. That is why it is so important to decide in advance how you will respond when the sting of a wrong leaves its mark on your heart.

Conventional wisdom says to get even, but Godly wisdom says that happiness , peace, reconciliation, and love will follow you when you do just the opposite, cover the offense with love and forgiveness. It does not mean it is always right to ignore such actions or the motives that drive them. But it does mean that it's right to refuse to broadcast it, nag about it, use it to gain power over the offender.

When we cover an offense, you acknowledge that you also are flawed and in need of forgiveness. You allow the law of love to rule over the law of retribution in your life.

If you want people to like you, forgive them when the wrong you. - proverbs 17-9 Gnt.

(taken from proverbs for women.)

PRE OCCUPIED

2012-03-10T18:02:00.000-08:00

It's been two days now since I started browsing the site where I could watched my latest hooked up on tv. where I found myself all eye this Korean soap, Dong Yi. The series is aired every night on local channel though it aired late night I still am looking forward of it every night. What is funny about is that when my sister found out of my latest craze, and also experienced watching the series she looked for sites that would advance her on chapters.Maybe the reason why, is that aside from airing it late , it is also packed with commercials.

Since my sister shared me the site where I can watched the series with English subtitles, my addiction begun. I started browsing Friday night up to this time.Yet until now I still am not finished yet with it, my problem is that the loading is so slow. I wanted to stop it but every time I would, it is like there is something in me that keeps on wanting it more. So I end up waiting for the chapter to load till its through. Just this very moment I promised to look for dvd of that series so I can watched it without interruption. Now I come up with these conclusion about my interests and hobbies, that no matter how discouraging the situation I still find ways to go through it, even it means sacrificing allotted time for some other activity than needs proper resolution between myself indulgence.