Poland-Our Future

Ukraine

2026-06-10T23:59:13.646+02:00

Meanwhile, Ukraine.

Key developments on June 10:

Russian-occupied Mariupol port no longer operational after Ukrainian strikes, Azov Corps says
Chonhar Bridge linking Crimea to Russian-occupied Kherson Oblast destroyed after Ukrainian drone strike, Ukraine says
Ukrainian Flamingo missiles strike military plant in large-scale attack on Russia, Zelensky confirms
'Time to sit at the negotiating table' — Bulgaria to stop sending arms to Ukraine

Ukrainian forces have disabled the Russian-occupied port of Mariupol, rendering the facility unusable for military logistics, the National Guard's 1st Azov Corps said on June 10.

Mariupol remains one of Russia's most important logistics hubs in occupied southern Ukraine, serving as a key link between occupied Donetsk Oblast, Crimea, and Russia. The port has been used to transport military cargo and support Russian operations along the southern front.

The strike targeted electrical substations, radar equipment, repair facilities, a control tower, fuel storage tanks, and the sanctioned cargo vessel Lady Augusta, a vessel linked to Russia's shadow fleet.

As a result of the attack, the port was left without power, significantly disrupting Russian military logistics in occupied southern Ukraine, the Azov Corps said.

The operation was carried out jointly with the Security Service of Ukraine's (SBU) regional directorate in Donetsk and Luhansk oblasts, the SBU's Alpha special operations unit, and Ukraine's Unmanned Systems Forces. Source-Kyiv Independent

Exercise

2026-06-09T23:50:47.301+02:00

Paige has now become a member of exercising Joan's legs to regain strength. I started last week with one type of exercise, and now she has four. Like with Bartosz, Joan is more inclined to work with Paige than me. I only heard her complain during one of them whereas with me, it's all 4.

It was early morning shopping today. I was going to go at 11:00, but at 6:00 I woke up and couldn't go back to sleep. I figured since I was awake, I might as well get the shopping over with. Next week's food cost $59. It would have been $48 but I needed toilet paper, dish and laundry soap

Sleepy night.

2026-06-08T23:53:07.139+02:00

I was so exhausted today that I slept for 10 hours. I'm still staying up too late at night, trying to get to bed by 1:00 in the morning, but sometimes I just can't do it.

Last night I was shooting for the 1:00 deadline, but just about that time I ran into a problem converting my digital archive to a PDF, and I couldn't go to sleep until I solved it. Actually, I didn't solve the problem; AI did. The problem with that was AI doesn't always give you the best way, or I should say, the quickest way to solve a problem. It's kind of like GPS. Instead of going straight to the problem, it tends to take you through several stages before finally finding the correct solution. It pisses me off, and I tell it to AI. It usually replies with an apology for the frustration I feel, and then gives me another way to try to solve the problem. After about three or four tries, it finally comes up with the solution. Of course, without it, it's very doubtful I would solve it on my own.

Well, today was a nice day outside with no rain and mostly sunny throughout the day. We didn't go anywhere, and while John was watching one of her TV series, I was finally able to get the correct PDF form created. Of course, I'm talking about the digital archive that I'm going to put on OneDrive, password-protected.

Nice day.

2026-06-06T23:49:56.031+02:00

After three gray, rainy days, we finally have sunshine and warm temperatures. It was only natural to put shorts and sandals on Joan and take her outside. I made a smoothie of strawberries, banana, nuts, sesame seeds, dates, and raisins for our breakfast. Ten minutes after we finished, my stomach was growling and hurting. I spent the next twenty minutes in the bathroom expelling its contents. I felt moderately weak, so I laid down in bed for a few minutes. An hour and a half later, I woke up feeling better.

I tried to think why that occurred.. The only plausible explanation was that last night I made Hungarian Mushroom soup for dinner. It was still in my stomach why I ingested the smoothie this morning. Maybe they didn't like each other and I paid the price.

Recovered, I prepared Joan and off we went to the park to spend some time. It wasn't as full of people as I thought there would be. Possibly because of the four day holiday of Corpus Christi.

We sat in the park and enjoyed seeing the little kids with their no-pedal bikes going by with their parent(s).

Still nice outside, we went to Cafe Lokum for caffe latte and a muffin.

Meanwhile, Ukraine.

First Lady Olena Zelenska and President Volodymyr Zelensky attended the world premiere of the concert version of the opera Mothers of Kherson at the National Opera of Ukraine. The production, co-commissioned by the Metropolitan Opera in New York and the Polish National Opera in Warsaw, is based on the real testimonies of women who traveled over 4,000 kilometers through occupied territories to rescue their children.

On Thursday, Russia’s foreign minister claimed that the US has backtracked on its own proposals made in Alaska during the August 2025 Trump-Putin meeting. The terms of that meeting are never publicized, but Moscow’s statements over the past decade have revealed its core demands.

In an interview with Kyiv Post, Russian regional activist Daniil Chebykin said the war in Ukraine is reshaping life across Russia, far from the front lines. He described growing restrictions, declining access to independent information, and a major increase in desertion. Chebykin also warned that Moscow’s rhetoric toward neighboring countries, including Armenia, reflects broader concerns over influence and control.

Lapse

2026-06-04T00:00:19.180+02:00

Sorry about the lapse. Sometimes events in my life now just overpower me, and I can't find the time for even this. But I am not giving up.

Archive + Ukraine

2026-05-30T23:57:47.580+02:00

Well, I finally finished chapter 9 of my digital archive, and now it's time to go back and check each chapter for spelling, grammar, and punctuation, make sure the pictures are positioned correctly, and then create a folder named "master document". In that folder, I'll add each chapter that has been checked, and then add page numbers. I have been doing this in the program called LibreOffice Writer.

I have used Gemini AI for instructions on how to use this master document, put page numbers into it, and also how to convert each chapter into a PDF file. I don't know what programs different relatives use, but I'm confident that PDF is on everyone's laptop or cell phone. The archive will only be available to family members using a restricted password, which I will create. I hope some of them will take the master document and put it on an external drive or in the cloud for safekeeping for future Generations. Whether it is 10 years or 100 years hence, it doesn't matter. Any of the future Generations who have an interest in their family roots will at least have a document that will help them know their Roots better. I wish such a document had been available to me. For my generation, there was very little information about where we came from.

Meanwhile, Ukraine.

While the White House has actively pressured Western European partners to shoulder a larger share of the financial burden – pushing continental capitals to elevate their collective defense targets to an unprecedented 5% of each member's GDP – Hegseth explicitly stated that American assistance channels would not be severed.

“Where we can help Ukraine, we have,” Secretary Hegseth summarized during the Singapore forum. “Where we can enable Europe to do more, we have. If you look at the amount of money that’s been spent, Europe has stepped up, and Ukraine has been just as, if not more, effective in the process. So, we want them to be able to defend, and we’ll find a way to make sure we can help them.” Source-Kyiv Post

Over objections by the Trump Administration, the US House of Representatives is finally ready to vote in the first week of June on Russian sanctions legislation to help Ukraine and punish Russia for its illegal aggression and ongoing war crimes against the people of Ukraine. Russia’s most recent brutal and barbaric attacks on innocent civilians and life-sustaining infrastructure should be all the House needs to approve this legislation by a strong, bipartisan, and even veto-proof vote.

Readers may think this vote is a consequence of Russian war criminal Vladimir Putin’s most recent attacks across Ukraine, but it is simply a welcomed coincidence. The sad reality is that President Donald J. Trump opposes any legislation that will help Ukraine and strengthen the US negotiating position in any peace discussions at the expense of Russia. Thanks, however, to the leadership of Representative Gregory Meeks (D-NY), the ranking Democrat on the House Foreign Affairs Committee – with the help of all his fellow House Democrats and a few principled Republicans – he is forcing the House to vote on his Ukraine Support Act.

Almost

2026-05-29T23:43:49.616+02:00

Karolina came today at her usual time between 1:00 and 1:30. I had Joan all set in her wheelchair and ready to help her into the shower. Usually, once I do that, I take my car keys and leave. Today I wanted to go to Auchan and buy sesame seeds because we are out of them now. They are standard ingredients in any of the smoothies that I make for breakfast. It's usually a combination of frozen fruit like strawberries and mangoes. Blueberries. Cherries and one banana. To that, I had cashews or walnuts, dates. Raisins. And some type of green vegetable, such as asparagus, brussel sprouts, or lettuce. We have smoothies two to three times each breakfast. In between I feel it with granola, moosely, or some kind of grain like bulgar, or couscous.

I vary our dinners; every day is something different. Tonight we had strawberry soup and Alfredo chicken.

My digital archive is almost complete. I have all nine chapters finished, and now it's just a matter of going back through them and making sure everything is correct, such as spelling, punctuation, grammar, and pictures are in position, and then that much will be done. I still need to make a table of contents, possibly an index, and maybe an apex. I thought about putting a search engine into it, but for what I want it to do, the cost is too high per month. So that's out of the question. To my surprise, what I thought would only take about a week put together, it has taken me one and a half months to compile it.

81

2026-05-26T22:13:52.337+02:00

Maybe she was looking back on our 51 years together, or maybe not. Today, the love of my life began her 81st year on this planet. We have experienced wonderful good and terrible bad times together, and through those times, it was love that kept us together. It is still love today, with both of our health deteriorating, that keeps us together.

When you look across more than half a century of shared history, you realize that a bond like this is not built solely on the easy days, but forged in the difficult ones. Fifty-one years together means walking hand in hand through the highest peaks and the deepest valleys of life, weathering every storm as a single unit. To reach a 81st birthday together is a rare and beautiful milestone, a testament to a lifetime of devotion, shared quiet mornings, and a deep understanding that requires no words at all.

As time moves forward and health begins to decline, the nature of that bond only deepens. The physical strength may waver, and the daily challenges may grow heavier, but the underlying affection remains completely unshakable. It is a profound truth that while bodies may grow fragile, a love built over five decades only grows more resilient, serving as the ultimate anchor, comfort, and source of enduring strength for the days ahead.

No flowers, no chocolates. Instead, her present was a caramel sundae at Sowas.

Sometimes the most meaningful celebrations are the ones that skip the traditional, store-bought grand gestures in favor of something simple, sweet, and personal.

Flu

2026-05-25T23:49:48.140+02:00

Paige called today to tell me she has the flu and will not come this week to sit with Joan. That means I have to wake up tomorrow at 06:30 and go food shopping. I was getting used to going at 11:00 when she usually comes. So, I need to be in bed by midnight.

Chapter #9 is coming along. I'm in the middle of 2016 now, and had a nice editor's review of the Introduction to the digital archive project.

Tomorrow is Joan's 81st Birthday. I know I have to stop and buy flowers and maybe a little chocolate for her.

It was such a nice day that I took her to Cytadela Park, where we sat and talked for about an hour.

That's all for now. Time for sleep.

Memories

2026-05-22T23:58:13.862+02:00

Almost 50 years ago, a group of people who were tired of living by rules of the establishment and plying their "games" started migrating, one or two at a time to a forest near the Canadian border. The place was called the Upper Peninsula of Michigan and county road 510 ran through the selected forest.

At that time, 510 was only wide enough in places for one and a half cars, so if you met an oncoming car, you pulled over and waited for it to pass. Usually, it was one of the people living somewhere close to the road, so, generally, you just both stopped and talked without worrying about anyone else driving down the road.

It was a slower pace of life, and we all liked that. No houses, which were hand-built by the owner, had electricity from a local power line, no sewage system, running water from a local pipeline or any type of central heating. We all had woodstoves to heat our houses, which meant we had to provide the wood ourselves for heating.

Some had gardens for growing vegetables, some hunted deer in the winter for meat, and we all bought some food from a food co-op store in the nearest town, Marquette. At one time, there were maybe 20-30 people living on that road. For me, it was one of the best times of my life. There was actually a community of people who were willing to help each other, no matter what the task, and that is hard to find today.

Two of the first people to move there and build their own log cabin were Lorin and Cathy. They were from lower Michigan, as were many others. I think I was the only one from Illinois.

Lorin knew many practical things, and Cathy had a "green thumb" when it came to gardening. For different reasons, after some years, families began leaving and returning to the other world, to cities. After many years on that road, Lorin and Cathy eventually moved back to lower Michigan. Age finally catches up with us all.

When I was building my house, I had advice and help with things I wasn't sure of or didn't know how to do. Steve cut the difficult angles for the roof rafters of my house, Cathy showed me how to sew mittens with deer skin, George built the winding metal staircase for my house, and Mike showed me how to grow a specific kind of plant. With a different Mike, I watched a TV program once a week using a car battery for electricity and spent some winters in conversation. All of these memories I keep of those people, and I always remember those years.

While I am thankful for where I now live, I would gladly step into a time machine and go back to those years.

Ukraine

2026-05-21T00:01:17.406+02:00

Russia may be preparing a new offensive against northern Ukraine, including the Chernihiv region and the capital Kyiv, potentially with deeper involvement from Belarus, President Volodymyr Zelensky said May 20.

The warning reflects growing concerns in Kyiv that Moscow could seek to open a new front north of the capital while involving Belarus — Russia's close ally bordering Ukraine to the north — more directly in the war.

"Together with our military leadership, intelligence services, the Security Service of Ukraine, and the Ministry of Foreign Affairs, we discussed in detail the latest developments along the Belarus-Bryansk region direction," Zelensky said in his evening address.

"It is precisely from there that the Russians are considering scenarios for additional attacks against Ukraine – targeting our northern regions, our Chernihiv-Kyiv direction."

Zelensky said Ukraine had already issued military orders to strengthen defenses in the region and was taking broader preventive measures.

"Of course, we are already working to strengthen our defenses in this area. Relevant instructions have been issued to the military command, but separately, we are also taking preventive steps regarding both Belarus and designated parts of Russia from which the threat originates," he said.

NATO Secretary-General Mark Rutte said on May 20 that if Russia uses nuclear weapons against Ukraine, the reaction from NATO will be "devastating".

Russia and Belarus have begun joint nuclear weapons drills amid what Moscow described as the "threat of aggression," the Russian Defense Ministry said on May 19.

The drills, scheduled to run through May 21, involve Russia's Strategic Missile Forces, the Northern and Pacific fleets, long-range aviation command, and units from the Leningrad and Central military districts, the ministry said.

The exercises have added significance as they come amid growing warnings from Kyiv that Russia is trying to draw Belarus deeper into its war against Ukraine, while also expanding military infrastructure that could support future Russian operations against Ukraine or NATO's eastern flank.

Rutte was asked by journalists at a pre-ministerial press conference at the Foreign Ministers Meeting of NATO about the possibility of a Russian nuclear strike.

"Well, (Russia) knows if that happens, the reaction is devastating," Rutte said, adding that NATO was monitoring the exercises closely.

The exercises include preparations for the use of nuclear forces and launches of ballistic and cruise missiles at test ranges within Russia, according to the ministry.Source-Kyiv Independent

Niepruszewo Palace

2026-05-20T01:10:20.079+02:00

Years ago, in 2007, I was so enamored of the Palaces in Poland that I actually bought a book listing all of them in the Wielkopolska region where we live. It is Dwory i Palace Wiejskie w Wielkopolsce(Manors and Country Palaces in Greater Poland). It was written by Senator Marcin Libicki and Piovillagetr Libicki. It is an alphabetical listing of over 965 structures in villages, towns, and cities. I used it to make a list of every one of them within a two-hour drive from Poznan. So far, we have visited 58 of them.

Now, not all of the 965 are in very good condition. In fact, maybe 15 to 20% are, but the ones that remain standing or abandoned still are incredible. There was one we saw in 2008 that stuck in my mind, and someday I wanted to go see it again. It was boarded up, windows broken, grass growing everywhere, and vines crawling over the walls. It is in the village of Niepruszewo near the town of Buk.

It came back into my mind on Monday, so I planned to go there during my three-hour break yesterday. It is only a 25 km drive from our flat, going east. The road is in good condition; it was a sunny day, so I had no reason not to go. It was a pleasant drive; the rapeseed fields were shining brightly because of the sun, so that was a bonus.

When I arrived, I couldn't remember exactly where it was, so I stopped in a relatively new park by the lake when I saw a woman sitting there with her child. I figured she must be a local resident and could probably tell me where the old Palace was. As I approached her, another man was also approaching her with some bags in his hand, so I thought they must know each other. The man looked at me, and I told him in my best Polish language I was looking for the old Palace. He smiled, and then he told me it was not an old Palace anymore. He said some multi-millionaire had bought it some years ago and now it was completely restored and a private residence. He said just go up to the stoplight, turn left, and then turn left again. Not far from there, you will see it on the left-hand side; you cannot miss it.

I followed his instructions, and when I saw the palace, I thought it was fantastic. The owner had completely renovated the old Palace, and installed all new fences. Using the old post posts, but now covered with new material and new paint, the grounds surrounding the palace were finely manicured and the trees had all grown up. It was a beautiful location because at the back of the palace where the patio was, there was a clear view of the lake. I tried to take some pictures, but my lens would not let me get very close to the Palace and there were trees in the way, so I didn't get many good pictures. I think the only way you can get a picture would be from the back of the palace if you were on a boat in the lake.

I was filled with joy that someone had rescued that beautiful structure and actually put it back to its condition from many, many years ago. I have no idea who the owner is, and it really doesn't matter. All that matters is that he rescued some history of the past and was wealthy enough to restore the palace to a beautiful place. Since I didn't have any reason to keep trying to get pictures, I started the trip back home.

It's just sad that so many of these historical palaces or manor houses are not being restored, and they just continue to decay.

A little joy.

2026-05-17T23:51:14.364+02:00

Tonight we had the pleasure of a visit from a young man I helped improve his English when he was still in high school. His name is Max, and along with his brother and sister, I was lucky enough to be part of their growing up. Now, after spending ten year out of Poland and in the United States he has returned home. His English is excellent. In six months he will be 30 years old. It's things like that, that brings joy into my life.

When Joan had professional physical therapists to help her recover from strokes and seizures, I made videos of what they were doing with her. I have been watching them for the last two days, writing down how different exercises were done. The reason is that she is getting weaker, and it's partly do to dementia, but also because she does no exercising. I can't let that go on.

So, yesterday, I started slowly with 4 easy exercises. They were easy enough that she did not resist. My plan is to build on them each day until the results are visible. They are mainly for balance, leg strength, and getting out of her chair.

To do or not to do.

2026-05-15T23:58:18.149+02:00

Today, I am contemplating taking back the duty of giving Joan her showers and washing her hair myself.

I did hire someone to come and do that. It was becoming a little difficult for me because of the confinement of getting Joan into the shower area. However, now that I have installed permanent handles for her to hold on to, I think I can do it by myself. Tomorrow will be the test of that when I give her a shower. The lady who has been coming has been doing a good job, so it has nothing to do with her capabilities.

I think basically it comes to a financial reason. If I can do that successfully, it will save us money each month, which naturally will go for either bills or food.

She was supposed to come today, but at the last minute she called to say that she couldn't do it today because of some emergency.

Actually, it turned out to be a good thing because I slept until 12:30 p.m. I know I have to start going to bed earlier than I have been, but at night, when Joan is in bed, it's the main free time I have to get other things accomplished, like my digital archive.

That is taking far more time than I ever expected to spend on it. I do want to get it finished within the next couple of weeks because, honestly, I'm getting tired of putting it all together.

One good thing about it is that I am recalling things from the past that I haven't thought about since they happened, and not necessarily all bad things. So, I guess you could say that's the bright side of doing this archive. The one thing I'm grateful for is that it refreshed my memory about how the physical therapist was working with Joan when he came 5 days a week.

Because I made videos of what he was doing with Joan, it will be easier for me to reproduce them. I have to get Joan back into some type of exercise routine. I see her getting weaker, maybe not week after week but certainly month after month, heading in the wrong direction. I can't let that happen.

Museum of Instruments

2026-05-14T23:57:53.403+02:00

I took advantage of my 3-hour break today and did something I wanted to do for a long time.

Several years ago, in fact, probably more than several years ago, I visited the museum of musical instruments. The last time I was there, it was interesting, but all of the interior floors, of which there were four, looked very old. So, I wanted to see if anything had changed since that time. To my delight, the interior is completely renovated and in excellent condition. The range of instruments is quite wide. They are not only instruments from Poland.

It should almost be named the International Museum of Instruments, because I saw instruments from Korea, India, France, Kazakhstan, China, Mongolia, Bulgaria, and Romania. Each floor has a series of three or four rooms with various types of instruments. Many of the instruments I have never seen before. On one of the floors, there is a room dedicated to a Polish person who collected pianos and pianofortes of all different styles. It even had one of the first player pianos. You know, the kind where you just push the pedals with your feet, and there's a roll of some type of paper that activates the individual sounds without even playing the instrument with your hands.

I stayed for about an hour and a half, walking from one floor to the next. Each floor is connected by a long staircase.

It was a cloudy, gray day, and it looked like it could rain at any minute. When I was done looking at all the floors available, it's notable to mention that each floor has beautiful parquet flooring.

The general admission price is 15 PLN for general admission, or 10 PLN for senior citizens. Of course, I took advantage of that and paid $10. It should be noted that on Tuesdays, admission is free.

European Army? It's about time!

2026-05-13T23:56:26.767+02:00

Spain has called on European Union countries to create a unified EU army amid growing concerns about Europe’s security and uncertainty over future US support for NATO. Spanish Foreign Minister José Manuel Albares said Europe can no longer depend entirely on Washington for protection.

“We can’t wake up every morning and wonder what the U.S. will do next,” Albares said ahead of a meeting of EU foreign ministers in Brussels. He argued that Europe must strengthen its own military capabilities and build a common defense system to respond to threats from Russia and other countries.

Albares stressed that a European army should not replace NATO, but instead strengthen Europe’s ability to defend itself if American support weakens. “If NATO no longer provides the degree of defense it used to, then Europeans must do more themselves,” he said.

The comments come amid growing tensions between Europe and the administration of Donald Trump. Trump has repeatedly criticized NATO allies, questioned US commitments to the alliance, and suggested reducing the American military presence in Europe.

Spain has also become one of the strongest European critics of US policy in the Middle East. Madrid recently refused to allow American warplanes to use Spanish bases for operations linked to Iran, increasing tensions between Washington and the Spanish government.

Losing music.

2026-05-12T23:33:00.003+02:00

It's Tuesday, and Paige arrived at 11:00, as usual. Another 3-hour break for Joan from me, and for me it's shopping day. Since I switched my time to 11:30 for shopping, I no longer have to wake up at 6:30 in the morning.

My shopping is a quick event, never longer than 1 hour. Everything is planned out the night before, the man who's made, the shopping list completed, printed, and in my pocket. Because of the time, the traffic is not bad, and I can get to the store within 15 minutes. Inside the store, I know it well enough to know exactly where everything is. So, at the most, I usually spend 45 minutes shopping. Today's cost of the food for next week was $52. I'm trying desperately not to go above $55.

When I returned home, Joan and Paige were watching another episode of Breaking Bad. It's an old series now, but with Jones dementia, it's like watching each episode for the first time.

After Paige left, on YouTube, I put one of the many videos of Just scenery with music and sat down to watch a little office. The music in the background was Christmas music, playing Christmas carols that Jonan and I have heard all of our lives. However, now, Joan cannot remember their names. It's just another portion of her memory that has disappeared.

Poland's Defense Minister publicly invited the United States to relocate troops currently stationed in Germany to Poland. Poland and Lithuania are actively lobbying Washington to make this shift.

If it happens, Poland would host the largest permanent US military presence in Europe — a significant strategic shift for NATO's eastern flank. Poland already hosts thousands of US troops on a rotational basis.

The push comes as Poland accelerates its own military buildup, spending a record $48 billion on defense in 2026 and training 400,000 soldiers this year alone.

Did you know Poland is positioning itself as the anchor of NATO's eastern defense?

Dreams

2026-05-11T23:58:00.005+02:00

With chapter 7 of my digital archive done, I'm moving on to chapter 8, which is all about Joan's

stroke in Spain in 2020. It's a little difficult to rehash that story because it brings back a lot of miserable times for both of us. Nonetheless, it is a major part of our 19 years living in Poland. So, I feel it's necessary to put that chapter into the archive.

As I was writing it, or should I say, recalling it, because it is all documented previously when it was actually happening. Much of it is copy and paste, followed by a check to ensure everything is correct. That event occurred just as COVID-19 was starting.

One of my dreams during that time that I absolutely don't remember was very strange.

During a short sleep, I had a strange dream.

I was at home, getting ready to make dinner, but the kitchen had an island with a large tablecloth hanging over both sides. I turned on the burners and placed meat, potatoes, and vegetables directly on them, no pans. When I realized what I had done, I started taking them off.

Then I heard my cousin Harry talking to me. He has been dead for three years. I looked under the island and saw him crouching there. As he came out, his brother Don walked in and started cooking his own food on the stove. I asked him if he didn’t see mine, and he said no.

I said, “Fine, I’ll just take Joan and go out to eat.”

Harry said, “You can’t. Joan is in the hospital, and we can’t leave because of the virus.”

Even in my dreams, this virus is there.

Now, that was a strange dream.

Rzepak

2026-05-09T23:40:00.002+02:00

At this time of the year, we like to go north of Poznan about 15-20 km to view the yellow fields of rzepak. It is really a magnificent site to see and smell the sweet aroma emitting from the flowers. Our favorite is to rive between two fields, turn off the car, and then sit and smell the air. It's like liquified honey flowing within the wind. Beautiful. That is what we did today. It was our only plan for the day.

It’s widely grown in countries like Poland and has a few key uses:

🌼 Oil production – its seeds are used to make rapeseed oil (often called canola oil when specially bred), commonly used for cooking
🐄 Animal feed – leftover seed material (meal) is used as livestock feed
⛽ Biofuel – it’s also used to produce biodiesel

In spring, fields of rzepak are easy to recognize because they turn a vivid yellow when the plant is in bloom.

If you’ve seen large yellow fields around Poland in April–May, that’s almost certainly rzepak.

Karolina & Ukraine

2026-05-08T23:58:00.001+02:00

Karolina did her thing with Joan, shower and hair washing. Then she got her dressed and painted her nails a light purple.

I had only one thing to do outside so I stopped at Cafe Lokum, had a Latte and a hazel nut muffin. It was good, but not as goos as a cinnamon one.

Joan was involved watching old Steven Colbert shows, so I worked on learning the Win 11 browser system. It's not difficult, just takes time to get orientated.

Meanwhile, Ukraine.

The Kremlin has reportedly begun preparing Russians for the possibility that the war in Ukraine could end without the sweeping victory once promised by Moscow.

Independent Russian outlet The Moscow Times, citing the Dossier Center, said officials inside the Russian presidential administration are developing a new set of propaganda narratives aimed at presenting a potential peace agreement with Ukraine as a “victory” despite heavy losses and the lack of major strategic gains after more than four years of war.

The effort reportedly follows growing concern inside the Kremlin over the state of Russia’s economy and the battlefield situation.

President Volodymyr Zelensky signed a decree excluding Moscow’s Red Square from Ukraine’s target list during the Victory Day parade. The move is framed as a humanitarian step linked to ongoing negotiations, including a prisoner exchange and temporary ceasefire. The decision highlights Ukraine’s prioritization of diplomatic and humanitarian considerations amid the war.

Shopping Day

2026-05-05T23:57:24.060+02:00

Okay, it's Tuesday, and you know what that means. It's food shopping day. I didn't get up at 6:30 this morning. Instead, I waited until Paige came here to sit with Joan, and then I went shopping at 11:00. And at 11:00, there were always more people shopping than at 6:30 a.m.. I prefer the list people; however, I also prefer sleeping past 6:30 in the morning when it's possible.

These last two days, I've slept more consistently than I had for the last 3 months. By that, I mean I have slept 10 or 11 hours without waking up. That's very unusual for me. This morning I woke up after having slept only 5 hours. I don't know why. I had my clock alarm set for 9:30, but at 6:30 I'm just automatically woke up. Maybe my brain has been trained after all of these months to wake up automatically at 6:30. How my brain knows when it's 6:30 is beyond me.

So, getting back to the food shopping, the cost for today was 211 PLN. That is about normal in this year 2026 with high inflation, greedy companies wanting to make more money, and the general population can do nothing to bring the prices down. Basically, we're screwed.

Joan had a good time with Paige today. They get along very well, and although Joan hates waking up early, for her, anything before 9:00 is early. She's falling into the habit of going to bed between 8:30 and 9:30 in the evening, always commenting that she has to get enough rest before work tomorrow. It's useless for me to keep reminding her that she hasn't worked in 19 years. The only thing it does is cause friction between the two of us, and we both can do without that. I just don't know how to get her brain to let go of the idea that she still works. I suggested to her that we go see a psychologist, and maybe she can help Joan. But like exercising, she just doesn't want to do it. I cannot force her.

A day in life.

2026-05-04T23:55:00.006+02:00

Another heavy sleeping day. I woke up at 9:30, put my head down for five minutes, and when I awoke it was 2:30 in the afternoon. I think my body is trying to tell me something. I need to stop staying up until 2-3 AM every night. It's the only time I can get accomplished on my laptop without being needed by Joan.

I put together a pasta, blue cheese, Parmesan cheese, heavy cream, walnuts, and sunflower seed dish for dinner tonight. It turned out editable.

It was another warm day, 80 F, but we stayed at home all day.

Good weather

2026-05-03T23:49:00.005+02:00

It was 79 F yesterday and 87 F today, and it's only May 3rd. Wonder how the summer will be? Me too,

Yesterday it was nice enough to sit in the park and take a few pictures. We sat for a while and watched the people walk by, ride by on bicycles, and a few being pushed in wheelchairs. It was just too nice to stay indoors.

When we did finally return home, it was time to make dinner. Last night, we had gazpacho soup with a really nice bread.

I went to bed, and for the first time in ages, I slept for ten hours without a break. Joan went to bed earlier, so she slept for 15 hours. She is getting more and more like Rip Van Winkle. I suppose it's mainly the dementia.

Today, we had 3 choices to choose from. Solacki Park, Citadella Park, or the Botanical Gardens.

We decided we would think about it over a cup of coffee at Cafe Lokum.

With the good weather, most of the outdoor cafes are open. Lokum has many tables outdoors, and their prices are lower than Sowas or Kandulkis. We love their cinnamon buns, and the coffee is acceptable. Two buns and two Lattes cost 48 PLN. The other two places charge around 60 PLN.

Ukraine & Hungary

2026-04-29T23:53:16.992+02:00

The European Union is set to disburse the first €45 billion ($52.9 billion) installment of its €90 billion ($106 billion) loan to Ukraine within the current quarter, European Commission President Ursula von der Leyen announced during a speech at the European Parliament.

The 2026 funding is split between macrofinancial aid and military support, with one-third allocated to cover Ukraine’s budgetary needs and two-thirds dedicated to defense. The first military package, worth approximately €6 billion ($7.05 billion), will be used to procure drones “from Ukraine, for Ukraine.”

“Our message is clear: we will continue our support to the brave Ukrainian people and their armed forces,” von der Leyen stated, noting that the EU is “doubling down” on its support as Russia intensifies its aggression.

Incoming Hungarian leader Peter Magyar met EU chiefs Wednesday on his first visit to Brussels since his election win, looking to turn the page on the bad blood of nationalist Viktor Orbán’s tenure.

EU leaders feted his victory this month, which ended Kremlin-friendly Orbán’s 16 years in power, and before even taking office Magyar has sought to kickstart a new era of cooperation with Brussels that he hopes will unlock billions of euros for Budapest.

Magyar said in a video posted online that he was “very optimistic and hopeful” ahead of talks with European Commission President Ursula von der Leyen. He hoped to agree a deal by late May on how to free up some €10 billion ($11.6 billion) in frozen COVID-19 recovery funds, he added.Advertisement

Funeral

2026-04-28T16:46:00.000+02:00

Today was the day, cousin Krzysztof Wisniewski joined his mother and father in Milostowo Cemetery. He was cremated and put into the same grave. It is not an unusual custom here in Poland.

I woke up at 7:30 to shave and get dressed in my black suit, then woke Joan. Paige was coming to sit with her while I attended the funeral at 10 AM.

It has been years since I was in that cemetery, and I wasn't sure where exactly to go. I believe it is one of the two largest cemeteries in Poznan.

Fortunately, I arrived just after several of my cousins were there in the parking lot.

I went to one of the flower shops at the entrance and bought a lovely bouquet to place on the grave. As I was purchasing them, I heard someone call my name, and I turned around. My cousin Ania was standing there to greet me. It was wonderful seeing her again. She was there with her father, mother, sister, niece, and nephew. Also, cousin Marcelina was there with her husband and two daughters. Cousin Grazyna was there from Golina, and cousin Anna from Konin was also there with her son.

We walked to the chapel for a short prayer session where cousin Malgorzata, her husband, and daughter.

When it was over, we followed the priest in a procession to the grave site. Cousin Maciej, his wife, Wioletta, and their daughter, Jagoda, were there.

The service only lasted about 15 minutes, all the bouquets were laid on the grave, and then people dispersed or stayed to talk with each other.

I was very happy that I was able to attend.