Primadona Klasik

Positivity

2012-02-04T05:16:00.000-08:00

I was hanging out with my good friend this evening and we reminiscing our first time during the interview of my current company.

While we having a good laugh at it, suddenly I remembered my first interview session and the final question from one of the panel interviewer (which is the GM of HR which obviously I didn't know who he was at first) ask me a question.

"What can you contribute to this company?"

Without thinking long enough, I spontaneously answered.

"I can bring positive vibe."

And he said, "What is this girl talking about? What do you mean? What positive can bring to the company?"

I was nervous like hell during that time and blaming myself for choosing the wrong answer. But I did answered him back.

"It means, when there is obstacle, and things become so negative at the workplace, I will shine out the positive vibe."

He silent and looking skeptically at me. In fact the whole room was silent. I make my way out and I thought I didn't make it.

But now, the rest is history.

So, I need to remind myself, to stay positive, no matter what obstacles come.

Have a good evening!

Al Fatihah

2012-02-04T03:18:00.000-08:00

Wow. I had enough of being depressed. One of my good friend in UTM had passed away due to road accident.

May her soul rest in peace. For muslim, mari kita sedekahkan al-Fatihah buat allahyarham. Anis Hj Sukarti, your always be remembered for your softness and kindness.

p/s - Its never too late for us to be a good servant to dear Allah.

Salam Maulidur Rasul.

Not feeling good

2012-02-02T04:58:00.000-08:00

Looks like my project had to post phoned due to unforeseen circumstances.

I fell sick. With blockage nose and ear with sore throat and also heavy eyes. My body temperature was 38.5 and I was shivering.

Its okay. Setiap kali kita sakit, dosa kecil akan terhapus.

I just want to be happy. I really want to be happy. I need to focus on myself and wish all this painful and sadness will go away.

I used to be a happy, fun loving girl. Where is she? She seemed loss somewhere. I need to find her back.

One of my favorite quote from Audrey Hepburn.

I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles.

I believe in what I believe.

Good night!

365 days of summer

2012-01-31T17:31:00.000-08:00

Be happy. It's one way of being wise. ~Colette

Happy 1st February. I will start a project of my own called 365 Project. I was inspired by a friend of mine (who I believe he's also was inspired by others) to the daily photo journal.

What I'll do after this is to post a photo a day in here for the whole year. It'll be a way to document my life over a year.

My first pic will start real soon.

Have a productive day!

Light and Easy

2012-01-27T18:45:00.000-08:00

Its been awhile since I take a long look at the mirror and I finally at ease of what I saw.

Perspective

2012-01-26T18:54:00.000-08:00

If you think sunshine brings you happiness, then you haven't danced in the rain.

And I love to dance in the rain.

Falling Apart

2012-01-26T05:01:00.000-08:00

Danced all night, slept all day
Careless with my heart again
Fearless when it comes to playing games

You don’t cry, you don’t care
Afraid to have a love affair
Is that your ghost or are you really there?

Now I can’t walk, I can’t talk anymore
Since you walked out the door
And now I’m stuck living out that night again
I’m not falling apart

Ooh, oh

Weather on a sunny day
Time slows down; I wish you’d stay
Pass me by in crowded, dark hallways
Mmm

Try my hardest not to scream
I find my heart is growing weak
So leave your reasons on the bathroom sink

Now I can’t walk, I can’t talk anymore
Since you walked out the door
And now I’m stuck living out that night again
I’m not falling apart

I heard you say you needed me now
What’s the problem I can’t see
You destroyed me, I won’t fall apart again
I’m not falling apart

Take what you want
I will be just fine
You will be better off alone at night
Waiting and falling
Constantly calling out your name
Will it ever change?

Now I can’t walk, I can’t talk anymore
Since you walked out the door
And now I’m stuck living out that night again
I’m not falling apart

I heard you say you needed me now
What’s the problem I can’t see
You destroyed me, I won’t fall apart again
I’m not falling apart

Sulking

2012-01-11T21:56:00.001-08:00

Its time of the month and I don't feel good.

While other people talking and bragging and laughing and having a blast, I was just sit there and keep quiet and making a sulking face.

I don't have mood today.

Blame the woman in me.

xxx

CRD Chic

2012-01-07T20:39:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a working day for us Protonians. It was superr hot and tired as we have to walk and gather for 'Hari Industri Selangor' where actually it just about politicians speech. Yeah. I am not interested, sorry!

Anyway, pictures of us, CRD team, well, only a few of us actually.

Happy Sunday!

p/s - I am in super tight budget. T_T

Winner part II

2012-01-04T19:30:00.000-08:00

Hello.

Last few months, I've been "famous" for awhile because I've been featured in the company bulletin several time. Hehehe. But this time a bit special because the half page is mine.

I had wrote the post before in here.

So here goes my story..

The contribution:
Ketika training Admin Executive, seorang trainer telah bertanya "what do you want to do when you arrive in your branch?" Semua orang memberikan jawapan yang positif. Jawapan saya ialah "I will bring out the best of everyone in my branch." Kemudian, pihak pengurusan telah menghantar saya ke Pusat Servis Sibu Sarawak untuk bertugas. Agak sukar pada mulanya kerana saya dianggap orang asing di situ. Tetapi saya menguatkan semangat untuk berkhidmat di Proton Edar kerana ia merupakan tempat kerja pertama selepas tamat belajar. Hampir setahun kemudian, saya berjaya bekerja bersama team pusat servis saya. Semua orang mempunyai kelebihan masing-masing di dalam bidang kerja mahupun personaliti. Saya banyak belajar daripada semua staff di pusat servis.Disebabkan itu pusat servis berjaya mencapai target revenue lebih dari yang sebelumnya. Saya juga menyertai kumpulan ICC untuk melincinkan flow di bahagian technician. Projek ICC kumpulan kami adalah tentang pengagihan kerja kepada technician. Kami telah membuat visual management untuk technician dan job controller. Penyumbang idea adalah dari CRA saya Anas dan juga Mag. Kami bekerja sebagai satu pasukan untuk menyiapkan projek ICC.

The results:
Projek ICC kumpulan kami berjaya menerima anugerah emas di MPC Convenction peringkat wilayah Sabah & Sarawak. Proses di technician flow juga semakin lancar kerana projek ICC di implimentasikan. Revenue pusat servis juga meningkat dan maintained. Dan kejayaan paling menggembirakan ialah semua orang di pusat servis mempunyai team spirit dan yakin bahawa setiap individu di pusat servis adalah penting dan menyumbang kejayaan. Category: Teamwork

P/s- Ye, mmg cerita dah basi. :P

My 2011

2012-01-02T18:36:00.001-08:00

Hello!

Wow! Its 2012 already! And I am just glad and welcoming new year. Yeay!

2011 in memories.. A year where there was a lot of changes happen in my life. Alhamdullilah I survived and the experiences was pricless.

In recap, 2011 good and bad.

1. Finally I was transferred back to my hometown. This is the biggest thing that happen as I hope everyday there will be miracle and it did happen. :)

2. My new posting is related to my course back in uni. I always wanted to be a part of the team for marketing planning and I am in. Ideas are crutial and as well as the timeline. This is just actually a beginning for my future career path. (the environment was stressful)

3. Actually, I am just glad I was posted in Sarawak. It truly test my potential physically and mentally. I met and make friends with people that I never thought I would. It was a GREAT experience and memories. I would never forget that.

4. My love relationship facing a great turmoil. We survive however and as for this new year, we had a great start. :D I hope this would last forever. Thanks darling for everything. The confession bring a big relief. I love you even more now. Oh, we had a great time celebrating our 4th anniversary together. *wink wink*

5. Our ICC group manage to compete at national level. The exposure was beyond my expectation and I feel lucky to be a part of it.

6. I spend my earning money too much this year! As for consequences, I have to be in a really tight budget this 2012. Sedih... :'(

7. I manage to cross off most of my 2011 hopes & dreams. Alhamdullilah.. Carry on for the next 2012 new list of hopes & dreams.

8. I had attend many events at the hotels. Best part is makan sedap. wee woo. The un-best part is badan naik. Erk.

I guess that is all the highlight of my 2011. List banyak-banyak pun bukan ada orang baca. Hehe.

Ok. See ya in the next entry of 2012.

I just wanna say....

2011-12-30T06:51:00.000-08:00

It does FEEL GOOD when your BIG boss give you compliment on your effort. Yeah.. =D

Baby Ian

2011-12-28T21:00:00.001-08:00

I feel better and more positive today, Alhamdullilah.

I am optimist about my life now. I need to focus on my career wise. I will get the thing that I want, that I desire, InsyaAllah.

Allah is the most gracious, most compassionate. I dont need to worry much about my jodoh and stuff. He will arrange accordingly. When the time has come, it will come. :)

Anyway, my fav picca for the moment. Wee~

With cutie pie, baby ian. Comel gile with that baby sheep and pacifier.

Blissful Ignorance

2011-12-27T21:49:00.000-08:00

Damn, i wish u were here

2011-12-20T18:09:00.000-08:00

When the going get tough, the tough get going.

Ya, kinda agree with the statement. However right now I feel down than ever. It doesnt feel alright after I slept last night. Yeah.

I feel like my energy had been drained out, flush out from my body.

I need a happy time.

I need an escape.

But, running from your problem wont solve anything.

kaaput.

Perfect Situation

2011-12-04T08:30:00.000-08:00

Back in the days,

Things were less complicated,

Things were easier.

We dream a lot,

We fantasized a lot,

We knew obstacle will come,

But we often said to ourselves,

"Nah, we'll get through it".

Back in the days,

It was fun,

We invest so much,

The energy, the love, everything,

Not realizing,

That every investment has it own risk.

The more you invest,

The painful or more joyful you get.

Now here we are,

In pain, crying for help,

Screaming for answer.

We change,

Things change,

But that doesn't mean a bad thing.

We change because we grow.

We found that reality is brutal,

Harsh and wasn't very kind.

Now here we are,

Hoping that we'll understand,

Hoping to understand each other,

Hoping we'll survive this,

Like any other day before.

Now here I am,

Writing for both side.

Assuming that is what both party feel.

Which I could be wrong.

Which it is only I feeling it.

Now here I am,

Standing on this storm.

Praying on the mat,

Crying in my heart,

Searching to be better,

Hoping we'll grow stronger,

To face the challenge,

Like any other creature.

I hope I will be a better person.

For myself.

For him,

For us.

-The End-

T.T

2011-12-04T05:59:00.000-08:00

Winner

2011-11-17T17:43:00.000-08:00

Hello.

Im feeling lazy today. So, today I decided not to focus on my work and playing around. Muahaha. Since this early November, I have a very tight schedule and today dont make any different either. That is why, today, I want to take a time off for my mind to stop for awhile cracking itself.

I feel healthy for being productive, thank god for that. :P

Most of my life now evolving work, so I dont really have good story to share. Sigh~ I guess that what grown up do.

Anyway, I won second place in 'Make A Difference' contest. It was a competition for all Protonian, covering the group company and subsidiaries. The contest is about sharing your stories in your work and get people to vote for you. Most vote will win the prizes.

So, what did I won?

$$CASH$$

RM 1000.00

Yeay, Alhamdullilah... Thanks to all my colleague and others who vote for me. And I just collect the cheque just now. (I thougt cash? :P)

Still....the best prize is being able to be with your loved one... pfftt!

Skull

2011-11-13T03:39:00.000-08:00

Hello.

1. Good news. Mum and Dad approved it! Wee =D

2. Gotta a lot of work tasks line up for me. So many things to catch up. Need SPEED. T_T

3. My current obsession

Enjoy!

Big Jet Plane

2011-11-08T05:25:00.000-08:00

When will I see you again?

2011-10-29T19:53:00.000-07:00

When will I see you again
You left with no goodbye
Not a single a word was said
No final kiss to seal anything
I had no idea in the state we were in

I know I have a fickle heart
And a bitterness and a wandering eye and a heaviness in my head.........

-adele-

I feel the challenge of LDR recently.

Mum is trying hard to convinced me to get to know other people while I refused to do so. I understand her concern. But I am just not buy it.

Don't get me wrong. My mum like him. I think she's just worried about me. That's all.

I feel like crying. But my tears refuse to stream down. But I feel the pain in my chest. To bad for me, eh?

Like I said over and over again. I have faith in us. But obviously, I need help from Allah and all of people around me to send a prayer.

I don't feel the pressure to get married. It just I feel lonely inside. I miss his companion.

B, if you're reading this, I just want you to know that I truly love you. We will work this out, right?

xxx

M

2011-10-11T23:08:00.000-07:00

I am occupied with work lately.

Yes, I found it a bit stress lately. My job KPI is so volatile, always uncertain plus with bosses who, well you know, bossess who like Miranda in the devils wear prada. TT

I salute all the maketer outside! Aye, Aye! Hail to the marketer!

P/s -Nak balik awal harini, pastu makan ice cream sambil tengok spongebob!

October better be good!

2011-10-09T07:39:00.000-07:00

Hello. Random updates.

1. Esok Isnin. I wish I am as ready as Spongebob to go to work tomorrow. But, I am not that enthusiast.

2. I haven't finish organizing my room like forever! Banyak sangat vision for my bedroom. Huhu. Note to self - Finish what you start.

3. My new position in workplace sebenarnya sangat tension. Ok. Thanks. Bye!

4. I think my mum is kinda my bestfriend for now. We did everything almost together. Creepy!

5. Low self confidence due to my body mass/shape/whatever. kthanxbai!

6. I miss him. You know who. For a reason I can't explain, sometime I fall in love over again and again.

7. I need to love graphic artwork. Again, I malas nak ambil tahu semua benda hi tech, but I have too. Why can't I just be an old school? Why? My job need it. NOT FAIR!!

8. Duduk rumah sebenarnya sangat best. Free breakfast, dinner & supper. Laundry done. Baju dah siap gososk. Upah lil sis and bro for anything to get it done. Rumah dekat tempat kerja. Semua best kecuali kerja. Kerja saya sangat challenging and tension. kthanxbai!

9. Please stay fresh and motivated.

10. And please DONT PROCASTINATE!

Good & Bad

2011-09-21T08:57:00.000-07:00

Text messages today between me and mum today.

Mum : Macam mana event?

Me : Belum present lagi. Wa group last, sekarang baru group no 3.

Mum : Ok. Goodluck.

*An hour later*

Mum : Dah habis ke belum?

Me : Belum. Lambat start, still tunggu nak present.

*An hour later*

Mum : What is the result?

Me : Menang 3rd place.

Mum : Tahniah, tak sabar dengar cerita wa.

Me : Tapi ade bad news jugak. Kena pergi final wakil company this saturday event. Tapi sabtu kan konvo Amir. :'(

Mum : Itu namanya dugaan.

Hukhuk.. She's right... I've received both good news and bad news today.. My team won 3rd place in national level ICC Convention and had to compete again this Saturday for the top 3.

Sedih. :(

Chocolate & Strawberries

2011-09-20T05:54:00.000-07:00

Hello.

I am back in my hometown and alhamdullilah, I am happier. :D Thinking about my last adventure in Sibu, it was priceless, memorable experience.

I love my new post too, doing marketing where my passion is. My boss is kinda cool too. *ehem, baru 2hari kerja memangla beb!*

This weekend, I'll be down south celebrating my darling's convocation. weewoooweee! :D *I love you sayang if you reading this! xoxo*

After work, went to tutti frutti. Yes, it was my first time, so excited lah. Love the chocolate ice cream and for topping; strawberries, caramel and cashew.

Wish me luck for tomorrow's event. ICC Convention. Will meet my Sibu team mates. Yeay!

p/s - I have appoint a personal trainer to help me shaping up. Haha. Hope it work this time. :P