As I flew back from Stockholm to London yesterday, I reflected on the past six weeks, and indeed, the past six months of my life.

When I first took on Project Rockstar in January, I was full of Hope. What would this year’s Rockstar bring?

I started working hard to design what I envisaged to be the best Rockstar ever. I spread the word, rallied the troops, rigorously screened, intervied and tested participants, pitched mentors and contacts to coach, and coordinated logistics for people to fly to London and Stockholm from Dubai, Sydney, Bangkok, San Francisco, Los Angeles, Chicago, Atlanta, Arizona, Montreal and Ottawa.

Soon after, life started throwing me curveballs. My father had a heart attack and a subsequent stroke left him hospital-bound for the next four months.

The lifestyle I had designed for myself, travelling around the world teaching Dating Workshops to men, suddenly seemed less important, and became an obstacle that prevented me from being with my family.

My world turned upside down; emotionally, logistically and financially. Trying to be in London to look after my family and our household, maintaining my workshop schedule, and setting up and maintaining Project Rockstar had me at breaking point over and over again.

Perhaps the ultimate low was when I was stranded in Sydney, the day after a workshop. An Icelandic volcano had erupted and meant I was stuck in Australia for another two weeks while my father was in hospital. The day I was supposed to be there just before he went into surgery, I received a text message from him: “Jeremy – I love you.”

It was the first time my father had ever told me that. I read and re-read that text message as I cried on a bed 10,000 miles away from where I wanted to be.

Words cannot convey to you the extremes of emotion I have been through in these past six months. When I woke up the morning after the Café Opera Rockstar party in the arms of a woman I love, my body, mind and soul ached.

I was hungover. Hungover from the stress, pain, fatigue, frustration and tears of the past six months.

During Project Rockstar, at the times when my father was most ill and I was most absent, and when it seemed like I was simply trying to juggle too much, I doubted myself and my choices. Had I taken on more than I could handle? Was Project Rockstar really worth all the effort I had put in?

I was in my own Dip, that period of Insight. I considered cancelling Project Rockstar when my father first went into hospital, but I hated the thought of letting so many people down.

So I kept going; I didn’t know where the hell I would find the energy and the willpower to do everything, but I knew I could not let you all down.

Last night, at the final Rockstar party, which also served as my Stockholm Leaving party – where I said goodbye to a fantastic one-year adventure in Sweden – I knew where I had found the energy from: from each and every one of you.

Your insights into life, your comfort when I was down, your companionship when I needed it, and your solidarity by my side will not be forgotten. It has been an honor to serve as your mentor and your friend in these past six weeks.

As each of your grow into future leaders of the world, socially, financially, emotionally, remember that we could not have done it without each other.

To you, gentlemen. From the bottom of my heart and the crest of my soul, thank you.

Kind regards,

Jeremy Soul

I told several people before going out last night that I did not want to game, I just wanted to hang out with the boys and tell stories and laugh about all the shared experiences we had in the last 6 weeks. But with a ratio of about 4 girls for every guy at our vip party, that was easier said than done. Shortly into the night, I found myself in a corner of the club making out with a gorgeous blonde haired green eyed swedish girl.

Now if this was just your typical hot swede, I would have ditched her to hang with the boys, but she was different. We really had an intense connection, much stronger than any other girl I had met on Rockstar (seriously). We literally couldn’t take our hands off each other. It’s a good thing I didn’t meet her a week or two earlier, or else project rockstar might have been in danger of missing one member. Ha ha ha. Ha ha. Ha. It wasn’t until I got home at about six am and googled her name that I found out she was a finalist for Miss World last year.

Guys, I really wanted to laugh, hug, cry (I was an emotional rockstar), share the stories and especially express my gratitude with all of you last night. But it’s really REALLY hard to walk away from Miss World Sweden who is throwing herself at you and begging you to take her home. I mean cmon, its frickin miss sweden!!

So here’s what I wanted to say last night – I fucking love you guys! The times we shared together have been priceless. Chase was dead on in his previous post that ultimately, the friendships and relationships we’ve developed with each other will last a lifetime. We have spent every single day together for the last six weeks, experiencing incredible adventures as a group.

I can look back and laugh now at Chase and I dry heaving in the streets of London right before our stand up comedy performance with Aidan Killian because we were so nervous. It’s funny to think about how scary approaching a woman in the day was before Soul taught us, now it’s like tying our shoes. Playing rock paper scissors to see who Ke would film jumping out of an airplane next. The brothers from Dubai changing my entire philosophy on life over and over again. Seeing Farmer set up a date with the nightclub dancer during day game in London. My first ever bathroom pull (in a coffee shop of all places lol). Mr M completely shifting my paradigms on friendships, with the navy seal and supernova concepts. Having deep, meaningful conversations late into the night at the London house with Troy, Ke, and Gabriel, while Ke chilled us out with his guitar. Watching Rokker pull hot girls home night after night. Approach coaching for the first time at The Don and Mr M’s bootcamp. All of us staying up all night to say bye to Gabriel. Smoking hookah with the Dubai guys and talking about life. Saying goodbye to Laurent in the Stockholm hotel before leaving for the airport to go home. Dominic winging the mom in a mother daughter daytime set and assisting me getting a number from an amazing girl. That one song they kept playing three times a night when we were at soap bar five nights a week. Walking home through the streets of Stureplan with Miss Sweden, and Mark V with her sister as the sun is rising and we can’t make it home because we keep stopping to make out with the girls lol. The most amazing party I’ve ever experienced the last night of rockstar (that’s saying a lot!). And countless other memories I have of the journey. Riddler and Prince teaching us, you don’t remember seconds, minutes, or hours, you remember moments. And these are the moments I will remember forever.

We exposed our deepest vulnerabilities and flaws with each other, felt intense joy, pain, excitement, anxiety, happiness, and sadness. We have all come out the other side different men. Better men. We will never forget this experience, and we will never forget each other. Everyone involved with Project Rockstar 2010, I’m really gonna miss you guys and I can’t wait until we all meet up again in Miami! Until then, lets all keep in touch and keep each other focused on reaching all of our goals! NAVY SEALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

Collin

This post is long overdue. I was struggling a lot with night game, and once we got to Sweden Mr m really went out of his way to take me under his wing and help me out with this. I started by just winging for him at night, and that way I could listen in and “feel” the vibe that he was giving out. This was really helpful.

But one instance stands out in particular as the best learning experience for game in all of rockstar for me. Mr m had set up a date with a stunning victoria’s secret model and for some reason asked me to come along as the 3rd wheel (still not really sure why lol). But what I got to experience is one of the worlds most successful dating coaches taking a beautiful girl out and I was like a fly on the wall. It was during the day, so it wasn’t loud or too high energy. I was able to just hang out and listen, learn, hear and watch every move of a master at work. This was an incredible learning experience. The atmosphere that he created on this “date” was like a kid taunting his little sister’s friend. The girl loved it and was having so much fun. It was like the opposite of a stiff, boring dinner date, and she had probably never experienced anything like it before. The date ended in a spitroast. Just kidding.

I learned a massive amount about night game from Mr m during the last three weeks of rockstar. I’m really grateful that he was willing to help out and share so much of his knowledge with me. I think spending so much time around him really helped me to internalize the mindsets and attitudes you need to have to be successful at this. Through time and shared experiences, we really bonded a lot, and I feel that it’s a friendship that will last a very long time. Thanks again man, and I can’t wait for our GAMECATIONS!!!!

I apologize for the unusual amount of romance in this post. I just can’t help myself.

Did Rockstar changed my life ? Yes it fuckin did!

WilI I talk about the craziness of the past 3 weeks in Sweden ? No I won’t…cause I don’t care about the numbers of same night lay, the full close in the toilets, The Vicotoria’s Secret models, The 100+ girls final rockstars party…I really don’t care about all that craziness at the moment. All I care about are my bodies that are flying back home towards a new beginning and the emotion that we shared in the last 3 days.

Ok just two lines on game. I finally had this turning point and it happened the last day where I didn’t care about gaming and then realized that “that was the game”. I used to consider night club as fake but I realize now that I was fake, when I started to be real in my interaction and stopped “gaming”, that’s where the girls started to see who I was and I had some really deep connection. (of course you still need to break the ice in the first few minutes…). Think about kids, kids are amazing seducer just cause they’re natural and act on their emotions. Now you may ask how to do it ? how to shut the gaming mentality when all you want to do is game and sleep with more and more girls ?

Bring value and be honest…Instead of thinking “how can I sleep with her?”, think “what can I offer to her, how can I make her feel good ?” If you think something about her, tell it…qualification will be so much powerful if you believe it, routine will be much more effective if they are yours, Women will be much more responsive if you consider them for who they are and not just as numbers.

Back to rockstar, this is so much more than just picking up woman…This is creating happiness and longlife brotherhood relationship. None of us will never be the same again, and we all together share the same view on world. The skills we have now is unvaluable but what I’ve lived with the guys is the most amazing human and emotional experienced I’ve ever had in my life in such a short time (and believe me I did some pretty crazy stuff…) I’m so thankful to have met you guys, what we have together is so deep. This is family now.

Already looking forward to Miami!

After those 6 weeks I know that I can be anyone and I can do anything if I really want to. I just need to put the necessary amount of work and so you do, at the end it’s your choice.

This is the beginning!

Jeremy

Mister Jeremy, without you there would not have been any Rockstar 2010 and my life would have probably stayed the same or took another direction. What you did for us is invaluable and you’re one of the most respectful, honest and integer person I know. Your dedication in favor of people (whether it is for your family, your friends, your students or us…) is my example to be a better person. No surprise your day game is through the roof man, it’s just the expression of your sincerity. Gotta work on night game tough! lol (I had to calibrate all the good I think about you, I’m sur you understand bro…)

Mr M

You are definitely “ THE MISTER ” of Rockstar! You are the Neo of the (social) Matrix, you can do anything you want with social situation while being yourself and staying real…and I’m sur there’s a lot more… Hangin around you was inspirational. Your game is pur magic and just remembering your phone conversation at the ends of the nights makes me happy “comes to my place, the music is better…” “why are you rude to me” hahahaha shit man gonna miss all that…whatever you choose to do, I’m convince 200% of your success. Young Genius gonna rules the world!
ps : I’m not gonna talk about day game, why would I talk about about day game !?

Jeff

My Rockstar Father! Always taking care of us and making sur everybody is good. No words can express the spirit and the value you brought to Rockstar. You are an amazing character with such an adventurous and complete life…you always spread laugh and positive vibes around you and that made me feel so peaceful. Plus you’re game is sick!!! It was an honour meeting you Mister Jeff.

Vercetti

V aka Dmx aka futur Denzel Washington. Man I’ll always remember this first night in London when you believed in me. I don’t know how to thank you bro, I was feeling like shit and your energy put me back on track. My rockstar would not have started without you. You’re presence and charisma can light up a room. You are such a passionate and open minded person in everything you do. I wish you all the best in the US man, I believe in you, you gonna make it man I know it…Do I need to talk about your game man !? really, do I need to talk about that !? Just looking at you is a learning experience…
ps : Thoses nights in London are printed in my mind forever bro…Go Ghana!!!

Farmer

Mister Farmer, you exude calm and good emotions. Being around you made me feel human in the moment where I needed it the most and I thank you for that. I wish we could have had more time with you cause you have something very unique, I believe it’s your sense of good humanity, you don’t judge and you accept people for who they are without asking anything. Plus you’re day game is awesome! Thanks for being yourself man.

Mark

My man Mister Mark. You’re support during the whole project was invaluable…you were one of the first to believe in me and I had awesome time and experience with you. You are a real man, honest and direct with people, no bullshit… I’ll see you soon my friend and we’ll rock the world together! As you said this is just the beginning don’t you get it !? love you bro.

Aaron

Asian efficiency is the shit! I was reading your report during the flight, you’re a fucking genius! Man thanks for your presence and calm during the whole project. I value your rigour and your sense of work and I wish you to reach your goal. You are warm to people, open minded and you accepted me as I was. See you around, love you Mister Aaron.

Alex

My French buddy! Champion merci pour ton aide et ton soutien indefectible…pour les nuits passées en galerien jusqu’a 6h du matin dans les rue de londres, a prendre trois fois le meme chocolat chaud avec des sets differents, pour les endless dicussion à refaire le monde au mcdo, pour les sets completement decalibré en fin de soirée… Je te vois tres bientot sous le soleil Toulousain! D’ici la, Dechire tout chers ami…

Aidan

Khouya Aidan, I couldn’t say better than what Mr Jim said “ This is the 26 years old genius that gonna change the world ” . I believe you will my friend… Your knowledge is so deep, your heart is so beautiful and your wisdom is unbelievable for someone your age. You were one the best example for me during rockstar and I’ll try to make you proud… you’re my family bro!

Joseph

Khouya Yusuf, man you know what you mean for me, I won’t talk about this here…you changed my life at some very deep and personal level…if I reach a kind of peace or happiness one day, I want you to know that that would be thanks to you…I’ll always be gratefull for that and I’ll touch the sky for you bro…Believe me I’ll do it. A namir moukana3! Have Faith…always.

5.0

Man you’re night game is awesome, thanks for your help and advise in London. Wish we could have spend more time with you…you’re social proof technique are legendary. Looking forward to study some of your stuff…cheers man.

Chase

Yo Give me my money yo! Wad up chaaase ! Man I miss you already. Live it up for my Asian business man in da building! You rock bro, I respect your journey and all the effort you made to be where you are now, that’s really inspiring for all of us who want succeed…you’re real, you’re humble, you’re a warrior and you’re funny as hell…Rockstar would have been really boring witouth you and I’m so glad I met you. I know that I’ll see you again and that we’ll go crazy man…Sky’s the limit! Keep it real bro and see you in Miami!
ps : The Yoooni…

Collin

Mister Farrel, witouth any doubt the real Rockstar of 2010, you have the look, you have the swag, you have the game and you’re a really good guy with a heart of gold. I’m sur you gonna go through the roof in the next months and I’ll do my best to get to your level man. That night we had at the Scandic when Gabriel left was legendary…The Tripad and the swimsuit !!! you know what I’m talking about…I’ll miss sitting with you on the red couch and theorize on the world or just enjoy the Jacuzzi and the sauna…love you man.

Gabriel

Mister Gabriel, The day game master! You are the more mature of all of us and you’re ambition is inspirational for me. You are a fighter and a perfectionist and I know that you’ll achieve your biggest dreams in life…Believe in it man. You’re capable of everything…I wish you all the best and most important to find happiness my brother…Make it galactic!

Troy

Mister Troy, you’re night game is sick!!! You were always down to help and to give me advise and I really respected that…The future gonna be bright for you and the best of your life is still to come man…I’ll be really glad to catch up with you and make it crazy in Canada! Montreal baby!!! Miss you my friend…see u soon.

Ke

Ke, My man Ke…you have a pure heart and I felt that you really care about people. You always want the best for everybody and you are maybe too good sometimes… you’re an amazing character with really high value and I respect you for that…Follow your destiny my friend, I wish you all the happiness you deserve in your new adventures as a para-rescue. Love you man…

Simon

You’re life and you’re speech was amazing…It showed me that nobody has an easy life and that you need to man up and act to create your destiny…Your optimism, your energy and your hunger for life make me want touch the sky…Your game and your happyness are contagious and I had the best time hanging around you…See you around and let’s go skate someday my friend!!!

Dominic

I loved your calm and your deep knowledge on life, you are kind and full of respect. Your game is amazing and I’m glad I shared this experience with you…I definetly plan on seeing you next. Next step Miami man!

Ravi

My Trinidian homie! what’s happening in Port of Spain man? And you know how much I love Caribean spirit and people. Looking forward to carnaval with you my friend. We’ll rock the city together…Thank you for your warmness and your insight on day game. See you soon

Oli

Mister Oli, such a good guy, wish you all the best. I had a very good time with you and see you around, maybe covent garden for some daygame ☺ keep rockin it man…

Vince

Mr Vince, I love your spirit and your evolution is just fantastic, you are such a strong character and what your doing with your life is amazing, I’m happy I met you cause now I know that other people can feel like me when it comes to traveling and discovering new people and culture. I love your way of enjoying life and taking opportunities, following your path and being open to the opportunities you have in life. You are an adventurer of the 21 century…Enjoy your discovery and see you around airport or 5 stars hotel my friend…

Andy

You game is of the roof man! definetly the faster physical escalation and dominant game I’ve seen so far. Seeing you working your magic in set was a real learning experience, plus you’re a great and mature guy with real value. I’m looking forward to see you again. Take care my friend

Love you all guys…had an amazing time with you but you know it already…Let’s create history gentlemen’s…

Project Rockstar has to continue…this is just too amazing as a human experience to stop like this! 2011 we ready!!!

See you around the world. To Be Continued…

Laurent

A whirlwind of thoughts and excited concerns race through my mind. Will I revert back to my old ways? Do I have the discipline to implement all I’ve learned? Can I give back to others all that has been given to me in the past five weeks. My hunch is that I won’t know the full echo’s of this experience until the dust settles… .and the dust may never settle.

All I know now is that going though this experience was one of the best decisions I have ever made. I was on the fence, and I had a lot to lose by coming here, and now I shudder to think that I almost missed out.

The last night here for me was spent getting my fellow rockstars (and random girls picked up at Souls daygame workshop today) decently drunk before heading out on the town one last time. Words were said, tears were shed, and we pulled an all-nighter before raiding the free breakfast at the Scandic. Collin made an appearance in his man-panties (manties), in the lobby for dramatic effect. Then I donned my uniform and marched off into the sunset.

Credits:

Soul:
Thank you for putting such an unbelievable program together. I had no idea coming in what an amazing experience this would be. I feel I’ve gained so much from these past 5 weeks and now it’s my personal mission to get my game to a level where I can hopefully give back to others trying to get their romantic lives under control.

You always seemed to believe in me more than I did myself and I can’t tell you how much that has helped. Seeing you blaze such an original path in life and witnessing the change you catalyze in others has been a constant inspiration on this adventure. I know you had a lot going on in your personal life and this was probably one hell of a juggle, but I have a feeling that the aftermath of PR 2010 will add value to your life tenfold down the line.

Mr. M.
Thank you for thinking of Project Rockstar in the first place. So many people stand to gain from what you started. And thank you for taking the time to teach us game, social circle mastery, and height enhancement (buying my new shoes ASAP). Your enthusiasm is infectious and it was pretty much impossible to have a bad time when you were around. Whatever drug you are taking, I want some!

Farmer
Thank you for showing me that a chill, quiet guy can completely dominate with game. You showed me that I don’t need to be a high energy dog and pony show in order to attract women. And your 80-20 talk has already saved me about 20 hours and 80 grey hairs.

Bullet
Thanks for putting up with us unruly rockstars! Was a huge education having you patiently explain how you brought home so many girls and going over the theory behind it all. I’m implementing your “drop-down-menu” theory as soon as I get home.

Vercetti
Thanks for being a living example of what is possible when we put the work into ourselves. Whenever I slouch down in my cockpit seat, I just picture you staring at me with an amused but disapproving look and I remember to sit up ram-rod strait. And thanks for always being such an accessible, humble guy. Everyone around you always felt comfortable… and that is one of the true signs of a social master.

Whim
I am so glad you took the time to plug into 2010s project rockstar! At the moment, operation Caucasion/Asian efficiency is in full effect. I’ve bought a MAC, divorced my wife, abandoned my kids, and am becoming the most efficient white man in North America. But seriously man, I think Asian Efficiency might be one of the most important elements in achieving my goals, so thanks again for coming to London/Stockholm and putting in the time.

Alex
You were there to support me months before I even went to London. I hadn’t even met you yet, and you took your valuable time to get me prepared and pump me up. And when I met you, you were even more supportive and generous than I had imagined. So thank you for this, and thank you for coming out with us and showing what is possible after PR. Seeing you go home with a stripper you met on the street after the weird “staring eye opener” defied all laws of pickup. One for the books man!

Misha,
We didn’t get to hang out much, but awesome having you around and seeing you in action. Hope to see you in Vegas.

Mark V
You kept us laughing and kept me motivated out in the clubs. Mark…. you can be my wingman anyday (cue cheesy music here). Make sure you get stateside soon so we can tear it up soon.

Prince/Riddler (Sorry I don’t know who’s nickname belongs to whmo, so you get lumped together
Thank you for being our friends and mentors for the past six weeks. With every presentation, I walked out of the room looking at the world with new eyes. I’m coming home with unstoppable energy and courage, and that is due largely to the example you both have set with your own lives. Gentlemen, lets take over the Yoni-verse!

Troy
I had no idea what to expect from you when I came over to London. I had no idea if we’d have anything in common or even get along. Such a great relief when I met you in real life and realized you were and intelligent, compassionate, curious dreamer who I had so much to learn from. Thanks for being my Game tech support!

Ke
Again, I was so surprised to learn how much you and I had in common. You go after your goals with complete disregard for what anyone else thinks and I love you for that. And thanks for putting on the skydive! Nothing like bonding with my brothers at 14,000 feet.
Now that you’ve had some training…. mkay….I know you’ll achieve everything you set out to do.

Collin
Thanks for being a solid friend from day one. It would have been rough going being the only senior citizen in PR, so thanks for helping to show what us old farts can do! You seemed to change the most in PR and it was awesome seeing how quickly you learned.
P.S. I took a recent survey from the girls of SF. Gum-balls= Sexy!!

Laurent
Thanks for always bringing that friendly, outgoing energy to every interaction. For an international drug dealer, you are one of the most kind, considerate, supportive, funny guys I could hope to meet Hope our paths meet again soon brother!

Chase (the racist)
Chase I know that someday I will be one of the 50 white slaves in your sweatshop, but until that day comes I hope to have some serious fun on our gamecations! Thank you for your mischievous sense of humor and sharing your genius for internet marketing. It was always more fun going out when you were around. See you in Vegas (I hope)!

There are a few that I didn’t mention as I didn’t know their online names or forgot. I’ll be thanking each one of you in person, so don’t get your panties all in a bunch.

The map has been drawn, now the journey begins

Captain BlackElvis…. signing out.

I’m sitting on a blue couch which has been my bed for the past three weeks. It’s between the kitchen and the front door, the room doubles as a common room and my pull-out couch faces a window showing a dreary, grey-skied view. It was so sunny in Stockholm during Rockstar that on most mornings I had to close the curtains because the sun would literally warm me awake. It makes sense that it’s cold and wet right now, as everyone flies away.

On my right is a glass table on which, among other things, is my traveling phone. The traveling phone only receives messages now, and feels helpless when all that’s coming in are parting thoughts from friends, and I am helpless as I watch them go. I definitely cried at Cafe Opera having to shake those guys’ hands farewell, though I’ll see them again.

To sum up Rockstar, it changed my life. Not in a small, bought a new car kind of way. If you can break happiness down into the possession and quality of health, wealth and relationships in your life, Rockstar has given me everything I need to pursue each of these things with confidence in my ability of achieving them.

Nobody hands you a pill for a ripped body, a check for a million dollars or a supermodel girlfriend. But you do get the knowledge which you need to change your diet and lifestyle to live a longer, healthier life. You do get lecture after lecture on how to start and run a highly successful business and meet mentors who graciously offer to field questions (and who we also got to party with after their talks!). And you do make some of the most amazing friends in the world, who I will greatly miss for our time apart. There’s also that little last thing about being able to get a supermodel girlfriend if you want her.

I’m going to miss Ke for our drunken conversations and his intense motivation to achieve things most people perceive as impossible. I’m going to miss Laurent for that weird, magical vibe he’s got and his incredible depth that’s hinted at but hard to come by. I’m going to miss Collin for his ridiculous drunken antics and his ability to lighten up a room. I’m going to miss the Asian Sensation for being racist, black and probably the funniest guy I’ve had to shake my head at in shock (I have to do a weekend at gamecation just to hear you lay it out, Chase ). I already miss Gabriel for his deep passions and awesome sense of humour. I want to throw in Riddler and Prince here too, because they’re definitely Rockstars too – I learned a lot from you guys but more importantly you’re awesome to hang out (and pick up) with. It’s heart-wrenching to know that all these guys are disappearing through Arlanda as I write this.

Everyone else on the project lived a double life as a teacher and a friend. In Bullet’s case he was also a doctor (saving me from strep throat for the win), and he also happens to be one of the coaches I spent a lot of time with and whose company I enjoyed.

Aaron’s another great guy who put a lot of work into the project and the Rockstars, and there’s some vibe about him that made me like him right away. It’s a genuine, open feeling that, when we talked, made me feel like he was holding me fully accountable for my actions and ideas but well and honestly rewarded when I did something well.

Alex blows my mind with his drive to learn and improve himself and his environment. He’s a great coach and awesome wing, and his energy just moves people around him to have a good time.

I’m not sure how much I should say about Dom, but beyond being probably the nicest guy I’ll ever meet and great at what he does, he deserves every good thing he got out of Rockstar and life, and I’m proud to shake this man’s hand.

Vercetti is the funniest and yet somehow most concise speaker I’ve heard on game. Knowledge dropped out of this guy’s mouth and made you chuckle and then write it down and underline it twice. I will never forget the visualization exercise you taught us, because it changed my life.

Farmer we left back in London, but he was an unspoken hero for me. I would not be succeeding at day game on the level I currently am if it weren’t for his teaching, examples and motivation early on in the project. He’s also a really cool, open and honest guy who happens to have a ton of adventures as well. Farmer goes up there as my favourite LS coach and a dude I’d love to chill with again in the future.

I don’t think Mr. M realizes how profound his impact has been on me. If he hadn’t pioneered Rockstar years ago, I wouldn’t be here right now doing the things I’m doing and having done the things I’ve done. There’s something immense to be said for his teachings on game and social circle mastery, but the things he’s accomplished and is going to accomplish in his life trump how many and what calibre girls he’s slept with in my eyes. I have no slight respect for this guy, and it was a pleasure and an honour just to shake his hand.

I want to talk a bit about a Mr. Jeremy Soul, who organized this whole deal. Let us consider how much your average man does for others. Let us now consider that Jeremy Soul, despite hardships and complications outside of Rockstar, cobbled together this group of people I have mentioned above (and I only mentioned about half of the people who taught us or came out with us) and organized 40 days worth of content and training in two different countries and with participants and coaches from all around the world. Let us consider the knowledge and experience he passed on to us, the improvements he made with us, and the effort and dedication he applied towards our goals. Like you said, Jeremy, Rockstar is a giant dot that connects to everything in my future, and I am eternally grateful to you for organizing it and giving me this opportunity. I also consider you a friend, and wish you the greatest future you can imagine.

There are so many people I left out, like the film guys (we’ll have a cold beer back in Canada) and some of the business and other coaches who I’ll leave out for anonymity, but you guys changed my life with your teachings and I’m very grateful.

As I pack my bags and wait for inspiration, the sun cuts slightly through the clouds. It sucks to leave all of these people behind and it sucks that all of this is over, but it’s the most amazing feeling in the world to really and truly know that when I get home I can choose to be whoever I want and to do whatever I’d like. Hope you all had a good ride, and I’ll see you all soon.

Supernova.

-Troy

Josephina’s outdoor bar, Night Game.

Not too much happened today. Josephina’s was alright, but entirely devoid of girls to approach. The night portion was a little more interesting as I was working on setting up a date with the girl I’d met at Berns the night before. My text game was pretty normal since we’d basically made plans anyway, and she had almost agreed to grab a glass of wine at a bar near the place she was staying when the unexpected happened: she googled my name, found out about Project Rockstar and cancelled on me. The worst part is that I hadn’t really used lines or strategies or anything on her, I was just vibing from all the experience I’d had. I asked Soul and the film crew to change my last name to an assumed one to prevent future stuff like this, but it was pretty sad.

I’d been intending on going out tonight and getting into whatever state I wanted from whatever state I was in, and it worked despite my mood so I was pretty proud of that.

Day36 – 18 July

Morning Rock climbing, evening Gabriel’s going away party.

Shortie and I did some rock climbing today, which I haven’t done in forever and really missed. In the evening I ventured over to the Scandic where we mourned Gabriel’s loss in the hallway (and subsequently got kicked out) with a bunch of dudes and some random girls. One of the girls I was chatting with had read Atlas Shrugged, which basically screwed my game completely as I couldn’t stop connecting with her and freaking out about her awesomeness. Writing this three days later, I realize that she reacted well to my first text ping, but I just didn’t care or have the time to do anything with her anyway. She was awesome but I was only in Sweden for another hectic week.

After a long freaking night of partying, we wound up in the lounge of the Scandic reminiscing and just shooting the shit until about 9am when we’d all eaten a free breakfast and sent Gabriel off into the sunrise. We all got about an hour of sleep and then headed over to the Day37 activities.

Day37 – 19 July

Health, went out with Shortie.

Riddler and Prince blow our minds as usual, and now I feel like when I change my diet and implement this stuff, Health will be covered.

Day38 – 20 July

Group masterminding, mystery night game Q+A, Interviews, Ke’s girls.

It’s really hard to do justice to the seminars we’ve been having, since really all I can say is that they’re awesome. I take a ton of notes and apply them in field. Thinking of a set in terms of contrast was really helpful, and ideas re: closing were great.

After the second last set of Rockstar interviews Ke informed me that we’d be having guests that night – that is, a girl he picked up at the drop zone in Sweden and her friend. We took them out to SOAP Bar, they took us to a rocker bar, and finally they slept over. I spent about 4 hours trying to get my girl (C—)’s pants off, and didn’t end up doing anything exciting after they were crumpled in a corner by my bed. Yet another night with little sleep and blue balls.

Day39 – 21 July

Woke up with C— and tried for the gold again, but she was even less into it than the day before. I shrugged, made breakfast, walked her through a park and then left both girls with Ke and headed to Bullet’s apartment to listen to two awesome mystery men talk about business and for Mr. M to talk further about winging and social circle mastery. I talked to a cute Polish girl on the tunnel banana, and passed out when I got home. Fever, sore throat, drowsiness and I didn’t go out tonight.

Day40 – 22 July

Today was worse health-wise. I realized I had strep throat and panicked a little bit about how much time, energy and money it would take to get it handled. I was panicking on the tunnel banana to Bullet’s place for one last interview, and miraculously the problem was solved by Bullet, AKA “The Doctor.” We were supposed to do some daytime dating with Soul, but after about half an hour of walking around (we checked out Cafe Opera) I realized that my body wanted to curl and up try not to die, so I called it a day. Shortie came over and took care of me.

Day41 – 23 July

Aaron’s Rockstar talk, business talks and Berns at night.

I enjoy hearing Aaron talk because it comes from a place of usability. Everything is an action point or a focal point for helpful thoughts. The business guys were great, as usual, and the day ended early enough for me to take a nap (still recovering).

Gaming when sick is pretty shitty, but I managed to get in state anyway (thanks to Riddler and Prince and their crazy teachings). The recurring theme of the night was that I’d open a set, meet someone incredible, and then they’d get taken away. I didn’t have a working phone so I didn’t go for the number and game them through that, and I’d just open something else until I found the other set again. Only, every time I opened a set, a previous (and more awesome one) would walk by, get pissed off at me and then leave. Blech. The good experiences of the night were mostly related to winging.

Dom and I opened a couple sets outside that went amusingly, including a Swedish-Irish girl with massive breasts and the worst case of ADD I’d ever seen, and her Swedish friend. Both girls tried to get us out with them the next day, but I had basically shut off making time for girls for the remainder of Rockstar at this point. Fun night

Day42 – 24 July

There’s no field report here since the Rockstar Party was ridiculous (read: holy social proof, alcohol, beautiful women, awesome people, great venue) and I spent the whole night with Rockstar people. I wasn’t in the mood to game, and luckily I had arm-candy with me anyway. The previous two sentences probably don’t compute, but no, I just wanted to spend the last night with the guys having an awesome time. Ke left for the airport some time early in the morning, which was like losing a brother.

Final count has the list at 35 guys, and 150 Swedish girls.

Fuck game…tonight’s going to be social proof + mad physical escalation! I will be bringing the Asian heat.

(after the party)

It’s 4am.

Man I hate to admit it, but I cried when I left the club (think someone was cutting onions). In the end, learning game didn’t mattered as much as the life long friendships I made.

I don’t know what’s going to happen when I’m back in America. I’m still in love with my girlfriend, but I have the desire to continue and take my skills to instructor level. It’s quite the paradox.

The most important thing I got out of rockstar is the belief that no girl is above me. 10’s are a dime a dozen, Rockstars are 1 in a million. =p

The Asian Sensation out, need to zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

As you can probably tell from the infrequency of posts lately, the rockstars have been quite busy. Any time we’ve had off on the schedule we’ve spent out gaming. Project rockstar has rapidly come to an end, culminating in our final vip bash tonight, we will be taking over the most exclusive club in Stockholm. At last count I think there were well over 100 girls on our guest list, many vip tables each with monster size bottles of champagne and vodka. This will be a party for the record books. After a 6 week journey of adventure and transformation, tonight we will truly be experiencing the Rockstar lifestyle.

Soul did an amazing job not only with all of rockstar, but with organizing this legendary party and making it come to life. There are so many things I want to post about but haven’t had the time. As I am getting ready for the party right now I am realizing that these last few minutes before I leave for the party are the last free minutes I’ll have until I leave early in the morning for the airport and get back home. So I wanted to just take a minute to say I have many ideas/feelings/stories swirling around in my head that I still want to share with everyone. I’ll likely be busy on the plane tomorrow.

Next blog post will be from America. Now, heading off to to spend one last crazy night with my fellow rockstars, coaches, mentors, and women I’ve met in the last three weeks here in Sweden.

Til next time, Collin