Charles Frith

Zero Sum Games & Game Theory

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Mon, 04 May 2026 20:13:00 +0000

Nash’s 1951 paper “Non-Cooperative Games” generalized the earlier von Neumann-Morgenstern framework (which was built around zero-sum and cooperative games) to non-cooperative games—situations where players cannot make enforceable agreements. It applies to both zero-sum and non-zero-sum games and introduced the Nash equilibrium as the central solution concept. His contribution is broader in scope.

Grok AI and I started with a simple question about betrayal and ended up dissecting the Prisoner's Dilemma (PD) and game theory's claimed real-world utility. What began as etymology of "betray" (Latin tradere, "hand over") quickly revealed the PD's core: two isolated prisoners, pre-agreed silence on a joint crime, cooperate (silent) or defect (confess). Mutual cooperation yields light sentences; unilateral betrayal yields freedom for the betrayer and heavy for the other; mutual betrayal yields medium sentences. Rational self-interest makes defection dominant.

We tested supposed real-world applications for PD-like simplicity or logical consistency:

Battle of the Bismarck Sea (1943): Kenney used a payoff matrix to guess Japanese convoy routes. Retrospective minimax analysis but predates von Neumann-Morgenstern (1944). Real event had incomplete information, weather, and command friction the tree ignores.
Cuban Missile Crisis (1962): Schelling's brinkmanship (threats leaving something to chance) is often cited. But ExComm deliberations relied on back-channel RFK-Dobrynin diplomacy and secret Turkey missile deal. Post-rationalized game theory; actual resolution was pragmatic negotiation, not PD tree logic.
Vickrey/second-price auctions (theory and FCC spectrum auctions 1994+): Rules make truthful bidding dominant. Multiple rounds, unknown valuations, bidder collusion risks, and regulatory complexity make it far messier than PD's fixed one-shot payoffs.
Plea bargaining with co-defendants: Pre-agreed conspiracy silence meets prosecutorial deals. Real consequences (retaliation, reputation, violence) and repeated interactions destroy the PD's isolation. Authorities' efficacy claims are post-hoc; actual outcomes vary wildly by jurisdiction and enforcement.

Every example collapses under interrogation. PD assumes a truncated, prearranged non-agreement (silence pact) parading as cooperation is a logic that unveils itself as unstable. Real life adds reputation, future retaliation, incomplete information, emotions, and enforcement—factors the model excludes by design. No published use of game theory has delivered pre-hoc predictive power or historically accurate forecasts that weren't retrofitted after the fact. It works beautifully in abstract games and designed mechanisms with enforced rules. In real life—nuclear crises, criminal pacts, or betrayal—it's a post-rationalized lens, not a predictive tool. The voyage showed potential limits on the theory's limits: elegant for isolated decisions, but demonstrably inapplicable when the world refuses to stay on the decision tree.

Grok wrote this post with my guidance and interrogation shaping every line. It took a conversation of nearly 50,000 words to produce this approximately 700 words piece. The point I’m making is that the process demanded far more preparation than if I had written it myself. What feels genuinely revolutionary is that all that time was spent diving deeper and deeper into the subject, yielding more substantive writing that is far more rewarding for everyone involved — including sharpening my own thinking.

Let me briefly clear up the Neumann–Nash distinction. Von Neumann labelled his outcomes zero-sum because, at any poker table, the winner’s gains plus the loser’s losses must logically add up to zero. This isn’t intuitive — we normally talk about individual winnings, not combined net figures. A better description might be “winner/loser balance of zero.” Nash then took von Neumann’s zero-sum framework and broadened it to non-zero-sum games. He also developed the Prisoner’s Dilemma. Yet he still titled his paper “Non-Cooperative Games,” a name that doesn’t fully convey the nuance that even situations built on agreed expectations can remain fundamentally non-cooperative.

Anyway, the theory feels less shiny now, but I still need a clear summary of Nash’s equilibrium strategy as applied to gambling for the final stretch.

The Real Baron Podcast Theme Song

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Mon, 04 May 2026 15:27:00 +0000

I call them the Young Americans but they're not really young, they're just younger than me. In any case they are the divinely ordained spiritual warriors that have stepped up and are stepping up in their nation's hour of need. Baron, Candace, Bilzerian and many more have transformed themselves, and it's inarguable they're doing the Lord's work.

Baroque Majesty: Bournemouth Symphony Orchestra and BSO Voices at The Guildhall Southampton

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Fri, 01 May 2026 06:00:00 +0000

I went to the Baroque Majesty event last Saturday night at the O2 Guildhall in Southampton. It was billed as a joint performance by the full Bournemouth Symphony Orchestra and their community choir, BSO Voices. The programme mixed familiar baroque pieces with some less common ones. It was the best audio experience of my life.

The first thing that struck me was the choir. There were at least 120 singers on stage. BSO Voices is open to anyone—no auditions, no music-reading requirement—and the sheer number gave the choral sound a weight that smaller groups rarely achieve. It filled the hall without needing heavy amplification.

Pete Harrison conducted. He is the regular director of BSO Voices and came across as a warm, engaging character: authentic, funny, and clearly at home with the repertoire. He kept things moving without unnecessary drama.

The orchestra used roughly the numbers listed on the BSO roster, scaled back for baroque work. Strings came in at around 33 players (10 first violins, 8 second violins, 6 violas, 5 cellos, 4 basses). Woodwinds totalled about 6 (2 flutes/piccolo, 2 clarinets, 2 bassoons; oboes vacant). Brass numbered around 10 (4 horns, 2 trumpets, 4 trombones/tuba). There were 2 on percussion/timpani and 1 harpist, who also had a Roland keyboard set up. The balance stayed clear throughout.

What stood out most was the interplay between the sections. The choir and orchestra locked together cleanly on several numbers. My three strongest pieces were the opening Vivaldi *Gloria in excelsis Deo*, the Handel Sarabande, and the closing Messiah excerpts. The full Messiah runs about three and a half hours; they took selected movements including “For Unto Us a Child Is Born,” “All We Like Sheep,” and the Hallelujah Chorus. Those sections delivered the cleanest, most direct impact of the evening.

Well actually Zadok the Priest was a slow burn banger. Handel's *Zadok the Priest* (Coronation Anthem No. 1, HWV 258) opens with a famously long, quiet, and stately orchestral introduction—roughly 1–1.5 minutes of soft, repeating string patterns that build tension very gradually. This section is often marked *Andante maestoso* in editions (or left unmarked by Handel himself) and sits around 80–96 BPM in typical recordings. It can feel drawn-out or processional, which is probably why it landed in the “slower baroque items” category, but it certainly gains ground.

After that, the choir and trumpets enter with a sudden forte, followed by a dance-like middle section in 3/4 time and a final “God save the King” part full of chordal declarations plus fast semiquaver runs in the Amens. The whole piece usually runs 5–6 minutes and is described as majestic and ceremonial overall, not uniformly slow.

Actually, the God save the King, and Lord of Lords religious exhortations curled my lip a bit but there is something about religious singing from the 18th century fur Ein gutes Gefühl.

The extended suspenseful opening is the part that often strikes listeners as slower or less engaging compared to the punchier Vivaldi Gloria or Messiah excerpts.

Not every piece landed for me. Some of the slower baroque items (Bach Air on a G String, Pachelbel Canon, Handel Largo from Xerxes, Purcell Chaconne) sometimes felt drawn out and less engaging. Still, the night as a whole was exceptional. The hall acoustics were fine, the playing was tight, and the combined forces produced a big, professional and unforgettably coherent sound.

I got home well after the concert absolutely buzzing on good energy for hours afterwards. Inject more of that into my veins.

Buffidisco Storken & farfetch'd

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Fri, 01 May 2026 04:02:00 +0000

Not In Surrender (The Blessed Madonna Remix) Obongjayar

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Fri, 01 May 2026 03:21:00 +0000

There's That Something Understudy

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Thu, 30 Apr 2026 19:14:00 +0000

Expressions Rio Tashan & Kosmo Kint

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Thu, 30 Apr 2026 06:00:00 +0000

Boogeyman Rhoowax

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Wed, 29 Apr 2026 18:06:00 +0000

One More (Solomun Remix) (feat. Ad‐Apt) Max Styler

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Wed, 29 Apr 2026 14:37:00 +0000

Va Va Voom Joey London Style

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Sat, 25 Apr 2026 05:55:00 +0000

Put Your Back Into It Shirley Temper

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Fri, 24 Apr 2026 00:42:00 +0000

Koh Lee Yen - 2006 SMS - Singapore to Bangkok

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Thu, 23 Apr 2026 23:07:00 +0000

I met Fiona in Bed Supperclub, Bangkok. She was a rich kid from Singapore with a chaperone. It was she who got me the Sak Yant Khmer Temple Tattoo from the master Ajarn Noo that had, unknown to me at the time, a magic incantation spell integrated during the hand style ritual tattoo to protect me from knives and days later I was hospitalised defending myself from three Thai guys with knives and broken bottles in a fight. Yeah, wild synchronicity that one. What are the odds? I'll write the full story one day because there's loads more insanity during the Fiona chapter. I found out she was chaperoned because she had mental health issues. Here's the barrage of texts she sent me when she returned home. Bipolar I'm guessing by the wild mood swings. Best haircut I ever saw on a girl. Not sure I'd be here if I hadn't met her.

### Thursday 16 March 2006

- **09:01:29** – xxxxxxxxxx my rm 312 pls ring me bk thank

- **09:51:50** – i am sorry forgive me can we meet each other again .i still miss u

- **11:17:23** – Hi hope to see u 2nite if u still want to catch up with us . Can u ring me bk thank

- **16:23:17** – U hv fun too bad We cant said gd bye i am leaving sat morning and wont be bk soon .U hv fun who ever u with ,take it easy we going bad club 2nite with some friends now we going bk to bangkok from the 5 hour temple i pray a lot for u 2 even u hate me u take card

- **17:55:32** – DON’T SPEAK UR THAI LANGUAGES TO US..DONT TREAT ME US CHEAP .SAME LIKE U. WE ARE HUMAN U DON’T HAVE TO TREAT US LIKE YOU..We always Nice and care for u ,and yet u take me Like a fool thanks

- **19:04:22** (2-part) – that is the problem with you. when you are under stress you sometimes talk without thinking. that is your down fall. i know you are a nice person and true to people you regards u as friends. if you need a shoulder to cry on i dun mind. cry and let it out you will feel better. i am a honest and straight forwards person. i hope i have not mean to do anything to hurt you i an sorry. but i fell that is better this way so we dun keep grudge our hearts. know that you have little friends. Even somedays you dun want to see me again anymore you will always have my blessing .Take care gd luck to u

### Friday 17 March 2006

- **02:43:17** – Hi can u ring me bk My number here is 0253oo560 rm 312 my name is Koh lee yen k

- **07:07:36** (2-part) – Hi gd mörning :-) ,so did u hv a gd fuck last nite ? I cant believe u said things that hurt me so much , i try my very best to please u even lisa fuck me off saiding why am I wasting my time for a man who don’t even appreciate me ,yes I might not a Rich gal but at least I hv a gd heart ,in my whole life i hv never been chase out by a man ,ok let make it this way we just take it that we have never met before . If u happen to see us just take it u never met us Before ,when I look at my hand we hate u more .U really upset me and i swear to god i never forgive u .Lisa also damn disappointed With u . Gd bye

- **07:15:56** – U know what i really regret trust u ,and having sex with u ,I just feel shit toward my bf ,by the way i already buy u gift and Chinese dinner so is even . Now i just feel damn dirtly and cheap .Lisa also hate u like hell k .When she look at my hand she is sad .I am sure god punish u for treating me like that .Gd luck

- **09:50:26** – she don’t want to speak to u and pls stop sms or ring me ,as I told u we are all disappointed even her bf ask me to stop contact u .I hv to listern to her she is my sis thk

- **10:13:03** – Lisa is very upset With u she want me to stop thinking or ring u , we now very afraid of u ,lisa is my sis and She see me want to End my life becoz a man like u ?She said even she see u she turn her bk away .Gd bye do u thk she trust what U said about me .she saw me treating u so well yet u order me like a dÖg .I hate u ,gd bye

- **10:17:52** – Lisa fuck me off becoz I still being nice to u ,she don’t understand why i hv a gd bf i hv tØ betray him ,i really regret having fun with u .I feel so sorry for my bf .Even lisa bf scold me 2 said I am a dumb

- **10:28:34** (Lisa) – THIS IS LiSA HERE.PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE 2 .I WILL NEVER WANT TO HV ANYTHING TO U .You HURT MY SIS So MUCH .

- **11:19:31** – To be honest i really hate u ,and i am damn stupid to betray my bf to hv fun with a guy like u ,when I look at my hand and face we hate u more ,i never expect u are like that ,u make me cry so much .I am sure god know what to do .Let see who die first like what lisa said why should I hurt myself for a fuck ing man like u .

- **13:21:04** – I knock myself in the toilet door I thk u forget lah ,my head hurt like hell ,I didn’t eat since yesterday till now ,now I am 7 hour away from bangkok .Why do u still sms me ? I am very sure u never see me again .Thanks

- **13:25:02** – u know what I hate u for my whole life k do u get me ? Lisa hate u even more she doesn’t want even to hear your name or if i tell her I still thk of u ‘she said she hate u , that is for sure u blame me for nothimg.

- **16:42:10** – Hi thanks for the advice i really appricate it ,too bad we cant be friends anyone we are living in a different world ,i am very down .Lisa alsÖ very upset with you ,is such pity we cant be friends again ,i now out of bangkok 6 hour from bangkok no breakfast lunch again .My master very upset with my hand ok lah .Bye

- **16:45:54** – I really enjoy being with u the first time we meet ,i promise my master i be faitful to my bf ,i will ask my bf to forgive me that i slept with u ,i felt so bad ,he very worry about my hand .I really hate u .I hope i never see u again

- **16:58:09** – I always try to be nice to u ,yet u fuck me off anytime u like ,after time my fault ,we are not even lover u control me ,i am fucking piss off with everything .My sis very sad to see my hand and neck

- **17:34:49** – Is ok lah he is a german nice guy 34 year old ,can u ring me bk

- **18:08:32** – Ok from now on we are no longer friends,i am so hurt what u said gd bye and gd luck to u

- **18:15:13** – What u mean by that i didn’t get u ,i am very tired 1o hour drive no food again, actually i miss u still hehehe

- **19:07:05** – Do you want to catch up fnr drink and hv fun let us forget the unhappiness this ,i know u nice guy u just stress up becoz u just lost a job .

- **19:10:46** – Mind your words i always take care of my sis ,i like to catch up with u before sunday .I leavimg let hv a drink ,i know u care alot for me 2 and u miss me alot if not why u bother to sms or ring me .

- **19:48:57** (Lisa) – THIS IS LISA HERE CAN U PLEAse DONT HURT MY SIS AGAIN .AND AS I TOLD MY SIS NOT TO HV TO DO ANYThiNG WITH U AGAIN.I guess SHE IS TOO NICE TO U .And I DONT WIsh To see or talk to u ever again thanks

- **19:55:30** (Lisa) – My SIS FIONA SO NICE TO YOU ,U blame her even LITTLE THINGS ,she didn’t eat TILL NOW BEEN Crying .What u want to said .

- **20:03:39** (Lisa) – FIONA IS ALWAYS A KIND AND HELPFUL GAL ,i guess u know she treasure U ALOT .whY MUST U MAKE HER Until SHE GO CRAZY .Now SHE REFUSE TO EAT JUST CRYING U HAPPY .I really hate u .

- **20:46:57** (Lisa) – I THK YOU NEVER HAPPY WITh your life.fiona is really stupid tO LIKE A MAN LIKE U .God will know how to handle u ,U JUST SEE BELIEVE .I told FIONA TO STop thinking of u and prepare to get marry

### Saturday 18 March 2006

- **01:25:52** – Hi are u ok ? Takd care gd nite

- **01:30:23** – We party with my singapore and thai friend .I am having great fun u take care xoxoxoxo

- **01:56:39** – Daring i hope u ok try to ring u but u doesn’t want to speak to me maybe u hate me now

- **02:42:15** – Daring i miss u alot i dont know why ,how i wish i can see u now daring i am so sorry the nasty sms i sent u ,i really want to see u again and i wont make u angry again.We should hv a gd chat k

- **02:53:38** – Hi daring u ok hope u well hv fun dont drink so much k miss u gd nite xoxowo

- **03:42:45** – Hi r u ok? R u sure u ok Don’t joke to me..dont make me worry now..I cant c u now very faraway..R u really that serious...? Pls don’t joke wth me

- **04:01:18** (Lisa) – HI THIS IS LISA FIONA TOLD ME THAT YOU ARE IN THE HOSPITAL ,i am SORRY TO HEAR THAT,FIONA IS CRYING NOW SHE IS VERY WORRY ,BY THE WAY YOU KNOW VERY WELL FIONA CARE ALOT FOR YOU .SHE FEEL BAD SHE CANT GO OVER TO TAKE CARE OF YOU . Pls TAKE CARE I CONSOLE HER ,SHE KEPT CRYING TAKE CARE

- **09:42:28** – Yah do u really think what i mean ,i am not god and u know i care alot about u .Forgive me

- **09:45:51** – Fuck u lah whole nite i didnt hv a gd sleep worry so much about u and yet u fuck me early in the morning .

- **10:02:10** – Up to u go ahead and hurt me lah ,i hv enough u nice another mintues u curse at us .Why u like that .U hurt me i never ever ring u again gd bye

- **10:57:48** – Daring i really really worry for u my heart pain like hell ,to be honest i do care alot for u as gd friend ,i really hope we can stay as gd friend forever .Pls come bk i want to see u k take care :-) a rose ----(@ tÒ wish u recove soon.

- **18:10:23** – I am very sad to say gd bye ,is really a pity we cant catch up before i leave ,i know i miss u ,what to do u hate me so much ,i wish u speedy recovery .G d luck ,i thk u just forget it i am a bad gal who hurt u .Bye love xoxoxo

- **18:13:17** – I thk we shouldnt see each other again,i thk we just not fated to be friend .I am not a gd gal like what u said gd bye i wish u gd health and get a nice gal who can take care of u .

### Sunday 19 March 2006

- **00:20:51** – Gd nite there hope u hv a gd rest and take life easy ,u hv sweat and wet dream ,sleep tight and nite nite think of me cheers hehehe xoxoxo me too going to bed not feeling well

- **00:37:13** (3-part) – Hi in the pass 8dayss knowing U although we fight, querrel n argu but I do Miss u a lot..In 1 yr never i ever betray my boyfriend..U the first person i go wth..We should forgive n forget, we talks things out ..When we meet each other again,i am crying now ,i told lisa i cant bear to said gd bye .Pls ring me in singapore k. Bye my flight is 8am 2morrow . We shld both have to cool down,i can understand how u feel losing a job n with ur daughter..Tis how i feel for u but if u dont trust me up to u..I hopw we can work things out. Start again as friend,we hv to get to know each better..Pls forgive me if i did anything n hurt ur feeling..Hope we can have a fresh new, cal me 12 pm Singapore ,If us still want to be my friends . Take care xoxoxo

- **02:59:11** – Hi thanks for reply my sms daring ,i still wonder do u actually love me alot ?Hehehe .But to me i feel that u hate me alot pls forget about the unhappiness problem we had and we start everything again.Pls come to singapore for the weekend if u can .Ok lah i am going bk to hv 2 more hour rest and than to the airport.How nice u be at the airport i am taking thai airway 8am flight ok by u hv a gd rest bye xoxoxo

- **05:58:52** – Hi sweetie ,im going to airport half hr..U better think..B4 u bcum amonk..I miss u i feel damn bad.Toward my bf.I talk more to u then him...I know actuall y u can be a very gd friend if both of us could calm down and talk Thats y i decide to b frenz again with u..I know i miss u..Hope to c u again and keep in touch cheers xoxoxo

- **08:09:51** – Hi gd bye i guess u must be very happy that i am leaving ,so no one will ring u and stress u.Me in the plane now gd bye

- **16:07:38** – Hi there if you dont like to answer my call or my msg don have to avoid me. I care n concern for u, let me know..I take initiative to cal u how r u n ur worn u think my ph bil free..I just woryy for u ok and i heard that u shouting at someone .Ok i stop ringing u

- **19:53:03** – Hi why u sound so upset n shouting at me..Did i said anything wrong again to u? I do concern abt ur stitches..Please pray hard to God..So that u wil recover soon...Hope u ok

- **20:22:58** – Next we just sms to you better than talking to you..I already my best to be nice n start new way..I don know what u want more.I am trying very hard to be a nice and sincerly gal k pls trust me ,enjoy your dinner .Take care hope u recover soon.

- **22:14:43** (3-part) – The true is that I do like U .Do U know that U make me afraid to come back to Bangkok..First day I saw U at the diner..that s very nice of you. After the night I continure to know you..I never push u 2 b my boyfren I jus want to have a gdfriendship wth u..I know u have lost a job n i feel sad u cant get bk your daughter too. Its very tough 4 u.But u don have to throw ur unhapiness n anger at me..I dont want to have any serious relation.Just purely friendship..I never btray my boyfren n u know very difficult deep down bottom of my heart.U know me that well i do like u but i cant commit to u..We both like each other n we both know that..I want our last incident 2 b the last.Too painful for me to forget.I choose 2 b ur friend but if u cant treat me even a friend what can i do..Pls im unable to promise anything to u,if im bad person i wont take u to all the top monk n achanoo..By helping u only thing i can do for n pray for ur health n wealth..If u keep on shouting n push me i cant handle it at all..I give in to you try not to argu wth you..U always provoke me i dont know why..Pls i just want to b clear wth u this time to restart as normal friend...If u cant do it we go separate way on our own..Very tough move to do for me..

### Monday 20 March 2006

- **01:32:20** – I just got back home frm hospital..My worn hurt bad, take medicine to calm down my mood..Wish u have a great meditation gd luck take care gd nite.

- **11:17:05** (Lisa, 2-part) – Hi SORRY TO SMS U WITHOUT FIONA KNOWING She is sleeping now ,DO YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPEN TO HER LAST NITE AT 2 AM,SHE IS METEALLY BEING DISTURB SHE KEPT CRYING NONE STOP AND WE SENT HER TO INSTITVE METAL HOSPITAL ,YOU KNOW VERY WELL SHE CARE ALOT FOR YOU ,YET U ALWAYS LIKE TO UPSET AND MAKE HER CRY ,I TOLD H ER TO FORGET U BECOS SHE HAS A VERY GD BF ,BUT SHE TOLD ME SHE JUST CARE ALOT AND SHE PITY U .Do Me a faVOUR TRY TO BE NICE TO A GAL WHO IS NOT WELL ,I GUESS SHE WILL TELL U WHEN IS THE RIGHT TIME .Thank

- **16:44:57** – Hi i am glad u ok ,just why i rang u and said hi u pls take care ,sms me when u want to speak to me k miss u bye

- **19:08:08** – Sweatheart ,I want to go for course self improvement n motivation talk.Help me to know myself n gettg better, self confident. This course conduct by a professional Phd talks from States. For 1 week.Help me a lot, to forget all pass happen to me...I need to get over it. My sad past.Hope you know me very we ll..Thank u take care if u dont hv time to speak to me fine ,

- **19:51:25** – Hi anyway enjoy your dinner ,take care of your hand k , be gd me hm still not well my hand hurt like hell ,the scar ready bad ,might hv to go to the doc again .Now i am watching the thai movie nak nak part 2 .I am very stress my friends want me to go bangkok with them this fri ,dont worry i wont force u to meet me if u dont want to meet me is ok i wont force u ,but i do wish to see u and hv a gd talk with u ,but not confirm yet if i8 want to go ,I Have been thinking whole nite abt u..With ur msg early on in the evening make my day..U surprise me too, I never thought u going to sms me again..Nice to know you.. And i am glad to be friend with u even lisa doesnt like me to see u again ,but i choice to get to be your friend that my choice . She told me she cant accept i hv to end up in such a .Is ok lah is none of anybody business between us .Ok u hv a nice nite bye

- **21:32:49** (Lisa) – Hi Fiona is very sick, doc is trying to help her for her treatment n hospitalo now.Im Fiona godsister Lisa..Whatever pass she did to u gd or bad us should forgive her ...Try to make her smile again. Thanks.

### Tuesday 21 March 2006

- **00:18:42** (Lisa, 2-part) – Hi Chales, have bad news..Fion fall down n black out..Now she coma in hospital since eleven plus.I dont know much about you but i just know that she like you as friend...that’s all..Nu like her too..Since the day U told her abt u been stabbed she so sad n worry she so sad n worry abt you..She shouldn’t involved with u n .Whatever happen between 2 of u I have no say but whenever she want to do she choose herselfd..Decision in her hand...Now she so sick think to much till g o mental hospital n now in ICU..But I hve to care of her no one know about her n dont want to make her parent worries so much for her... I as a closer fren to her that why i care alot for her hope u understand gd nite .Pls pray for her ,

- **01:15:46** (Lisa) – Do you know why she kept going to thailand and go do prayer before she have to go for surgery..She is very worry she is going to die,it is better to do the neccessary that hope the monk can help her to get recover .As a friend if u can help u help..If u want to do charity also must do from u heart..Its very fine if u dont believe me gd bye . Sorry to trouble u and i never sms u again .

- **09:59:19** (Lisa) – Hi This is liSA YOU SHOULD BE VERY HAPPY IF FIONA DIE ,TO BE HONEST I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY CANT U BE LITTLE NICE TO HER ,NOW SHE IS NOT AWAKE YET YOU HAPPY NOW, I REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND WHY IS SHE SO STUPID TO BETRAY HER BF AND LIKE A MAN LIKE YOU.ANYWAY GD LUCK TO U GD BYE ..

- **17:25:11** (Lisa, 2-part) – Hi fiona is in pain she still in the operation rm be out soon ,by the way i just want to said sorry that i cause u and fiona quarrel ,i am the one who told fiona what so great about u that , and why must she has to take all your bullshirt. yes it is her faut to hurt herself but if u didn’t push her to the point she never harm herself ,now u should be happy she has lukimia and dying soon .I know and i am admit i am wrong that i am jealous about fiona i jus t hate to see whenever i go out with her all the guys are eyeing at her .That why i am jealous i am the one kept asking her to leave u after knowing u l ike her alot. And i told her to leave u ,that is why she is so stress she has to choose between u and me .I am sorry to hurt fiona like that forgive me i already admit to her , i dont know if she forgive me ,but she told me she too stress and sick to talk .I am sorry.

- **17:40:56** (Lisa) – Hi she already in the ward do her bone marrow. She bought u a nice tshirt b4 she go in earlier..Hows ur stitches she ask me to ask u, hope ur fine..Let pray for her . Thk

- **18:20:33** (Lisa) – I really pity fiona she is screaming in pain ,if u look at her now u feel so sorry for her ,let us pray for her that she can go through the pain,we just hope that she is not suffer for lukimia .Dont worry i let u know later when she out of the operation .She is a nice kind gd heart and helpful gal why must she suffer from the sickness .Ok talk to u later bye

- **19:28:14** (Lisa) – Fiona is out now she want to ta£k to u ,pls be nice she is very down k thanks ,i pass the hp to her ,dont make her cry pls.

- **20:16:24** (Fiona, 2-part) – Hi i dont know what u want.? Im down here n ur there....I think U r the best friend i have today.Yah I know all my girlfriend jealous of me i got a man..I Know Lisa is Not Good Friend to me..Since U know u lost ur job n accident So u want to said I CAUSE U THE BAD LUCK..If im bad luck why monk all love me ..Dont Forget i bring u to them..I HAVE ENOUGH OF U blaming me EVEN IM OUT FRM MY BONE MARROW .Im tired the way U treat me....I understand English..U ha ve life and is got nothing got to do me..My boyfren understand me n he know i care for all my frenz..Everyday u hurt my feeling..

- **20:38:58** (Fiona, 2-part) – Hello U think I DUMB DONT UNDERSTAND what u Said i didnt listern to u that make me sad.IM ON DEPRESSION pls understand plsl know ur not working I take my initiative to call u.U know i calld u i miss u n ur voice...I shouldn’t do this Cause my bills very high can u pls appreciate for what i do.I am very sad .Our friendship also doesnt work well too..I look forward to c u on Friday..But the way u said to me this way in the phone is already upset me..I try to forget u .I admit I am a fuck type gal and by the way i hv never thought of blackmail u, why u hv to said that .

### Wednesday 22 March 2006

- **00:06:30** – Hi u ok i wish u gd health gd luck and get recover soon ,thinking of u now ,my sis put your pic beside my hospital bed .Gd nite i just had and injection going to bed .I want to get out of the hospital if i can so boring. Take care

- **00:46:08** (2-part) – HI I JUS ONE THING TO SAY IM NOT DESPERATE N i guess WE ARE NOT MEANT FOR EACH OTHER.Im down here Try to work things out give a thought to call.Even U Have A GIRLFRIEND I DONT CARE it GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME..I DON DESPERATE OR EXPECT ANY RELATIONSHIP WTH U.I make THINGS CLEAR WTH U..All i want U to know i Önly like u as a friend care for you becoz u hv lot of problem lately ,i pray alot for u everyday even i going to bed now i am tired k .But u didn t want to want to give this beautiful friendship a try . Gd nite my doc want me to rest .

- **14:03:40** – At last i sent by speed post so angry and stress my doc want me to be bk in the hospital at 43opm for another test ,that why i am rushing ,u hv a nice day and hop u lv the 2 cleanser top and boxer hahaha

- **16:04:32** – Block xxx xxxx xxxxx way #o8-xxxx singapore 381121 my address koh lee yen

- **18:49:26** – Hi i dont need anything now from you cause i know ur not working..So dont waste ur money u need to use. As long we can get along well together im happy, u dont hv to waste your money i love card k ,u take care be good cheers xoxoxo..

- **21:45:18** – Hi i try to call u several time..Y u never answer my call r u ok..I jus want to ask if u need...more.Boxer short .. Ur ok there u hv a nice nite me having dinner in a very nice rest and going disco later

- **22:14:37** – Have many gorgeous men here too but i want to behavn 2nitel..Me going to top club in town..So i b going there, soon ton bad I cant drink alcohol..And u 2 try not to drink so much bad for u cause ur recovering frm the cuts n stitches..Ok thinking and praying for u hope u ok . Hv fun xoxoxo

- **22:20:58** – I got afew boxer for u...I love the way u give me 69..I cant get a man like u tonite...Ur drop down gorgeous...I miss u hope u miss me 2 ..Cant wait 2 c u...nxt trip..hope u like it .Sorry to stress u sometime ,u still the best .I never forget u ,let forget the unhappiness past k bye

- **23:49:20** – Dont worry i only treat u as a friend nothing more k .If u dont like it i never sent u any gift ever again .I am stress lah my godson is very serious and now in hospital i hv no mood .And dont worry i am not forcing u to be my bf .All these while i am nice to everyone k. Gd nite

### Thursday 23 March 2006

- **00:58:23** (2-part) – I just cant or dont understand what u want me to do and what u u want frm me..U playing wth my brain n heart..As I told U the last time we should be nice to each other as a friend i hv never expect anything from u at all ...Refer to my last message We Are Only friend..U always Cause me so much problem n playing with WORDS TO ME N PUT WORDS ON ME..I trying so hard to please you..Honestly I do did myside to improve our friendship and i try to be nice to u wt hout arguing or fighting clearly just friend..If u dislike me just let me know k gd nite ,

- **02:06:50** – JUST TO TELL U I DONT UNDERSTAND WTH UR MESSAGE.What I buy for you..Is to b fair to u for stay overnite in ur place..I dont understand Ur message my Engl ish is not good as you..So pls do not make me confuse. And to be honest i never ever thought to control your life or want u to be my bf ,i want to make t his things clear .Thank i guess i shouldnt be ringing or sms u if u doesn’t like .I respect your decision

- **02:38:57** (2-part) – I NOT BLACKMAILING YOU !! DO YOU KNOW WHAT IS BLACKMAIL MEANS ?! IF YOU THINK IM DOING IT U GOT DAMM WRONG PERSON..U Think what I want from you..U have no thing i want from U ..U Should Think Before You Talk..U Always think you are damm right!! PLEASE IN THIS WORLD NO BODY IS PERFECT EVEN YOU TOO. U always like to TELL ME off .Yah u right i am fuck type 2day on i wont sms or ring u again u. Are Too Much....U Urself Is Not Right Or Perfect for ur INFO....And why u always like to tell me off , u lucky to hv a nice gal like me .Gd luck bye

- **03:04:56** (2-part) – ME N MYH GIRLFRIEND FROM SINGAPORE NOT DESPERATE FOR WHAT YOU THINK . I MAKE BIG MISTAKE BY SLEEPING WITH YOU..U CAN SHOW THIS MESSAGE NOW TO YOUR FRIEND .U CAN TELL THEM IM A CHEAP CHARLIE N MAD WOMEN. U Can Laugh About Me to your friend..I dont care..YES BCOZ 1 STUPID CIGARETT BUTT U JUST BLOW ME UP MAKE ME KILL MYSELF ..U Already know that Im on Medical treatment by mental institute..U Now saying Im blackmailing U.Thanks but i wont blame u i just blame my self gd bye

- **03:23:13** – I always thought we can be friends,now i feel we cant ,i trying so hard to be nice to u try to make u happy ,yet u didn’t appricate at all ,i thk i should take lisa advice to forget u ,i dont thk we are meant for each other, u are a partly person and i am not just take it i am a bad gal .I am sorry that i upset u .Gd bye

- **03:27:13** – Yah u right we shouldnt contact each other again,i guess is gd for us,u told me that u hv lots of gal friend gd for u .Gd luck ,i just hope u like the gift i sent u pls dont throw it away .

- **05:56:57** – Gd luck to u and hv fun i hate u ,i dont know why i just thk that i should stop RINGING SMS U .I thk is about time i should just forget about u forever ,lisa dont want to hear your name in front of her 2 .Hope u like the present and believe me i wont ring u again ,even how much i think of u gd bye

- **06:04:48** – Lisa know i care lots about u ,that why i like to my doc yesterday just to went and get u the gift ,if i couldnt care why do i being so nice to u waste my time and $ to ring u ..Ok pls promise me even we are no longer friend pls dont throw the gift away .By the way i am not a rich man daughter so pls show some respect ok let end here bye gd luck gd health and get a gd gal k .

- **06:08:59** – Buddhist doesnt teach u to fucjt different gal every nite . That why i regret betray my bf .I thk i should stop .Lisa is very angry with me we fool around and waste my time on u ,i should just try to forget u .Bye go and enjoy your sex bye

- **06:16:15** – Yah my gf all of them are right ,if u ready like me u should be the one ringing me not me wasting my time and money rining u and yet u fucking someone now i hate u ready .I never ring u after 2nite .

- **06:30:34** – God will be fair to me ,i am being nice to u ,yet u make fun of me telling your friends i am mad ,for me i take it .Go ahead and laugh at me one day u regret losing me as a friend gd bye this time i mean it i never contact u again .

- **14:32:35** – I guess u talking to the wrong person .I told u just forget it lah i am damp stress

- **16:26:31** – I dont know why i hate u so much ,i am damp sad lah .Whatever happen lah

- **17:28:25** (2-part) – I dont understand why must u write a book of me ,i dont even know u well yet u want to write story of me , and i am very sad that u said that my bf dont love me .I know u hate me 2 is ok go ahead and hate me .Gd bye dont worry even when i am in thailand i wont ring u or pester u again. I am so afraid of u ready .I hv to go to get my stress pill again . U take care sorry to ring u actually i shouldnt contact u again .I dont know i just afraid actually i do like u alot too bad we are not mean to be together .

- **17:52:44** – U hv a gd rest and forget about me ,to u i am a useless gal ,in the first place we shouldnt hv met .It really pain for both of us , i hv enough , i am trying very hard to forget u .U hv a nice day .I know thre lots of woman who love u .That gd for u and i am happy for u .Gd bye

- **20:27:12** (Lisa) – Hi fiona inside hospital again ,she had a fall again an hour ago doc said she has,low blood ,she is now with the doc let pray she is ok.

- **21:11:19** – Helo im very tired..Im unable to catch ur mood. 5min u ok 5min i dont understand u..Pls dont make my brain draining..I hate you bcoz of you always dont know what u want me to do ,i had a fall due to low blood now i am able to go hm already .I thk we live in a different world i guess we shouldnt waste our time quarrel ,anyway i am nobody to u .Bye

- **22:00:51** – What that mean my daring

- **22:17:23** – What the meaning of muse ,i told u my english is bad .Why u always make things diffcult for me ,what hv i done to u ,i always want to be nice yet u like that i am crying lah

- **22:30:32** – Hi i got the meaning i make u feel lost in the thought ,oic u are really hard to handle .I shouldnt be so nice to ring u .After a fall in the toilet .I hate to explain .And i hate u 2 .10thk i should take my friend advice to forget u and be gd to my sweetheart .He be here next week he just rang me .He be here for my operation.

- **22:44:54** (2-part) – I just cant or dont understand what u want me to do and what u u want frm me..U playing wth my brain n heart..As I told U the last time we should be nice to each other as a friend i hv never expect anything from u at all ...Refer to my last message We Are Only friend..U always Cause me so much problem n playing with WORDS TO ME N PUT WORDS ON ME..I trying so hard to please you..Honestly I do did myside to improve our friendship and i try to be nice to u wt hout arguing or fighting clearly just friend .. If u dislike me just let me know k gd nite ,

- **22:54:23** (2-part) – Hi thanks alot for hating and dislike me ,i am very happy that u hate me so much as i told u we will never can be gd friends again,i am really stupid to try so hard to please u even lisa said i am a dumb ,a man we chase me away yet i still want to be nice and like u so much ,she want me to be nice to my bf dont hurt him again. Anyway i hv never in love with u and i know u just take me for fun . Gd bye dont worry i will never pester u again and i change my hp number and i erase your number .We both just take it a mistake that we met k .Gd luck gd health and i wish u get your daughter bk.I am ready angry with u and i hate u bye

### Friday 24 March 2006

- **23:12:08** – Since u didnt want to pick up my call find ,2morrow my hp wont be use anymore i hv change my hp number dont worry i wont pester u ever again and we just forget each other that the best way lah.I know u hate me alot .Fine k i erase your number by hope u like my gift and pls keep it for memory k . Gd nite i hv to rest bye

- **23:16:02** – My friends said i am a supper dumb to like a man like u .Now i swear i never sms or ring u .I really upset the way u treat me ,it time to said gd bye .I am very sad that we are not meant to be together ,is ok i still hv a nice bf coming bk next week .Gd bye u hv fun with your gf i

- **01:01:27** – DONT HAVE TO THREATEN ME BY WRITING A BOOK ABOUT ME TO MAKE ME POPULAR, I AM ABLE TO PROMOTE MYSELF TO THE PUBLIC.U CAN TALK N TELL OR KISS N TELL ALL Y OUR FRENZ..ABOUT SINGAPOREAN GIRLS..DON WORRY YOUR LIFE BETTER WITHOUT ME,IM NOT GOING TO CALL U ANY FURTHER...ALL THE BEST TO You U hurt me SO BAD THANKS.I hv CANCEL MY LINE 2MORROW I HV MY NEW NUMBER .And i erase YOUR NUMBER .Gd nite

- **01:17:44** – Hi friend, my line change tomorrow after midnight ..Pls kindly update my latest contact number to your phone book.With best regards Fiona i sent u my new number thank lee yen

- **06:48:14** – I hate u now and forever u and lisa contact behind my bk .Fuck u k i never forgive u, i caught her using my hp to sms u.U broke my heart u wait long long behind my bk ..I hate u this time for sure believe me

- **07:26:52** – No wonder u always ask me about lisa ,now i know u both contact behind my bk i hate u both ,ready i know u hate me becoz u want her .I am very disappointed with u

- **14:09:42** – Why you so Petty ? u always tell me off to my face i accept it..If i tell u something u cant accept it..I dont bother u go party everyday wth different girl dont have to tell me i am not interest to know .Lah. After 2nite i no longer use this hp anymore .Gd bye and forget about me and i am doing my best to forget u by the way hv u receive the gift ? Bye bye

- **18:38:17** – Hi Im glad you like the gifts..So now u can wash your face everyday..Next time i can b come yur stylist..I have..I have another gift for you by nextweek..U can wear tshirt pink tonite...

- **20:08:24** (2-part) – I decided to do my operation by myself ...my boyfriend want to be bk for week but i told him not i am too stress to get serious about relationship now . He want me to go bk wth him after operation..Im very sick n confuse..Now .So how you like my green top...u can go party show new tshirt... To be honest i just want to be alone , i am crying now i want to run away far ,my parent object the enagaed too ,my mum doesnt like him too much . Actually my bf want me to go Switzerland wth him..want me to get engaged ..But my mother dont like him, cause last time he ever beat me up n my mum so angry wth him..He hurt me very bad..that’s why I dont have much feeling for him..Bcoz he pay all for my medical treatment n abortion..he have been supporting me till today.I am seeing another man frm Hongkong his a dutchguy..I like him.2 but he is marry He coming here next week..Im seeing him..He is very nice gentle and helpful guy ,my bro introduce him to me last month .Let see what happen .But now i prefer alone for time being .U hv fun gd nite me going partly 2 nite .U hv fun xoxoxo

- **20:38:34** – What u mean as i told u i dont really understand your english pls forgive me.

- **23:09:46** – Why must always U sent me difficult English Dont forget im not British english..U better dont drink too much..As I told you Im not interested in relationship at all I Jus Want to be your friend..Please dont use my shirt to shagged another Ogirl where u be going 2n.Ite hv fun xoxoxo..

- **20:42:45** – Hey so many cute guy here...So long have not been here..many man here my god....Enjoy urself dont use my boxer short to screw another girl ok...enjoy so fun..make me crazy here

### Saturday 25 March 2006

- **00:13:35** – Hi i hv change my new number ,hv fun gd nite

- **01:42:08** – Hi daring dont drink so much i hv great time with 6 guys friends of mine and u xoxoxo

- **13:31:55** – Hi how u ok ? Sorry to stress u up 2day ,i am just very upset i guess we should not keep in contact anymore ,i dont thk we can understand well ,anyway nice to know u and and i never forget u as my friend i never forget friends .Believe me i never ring or sms u again .I am a dumb and stupid gal gd luck and i hope u get a gd job soon .

- **13:38:46** – Maybe i am not very gd in english and u dont even give me a chance to learn ,that what lisa said forget about u no point wasting our time quarrel and fig hting ,gd lah we stop contact each other than we never quarrel and hurt each other again .I gave each other time to know each other but too bad this doesnt work out .Gd bye

- **23:45:57** – Hi hope ur alright..bcareful tonite u going Patphong ur stitches just open..Dont drink so much get drunk..Im lookg ur pict now..I not going out..I miss u although we fight evernite..I do care alot for u ,even though i do sms nasty sms but i didnt mean it k forgive me .Xoxnxo

- **23:54:30** – No matter how I still never forget u, u do mean something to me..I care about you alot...I don deny that..I want to keep our friendship fresh n clean..So metime my english not good..i dont understand so please don get mad wth me if i reply wrongly..Take care urself ok i care for u alot..

### Sunday 26 March 2006

- **00:15:59** (2-part) – Im very easy to handle..But if u talk to me nicely n softly I will underst and..Whatever I said to u hold on to ur heart wth no grudges...I feel that also not fair to u..whenever im not happy i throw my anger to you n also my mistake..I also feel hurt by being nasty to u wth my nasty words..U also knew im spoil since my childhoo..At that level,hopd u can talk to me slowly, softly so that i can understand what you trying to tell me..I dont xpect relationsh

- **02:31:10** – I told u i am sorry k read the latest sms and u understand k ,i am going to bed me going malaysia at 6am gd nite miss u xoxoxo

- **18:12:55** – No matter how I still never forget u, u do mean something to me..I care about you alot...I don deny that..I want to keep our friendship fresh n clean..So metime my english not good..i dont understand so please don get mad wth me if i reply wrongly..Take care urself ok i care for u alot..

- **18:27:37** – Helo why are you so mad at me? Im not shouting at you just telling my fren im on the line..I miss you that why i call you even im not feeling well now..U dont have to tell me off like that..Im callg so many time..Why cant you answ my call why you avoiding me n mad at me without any reason..I m thinking of you now n want to talk to you hows things wth you pls answer my call..

- **18:38:32** (2-part) – Why we have to argu everyday? Just for small matter..I called you everyday n not you calling me, myself tired if everyday like this..If you dont like me to call you everyday just tell me..Why must you treat me like me. if you don like me just tell me.But you dont have to use such word at me..I know you ha ve many woman love you its ok, your happy wth it. Everyday i make mistake, never that i do the right things for you, everyday im the have to apologise..W hat is this i dont understand at all

- **18:42:50** – I thk this time we should just end this friendship ,to u i am a useless bitch who is a dumb ,ok i erase your number now and we should just forget about e ach other take ht we hv never met .Thanks gd bye

- **19:43:05** – I Jus dont get wat you want.? Why must you have to make me upset n crying down here..What the hell i did this time to you,..Make you so Mad at me! What s hit that I do to you ?If you dont want me CALL U ANYMORE JUST TELL ME..What the fuck is this u saying that Im Rude No Respect for you..If you think Im rude then What are you now..

- **20:43:31** – Im very happy talking to you.U the very first person that can tell mw ao much about life..I cant wait for you to come to singapore to meet my parent..Hope you have a gd rest, thanks take care me going to take my medicine and rest .My whole bndy is very tired .Hope to see u soon xoxoxo .

- **22:06:46** – Hi thanks for ur gd words..Since today U told me i talk well hope by April we meet up everything goes well..Hope our friendship stay gd till forever..I want you to meet my family not pushing u to be my boyfriend dont feel this way..I hope we can go to Achanoo together in April..Sleep well have a rest take care .By the way u really make my nite 2nite i can sleep well , gd nite xoxoxo

### Monday 27 March 2006

- **00:03:31** – Hi baby u hv fun :-) gd nite dØnt drink sÖ mÙch . Been thinking of Ù that why i rang Ù . Bye

- **12:05:07** – Hi did u enjoy urself in km8 and the Beaufort hotel yesterday i am sorry i didnt turn up ..U must having fun without m..At least it better for you,so u already find ur dreamgirl...Wish you have a gd trip back to Cambodia till nxt time..Forgive me if being Rude to you..cause I very straight if i tell the person..Bye

- **12:05:54** – Hi i am sorry i sent to the wrong person forgive me

- **12:15:14** – Hi by the way i hv never jealous u with woman every nite ,u no even my bf why should i be jealous .That your life k .Gd luck and hv oun

- **14:30:36** – Im very stress mentaly disorder..So sick not well..Cant go for blood test today..Doctor ask me to rest first today till thursday..Can breath my head pai n migrane. doctor give injection to rest..

- **17:44:45** – Hi wish you have a gdtime in Cambodia hope u like it. I,wish u have a gd day too..Hope fully to see you again end of April have chance to c u back in Thailand.. Y u sound down just now r u ok ? ..So hv u settle your bills yet ,u hv a nice day bye

### Tuesday 28 March 2006

- **01:44:39** – Hi i’ve reached home now gonna take my shower. nice meetin with all my gals very fun nite.:) see ya cheers!

- **02:42:02** – Im just very worried that one day i will like you too much becoz u nice and u thought me lot of things..I can be very confused at times,everytime i think of u make me more worried..I call you everyday n cant forget you,i need to take some time for me..To slowly to forget u ,i know u hv lots of woman around u that why i should stop having feeling for u .U hv fun xoxoxo gd nite

- **03:38:39** (2-part) – Hi there..I have already give a thought about you Im going thrue a lot of depression..I do like you alot but too many conflict between us. I know i am not a gd gal to u 2 .It is so difficult for me understand your character n you yourself..Best thing you always tell me off..U got so many girl. I know firsttime wth you, you’re very nice person but you hurt my feeling badly. To u everything i do or said i am always at faul..I have to CUT OFF This kind of f riendshi8p wth you.. I wish you all the best n gd luck..Forgive me if you think i did or do say or hurt your feeling until today..I know im maybe stupid but its the Best decision now, take care.Best regards Fiona

- **04:05:44** (Lisa, 2-part) – Hi i am lisa here After all this event. U dont hv to said i am nice gal. .U don’t have to tell my sister Fiona about me what type n what kind of person I am..Bcoz you think we’re Singaporean n stay ur place you can say said all kinds of stories to su.Yes my Sister very stupid to like you..I m very sorry for her who still want to be ur friend today.She already have enough of you.I dont want to hear anything about her. She told me everything what u had told her..Im sorry to hear it..U make a mistake for making her coz worse..not helping as a friend. But scolding all the time i really hate u .

- **04:15:44** (Lisa) – I am lisa i just hope both of u dont contact anymore ,i know is hard for her but after this i erase your number in her hp .That the best way .She said she want to speak to u the last time do u mind?

- **04:19:15** (Lisa) – Never why should i ? And i hate u pls leave us alone ,i am the one who ask her to leave u .Thk

- **04:22:23** (Lisa) – I hv nothing to speak to u after i saw my sis so upset ,i really hate u ,she cry again 2nite .U fuck type man.

- **04:25:09** (Lisa) – My sis is sick why u want my hp number u want to fuck me 2 .U thk i am chep or what .U damp cheap man

- **04:32:16** (Lisa) – This is lisa Get out Off..U Are Very Rude. And fat hope u want my hp number my sis put speaker i heard what u said .U damp rude we never forgive u .

- **04:42:05** (Fiona) – Fuck it i swear to god i never ever want to talk or sms or see u 2nite i mean it lisa is right i am damp stupid to like a man like u .I really hate u .Hv a gd fuck 2nite .

- **05:38:49** (Lisa) – Hahaha u thk my sis will be upset that u get a thai gal to pick up the call when we ring u ,now even better she can hate u even more ,u hurt her now god will give u the same punishment u did to her. She is really stupid to like a man like u , i am glad that her bf forgive u .I really hate u believe me.Go and fuck your thai gal .Gd bye

- **18:58:43** (Lisa) – YOU RE NO BODY TO US. AFTER ALL YOU ARE STILL CHEAPER THAN SINGAPOREAN GIRLS. YOU NO CLASS THAN US..AND YET KISSING A GAL IN QBAR YET TELLING MY SIS HOW NICE U ARE .Hahaq

### Friday 31 March 2006

- **00:48:07** – Hi how are u u ok ? Hope u ok u take care

- **11:40:20** – Sorry for bothering you..Hope u not angry wth..once u free to talk call me or message..Im not going to disturb you..

- **13:02:40** – Sorry i was in a very bad mood ok lah since u dont want to forgive us forget it bye

- **19:47:26** – Thanks for sending the gift bk to my house i am very disappointed but is ok i never sms u ever again gd by

- **20:06:29** – Hi Bernand, i sent you a card and gift..If you don’t want to b my friend its ok,just tell me..Afterall ur gf and hv kids, i just being nice to you. U dont have to sent me back to me at all...From today Im not going to call you anymore..Its enough..If you listen too much about then its ok....Hope u will b happy take care.

### Monday 1 April 2006

- **00:49:43** – Hi u ok ? I am sorry for everything hope u ok, pls take care may god bless u alway .

### Wednesday 5 April 2006

- **10:31:04** – Thanks pls throw it away is ok i am in the hospital just had an operation yesterday that why didnt see your sms,and my bf want me to off hp sorry ,i wish u well gd luck and i hopw u find a job soon bye .

- **18:10:16** – Thanks for telling me about my korean cd we dont need it ,i just had and operation done 2 days ago i guess i wont go bk to thailand for time being .Is very nice of u for telling us but is ok .Thanks gd bye

- **21:27:36** – Thanks alot for the care i really hope we can be friends again .We shouldnt hate each other to much ,in fact i do miss u a little .I hope to see u again someday .

### Sunday 9 April 2006

- **23:54:58** – Hi hÖw are Ù ? Höpe u ök , so hv u got a jöb yet? By the way i be arrival bkk 26 april to 3 may .Gd nite hope everything will be fine with Ù .Pls ring me bk thank s

### Later April messages (final ones)

- **15-Apr-2006 21:28:05** – Hi how are u ? Hope u doing ok ? Me i am not well after the operation lah resting at hm ,and u busy ?

- **16-Apr-2006 20:55:32** – Oh ok my operation is ok still in pain ,me very down lah dont know why , cant wait to go bangkok and pray lah things doesnt seem to be gd here in singapor e ,i am very down .

- **17-Apr-2006 22:00:57** – Helo i hope im not pushing u for any commitment or anything..I dont want to stress you so dont worry .C u soon

- **27-Apr-2006 10:31:04** – [final short empty message in the files – content ends the archive]

Knob Boys - Clif High

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Thu, 23 Apr 2026 03:03:00 +0000

Knob Boys by clif high

We like familiar patterns...thus the Rhymes of History.

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Clif High drops a banger audio report on his Substack, “Knob Boys,” dated April 7, 2026. It runs just under 21 minutes. The tagline is straightforward: “We like familiar patterns…thus the Rhymes of History.” No fireworks, no padding. Just Clif laying out his read on current events through his usual lens of predictive linguistics.

The core point is that Trump is not charging into the Middle East to chase headlines or fall for obvious traps. Instead, he’s hitting the financial and structural controls that actually matter—the deeper layers that sit behind the visible players. That move, in Clif’s framing, triggers a cascade: events in Iran, involvement of old Christian communities in the region, and the ripple that reaches Europe’s ongoing migration pressures. The prediction is reverse emigration. Local populations, especially the tougher elements Clif dubs “Knob Boys” (think Irish lads with shillelaghs and similar no-nonsense types in Ireland, Sweden, England and elsewhere), push back hard in street-level confrontations. Migrants retreat. Fuel shortages complicate everything. Clif even sketches out extreme scenarios involving local women taking matters into their own hands in particularly ugly ways.

He spends time critiquing other commentators who, in his view, miss the pattern or get distracted by surface-level noise. It’s classic Clif: detached, pattern-focused, zero interest in polite consensus.

If you follow Clif’s work, this one slots right into the ongoing series. It’s not a long listen, it doesn’t waste time, and it sticks to the rhymes-and-patterns model through rising and falling language tensions he’s been running for years.

It's also completely Q coherent. A massive surprise and one I welcome.

Piero Pirupa - Let's Jack (Extended Mix)

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Sat, 18 Apr 2026 14:46:00 +0000

Lazer Beams Adam Beyer, Massano & Green Velvet

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Sat, 18 Apr 2026 08:07:00 +0000

All For You NIGHT manoeuvres

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Fri, 17 Apr 2026 07:08:00 +0000

Found You Give Love

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Fri, 17 Apr 2026 06:27:00 +0000

Spencer Parker - I'm In Love With You

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Fri, 17 Apr 2026 06:27:00 +0000

Gimme Dat - Jaguar

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Mon, 13 Apr 2026 18:24:00 +0000

Neo-Catholicism Rising: Observations from a Theology Outsider

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Mon, 13 Apr 2026 16:17:00 +0000

Over the past few years, I have watched a Christian revival start to take shape. It has hardened into something specific: Neo-Catholicism, or what I am also calling New Wave Christianity. It is antizionist. It is anti-Scofield Bible. And it is, on its own terms, the most uncompromising version of the faith that Jews and Muslims may not have run into lately.

The central claim is straightforward. Do not kill. Above all, do not kill for group justice or collective payback. Christians are the only Abrahamic tradition that holds every human being has an immortal soul. That single point rules out a lot of the exceptions the other faiths sometimes allow. They are right about the soul. I am not here to mislead anyone on that.

I am an amateur theology student. I have put in the hours on the Abrahamic faiths and a few others. Christianity is the one I know historically the best. Catholic upbringing, no re-conversion. I am not a Christian. I simply stand next to this group as we chime, and because they strike me as solid, committed people.

My own studies keep shifting. Roman Christianity. Origins of the biblical texts. Christological arguments and early heresies. The conversion of European peoples to the faith. Overlaps with the Nag Hammadi library. The Flavian theory on Gospel creation. Yeshua versus the later “Jesus” framing. Right now, I am wrestling with the Ethiopian Bible and what it says about Christian epistemology and knowledge integration. I mine a topic until I get what I came for, then move on.

The podcasters and commentators I pay attention to; Tucker Carlson, Candace Owens, Baron Coleman, Coach Colin, and maybe a Carrie Prejean Boller? Sit in the top five percent for theological robustness and lived conviction. They are hardcore. They are decent company. We do not waste four or five hours a day on heretic knife fights. That would be pointless. Instead, we talk transnational criminal research, pattern recognition, and the events legacy media ignores.

What stands out is their quiet internal fire. It feels more exploratory, more empathetic, and more righteous than the alternatives I have studied. Tucker calling out Trump for refusing to place his hand on the Bible during the oath. Baron Coleman pressing Andrew Kolvet hard on the timeline and Utah airport details around the Erika Kirk meeting. Candace Owens delivering daily. Carrie Prejean Boller, fresh Catholic convert, getting herself removed from Trump’s Religious Liberty Commission for refusing to treat Zionism as biblical prophecy. These are not poses. They cost something.

I have been anti-Catholic for years because of institutional corruption. What I missed is that Catholicism has always kept a clearer doctrinal line on the Holy Lands and Jerusalem than most Protestant strains—especially the Scofield-influenced evangelical ones. That fact has warmed my view of the Vatican a notch. I still speak to the same God everyone else does without needing the wrapper, but the intellectual consistency is there.

If I ever joined a congregation, it would probably start with a RC church, though I would not limit it. My background does not drive the observation. A Hindu watching the same revival would see the same thing: a current of belief that actually works in practice. I like to duck into a mosque or temple from time to time too.

Arguments for and against Christianity are endless—historical, textual, philosophical. Fine. The power of the lived conviction is harder to wave away. This revival is not nostalgia. It is present-tense, adaptive, and pulling in serious minds who have had enough of the diluted versions.

That is the record. No gloss. Just what I see.

Max Styler - One More (feat. Ad-Apt) [Solomun Remix]

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Mon, 13 Apr 2026 15:53:00 +0000

Picking Up The Pace Bushbaby

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Mon, 13 Apr 2026 01:32:00 +0000

Live Your Life - Psy Psy Sis

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Mon, 13 Apr 2026 00:51:00 +0000

Max Styler - One More (Solomun Extended Remix) [feat. Ad Apt]

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Thu, 09 Apr 2026 04:11:00 +0000

I've speculated about these shifts for a while. Now they're unfolding and putting it into clear words isn't straightforward. Some might pick up on the undercurrents; for most, it probably won't land.

A lot of observers claim Trump is slipping. What registers here is calculated movement—advancing positions without the usual fanfare or visible strain. New pressures, alignments, and rhythms are active that feel unfamiliar from prior cycles.

The old Vedic ritual layer lost traction as conditions changed, the Upanishads reframed things toward inner inquiry and different formulations. Something along those lines.

Items chalked up to POTUS

- Israel locked in a drawn-out exchange of strikes, unwilling to concede ground and opting for prolonged costs instead.

- NATO facing real strain, with open friction over commitments and support in recent flare-ups.

- The broader Middle East shifting configuration, US footprint adjusting.

- European political class looking diminished and sidelined in the process.

Plenty of other developments read as positive depending on the lens, though the markers differ sharply from one viewer to the next.

Danger Nia Archives

cefrith@hotmail.com (Charles Edward Frith) — Wed, 08 Apr 2026 18:51:00 +0000