Rainbow Unicorn

You'll think me rude ~

2011-07-18T04:13:00.000-07:00

Hello guys!

How have you all been?

Oh how i miss writing in my blog.

But, i'm only writing this because

i'm here to warn you.

Nah, i mean inform you.

My important exams are coming up

and i'm going to toss this lappy

away so i would focus on my

examinations!

after the exams i'll promise to update

on my life!

Yeah, so--wanna see some random pics?

Not this time!

sorry, i gotta run.

peace, no war!

love ya readers!

Someone Like You :')

2011-07-08T06:16:00.000-07:00

Never mind.

I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead.
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead,

- Adele -

My Hours Are Flying Pass Me ~

2011-07-08T06:06:00.000-07:00

I was thinking a lot these few days when i didn't

update my blog.

i was thinking about

"FRIENDSHIP"

"LOVE"

"STUDIES"

"P.M.R"

"FAMILY"

"STUDIES"

"THEM"

i have been thinking a lot,

haven't i?

to be honest, i've been lost and am still.

i don't know what is up or down anymore.

HE was always in the middle of all of the above.

but i kind of hated and blamed myself

for always being absent minded.

and i just overcome the latest friend war.

it was between my friend and my friends and somehow i got

mixed up in the middle.

i'm glad that it was over. it only lasted a day but i have a

feeling it isnt over just yet.

about studies....ugh...

well, i'll be having a exam on the something of July.

and my trial of P.M.R on the 8th of August.

some of you might look at me and think that i'm not worried at all

but, if you really understood me you can

tell that i'm freaking scared that i cry just thinking about it!

( jk )

no, i'm serious....

nothing really happening about my family though.

daddy finally got back from overseas.

gave him a bear hug just an hour ago :)

so my fellow readers,

i hope you pray hard for me to ace those test and

find other guy....

that is someone like him

because i don't think i can let go of such

a great friend.

such a great listening and such a great dam dam ~

i guess love is blind for someone like me.

and i really wish that i find someone like him to stay by me like

he always did ~ :)

Swiftly !

2011-07-01T03:09:00.000-07:00

Note to self:-

Stop doing thing in the last minute!

Explaination:-

So, it all happened this week.

it is the week where we (the whole school)

getting ready for our

"hari keusahawaan"

and as those who does stuff at the last minute,

it gets frustrating!

we all knew it was on the 2 of July

(tomorrow)

and that teacher of mine told us to do the stuff yesterday.

and like the bad day i had yesterday i couldnt print

the "stuff" and that pissed me off.

so now it is already friday and somewhat i have a feeling

that tomorrow will be a very unfinished day.

the meaning is, we'll be rushing to finish our stall and you know

how much i hate rushing.

as much as i hate lizards!

chee....this is just an update on my life.

i'm not actually blaming the teacher, but

if this thing was important to her she would have asked me to

do the stuff on Monday.

the end!

i'll update if i survive tomorrow!

love ya! peacees

Cherry Blossom Accdict :)

2011-06-23T05:53:00.000-07:00

Hey Hi Hello!

So i'd like to talk about Cherry Blossoms!

Duh

Well you see, i've been searching for an

awesome cherry tree to be a reference for my

latest novel.

yes

i've found many nice ones and

of course

i'll be showing them to you guys and
the winner too!

now, enjoy a post all about

the Sakura Tree! :3

candidate number one:-

Notes:- its a painting, but i just adore it :)

Candidate Number Two :-

Notes:- Another painting! and a wonderful ONE!

Candidate Number Three:-

Notes:- i want the tree to be as beautiful as this one!

Candidate Number Four:-

Notes:- i like this one but it's a bit smaller then what i imagined

Candidate Number Five:-

Notes:- now's the flowers. i like this but dont love it.

Candidate Number Six:-

Notes:- i have to admit that i love this pic but it's not

what i'm looking for!

Ladies and Gentlemen, it's time to reveal the winning pics!

jeng jeng jeng~

time to have your imaginative part of your brain

to activate!

~ WINNERS ~

Imagine that the tree's patels/flowers are like these:-

(The actual beauty of the tree!)

The Size of my tree:-

(That big! or better bigger by a little bit xDD)

The view you'll get if you look up:-

(Did you managed to mix them up?)

That was my Cherry Blossom tree/Sakura tree

that'll be in my novel!

Thanks for reading my peps!

~ Sayonara ne ~
私は君たちを愛して！

When he says such a thing

2011-06-22T03:47:00.000-07:00

There's this guy who is a little weird guy.

His funny.

His an otaku.

His a game freak.

His 40% like my brother.

His the guy who once hurt my feelings.

His a completly random person

and as his friend i like talking, chatting, sms-ing

with him but when weird feelings appear me

i dont know what to do.

should i run?

should i go forward?

i dont want to spoil this relationship that i already have

with him but when my heart pounds what should

a girl do?

and the worst part is when he says such a thing

to make me almost feel like crying...

i dont mean a bad thing...i mean a good thing and

that makes me cry from happiness...

what should a girl do!?

geez...if only feelings like this didnt exist.

p.s//: the contains of what HE wrote will be kept a

secret for my safety.

sorry.

i think every once in a while a girl can

be selfish...dont you think?

xDD

Endless Love ! :)

2011-06-21T07:52:00.000-07:00

~ From the movie : UP ~

~ From the anime: EDEN OF THE EAST ~

~ from the awesome studio ghibli: HOWL'S MOVING CASTLE ~

This post is to tell you all that i'd like these kind of love.

Endless Love.

Happy Endings.

(even if i dont believe in them)

Cookies.

xDD

just kidding ~

thanks for reading !

the one who dreams,

(: RU :)

Starry Nights are Better then Rainy Nights ★

2011-06-16T04:25:00.000-07:00

★ ~ so here are some fun facts ~ ★

:) Lobsters have blue blood:)
:)Turtles can breathe through their butts:)
:)A crocodile cannot stick out its tongue:)
:)Honeybees never sleep:)
:)Cockroaches can live for 9 days after their heads have been cut off:)
:)If you eat lots of carrots you'll start to turn orange:)
:)Cherophobia is a fear of fun:)
:)In 1977 a boy had a tooth growing out of his foot!:)
:)Rubberbands last longer when it is in the frigde:)
:)Rice paper doesn't have rice in it:)
:)There was once ketchup ice-cream:)
:)99% of humans cannot lick their elbows:)
:)You cannot say 'M' without your lips touching:)
:)The inventor of waffles did not like waffles:)
:)SMELLING bananas or green apples help you lose weight!?:)
:)Your BRAIN is 80% water:)
:)Out of all the senses, smell is most closely linked to memory:)
:)No matter how cold it get, gasoline will not freeze:)
:)Most dust particles in your house is made up of dead skin:)
:)Indoor pollution is 10 times more toxic then outdoor pollution:)
:)If your mouth say the word 'colourful' it looks like your
saying 'i love you'!:)

:)Only humans shed emotional tears:)

★ ~ i learned alot today, hope u did too ~ bye! ★

The 'R' to Randomness

2011-06-16T03:41:00.000-07:00

So, i skipped school today cause yesterday

i got an injection on my left hand and this morning when

woke up it felt numb and fucking painful.

enough complaining now,

this post is suppose to be about my turtleS

yes i got TWO turtles now.

(Both males though : gay couple ! xDD)

IKIMURA TON

FRONT VIEW

(my hand looks fat in this pic...hmph!)

SIDE VIEW

My beloved friend bought it for me on the 16th of Feb

this year.

It was a tiny little thing if you check my past post about it.

he use to fit in between domo-kun's legs but now....

not anymore...

haha, his to large for that now. ^^

i measured him just now and his a proud 6.6 cm

TROLOLOL

i'm happy with that number after 5 months of taking care of him

he isnt that small baby anymore huh...

oh well, at least his healthy!

AKIMURA TON

FRONT VIEW

SIDE VIEW

My father bought Aki for me on 30th of May.

my father forgot that Iki was a male and he bought another male.

of course at first like iki, aki was scared of me.

now after taking care of him for one in a half month he really

is showing me progress.

he eats in front of me somethings and moves around my

hand freely like iki does.

his 3.7 cm now.

i'm amazed cause i thought iki was bigger when he was the

same age as aki.

but that obviously proved me wrong.

Lol

i cant put them together though cause iki is a big bully!

haha xDD

anyway i love them both but secretly i love iki 2% more cause he

was the first turtle i owned.

but i wont pick favorites at all!

This comes to the end of this post.

thank you for reading.

don't forget to follow/comment/chat

Thanks again and as a reward here is a nice pic of my dog Mimi~

I didnt edit this pic, when i was playing around with the camera

i pressed something that tried it into a b/white theme and my dog was

there licking herself in front of me and i called her name

she looked at me and *snap* this is what i got.

i'm quite proud of it cause it looks beautiful and

shows off mimi's cuteness~

don't you think? xDD

! RU !

GoodBye First True Love

2011-06-13T00:37:00.000-07:00

Today is the birthday of someone special to me.

Even though he is just a memory now i still care about him.

Somehow that feeling is still there.

The feeling of liking him.

Well you know what they say,

you can never forget your first love.

I'm the worst...

2011-06-07T04:02:00.000-07:00

I figured out today that I am...
Kainotophobic...
and i dont think i can ever change that...
haa...

Dramatic ( ! )

2011-06-06T07:24:00.000-07:00

Heyy,

so this post will be all about my latest novel

"If Only The Moon Allows It"

I'm curently on chapter twenty-two..

hehe

and i have like about 154 pages...i know that's a little

amount, but i will do my best to get to my goal that is 500 pages!

(^o^)

anyway i want to share this scene with you guys...

hope you like it!

but first a random picture!

Chapter Nineteen

That annoying feeling

Keichiro Mitsuhide.

I couldn't stand it. Somehow I got annoyed and

I counldn't control myself.

Why did I have to snap in front of her?

Wait, aren't I snapping at her...

"Is it wrong to ask?" i asked as i tried not to yell.

"Well, what i'm saying is just that...

I dont have to tell you if i don't want too.

What...is it a must to tell you everything?"

"Why do you sound so cocky right now?"

"W-What?! what is the matter with you?

did your girlfriend dump you or something or is it

that the excitement of going to war tomorrow have made

you crazy and acting like such a jerk!?" she said.

Why...why is she making this worst then it already is?

it's like she's trying to piss me off.

As i said before i couldn't stand it...

i stood up as i hit the table with my hands.

The thud echoed loudly in the empty library.

She looked at me with terrified eyes.

Why can't i just walk away while i can?

"What...What the heck is wrong with you?

Stop acting like your so amazing with that smug

atitude of yours. You shouldnt forget that you are

like all of those pampared brats.

All selfish and inconsiderate you annoy the

hack out of me!

Stop acting like this and just grow-"

Just like that, she slapped me.

with such force that i didnt...more like

couldnt say anything. Her slap made me

realize something though.

She then ran out of the library and without

thinking i followed her. She...she made me

realize what a absolute jerk i was for

saying things like that to her...

~to be continued~ : )

Baddest of Luck.

2011-06-04T07:52:00.000-07:00

Well, today at first was a nice day...but then it started

my day filled with bad luck.

we (my parents and i) went to the curve to eat at TGIF.

i ordered "MAC N CHESSE"!!!

yeah, i'm a chesse freak...

so after like about 25 minutes of waiting

the waiter lady came and said that the oven has a prob and bla3...

so i ended up cancling it...and there goes my dinner.

yeah whatever.

then we headed to MCD to get me a burger

cause my dinner was ruinned.

so far so good at that point.

for some weird reason i kept thinking that somebody is goin

to steal my burger so i held it tight!

xDD

then i noticed something stuck on my shoes!

wth!??

it was soooo embrassing!

then mum wanted to go to the bank so we went.

on the way back to the car i asked dad for a japanese yen.

he said okay so we stopped by the money changer.

so if you guys are smart enough you should have guessed that

i didnt get my japanese yen cause that a-hole didnt want to change

the damn money for me!

so yeah, f him!

so then...that was it...

the worst day of my life.

nah i'm kidding. i had worst.

for a sorry for bothering you guys with my babbling,

i give you random pics and bla bla time~ !!

enjoyy ~

i should probably start bla bla-ing...hahaha

just to make it clear to you guys...

you'll have you bad luck day too~ T_T

true-ness...

to does you are lost;

lets find ourself together.

of course with a smile :)

the girl who had a bad luck day,

! RU !

Pretend ~

2011-05-31T02:58:00.000-07:00

Reality

2011-05-31T02:54:00.000-07:00

What if what we thought about reality was all a lie?
How can we live that thought?
Everything logical you knew all thrown away in the trash
because everything was a lie.
Then, what actually is reality?
Is it the way we see, hear and feel that makes it reality?
But dreams are the same.
The good thing about dreams are we can't get hurt.
Or thats what it used to be.
Now, how can we separate from Dreams to Reality when it all
feels the same?

Tears kept inside.

2011-05-29T23:26:00.000-07:00

Again...I was running.
Running away from something
or running towards something
I am not sure...but i am certain that i was running.
My lungs felt as if they were going to explode.
My legs felt weak as i fell on the hard ground.
Why are we scared of living?
Why are we scared of dying?
Why...are we scared of loving?
and the long list of "whys" continues.
It hurts when you find out the truth
but you hate it when you find out you were lied at.
You don't know what you want...nither of us do.
Why can't I just stop running?
Why must I continue like this?
What am i afraid of...at this moment?

- If only the moon allows it -

Fake Smiles

2011-05-24T06:25:00.000-07:00

Why do people fake smiles?

if you are sad say it.

but i now can tell why they dont.

there are those who would find it annoying...

always sad, complaining....but that is what humans are.

we are liars.

we are fake.

we are not perfect.

but we can always try...

another thing is crying.

the oppsite of smiling.

cry is a normal thing.

today i saw alot of people cry because they couldnt

answer the math questions...

but why do we cry?

when we are sad.

when we are frustrated.

sometimes

when we are happy.

i havent had a moment where i cried because i was happy...

but i really hope that one day i will.

the conclusion to this post is...

be the person who you would like to remember.

be yourself because there is only one of you in this world.

don't compare yourself to others bcause they are you.

cherish those who loves you.

love those who surround you.

be the one where people would come for comfort.

do what you think is right.

believe in what you want to believe in.

your dreams will come true only if you chase it.

love yourself.

trust those who trust you.

just simply smile to a stranger to make their day.

only human,

! Rainbow Unicorn !

. : . Exam Again . : .

2011-05-18T04:23:00.000-07:00

yes, Mid terms have started today and it was kind of hard.

note to self ; please stop studying at the eleventh hour.

jeez...

anyway, this will be my only update until the 29th of May.

but dont worry, i have randon pictures for ya!

enjoy guys ~ :)

Lovely with a capital "L"

! RU !

Noted .

2011-05-17T00:26:00.000-07:00

So, i just wanted to say,

if you repost any of my post...

it would mean alot to me if you'd give me a little credit~

if i'm sounding selfish then,

who isnt?

so, please take note to those who reposted my post

"45 things a girl want but wont ask for"

thanks for reading !

Thanks For The Traffic ( ! )

2011-05-16T03:17:00.000-07:00

hello ~
i would like a few minutes of your time
i would like to thank every single on of you for visiting me!
it means a lot to me!
i am now at the 2559th visitor and i my goal is to get 3000th visitors
if possible at the end of this month! hahaha
i'm just kidding!
again, thank you very much!
watashi wa anata wa aishite !
hugs and kisses, xoxo, yours truly...

! RU !

As I Dream About Him & Them

2011-05-15T08:29:00.000-07:00

There is only a handful of people that will

ever undertand the true me.

But, until that handful appears in my life..

i'll keep faking smiles for the sake of living and

laugh hard for the sake of crying.

- RU -

All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost,
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost,
From the ashes a fire shall be woken,A light from the shadow shall spring,
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king.

- J.R.R Tolkien -

____________________________________
The world is (mine),

~ ~~Rainbow~~ ~~Unicorn~~ ~

I Notice That Shine On You ~

2011-05-14T06:36:00.000-07:00

There's this special someone that i want to thank.
I want you to know this.
I cant say it to your face without blushing so here goes.
I dedicate this post to you, "Nadiah Amerruddin"
Yes, this girl here is a friend that have gone through quite a lot with me.
From disliking her to needing her...i guess without her my story would
hang in a stand still.
So, to you who thinks you are invisible...
dont you worry cause i'll always see you.
The special light that shines in you.
That light is what makes you, YOU !
so, my dear friend, i hope you feel that you are special to yourself
then you are to me.
So, i hope you understand what i'm trying to tell to you ~

Only for my applepearry ,

Nutty ~

(Dirty Little Secrets)

Your Rainbowy,

Alyyy ~

Pass the madness please :)

2011-05-06T21:31:00.000-07:00

I saw something extraodinary that day.
I saw someone fall in love.
Fall in love with me...
Yes, this is not a lie or whatever...don't believe me?
Your lost.
So, i'm not a person who likes to categorize people.
Believe me, i don't.
But, something happend to me and made me into a total bi**h.
The one who said he love me wasnt the handsomest of all the boys i've liked...
but, i feel so...eww...when he said he loved me.
i don't know why...maybe because he wasn't handsome...
or, the fact he said those words after knowing me for 5 days...
i hate this...
i dont get males...
they don't know you and they can say those words to you...
what the f**k is wrong with them?
too needy is what my friend said.
maybe she's right...
oh well, what's done is done.
i didnt accept him and he told me to forget he even said he loved me...
wrong move a**hole...
f**k him!
now, please enjoy "random pictures and bla bla time~"

Thanks for the pictures tumblr !

(^o^)

this is a message from yours truly,

! Rainbow Unicorn !

;)

CraZy TiMe ! !

2011-05-04T05:52:00.000-07:00

Todayy was a fun day !

never study at all, well except for science laa~

but, then tetiba my friends say

"we're not going to stayback..."

i was like...awww....mesti walk alone again?

then they say they want to go zanna's place...

so, i also ikutt laa!

hehehe

at first it was zanna and me only,

then day came followed by Atyn and Alya~

then we all went crazy~~

hahaha

then then, atyn say go this weird person everything call her to sound her uncle..

i like, who is this ****** disturbing my friend ?

then, she call again...

this time zanna answer...

then then, zanna gave the phone to me...

i dont know what to do....

so i talk following my logic and in the end,

my nerves snaped!

i yelled at the unknown person because she was begin very rude...

grrr...

the we eat! yummy!

the take pictures!!!!

yayayayaya!!!!

here are some for you! : )

there is more then this...but that you have to find in my facebook!

hehehe~

see ya guys laterrr !

love is nothing without you,

! RU !

i'm sick (!) T_T

2011-05-02T19:01:00.000-07:00

I think the title says it all...
ugh,
i want to sleep now...
bye ~