tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67323982011-11-27T20:43:52.341-05:00My mind is constantly racing, new thoughts, new ideas popping in and out like popcorn into a bowl. So where's the butter? Thoughts from a young woman, a gamer, a writer, an artist at heart.Kilandrahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12018522677973095250noreply@blogger.comBlogger152125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6732398.post-8182237347542272742010-10-15T17:08:00.000-04:002010-10-15T17:08:25.965-04:002010-10-15T17:08:25.965-04:00

After a few weeks of the weather not able to decide exactly what season it wanted to be, it looks like the last days of high temperatures may finally be behind us. In fact, a little bit ago, we actually had a hail storm. Our high today is only 55. We've even already had a freeze warning. I love fall. Fall in Pittsburgh is a bit different than Gettysburg, however. They don't really have many '

Kilandrahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12018522677973095250noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6732398.post-28968813294089379412010-09-17T23:51:00.000-04:002010-09-17T23:51:55.031-04:002010-09-17T23:51:55.031-04:00

So, I was doing my rounds... where I check email, facebook, news sites, etc, and I noticed another article about bullying. I was bullied in school. I was the fat kid. I heard it all. While somewhat popular at the same time, I knew, always, what was said behind my back... why I wasn't invited here and there. They wanted to be my friend on one hand, yet would pick on me on the other. Mostly the

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I never thought it'd be so difficult to find a psychiatrist in a much bigger city than where I had moved from. I've really never had that problem before. But now I've been in Pittsburgh for going on 6 months, and I have yet to find a psychiatrist to treat me. I'm still calling and begging my old one for prescription refills. It's annoying, quite honestly. I think the real problem is, I do not

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Oi! You know how you keep telling yourself you're going to do this, that and the other thing? Posting to your own blog being one of those things, and then, it just never gets done? Yeah. That's my life.  The sad part is, I really have no excuse good enough to declare as to why nothing ever gets done. I hate being tired all the time, for one, and struggle through days with my lovely bipolar self,

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Home Sweet Home. There's No Place Like Home. Home is Where the Heart is. Love at Home. No matter how many different ways it is said, home is special, important... in some ways, everything. It's shelter, safety, and comfort. It's the place where memories are made, laughter is heard, where families grow closer together. Yes, there are many negatives that also take place at home, but I'm trying

Kilandrahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12018522677973095250noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6732398.post-35763776310348208102010-07-27T18:34:00.000-04:002010-07-27T18:34:47.836-04:002010-07-27T18:34:47.836-04:00

This is the week! By the end of this week, we will be in our new home/apartment/duplex thingy! YAY! I think I have finally gotten all the utilities trasnferred, and set up dates for them to be turned on, etc. We've been packing and cleaning, and have a bunch more to do. Uhaul is rented for Saturday morning, and it looks like three or four friends are coming over to help. Hopefully that will be

Kilandrahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12018522677973095250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6732398.post-60138062879922075002010-07-21T15:31:00.000-04:002010-07-21T15:31:09.776-04:002010-07-21T15:31:09.776-04:00

Well. It's been another big block of time since I last posted. I could make up some excuse, but frankly, I've been settling in to married life here in Pittsburgh, getting to know him, his friends and family, and looking for our next place to live. After a huge amount of searching, seeing places, we finally got an apartment, and only 15 days to spare before we leave where we currently live! Talk

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Wow. I really did not intend it on being so long between my postings. I'd apologize for that, but what good would that really do? hehe Life has been going forward, and doing so in a positive manner, which I am incredibly grateful for. I think that I deserve that, though I do have to tell myself it's okay for me to think that way a lot. I don't know why we seem to be so down on ourselves and any

Kilandrahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12018522677973095250noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6732398.post-54787993947225437142010-03-08T15:49:00.000-05:002010-03-08T15:49:22.470-05:002010-03-08T15:49:22.470-05:00

So. The event unfolded after waiting in a court room waiting room after a few hours. yes, a few hours. The hearing before us was running long. Oh well. We were just nervous wrecks in the mean time and trying to be relatively quiet because in the room next door they were also having a hearing, and instead of the rooms being actually separated by a real wall, it was just a type of divider, so we

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I know I haven't posted in a while, longer than I'd like, honestly. I've been busy, and some things I am keeping to myself. However, after doing another search online for ... whatever stupid reason that I find myself compelled to every so often, I am always brought back to his journal, and I always go and read the posts that he has kept public, and I always think the same thing. How did we end

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The expansion for EverQuest 2 finally showed up today, but completely smashed, at least the CD's were safe. Got refunded my shipping since they did not deliver on date like they promised, and now I'm installing it. I'm only 5 to 7 levels behind all my friends now. Woot Amazon.

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Well, the weekend has now passed. I got a pleasant surprise on Saturday when UPS showed up and delivered to me a box. A box of roses, and a nice red vase, and chocolates. It most definitely made me smile, and feel special, even though I told him to not get me anything! When they bloom more, I am going to take a picture and post it. They are quite lovely, and smell wonderful, and I absolutely love

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I have still been somewhat busy, and my internet is still not working all that great, unfortunately, but I did manage to steal some of the pictures from my dad's camera so... here they are! This is a normal snowfall, taken out one of our back doors, overlooking our picnic table and out into the woods. See? Not so bad! This is taken out my parents bedroom door looking over the back deck. That's

Kilandrahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12018522677973095250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6732398.post-85499469538397279742010-02-12T21:46:00.000-05:002010-02-12T21:46:10.302-05:002010-02-12T21:46:10.302-05:00

Say that three times fast! Internet is low at the moment, and has been going on and off since all this latest snow amounts have now piled up beyond our router. Sorry for the lack of updates. It's been a bit frustrating, but I've been keeping busy otherwise. Whipped out a child size quilt and a baby quilt today, so I'm happy with that! Trying to figure out some locations and such, and prepare

Kilandrahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12018522677973095250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6732398.post-21288404973146165532010-02-10T11:13:00.000-05:002010-02-10T11:13:53.827-05:002010-02-10T11:13:53.827-05:00

Yeah, that's very improper English, but it fits my mood hah! It's snowing. Again. Very much! Luckily the snow compacted down about 10 inches before this one came, but we've already gotten 14inches, and in some parts of our woods it is over 4 feet deep. Where my dad plowed it's like 10 feet tall or higher. Insane! I feel bad for those city people who have no place to put the snow. What exactly

Kilandrahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12018522677973095250noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6732398.post-37538268211755632682010-02-06T13:38:00.000-05:002010-02-06T13:38:28.704-05:002010-02-06T13:38:28.704-05:00

If you live in the North East, well. I feel your pain! It could have stopped snowing around 8pm last night and we would have had a lot of snow. I was up til 4am watching it snow, and around that time we had about 18", woke up to my dad calling from the house phone he had in his jeep telling me he was stuck and needed us to come get him out. There is at least 24" of snow, and that is NOT in the

Kilandrahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12018522677973095250noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6732398.post-40572568176844221832010-02-05T21:37:00.000-05:002010-02-05T21:37:37.206-05:002010-02-05T21:37:37.206-05:00

That totally needs to be ended with : "Of DOOM!!" Seriously? Who comes up with these 'names' for storms? It is just laughable. Is there no one at these weather stations, or news stations that says: Hey! This is the dumbest sounding title we could come up with! YAY US! I just have to laugh. So funny. But, on a more serious note, we are now becoming crippled in a paralyzing storm that is unlike

Kilandrahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12018522677973095250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6732398.post-75720679219842232412010-02-04T20:07:00.000-05:002010-02-04T20:07:59.034-05:002010-02-04T20:07:59.034-05:00

Okay! Late post from me today, but that's because in between being busy, my internet was being it's normal annoying let's not connect self. Yay Comcast! Keep up the great work! So, because of all this snow that is in the forecast, mom and I stacked more wood. It kinda irks me in a way that she is stacking wood, because my mom is now 60, has had a pace maker for years, and has other issues, and

Kilandrahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12018522677973095250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6732398.post-58483329617574904662010-02-03T14:49:00.000-05:002010-02-03T14:49:39.247-05:002010-02-03T14:49:39.247-05:00

About an hour or so after I made my post complaining about how the forecaster's were all so horribly wrong so much this winter so far, it began to flurry. It later began to snow, and by the time all was said and done, we had about 4" on the ground. Not bad, and it is selfish of me, I know, but there is nothing like looking out at a world covered by a blanket of white. I especially love it when it

Kilandrahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12018522677973095250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6732398.post-82287968669157106782010-02-02T17:33:00.000-05:002010-02-02T17:33:43.812-05:002010-02-02T17:33:43.812-05:00

The most reliable weather is no longer such in my book. Almost 98% oft his winter they have been wrong. Really wrong. I used to watch Accuweather on PBS back in the day, when they were a small little thing filmed by students out of their Penn State centers. Now they're bigger, and couldn't be more incorrect than ever! Oh well. It did mean that I stacked wood with my mom today, though. I must say

Kilandrahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12018522677973095250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6732398.post-1804066527752829442010-02-01T12:08:00.000-05:002010-02-01T12:08:04.805-05:002010-02-01T12:08:04.805-05:00

It's a strange thing, to feel things that you said you'd never feel again. It's a stranger thing to realize that the thing you thought was so true, so strong, was nothing at all in comparison to something true, something real, something wonderful. I asked my mom how you knew when you were truly in love. A strange question, I'm sure, coming from her 33 year old daughter who had already been

Kilandrahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12018522677973095250noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6732398.post-56128638869273565912010-01-31T12:18:00.000-05:002010-01-31T12:18:35.174-05:002010-01-31T12:18:35.174-05:00

So, I thought I had a good plan to help get some of my debt down, but now I'm not so sure. I wonder how people who list things on ebay get lots of money for something that otherwise is only worth, say, $40 or so? I mean, we've heard about the people who gave $10,000 for something minor because the seller's story was so heart wrenching, etc. But how does the word about that even get out?  I have

Kilandrahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12018522677973095250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6732398.post-68428219547508997062010-01-30T15:46:00.000-05:002010-01-30T15:46:35.883-05:002010-01-30T15:46:35.883-05:00

It just happens to be the song playing on my lala account at the moment, the one by Michael Buble'. I don't know what it is about that man's voice, but I love it. I don't normally go in for that kind of music, as I usually play really happy upbeat stuff, but... well, I guess I just kinda feel this way lately, and I'm so very glad I do! Speaking of love, I am so happy to see that it's snowing

Kilandrahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12018522677973095250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6732398.post-48202051582050771322010-01-29T09:48:00.000-05:002010-01-29T09:48:04.631-05:002010-01-29T09:48:04.631-05:00

It's currently 15 degrees. We've had colder mornings, but since it's been a bit warmer lately, this feels especially cold for some reason. It probably also has to do with the fact that we switched back to a wood fire yesterday and it went out in the middle of the night. But, that's just a crazy guess. This winter, so far, has been an interesting one. Lots of crazy amounts of snow in places that

Kilandrahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12018522677973095250noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6732398.post-22501206364864869992010-01-28T13:25:00.002-05:002010-01-28T13:30:26.668-05:002010-01-28T13:30:26.668-05:00

It's been a looooong time coming, I know. Most people have me off the radar now, unfortunately, but I'm going to get things back rolling once again. So, let's play catch up, shall we? Right, so, I decided that I would stop blogging so that nothing could be used against me in court, but that ended up being pointless, since nothing went right at all, and I never got any representation in court,

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