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Break Even

2010-03-05T21:30:00.000-08:00

By far, this is one of the most beautiful songs I have heard.

Here is my rendition.

" Break Even "

The Script

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing.

Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in.

Cuz I've got time while you've got freedom.

Cuz when your heart breaks, It don't break even.

Your best days will be some of my worst.

You finally met a girl that's gonna put you first.

Cuz while I'm wide awake, you've no trouble sleeping.

Cuz when a heart breaks, it don't break even.

Tell me...

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me it was always you ?

What am I supoosed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok ?

I'm falling to pieces.

They say bad things happen for a reason.

But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding.

Cuz you've moved on while I'm still grieving.

And when a heart breaks, it don't break even.

Tell me...

What am I gonna do when the best part of me it always you ?

What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok ?

I'm falling to pieces.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing.

Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in.

Cuz I've got time while you've got freedom.

Cuz when a heart breaks, it don't break even.

The Garden

2010-02-26T20:08:00.000-08:00

Her spirit is on vacation.

Darkness has taken residency where love was evicted.

Looking for beauty in strife with a blind eye.

Trying to find the balance on her beam of life has caused her to slip and fall.

Her face is soaked.

Heart concrete heavy.

Eyes swollen like Tulip Bulbs

But the flowers have died.

She’s wondering if hearts ache less when broken, than when they are ripped out.

Bury Mine.

It’s soiled anyway.

Moon Walk

2010-02-23T13:30:00.000-08:00

" You ain't experienced REAL LOVE until you're walking on the moon. "

Pain and Paper

2010-02-23T07:38:00.000-08:00

Human relationships were strange. I mean you were with one person for a while, eating and sleeping and living with them, loving them, talking to them, going places together and then it stopped. Then there was a short period when you weren't with anybody, then another woman arrived, and you ate with her and you fucked her, and it all seemed so normal, as if you had been waiting just for her and she had been waiting for you. I never felt right being alone; sometimes it felt good but it never felt right.

Nothing was ever in tune. People just blindly grabbed at whatever there was: communism, health foods, zen, surfing, ballet, hypnotism, group encounters, orgies, biking, herbs, Catholicism, weight-lifting, travel, withdrawal, vegetarianism, India, painting, writing, sculpting, composing, conducting, backpacking, yoga, copulating, gambling, drinking, hanging around, frozen yogurt, Beethoven, Back, Buddha, Christ, carrot juice, suicide, handmade suits, jet travel, New York City, and then it all evaporated and fell apart.

People had to find things to do while waiting to die.

I guess it was nice to have a choice.

I wanted the whole world or nothing.

-Charles Bukowski

For more info on his work and his life, click here.

Are You Big Enough ?!

2010-02-10T20:07:00.000-08:00

The Wait Is Over.

I have anticipated the release of this video and lo and behold, I am not dissapointed. I am loving all the bright colors and the dutty winding.

Chocolate Thunder

2010-02-10T19:22:00.000-08:00

Prior to Jaheims long overdue hair-cut, I never really looked twice at him. He got rid of the braids and va-va voom.

Hello Apple, can I take a bite ?

~~Slurp.~~

Rude Boy

2010-02-10T17:51:00.000-08:00

I can HARDLY wait to see the final cut for Rihannas' new single, Rude Boy. These stills are sex in the form of megapixels.

Behold....

2010-02-02T07:45:00.000-08:00

The Christian Louboutin 2010 Spring Collection has arrived.

The tattooed feet make these white textured angel-wing heels extra bitchie.

The Skittle " Bite-Me " Mesh Fuschia Embellished Pump.

The Pearl Origami Fuck-Me Pump.

2010-02-02T06:40:00.000-08:00

"A stumble may prevent a fall"

-Thomas Fuller

A Saint

2010-01-24T22:46:00.000-08:00

I mean, what else is there to talk about ??

~~* picks jaw up off the floor and wipes drool *~~

Dirty Balls

2010-01-24T22:30:00.000-08:00

The New Axe DIRTY BALL Campaign.

Hilarious.

Hard To Please

2010-01-24T22:09:00.000-08:00

This record makes me wonder how many men really feel un-appreciated everyday? How many of you feel damned if you do and damned if you don't ?

How often do you do something special for someone and feel like it's never enough?

You want the world and everything in it

You want the time each and every minute

You don't give me a chance to miss you like I should

Why don't you understand I do it if I could but

You seem to think that you should never cry

You think that I can push the clouds out of the sky

I'm not here to be your fan

I'm here to be your man

I'm tryna understand

But honestly I cant

Why dont you put yourself in my shoes for a day

Then you would probably feel the same

Girl I wish that I can give you everything you been wanting

But you make it so hard cuz you want all or nothing

And I can't do the impossible

What you want from me is impossible

I love you but

You never wanna give and take you want things your way

And I ain't gonna do it all you gotta come half way

Cuz I can't do the impossible

Loving you is next to impossible

So let me go

I'll give you gifts and I'll give you love

I'll give my soul but still it ain't enough

You work so sefishly

You so damn hard to please

I can't fulfill your needs

Cuz your needs never cease no

You've never once asked me how I been

You're too busy telling me you need more attention

Think you're better off alone at least that way you'll know

Exactly what you want cuz you want way too much

Why don't you put yourself in my shoes for a day

Then you'll probably feel the same way

Girl I wish that I can give you everything you been wanting

But you make it so hard cuz you want all or nothing

And I can't do the impossible

What you want from me is impossible

I love you but

You never wanna give and take you want things your way

And I ain't gonna do it all you gotta come half way

Cuz I can't do the impossible

Loving you is next to impossible

So let me go

You wanna stay

You want things your way

You don't want a man that's gonna protect you

Cherish and respect you

You give me the woman that I need

You don't make me feel like I impress you

You make me regret you

And I don't understand why you take for granted

The things I do to comfort you

And I ain't gonna stick around

And let you tear me down

Now someone else can play your fool

Drool Day

2010-01-20T08:15:00.000-08:00

Doesn't she look JUST like her mother in this picture ?

~~YUM~~

Heaven On Earth

2010-01-14T21:40:00.000-08:00

This is KeKe Wyatts impromptu version of a song I grew up singing.

She is incredibly gifted.

2010-01-13T10:02:00.000-08:00

Dear God,

I know I am only one feeble person with a heart not nearly big enough to embrace all those that are broken in the midst of Mother Natures fury. But I am asking for a blessing today that only YOU are capable of giving.

Please heal those that are wounded, carry those that cannot walk, yell for those that are trapped in the rubble and grant those that are able, the strength to help those that are weak.

I know my compassion alone will not suffice but I will make a difference the best way I can with what you have given me.

Amen,

Elle.

Sweet Jesus

2010-01-09T23:55:00.000-08:00

Herve Leger Allover Sequin Dress

$2070

Currently on back order, can you imagine this on my back ???

BUY HERE.

Who Knew ?!

2010-01-09T23:22:00.000-08:00

So needless to say, KeKe Wyatt is in a league of her own. But why has it been nine years since her debut album ?

Noone can dispute her striking features and her incredible vocal range but for some reason, she just cannot break the political music industry barrier.

I am still a fan.

This is her new single " Who Knew ".

Thoughts ?!

Musical Mayhem

2010-01-03T20:54:00.000-08:00

Ladies and Gentlemen, meet Jesse J. An English sensation with a voice from Heaven.

I was absolutely mesmerized and blown away by the emotion in her tone.

The song is called " Big White Room ".

Enjoy.

Jigga-What

2010-01-01T16:30:00.000-08:00

What a brilliant ingenious visual concept!! WOW...

Sean is definately fucking with ya'll. Let the bloggers run wild with the " satanic " rumours.

The Secret.

2009-12-24T20:26:00.000-08:00

I TRULY believe one can speak or think something into existence. In this instance, this applies.

This image took my breath away instantly.

So tell me, is it coincidence that she died in the shower ?!

R.I.P

The No-gasm

2009-12-22T10:59:00.000-08:00

Joleen Baughman of New Mexico was in a car accident two years ago leaving a nerve on her pelvis in a permanently turned on state! She has been diagnosed with Restless Genital Syndrome.

"It's unbearable. Just my clothes rubbing against me gets me so aroused I can hardly think straight. It's very embarrassing and it's impossible to concentrate."

The mother-of-two said at first the condition was great for her marriage. She explains:

"I started getting these intense sexual urges. They would come out of nowhere and completely engulf me. It would last for most of the day. I was really shocked because normally I have practically no sex drive at all. "

"Brian [her husband] was ecstatic. He was like, 'Wow for once in our marriage, she is the one who wants all the sex.' I was delighted too. I thought: 'Finally I'm getting a sex drive and I can give my husband what he wants'."

But, eventually her high sex drive began to be more of a nuisance and ended up painful at times!

"We would have sex once and I would feel no release at all," Baughman said. "So we would go again and then it would start really hurting but I would still want sex, even more than before. If my husband managed to go for a third time it would be agony but I would still feel no release."

THE BIG NO-GASM. Yikes!!

Order My Steps

2009-12-21T22:42:00.000-08:00

Today, with a heavy heart, I have been singing like I have forgotten how to speak. Music is simply love in search of a good listener and with so much awful in the world, let the gift of song shine as bright as it possibly can. Enjoy.

The Funny Bone

2009-12-18T11:41:00.000-08:00

If you know me personally, then you know I am pretty funny. It's one of my BETTER qualities. With that being said...

Happy Friday Bloggers. I appreciate the love.

Grab a kleenex and enjoy my list of home remedies, they really do work.

1. AVOID CUTTING YOURSELF WHEN SLICING VEGETABLES BY GETTING SOMEONE ELSE TO HOLD THE VEGETABLES WHILE YOU SLICE.

2. AVOID ARGUMENTS WITH THE FEMALES ABOUT LIFTING THE TOILET SEAT BY USING THE SINK.

3. FOR HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE SUFFERERS ~ SIMPLY CUT YOURSELF AND BLEED FOR A FEW MINUTES, THUS REDUCING THE PRESSURE ON YOUR VEINS. REMEMBER TO USE A TIMER.

4. A MOUSE TRAP PLACED ON TOP OF YOUR ALARM CLOCK WILL PREVENT YOU FROM ROLLING OVER AND GOING BACK TO SLEEP AFTER YOU HIT THE SNOOZE BUTTON.

5. IF YOU HAVE A BAD COUGH, TAKE A LARGE DOSE OF LAXATIVES. THEN YOU'LL BE AFRAID TO COUGH.

6. YOU ONLY NEED TWO TOOLS IN LIFE - WD-40 AND DUCT TAPE. IF IT DOESN'T MOVE AND SHOULD, USE THE WD-40. IF IT SHOULDN'T MOVE AND DOES, USE THE DUCT TAPE.

7. IF YOU CAN'T FIX IT WITH A HAMMER, YOU'VE GOT AN ELECTRICAL PROBLEM.

The SEX Shoe

2009-12-16T07:22:00.000-08:00

Behold the new Miu Miu Peep-Toe Caged Platform Pump $675
Available in black and navy blue.

I have died and gone to heaven.

Wet Dream

2009-12-16T07:01:00.000-08:00

I woke up to THIS in my Inbox today.
It was like a ~~WET DREAM~~ via email.