Well now I sleep, not well, but I sleep, but it’s only stage one and two, back and forth, and I can’t hit three let alone the beautiful coma of four. I dream, but they aren’t lucid (they usually are) and they aren’t complete. I drift in and out of dreams, never having any control and never finishing a dream, I fall back into the dream after going back to stage one from two and then fall out a bit.

I can’t say if this is a better or worse kind of insomnia, I can say it is equally exhausting. I’ve been ’sleeping’ 6-8 hours a night and I wake up feeling drained, my eyes are baggy like I haven’t slept in days, and I can feel that my body isn’t regenerating the way it should be. I had multiple random strangers tell me I looked exhausted this morning, on a week where I’ve ’slept’ about 7 hours a night or more every night, which is pretty high for me. I’m not sure what I’ll do to fix it, or if it will just fix itself. I can only hope it fixes itself before I hit that point where I can’t trust my decisions and it becomes harder to tell what was a dream and what is reality. If you see any delta waves please send them my way, I’d love to see REM again soon.

I’m going to try to get my hands on some sound bites from the game so that you can check it out for yourself. Good times.