Revolution x Ladies

Tumblr/Blogger

2011-04-21T19:07:00.001-07:00

I am going to continue both. It seems to be blogging is dying out now, which sucks.
I also blog on my tumblr where you can follow me there as well http://www.mydarlingcyn.tumblr.com/

UPDATE

2011-04-06T16:18:00.001-07:00

SO I HAVE WENT FROM BLOGGER TO TUMBLR. I LOVE TUMBLR I AM ADDICTED NOW THAT I HAVE FIGURED OUT HOW TO USE IT. FOLLOW ME THERE
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RETIRING FROM BLOGGER && MOVING.....

2011-02-15T20:21:00.001-08:00

TO TUMBLR
http://www.mydarlingcyn.tumblr.com/

START TO FOLLOW :)

ARSINEY x CHASER

2011-01-20T11:47:00.000-08:00

TRUTH.

ARSINEY x ELEGANT HOODNESS

2011-01-20T00:09:00.000-08:00

So Tonight my Friend who is a hip hop artist EdotA performed at Pyramid Club in downtown Manhattan. A.D The General of ElegantHoodness was the host. I saw alot of great talent. Arsiney is one of the ones who really stood out to me. I was really feeling his music, his style, his lyrics, his swag....etc. I am not a huge fan of HIP HOP but he I can definately listen to and have playing on my iPOD. Check Out his songs.
Follow him via twitter @Arsiney and check out his site here

http://arsiney.bandcamp.com/album/the-trailer

PROJECT CUPID x 21-7 MAGAZINE

2011-01-19T11:12:00.000-08:00

The short story that I submitted and wrote myself.

Everyone has their own love story. I always sat and wondered when will mine ever unfold. At the young age of 16, I came across somene who to me seemed to be Prince Charming but really was a douchebag wrapped up in aluminum foil. Oh how he swept me off my feet, so I thought. Little did I know the chaos that would take place causing rippled effects in my life. Everything seemed great at first. But then I saw him for who he really was. A monster, the devil in disguise. Never have I met an individual so cold hearted and full of malice. I endured 5 years of abuse. Abuse in all aspects. Mentally, Physically, Emotionally and Spiritually. I lost myself, I lost my friends and worst of all I lost my faith. Something I promised I would always hold on to. And yet I allowed this guy to come and take it from me. I began to distance myself from the world. I hated everything and everyone, couples I saw that were happier only caused me to become more resentful and bitter. Typical scorned woman right? Right. After 5 years I finally gathered up the courage, it was the final blow, literally final blow because he hit me in the face pretty darn hard. I left and never looked back. It took me 4 years of being single to finally find ME again. To find closure and comfort. I gained my treasures back and found some new ones along the way. I always say things happen for a reason and I often use one of my favorite words. Kismet. This was all meant to be. Even if it took for me to get hurt so badly to find where I needed to be in life. And at this moment in time , this is where I need to be. After much prayer and faith, I finally met someone. Someone who treats me like a QUEEN. Someone who listens to me, someone who is not just a lover but a friend. I know that things will not be perfect but I know what it takes. I know what I want in life. He pushes me to do better, to be better, to smile more. And when I feel like I am slipping he is right there to give me a pep talk. All of his kind words has taking some getting used to because of course my first thought and reaction were " This Dude is Bullshitting me right now". But I built up a wall to keep love out and he just broke those walls down. I can't say that we are madly in love, not yet at least. But it is getting there. Everyday is a step by step progress, every day we learn more and more about one another. And one thing I do know is this, although I did find a wonderful man even if things did not work out we will remain great friends and most importantly I found love...I learned to fall in love with the woman in me, the woman my parents raised right and the woman God created me to be. I finally started to love me.

-Cynthia

Check out http://www.21-7Magazine.com/
And if you want to submit your story Follow the rules on The picture Above and send it to
project@21-7magazine.com with CUPID in the subject.

KID SISTER MIXTAPE x KISS KISS KISS

2011-01-17T23:09:00.000-08:00

Check it out, sign up for your Free Download

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BRITNEY SPEARS x HOLD IT AGAINST ME

2011-01-13T09:58:00.001-08:00

J.Lo always Glows.

2011-01-06T17:38:00.000-08:00

$2,500 Herve Leger
Oh a girl can dream, can't she? One day.....one day I tell you, I will indulge in all the amazing fashions trends this world has to offer. Known and unknown designers and just bask in essence of the fabric.

Smokey Purple Look By SEPHORA

2011-01-02T13:53:00.001-08:00

Love Happens.

2011-01-02T13:07:00.000-08:00

Eloise & Bruce; both characters made me adore this movie. Eloise was sort of a woman scorned, she has been hurt so when a man gets close she conjures up these negative results and outcomes in her mind leading her to believe that it won't work. Bruce a grief counselor who helps everyone over come their loss but has yet to deal with the loss of his wife.Two individuals who have suffered pain and heart ache cross pathes , both are afraid but both eventually fall in love to give this thing called 'LOVE' another try. "This too shall pass". This movie spoke to me, it touched me, it made me cry of course. As much as I say I do NOT like romance movies, I am a sucker for a good romance flick. And this by far is one of my many favorites. I truely believe that no one is destined to be alone for the rest of their lives. I used to walk around with that mentality. But it is true when they tell you , not to look for love because it will find its way to you. And guess what......CUPID FINALLY STRUCK ME.

I have met the most amazing man. My prayers have finally been answered. I won't say we are in love [yet] but we really really I mean REALLY like each other a lot. We really care for one another. It is so bizarre how we both feel so comfortable around each other. Like we have been great friends for years. I feel like I can be myself around him, with no fear of being judged. That is an amazing feeling. He has changed my perspective on life, on men, on a lot of things. And I look forward to our friendship/relationship blossoming. He makes me feel wanted, he makes me feel appreciated, he makes me feel like what I have to say matters, he makes me feel....bubbly lol.

For the first time in years I spent the holidays with someone special. Christmas and New Years. I ended 2010 Happy and started of 2011 Happy. God thank you for your blessings. Help me be a better daughter in Christ , help me to resist temptation, help to stand firm in your word.

So I took pictures of course, ENJOY :)

P.S He met my family (they really like him) and he also came to church with (that is a huge deal to me). And he enjoyed the service *gasp* I will be keeping HIM <3 in my prayers.

"GOD BLESS THE BROKEN ROAD THAT LED ME STRAIGHT TO YOU"

Sincerely,

NEW YEARS 2011 LOOK

2011-01-02T01:22:00.000-08:00

Don't Stop.

2010-12-27T07:40:00.000-08:00

New feelings erupt from the pit of my stomach
Yet absorbing every ounce of it , it feels oh so familiar
Like once upon a time I was there
At that very moment, meeting once before
Maybe in a past life perhaps
Or maybe even in my dreams
As you held my hand, our fingers locked instantly
The missing piece to a complex puzzle I have been trying to figure out for so long
Kismet
This moment was destiny
You and me, me and you lost in the twinkling stars in your eyes
Safe in your embrace as you hold on dear
This moment in time, as I breath you in
I wish it would stop , so that I can savor every second
Afraid that I will wake up from this wonderous dream
To only be faced with reality
But if this is a dream, then I ask God to let me dream for all eternity.
-Cynthia Lee.

2010-12-24T00:32:00.000-08:00

This just speaks for itself, how I feel. When there are no words to say music speaks for me. People believe they understand me when they don't so I just get made fun of or called names. And the world wonders why people lash out. Because of inconsiderate individuals who belong on their own self absorbed planet.

WINK x FLIP MERCHANDIS REVIEW

2010-12-20T21:03:00.000-08:00

http://www.winkandflip.com/

So walking back today from purchasing my secret santa gift , I stumbled upon this sale. Walking in I was blown away by all the nifty merchandise I saw. Walking about I stumbled upon WINK & FLIP jewlery. Loved it. I scanned all the merchandise and found two items I adored.

The earrings are like gold accent leaves, very light and not heavy on the earlobs. I simply detest big earrings that feel heavy and give the whole elephant ear look. I love big earrings that dangle so this is a plus. It is simple, chic and can be worn with various looks.

The bracelet is made of leather is what it seems. The color is a dark idigo/navy blue with gold studs on it. This bracelet is chic as well. It is able to adjust to two different sizes and snaps on easily. No hassle of those links/clasps which can be fustrating to use especially if you have long nails.

I can not WAIT to wear these products.

TAG: MY SECRETS

2010-12-07T08:01:00.000-08:00

LIPSTICK x PUMPS

2010-12-01T22:32:00.000-08:00

FLASHING LIGHTS. GLITTER. HIGH HEELS. BANGLES. STUDS. RED LIPS. RIPPED JEANS. OFF THE SHOULDER SHIRT. BLAZER. LEATHER JACKET. THATS HOW I LIKE TO PARTY.

Paperbag Princess

2010-11-28T21:34:00.000-08:00

Cat calls as I walk with my paperbag past the corner store

Thirteen years olf but in the eyes of those men
I'm just a piece of fresh meat they're looking to explore
They can look but they can't touch
But their look become a touch
And a touch becomes a grab
And a grab turns into an act of henious LUST
He smiles with the devils grin
Gives the paperbag princess some tissue
To wipe the sperm off her chin
After he just forced his manhood
Inside her once locked doors of innocence
She refused to believe this was her reality
Stripped of her joy in just a few minutes
She couldn't tell papi or mami
Oh they wouldn't believe it, wouldn't concieve it, wouldn't even hear it
Where was her sweet Savior Jesus
Lost in this daze
Trapped in a violent maze where her rapist was the cat and lil ol' me was the mouse
Just all the while trying to make my way home for a piece of cheese or a cheese of PEACE
But home seemed so far away
So distant like the stars I gazed at in the indigo sky
So distant like never never land
If this paperbag princess could just find TINKERBELL and sprinkle some PiXIE DUST
To guide her to her sanctuary the place she longed to be
Safe and sound where she could not be found
So her shame she can hide
Because her insides were on fire
Infected, plagued with PUTRID residue of the slime
That lingered on the cold clammy hands of her storybook villan
And here she stands , in no mans land
With no beginning or end
Just reliving that cataclysmic event that shook her earths surface
Praying for an end
And yet still, yet still the solid age of 25 I ...She
Remains that 13 year old Boriqua inside
My inner child wants to grow up and move past this already
But the monster confined her in chains of guilt and self blame
He laughs I cry He moves on and I die a little inside
The hell I'm in you can not begin to fathom
My closet monster is still out there
Lurking , stalking for GAME lookin for more trophies to GAIN
My silent screams echo of my walls of solitude
Tinkerbell take me home
So I can never be in this land again
Tinkerbell take me home
Because I can hear the TICK TOCK in the alligators belly
Counting down my remaining minutes of sanity
Before my brain tuns to jelly
Now a lost boy or better yet a lost girl
Whose reality dfferentiates from your world
TICK TOCK the clock stops at 12
But no glass slipper for this paper bag princess
Just a smile from the local candy man, also known as the handy man
Who got loose wondering hands that make their way up
Little girls princess dresses to slip his fingers inside their folds
And their TIARAS he stole
Funny how every princess is supposed to have a happy ending
For some it never happens and others they'e just pending.
-Cynthia.Lee

I can truely relate ...

2010-11-20T23:33:00.000-08:00

Let the lyrics and song speak for itself.

Rihanna -SKIN

2010-11-17T22:33:00.000-08:00

-For a while I was not a huge fan of Rihanna but this new CD is seriously on point. It is sultry, erotic and just puts you in the mood. It is seductive and I love her new look. I honestly think that she can pull off any look if she wanted to. This song is sexy.

"So why you standing over there with your clothes on? Baby Strip Down for me. Go on take em off. Don't worry baby, imma meet you half way, cause I know you wanna see me. Almost there, so baby dont stop what you're doing. Softer than a mother, Boy I know you wanna touch. Breathing down my neck, I can tell you wanna * * * *And now you want it like, want you to feel it now."

HIS EYE IS ON THE SPARROW COVER

2010-11-11T23:59:00.001-08:00

GROWING UP PUERTO RICAN PT.1 & PT.2

2010-11-05T19:03:00.000-07:00

SINGLE LIFE VLOG

2010-11-05T17:55:00.001-07:00

UrbanoTV - Member Profile

2010-11-02T23:38:00.000-07:00

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Puerto Rican Family Gatherings.

2010-11-02T22:27:00.000-07:00

There is nothing more joyous than having a typical Puerto Rican holiday with the family. Drunk aunts and uncles,bratty children running back and forth sibling rivalry and bringing up past grudges all while being drunk over coquito and laughing about it an hour later. Growing up in a typical lower east side Puerto Rican family you learn not to take everything to heart. We love eachother regardless of the insults. It's a latin thing. Allow me to give you a glimpse of my loud typical Puerto Rican family, we drink till the sun comes up and drunk babble. It's hilarious. Below is my aunt who is ghetto and notorious for beating peoples asses and my brothers making fun of her and of course I am the one recording and laughing like a mad woman. Enjoy.