Right Rhythms

Darkness Heals.....

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Mon, 07 Dec 2009 20:40:00 +0000

Dawn is breaking but I still miss the darkness,
Wanna go back to the warmth it brought to me,
No bright light to blur the sight.

All fears and regrets were hidden,
And no confusion about the colors,
The silence around me was so clear.

No boundaries, no limits,
Surrounded by the silence and counting the minutes,
And could see dreams with open eyes.

Beyond the words what I felt,
No extremes to be dealt,
But I am quite sure that darkness heals....

Can There Be..?

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Mon, 23 Nov 2009 21:01:00 +0000

Can there be another beautiful morning,
When clouds will come down to float on these waves,

Can there be a better day,
When the breeze will bring a charm the way it brings today,

Can there be another world,
Where I will relive those evocative moments,

Can there be another emotion,
Which will be mine and will bring me strength,

Can there be another musical instrument,
Which will arise the inner strength the way a flute does,

Can there another love,
To respite me from all these nuisances,

Can there be a second life,
Which will be comprehended,

Can there ever be a moment,
When I will feel complete.

Between You and Me....

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Sat, 21 Nov 2009 18:06:00 +0000

I don't know if I will regret,
Knowing you and why we met,
But I know one thing for sure,
That I am not wrong this time.

Never knew I could be so strong,
When people told me how I'm so very wrong,
But nothing can stop me from trying,
Coz I know this blaze won't be dying.

Tell me trusting you isn't a mistake,
I will be next to you whatever it will take,
But you have to show me the way,
Say you'll be with me in every day.

Telling truth wasn't the plan,
I'm doing everything what all I can,
The time I knew the road is going to end,
It's you who brought me the strength.

Take Me There.....

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Sat, 21 Nov 2009 18:06:00 +0000

Take me there where no one goes,

Take me through your thoughts,
Let me know what no one else can know.

Keep me in your heart,
Let me stay where no one else can stay.

Keep me in your eyes,
Let me see your dreams what no one else can see.

Maybe I can be a part of your life,
Let me be into every moment of it.

Jus' wanna be there...forever...

All This While....

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Mon, 16 Nov 2009 15:17:00 +0000

All this while,

I followed my heart,
And spoke to my mind,
But saying truth doesn't seem to be right.

I don't want to live this lie,
When I know you gotta leave me this way,
There is a feeling I can't deny,
But I will get over it some day.

One moment you are here,
And in the next you are gone,
Don't you realize you leaving behind me in a fear,
A part of me was also torn.

If I knew what I understand today,
I would have already gone away,
Saying goodbye isn't so easy,
But I will do it any way.

Jus' - II

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 18:15:00 +0000

It's a new day, a new beginning,
Some voices I have started to listening,
Voices of my mind and of my soul,
And I don't regret coz my heart is pure.

I see through my thoughts and belief,
And I know I ain't wrong- a relief,
No regrets if an imagination wants to relive,
I still feel complete even if it is primitive.

The fear I have is fading away,
Still trying to find my own way,
Next to me is a shadow I admire,
I regret not to realize it prior.

Feel so glad that I found a pearl,
The shine is so bright that the sight is blur,
The belonging is more than precious,
I thank God for being so gracious.

Note: Could not think of any title complement these words.

Take Me Home...

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Tue, 03 Nov 2009 17:19:00 +0000

Leaves are falling again,
The sky is getting darker,
I am tired of strolling alone,
Please hold my hand,
And take me home.

This mob frightens me,
Loneliness sends shivers down my spine,
Don't know how to deal with this fear,
Something I have faced all my life,
I am still waiting for you down here,
Please take me home.

Just a moment next to you,
Before I break free from my life,
I need to reside in your embrace,
Just for a while,
I no longer can be alone,
I wanna be home.

The stars won't stop shining,
Clouds won't come down to embrace me,
Wish I could fly with this wind,
Or could live in the ocean,
But I will still be alone,
Won't you take me home.

Thank You God!

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Tue, 22 Sep 2009 20:02:00 +0000

God,
As I will be living another day with your grace,
I want to thank you for everything I have been blessed,

A beautiful family and a life full of smile,
Though I am still waiting for a surprise,

I am sorry for the days when tears I have shed,
And all the complaints that I have made,

I am sorry for the days I have forgotten that you lighten up my days,
And all the time as I have ignored when you showed me the ways,

I understand that all you have given is best,
And I leave my life in your hands whatever is rest.

I Sense The Love

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Fri, 04 Sep 2009 23:03:00 +0000

When those eyes look at me,

I can sense a mystery,

When that voice calls my name,
It brings me a little pain,

His thoughts separate the shadow of cloud,
Why this perplexity speaks so loud,

I have lived for another day,
Waiting for a fairytale to come my way,

Can not stop clock ticking,
I wanna stop this time from running,

Every time I close my eyes I see a beautiful face,
I know it's you but I can not chase,

Maybe we aren't meant to be together,
But I am in pain and getting into it deeper,

I wish we could be together,

And I could give you my love forever.

- Written by Anusha Bhadauria

Dubious

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Mon, 31 Aug 2009 18:59:00 +0000

Could there be another way,
I tried to find it everyday.

I am trapped in this cage like a bird,
Please set me free if you heard.

All I can see is a crimson patch,
But I realize it's fading away.

May be what I desire is not meant to be,
Or there is something I couldn't see.

What this commotion is all about,
Will sun break free of the clouds?

I turn around and try to know what I am leaving behind,
I wanna see the reflection of my dreams.

Clouds in my head part away by his voice,
I don't care if I am wrong cause' it's my choice.

I am stuck in this dubious battle,
I hope it is not too late...

- Written by Anusha Bhadauria

I Exist (Existence is Hidden)

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Tue, 18 Aug 2009 16:36:00 +0000

Yes. I do exist. I exist like an unknown tree in a forest. I exist like an ignored flower blooming in a potted plant kept in one corner of the garden. I have been so away from affection that now I don't realize it's importance. I know that one day this isolation may make me fall or may be I will be picked up like a flower by someone unknown passing through the meadow and my existence may come to an end. But is that it? Is that what I am existing for? No idea and I don't really think about it but what I know now is that "I exist". Though my existence is hidden like a pearl in an oyster traveling across the sea searching for someone to set it free. It's not been long when I realized that happiness don't come to me easily. I keep searching for something new but nothing happens. Number of trials have failed and I am here left in this darkened place. I am just running and what I see is another dark path. I don't know if I've missed a door which could have led me through the light. A kind of numbness taking place inside me leaving me hollow. This hollow part helps the friendly voice to screech and produce an echo and then to disappear leaving behind a silence and I am scared to break that silence. I know I am searching for something but that something is nothingness. This nothingness gives me a satisfaction which is enough for me to survive everyday. There is something messing up with my thoughts which is beyond explanation. I am trying hard to come out of these clouds which have created haze around me. And I feel today that I am done.

Still "I EXIST", fighting these nuisances.

Still Finding Myself....

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Wed, 29 Jul 2009 02:20:00 +0000

I am leaving a part of my emotions behind,
I am afraid it doesn't belong to me,

I am glad that I did not get blind,
b'cause the truth I could see,

Who knows that it is not fake what I hide,
Your essence is what sets me free,

Why I feel so weak inside,
I wanna win and I fight,

I can see nothing in your eyes,
It is just a phase and it will die,

Your presence makes me more lonely,
All I see is a crimson patch fading away,

I feel so numb and lost in this swarm,
And I am still finding myself...

- Written by Anusha Bhadauria

On Valentine's Day!

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Sun, 15 Feb 2009 04:17:00 +0000

I asked God to show me the way,

He gave me signs on Valentine's day,

Cupid's heart was beating for me,

Thought I could handle but jus' wanted to flee,

That slight touch was so pure,

Wish nexus will never be torn,

I confess the continuity of mystification,

I still have the proclivity to take depravation,

Mind jus' wanna be a little stealth,

Inspite of the felicity it felt.

- Written by Anusha Bhadauria

Perplexity

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Wed, 11 Feb 2009 19:35:00 +0000

Perplexity longing to freak out,
Celebrations seem to be so wrong...

My mind is engrossed in some thoughts,
And heart doesn't know what it wants...

Started loving the silence around me,
Don't know what can set me free...

There's no easy way out of these shackles,
I feel nothing but so much of frazzles...

Time is running out and i am still there,
May have loads of ways but doors seem to be rare...

- Written by Anusha Bhadauria

Pearl

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Thu, 05 Feb 2009 22:08:00 +0000

Not made from a grain of the sand,
Wants to breathe on this land,

Surviving for years in the deep ocean,
Splendorous, precious and priscilla-n,

Lives to get released from the oyster,
Where it has been left cloister,

The beauty is so un-touched and pure,
Love it and you will regret no more,

The protection of shell hides it's beauty,
Still it achieves the shine and the glory.

- Written by Anusha Bhadauria

Have we ever realized, how different it makes us feel –

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Thu, 29 Jan 2009 21:34:00 +0000

Walking on the grass,

One ray of sunlight in the gloomy sky,

Droplets of frozen crystals,

Catching the rain drops,

Swaying with the wind,

Clouds floating in the sky,

Walking through the mist,

Looking at the falling leaves,

Sitting under a tree and contemplating,

Fragrance of flowers,

A soft touch of a baby,

A dim lamp in the dark night,

Waves of the ocean touching the feet,

A musical instrument,

Holding hands,

Writing in the sand,

Fear when driving through a dark jungle,

Sip of coffee in the snowfall,

Playing with the colors when don’t know what to paint,

Watching shooting stars and asking for a wish.

They do make us feel different in certain way.

- Anusha Bhadauria

Affliction....

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Mon, 26 Jan 2009 16:06:00 +0000

Decisions were wrong,
Emotions were strong,

Actions were prompt,
Aftermaths were blown,

Regrets forever,
Trust acquaintances never,

Beliefs were torn,
Deceptions were born,

Was trying to catch rains in my fist,
And could never see through the mist,

Dreams were washed away by tears,
And souls were surrounded by fears,

Spilled water dried up,
Feelings were all cried up,

Hollow inside was taking the pain,
Strolling the world seeking no gain,

Gone was all the inclination,
Heart was full of affliction,

There's no end to this dark tunnel,
Going down in the ocean like a pebble,

Life has an end every time,
Still wanna live it don't know why.

- Written by Anusha Bhadauria

Blindfold

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Fri, 02 Jan 2009 07:13:00 +0000

Your desires will die inside,
Don't let your world be so confined,

Why don't you realize- That your thoughts are controlled,
Jus' try to remove that blindfold,

Sarcasm and anger are not the keys,
You are the one who can set yourself free,

The compromises that you make are of no worth,
Coz' you losing all your inner faith and trust,

Your emotions are not so vague,
Jus' need to come out of this haze,

Life is short, make it beautiful,
Don't be so rude and make life tragical,

Look around, whole world is yours,
Keep trying to find what you looking for....

- Anusha Bhadauria

My Friend....

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Thu, 01 Jan 2009 16:54:00 +0000

I remember the days when I was so alone,
Used to go to work and come back home,

I have always had friends who were there for name sake,
Till the time you entered my life and won my faith,

You are the one to know how I feel,
Even before I wish to speak,

You make my world so complete,
Don't know without you where I'd be,

Your care, concern and affection,
Wash away all my affliction,

I know you are there when I feel blue,
Now I am blessed to have a Friend who is so true.

- Anusha Bhadauria

Only You!

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Mon, 29 Dec 2008 20:56:00 +0000

Tell me would you set me free,
Tell me would you walk with me.

I have been waiting for so long,
Within an emotion so strong.

I must have a story,
Full of romance & glory.

You exist in my fantasies,
I see a tinge image and chase.

why can't you be the part of my reality,
Wanna face this world with u but lonely.

Reality seems meaningless without you,
And no one seems to be mine.

Don't know where do you exist,
But feel the pain inside.

I don't feel safe without you,
But I am sure your embrace will save me...

- Anusha Bhadauria

You are the ONE!!!

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Sat, 22 Nov 2008 12:52:00 +0000

In this never ending Riddle,
Don't you stay in the Middle....

Walk through these blue Nights,
With the Serenades flowing inside....

What you lost you may never get,
But you may have something better than that....

Don't be so afraid to open your eyes,
The world is beautiful and so is the life....

You may run, but you can't escape,
Love surrounds you, you jus' need to embrace....

Listen to these voices, calling your name,
Full of care and trust that they won't play any game....

Don't be afraid to Trust,
Don't walk away, no matter what....

Millions of colors say "Hi" to you,
A rainbow above is waiting for you too....

Open the door and see the Sun,
Jus' believe that you are the ONE!!

- Anusha Bhadauria

I Blame You!!!!

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Mon, 17 Nov 2008 22:31:00 +0000

I blame you,
for the pain you caused....
I blame you,
for the faith i lost....

I blame you,
for making me strong....
I blame you,
for teaching me wrong....

I blame you,
for passing me by....
I blame you,
for asking me why....

I blame you,
for giving me a Sign....
I blame you,
for the essence of pain still alive....

I blame you,
for creating those fantasies....
I blame you,
for showing me realities....

I blame you,
for that fake embrace....
I blame you,
for stealing that craze....

I blame you,
for changing me....

You are the one who should be blamed....I am tired of being Sorry for myself....

- Anusha Bhadauria

Your Essence...

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Sun, 28 Sep 2008 14:07:00 +0000

Your essence washes over me,
Flooding me with emotion.
Your current grabs hold
And tosses me into a stormy sea.

Mystery lies deep within,
A vast body of life,
Where your soul swims with mine.

Your voice calls out to me,
Seagulls singing in the ocean breeze,
A sad melody of yearning,
That longs for a special place to be.

With each deep breath I take,
Salty tears wrap around me,
Longing to be with you,
When I am asleep and awake.

Like diamond jewels of the night sky,
And grains of sparkling glass in the sand,
Your eyes draw me to a place of peace,
Where my heart fills with joy...

- Dhruv Chokshi

Dhruv is a great friend and a regular reader of my blogs. It has been a great opportunity to add his little piece of writing in this blog. Thanks Dhruv.

I Met Those Innocent Eyes

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Sun, 28 Sep 2008 14:05:00 +0000

When I met those innocent Eyes,
I could see the pain when they cry...

Those Eyes,
Full of expectations and desires,
which are died inside...

Those Eyes,
Longing to survive...

Those Eyes,
Tired of shedding tears every night...
Those Eyes,
Looking for me to rescue them...

Those Eyes,
Hungry, restless and full of Affliction...

Those Eyes,
Don't see dreams...

Those Eyes,
Suffering...

Those Eyes,
Unaware of wrong doing...

Those Eyes,
Untouched by love & affection...

Those Eyes
Why always mistreated...

Those Eyes,
Why don't deserve a normal life...

Those Eyes,
Memory of them don't let me sleep...

Those Eyes,
I wish I could embrace their pain...

Those Eyes,
I can't forget but I can't see them again...

Those Eyes,
Don't know how long they will survive...

Those Eyes,
Still Smile...
- Anusha Bhadauria

These street kids can be seen very easily in various countries. But no one is aware what they go through in their lives. They get this life when they know nothing about it. They don't know what is good & what is bad. They are born on streets and they die there. We can see them but avoid them as if they don't exist or mistreat them. Their lives start & end with sufferings. Don't know who created us, gave us so called beautiful life, but looking at them can we still say that life is Beautiful. But they still survive. Why?. Don't know what their dreams are and what their desires are. Can't say if they spend life only looking for one time meal or thinking about other achievements. If they feel affection & affliction. Don't realize what they feel when they are mistreated & hated. I have everything but still not satisfied, what about them? Nothing more to say, but just hoping that atleast at some point of time if we could feel the pain they go through and if could do something for them.

Jus'...

noreply@blogger.com (Shimmer) — Sun, 28 Sep 2008 14:04:00 +0000

Moments -

Leaving us behind.

Emotions -

So Pristine.

Perfection -
Not Sublime.

Deception -
Why so Strong.

Affection -
Lost Control.

Emptiness -
Rising Fast.

Love -
Full of Lust.

Affliction -
Downcast Eyes.

Soul -
Screaming Inside.

Tears -
Eyes are Dried.

Remorse -
Don't Survive.

Devotion -
Only Surmise.

Touch -
A Last Surprise.

Life -
Jus' A Quest.......

-Anusha Bhadauria