Run to the water & find me there burnt to the core but not broken

2012-01-20T21:10:00.003+08:00

finally we found a place. not the ideal place I wanted to go in the first place but it would suffice since we have a limited budget plus the people who wanted to go w us couldn't go out of town longer than what we wanted to. sigh. Baguio would have to wait till the 2nd quarter.

Back in the day, when we spent our summer in Bamboo Beach (now Kawayan Cove), we'd hear about Munting Buhangin but we never wanted to hop on the boat and explore it...think my mom did and other relatives but I, personally didn't. why. because it was sq....never mind.

now with 2 hands tied at my back sige let's see. so far I've been reading mostly good reviews but 1 or 1 not so nice reviews.

so far, 1 point for being the most affordable place I've seen on the net for a beach resort that is.

2nd point for allowing people to bring food w/o any corkage. I can never understand what corkages are for.

We were also s'posed to go to Canyon Woods but the place was booked and to Tamarindu Beach Resort but we took into consideration that the beach wasn't pure sand plus we couldn't bring food. But they had the lowest food package amongst the Beach Resorts in Laiya at 600php for adults.

Reference Sites:

http://www.wayph.com/munting-buhangin-beach-camp-batangas/

http://www.kitchencow.com/2009/06/11/taramindu-beach-and-garden-inn-your-formula-for-a-great-vacation/

http://traveling.ph/stories/taramindu-laiyas-beach-garden-inn.html

2012-01-11T14:40:00.000+08:00

let's go back. let's see where this would lead me ;)

2011-02-15T05:09:00.002+08:00

things to buy:

Alessandro
1. soccer shoes (w and w/o spikes)
2. soccer socks (2)
3. shin guards
4. football

Me
1. coleman (where are my old ones?!?!?!)
2. ala director's chair
3. bigger coleman box (same as the 1 I have but bigger)

*i'm realizing my dream of being a soccer mom*

...and no, i still don't know how to drive
...and no, i won't push myself to learn. i can pay the driver to do it

2011-02-14T16:55:00.003+08:00

Alessi went to his free trial w futbolfunatics yesterday at the Meralco center in Ortigas. Though he was his usual quiet at first mode I know eventully he'll learn to warm up. in the middle of the class, he started dribbling the football. good sign. a few minutes he ran up to me and asked me if he can play w his ben 10 computer game. this made me more determined to get him interested in any sport as i dont want him to become one of those kids that's always stuck in front of the computer. by the end of the class, all he did was play w dirt while the others were in a scrimmage. in short, he didnt participate in class. oh well, a few more classes and hopefully we'll see progress.

come to think of it, there was a change him that i've never seen before: he played with dirt! he never does that. my Alessi is as prissy as hell. If during dinner he gets food or ketchup anywhere on his body, he'll have it wipe it off. if even one grain of rice falls on the table or a drop of juice, he'll tell you to wipe it off. at least now he's acting like a normal 4 yr old boy.

next week is the start of soccer camp in Cuenca, AAV. I can't wait!

2011-01-22T09:15:00.002+08:00

We moved!

we finally got to moved in to our new "house" a few days before Christmas. finally. though at that time there was still some kinks here and there to be straightened out. there still is actually when we moved in and as the days progressed we started noticing the pangets of the house. the one who made the house didn't do their job well. oh well. its not really naman our 'our" house so who we are to complain. besides. as long as i'm with my sons i'm fine.

so last christmas wasn't that chrismast-sy for us since we were so busy moving our stuff. we had so much stuff. let me correct that. we have so much stuff and I have so much basura! im a hoarder! i dont 'collect' food stuff or whatever but what i 'collect' are papers. from the wlang kwentang receipt to my stationeries to my grade school palancas...gawd. basurera! i left them in 605 until i get to straighten my personal stuff here in Timbuktu (yes I call our new place Timbuktu).

2010-09-20T08:55:00.003+08:00

the mil told us that we had to go bring the kids back to pque late Sunday so we headed off to Fun Ranch around mid afternoon. half epic fail it was. we'd usually go there first thing in the morning to avoid the rush of kids going there (yea a kids place to avoid kids) in the afernoon but then again, it was the only place i could think of at that time plus that there was a sale I wanted to go to. (paging Frontera Verde admin: more parking slots please!)

the kids and I got off and waited till Ace found a parking spot.it took him 30mins to find one!we almost gave up and we were s'posed to leave na when I saw Ace walking towards where we were waiting for him. sa wakas! i was tired na from making my 2 kids saway coz they wanted to ride the carousel or buy french fries or ride the horsey or follow the yellow balloon! kapagod!

Alessi wanted to get on the rides but past experiences tell me that im just gonna waste money if I buy tokens for this since takot si Alessi sa rides. Active fun was puno so we went to the barn across it and while they played sa mini play area nila I went shopping for a few minutes. got those corner covers and a new binder since the old one that I have is not only missing but also pokes me at my ribs when I use it. sakit e. after a few more ikots and since in less than an hour pagod na kme we decided to go home na...whew.

in the car Igo was teasing his kuya when he kept on trying to "kiss" his kuya. igo's kiss means lots of laway that his kuya hates. hhaaayyy kaya kahit super kulit ng mga anak ko I miss them everytime they're not with me :( kahit super sakit ng likod ko at ng ulo..spending time with them and hearing their laughs and getting laway-ed up compensates for all the aches

The Expanded Breastfeeding Promotion Act (RA 10028): Support for Breastfeeding Mothers in the Workplace

2010-09-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

The Expanded Breastfeeding Promotion Act (RA 10028): Support for Breastfeeding Mothers in the Workplace

2010-08-02T01:30:00.002+08:00

natutong mag timpi si Belinda

while malling w my sons, a lady tried to overtake us and she accidentally bumped her bag into my son's head. of course nagreklamo si Alessi and the girl did apologize but she lashed out: i said i was sorry ok? it was no one's fault we didnt see each other..." sabe ko: did I say anything? sabe nya: your face!?!?! tas sabe ko: of course you hit my son what do you expect?! sabe nya: i said i was sorry....kesyo kesyo....me: fine sige go!im with my son dont ruin my day and she walked away but stopped and looked back when she was at the dulo of the row of stores...

kapal..sya na nga yung nakabunggo sya pa yung nagalit...some people tlaga

2010-07-30T09:42:00.000+08:00

sometimes i just feel like moving to another country, change my name, and start a new life.

2010-07-30T08:51:00.003+08:00

There are days,
there are days when your life clouds over
and the world gets so dark
that all at once you can't tell night from day.

There are times,
when your heart cries 'this isn't happening',
but the truth is cold and real
and I know this storm won't go away.

2010-07-30T08:40:00.002+08:00

S&R Days

there are times when i just want to spend the whole day sa S&R....some..or all of you...might not even understand what I am saying...basta...i love doing the grocery and in my opinion...S&r is my indulge grocery place...when I want candy bars that you cant find here or candies or chocolates that I wanna buy in bulk i go there...if i need toilet paper...lots of toilet paper, that is. i go to s&R....when I want pizza or their roasted chicken...i go to s&r...i know its mababaw and im guessing you're still not getting it...basta..its like my indulge place..of course for food lang no.....bah! i dont get the point of this entry. lekat

2010-06-24T10:08:00.000+08:00

what do you need

march pa ko nagsasabe ngayon mo lang tinanong kung kelan wla na kong paki

2010-05-04T05:00:00.003+08:00

why o why couldnt steve jobs just make my life easy!? i know props for inventing ipod the mother of his I inventions. it saved me from always lugging my cds from one place to another (its heavy!) but then again why couldnt you just allow more than 1 ipod per computer?! damot. ive been painfully fixing my playlists and for a techbobo like me its like PAAAAAIIINNNN...i plug my classic ipod mini in my pc my itouch as well (i just auth and deauth it everytime) then my nano in my laptop. yea i know..why i have 3? i guess it just piled up and voila! i was thinking of selling them until i realized I can hypnotize my son to stay still for like 15mins w my itouch! so i use my itouch for all those apps (do they have apps that make money din? and that make you thin na din) and some songs then my nano for my songs and the mini for songs for the little ones as well.

2010-05-02T16:41:00.002+08:00

my 2 sons have been keeping my hands full..overflowing actually...ive been sleeping in the morning as soon as I get home from work then I wake up at noon so I can help feed the kids. We only have 1 yaya and in about a week it'll be just me and the kids. The yaya will be gone for a week for her kid's wedding so good luck to me!

I actually welcome that 1 week w/o yaya since ive been lamenting that my kids call yaya "mommy or mama" already since I spend most of my time at work (grumble grumble). hopefully that 1 week would be enough for my kids especially the bunso to weaned from yaya and he can start sleeping w me again. its been months since my bunso slept beside me at night coz no matter what I do he cries when he doesnt get to sleep w his yaya :( and no amount of bola or soothing will make him stop...breaks my heart everytime

so i hope for the best...i'll be stocking on Zoloft, Naproxen, Vit B12, D throw in Vit E for my skin

2010-04-27T15:08:00.000+08:00

what's is next?

2010-04-07T05:01:00.003+08:00

its the start of Baseball season...and I come alive...***kilig***

2010-04-07T01:13:00.004+08:00

ive been buying books like there's no tomorrow. every week i've a minimum of 3 new books since i managed to finish them all by the week after hehehe ive been wishing for a bigger space for my books plus my burgeoning collection of dvds as well...oh well when I get my own house ill build myself my very own library just as how ive been dreaming of it since I was a kid and im gonna spend hours and hours of my day smelling old pages of my books...heaven

2010-03-09T12:23:00.003+08:00

what can I do to help

im getting tired

its a thankless job and I dont want to forever do it

im getting tired

especially when you dont have a support system to back you up

im getting tired

of people asking why instead of standing up w me and helping out

im getting tired

of helping other people and I get nothing in return

im getting tired of picking up the slack from other people

im getting tired

of people asking why instead of what

2010-01-28T00:54:00.003+08:00

you

i stayed up all night
i watched all the shows but i couldnt remember what they were
i wrote down all the words but i couldnt decipher them
i puffed all the cigs but my lips got burnt and i didnt even mind it
i drank all the coke but it wouldnt satisfy me

only you will
and i hope you feel the same way

i hope that you have sleepless nights about me
i pray you live through days and nights as if you were a zombie
i implore that see the faces in front of you like they were mirror images

and i know that i have hurt you just as you had hurt me

2010-01-26T07:16:00.003+08:00

while working early monday morning i got sick. wanted to go home coz my back was killing me but i couldnt. not when i had tons of things to do. 'round 11 i couldnt hunker down my shoulders anymore. not when i was already seeing double. so i went home thinking that I still had a lot of things to do. by nightfall i knew i couldnt go to work. i called in sick. i was sick but i couldnt sleep. why? bec i was thinking of work. i was getting sick bec of work and yet I was still thinking about it. i barely have enough time for myself and my kids all because of my thankless job and there I was thinking about it. fuck.

2009-12-31T03:16:00.002+08:00

“When you’re dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part”

2009-12-25T02:43:00.002+08:00

its christmas finally. unlike any other christmas-es i wasnt so sipag this year. i wasnt so organized. i had bits and pieces of stuff that I did and somehow tried to act on it via yaya and that was it. turns out decent but if my ghost of christmas past was here it'll be chasing me till kingdom come.

this year i decided to start a personal tradition. now we make our christmas list every year right? i usually start mine by oct or november and its always entitled Christmas (then the year). That lists always chnges every year bec of friends who moved, died, etc...i decided this year that every year henceforth I would have a group of select friends who I cherished. these people are my closest friend or friends who have touched my life. these are the people who i cherish and would say thanks to them whether or not we saw each other that year by giving them a christmas gift.

last nyt we had an early noche buena bec the dad has to go to work by 11. we had baby back ribs w seared pineapple, mashed potato w bacon bits and corn and carrots. the kids love corn and carrots their forever favorite. i loved my ribs w pineapple. good bye calorie count.

the kids had tons of gifts! they both stayed awake till 10pm. thats late for them since they're usually knocked out by 7 or 8pm.

i wanna catch a few Zzzz before they wake up so i leave you all with this

“Happiness comes in many forms — in the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else’s dream come true, or in the promise of hope renewed. It’s okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be.

2009-12-22T11:21:00.001+08:00

yun lang naman tlga e...mahirap bang maintindihan yun? oo ata....sad

2009-12-16T10:47:00.001+08:00

Inigo has been feeling better...that munchkin still takes my breath away whenever he flashes his mischievous smile...

2009-12-12T09:32:00.003+08:00

the last 24 hours has been traumatizing for me...its one of those times (which I would pray would be the last) when I feel that I really am a mother...

my youngest grabbed his grand uncle's hot mug of coffee yesterday morning and spilt it on his arms, chest and legs. I was asleep when it happened but they woke me up and I brought him to Manila Doctors.

He received thermal burns both 1st and 2nd degree according to the ER doctors.

He wouldnt quit crying everytime especially when he was being treated.

My litany of Haily Mary's saved my heart and my piece of mind.

A nice doctor even asked if maybe they should hold Inigo while they dress the wound and I could just watch from afar since tears were already rolling down my cheeks. But surprisingly I said no. Come to think of it...there really was no question. My son needed to be held by someone who could soothe him and it was just me and no one else.

for the next 7 days I have to clean and re-dress the wound twice a day.

i've done it twice already and its the most exhausting thing that I have to do..mentally and emotionally exhausting, that is.

it tears my heart to know that I am hurting my son by cleaning his wound everytime and because he cries and wails and thrases, it takes about 30mins or so to clean and re-dress the wound. By the time I finish, its like a ran a whole 5k marathon.

it'll be a challenge for the nextfew days but hopefully my son would heal fast- both physically and emotionally.

this is one of those times that I hold on to whoever that said that babies are more resilient that they seem to be