Samantha Vamp

Unexpected Me

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Wed, 16 Nov 2011 08:23:00 +0000

U.J got me a DSLR camera for my birthday! But I am still clueless on how to use it, too many functions, too many confusing code and short symbol -_-'". Moreover, I am so used to Canon already but Nikon do take nicer pictures than Canon, although Canon DSLR camera is as equally good.

Anyway, I have more good news! After coming back for super long vacation, I found myself going to be a MUM!!!!

I was so super late for 5 days and I am super damn tired after each time I did some exercises after coming back home from holiday. Moreover, I realise, 'why my fat doesnt go away after I exercise?!?!?!' Cuz I eat less too, I should be able to feel at least tiny result!

I did suspected something changes on my body, and so I went to pharmacy, and bought 3 different types of pregnancy test.

I didnt thought much about it...until the "+" pop out! You can't imagine how shock I am! I did 2 more pregnancy test (with different brand) the next morning, just to be sure. I heard from a friend before, to get the most accurate result,you have to use the first pee in the morning. And the result is STILL positive!

I was so happy, I was utterly stunned and speechless that I just cried. It was tears of joy! I cant believe I am gonna be a mummy!!!! I told U.J about it and u know what is his reaction? Happy with a smiley face like this---> :) and nothing else! -_-'" Really potong stim! He already knew I am pregnant.....

.........

-_-'"

I was already 6 weeks pregnant when we found out!

We were calculating and counting when it happen and the baby was MADE IN CITY OF LOVEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

Guess the Goddess of Love gave me a very big souvenier before going back home! :D

This is the 6th week, the first ultrasound of seeing our lil babyyyyyyy!!!!U.J's smile was priceless!

And then time past by....at this 4th month, I finally can announce I am pregnant! Look at how much out lil' one grow *fluffy*FLUFFY INSIDE*

U.J doesnt allow me to announce on the first trimester cuz' he's afraid and 'pantang' anything could happen to our baby. You know, the first trimester is the most unstable pregnancy and anything to could happen, as there is higher chance of miscarriage.

But the pregnancy symptoms of the first 3 months was TERRIBLE!!! Nauseous and puking non-stop! Constantly tired all the time! The worst is the puking! And cravings!!!! I craved so so much for sour food, that U.J and my parents in law doesnt allow me to eat!!! You can't imagine, how this sour food like our local penangite food such as laksa and rojak soothe my puking and nauseous! I do get frustrated at times cuz I don't get to eat what I crave for! Apparently, laksa and rojak contain certain ingredient which are not good for the baby's growth inside my tummy.

THANK GOD I NO LONGER CRAVE FOR THESE FOOD AFTER 3 MONTHS! And no more puking! It felt horrible for not eating stuff I wanted to much (Blame it on hormones! I get emotional and cried in the middle of the night!)

Now, at the 18th weeks, the lil' one is super active! I can finally feel the kicking! It feel soo soooo sooo weird, but u can't imagine how happy I am. It' s sucha a miracle there's a lil' human growing inside my tummy who is gonna be my child...

The lil' one is growing healthyly, but my back ache is getting worse!

Pain &soreness, sometimes I would wake up in the middle of the night cuz it hurt so much....

Oh yea! I do wake up in the middle of the night sometimes and then would watch tv cuz I can't go back to sleep! BLAME IT ON HORMONES!

Tummy is getting bigger day by day. But I love it! Cuz I don't need to hide it and show it proudly to everyone! :)
It's a blessing from God! I thanked the BIG guy up there everyday for sucha wonderful gift.

This is the tummy of 18th weeks & 5 days! (if I am not wrong)

And to end this post, a picture of PREGGER me!

Till then!

Truly lost of 'inspirasi'

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Fri, 30 Sep 2011 13:15:00 +0000

So, I've been looking through my blog and realised that I haven't been into blogging since January 2011? or is it 2010? It realllyyyyy take me forever to get my fingers here and blogging again.

So, I've been stop blogging! And what? I can't do that meh?

I have my own reasons!

Reason no.1 : No 'inspirasi'! I lost my sense of inspiration after the wedding.
Why? .....
Reason sub 1(a) I gain weight! which make me
sub 1(b) feel UGLY
sub 1(c) I don't have time, my own zone to take anymore the "vanity" photoshoot of
myself, supported by reason sub 1(a) and 1(b).

Reason no.2: Married life-well, it's not that baaadddddddd, but it just make me extra LAZY.

But no more!

Cuz what I am about to say next is gonna be legen......wait for it...... dary! (QUOTE FROM BARNEY STINSON)

Hubby just bought new toy for me, unfortunately that would have to wait....and I have new inspiration to blog again....but all of that would have to wait.

Till then, keep u in suspend first! :P

This is utterly insane...

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Fri, 14 Jan 2011 15:39:00 +0000

I just discover a new photo editing software, and it's easy as shit! It's ridiculously easy and I now know why many bloggers have been using it! It can smooth your skin and look like 10 years younger,make your eyes look BIGGER and even put on additional make up and fake lashes!

Can you spot the difference?

So, what is this software called? Xiu Xiu!Now I know why some girls look super kawaii! How can you tell what is real from pictures anymore?

Photos today are LIES!!!!

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Fri, 14 Jan 2011 04:52:00 +0000

How to tell whether this person is for real or not???With photo editing software, I am so AMAZED with what they can do!

Can you see THAT! *grin* The wonders of photo editing software!

Sorry I haven't been blogged...

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Tue, 11 Jan 2011 04:01:00 +0000

With all wedding preparation last year, I don't even have time to blogged.

Ok la! I have lots of things in my head too! There's been a lot of running, up and down, left and right...almost wanna go bonkers!

All that is left is the waiting.

And no, not the waiting for the new junior members...well...not yet!

But waiting for my actual day wedding photos and videos....and still waiting anxiously.....

At the mean time, I am compiling all the things and pictures from the wedding preparation, from the traditional ceremony to traditional chinese preparation. I have uploaded a few in my facebook, but I am gonna share it here, with all the explaination in the world I could remember.

I have too much time in my hand now....can't believe till this day, I am officially a 'wife'...

Till then, *kiss*kiss*

Marriage VS Dating

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Wed, 13 Oct 2010 07:35:00 +0000

Many of us wonder, what's the difference with marriage and dating??? (Besides the fact your child will be the legitimate child of your husband)
I heard many many many different opinions about marriage.

"No different la, marriage is just a paper la, sign as black & white to be recognized as married couple in governement's eyes. kah-win nia mah! boh thua su 1 la!"

"Yooooo.....marriage got lots of commitment la! Feed wife, feed children and every month bills bills bills non-stop! Somemore got insurance la, car la,house la, tax la, bla bla bla...."

"Marriage is wonderful. My husband is a good husband and a good father, I love my children!"

I suppose marriage is more of a secured zone that both people are in relationship.

Honestly, I haven't really venture myself in married life yet, mine have yet just begun. The front page of the book "Married life of Samantha Khaw" haven't even open yet.

And to be more honest, I miss "in a relationship" life and dating life. It DOES prove a difference on how your guy treats you.

Here's one of my many many experiences with U.J (for an example) :

Dating:

When going shopping-hold your hands,
By the escalator-hold your hands + kiss you lips (bonus!)
In the lift-kiss your lips
In the movie threatre: kiss you madly,literally making out!

*sigh* hot,steamy romance in the air~~~~~~

Marriage:

Going shopping: walk in front of you, while you walk behind him, literally chasing him!

Me: Why walk so fast? Can't we walk together?Him: My legs are long, of course I walk faster.
*GRRRRRRR*

By the escalator:

Me: Why you don't hold my hand anymore?Him: You hold my hand la!*Grrrrrrrrrrr*Me: Kiss kiss (manja)Him: Don't want la! Can't you see there are people around?!?!*ARGGGHHHHHHHHHHH*

In the lift:

Me: *hugging him from the front,puckering my lips up*Him: What are you doing?Me: Kiss me?Him: There's CCTV la!-_-"' *CRRYYYYYYYYY*

In the movie theatre:

Me: *lean on him & snuggle by his neck*
Him: I'm trying to concentrate on the movie!
There goes my love life! *sigh*
So, ladies, there IS a different!

There were a saying "The more your husbad treats you really sweet and super romantic, the more scarier it is!"

I don't know how true it is....but the small changes I see from my own relationship tells me enough that MORE changes I am gonna see in future, especially when there's gonna be children involve.

Sometimes,I do think back my old carefree life, I miss my dating life! There were so much excitement and so much fun!

There's phychology games you play with guys, how to make them interested in you, keep them excited (only effective on guys who is interested in you), how you play them and bully them and they won't even mind. How you learn your mistakes from venturing into fallling for players. Getting attention from being young and attractive, even you're dating, but you're not OFFICIALLY tie down...so there's still a lil' room left for fun.

I miss partying, being carefree and not worrying about anything at all!!!

Those were the days.....*sigh*

But then hor......Ok laaa........ marriage is NOT all that bad also laaaa! Got pros and cons one lo!!!!!! (Lying myself to be in the positive side k!)

So far har,surprisingly, U.J is more commited to me although there's NO romance in the air anymore.... (sad case!)
He still love me the same even though he knows more and more of my bad habits, also he can stand stinks my fart is! (His fart is more DEADLY though!)

He try to give me the wedding that I desire and also the best he could afford, even though I don't ask for it.

He took pre-wedding pictures with me, even though he hates camera!

No matter where I wanna go, he will always make an effort to take me to the place!

He took me to eat the best food he could provide, even though it is making me FAT!

Sure, being single and carefree is fun, being in relationship doesnt hold you down. You still may be as carefree as you want.

Marriage is hard work, so much to commit in to one person, because marriage after all, also means love. It means you wanna spend half of your lives (because the other half you spend with your family already) with the man that you love,to share your life together, to build a family,to build a home together and to build a future together.

A friend told me once,"there is no 'me' and 'you' in marriage, there's only 'we'."

But hey, to achieve best things in life is alllllwaaaaayyyyyyyssssss not easy!

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OH GAWD!!!! I AM GRADUALLY BECOMING AN AUNTYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!

Oh boy!

YES I KNOW I HAVEN'T BLOG FOR AWHILE NOW....

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Tue, 21 Sep 2010 09:22:00 +0000

I need a break! Too much been going on and it's too personal to rant out here.... But trust me, until next year, i willl be fully back on track with my blog. At the mean time,

'gwan leong wa' (in hokkien)

rolled eyes* Typical!

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Wed, 11 Aug 2010 06:12:00 +0000

This is what happened last night.

U.J : What if I got drunk and a woman rape me? What would you do?

Me: I don't believe man can kena raped, because men got more strength than woman, he can choose to push her away. There is no such thing as man kena raped by woman one lah!

U.J: I got drunk worrrr....

Me: Drunk then how to erect?

U.J: Can!

Me: Did such scenario happen to you before while you're still with me?

U.J: No...

Me: Don't lie!!! *getting pissed*

U.J: No laaaa....

Me: Then why you asked me such question?!?! *annoyed* You know I hate when you talk such nonsense! You like to see me mad is it?

U.J: HAHAHAHAHAHA! (bugger!)

Me: I hate you! I don't wanna talk to you anymore!

U.J: *whine*

*slam the phone!*

Waited 5 mins, HE NEVER CALLED...

waited another another 5 mins...."STILL NO CALL!"

So, I called him.

Call: *tu....tu.....tu~* engaged!

Call: engaged! (What the fuck!)

Call: engaged again!!

Me (SMS): How can you do this to me? Playing with me this kinda stuff and now u switch off your phone?

*no reply* (EEeeeeedioottttttt!!!!)

Called like 100000th time and still his phone is engaged!

Me(SMS): How many more tears are you gonna make me cry?

*ring*ring* , *ring*ring* (The phone can go thru!!!)..... "the number you have called is not reachable. Please try again later" (What the fuck!)

*ring*ring* , *ring*ring* NEVER PICK UP!

And he never pick up for 100000th calls that I called him!

Me(SMS): Can you please pick up my call?

Waited for 1 minute, then, I called him again, and he STILL didn't pick up the call!

Me(SMS): Why you won't pick up my call? I am very sad you know.... (Pathetic la!! Damn it!!!) *Going crazyyyyyyy*

I called again and again and again!
He STILL didn't pick up his call!

Me(SMS): You win k? I am really sad....you win....

(Me) wwaahhhhhhhhhhhh~ *sob*sob* (Cried like a mad woman!)

Called again for 1, 2, ,3,4, and

the 5th time, HE PICK UP HIS CALL!

Me: Why you switch off your phone and you don't wanna pick up my call! *crying and sobbing like a mad woman*

U.J: Huh? What happen? Why you crying? I fell ASLEEP

Bugger fell asleep while on the phone with ME!!!! Arrghhhhhhhhh~!
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I was so freaking PISSED OFF, and so freaking UPSET and CRYING and SOBBING miserably for NOTHING!

How typical a man can be MORE?!?!

CACAT!

I KNOWWWW

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Mon, 02 Aug 2010 09:41:00 +0000

that I haven't been blogging. My life is so busy busy busy lately, I couldn't help it!

First, there was this preparation I gotta do before pre-wedding photoshoots (which I doubt I would look fat!)

Then, OFF to Hong Kong for 2 weeks with U.J's Mummy,

and back to Penang for 1 day and OFF to KL to find U.J for 1 week!

I am officially ABSENCE from work for 1 whole month and I felt retarded!

Here I am, piles and piles of papers and workloads on my table (thank God half of the piles already finish!)

Surprisingly, I am SO GLAD back to work because the place where I work is the state where I was born which I called 'HOME'.

Till then, I will try to update more soon!

How Social Networking have evolve in my life

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Tue, 22 Jun 2010 04:47:00 +0000

As we all know, twitter is the most popular social networking that everyone have been using now. You can follow what your friends have been doing, what she/he thought and some random stuff that they just simple blabbing about or, you can stalk some people like e.g the celebrity or some famous people.I use twitter.
And before, Facebook another famous social networking (which still is) and everyone have been using it ever since! It's cool in a way that you can actually do business online thru facebook, plus, I spend 50% of my time FB-ing.

And before, there were Friendster, which, I used to have.

Before, there were MSN Live Messenger, and I am still using it! And before , what I use to chat and socialise with random people leh?

How could anyone forget

ICQ

And before ICQ, the first social networking item I know how to use, the first I got to discover how to know boys, using nickname to hide my identity and how to ask people's identity with just a simple "A/S/L?"

It was

And I wonder, does anyone still using it....

And that's how social networking evolve in my cyberworld.....

..........

Wonder what's next gonna be invented in terms of social networking...

P/S: I am bored at lunch time laaaaaa.......

Have you watch Prince of Persia yet?

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Fri, 11 Jun 2010 04:55:00 +0000

The movie is so goodd....

It is so damn bloody sizzling hot and so so goodddd......

JAKE GYLLENHAAL IS SO FUCKING HOT!

I just wanna eat him!

(Forget about the movie!He's more yummy than the movie itself)

I See You

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Thu, 10 Jun 2010 14:06:00 +0000

Pictures tells more than words could express...and sometimes pictures are nothing more than a pretty sight to see...

Feel sexy...

Feel longing...

Feel desire...

And feeling you...

I see you.

And I am full of crap! Enjoy the pictures! :P

My small brother is growing upsobsob*

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Mon, 31 May 2010 04:47:00 +0000

In the year of 2009, UJ and I tied a knot on 19th October.

This year,on the May 17th,2010

(although if you count it by months, it's actually less than 1 year only), my younger brother, Jon tied a knot with his gf, Samantha (yes! the one that has the same name as me).

Can't believe time fly by so fast! My brother is a BIG man already! And the next thing before you know it, they are gonna start a family together.

It was a double celebration for my parents - in less than 1 year! And they can't wait to have grand kids to play with! :P

Jon & Sam, before registration. Oh yeah! The registration happen on the same place as I had with UJ.

The lovely bouquet by Floralsense Creation and the couple's wedding rings!

Upon entering the room, they swore......and they signed....

They exchanged their rings...

I can't remember what they are laughing about, I think Jon was too nervous that he wore the wrong hand for Sam ( The last time when it was UJ and I, I wore on the wrong hand, and this time, it's Jon's turn! I guess it's part of family genes????)

And they are officially man & wife!

*sob*sob* My brother is no longer a child, he's a big man already! *so*sob* Can't believe my brother is growing up so fast ~~( and I sound like an aunty!)~~

We wanted to take a picture that they both kiss on the lips, but Samantha is to shy, and she asked Jon to kiss the flowers instead?!?!

By nightfall, we went for a family celebration.

We went to this place called the Feringghi Garden, which I've been DYING to go ever since it's open, but no one wanna go with me! :( Poor me! UJ is too lazy to drive all the way to Batu Feringghi. Eeverytime he comes back from KL, he just wanna 'rot' at home! And we heard food review from people that the food is not really that good...though....

The restaurant have great ambience....and so romantic...

It's like dining in ~~mini jungle~~ , alice-in-wonderland garden!

The restaurant have both indoor (air-condition) and outdoor with beautiful garden. Samantha had already booked a perfect spot for dinner. VERY unforotunately, it was drizzling on that night and, we still sat outdoor, but it wasn't that nice spot la....although, it was still great la, not that bad...

Nice or not? The place looks great right! And all the plants and flowers are REAL! They do maintain the gardens! How do I know? Wait, let me continue with our celebration story first before jumping the ending :P

MOET to celebrate with the family on Jon and Samantha's engagement!

(First time drinking MOET, feel so cacat! :P Ooooo....and I totally fell in love with it! Now I know why those rich order this when they go clubbing and dining)

Samantha & Jon, the newly 'engaged' (although after signing that paper,consider married already, let's just called it engaged la, the wedding ceremony is gonna be next year, and you can't say you married to the same man TWICE! *pantang*choi*choi*)

Mummy & Son

Mummy & Daddy

Oh yea! Talking about the food there, as I say earlier, I heard reviews from people that been here, they told me the food here is not that good....well, they were WRONG!

The food here is delicious! The Cod Fish that my mum had...

The RM300.00 (if I am not wrong la, or was it RM200 something) steak that Jon, UJ and Daddy had...IT WAS A HUUUUGEEEEEEEEE PLATE)

Look at the juicy meat!

Actually we ordered a lot of food that night, but, heh!

Again, too busy eating so didn't take pictures of ALL the food, only the main course ;P

The food there were good la! Before going home,

we took pictures together! (cuz the guys hate taking pictures)

Eli & Samantha, taking picture with a......um.....hanging-hairy-plant before going home.

That is when I know they DO maintained their gardens with REAL plants and flowers,because their flowers just arrived that time.

And I spot hydrangea flowers! How come I don't see that when I was eating? Hmmm......

Anywayyyyyyy, it was a good day, good meal, a really good night!

I am so happy for Jon & Samantha....

CONGRATULATIONS TO BOTH OF YOU! AND ME (AS YOUR BIG SIS) IS LOOKING FORWARD TO YOUR BIG DAY NEXT YEAR! (after mine of course! :P )

So beautiful

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Fri, 21 May 2010 17:13:00 +0000

Have you ever hear the song called "so beautiful" by darren hayes? ok, so what he is gay (as far as I heard from rumours la), he sing sucha beautiful song!

I don't know why but when I heard that song for the first time, it just took my breathe away. Ok, so I do get emo when I listen to good music.

But the lyrics in that song is so beautiful and so meaningful. It's like seeing and feeling what real love is for the first time.

I heard this song for the first time in a friend's house, we were having some pre-exam party back in college time, and somehow I'm kinda shocked to know this friend of mine in fact,not that bad, as in, he's not as shallow as most of how men think.

A man who can have such song (that contain sucha beautiful lyrics), he knows exactly what love is....you know sometimes, the type of music you listen portray what kinda person you are? (Well, this is what I think all along)

well, kinda shocked this friend of mine is that kinda guy STILL!

Anyway, the point is, go look for it! and have a look at the lyrics cuz it's just so beautiful.

Mummy's Day Celebration

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Fri, 14 May 2010 04:53:00 +0000

Getting all ready for dinner with family for mummy's day...It's been so long since I haven't dress up!

Max boy! Our German Sheperd! It's the ONLY picture because he move too much!

Oh! That's me in the car, on the way for dinner.

The place to celebrate mummy's day is from my friend's recommendation.

Isaribi Tei Japanese Restaurant

It's located right beside Jempu Tree Restaurant, you know, 'Green House' kopitiam? Yeah, right the opposite. You can find the address from the official website itself.

The place is so....oriental....unlike any Japanese Restaurant I've been to, It's so Asian, with decorated statues and furniture from..well....they look like from all around asian country.

Apparently, the owner is a Japanese guy...and he chose to settle down here in Penang, and man! his business is good! And can you believe it, the big boss himself, work and serve food for the customers as well!

Seriously, I am impressed!

Here we are-well, me, before ordering food. My brother's gf, Sam, is trying the camera and she took pictures of me. I don't even know what I was doing, but I know I purposely do that funny face on that second pic!

Here's mummy and daddy! Right after that....

The FOOD IS SERVED!!!! LOOK AT THOSE SASHIMI AND SCALLOP! DAMN BLADY DELICOUS! I never taste sucha fine Japanese food! Don't get me wrong, I'm a big fan of Japanese food but these....I don't know how to describe, it's so yummy....Before that the best Japanese food I ever tasted was Miraku, which is at G Hotel.

BUT

this place....*dreamy*....this food here is so much better! I change my favourite Japanese restaurant on the spot!

Why? Ok! Here's why....I'm not a BIG fan of temaki, in fact, temaki is the LAST thing on the menu if I am ever gonna order.

I didn't order temaki on that day, Sam did! And I tried one....

OMG! I'm in heaven! I can still feel the taste in my tongue bud now....It's so yummy.....that I had the second one!!! I actually wanted to order 1 more place but i stopped! Cuz my bro been ordering food like CRAZY!

You just gotta go and taste the Japanese food yourself! I am serious! it is FUCKING good!

Few seconds later, it's all FINISH! NA-DA! EMPTY!

I forgot to take pictures of the dessert! They have yogurt cake! Fucking AMAZING!

The best part is, the price there is reasonable price alright!

There's 7 of us, and usually a Japanese food we ate well...let's just say, the amount is like Mount Everest, usually cost about RM 1000 if we eat at some fine Japanese restaurant, but this place only cost HALF of the amount we usually eat, PLUS WITH DESSERT!

WOW!

MUST GO AGAIN!

Anyway, after dinner, we proceed to this place in Batu Ferringgi called 69 Mansion. It's new, and heard the place is great but never been there, so we decided to take a family trip there!

HUGE CARK PARK which is so much convenient (but I never been here on weekends la, I haven't been going to such places for the longest time already!)

STEVEN..it's just right beside Eden Seafood Restaurant! See that!

So here's what inside look like....

The Outdoor

The pool side (You can actually swim in there!)

The inside..oooooo....look so shinyyyyyy......I already feel like an A list celebrity already! :P

I like this! Combination of a lil bit of "Alice in the Wonderland'. Don't you think?

The place look like shiny disco BALL!

Oh wait!

Right!

There is one already!

BUT WAIT! THE AMAZING THING IS.....

WHAT CAUGHT MY EYES....

THAT I REALY REALLY WANT TOO FOR MY ROOM

IS THING BLING BLING GORGEOUS SOFA!

oh! Look how bling it is! I want!

I just want to take THAT sofa home! (If only I could, I would!)

Here's my family-bro Jon & Mum.

Okkkk....she looks like she's gonna nag my bro here!

Mummy & her 2 favourite son!

+ Sam (that's not me! My bro Jon's gf also name Sam)

And I Lurve this picture of Sam taken for me, too bad it's blur because the place is dark and we (Sam and I have the same camera!) still learning about this camera!

In fact, most of the pictures here look blur! Sorry, I'm still amateur but I still hope you enjoy the pictures~ (pretty please? just lie la if you don't enjoy! make me happy can or not!)

We were all drinking and having fun playing this drinking game, I had so much fun watching them and taking their pictures, It does make me feel so light hearted, with love, when I see them being so happy together.

I *heart* my family!

Daddy's here giving advice on how to drink MORE! :P

Ok, actually he was just talking.

I can't help it! I love this picture of mummy! So cute!

Hate Bro Steven! He always look good at whatever angle! *damn it!* geram! GRrRRRRrrrrr~

That's the end of the night.....

End this blog with the drinks and the drinking game we played!

I hope y'all did have a wonderful time with your family on your Mummy's day!

Holding Back

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Thu, 13 May 2010 14:57:00 +0000

What do you see from me?

I couldn't reach for you....

I only can cry from the other side...

I don't know why I always look back....

I guess because of my fear...

to see more...

fear to know more.....

Yin & Yang

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Thu, 13 May 2010 07:21:00 +0000

You remember this right?

Edited the photo and post it up here a few days ago....click here

A few days later, I found this in twitter of Adam Lambert!

I swear I didn't make this up! I didn't even know about this until I read in his twitter!Coincidence? But whatever it is....

Great minds think alike! Actually I'm pretty excited when I saw this picture!

And for the record, this is PURELY coincidence! I'm so happy cuz I adore Adam Lambert! Yep! I followed him twitter! Fell in love with his talent since american idol!

The funny thing is, it's sucha coincidence that.... even the colour also on the same side....

white on the left and black on the right....

freaky but, umm.....I like it! :P

Happy Mummy's Day!

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Sun, 09 May 2010 05:33:00 +0000

9th May 2010, known to the whole world to celebrate and remember how important the role of a mother is. Today is known to be Mother's Day.

She's the role mother of our lives. She's the heroin of our lives. She's our inspiration.She's the one to pick us up when we're down. She's the one that accept us no matter what. She's the one that sacrifice so much for our own good sake. And whatever she can think of, she always think for our own good sake. And that's what every mother would do. Her unconditional love that make us who we are today. Her guidance and teaching in life (and most of the time, her nagging although we can't stand at times!) is to make a better person we are every single day.

That's what she does. That's what my mum does.

Her undescribable endurance of pain and labour when she brought us to this world. Her suffering carrying us 9 months in her belly and carrying the weight of 2 person. And she still loves me and my brothers, without hesitation and without complaint. She's always there for us. She always make sure I'm eat good food for my own good health and carry myself well (as a lady!). She cried in silence when I used to offend her in my teenage years. But still, she forgive me and she still love me the same.

I don't even know how I am gonna repay her for all, what she has sacrifice for me in these 27 years. But I will fullfilled her a promise; a promise as a daughter, that I will always be good, I will cherish every single day with her and I will always love her everyday. She's my role model, she's my heroin in my life, she's the love of my life right at the moment I was born to this world. She's the one that accept me when the world turns their back on me.She's my dearest mummy.

I love you very very much, and I thank you so much for being my mummy.

Happy Mother's Day!

And to all mothers around the world! :)

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Sat, 08 May 2010 06:49:00 +0000

I can't believe it! My necklace is here! After waiting for so longgggggg.....I ordered a necklace not long ago, it's called Dasilver Custom Necklace.

Honestly, the girl is very creative, her idea in this business. You can have your necklace with your name on it, or any word you want! Plus, they include with some designs you can choose as well!Choose the necklace size, count the alphabet of your name, choose the design you want and order from her! Anyway, here's mine!

Lovely service! and she's super nice (I didn't know she's so pretty as well!)

Each customers will have a personal note from her, which is really sweet!

Nice or not?

Here's the close up! I love butterflies! I think I am gonna order somemore! I can't help it! And I'm gonna order for my girl friend's birthday too!

So if you want a necklace with your name on it, CLICK HERE! She's very friendly!

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My awaiting masks!

Gold and silver....can't help it!

Look more like Midsummer Night dream theme!

I was so attempt to do a picture of kissing myself, see what it looks like! (sorry if you find me weird! but couldn't help it! curiousity mahhhh)

and here's the attempt!

Feel kinda weird looking at it!

Anyway, Evon T is great! Love her work!Plus she don't repeat her design of her mask. So, it means you only get one of its kinda

I love these babies!

Till then!

The New Mask Behind Me

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Wed, 28 Apr 2010 04:46:00 +0000

Isn't she beautiful?

My purchase from Evon T. , the masquerade mask maker. She's really gorgeous in person, because she's a model too! I kid you not! Another black mask, which is more dramatic and I love it!

Although, it's pretty heavy though

I AM NOT NAKED- I AM WEARING TUBE TOP!

Just in case some people being dirty minded and thought of it.

Why waste money to buy masquerade mask when there's no masquerade ball/function/event to attend?

The answer-just for the sake of fun! And interest too! I always think masquerade mask should tell more what's hidden behind-mysterious and fun!

Takkan wana wait till you're in your 50s and wear one kan?

And it makes me look good in pictures!

When I am interest in something, I am really INTERESTED. Whatever it takes, I'll make sure I will own it/do it! So, that is why I have EvonT to customized 2 more masks from me-silver and gold! I can't wait!

So, if you're interested, just click here! This is her blog and you can contact her from there!

Till then!

GEEKY OL' ME

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Tue, 27 Apr 2010 17:12:00 +0000

It all started from "Can you keep a secret?" It is intriguing, the novel written are hillirious! I enjoy it so much that I actually read it twice! Once, my mum ever caught me laughing with the book, holding on my hand, as if I am laughing at some comedy show! (She finds me crazy at that moment!) Ever since then, I got hooked on! I have got hook on Sophie Kinsella!

If you didn't know, she's the writer for the "Confessions of the Shopaholic" that they made into a movie few years ago.

Even though I started to get into her novels....

It took me months, or is it year? - well to buy the second book (cuz books are real expensive nowaday)

The lady-the heroine, has the same name as me! Again, she never fail to entertain me. She is sucha good writer.

Later, after her new book launch, I bought it immediately! "Twenties Girl" certainly is something more different, had a 'friendly' ghost as apart of the whole story...

To be honest, "Confessions of the Shopaholic" is the first book she written (if I am not wrong.) I never actually thought of buying it because...well, you see...

The story contain 5 serias, which was a lil' pricey for me to buy the whole thing-until, (thank god!) they come together in a pack!!! And I bought "Remember Me?" to complete the set of Sophie Kinsella!

And now, I have the whole SET! I am proud to say, I'm a girlie novels SUCKER! And I loveeeeeeee Sophie Kinsella! I'm a big fan! Nothing is worth more my time than a good book!

As I was arranging and reorganizing my bookshelf, I found quite a few books that I read before....

Er, I love romantic novels back then ok! (And I secretly still do!) The passion of their love they tell in the story....it's like.....a volcano just explode!!! It's very passionate....(and I STILL wonder those thing still exist or not in this world..hmmm....)

Judith McNaught-historical romance. And I actually thought historical romance are much more romantic...

Dan Brown, please take note that I DO actually read the book before they make into movie,plus, I have the advantage when I went to watch the movie...I UNDERSTAND what the movie is about. Many does not understand the movie of "The Da Vinci Code"-it's pretty funny! I remember, after the movie, a guy was asking his friend "You know what is this movie about ah? I don't even understand!" No offence, but if I didn't read the book, I don't even think I would understand the whole movie.

Memoirs of a Geisha-also bought BEFORE they make into a movie. (I swear!)

And I found some of my old novels when I used to read back in secondary school!

Horror novels! And I used to be scared and all, and can't sleep after reading the books! (Mind you, but my imagination run wild when I read books!)

Russell Lee-his books scares me the most back then because the short stories are all based on true stories-gave me goosebumps when it comes to night fall, after finish reading his books :P

R.L Stine too!

I used to have MANYYYYYYYYYY, but I gave them all away to charity. Those orphans need one than I do....I just keep a few of them (the limited one!)

And SWEET VALLLEEEYYYYYY !!!Back then it was like HOT ITEMS! I used to search high and low for those limited ones! And these are few limited one that are hard to find (back in my secondary school time lah!) I still reluctant to let go lahhhh, they are really good books thouggghhhh :)

As I was reorganizing, I realised, I have lots of novels, love novels, mysterious novels, photo albums and maganizes, but I don't have any knowlegdable book, if you know what I mean. Books that are meant to be educational and gives you good knowledge to university. As I was browsing through, the ONLY thing I still keep that is (consider) knowledgable books is....

MY OXFORD DICTIONARY! *grin*

useful don't you think?

P/S: I think I am officially a geek too! Cuz I read and

I like to play games too! :P

Till then!

Yo people!

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Fri, 23 Apr 2010 04:09:00 +0000

I'll be flying off to KL in a few hours!

So don't miss me peeps!

Wheeee~

Do you prefer 2 of me?

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Wed, 21 Apr 2010 14:52:00 +0000

I always wonder "what would it be like if there were two of me?" hmmm.....it would be nice to have a sister to camwhore with me, especially a twin! On second thought, maybe NOT!

this is my first attempt! I just inverse the same picture and photoshop it!

But then, I wanna do something more...

So this is what I did!

Do you prefer white or black???

I'm too lazy to put on makeup, and masquerade mask is always good for camwhore when you got lazy to make up! :P

**updated : I just realise that black & white look much better, don't you think?**

I lurve my new pants!

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Tue, 20 Apr 2010 04:39:00 +0000

I love my high waist pants! Got it tailor made! Can't blame me as I have short legs! I'm very short k! Hardly can find long pants that suit me! I just cannot tahan, just grab camera and start to cam-whore.

Yes! I AM A VAIN POT!

Nice or not! I love it so so mucccccchhhhhhyyyy!

I think I am going to make another one! I think I am going to make a skirt as well!

High waist pants and skirts have been in fashion for quite sometime, but I never bother to keep in track of fashion, as I always struggle..

"what to wear ah?"

Because I don't go out and dress up as I used to anymore, I told my tailor "I wanna dress up in office wear!" Since office is the only way I could dress up.I love them to the max! They always know what I want!

They're the one that made my ROM dress as well!

I've been going to the tailor since I'm 18!

I love this the MOST! Nice hor?

Maybe I should ask them to do black men's coat (in female size) for me.....hmmm.....

considering...

Weekend Special

noreply@blogger.com (Samantha Khaw) — Mon, 19 Apr 2010 16:20:00 +0000

16th April 2010(Friday)

Grace is back from New Zealand, and the last outing was cancel because I was in KL. I haven't met her after she came back! Heard that she is 'hibernating'! Well, I met Grace and Elaine at Sticks in Queensbay Mall . It was great to see them again. We used to hang out a lot for clubs and drinks, with whole bunch of the boys, but then hor, due to certain circumstances, I am now staying low, as I can't party as hard as I used to anymore.

This is Elaine, sweet Elaine

But this is Elaine too, face of 'waiting-for-my-foodddddd'

I wanted to take a picture with Grace but she doesn't want to take ANYYYYY pictures because she think she look terrible, but honestly grace, you never look better!

The girl who used to take cameras to club is NOW avoiding cameras! Seriously back then, in clubs, I rarely take cameras and camera is always carried by this woman, GRACE!

Let me tell you the situation,

I wanted to take some pictures of the sight behind her, she thought I was about to take her pictures! She quickly turn and cover her face with her hair! hahahahaha!

But I secretly wanted to take pictures (at least 1) with her. Guess that would have to wait another time.

Our food! Yummy Yummy! Oh! The food is good! Very yummy and the place is great! Recommended to go there! They have an outdoor bar, and the bar is an AQUARIUM with fishy fishy swimming around! whoooooo~ I wonder if anyone would steal the fish in the middle of the night when the place is close...hmmm.....

Here's another picture of how the restaurant look like.

Sorry! Didn't take much pictures cuz the 3 girls here were too busy yapping away with our own stories and lives.

We talked about past, relationship,career, future and SEX!

Excuse me for saying this but when it comes to girls' talk, sex is always in the topic! Well, so far from what I realised..

It's not because we are pervert. Come on! We are grown ups! Nothing wrong with that! That's how we produce the next generation in the family tree anyway.

And I came across to know something, a toy for women. I know about dildos and vibrator but there is such thing as rabbit and saddler???

And there's waterproof dildo?

Hmmmm.....interesting....

I feel very oudated la.

A friend of mine told me," Men need to work extra more with women who use dildos"

This is so wronggggg....especially talking about it right in front of baby Alyssa!Please tell me she doesn't know how to listen at all!

18th April 2010 (Sunday)

This is Baby Alyssa. She's my schoolmate's little girl, Yin Leng's lil girl.

I was suppose to have coffee with Carolyn, Shona and Cherie, but because of me and my mother in law have appointment with the florist, I told Carol to go ahead without me first, and meet at Yin Leng'house. I didn't even know WE are going to yin leng's house! I went with empty handed! So pai seh! I only realised it when I saw gifts bought by Shona, Carol and Cherie. It was so last minute and it didn't occured to me!

She is so beautiful, I can't believe Yin Leng is already a mummy....I was so surprise, when I arrived and saw her. It was amazing to see Yin Leng as a mummy. The sight of mother and daughter....I cannot describe...something about motherhood is so beautiful....and Yin Leng look so happy when she was looking at her lil girl. Full of joy and happiness.

Even though being a mummy is hard, but every little thing that she/he do, even the slightest, when they know how to smile, and when they know how to laugh, and their first word of calling 'mummy' & 'daddy', it's an undescribable joy.

I was dumb and tongue tied when I saw her, even Yin Leng also laughed at me, but it was because she was so precious that I was speechless, even too precious that I wanted to hold her but so scared I don't know how to hold her that I might break her.....

All I can say is, I am very very happy fot Alyssa and Ying Leng. Both are well and in good health.

We actually stay at Yin Leng's house until quite late. Why?

G-I-R-L-S' T-A-L-K

Yep! We always have things to say, and it will never stop!

And we were talking, and talking and gossiping and suddenly....

BAM!

Back to topic of dildos again!

*faint*

It's fun to be a woman!

I got to learn so much these weekend

This time, I got to know there's such thing as dildos with some twist thingy!

Honestly, I cannot imagine AT ALL!

I didn't realise how much I miss out hanging out with girls and just yapping and yapping!

ok! I'm going to yap yap yap in my dreamland now....till then

MUAH!

Samantha Vamp

Unexpected Me

Truly lost of 'inspirasi'

This is utterly insane...

Photos today are LIES!!!!

Sorry I haven't been blogged...

Marriage VS Dating

YES I KNOW I HAVEN'T BLOG FOR AWHILE NOW....

*rolled* eyes* Typical!

I KNOWWWW

How Social Networking have evolve in my life

Have you watch Prince of Persia yet?

I See You

My small brother is growing up*sob*sob*

So beautiful

Mummy's Day Celebration

Holding Back

Yin & Yang

Happy Mummy's Day!

The New Mask Behind Me

GEEKY OL' ME

Yo people!

Do you prefer 2 of me?

I lurve my new pants!

Weekend Special

rolled eyes* Typical!

My small brother is growing upsobsob*