Say You Say Me

Will You Make Rough Love to Me Tonight?

2010-01-11T22:59:00.014+08:00

I know that you are not here with me my love,
so I thought that I'll write this to you.

Here is your wife's desperate plight
will you make rough love to me tonight?

Ironic isn't it when you are there
and I want you now but I am here?

My blood is boiling with so much desire
for the man I love and married...yes you my master

Oh...if only I could fly away tonight
just land on your bed and grab you tight

I want you to be kind and cruel to my body
just beat me and bruise me gently

Use your feet to massage my swollen breasts
scratch me, bite me and be mean to me

Let me feel the pain of your love
let me feel the pleasure of your love

Will you slap my face and ass as well?
Will you rock inside me both ways?

Take me to heaven and as well as to hell
you know what I want and I'm sure you can tell.

There is no wrong in this rough act of love
for we both will enjoy it...me below and you above

Just be my master and I be your slave
command me, torture me...let me cry to be free

Oh darling....I WANT you...just rape me with all your might
Will you make rough love to me tonight?

-SHF-

Welcome Home Darling

2010-01-10T02:56:00.012+08:00

If you could see inside my soul
see inside my heart
you would know how I long for you
whenever we’re apart

If you could see inside my head
if thoughts were things to see
you would know how I cherish you
how much you mean to me

In all the ways you comfort me
the way you hold me near
the way you know just what to do
to chase away my fear

The sparkle in your deep set eyes
your smile, your laugh, your voice and your touch
are just a few of many reasons
why I love you oh so very much

Knowing I can talk to you
about anything and everything
and knowing together we will get
through whatever life may bring

I could search the whole world over
and this I know is true
I would never find another love
like the love I found with you

Though with each new day, each sunrise
we can’t know what’s in store
there is one thing I know for sure
each day I love you so much more

So if you could see inside my head
if thoughts were things to see
you would know how blessed I feel
to have you here with me

So let me say to you with joy
Welcome home my love
Each time you go and come back to me
Your face is all I see
I miss you lots but you already know
when you come back...I'll let it show
oh my hubby...
you are the only ONE for me.

-SHF-

Your Gift

2010-01-08T15:58:00.004+08:00

Your gift was the best gift
that I received

It made me cry tears of joy
it made me happy so happy
it consumed me...it thrilled me

Your hand-writing was perfect
I NEVER saw any defect

Your words were true
they made me MISS you
they were like honey
slowly oozing in my hungry mouth...
wish I could read more of them
wish I could drink more of them

What you sent me was PRICELESS
I wouldn't trade it for the world
for YOU are my world
my sole destiny
the ONE within me

Thank you my love
I can only thank you
I can't show you HOW MUCH I love you
I can only tell you

The day WILL come when I am with you
solely there for you
until then I live, eat and breathe you
and cherish your letter too.

-SHF-

Jaan...

2009-12-21T23:23:00.008+08:00

Jaan...there is only you
for you are the JOY of my life.

Jaan...I only see you
for I am blind to others.

Jaan...it's your voice that I hear
for I don't want to hear anything else.

Jaan...if it weren't for you...
I would have been no more
yes! That's for sure.

How can I thank you...
all I can say is that there is only YOU.

How can I love you more?
For I have NEVER loved you any less...

I will do ANYTHING for you...
Jaan just tell me what to do.
My world here without you
is so empty and meaningless and UNTRUE.

How do I live here alone without you
Jaan!!!
I'd rather feel the pain of being scorched by fire...
for it'll only last awhile...
but to stay here without you with me,
it seems to last an eternity.

The more I miss you...
the more I want you
and WANT to be with you...

Jealous am I of others that feast their eyes on you
but I am here and so what can I do?
You tell me what should I do?

You tell me that everything has its good and its bad
But I know not of anything bad when it comes to you
PERFECT are you
Just PERFECT are you.

Take me with you Jaan
hold my hand and embrace me Jaan
just take me with you
I know I am yours and you are mine
but please don't leave me behind...

Jaan...there is only you
for you are the JOY of my life.

-SHF-

Do You Know How Much I Love You?

2009-03-23T01:44:00.016+08:00

Considering the sudden turn of events

that have happened to the both of us

I feel that I must tell you this

also because you were worried today

to tell me everything that you needed to say

Oh honey! You'll never ever know

no matter how much I had described to you

what I had gone through

YOUR pain I had suffered too

how I had to be cool

and yet inside me

this cancerous woe was eating me slowly!

Now that things are looking up for us again

It's only fair that I ask you

Do you know how much I love you?

Bad times had come and are slowing fading away

but honey...I am still here to stay

and I want you to know that I will

NEVER look the other way

when it comes to you

for I LOVE YOU.

You are suffering too...

You said that and it'll take a month or two

just for you to be as good as new

but it does not matter to me at all

for I always believe that LOVE conquers ALL

So...I am telling you for the LAST time

to throw away all your worries

shove them out the door

and DOUBT my love and loyalty to you no more

I love you my hubby

for the person that you are

my darling...it's you

my ever shining star!

You don't have to perform acrobatic stunts

to prove something to me

for I love you my darling hubby

just as you are

just as you will be

just the man I love and married

No more telling me that you are sorry
and that you owe me
you OWE me NOTHING but your true love
for it's PRICELESS!!

Now do you know how much I love you?
I'll do anything in my power to show you
how much I love you

Nothing is more important than YOU,YOU,YOU!

Darling,
I am hoping and praying

that you will NO LONGER be worried
or despair
or even doubt for a moment
about your wife's love who's not there
by your side at the moment

Don't be sorry for what you CANNOT do now
it's NOT your fault
we'll get through this somehow

there is always GOD

I want you to take care of yourself
do whatever it is that you have to do

and get completely well soon!
Do you know how much I love you?

I'll burn for you if I must
just to win your trust
for I love you so much
I long for your passionate touch
Just your touch will do
for I just love YOU and only YOU!

Now do you know how much
I love you?

-SHF-

Will You Believe Me?

2009-02-10T11:35:00.005+08:00

Will you believe me if I were to tell you
that I am always thinking about you?

Will you believe me if I were to tell you
that I am longing so much for you?

Will you believe me if I were to tell you
that my day is NEVER complete without looking
at your photos?

Will you believe me if I were to tell you
that I cry everyday and pray hard everyday for you?

Will you believe me if I were to tell you
that I DO IT at least once a day to be
CLOSE to you?

Will you believe me if I were to tell you
that I am so tensed and nervous because
I don't really get any news from you?

Will you believe me if I were to tell you
that I log on all the time just so I can see you?
But when you are home...
where are you?

Will you believe me if I were to tell you
that I am always wondering what's going on in your mind?
Are you alright and what news there is of you?

Will you believe me if I were to tell you
that I'll give my life for you
that you will be safe again
and that all this will go away...

Will you believe me honey
that I Love you ETERNALLY?

-SHF-

Are You Losing Your Love For Me?

2009-02-09T16:48:00.009+08:00

I know our situation...
But even so...
I am somehow reaching out to you
telling you how much I love you
how much I need you and miss you
asking how you are doing
and if everything's alright.

But you seem distant from me
yes you write that you love me
but you don't say you miss me
or even if you are thinking about me

I am beginning to fear
for the very thing that is to me so dear
your love for me I see
is somehow fading slowly

You know how you can reach me
tell me HERE how much you miss me
but so far you haven't written a thing
and this is to me very distressing

I write so many things just for you
I don't know whether you are listening to them,
reading them thoroughly and through
this is the only way I can reach you hubby
tell me, are you losing your love for me?

I cannot rest until I know the truth from you
because 'situations' can make you change
your feelings towards me
but I pray that this is not to be
for I LOVE YOU SINCERELY

I think about you constantly
do you think about me?
I miss you terribly
do you feel the same towards me?
When you don't tell me these things
I become very afraid and then sets in misery
Tell me my love...
Are you losing your love for me?

Please think about our bond
it is no ordinary bond
the oath we took to be together
we are joined in our conscience forever
there is no letting go whatsoever

I can't live without you and your love
I need you to love me
please my husband...
tell me
are you losing your love for me?

-SHF-

Because of You...

2009-02-09T01:57:00.007+08:00

You are the only source of my happiness
I began to bloom because of you

Because of you...
I am here today through and through

Because of you...
I look forward to a new day

Because of you...
I am a woman loving you

Can they block out the sun that shines on me?
Can they pluck me from the ground
and make no more of me?
Can they no longer let me bask in the sun
when we both know our lives have just begun?

Again because of you...
I am clinging on to the truth
Because of you...
I am still here waiting for news from you

I hate this silence which I hope is temporary
because I don't know what I'll do
if you, I can't see

I am willing to wait for you patiently
as long as we'll be together permanently
I TRUST you greatly
Because of you...
I need you as much as you need me
I stand bravely.

-SHF-

I'm Suffering In Pain Too

2009-02-06T11:04:00.007+08:00

My darling...
My heart sank when you told me about your arms and back
How I wish I could kiss your swollen arms
and caress your stiff back...

I cannot believe that this had happened to you
My innocent husband....
You would never cause any harm to anyone
but now what's done is done

I had hurt myself too
For when you told me what had happened to you
I had hurt myself too

I scorched my left arm with my hot iron
and now my arm is also in pain
at least I get the satisfaction
of knowing that I am in pain
but I know no matter what I do
my pain is NOTHING compared to
what you'd have gone through

This is the only way to show you
HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU
Please don't worry about me
I pray hard everyday
for the safety of you and your family

I miss you more than I've ever had before
now that there is silence between us
I miss you every minute...
it gets worse when I cannot tell you
what's usually going on with my life
for I am your wife...I am your wife...I am your wife

My darling...I look at your photos
that I had printed everyday
I hear your voice reverberating
every moment when I am thinking
about you...night and day

I cry everyday thinking about us
a love so true...
in this cruel twist of fate
that has happened to us of late
our love does not deserve this
DAMN those insects!
Those pesky pests!

But I want you to know that time will heal
Time is the best cure
for us both I feel
Let the dust settle down as you told me
I want to believe, I want to believe
Then slowly but SURELY
TOGETHER WE WILL BE!!

I need you to believe this
as much as I believe in this
Please tell me you are with me
For I love you so much my hubby

Time is not my enemy
but my fear is that you'll forget me
it's easy when there is so much FEAR and TERROR
around you my hubby
but please my darling
you are my LIFE
I mean this to be true
for there's no future for me without you
Please hold my hand and NEVER let go...
For I love you dearly so
For I love you dearly so
For I love you dearly so

-SHF-(I am alright. I am fine.)

Passage To Karachi

2009-01-28T22:37:00.005+08:00

I long to be in your arms Karachi
Oh when, when will you kiss and cradle me?
Will you accept me....
as the daughter of your city?
Will you not welcome me with open arms?
My nerves are never calm
until I am safe in your palms...

When will my passage to Karachi be?
When can I be yours sincerely?

My Life is there in you oh honourable Karachi
Please take care of Him for me
I am hoping that our situation is just temporary
that...soon one day I'll start my life in Karachi

I want Him safely nestled in your arms
protect Him please and keep Him from harm
Do this for me dear Karachi
before I come to your city
My passage to Karachi
my homeland ultimately.

-SHF-

When Hope Is Fading...

2009-01-27T23:25:00.012+08:00

I want to be positive about us
I have been very positive about us
but lately...
things are not going the way they should be

My darling husband...
are we really going to meet soon?
Will we consummate our relationship
as it should be?

Eight months we are married
and I still wait for OUR day patiently
but days are running in a hurry
am I to remain just your wife in 'TRANSIT'?

You know I'm trying my best
to see you there
but it looks like 'where we'll stay'
is a BIG problem there

I'm ready to pack my bags and run to you
In March or April
whichever month suits you
but looking at your endeavours
that seem to be futile
tell me one thing baby
will I see you before I die?

Is our bond going to be a webcam thing?
For you and I are married without our rings...
it's so sad that I've finally found you
only to NEVER meet you
and NOT make our dreams come true

We can't just have faith that we'll meet soon
we have to make it happen
if not...March will be April and April will be June
and pretty soon
faith will slacken
what will to us then happen?

I have all my hopes on you
I breathe for you
You made me live again
please don't let me die in vain

A love like ours is so strong
it's a beautiful bond
but what good is such a bond
when our bodies don't JOIN?
I then am your wife in name only
and you are my husband...just the man who married me.

Honey should I die today...I'll remain a restless spirit
a dissatisfied entity...
who's soul will NEVER rest in peace
for my love for you will LIVE
but you won't find me there
my love for you to GIVE

I just want to think about the two of us
I have a right to want my happiness
for you know that my happiness is your happiness
and vice versa...for the two of us

I am no saint...
I am only human
I'm just a wife
WHO WANTS TO BE WITH HER HUSBAND.

-SHF-

I See Happiness In You

2009-01-26T22:35:00.004+08:00

I'll tell you a story

not like any other story

but about you and about me

Can you believe me?

That you truly make me happy?

Just being who you are

My darling, my dearest, my superstar!

I will NEVER call you by your name

for I hold you dearer than myself

I respect you in the highest degree

for you make me happy

It's true that I see happiness in you

for you and only for you my love is true

I will be with you soon

and we'll both 'fly' to the moon

Oh HAPPINESS...I say this a million times

you are my universe...

my shiny star that forever shines

You are mine, all mine and forever mine

We are bound by the shackles of LOVE

a love so true and that WILL stand the test of time

I shall be yours forever

and you shall forever be MINE!

-SHF-

Dil Chahta Hay Tujh Ko

2008-11-23T12:53:00.004+08:00

Meri Jaan

Tujhay piyar ker kay dekhain gay,
tujh pay aetbaar ker kay dekhain gay,
dil chahta hay tujh ko mang ker dekhain gay,
hongay hum pagal taray liay,
tujh say appni dewangi dekhain gay.

-SHF-

Those Lips of Yours

2008-11-21T13:58:00.008+08:00

What perfectly formed lips you have.

Everytime I see them,

I just want to kiss them.

Luscious

Sumptuous

Juicy

tender lips

Stop talking!!

I want to start kissing

those curvaceous lips...

suck them both I will,

nibble them

and suffocate them with mine.

Darling...do those marvellous things with your lips

onto me

YES me!

Let your lips explore the geography

of my curvy body.

Let your lips glide easily,

wherever they want to be.

Smother my most moist places

you know them well...

when you see them, you can tell.

Rub my most intimate areas...

Wow! Precious, pleasurable and tremendous!

Your lips...

They are mine

All mine.

Succulent lips,

those lips of yours

just one kiss from your lips

the sweetness that will exist!

Your bootylicious lips

Never have I seen lips like THESE!

-SHF-

The One Dollar

2008-11-06T10:49:00.008+08:00

I ask of you to put aside
a dollar for me your wife.

Please do this every month
starting from today,
because I'll be there
soon to see the cash pile away.

My hubby
this I don't ask of you
for the greed of money,
but it's a symbol
of my being there with you actually...
as your wife...
the money that you'll give me
every month to run our household
effortlessly.

It brings me another step closer to you,
something you know that I want to do.
I cherish anything that you'll give me,
a gift of love from you my hubby.

Please do this for me until I am there with you.
I hope that there won't be too many dollars
for me from you,
because each dollar represents a month
and I want to fly to you
in not more than 3 months.

Until then I can't wait my love...
I can't wait
but I have to.
I hope the months pass soon
and the dollars you've saved for me
will not be more than three!!!

-SHF-

A Love Letter

2008-10-28T10:42:00.006+08:00

My dearest hubby,

I don't know why, but I am missing you so much nowadays. I can't explain it. It is a mystery to me. Everything reminds me of you. I went to the mall the other day and I saw all the couples there holding hands and speaking soft words of love to each other. I missed you so much that day.

The rain and the sun reminds me of you. If I were to see a handsome,smiling face...I am reminded of you. Your name....although I never utter it...I often hear it over the radio on some song request show or even on TV.

I stare at your photo all the time. My body is growing weak. You are the battery that will energize me my sweetheart. Sometimes I am so stubborn...wanting you to be with me right now and right here. I then realize that it is not possible at the moment and then I am patient again. Patient only for a short while.

I want you my darling. I ask myself when is this going to end? After all, I am your wife who's so deeply in love with you. I am not complete without you and you know it my love. I long for the day when I can be in your arms forever. I want to make passionate,hot love to you. Just want to show you how much I love you. I can't wait. But I know that I have to because patience is a virtue. In the end, we will be together...I am so sure of that.

I never knew that you can occupy my thoughts so much. I have never craved for anyone in my life. I have only craved for my favourite food. But now, food takes a back seat and I constantly crave for you.

Until I hear from you my life and my only love, your wife reluctantly waits here for you. :(

Love always
Wife

PS- You do know that I am prepared to leave everything and everyone just to be with you my hubby? I mean that.

Just For You My Love

2008-10-27T22:33:00.009+08:00

My dearest love,
I am never that far away from you.
The powers that be may prevent us
from contacting each other,
like any other lovers.
But I want you to know one thing,
they are ignorant of our bond for each other,
a very strong thing
a strong bond indeed,
our undying love,
our treasure trove.

Know this in your heart,
that nothing's going to change my love for you.
It remains just as strong
even when all these herculean
challenges come along.

I feel your frustration,
I know your desperation,
I have gone through this before,
all the hopelessness I too bore.

But all these too shall pass,
as in everything that never lasts.
Only our true sacred love will stand,
in front of these politics and all that's bad.

Let's accept the PAIN...
for it makes our love for each other
alot more stronger and sweeter.
Our effort to stay together will never be in vain
because we humbly accept the pain.

Let's accept the pain my love,
and know in your heart that
in the end,
everything will work our way.
For the universe is watching us
and wants us to break away
but we are here to tell it
that there is NO WAY,
absolutely NO WAY...
because I love you and you love me
and we are HERE to STAY
no matter what may come our way.

-SHF-

You Are Very Important To Me!!

2008-10-20T13:32:00.009+08:00

You Are Very Important To Me

I am sure this you can see

my dearest darling hubby

I have placed you above

everyone and everything else

I can stop time for you

I'll make history take a back seat too

All this I'll do for you honey

because you are very important to me

I love you just the way you are.

I don't expect you to be like me

for you are in your own way a unique star,

and this I love about you tremendously.

All I ask is that you spend some time with me,

I know that from now on you'll be terribly busy.

If the roles were reversed, you know what I'll do my hubby

for you are very important to me.

If I don't hear from you, I go crazy!

I am nauseas and practically dizzy

wondering where in the world you could be?

Or have you stopped thinking about me

or worst yet...ceased loving me?

So many insecurities taunt and haunt me.

Is my mind always fooling me?

Perhaps I love you too much and

losing you is not an option for me.

Well whatever it is, YOU are important to me.

-SHF-

Separation...

2008-10-17T10:34:00.006+08:00

I cringe in pain because I am
not sharing my life with you
It's so frustrating because I know
that I've finally found you
we are from two different nations
you have your religion
and I have none

I know what it is to feel love and be loved
I know what passion and desire can do to me
you are the source of my every need
every fibre in my body aches for thee

I don't care about anything or anyone anymore
I want you in my life...I want us to be we
to be a family
why is that so hard?
I don't want to wait my darling,
know that life is short and life is for living

I am bound I know to the laws of my country and god
but I don't care anymore and I am prepared to forsake
anything even if everyone else thinks that it's a big mistake.

Come my precious....
let's live together
don't you want me to pamper
you my honey?
Don't you want to go to bed with me every night
and wake up to your morning 'delight'?

Do we have to be fifty years old to do this?
I don't want to wait that long
just to be with you
to take care of you
to be there for you

Come what may...
I want to live in your shadow
I don't want riches and jewellery that glow
all I want is to serve you my guy
my lover, my hubby
my one and only.

I just wish that you'd feel as strongly
as I do...
no matter what trouble is
going on in your country
let me be with you
if we have to bleed
let us bleed together
nothing will make me much happier
to die in your arms as your wife
it's an honour to die in the truth of life
than to lead a life of lies.

The irony of it is that we've never met for real
and yet your true love I can strongly feel
in my heart and I know you are the one
for me, we connect...can't you see
for better or for worse I want to be with you
I want you, I want you, I want you!
Please tell me that you want me too
don't ask me to wait for so many years
you don't know this but I hide my tears
because even the near future
you tell me you are not sure
whether we can be together.

Take me away from all this
take me away please
I want to live with you
in our apartment, in our home
in our living room and our bedroom
I want to share your life...
I want to share your life...
I want to share your life...

-SHF-

GUILTY

2008-10-16T10:18:00.004+08:00

I have every reason to feel the way I feel,
but I don't know what to call it.
There is a word and it's GUILTY,
but using guilty makes me feel guilty.

I love you
but I also lust for you.
I think about sex all the time,
whenever I think about you.

I play with myself even more now,
because you're in my life
explain this to you I don't know how.

My love for you is pure,
but this sex thing I feel for you has no cure.
It grows stronger and stronger each day,
it makes me want to do naughty things to you
night and day...everyday!

Things that I never dreamt that
I would do to a man...
for you are the fence that is built around me,
and these feelings are just not for ANYBODY.
They are only for you...
all these outrageous things that I want to do to you.

I feel guilty
because with my love for you comes
sexy, steamy, lusty
feelings all pent up inside of me.
Could it be,
could it be
that this is not what true love
is supposed to be?
And that all I feel for you is just
LUST...pure LUST?

If that were so,why do I want
to be with you so much?
Or why do I yearn for your warm, gentle touch?
Why do I miss you so?
Why can't I just let you go?
Why do I want to do
ANYTHING just for you?
Why do I want to spend the rest of my life with you?
How come I want to share your good times and your bad?
When if all I feel for you is this LUST
that anyone can have?

There is something more that I feel for you,
it's love and only love that is so true.
I should hold my head up high and feel very proud
and to the whole wide world I should scream out loud!
That I love you and only you my darling beau,
the man whom I have all this passion for
the man that is only you.

Guilty! You are no longer welcome anymore.
Get out right now!
I don't know in my mind you came about somehow,
but get out and never resurface in my life...
for what I feel for him is unconditional love
a love that is blessed by the heaven's above!

-SHF-

The Godlike Man

2008-10-13T10:30:00.008+08:00

I don't believe that God exists
you know that for sure,
for I've told you many,many times
that God is NEVER here.

But having said that,
there's something I must tell you
and that is if there is a God at all...
He must definitely be like you.

I say this with no reservations
for what I see, I see,
that you have risen above my expectations
of what a man, my spouse should be.

I believe in your true love for me ,
the only thing I know is real.
It surpasses everything else in history,
a love I most strongly feel.

There is a kind of undefined innocence
that I see in you,
it doesn't have to be angelic
but the essence of you that
is projected to me
is largely psychedelic.

There exists kindness in your eyes
and there's the soothing of your voice.
Mild-mannered in personality,
you amaze me!
You make the impossible possible for me!
You excite me,motivate me and make an
honest woman out of me.
You are the light that shines inside of me.
You make LIFE LIVE for me.
I wake up in the morning whispering your name,
isn't that the same
as calling out God's name?

Many a times you've denied what I tell you
and you always say that you are the servant of God.
But no matter what you tell me...
in you I do see God.
Don't you inspire me?
Haven't you changed me?
You've made me so happy
isn't that what God's supposed
to be doing to me?

So let me please tell you that I am so lucky
to have your love all just for me.
I believe in you
and I'll walk that line for you,
you make things happen for me,
you are ABOVE me,
worship you I will and I can
for you to me are the godlike man.

-SHF-

Our Fantasy Love Child...

2008-10-09T09:55:00.010+08:00

You do know that you are the love of my life

and that you are my husband and I am your wife

but our relationship is in a way a fantasy

our lives together...you there

and me here.

I want to tell you about my fantasy ,

about what may happen with you an me,

My dreams about the future for us both

that I pray one day will be a reality.

Sweetheart I've got to tell you something,

you know that day in the car

when to you I did that 'thing'?

You got all excited and we made hot, passionate love

and now you've planted a seed inside me.

Surprise! We're going to have a baby!

You're going to be a DADDY!

You look at me with utter surprise and joy

and tell me that you hope that it's a boy!

You hug me, kiss me and hold me tight,

you say, "this good news deserves a 'morning' delight".

We kiss passionately and make love over and over

you're so happy now and in my ears you whisper...

I'm so happy darling, boy are you wild!

Now you're going to be the mama of our love child.

Oh! I pray that our baby will just be like you honey,

although he or she will be a part of you and a part of me.

I hope our baby will have that black sexy mole of yours

exactly on its right cheek

or so to speak.

You'll be with me all throughout my pregnancy

you'll watch our baby grow inside of me.

Waking up next to you will be a delight for me.

Saying goodbye to you when

you're off to work will be just plain ecstasy.

And in my pregnancy,

I feel your love for me...

so much and whenever you hold me tenderly.

It's wonderful and magical

that we too can create a miracle.

They say second chances are hard to come by

but it CAN happen to us both if we only try.

It's up to the both of us to make things happen

I want it so much,don't you want it too my dearest husband?

Darling, nothing more will make me this happy

to make this fantasy a reality.

It's all in your hands...

all you have to say is a strong 'yes' and

I'll come to you now as I am,

to share your life, your bed and everything.

Tell me you want this as much as I do,

you know that I can't live without you.

So, until you're sure

for you I'm always here

my lover, my hubby

come let's make this fantasy a reality.

-SHF-

I Am So Sorry Na...

2008-10-07T07:46:00.011+08:00

Sorry seems to be the hardest word

but it's used the easiest when one is hurt

Sorry is a safety net

when things between people go very bad

I am sorry...

truly am sorry

with what happened between we

between us

You didn't have to forgive me

but you did because you love me so

but if you didn't forgive me,

I wouldn't know where else to go

to get your absolute pardon

for what I had done

You were patient although angry

with the things I said...with me

I could sense it somehow

although you kept your cool

and didn't say anything out loud

I felt bad enough for being a bitch

on the phone with you

for hurting you with my words

but at that time....it didn't seem that worse

it became bad when what I did

I thought back deeply about it.

But now that you've forgiven me

I feel so relieved...believe me!

To know that everything's okay

between us completely.

They say love means

never having to say you are sorry

but I beg to differ in this situation of mine

for you are a man I love and respect the most

and to receive your forgiveness is divine

I shan't take my apology in vain

this I assure you my love

for sorry is not something to use

like an over used, worn out glove!!

-SHF-

WHO AM I TO YOU?

2008-10-06T10:36:00.005+08:00

Who am I to you?

Tell me please who am I to you?

I really want to know who am I to you?

Don't you want to know too?

I know who I am to your heart

but who am I in your mind sweetheart?

I beg of you...

please tell me who am I to you?

Am I someone you need to make you feel good?

Tell me who am I to you?

I 'hate' everyone else BUT love only you

so tell me who am I to you?

I trust you with my life

because I think that I am your wife

if you ask me to walk into pitch black darkness

I would because YOU that much I trust

So tell me who am I to you?

Why do you need so much time

to figure out who I am to you?

I have everything to lose

should you choose

to let me go...

perhaps because they don't like me so

So I want to know

just exactly who am I to you?

I know I can't live without you

You to me I definitely know who

but now you tell me who am I to you?

Please TELL ME the TRUTH.

You are in the red powder

on the top of my forehead

that I apply each day.

This tells you WHO you are to me

in a very sacred way,

but you tell me, who am I to you today?

Are you planning to hide me away from those

that you know?

IF that's the case,

we definitely can't go out together

in December...

in the winter

when I come there.

Come what may...

I'll brave anyone who comes in my way

I love you that much can't you see?

You are everything to me,

but am I like that to you too?

So tell me who am I to you?

Only you'll know the absolute truth.

-SHF-

Love In The Jacuzzi

2008-10-04T23:05:00.011+08:00

If I were in the jacuzzi with you

do you know what I'll do?

Get completely naked first

and I know so will you.

We'll do what comes naturally,

discover each other's bodies.

Touching, feeling and heavy petting,

deep kissing, cuddling and stimulating .

Oral sex is what we'll first indulge

with your manhood in my wet mouth
what a really big bulge !

All the way down my deep throat

gag me if you please

for there is pleasure in this sort of tease.

It's then your turn to spread my legs

and in the gushing sound of bubbles in the tub,

your tongue you rub, rub and rub

on you know where

the centre of all my pleasure

We can't wait can we?

For there is this dire need

for you to enter inside me

and I wanting you to pump me slowly

To see you stand in the water and ram me

with my legs spread wide open, it's poetry

we are enjoying each other profusely

that's what sex is all about in the jacuzzi!!

It seems a very long time

before we both cum and cum

right there

in the jacuzzi

life cannot get better than this .

I love to see the reddening of your face,

and then we both embrace.

I plant you a long, loving kiss,

and you want to do it again

this you stubbornly insist!

Okay my sweet pea

come do me!

I welcome you again

with my bouncy ass wide open

this time from the rear for sure

you like this position better.

I love to be sodomized

by you my darling many times...

there is this thrill of doing it differently

for it's still love in the jacuzzi.

-SHF-