Secret Confessions

I blame myself…

Bleeding Rose — Sun, 15 Jan 2012 06:43:28 +0000

My best friend is dead. She was abducted, raped, and murdered. I honestly blame myself and their are many reasons why.
Reason one is that because I got caught stealing something, I stopped getting rides in the morning from a friend, and consequently, so did she.
Reason two is that I was supposed to walk to school with her and I didn’t.
Reason three is that she went to my house that morning and I wasn’t there, that’s why she was where she was and why she was alone.
If none of this had happened, she’d be alive.
It will have been 3 years ago soon and I still blame myself.

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I hate my husband

Tiffany — Sun, 15 Jan 2012 05:33:27 +0000

I hate my husband and his stupid lying ways. I miss my ex every day and think of him constantly. I believe my husband is a complete and total moron. My biggest regret ever was marrying this loser.
We have a son, and I feel so stuck. Everyone we know thinks that he is such a great guy, but he is a pathological liar and a thief. He has stolen large amounts of money, committed Insurence fraud, even stolen money from our son. My husband is a terrible person, and I’m the only one who knows it. I hate my life.

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Sometimes…

Hunter — Wed, 11 Jan 2012 23:17:59 +0000

Sometimes I wish I could actually tell my friends what I am dealing with. How my grandma told my family that my brother and I are going to hell for not being religious. How I help with other people’s depression when I can’t deal with my own. How I have no idea about who I am, or what I am.

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Trapped….

Anonymous — Wed, 11 Jan 2012 01:38:36 +0000

I have three wonderful children, and a man who loves me. Yet most days I think of running away. I love my family, but so often i feel trapped in a life I have control over. I care for them all without fail, and while I love what I am, I feel like I could be so much more! The guilt kills me, but I can’t help what I feel. Am I a horrible person?

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i want to turn back time

anonymous — Tue, 10 Jan 2012 03:35:57 +0000

if i can turn back time i will not accept her love. i will draw myself away from her so that i will not have to worry of her suicidal thoughts. she will kill herself if i leave her. this is what she told me many times.

so i am with her now. problem is, i cannot accept myself for being a lesbian. i hate myself. i hate my life.

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Little too late

TCM — Tue, 10 Jan 2012 01:22:10 +0000

I’m sixteen and have had a boyfriend for over a year but lately I’ve been thinking things I shouldn’t be. When I was thirteen I dated my best friend who’s a girl and I got scared and broke up with her now years later we are still best friends but I believe I’ve fallen in love with her and I’m scared because I love my boyfriend I don’t understand why girls pretend to be bisexual for attention it’s confusing and frustrating

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Addicted

Lynn — Tue, 10 Jan 2012 01:14:06 +0000

I’m addicted to pain pills. I’ve spent thousands of dollars on my habbit. My tolerence is so high that I now take 4 80mg oxycotin, or 10 methadone tablets plus 6 10mg percocets. It wasn’t to long ago that I screwed up really bad, and not paying attention to how high I was, I nearly died. The thing is, I don’t want to give up my habbit at any cost. Even my own death. For someone who does as much as I do, you would barely know it to look at me, except on occasion where I start nodding out. I’m connective, I speak pretty well, the only tell tale sign is the pin point pupils, and the green eyes, which are normally blue. I don’t want to stop, ever. But in my heart I do hold an enormous guilt to what it’ll do to my mom, my brother, my friends that love me, if next time I slip up to severe, I don’t make it back. And guilt to God, for needing an out from a life I can’t stand to live, but don’t dare to end.

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A gay mess

Yea — Sat, 07 Jan 2012 00:51:36 +0000

I just graduated from a prestigious college, but aside from that my life is in ruins.
I’m in holy debt, I’m desperate for a job and broke, nothing motivates me and i’m all alone.
So many days I carry a bottle a pills with me and dare myself to take them all, but i’m a failure at that too.
my sexuality hurts me i’m not confortable with it i hate being gay, as if my life isn’t hard enough i have to hide my feelings for women and when i think i do find someone thats great they turn out to use me for sex and money if i don’t have to courage to kill myself i might as well run away, for so many years i’ve thought of the perfect getaway.

just know i’m not dead

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Running Miles

Ramona — Thu, 05 Jan 2012 01:27:29 +0000

I am 15 yrs old

I am obsessed with jogging. Sometimes its too late to jog outside so I do it on the spot in my room, and I cant stop. Even when my family members tease and humiliate me about it I still jog on the spot.

Its a compulsion.

Today mom, you made a dinner joke that you no longer hear my mini earthquakes anymore.

If only you knew I resorted to cutting the soles of my feet with a razor so it hurts whenever I walk on them.

So I can stop jogging at night.

So I can be normal

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My best friend’s fiance has a sketchy past…

Anonymous — Thu, 05 Jan 2012 00:25:54 +0000

My best friend, (23) got engaged after only about 6 months, to a 37 year old. They are already getting married next summer. I wouldn’t have a problem with it I hadn’t heard really sketchy things about him. I have heard from numerous people, people that don’t even know her, that; he has a criminal background; he has been engaged before (he told her he never has); he’s commited insurance fraud; his family does not approve of the marriage; and that his friends are saying that he gave her a ring to shut her up, in addition to other things. I don’t know what to do at this point. Should I tell her or not tell her? I feel like if I do she wont believe me and will turn on me.

HELP!!

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