Secret Society 4 young ladies

Keep. On. Moving....

2019-06-20T12:27:00.001-07:00

Hello beams of the world...
Keep On Moving...You are doing an excellent job!
Well Mutha Freakin Done!!

Trusting God The Creator...

2019-05-20T08:12:00.000-07:00

On this journey called life, whoa child...whoaaaaaa child.

As I move I realize that God is good ALL the time and ALL the time God is good.

Now, at first that seemed like a cliche, the norm to say after the preacher belts it out, but not today for me...nope..Not today.

In these past years, that is exactly what God our creator was trying to get me to do. It seemed so freakin hard. I am use to being the one in control, the one who does it all, although it was overwhelming at times and I begged for good help. I still tried to do everything on my own. I raised my children on my own, with little to no help from the fathers, grandparents, aunts, uncles, the village, etc. etc. While doing so I realized that it was lots of work for one person. When I look back on it, I can not believe I made it through half of it on my own, But God. I look back and I can't explain it no other way.

I raised children that have compassion and love for others in a world that knows little of. I was 17 when I started the journey..the journey taught me to love SO It's Real....Its So realllll...It's Reallll to Me!!
( Stephanie Mills and Diana Ross's Voice).

There's no place like home. (God)

-Je'vah

Coming Out of it....

2019-05-08T12:05:00.000-07:00

OMGGGGG....Bloggers,

Can you believe it has been almost two years since a sista wrote on her blog!
Now, do not think I did not have a lot to say?
It's just that I have been going through some unfamiliar territory in my mind, body and soul for some time....

See, it all started after I wrote this letter to arch angel Michael after I had been going to this wicca class.
Soon after my life changed in so many ways.

That dark place showed up... that place is a place I would not wish on any one I can think of past or present. The dark is something only the person going through can describe. It is like no other, BUT when you walk with The Creator God you will come out!
But, you gotta walk.

I went in thinking "oh I'll be out of this soon", besides I had been through 'rough times' before, I'm thinking, "I got this". The dark came, came in all sorts of ways. Then as this 'Force' walked with me, I discovered that the dark was my past.( read those last five words again) All the stuff I had been through as a young child and young adult were looking me right in the face as an adult. I tried to run and hide in every corner, but there was no safe place. I tried to blame people, the people I blamed prospered. I was so angry at God. I was mad at God because when I went 'in' the past and saw all of the foul, disgusting things that had happened, I asked God, "why"? Why did You let those grown up snatch pieces of my body? Why did you give me a mother and father who would just give me up so freely and easily? Why did you put me in a neighborhood with people who do not understand my light? Why?

As I was 'led', I began to discover answers piece by piece. I learned that in all those moments God The Creator had me the entire time and that I went through of all of that trauma in childhood to prepare me for the presence. I saw the cries of the people that came after me and at times it seemed as if I was the only one listening, so I began to get it. God said that God needs me to help ignite the LIGHTS, But still I was angry.

The angry was real but hidden. I wore the mask. The smile got them every time, but inside a sista felt like she could not go on another day. I would wake up feeling like "why am I waking up..what is it that I am here to do"? I had not one clue. I would pray, get angry, turn away and repeat. I would hear God's voice saying it would be alright and to keep on moving. So many people in my outside world would always give me confirmation, rather it be someone saying almost the exact same words I would hear in my mind, something on television, a song, a social media post, etc. It took days, months, years, blood, sweat, tears, mustard seed FAITH and my family team..... a SISTA is still Here.

Thank God, Angels, Universe, Jesus, Ancestors, Elders....

Thank God.

Love and Light.

-Je'vah

August 2st

2017-08-04T19:13:00.000-07:00

Hey Hey Hey, Secret Society,
I am asking who ever sees this before or on August 21, 2017, to take the time out to meditate, Love & Light upon Our planet!!
The Universe appreciates Ya'!!
-Je'vah😎

The Year

2016-12-04T13:20:00.001-08:00

The moon changes 12 times

from dark, to new, to full, to awes' surprise.

The days go from short

to long,

to long

to short,

The trend changes from pants and boots,

to skirts and shorts!

From hot to cold drinks,

Chilled to playful days.

There is a King,

Cupid pulling heart strings,

Leprechauns & four leaf clovers

A bunny,

The memorial!

A flag,

The festivities because of Independence...

Revisited!

Barbeques,

Picnics,

Celebrations,

Trick or Treat...

Giving Thanks while sharing cornucopia feasts!

Presents

and

Joy

and

Behaving girls & boys!

Black eyed peas,

cornbread,

greens..

Wishing for new Beginnings!

Oh, MY....

A Year has gone by!

If These Walls Could Talk

2016-01-29T17:27:00.000-08:00

If these walls could talk,
Oh, the words 'it' will say...
As I sit,
lay,
pace,
walk...
back and forth,
in this room,
where Life
glows,
and glooms...
where flowers,
wilt,
and bloom...
My life is not my own!
I feel so alone,
as if no one
around me knows...
that there is 'something'
inside of me
that is trying desperately
to grow.
Is it my Mind,
my Body,
my Soul?
I really don't know!
This transition,
this growth,
this pain inside,
I try to hide,
but 'it' sings so loud,
and has me 'paralyzed'...
no real desire to abide.
Just wasting away days,
no map for me to find my way...
I'm all over the place.
Trying to figure out this 'thing'
called Life...
Hoping to do it right...
keep my game tight.
Until I slipped,
got mixed up in all kinds of conflicts.
Dropped people,
dropped places,
dropped things...
left nearly alone,
angry,
frustrated,
and afraid.
Praying,
morning,
noon,
and night,
for brighter days
and clearer views,
better clues...
an easier way!
What do I do with this 'fire'
this Light inside,
that burns with the desire...
to be fulfilled?
IT sparks and ignites,
and fights...
not to be put out!
IT dances,
Sings,
Shouts,
Screams...
and nobody listens!

Gratitude

2015-11-11T09:36:00.001-08:00

Can't let the day go by,
without declaring to the Most High,
at my highest hype...
TODAY IS A GOOD DAY...and afternoon and night
ALL is alright!
Where EVERY thing goes my way.
I hear the sweet sounds of the birds 'sing'
I see the Sun shine,
the trees blow,
the beauty and awe that glare through my windows!
Ode to Beautiful days,
peaceful plays
Present moments
Pleasant aromas!
Joy, Laughter, Love, Wonderful Family and Friends,
And the most soothing SERENE within!
So,
SO BE IT and AMEN!

Social Issues Plaguing Our Communities....'what we gonna do'?

2015-11-02T08:22:00.000-08:00

As I look at the Urban Community and the image 'it' has and the judgments placed upon, I can not help but to ask the question why? Why, for so long have the poor African America communities been ignored, judged, and shamed? How did a people who was once so close and united now separated and divided?
In my opinion, the lack of knowledge and education? I am not talking about the k-12 education we receive in school, rather the education about LIFE! How to live It, live in a world where because of the color of your skin, you are told to 'work harder', ' behave better', 'abandon your dream and go help others build and live theirs'! What about the importance of self-esteem and confidence or believing in the 'fire' within, even when it seems invasive to others? What ever happened to the family values where a last name carried honor? Where is the love from the elders to the youth who was raised (unknowingly) by immature, people/parents who did not understand the importance of goals, self-respect, healthy hygiene, an expanded vocabulary? I search for fathers in the urban communities who are bold enough to 'stick' around even though their father did not! Where are the home-cooked meals from the grandmothers on Sundays along with her guided wisdom? Where are the aunts and uncles with their love and support? Where are the brother, sister, cousin bonds? Where are the talks about past mistakes, wrong turns, victories and triumphs? Where is the positive language? Where are the positive reinforcements? Where is the positive education about money? Where are the leaders who were 'called' to lead? Where are the churches and their authentic acceptance? Where are the neighbors who help walk the kids to school or help with homework or give a meal, when no ones watching?
The recreation centers are closing! The schools are closing or passing students along! The middle-class are leaving! The Koreans are getting richer! The drugs are a decoy! The liquor stores are plenty! The kids are screaming...dying, crying, fighting fuckin, sucking, drugging! LOST! The education system is teaching them NOTHING that resonates with their souls! The education does not apply to a person who's sole purpose is to survive! The system is not solely responsible to do so, either, it takes 'two, baby'!
The children are the ones 'igniting the fire'...The African American Community have the ability within to make it a 'blaze of glory' or a 'wildfire'!
May God bless us all!

-Nakia 😉

The Uprising of the Female (collection, part 2)

2015-09-12T10:06:00.000-07:00

Here ye, here ye.....
Where my girls at, them boss chicks,
do whatever it takes at any cost chicks...
if a dude slip up she up and dips
and if a girl try to buck she ain't got time for it!
who stay on the grind,
working her 9 to 5,
just to stay alive
and keep the bills in line!

Calling all my ladies who go to school,
because you know its cool not to be a fool...
got them long nights, them long days,
sacrificing them parties just to make them grades,
doing what ever you got to do just to make a way...heyyy...I see brighter days!

Have you seen my grown women who gets it done,
no time for petty fun,
always on the run.
Hair 'slayed'
Face, ' beat '
Nails, 'flawless'
Appearance, 'on fleek'
got the men crawling & chasing just to get a sneak peek....
Heyyyy....where they at?!

Je'vah! 😉

The Uprising of the Female! (collection)

2015-07-31T09:58:00.000-07:00

Get back, chill back
The Female energy is here and it is all that!
Got to get in the game,
forget fortune and fame,
that sure will come, but chasing 'it' is lame!
Now,
I sat back, observe 'ish'
watch 'The Game' reject the chicks,
I'm like saying to myself, "what's wrong with this"?
There is more to US than butts and titts!
Now, I'm not saying that there is something wrong with it,
But, I am sayin respect US ahora and quick!
While you sitting in the 'pin' during your 'bit'
we are out holding it down, keeping things legit!
We hurt too,
Bleed too,
hustle hard,
and watch things fall through!
However, we keep going,
no emotions showing...
with the world on our backs and nobody knowing!
We have to smile, stay pretty,
close our mouths and 'get busy'...
well let me tell you 'mister' that ish's not for me...
or the new breed...

'we're awakening now'! #new energy! 😉

Je'vah

Bright(er) Days!

2015-07-23T10:44:00.001-07:00

I know like I know, my Blessings are on the way
I don't care what anybody say...
I feel 'IT' coming every day...better days,
peaceful plays,
sunshine and rainbows and 'fresh' wind blowing my way...
Oh Happy Days...
when the sky opens up
pour the blessings to overflow my cup,
more and more, I just can't get enough...of the
'Right Stuff'
to get it done
connect with my soul and most importantly
'The One'
The Creator,
The One who provides,
always by my side...
the perfect 'Guide',
the Food for my Soul...
The Great, which makes me whole...
loves me soo...
allows me to grow...
'Faith' is my tight hold...
The One, I won't let go!
because it has been with me through
the good,
the bad,
the happy,
the sad,
the UPS,
the downs,
the smiles,
the frowns...
stuck around,
planted my feet firmly on the ground...
keeps me in the Now..
the present,
so that I may be,
The Best 'at the moment' that resides in me...
Oh, if the world could only 'see',
what I feel,
what I know,
that my 'Faith' is opening many doors and windows...
And closing many too.........

just enough for the Blessings to pour through!

Je'Vah 😉

Dear Parents!

2015-05-20T07:16:00.002-07:00

Dear Parents,

Remember when we were working our 9 to 5,
long hours, overtime, BC we were the 'sole' person to provide!
Coming home tired, frustrated, aggrevated,
needing an outlet to get thru all the crazi-ness!
Looking for LOVE in ALL the wrong places,
clubs, bars, churches, strange faces!
Daddy's gone,
momma left to raise child on her own!
Holidays, 'true meaning' start to phase
NOW, its Only about what you gave...
fulfilling EVERY crave, just to pass the days!
Clothes with brand names,
however, children can barley spell their name!
Schools keep calling
Children running the hall AND
Can't keep still, SO give 'em a pill
that will help them deal...
And US too!
Well, NOW....I introduce those kids to YOU!
Enjoy!

Je'Vah!

Dear America....

2014-12-22T05:51:00.001-08:00

Dear America,
I know you are probably wondering what the heck is going on..and so am I?! I often sit and wonder how we, as a country, as a people will move on! We have forgotten the 'creed' in which we are to live by! This is the country of the home, the brave, the free...lately it seems as if THIS is the country of the 'elite'!

Class and/or color seems like the only thing that matters! If u are rich you are the ish...if you are poor...get out my store! We have forgotten that we are all one and there is no victory for one until their are victories for others! Life will not be sweet, no one will really have a good night's sleep!
This country have become weak...There is no fresh baked apple pies, no one can run from the lies...the truth is being shown, NO ONE is entitled to the throne! The children are dying, politicians keep lying! The media is raising the babies, technology driving ppl crazy, slaved to the ego....everything we say, do, feel we must show...glow...get our followers to grow....taking pics brag & boast...exposing kids because of our stunted growth....arrested developments, never stepping out of our element...too afraid to be alone, to really mature to become full grown...pass on something other than fear...be slow to speak and quick to hear!
What the heck is going on here...America is not the same...everybody point fingers to blame! No one wants to see the truth or deal with what is wrong with you!

Dear America,
where are the apple pies, the white picket fences, the baseball games...gone with the wind because of that separation 'thing' again! We try to help others when we are dwindling in hell, we try to 'free' other people when we haven't freed ourselves!
Class, color, race, power struggles, paper chase is all that seems to matter...even the Leaders have taken at a grab at it...the Ego and boy does it show! It's more powerful then LOVE...unity, community, and the saddest of all, The Most High... we believe money and power is the ONLY way to get by....but somehow I know that is a lie!
Bye , Bye Ms. American pie...please have mercy on us when you are finally fed up and rise!

Je'Vah!

Reality T.V...showing OUR reality...The Good, Bad, & Ugly!

2014-12-16T07:36:00.000-08:00

So, I am watching VH1's ' new show, "Sorority Sisters", preceding my guilty pleasure show, "Love & Hip Hop" and my first reaction was to turn the channel, but the inner nudging persuaded me to watch so I did! The reason I did not want to watch at first is because I felt like "ugh, ANOTHER reality show depicting our culture in a way that clearly we would be embarrassed by"! And as I suspected so it was!

The women on their were very dysfunctional and immature. The level of maturity were unbearable, I could not believe it. I thought, how old are these women? After watching for relentlessly minutes I noticed how angry, back biting and desperate for attention they were, I immediately became pissed! I tried to calm the emotion, besides these women were not me, so why should I care! I already knew what they, sorority sisters were all about. I had experience many of them along my way. Most of them, in my opinion were very separated from reality of our people. I felt that they did not understand the poor black person or should I say forgot. I also learned that most of them come from poor backgrounds as well and have managed to receive an education, bond with 'sistas' and support and build wonderful and successful businesses! Somehow along the way, I felt they forgot where they came from. And although I am not saying that these women should not be proud of their accomplishments I am saying that as a black person who have reached levels of success could maybe 'show the way' not throw charity around!

Growing up in a poor urban community myself, I understand the need for the community as well as others, however I understand more than others how it feels to have to 'ask' or 'need' something, the poor community is very proud! Proud not because we think we are too good to beg, but proud because we know how to make 'it' work, so when people come in that may look like us but do not sound like us, the guard completely goes up. It goes up because immediately following the voice comes the judgement..."oh poor little black child, let me help you but not teach you so you may grow" or better yet "let me show how to act in public, so we may prove to 'them' we have good manners"! I've watched the distance held between the 'sisters' and the poor black and it is a pretty big gap! Even though the gap is wide within our own culture, the prejudice is not! In the finest moment's the display will be shown! To a prejudice person in a position to 'be' prejudice will only and always see color and that is undeniable! Therefore I often wondered what was the point of the gap. I mean, we are more alike than different..rich or poor. We all have some experience to bring. The experience may not be the same but its the individuals experience and respect and openness is all that is required!

"The dark always comes to light", my grandmother would always say. I guess we can not desegregate for too much longer! The truth is being told, rich or poor... whether its "Real Housewives of Atlanta", "Love & Hip Hop" or "Sorority Sisters" it is all clear, the Black Community is in trouble! And not because of 'The Man' we simply forgot that WE are one and their is no victory until we ALL have victory...one by one...I mean REALLY what are we really fighting for?!

Peace & Blessings!
Je'Vah😉

Learning EVERY day! :))))

2013-09-11T07:49:00.000-07:00

Happy Wednesday SS4YL!

I know there is PURPOSE here for You and I! We are all suppose to be here! We have vowed to be a part of something 'bigger' then ourselves! We have Compassion! We have universal LOVE! We live in Unity! We Walk in our Destiny! We Awaken to our Purpose! The masks are coming off! We see clear! We recognize OUR Power! We Embrace our power with GREAT joy!

We Wake Up! We are Awoke! We Rise & Shine! We are Alert! We are Energized!

WE ARE ALIVE....RESURRECTION TIME!

Peace & Positivity!

Je'Vah!

Happy wednesday SS4YL!

2013-09-04T11:46:00.000-07:00

Dare to DREAM!
Dare to LIVE!
Dare to EXPLORE!
Dare to BELIEVE!
Dare to WIN!
Dare to PROCEED!
Dare to APPRECIATE!
Dare to LOVE!

NOW.....
DREAM!
LIVE!
EXPLORE!
BELIEVE!
WIN!
PROCEED!
APPRECIATE!
LOVE!

Peace & Positivity!

Je'Vah!

I know I've been changed!

2013-08-05T14:16:00.000-07:00

Happy Monday SS4YL!

I hope it is a great one, so far! Today, I just want to share that I am still holding on! I had to get that out because I need to remind myself of that sometimes!

Since, I have been on my spiritual past, I have been faced with many challenges. I lost my car, relationship stinks, children in limbo, career uncertain, friends all gone, family stress too, bills always due! However, I have also been learning, growing, listening, seeking, observing, and teaching. This has been a roller coaster of a ride! But, hey, it would not be life!

If we knew all the answers, the right roads to always travel, why would we need The Creator! Therefore, instead of getting caught up in the faults, blames, and road blocks, FOCUS on the smooth paths, the light days...the Sundays, the blessings, that are in front of us on a daily basis!

Exercise time: ( our 1st assignment) For the next 7 days, let's make a promise to ourselves, to be grateful for one thing/blessing each day and give thanks for it! We can say "thank you" out loud, write it down, or simply smile! Let's GO!

Life, is SO much better when we focus on the positive! So, for the next 7 days lets do just that!
I am SO excited! Preparing for GREATER!

Peace & Positivity!

Je'Vah!

Butterfly!

2013-07-30T12:29:00.001-07:00

Happy Tuesday SS4YL!

I would like to share another poem......leave me your thoughts!

Sleepless nights, wondering and longing,
Trying to discover the answers and the reasons for belonging.
Grandma starts me off by introducing me to God,
but instead of 'it' being easy, LIFE seemed hard!
Contradiction arises, I start to question a few things, like if I'm a child of The Creator, why does fear seems attached to my last name?
Why are there setbacks, chaos in my world?
Why was life so difficult when I was a little girl?
Why did those men and women snatch pieces of my body
those lonely nights with no one beside me?
Where was The Creator when my mom left and my dad was hardly around?
Why is it that I can remember frowns but could barely remember smiles!
Why does doors close one by one?
Why are the schools always calling about my sons?
Why do the rich stay rich and the poor stay poor?
Why when I get my paychecks, I always need more?
I see the sun shining, but it seems so far away,
then I hear the firmness of my grandmother's voice in my ear saying, "Baby, just pray"!
So I do, but not for one day, weeks, months, turned to years.
The Creator begin to pull me from places here to there!
Books, quotes, people, intuition, fasting, praying, I was on a mission!
My body fought, but my Soul fought harder!
So many things tried to keep me from my father.
But, then this FORCE that I've never felt before,
gently guided me to each one of those closed doors.
And as I opened each I soon discovered why,
so much hardship was placed upon my life!
They, the obstacles were not there to stop me or hurt me
but have me be the person God needed me to be!
I had no time for shame, guilt, nor pride,
and with the help of the Creator, I put all those things behind!
Realizing that this LIFE was never about me,
rather a bigger purpose called, My Destiny!

Peace & Positivity!

Je'Vah!

Sipping Tea with The Creator!

2013-07-25T13:19:00.000-07:00

Happy Thursday SS4YL!

I am so pumped right now! I have been so open lately, I feel like The Creator and I are sipping tea!

Ever since this past Tuesday I have been on a high, like never before. I am feeling SO good because a lot of things I have secretly asked the Creator for and had questions about, God answered immediately!

So, I feel this Force pushing me to go to my church's summer celebration that we have outside, in the community every third Tuesday during the summer. I invite my entire household to attend and they accept! We get there and here it comes, vibes, negativity, BUT nothing was going to stop God's message this time!

As the fest started, I begin to feel this overwhelming feeling of joy, peace, and safety so I just went with. I'm glad I did! We had a praise fest on Cherry Hill Road that day, the atmosphere was definitely set and it felt wonderful! Towards the end, my Pastor, led by the Holy Spirit, called me to him to 'lay hands on me'! Before I go any further I would like to mention that I am a true believer of the Creator's power, I can feel the vibes and enjoy the flow, The Creator warned me that when my Pastor pulls me out and lay hands on me, I would know that the time has come to fulfill all promises; that is what happened Tuesday, my Pastor called my name!

Everything he told me was going to happen in my life, The Creator had been telling me during our 'sips', but I guess I needed to hear it from another trusted person's mouth so that I could be sure! How awesome! And as if confirming the word was not enough, the church blessed me with a financial blessing not knowing that I had secretly asked God for such right before my family and I were on our way to the celebration!

I have never asked the church for anything. They have no idea of my financial struggle. They were solely being obedient to Our Creator and for that I will always trust such a place! The next day the Blessings continued to come in! The Creator continues to hear my voice! This journey was not in vain! God hears me through everything and that is what I am grateful for the most! The Creator told me to believe and allow my lower life to die so that my higher life can live! I am almost there......

Peace & Positivity!

Je'Vah

Help.....Life, is trying to tell me something.....AGAIN!

2013-07-22T16:14:00.001-07:00

Hey SS4YL,

Happy Monday!

I am just going to get right to the point, Life has got me scratching my head and grinding my teeth again! I mean I try and try to understand this thing called life, but the more I think I gain the more I think I lose! I get SO amped up on life, feeling good, living free and then BOOM, here comes that dam gray cloud, like 'girllll you better calm down, what you happy fo"! And then, everything turns the opposite!

I try to stay positive! I try to grow! I try to learn! I try to stay present! But, what's a girl to do, when she has tried everything, supported everybody, crossed every T, dotted every I, and still I remain in this same place! I am stuck, BUT as I type I hear a voice saying, that EVERYTHING will be alright! I choose to believe!

Therefore, I will stop the message of madness and end with this.....When Life get us down, instead of bowing down, turn that thing around! Get up, shake it off, engage in worship, sing a song! Do WHATEVER we have to do, to keep us focus so we may pull through!

Peace & Positivity!

Je'Vah!

Life!

2013-06-26T17:12:00.000-07:00

Happy Wednesday SS4YL......I hope it is a GREAT one so far! I wrote a poem that I would like to share with you called, "Life"!

This 'thing' called Life one person can not explain, however I do know that joy, hurt, love, and pain is all attached to ones' name! Each creeps in our lives when we least expect and the mystery of it all sometimes leaves wonder and regret.

We say to ourselves does the bad outweigh the good? What's the point if we are misunderstood? Why bother, why seek, why ask, why speak! Is there a point when life keeps knocking us down and all the vexation is being masked by a smile! So many deaths, So many births, it's like mother nature is trying to replenish the earth!

But, who's in the lead, who is winning? That's when we reflect back on our lives, get a grip, and start to pay attention! EVERYTHING happens for a reason, but the cliche of them brings little notice to the approaching seasons! So when the joy comes it may get over-looked, and when the fear approaches gently it may get shooked! And then there's that love with all its disguise, leaving so much aftermath, effecting so many lives! Ohh the hurt, Ohh the pain, what's a person to do? We get up again!!!!

WE get up, we find our way, with the help of God ( The Creator, Buddha, Most-High, Jehovah, or whatever you choose to call it) and we make it to another day! But TRUST nothing heals until we take the time to pray! Soooo, lose control, let go, put your guards down and become vulnerable!

Peace & Positivity,

Je'Vah!

2013-06-23T16:54:00.001-07:00

Happy Sunday SS4YL!

I am SO happy to be here! Today, I have learned a lot or should I say confirmed a lot! It's like ever since I have been on this spiritual journey, the world seems more clear to me now! I get messages from the Creator and then go to church and hear my Pastor speak those same words I've heard, from God, as clear as the sky! Amazing! As if that's not amazing enough, I come home and turn on the Oprah Winfrey Network and it's like a continuation of the sermon and all the messages God wants me to hear! Unbelievable!

As I begin to open myself up more and more to God, our Creator, I soon discover that God is REALLY on my side and wants nothing but the best for me! So instead of me fighting my destiny today, I choose to be thankful for my destiny! I accept it with great honor!

Peace & Positivity!

Je'Vah!

Been gone for a minute, but I'm back, with the 'Jump Off'! ;))))))

2013-06-21T15:54:00.001-07:00

Hey Young World,

I have been gone for a minute trying to find me! I thought I could save the world, but what I was really seeking is help for myself! Since I've been gone, I have learned SO much about ME! Trust me my sistas' this journey has not been easy! While learning about me, I've discovered that I have to, I MUST love myself! If I love myself, first, then and only then will I be able to love and receive love! I did it! GOD help me do it! I prayed, meditated, researched, went to church, and most importantly, kept the faith!

So I say to you, Young World, if I, a once lonely, low self-esteem, lost, young lady can do it, so can you! It does not matter where you come from or where you are in life right now, know that "you are somebody because God don't make no junk"!

God has a plan for each and everyone of our lives and we ALL are suppose to be here, on earth, to serve our purpose! Young World, Go SERVE!

Peace and Positivity!

Je'Vah!

2011-03-15T12:07:00.000-07:00

Hey young world........keep ya' head up!

Forever Young!

2011-02-18T17:17:00.000-08:00

When I was a teenager, I use to love me some Salt n Pepa! My friends and I would flock to the 'jukebox' and wait impatiently for a viewer to order one of their videos. i admired them because they broke through a industry that once was strickly for men, Hip Hop! We would learn all the lyrics and have every step down to a 'tee'! Those were the days! Tomorrow I get to relive my childhood for about 3 hours because the group have come together to perform again....I can't wait! This time I am going to seize every moment....although I will always live and be forever young.....mentally!

Do you plan 2 live forever young?