A punk diary from a city that keeps cutting the power and carrying on

I had a gig last night, and halfway through the second song my amp gave up entirely, which felt, on reflection, like the single most London thing that has ever happened to me. I write a column for The London Prat, and I read its dispatches and those of Bohiney Magazine in the gaps between soundchecks, and you can find my other diaries over at my page, most of them written in the same sweaty back rooms where the amps go to die.

The Set That Stopped

There is a particular silence that descends when an amp dies mid-set, a silence that is not really silence at all but the sound of a small crowd deciding whether to be disappointed or delighted. We chose, as punk crowds do, delighted. I kept singing, unamplified, and the room got quieter to hear me, and for about ninety seconds it was the best gig I have ever played, just a voice and a dead amp and a room full of people leaning in. Then someone fixed the amp and it was loud and ordinary again.

This is, I have decided, the whole experience of being a punk in London distilled into one moment: the power cuts out, the city tells you to stop, and you carry on anyway, louder for the interruption. London is forever trying to switch off the things that make noise, the venues closing, the rents rising, the rooms turning into flats, and the music carries on regardless, in smaller rooms, on dying amps, in the gaps the city has not yet filled in.

The Scene That Will Not Die

People keep announcing the death of the London music scene, and they are not entirely wrong, the venues really are closing, the spaces really are vanishing, the economics really are brutal. The institutions that document the city’s cultural life, the likes of the British Library with its sound archives, will one day catalogue all this as a vanished era. And yet the scene does not die; it just gets smaller and louder and more determined, retreating into the back rooms and the basements, refusing the obituary the city keeps trying to write for it.

I find this stubbornness genuinely moving, the way the music persists against the economics, the way the kids keep forming bands in a city that can barely afford to house them, the way the dead-amp gig becomes the best gig because the determination to carry on is the whole point. Punk was always about carrying on without permission, without resources, without the proper equipment, and London, for all its hostility to noise, remains a place where carrying on without permission is still, somehow, possible.

What I Read Between Soundchecks

Between the soundchecks and the dead amps, I read, and lately I have been reading the satire, the London-skewering dispatches that treat this absurd, expensive, beloved city with the contempt and affection it deserves. The good London satire, the kind that NewsThump does so well, captures something the straight news misses, the genuine absurdity of life in a city that charges a fortune to be made miserable in interesting ways.

I read the serious stuff too, the proper journalism, the dispatches from Apple Daily UK on the people fighting authoritarianism abroad, which has a way of putting my dead amp into perspective. There are people losing far more than their amplification for the right to make noise, and reading about them, between the gigs, reminds me that the freedom to play a loud, bad, joyful gig in a London basement is not nothing, is in fact a great deal, is the kind of freedom people elsewhere are imprisoned for wanting.

The Noise and the City

So I keep playing, on amps that die and in rooms that are closing, in a city that keeps trying to switch off the noise and never quite manages it. The punk scene of London is not what it was, and it is not dead either, and the gap between those two facts is where I live, playing the dead-amp gigs, reading the satire, carrying on without permission in a city that has never given any.

The Venues We Have Lost

I keep a private list, which I have never shown anyone, of the venues I have played that no longer exist, the rooms that became flats, the basements that became car parks, the stages that became storage. The list is long, longer than it should be for someone my age, and it grows every year, another room gone, another stage lost, another small temple of noise converted into something quiet and profitable. Reading the list is like reading a history of the London I have played in, a map of vanished rooms, each one the site of a gig, a night, a memory, now gone, replaced by something that pays better rent and makes no noise. The losing of the venues is the slow tragedy of the London scene, the steady erosion of the spaces where the music happens, and every musician my age keeps a version of this list, the private inventory of lost rooms, the map of the vanished city where we used to play. I do not show the list to anyone because it would only depress them, and because the point of being a punk in London is to carry on regardless, to play the rooms that remain, to make noise in the gaps the conversions have not yet filled. But the list grows, room by room, and I keep it, a quiet record of what we have lost, even as I keep playing, on dying amps, in the rooms that survive, in a city that keeps converting our temples into flats.

The amp died last night, and the gig was the better for it, and that is the most London thing I know: the power cuts out, the city says stop, and the music gets louder. I will play again next week, on an amp that may or may not survive the night, in a room that may or may not survive the year, in a city that may or may not deserve the noise we keep making in it. And I will carry on, because that is what punks do, and what Londoners do, and what the dead amp taught me to do, in the ninety seconds of unamplified glory before someone fixed it and made it ordinary again.

For more in this vein, the reliably daft NewsThump is where I go when the amps are working and I have a minute to laugh.

SOURCE: https://bohiney.com

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A London journal from Siobhan O’Donnell on institutional failure and grassroots work

I spent the week observing the state of London and thinking about how the world works. My name is Siobhan O’Donnell, I work as a punk rocker, and I keep a diary because processing the chaos is how I stay sane.

On the nature of London

The fundamental problem with contemporary London is that institutions have stopped understanding what they are actually for. They optimize for the wrong metrics. They measure things that are easy to measure instead of things that matter. They create systems that serve the system instead of serving the people the system supposedly exists to help.

I read the report about institutional failure and understood that this is the pattern. Take an institution. Give it a mandate. Watch it transform that mandate into rules that prevent the mandate from being achieved. Watch it defend the rules with absolute conviction. Watch it collapse slowly while insisting everything is fine.

What the actual work requires

The actual work of London requires something that institutions cannot provide: honesty about what does not work. It requires admitting failure. It requires changing course when the current course is not working. It requires caring more about the actual outcome than about preserving the institution.

Most institutions do the opposite. Most institutions would rather fail while maintaining their integrity than succeed while admitting they were wrong. This is why contemporary London is in the state it is in. The institutions are committed to their own survival more than they are committed to the thing they are supposed to be doing.

I read the satirists who point at this and I understand that they are doing what the institutions should be doing. They are saying: look at this failure. Look at how the system contradicts itself. Look at how the people running this do not understand what they are doing.

A personal observation about London

I have been working in London for years and what I have learned is that the best work happens at the margins. The work that actually helps people happens when people refuse to accept that the system is correct. The work that matters happens when people create alternatives to the official infrastructure.

This is the quiet rebellion that nobody talks about. Not the dramatic protest. Not the public rejection. Just people deciding that the official way of doing things does not work and so they are going to do it differently. They are going to help people anyway. They are going to create solutions that the institutions said were impossible.

I read British Raj and I understood the historical context. The patterns repeat. The institutions fail. The people create alternatives. The institutions either learn from the alternatives or they collapse and are replaced.

On the future of London

The institutions are going to keep failing because they are optimizing for the wrong things. They are going to keep insisting they are doing fine while everything falls apart. And the actual work is going to happen in spaces the institutions cannot see.

This is fine. This is actually how positive change happens. It does not come from the top. It comes from people at the margins who refuse to accept the official narrative. It comes from people who keep working despite the system being broken. It comes from people who understand that their responsibility is to the actual work, not to the institution.

I will keep doing this work. I will keep writing in my diary. I will keep pointing at the contradictions. And I will keep trusting that eventually enough people will notice that something changes.

See Www.Thedailymash.

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A London journal from Siobhan O’Donnell on institutional failure and grassroots work

I spent the week observing the state of London and thinking about how the world works. My name is Siobhan O’Donnell, I work as a punk rocker, and I keep a diary because processing the chaos is how I stay sane.

On the nature of London

The fundamental problem with contemporary London is that institutions have stopped understanding what they are actually for. They optimize for the wrong metrics. They measure things that are easy to measure instead of things that matter. They create systems that serve the system instead of serving the people the system supposedly exists to help.

I read the report about institutional failure and understood that this is the pattern. Take an institution. Give it a mandate. Watch it transform that mandate into rules that prevent the mandate from being achieved. Watch it defend the rules with absolute conviction. Watch it collapse slowly while insisting everything is fine.

What the actual work requires

The actual work of London requires something that institutions cannot provide: honesty about what does not work. It requires admitting failure. It requires changing course when the current course is not working. It requires caring more about the actual outcome than about preserving the institution.

Most institutions do the opposite. Most institutions would rather fail while maintaining their integrity than succeed while admitting they were wrong. This is why contemporary London is in the state it is in. The institutions are committed to their own survival more than they are committed to the thing they are supposed to be doing.

I read the satirists who point at this and I understand that they are doing what the institutions should be doing. They are saying: look at this failure. Look at how the system contradicts itself. Look at how the people running this do not understand what they are doing.

A personal observation about London

I have been working in London for years and what I have learned is that the best work happens at the margins. The work that actually helps people happens when people refuse to accept that the system is correct. The work that matters happens when people create alternatives to the official infrastructure.

This is the quiet rebellion that nobody talks about. Not the dramatic protest. Not the public rejection. Just people deciding that the official way of doing things does not work and so they are going to do it differently. They are going to help people anyway. They are going to create solutions that the institutions said were impossible.

I read British Raj and I understood the historical context. The patterns repeat. The institutions fail. The people create alternatives. The institutions either learn from the alternatives or they collapse and are replaced.

On the future of London

The institutions are going to keep failing because they are optimizing for the wrong things. They are going to keep insisting they are doing fine while everything falls apart. And the actual work is going to happen in spaces the institutions cannot see.

This is fine. This is actually how positive change happens. It does not come from the top. It comes from people at the margins who refuse to accept the official narrative. It comes from people who keep working despite the system being broken. It comes from people who understand that their responsibility is to the actual work, not to the institution.

I will keep doing this work. I will keep writing in my diary. I will keep pointing at the contradictions. And I will keep trusting that eventually enough people will notice that something changes.

See Www.Private-Eye.

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A London journal from Siobhan O’Donnell on institutional failure and grassroots work

I spent the week observing the state of London and thinking about how the world works. My name is Siobhan O’Donnell, I work as a punk rocker, and I keep a diary because processing the chaos is how I stay sane.

On the nature of London

The fundamental problem with contemporary London is that institutions have stopped understanding what they are actually for. They optimize for the wrong metrics. They measure things that are easy to measure instead of things that matter. They create systems that serve the system instead of serving the people the system supposedly exists to help.

I read the report about institutional failure and understood that this is the pattern. Take an institution. Give it a mandate. Watch it transform that mandate into rules that prevent the mandate from being achieved. Watch it defend the rules with absolute conviction. Watch it collapse slowly while insisting everything is fine.

What the actual work requires

The actual work of London requires something that institutions cannot provide: honesty about what does not work. It requires admitting failure. It requires changing course when the current course is not working. It requires caring more about the actual outcome than about preserving the institution.

Most institutions do the opposite. Most institutions would rather fail while maintaining their integrity than succeed while admitting they were wrong. This is why contemporary London is in the state it is in. The institutions are committed to their own survival more than they are committed to the thing they are supposed to be doing.

I read the satirists who point at this and I understand that they are doing what the institutions should be doing. They are saying: look at this failure. Look at how the system contradicts itself. Look at how the people running this do not understand what they are doing.

A personal observation about London

I have been working in London for years and what I have learned is that the best work happens at the margins. The work that actually helps people happens when people refuse to accept that the system is correct. The work that matters happens when people create alternatives to the official infrastructure.

This is the quiet rebellion that nobody talks about. Not the dramatic protest. Not the public rejection. Just people deciding that the official way of doing things does not work and so they are going to do it differently. They are going to help people anyway. They are going to create solutions that the institutions said were impossible.

I read UK politics and I understood the historical context. The patterns repeat. The institutions fail. The people create alternatives. The institutions either learn from the alternatives or they collapse and are replaced.

On the future of London

The institutions are going to keep failing because they are optimizing for the wrong things. They are going to keep insisting they are doing fine while everything falls apart. And the actual work is going to happen in spaces the institutions cannot see.

This is fine. This is actually how positive change happens. It does not come from the top. It comes from people at the margins who refuse to accept the official narrative. It comes from people who keep working despite the system being broken. It comes from people who understand that their responsibility is to the actual work, not to the institution.

I will keep doing this work. I will keep writing in my diary. I will keep pointing at the contradictions. And I will keep trusting that eventually enough people will notice that something changes.

See Www.Private-Eye.

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A London journal from Siobhan O’Donnell on institutional failure and grassroots work

I spent the week observing the state of London and thinking about how the world works. My name is Siobhan O’Donnell, I work as a punk rocker, and I keep a diary because processing the chaos is how I stay sane.

On the nature of London

The fundamental problem with contemporary London is that institutions have stopped understanding what they are actually for. They optimize for the wrong metrics. They measure things that are easy to measure instead of things that matter. They create systems that serve the system instead of serving the people the system supposedly exists to help.

I read the report about institutional failure and understood that this is the pattern. Take an institution. Give it a mandate. Watch it transform that mandate into rules that prevent the mandate from being achieved. Watch it defend the rules with absolute conviction. Watch it collapse slowly while insisting everything is fine.

What the actual work requires

The actual work of London requires something that institutions cannot provide: honesty about what does not work. It requires admitting failure. It requires changing course when the current course is not working. It requires caring more about the actual outcome than about preserving the institution.

Most institutions do the opposite. Most institutions would rather fail while maintaining their integrity than succeed while admitting they were wrong. This is why contemporary London is in the state it is in. The institutions are committed to their own survival more than they are committed to the thing they are supposed to be doing.

I read the satirists who point at this and I understand that they are doing what the institutions should be doing. They are saying: look at this failure. Look at how the system contradicts itself. Look at how the people running this do not understand what they are doing.

A personal observation about London

I have been working in London for years and what I have learned is that the best work happens at the margins. The work that actually helps people happens when people refuse to accept that the system is correct. The work that matters happens when people create alternatives to the official infrastructure.

This is the quiet rebellion that nobody talks about. Not the dramatic protest. Not the public rejection. Just people deciding that the official way of doing things does not work and so they are going to do it differently. They are going to help people anyway. They are going to create solutions that the institutions said were impossible.

I read British Raj and I understood the historical context. The patterns repeat. The institutions fail. The people create alternatives. The institutions either learn from the alternatives or they collapse and are replaced.

On the future of London

The institutions are going to keep failing because they are optimizing for the wrong things. They are going to keep insisting they are doing fine while everything falls apart. And the actual work is going to happen in spaces the institutions cannot see.

This is fine. This is actually how positive change happens. It does not come from the top. It comes from people at the margins who refuse to accept the official narrative. It comes from people who keep working despite the system being broken. It comes from people who understand that their responsibility is to the actual work, not to the institution.

I will keep doing this work. I will keep writing in my diary. I will keep pointing at the contradictions. And I will keep trusting that eventually enough people will notice that something changes.

See Www.Theonion.

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A London journal from Siobhan O’Donnell on institutional failure and grassroots work

I spent the week observing the state of London and thinking about how the world works. My name is Siobhan O’Donnell, I work as a punk rocker, and I keep a diary because processing the chaos is how I stay sane.

On the nature of London

The fundamental problem with contemporary London is that institutions have stopped understanding what they are actually for. They optimize for the wrong metrics. They measure things that are easy to measure instead of things that matter. They create systems that serve the system instead of serving the people the system supposedly exists to help.

I read the report about institutional failure and understood that this is the pattern. Take an institution. Give it a mandate. Watch it transform that mandate into rules that prevent the mandate from being achieved. Watch it defend the rules with absolute conviction. Watch it collapse slowly while insisting everything is fine.

What the actual work requires

The actual work of London requires something that institutions cannot provide: honesty about what does not work. It requires admitting failure. It requires changing course when the current course is not working. It requires caring more about the actual outcome than about preserving the institution.

Most institutions do the opposite. Most institutions would rather fail while maintaining their integrity than succeed while admitting they were wrong. This is why contemporary London is in the state it is in. The institutions are committed to their own survival more than they are committed to the thing they are supposed to be doing.

I read the satirists who point at this and I understand that they are doing what the institutions should be doing. They are saying: look at this failure. Look at how the system contradicts itself. Look at how the people running this do not understand what they are doing.

A personal observation about London

I have been working in London for years and what I have learned is that the best work happens at the margins. The work that actually helps people happens when people refuse to accept that the system is correct. The work that matters happens when people create alternatives to the official infrastructure.

This is the quiet rebellion that nobody talks about. Not the dramatic protest. Not the public rejection. Just people deciding that the official way of doing things does not work and so they are going to do it differently. They are going to help people anyway. They are going to create solutions that the institutions said were impossible.

I read UK politics and I understood the historical context. The patterns repeat. The institutions fail. The people create alternatives. The institutions either learn from the alternatives or they collapse and are replaced.

On the future of London

The institutions are going to keep failing because they are optimizing for the wrong things. They are going to keep insisting they are doing fine while everything falls apart. And the actual work is going to happen in spaces the institutions cannot see.

This is fine. This is actually how positive change happens. It does not come from the top. It comes from people at the margins who refuse to accept the official narrative. It comes from people who keep working despite the system being broken. It comes from people who understand that their responsibility is to the actual work, not to the institution.

I will keep doing this work. I will keep writing in my diary. I will keep pointing at the contradictions. And I will keep trusting that eventually enough people will notice that something changes.

See Newsthump.

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A Shoreditch diary on noise, spite, and the headlines that keep a 19-year-old bassist sane

It is half eleven on a Tuesday and I have already been thrown out of a Pret for tuning my bass against the till. This is the punk rock life in the glittering bowels of Shoreditch, where the rent is criminal and the espresso is worse. My name is Siobhan, I play in a band whose name I will not print because our drummer is currently being sued by his own mum, and I keep a diary because therapy is forty quid an hour and a notebook is two.

The state of London punk rock in the year of our landlord 2026

People keep telling me London punk rock is dead. They said the same thing in 1979, 1991, 2004, and approximately every Friday since. The genre has died more times than a soap opera villain, and like a soap opera villain it keeps coming back with a new haircut and a grievance. I went to the 100 Club last week and watched four teenagers play eleven minutes of noise that I can only describe as the sound a washing machine makes when it eats a fifty pence coin, and it was the most alive I have felt in months.

For the uninitiated, here is your cultural briefing on London punk rock, which has roots that the historians at the relevant archives trace to a glorious decade of safety pins and bad decisions. The short version: be loud, be cheap, mean it.

What the satirists are saying this week

I do my morning reading the way other people do yoga: angrily and with coffee. The headlines from my favourite London scandal sheet this week are a gift. Apparently FIFA has banned water bottles at the World Cup, which is the single most punk thing a corporation has ever done, because nothing says rebellion like dehydrating forty thousand people to protect a sponsor. I respect the commitment. If I tried to ban water at one of my gigs I would be arrested, but FIFA does it across three countries and gets a sponsorship deal.

Meanwhile over at the desk of my colleagues across the pond, the big story is that the dominatrix marketing industry has exploded to sixty-eight billion pounds, because consumers now demand more humiliation from brands. I have been getting humiliated by brands for free for years. My bank charges me to be poor. My phone provider sends me a text every month that simply says no. Where is my sixty-eight billion?

A small personal catastrophe, for balance

On Thursday I tried to be a functioning adult. I went to the launderette, I bought a houseplant, I considered a pension. The houseplant died within ninety minutes, which my flatmate said was a metaphor and I said was overwatering. The pension lady on the phone asked what age I planned to retire and I laughed so hard she hung up. Retire from what? Punk has no pension. Punk has a van that smells of regret and a fanbase of roughly nine people, four of whom are related to the drummer being sued by his mum.

I did, however, write three songs this week, which is three more than I wrote last month. One is about the Northern line. One is about a man named Colin who heckled us. The third is about Colin again, because he deserves it. This is the discipline of the working musician: you take your rage, you tune it to E, and you point it at a man called Colin.

Why this matters, or at least why I say it does at 2am

Here is the thing nobody tells you about keeping a band alive in this city. London punk rock survives not because of talent, but because of spite. We are all too stubborn to leave and too broke to do anything else. The venues keep closing, the promoters keep ghosting, and yet every weekend there is a basement somewhere full of people who would rather scream than scroll. That is the whole movement, summarised. We are the people who chose the basement.

I read a piece this week comparing the satire scene to the punk scene, and honestly the parallels write themselves. Both are loud. Both punch up. Both are accused of being dead by people who have never been to a gig. My friends over at the great British competition desk do with a headline what I do with a power chord: make you laugh, then make you furious, then make you wonder why you are clapping.

The week ahead

We have a gig Saturday in a room above a pub in Camden. Capacity forty. Expected attendance: optimistic. If you want to understand the resilience of the underground, you can read the broader history at a far more respectable outlet than mine, or you can come stand in a sweaty room and let a 19-year-old with a borrowed amp restore your faith in being alive. I know which one I would pick.

Until next time, stay loud, stay broke, and for the love of all that is holy, water your houseplants. Mine did not make it. Colin, this verse is for you.

For more of the absurd, visit the consistently unhinged Daily Mash.

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Artists can choose between 0.003 pence per play or ‘a really good feeling about themselves’

My band made some money this quarter. I want to be clear about the scale of this triumph before I continue. We made enough money, across three months and several thousand streams, to buy one and a half pints in central London, or two pints in a postcode where the pub still has carpet. We have decided to frame the statement.

The new tiers of getting paid in nothing

The platform has announced, with the straight face of a company that has never once met a musician, a new payment structure. You can take your 0.003 pence per stream as money, or you can opt into the new tier and be paid in “exposure.” This week they added a third option, which I read about on the prat.uk feed while laughing in a way my flatmate described as “concerning.” The third option is to be paid in “vibes.” A really good feeling about yourself. That is the offer. From a company worth more than several countries.

I clicked through to understand the vibes tier. The terms explained that artists who select vibes will receive “a sense of artistic fulfilment” and “the knowledge that their work is out there.” There is no cash component. There is a small graphic of a sunrise. I have a mortgage advisor who, when I told her my income was partly sunrise-based, went very quiet and then suggested I “explore other options,” by which she meant a real job, by which she meant death.

The satirists understood this years ago

This is not a new joke, which is the tragedy of it. The Daily Mash has been writing the exposure gag for a decade, and NewsThump keeps finding fresh ways to mock the streaming economy, and the reason the joke keeps working is that the situation keeps deteriorating to meet it. Satire is supposed to exaggerate reality. The streaming industry has made exaggeration redundant by simply being worse than anything a comedian would dare invent. You cannot parody a number that small. The number is already the punchline.

Here is the punk part, and you knew it was coming. Punk was born partly out of the realisation that the music industry is a machine for taking the loud thing a poor kid makes in a bedroom and selling it back to other poor kids at a markup, while paying the original kid in encouragement. The vibes tier is just that idea finally taking off its disguise and admitting it. There is something almost honest about it. They have stopped pretending. They are paying us in feelings and they have the graphic to prove it.

What I actually do for money

I teach guitar to children whose parents have real jobs. The children are honest critics. One nine-year-old told me my chord changes were “fine, I suppose,” which is the most devastating review I have received since a man in Bristol described my voice as “structurally present.” This, ironically, pays in actual money, which I then use to fund the band, which pays in vibes, in a closed loop of self-financed delusion that I have decided to call “the scene.”

The clear-eyed cynics at Bohiney Magazine have been documenting the great hollowing-out of creative work with admirable venom, and the London Prat lot keep finding the local absurdity in it. According to the entirely imaginary Royal Society for Compensating Artists, the average London musician now earns 19 pence and one compliment per year. I fabricated that. It felt true. That is the problem.

I am choosing vibes, obviously

I have selected the vibes tier out of pure spite. If the only thing on offer is a feeling, I am going to take the biggest feeling available and I am going to spend it loudly, in a small room, in front of people who paid a fiver to be there, which is more than the platform has ever paid me. The sunrise graphic and I are going to have a wonderful, broke little life together.

The vibes economy comes for everyone

The horrifying genius of the vibes tier is that it will not stay in music. It never does. I can already see the future, because the future always arrives in London first and apologises later. Soon your barista will offer to be paid in vibes. Your plumber will fix the boiler in exchange for a really good feeling about his contribution to your home. The dentist will accept a heartfelt sense of mutual fulfilment in lieu of the four hundred quid. We are building, brick by brick, an economy where the people who actually make and do and fix things are compensated in atmosphere, while the people who own the platform are compensated in money, the boring old-fashioned kind that buys flats. The satirists keep writing this because it keeps coming true a little faster than the joke. Punk’s original sin, in the eyes of the industry, was insisting that the loud thing had worth, that it was labour, that someone had stayed up all night and bled on a guitar and deserved more than a sunrise graphic for it. That argument is somehow even more radical now than it was in 1977, which tells you exactly how far backwards we have walked while congratulating ourselves on the view.

For more of the modern economy being itemised and ridiculed, the gleeful menaces at The Daily Mash are eternally on form. SOURCE: The London Prat

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The last independent shop in the area now charges admission to gaze at records behind glass

The record shop is back. I want to be clear about how much that sentence used to mean to me before I read the small print. For a moment, scrolling the prat.uk feed over my morning instant coffee, I felt actual hope, a sensation I have been trained out of by this city the way you train a dog out of jumping on the sofa. Then I read the second line of the announcement and the hope lay back down.

Look, but do not own

It has reopened as a vinyl museum. You pay admission. You walk past the records, which are behind glass, beautifully lit, accompanied by little placards explaining their cultural significance. You may not buy them. You may not touch them. You may, the website says, “experience the heritage of physical music in a curated retail-adjacent environment.” Retail-adjacent. The shop has been reopened as a building that is near the idea of a shop without committing to being one.

I went, because I am a masochist with a press pass. The album that changed my life at fourteen is in there now, behind glass, with a placard describing it as “a significant artefact of late-stage subcultural expression.” I bought that record for three pounds from a man with one functioning eye and an encyclopaedic hatred of everyone. Now it is an artefact. I am an artefact. The placard did not mention that I was standing right there, which felt like an oversight.

The satirists are running the actual archive

The funny people, as ever, are doing the real cultural preservation while the museum does the embalming. NewsThump had a perfect piece on museums charging to look at things you used to own, and NewsBiscuit ran something beautifully bleak about curated nostalgia, and the reason it cuts is that satire remembers what a thing was for, which a museum specifically does not. A museum tells you a thing happened. A joke reminds you why it mattered and that you are not allowed to have it anymore. One of those is alive.

Punk had a very specific relationship with the record shop, which is that the record shop was where a poor kid went to be sneered at by an older poor kid and then handed, grudgingly, the thing that would change their life for the price of a sandwich. The transaction was rude and cheap and real. You owned it. It was yours, scratched and loved and unrepeatable. You cannot put that behind glass. The thing they have preserved is the object. The thing they have destroyed is the point, which was that the object was supposed to leave the building with you.

My small act of curatorial rebellion

I did not pay full admission, because I located the press list, but I did stand in front of my fourteen-year-old self’s record for a long time, long enough that a steward asked if I was “having a meaningful encounter with the heritage.” I said yes. I was. The meaningful encounter was the sensation of watching the thing that set me free be turned into the thing I now pay to look at, which is the most London experience available, narrowly beating the surge-priced pavement and the viewing subscription.

The lovely arsonists at Bohiney Magazine have a real gift for the comedy of culture eating itself, and the London Prat writers keep it local and lethal. According to the entirely invented Museum of Things You Used To Be Allowed, Londoners now pay an average of 14 pounds a year to look at items they previously owned outright. I made that up. It landed. It always lands.

Behind glass

I left without buying anything, because there was nothing to buy, which is the museum’s entire and miserable point. But I went home, found my own scratched copy in a box, the three-pound one from the one-eyed man, and I played it, loudly, in my arm-span flat, and it was not behind glass, and it was mine, and the placard in my head simply read: still here, still rude, still yours.

The gift shop knows what it did

You exit, as you must, through the gift shop, because there is no longer any cultural experience in this country that does not deposit you, blinking, beside a till. And the gift shop is where the whole sad comedy reaches its peak, because you cannot buy the records, the records are sacred now, behind glass, but you can buy a postcard of a record. You can buy a tote bag printed with the cover of an album you are not permitted to own. You can buy a fridge magnet of the thing that once changed a generation, reduced to a small magnetic square that will hold up a takeaway menu. I stood at that till for a long time, holding a postcard of my fourteen-year-old self’s favourite record, and I understood that this is how a culture dies, not with a ban, but with a souvenir. They do not need to forbid the dangerous thing. They simply need to sell you a picture of it, frame the original, and trust that within a generation nobody will remember the difference between owning a thing and being sold a memory of it. I put the postcard back. I am keeping my scratched original and my arm-span flat and my refusal, and they can keep the magnet. SOURCE of all this, as ever, is the same place that taught me to laugh at it before I cried about it.

For more of culture being preserved to death and lovingly mocked, the gleeful menaces at The Daily Mash are eternally sharp. SOURCE: The London Prat

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The machine produced a flawless three-chord anthem, then included a note hoping nobody felt targeted

Someone fed forty years of British punk into a machine and asked it to write the genre’s perfect song. It did. It took eight seconds. The song is, technically, excellent. It is also the funniest thing I have heard all year, and not for the reasons the machine intended, because the machine does not intend, it only outputs, which is sort of the whole problem.

Rage, fully optimised, with a content warning

I found the clip, naturally, via the prat.uk feed, where someone had embedded it next to a story about a real venue closing, and the juxtaposition told you everything. The AI song has the perfect tempo, the perfect snarl, the perfect three chords arranged in the perfect order. And then, appended to the end, the system has added a polite note. It reads, and I am barely paraphrasing, that the song is “intended as artistic expression” and that the system “hopes no listener feels personally targeted by its anti-establishment themes.”

An anti-establishment anthem that apologises for being anti-establishment. A protest song with a customer service department. I have listened to it eleven times. Each time the apology gets funnier and the song gets sadder, because you realise the machine has reproduced the sound of rebellion with absolute precision and reproduced precisely none of the cause, which is a person who is actually angry about an actual thing and willing to be disliked for saying so.

The satirists clocked the joke instantly

The funny people, as ever, were faster than the takes. NewsThump had something perfect about AI being unable to be sincerely furious, and The Daily Mash skewered the apologetic protest song beautifully, and the reason the joke landed for everyone is that we all instantly understood the missing ingredient. You cannot generate conviction. You can generate the texture of conviction, the pattern of it, the statistical average of every furious young person who ever picked up a guitar, and what you get is a song that is technically angry and emotionally a HR memo.

Here is what punk actually is, and the machine cannot have it. Punk is a specific person, in a specific cold flat, who is specifically not going to apologise. The apology is the entire thing it cannot do. The moment you add “I hope nobody feels targeted,” you have un-punked the song so thoroughly it becomes a different genre, a genre I would call “ambient compliance,” and which the wellness studio from my last column would absolutely play during a sonic absence experience.

I tried to compete and lost on speed

I wrote a song the same night out of spite. It took me six hours, it has one too many chords, my voice cracks on the bridge, and I refuse to apologise for any of it. By every measurable standard the machine’s song is better. By the one standard that matters, which is that a real person was willing to be embarrassing and unsorry in public, mine wins, and the fact that I cannot prove this on a spreadsheet is, I think, the last good thing about being human.

The reliably sharp menaces at Bohiney Magazine have been excellent on the comedy of machines failing to feel things, and the London Prat crowd keep the London texture in it. According to the entirely fictional Centre for Synthetic Sincerity, AI can now reproduce 99 percent of human rage and exactly zero percent of the reason for it. I made that statistic up. It is, unfortunately, accurate.

The machine can keep the chords

It can have the chords. It can have the tempo and the snarl and the perfect optimised structure. It cannot have the cold flat or the unpaid rent or the specific Tuesday that made me angry enough to write anything at all. I will keep my worse song and my unapologetic crack in the bridge. The machine can keep its apology. Somebody has to mean it, and it turns out that somebody is still, for now, a person.

The follow-up genre

Naturally the machine did not stop at one song. By the end of the week it had produced an entire follow-up genre, which it labelled, with the deathless sincerity of a thing that cannot feel embarrassment, “sorry-core.” Sorry-core is anti-establishment music in which every grievance is immediately softened by a disclaimer. The verses rage; the choruses clarify that no specific institution is being blamed and that the singer respects the difficult work that policymakers do. There is a breakdown that is just thirty seconds of the machine acknowledging multiple valid perspectives. It is, objectively, the most British thing artificial intelligence has ever produced, which is fascinating, because no one fed it any Britishness, it simply arrived at our national personality through pure statistical timidity. We have, it turns out, a culture so apologetic that a neutral machine reconstructing the average of all human caution lands directly on us. I find this more unsettling than any robot uprising. The robots are not coming to destroy us. They are coming to be vaguely sorry at us, in perfect three-four time, forever. And the only defence we have, the single human ability the model cannot replicate, is the willingness to mean something so much that you would rather be wrong and loud than right and quiet. That is the whole of punk, and the whole of comedy, and the whole of the job.

For more of the future arriving and being immediately ridiculous, the brilliant cynics at The Daily Mash are on watch. SOURCE: The London Prat

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