tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-43273046177809875072026-07-08T04:42:35.243+08:00Becoming Better meIwan Shah Zainalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14648998107520184967noreply@blogger.comBlogger36125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4327304617780987507.post-48297429963031760272019-09-08T23:38:00.000+08:002020-05-28T15:27:34.779+08:00

greedy men dont greet those they meet treat them like shit unless they bring him meat

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PURA PURA YANG KU TINGGALKANPura pura itu sahabatkukepura puraan itu bumikudan pura pura itu juga sahabat merekamereka yang dekat pada nerakadan juga mereka yang mengharap syurganamun mereka yang berpura pura ini tetap mengharap syurgawalau syurga dunia kepura puraanhakikatnya neraka balasan kecurangankepura puraan aku bosanungkapan dari nukilanlalu aku keluar dari normapergi ke realiti

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it has been such a long time since the last time i used blackberry as a communication device. Having said that, i myself did not use blackberry for a long time..earlier today i saw a blackberry commercial on tv and suddenly i remember a story of why i start using a blackberry in the first place. it was somewhere in February 2011 where i just got back from a solo trip, and on the very next day i

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Mana maruah gua skarang? Letak kat lutut ker?Mana marah gua skarang?Smbunyik celah gigi ker?Celaker!

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I had just arrived from a trip I don't know whereI'm in a hotel room with two girls. It seems like all the three of us were sharing the room because of money constrain$.Propably, we were not even in Malaysia.It was freezing cold.I offered one of the girls to share the blanket with me, but the other one came and sneaked into my blanket.And she hugged me real tight. Slowly she whisper to my ears

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Kalau gwa ada banyak tangan, boleh buat 10 comp satu ari. Tapi gwa tetap ada satu otak. Tapi otak manusia kan power, tak macam otak sotong. - MokGwa dibuat daripada kain. Gwa sejuk. Semalam gwa jalan dgn Heidi Klum dekat Victoria Secret runaway. Adik beradik gwa bersepah. Tak pupus pupus. Gwa bukan perv. Gwa menjalankan tugas -Gwa sehelai sotongMak tak mintak jadi macam ni nyah. - Seorang sotongI

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The toxicity of a city...of a city......Psycho groupie, cocaine crazy makes you high makes you high.....Pull the tapeworm out of your ass........***********Somewhere in the rural side of Malaysia...a group of kids were yelling and screaming to the rhytm of the Armenian American Band, SOAD.It was during prep class where everybody were supposed to study for their exams.With walkmans, earphones,

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Recently....recently.......i have been busythank god!!!

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clouds and lightningthunder strikingthe sky was blueIt is now black.a boy in the raindancing with his t-shirt weta lady yellingand the boy is gone

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I saw him last week. Struggling to complete his rounds on the running machine. So i came over and bother him with questions. Like usual..the question is about ladies!!!Because the conversation was short and brief, and moreover i was still panting for air as i had just finished my 5 km run, i couldnt recall exactly what he said.But i did remember some advise he delivered to me:-*When choosing a

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Ok..this is crazy. I bought a ticket to padang. Alone. My first attempt on solo backpacking! Wish me luck guys!!!

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She's taken!!! If only i knew her earlier!!!.............................................Money and women. The reasons for most mistakes in life. Looks like you've mixed up both.- Slumdog Millionaire, 2008 (Movie)

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"Mirul, awek ko form berapa? Form two ker form one"Aku toleh, aku pandang sekeliling ciptaan manusia dengan ilham daripada tuhan. Jauh mata aku melilau. Orang melayu selalu cakap, pandang sampai hujung mata.Di bawah pancaran matahari, minda aku terbang ke dimensi lain. Di tengah ribuan warga kelas pekerja, dan budak sekolah, kecil, besar, tua dan muda. Aku hairan.Yang paling penting nama aku

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KenyangAku melantak. Breakfast, 2 weddings, 2 Teas..gilaLetihAku drive all the way, to Sg Besar, patah balik ke Taman Tun, Kelana Jaya, Seremban balikInsaf Dengar cerita orang balik Mekah. Insaf.CuakAku terfikit balik, though I may sound ridiculous, but who knows what would wait for me if I ever visit the Holy City.TerharuMakcik aku cakap, dia lambai dekat Kaabah sambil panggil nama aku. In other

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I am panting and i was struggling to breath, As though the infinite amount of Oxygen in the air were not sufficient for me. My eyes were all blurry. My wet t-shirt add on another few kilos on my body. With a glass of water, i walked around the circle. I took a deep breath and i let go. Each time, i felt a little bit better."My friend, you look fit. I see your changes" said the old man with spare

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Sikap perasan ini kadang kadang bagus dan kadang kadang menjengkelkan.Tapi kalau tak perasan yang diri tu perasan, mana nak perasan yang ia menjengkilkan.Aku suka pandang cermin. Tengok six pax! Puas hati!!! orang cakap. Budaya tengok cermin ni, aku dapat selepas aku baca artikel Afdlin Shauki lebih kurang sepuluh tahun lepas dalam majalah Utopia. 'When I look in the mirror, i dont see someone

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"Naan sini la paling sedap" aku bercakap sambil mulut penuh.Aku peduli apa. Bukan dekat depan aku ada Ana Rafali pun. Kalau ada pun, aku tak kisah pun sebab aku tak minat Ana Rafali, Si Botak Jim yang minat."Dia buat Naan dengan penuh kemas. Tengok cara dia buat Naan ni, pro!!! Kau tengok cara dia potong,ketelitian dia! " Budak Perut Biru memberi justifikasi.Pemerhatian Budak Perut Biru memang

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"Kiddo, get married yo, have a girlfriend" the old man told me"they are pain in the ass, in fact i was thinking to be like you, uncle" my solid and confident responce which made him giggle. I wonder why."if you turned out to be like me, you wont feel complete. There is always some space to fill in," and he paused."it is a good feeling to go home, to have reason to go home, to have someone to keep

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Aku tersenyum sendirian. Kenangan lalu memang sukar dilupakan. Umpama wayang satu persatu bermain dalam kepala aku. Aku terus termenung.Sofa malas tempat aku mengadu. Tempat aku mengomel di kala sakit belakang semakin menjadi jadi. Aku bingkas bangun dengan hanya bertuala dan badan yang sasa, ke laman rumah untuk menyapu daun."Daddy, tak payah la keluar rumah sapu daun,dah tak ada apa lagi nak

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Aku tak tahu kenapa, setiap kali aku nampak Jamilah dekat tepi jalan jual donut, aku menggigil. Kayuhan basikal aku semakin laju menghampiri Jamilah.Jamilah, anak dara Pak Husin tak ada lah cantik mana. Setakat muka ala ala Lisa Surihani dengan bentuk badan ala ala Scarlett Johansson. Bukan aku nak pandang sangat pun. Mak dia dulu bekas Supermodel. Aku tak tahu sejauh mana kebenaran Supermodel ni

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i run almost everyday....runaway from problems runaway from stressrunaway from commitmentevery chances i got i run....i believe i could have cover the whole world if i sum up the distance.....physically..... i run almost everyday...unlike the metaphore, sometimes i walk..and then i run...today i ran again..like usual....fast.......but then i somehow didnt have the energy to go on..so i tuned down

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Honestly waking up in the morning is often the hardest part of my day. Especially when me and Scarlet Johannson is on the way to make love, when she hold my head and i was kissing every inch of her and about to reach her breast when she suddenly vibrate and keep on shaking my head. I wonder why.The next thing i knew, it always end up with my mobile phone besides me, shaking and forcing me to wake

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2002....Aku turun daripada bas yang bahang. Masjid hanya beberapa jengkal saja tapi aku singgah dulu di gerai Keropok Lekor, sambil usyar akak jual air.Azan Jumaat dah berkumandang. Tapi budak budak masih tenang meratah keropok lekor 10 sen 2 keping.Sedang aku menggigit gigit keropok lekor liat, datang Amsui sebelah aku. Sambil berborak entah apa aku lupa.************Aku dengan Amsui kawan biasa.

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I am obviously worn up. Me in my jeans and standard chartered jersey, pair with my blue-ish vintage Adidas 80's Sweater was sleeping. I could see myself sleeping. I kept staring at me. My own bloody self. Dont ask me how, dont ask questions. Because i dont have the answer.I saw in front of me a bunch of people shouting, screaming their lungs out. They are barbarics. The groupies with no

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Balada seekor cicak....aku seekor cicak. Betul, aku seekor cicak kubing yang kurus kering.Aku berhabitat di pasar seksyen 6 Shah Alam.Pada satu malam yang hening dan dingin, datang sebuah kereta yang paling lucah pernah aku tengok. Nombor plat yang mempunyai maksud tersembunyi. 8008.Tuan punya kereta keluar setelah dia mem-parking kereta dengan maha senget. Betul, dia memang kacak.Dengan kuasa

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