ShahrizwanZainal

The last time i wrote something and i cried

2011-11-18T01:35:00.004+08:00

I am undergoing a tedious training program in order for me to become a licensed insurance agent. There had been lots of motivational classes that i had to attend. You know when we do sales, the pressure and the challenge is more. That is why motivation is like the fuel that pumps into every salesman engine. Vroom vroom vroom.I had to write this one essay and i seriously cried when i write it down

The Tale of 1 Malaysia

2011-09-20T20:17:00.002+08:00

Cerita yang aku nak cerita ni, memang cerita betul. Berkaitan dengan hidup dan mati.Satu malam yang hening. Hujan baru lepas berhenti. Aku duduk dekat tepi kedai Mamak, melayan perut yang sebu baru lepas pekena Cha Koey Tiau.Mamak ni memang happening. Kalau bukan sebab member aku bukak tapak jual Koey Tiau memang haram aku nak pergi.Satu sudut, ada sekumpulan budak budak Cina main gitar menyanyi

Belacan

2011-09-08T10:48:00.003+08:00

Today i want to tell a tale of Belacan and ignorance.I eat Belacan. But I have to admit, Belacan is not a "must have" item in my daily meal like certain people.But i have to admit that certain food is never complete without Belacan.And yeah Belacan stinks.Tale 1There was this Raya Open House held by close relative a very long time ago.I was small...4 times smaller than i am now.Satay Kajang was

Mana?

2011-07-06T18:43:00.003+08:00

Mana maruah gua skarang? Letak kat lutut ker?Mana marah gua skarang?Smbunyik celah gigi ker?Celaker!

Setahun...

2011-06-16T23:10:00.002+08:00

Setahun sudah aku bersama dengan firma korporat gergasi yang memeras pemicis macam aku bekerja.Setahun yang lepas, aku dalam proses pemulihan. Pembinaan jati diri. Pembentukan kesungguhan. Lari daripada segalanya. Daripada kekecewaan yang paling penting. Aku tak pernah cerita mahupun meluahkan rasa secara terbuka tapi tempoh setahun memang cukup untuk mematangkan fikiran. Setahun lepas aku masih

Mimpi yang sempurna

2011-05-22T18:33:00.001+08:00

I had just arrived from a trip I don't know whereI'm in a hotel room with two girls. It seems like all the three of us were sharing the room because of money constrain$.Propably, we were not even in Malaysia.It was freezing cold.I offered one of the girls to share the blanket with me, but the other one came and sneaked into my blanket.And she hugged me real tight. Slowly she whisper to my ears

Seekor sotong

2011-05-19T20:46:00.003+08:00

Kalau gwa ada banyak tangan, boleh buat 10 comp satu ari. Tapi gwa tetap ada satu otak. Tapi otak manusia kan power, tak macam otak sotong. - MokGwa dibuat daripada kain. Gwa sejuk. Semalam gwa jalan dgn Heidi Klum dekat Victoria Secret runaway. Adik beradik gwa bersepah. Tak pupus pupus. Gwa bukan perv. Gwa menjalankan tugas -Gwa sehelai sotongMak tak mintak jadi macam ni nyah. - Seorang sotongI

An offer you cant refuse.....

2011-05-18T17:59:00.002+08:00

The title above refers to dead end choice. An opportunity to make a choice is closed.Do it or pay for the consequences.Most of the decisions in life are optional. Its either you do A or B and you'll see the end results. The path you take may not cross for the time being, but of course sooner or later, they'll meet. We will be offered with too many choices in life and it is up to us to choose

Once Upon A Time - SOAD

2011-05-10T13:44:00.003+08:00

The toxicity of a city...of a city......Psycho groupie, cocaine crazy makes you high makes you high.....Pull the tapeworm out of your ass........***********Somewhere in the rural side of Malaysia...a group of kids were yelling and screaming to the rhytm of the Armenian American Band, SOAD.It was during prep class where everybody were supposed to study for their exams.With walkmans, earphones,

I almost do it

2011-05-04T14:50:00.002+08:00

Recently....recently.......i have been busythank god!!!

Tak boleh tidur!

2011-03-20T23:33:00.003+08:00

i cant sleep i dont know why. I am proud of my action recently but at the same time i freak out, i am afraid that i couldnt commit. I have to work super hard for whatever reason there is.Actually it feels kind of nice to have this kind of scare, but comfortable?no...jose...no.....The moment i decide, i have every bit of plans in my mind.The thing i hate the most about me is that, i'm afraid the

Selesa Badak ker?

2011-03-19T18:31:00.004+08:00

clouds and lightningthunder strikingthe sky was blueIt is now black.a boy in the raindancing with his t-shirt weta lady yellingand the boy is gone

Uncle Nathan 3: Women!!!

2011-03-08T09:40:00.004+08:00

I saw him last week. Struggling to complete his rounds on the running machine. So i came over and bother him with questions. Like usual..the question is about ladies!!!Because the conversation was short and brief, and moreover i was still panting for air as i had just finished my 5 km run, i couldnt recall exactly what he said.But i did remember some advise he delivered to me:-*When choosing a

Padang..

2011-02-24T09:42:00.002+08:00

Ok..this is crazy. I bought a ticket to padang. Alone. My first attempt on solo backpacking! Wish me luck guys!!!

Taken!

2011-02-23T12:45:00.001+08:00

She's taken!!! If only i knew her earlier!!!.............................................Money and women. The reasons for most mistakes in life. Looks like you've mixed up both.- Slumdog Millionaire, 2008 (Movie)

Sexiness in my POV

2011-02-17T11:07:00.005+08:00

Apart from the short skirts and pretty face....well shaved legs and nice cutting..there are other criteria as well..hell yeah!!1) Waivy hair!!! Straight hair girls for me is so yesterday.2) Black hair. Almost black...Black brownie black...Blonde?wow!!!3) Well behaved. Well mannered.4) Work shirt with skirt and heels.5) Element of cute must not be absent.6) Adventurous...i could tell by the

Bandung Trip 1

2011-02-16T15:56:00.004+08:00

10/2/2011I was relaxing in front of the television. I'm all set, ready to go. What has been in my mind since yesterday, was what to wear. And that was never an important issue. It was 12 o'clock sharp and i smell adventure.Since i have been texting Paklong with no reply, i decided to call. At this rate, i know the asshole still havent paid his bill.Lacking in his sense of urgency, Paklong, the

Realiti dan fantasi

2011-01-22T19:39:00.005+08:00

"Mirul, awek ko form berapa? Form two ker form one"Aku toleh, aku pandang sekeliling ciptaan manusia dengan ilham daripada tuhan. Jauh mata aku melilau. Orang melayu selalu cakap, pandang sampai hujung mata.Di bawah pancaran matahari, minda aku terbang ke dimensi lain. Di tengah ribuan warga kelas pekerja, dan budak sekolah, kecil, besar, tua dan muda. Aku hairan.Yang paling penting nama aku

19 December 2010

2010-12-19T01:45:00.002+08:00

KenyangAku melantak. Breakfast, 2 weddings, 2 Teas..gilaLetihAku drive all the way, to Sg Besar, patah balik ke Taman Tun, Kelana Jaya, Seremban balikInsaf Dengar cerita orang balik Mekah. Insaf.CuakAku terfikit balik, though I may sound ridiculous, but who knows what would wait for me if I ever visit the Holy City.TerharuMakcik aku cakap, dia lambai dekat Kaabah sambil panggil nama aku. In other

Uncle Nathan: Girls

2010-12-11T23:58:00.003+08:00

I am panting and i was struggling to breath, As though the infinite amount of Oxygen in the air were not sufficient for me. My eyes were all blurry. My wet t-shirt add on another few kilos on my body. With a glass of water, i walked around the circle. I took a deep breath and i let go. Each time, i felt a little bit better."My friend, you look fit. I see your changes" said the old man with spare

Perasan

2010-11-30T01:07:00.004+08:00

Sikap perasan ini kadang kadang bagus dan kadang kadang menjengkelkan.Tapi kalau tak perasan yang diri tu perasan, mana nak perasan yang ia menjengkilkan.Aku suka pandang cermin. Tengok six pax! Puas hati!!! orang cakap. Budaya tengok cermin ni, aku dapat selepas aku baca artikel Afdlin Shauki lebih kurang sepuluh tahun lepas dalam majalah Utopia. 'When I look in the mirror, i dont see someone

Kashmir Association of Naan Specialist.

2010-11-28T22:50:00.005+08:00

"Naan sini la paling sedap" aku bercakap sambil mulut penuh.Aku peduli apa. Bukan dekat depan aku ada Ana Rafali pun. Kalau ada pun, aku tak kisah pun sebab aku tak minat Ana Rafali, Si Botak Jim yang minat."Dia buat Naan dengan penuh kemas. Tengok cara dia buat Naan ni, pro!!! Kau tengok cara dia potong,ketelitian dia! " Budak Perut Biru memberi justifikasi.Pemerhatian Budak Perut Biru memang

Uncle Nathan

2010-11-27T12:01:00.003+08:00

"Kiddo, get married yo, have a girlfriend" the old man told me"they are pain in the ass, in fact i was thinking to be like you, uncle" my solid and confident responce which made him giggle. I wonder why."if you turned out to be like me, you wont feel complete. There is always some space to fill in," and he paused."it is a good feeling to go home, to have reason to go home, to have someone to keep

dOnUt KeCiL DoNuT BeSar 2

2010-11-24T12:37:00.004+08:00

Aku tersenyum sendirian. Kenangan lalu memang sukar dilupakan. Umpama wayang satu persatu bermain dalam kepala aku. Aku terus termenung.Sofa malas tempat aku mengadu. Tempat aku mengomel di kala sakit belakang semakin menjadi jadi. Aku bingkas bangun dengan hanya bertuala dan badan yang sasa, ke laman rumah untuk menyapu daun."Daddy, tak payah la keluar rumah sapu daun,dah tak ada apa lagi nak

Donat kecil Donat Besar

2010-11-24T00:54:00.001+08:00

Aku tak tahu kenapa, setiap kali aku nampak Jamilah dekat tepi jalan jual donut, aku menggigil. Kayuhan basikal aku semakin laju menghampiri Jamilah.Jamilah, anak dara Pak Husin tak ada lah cantik mana. Setakat muka ala ala Lisa Surihani dengan bentuk badan ala ala Scarlett Johansson. Bukan aku nak pandang sangat pun. Mak dia dulu bekas Supermodel. Aku tak tahu sejauh mana kebenaran Supermodel ni