short stowies

06.01.06 (an empty apartment and a wine bottle)

2011-03-01T20:16:00.001-08:00

you had to waltz by in that yellow dress
all we could do was watch
like the guilty you robbed us of our attention
such an easy step you did that day
closer when we inhaled
and a pull-away at the exhale
seemingly floating we just admired from the ground
there are no drains
there are no drains
right then that delicate yellow dress disintegrated
to reveal pure beauty and final liberation

we all clapped
and stumbled
and choked
and gave thanks

06.01.05 (steps of a Cuernavaca grocery store)

2011-03-01T20:14:00.001-08:00

not an insignificant happening
sat on the stairs watching power lines
which brought your images of those and mesh screens to mind

well...
i wish you stay full of murderous energy
brutal indifference
anger-inspired laughs
extremities in general

if you'd like we could peel the insulation
climb in electric-like
run through time

just don't leave me alone

02.02.11 (in bed after four days)

2011-02-21T21:34:00.000-08:00

she was riding me face forward with her head tilted back to me
and then i felt it
our sex as time travel

i was the sweat puddled up behind the knee of the woman getting fucked in the covered wagon during manifest destiny
looking for what was on the other side
up and down up and down

the bed creaking
a coked out octagenarian on a rocking chair
dame dame dame
there goes john locke on an underwater bicycle
yeah baby ride that dick you little slut
here comes
here comes our own personal renaissance
en
light
en
ment
we should make a flag for this moment
uhhh uhh like that
the first sunset ever photographed and now lost
give ittttttt
the first time an indigenous eye stuttered upon the sight of a foreigner
ggiive meee

then a balloon blown by a gust of wind smashed into a chain link fence and stuck there
wait wait wait
and in that spore of a fractured nanosecond i split infinity and took a bath in it

every cell exploded and i ceased to exist
which was my wish all along