Mendy Chan ♥

Chapter 723 : Open House

2012-02-10T21:32:00.000+08:00

Next update will be about Brandon's Open House. :) Sorry for not updating constantly due to no internet connection at le crib. Is a 1 week due now. SORRY!

Chapter 722 : Broken Smile

2012-02-04T09:57:00.001+08:00

Is hard to put a happy face whereby internal you just feels like jumping off a building or maybe let those just let all those tears out. Is really hard to hold everything in where you don't make other people feels that your such a weak person or they might think you're an attention seeker seeking for pity.

I notice that I have changed. More emotional than before and feeling not confident of myself. I have loose that confident in me. I have a bad habit which other people would ask me to stop doing it but I couldn't. Is something that makes me feel better it releases the pain. By those words I have typed, you would know how's my emotions right now. Confused, Depress, Frustrated.

Is hard to see the person you like, talking to another person. I am bad giving poker face on this kind of situation. Other situation like playing games, THAT I could give a poker face. Seeing you everyday is what I want but to see you feeling sad about something, it bothers me. In my mind, I always think of asking some honesty question but I refuse to asked. It might turn awkward or you might not speak the truth. I thought before that we had the talk last year and I find is not even effective at all. Things are still remaining a secret and I don't really like keeping things in my heart or head. It makes me think more than before.

I wish I could just know my future right now, so that I could be relieve a not careless about what I did.

Chapter 721 : Shopping Spree

2012-01-20T20:42:00.000+08:00

Hello People who still visits this lame blog.

On Tuesday, 17th January my friends and I went to the City to do some Chinese New Year shopping but there 2 guys did not buy a single thing.

The people were Shannen, Meghan, Kevin, Riyal, Ariel and Brandon. We took train from Taman Bahagia to KL Sentral and later on we change to Monorail.

The City.

We went Time Square to shop and we actually spent whole day there. Never even went to Sungai Wang or Pavilion. Just Time Square. I actually spent probably around 300 - 400 plus ?

I bought quite a lot stuff. 7-8 clothes and a pair of awesome shoes.

IS PURPLEEEE ! <3

I had amazing time with the loves one. Before heading to the City, I lost my touch n' go while it is in my bag so it was super upset for me because inside the card there's 15 bucks but all the shopping make my sadness disappear . :)

Did not take picture of what I bought except for the shoe because the shoe is just to cool. :P

Owh well, Chinese New Year is just 3 more days and I can't wait for all the red packet I'm gonna collect this year. Wonder how much I'll get.

Chapter 720: BU3 Basketballers

2012-01-16T17:40:00.000+08:00

On the 13th January, KDU had a Memorandum of Understanding Signing Ceremony.

We are ze people had the Scholarship. :)

Chapter 719 : Feelings

2012-01-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

I can't let go.

My feelings to you each day getting deeper and deeper rather than fading off. In my mind always says just stay friends but there's always something that keeps bugging me to go for it and try another step ahead.

Although I want too but I doubt that would happen. Sometimes I would get a little jealous whenever you talk to other girls. Pathetic, I know.

10 months of liking you and yet no changes. :/

Chapter 718 : Fresh

2012-01-13T22:29:00.000+08:00

#MacamYes <3

First day of college and had a move in ceremony at ze new place.

p/s: No ones birthday on that day actually.

Chapter 717 : Back to College

2012-01-08T23:21:00.001+08:00

Random face of mine. :P

After a LONG semester break after the final exam, tomorrow I am back to college life again which I am pretty excited about it. :D

Get to see everyone and maybe some new faces on the orientation day. heh.

xx.
Mendy

Chapter 716 : 2012

2012-01-05T10:01:00.001+08:00

This is the first post on 2012. woot woot?

My near started out great because I went shopping and bought 5 clothes. :DDD

Heh. 2 days later, bought another 5 clothes and bought my mom 2 Tees. ( i'm so nice ) :P

Yesterday went to Brandon's place with Elreena and Tyler just to hang around and I finally get to play his Xbox. muhahahah! Looking forward for college reopen. 3rd semester starts soon! :O

p/s: Stupid Sociology, I have to see you next tuesday again. -.-

Cesare is SO ADORABLEEEE. *pinch*

xx.
Mendy

Chapter 715 : Very De Vain

2011-12-31T16:11:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year Eve !

Hope 2012 will be better than 2011. :)

Chapter 714 : Coming To An End

2011-12-30T18:31:00.000+08:00

As you can see the calender right now, tomorrow is New Year Eve ! Time sure passes like a speed of light this days aye? In the year of 2011, I sure had a lot of fun this year. Meet new people, study entirely new environment. Well, I still can remember the time when I first step into the orientation hall at KDU College. It was just Brandon, Nick and I sticking each other because we barely know anyone there except for Lian Juan, Reina, Ken Min.

I still remember the first orientation, Brandon, Nick and I skipped half day just to shoot some zombies, Left4Dead. It was pretty boring at that time. As for second day, we skipped as well because it was

BRANDON'S birthday. :D Went to played Left4Dead with high school friends and dinner at Ikea.

I love being in college life because there's more freedom to it. When it comes to assignments, well that's a different case. Even when our semester has done, only left one assignment that keeps making us going back to college to edit before it's due date which is the Film. Spent 3 days in college, looking at the Mac for 8 hours but once it's done, our group is very proud on what we did. :')

I got involve with KDU PART'S which is pretty cool. I joined around June due to my SPM retake test so yeah. I had my first performance when KDU is having a Dance Competition and we we're the opening act. Practice everyday just to make all the steps right and it paid off. :)

July 14 International School Dance Competition.

Dodgettes for KDU Ronnis.

When is time for Sport Carnival, the PARTS are representing Mass Communication Department in Cheerleading. Meghan and I were TRULY happy about this. We trained them to do a simple routine and simple stunts everyday even there's holiday as well. Everything was perfect and we are happy about it.

We did our performances and we waited for the closing ceremony. It was devastated to hear that we got 4th place instead of 1st place. We had originality, everything that is involve in cheerleading. The judges had made their mistake on giving the 1st place to the blue house.

Sport Carnival 2011 . * GO GREEN HOUSE*

Like to thank Jolynn, Joanne, Armanda, Estima, Suen Sheng, Elreena for joining . :)

We also did a performance for Let Me Roar event. :)

Tiger make-up.

And that's about it for the PARTS event. There will be more upcoming event the new year begin. :)

Move along to the other family member I had in college, the Macam Yes Family.

We were named Macam Yes because of 1 photo we took while we we're doing our PhotoComm assignment and it's really macam yes type.

MACAM YESSSS !

Whenever we wanted to finished up our photo assignment, we post on our group asking who wanna join and all. Once Photo Communication is done, we still updating on the group asking people have a trip or just a small gathering at somewhere.

Pizza Party at Brandon's place.

Macam Yes Photoshoot.

Celebrate Elreena's Belated Birthday

Lunched at Vivo's

The latest trip we had was One Day Trip to Genting. At first it suppose to be Port Dickson but a few people can't make it. We're all fine with it. The next semester break, we are planning to go to Pulau Redang !

One Day Trip To Genting Highland.

Couldn't get a proper group picture on that day. More crazy plans coming soon I can confirm with you that.

We have our own addiction which is :

All the Taiwan dessert, is our addiction in Macam Yes. #LIKEABOSS

Furthermore, in Mass Communication Department had make a study trip to Bangkok which is very exciting for me. Not because of the study thing, is because of SHOPPING !

Bought lots of stuff from Bangkok and I wish I could go back there to shop again. I still haven't finish shopping yet.

I sure miss this Ice-Cream from Thailand Airport. Malaysia used to have it closed down. :(

DAIRY QUEEN, where are you in Malaysia?

Well, that's a wrapped up for my 2011 post here. :) As for my personal life well, is a little miserable. Cried a lot this year and I just caught high fever on 27th December and now I'm recovering. :) Hope everyone enjoyed their year end and hope to bring a better year in 2012.

xoxo.

♥Mendy♥

Chapter 713 : Bad

2011-12-25T21:52:00.000+08:00

I hate staying at home on a holiday. I'll tend to think a lot and will lead me to crying. Today is Christmas Day and mom is busy with her work. Left my brother and I at home. Thankfully, I had dinner with Meghan and Kevin at Aman Puri . :) but now I am home again.

At first in the afternoon, I wanted to just go to any mall and walk around alone but I bet the mall is packed with people and limited parking so yeah. Thought I would be fine after the discussion but I guess I'm not fine at all. :/ Why is my life so miserable?

Chapter 712 : Merry Christmas

2011-12-25T12:38:00.000+08:00

Greeting everyone for a very Merry Christmas. :)

Enjoy your TURKEY . :P

xoxo.

♥Mendy♥

Chapter 711 : Le Talk

2011-12-24T11:23:00.002+08:00

We finally have the talk !

At first I was pretty confused like why suddenly wanna sit beside me. LOL Having stone face at the moment. The moment when you asked wanna have the talk , my heart went oh no but it was a good talk. :) We share everything, we laughed about it and I cried in front of you. Couldn't help it. Even told you I did parang girl again ( our language. :P )

The moment when I cried and you were hugging me, I wish it won't end but it did once we reached at Ou station. I like that but is time to move on. It hurts that there won't be any more chances but too late right? I wish we had more talk like this is good for me because I'm the kind of person that need to let it all out rather than keeping inside suffering and will do something stupid.

We even shared last time when we're in Genting. I am such a fool ! Thinking about it makes me wanna cry again. :'(

Oh well, I am glad is all clear and I know your side of your story about your habit and everything. :) Understood. Well, guess that's it.

I dream about you last night and it was very sweet but I doubt it will happen AND did not have a chance to take picture with you.

xoxo.

♥Mendy♥

Chapter 710 : One Day Trip to Genting

2011-12-24T11:14:00.000+08:00

We were suppose to go Port Dickson on 21st till 23rd but sadly a few people couldn't go. Another way is just have fun in Genting and thankfully we did had fun. :)

I pick up Ashley and head to Ou to meet up with Brandon, Tyler, Kevin, Meghan and Suen Sheng.

Our journey starts at 9 and we reached at the skyway at 10.10. It was very misty up there.

( I did not bring my camera, so I only used my phone but Tyler did bring. )

We were talking lot of crap and we did took a group picture but sadly few faces got cut off a bit. heh

Greetings from First World Hotel. :)

We walked to the entrance of the Outdoor Theme Park and the first ride we did was the Spinner.

It was extremely cold and my lips straight away become chappy. x)

After the ride, we sat CrockScrew and Tyler was freaking out because he's afraid of heights.

He's Doomed. :P

Ashley and I sat at the last sit and it was adrenaline rush. The moment when we're coming down, my heart literally fly of from where it belongs. OHMYGOSH! but the ride is just TOO SHORT!

Was thinking sitting on Space Shot but it was too many people so we decided to eat our brunch instead.

Missing out Brandon here.

We went into the Indoor and there's a magic show going on at Time Square. It was pretty cool. :)

I love his hair colour tho. :P

We went to check whether the log ride is open but sadly is wasn't. We sat the corner to think what should we do next. Instead, we took pictures.

Ashley and I try out luck to sit on Space Shot and we did. :D Meghan and Kevin went to have their lunch while the other 3 guys went Dinosaur Land. Space Shot is just awesome!

We back into the Indoor and visit Ariel, the clown. :P

Ariel is just SOOOOO ADORABLE. Keep bugging Meghan, Brandon and I about the choreographing on Sexy and I Know It. hahaha

I think I left a detail before space shot. We went to watch Motion Master and IT TOTALLY SUCK. The movie of the day is Robots on Mars , if i'm not mistaken. LAME and not exciting the movement of the chair.

Wasted 8 bucks on that. -.-

We walked around and took a few pictures and video.

Jingle Balls.

Ashleyyyyyy. :)

We were fooling around at the Dinosaur Land and there's video. Wait till Tyler upload it. :P Is going to be Legen wait for it .... DARY !

While walking, we were at the Spinner and we heard Sexy and I Know It we started to boggy while there's passerby. We see there's a ride going on which is the carousel we just jumped in. It was very very slow.

After that ride, we head back to the Skyway and go back down to our bus station. We have half an hour spare.

The bus driver was scaryyyy. The road was so misty and he can drive like he's driving a normal car. HAHA Once we're in Ou, we went to Pizza Milano for supper. All ordered pizza and once we're done, CHATIME. :D Bought myself Superior Pure Coco without toppings. They are all out of pearl. Drove back, dropped Ashley, reached home, showered and sleep at 1.30. It was very tiring day but it was fun to hang with Macam Yes. :) The next trip will be even more epic. :DD

xoxo.

♥Mendy♥

Chapter 709 : A Day Before the Big Day

2011-12-24T01:07:00.000+08:00

Christmas Eve !

xoxo.

♥Mendy♥

Chapter 708 : Starting

2011-12-21T22:44:00.000+08:00

I am starting to have depression mode. The last time I had was like what, last year?

Not a good sign.

xoxo.

♥Mendy♥

Chapter 707 : Price Tag

2011-12-21T10:51:00.002+08:00

Friend did a cover. What cha think about it ? :)

xoxo.

♥Mendy♥

Chapter 706 : Forgive Me

2011-12-21T10:34:00.000+08:00

It took us few months to complete our film assignment which is making a short film.

Our group, we had a indecent happened which is one our team members lost her external hard disk with all our footage inside. We lost about 5 scenes and at that time the due date was like 7 days later?

We spend 3 days in a Mac Lab for 8 hours editing and at the end, we are really proud of the film we did. :)

Is truly tear jerking for me. ;)

Hope you guys enjoy and do leave a comment about this film. THANK YOU!

xoxo.

♥Mendy♥

Chapter 705 : MY ( Macam Yes )

2011-12-20T22:31:00.000+08:00

Decided to blog this although is due quite long ago.

I organized a photoshoot for macam yes gang in college and we get to use the shutter room. :)

It was super fun. Feel like we are superstars. :P

Here are the solo shots for everyone.

Meghan Soh.

Tyler Lim.

Estima.

Myself.

Elreena Nasip.

Chutipond Lim.

Kevin Lim.

Brandon Joshua Hon.

Yap Suen Sheng.

Ashley Chee.

John McRay Chong.

ALL guys shot.

ALL girls shot.

And everyone joined in for a good old family portrait. :)

xoxo.

♥Mendy♥

Chapter 704 : Modified

2011-12-19T18:03:00.000+08:00

#ForeverAlone

Need to get a few of photo frame to frame it. :)

Was bored at home, so I started camwhoring. After that I proceed to editing at Photoscape. Wanted to use photoshop but I kinda forget some steps. I am pretty lifeless today but times passed fast today tho.

xoxo.

♥Mendy♥

Chapter 703: Comic Fiesta 2011

2011-12-19T12:53:00.000+08:00

A proper update maybe?

On the 17th and 18th, I helped out KDU for an event in KLCC Convention Centre to promote our new launch course which is Game Development on the January 2012.

For this past 2 days, I like working there because is just helping people taking photo and printing it out but the pay they give us is only 4 bucks per hour. I wasn't alone over there. Meghan, Kevin, Suen Sheng, Pauline were there to helped out on 1st and 2nd day. Kate was there on the 2nd day. Ivan, our lecturer was there with another guy named Kevin as well.

We printed TONS OF PICTURES but not much people come and collect it. -.- and is FREE PRINTING. No charges! It was my first time going to a cosplay event and I never knew there are so many Anime freaks in Malaysia.

Here are some cosplay pictures I took.

There will be more photos in the KDU Camera and there are few moments we full around with peoples props. HAHAH. Great experience. I bought some stuff at the event as well. :D

I am Awesomeeee. :D

I also saw a few meme's at the convention centre. It was pretty shocking to see. HAHA

They ARE Awesomee. :D

Once we packed and we got our salary and we're done for the day! (: Dinner, home and sleep.

Dead tired. hahah

xoxo.

♥Mendy♥

Chapter 702 : Last Minute

2011-12-19T10:47:00.000+08:00

Remember I posted the last post saying that I can't wait for the vacation?

Well guess what, is not gonna happen this week. Why? Because some back out last minute. What a way to TOTALLY BUST A BUBBLE. (Y) Good Job! It was my first vacation road trip to other state with a bunch of new friends and this is the result at the end. NICE!

I am unhappy with this. It pissed me off.

Everything was going exactly what we planed, even the hotel is booked but at least is just reserved. We only do the payment once we're checking in. So that is quite relief.

Imagine, we paid everything and last minute couldn't go. Well that, that person is going to be a big trouble than.

Now need to accept the fact that is canceled. DAMN IT! I do really need to lay on the beach and look at the sky. Get my mind off some things.

I really need that.

xoxo.

♥Mendy♥

Chapter 701: Too Much

2011-12-13T13:26:00.000+08:00

My mind is filled with thoughts. I hate it because it pull my mood down.

For once, I had the guts to tell everything out and I felt very VERY relief. Is nice to lift the heavy weight off from the shoulder but nervous whether what they think about it. Pretending nothing has happen is a difficult act to do. My emotions would show if I am not happy with it or sad or angry. Question that always pop in my was

" would you ever risk a friendship over a relationship? "

Found out something that is heart warming but is too late to change. 2011 is ending soon and I enjoyed it. :)

Can't wait for the vacation and outing tomorrow.

The Scientist ; Coldplay.

xoxo.

♥Mendy♥

Chapter 700: Macam Yes Family

2011-12-11T10:40:00.001+08:00

xoxo.

♥Mendy♥

Chapter 699 : Relaxation

2011-12-06T00:04:00.000+08:00

Hello People !

Finals ends like last week Thursday but there is one assignment that need to be done before Friday. There is so many work to do for editing film. SO MANY THINGS! Had lunch with 7 people from Macam Yes group. 7 people in 1 Myvi. Awesome.

Ate at Vivo which they still serving the cheap set lunch. :D I love their pizza.

Planning a vacation for a real relaxation until the next semester starts. Was thinking Port Dickson or Kuantan and date is on 21st till 23th. :)

Hopefully this vacation works.

xoxo.

♥Mendy♥