Sir Loves Maam

Our Love Story - XII (Back in Each Other)

2011-06-16T20:42:00.000+08:00

almost a week after they broke up, we confirmed that we still have feelings for each other. and we were back in each other's arms virtually, since we were in a long distance relationship. this time, i could feel the difference. we made extra efforts to always communicate. and i realized it was kinda expensive - texting and calling. but it was worth it. still, it was not a perfect relationship.

First Valentine's Together

2010-02-17T04:34:00.000+08:00

for the 5 years that we're together, we never celebrated valentine's day together. and it wasn't supposed to change this year. we didn't have any plans for valentine's. well actually we had - he'll go home to cavite while i stay in makati. i'm not really particular with that day. i thought of it as a chance for me to spend time with myself, relax at home and get a rest. besides, we'll be going

Our Love Story - XI (Closure or New Chapter?)

2010-02-04T01:49:00.000+08:00

after more than a year of self-imposed exile, i was excited to go home and attend our annual youth camp. i was physically and emotionally ready to meet everyone. i prepared for that moment - i gained weight and had fun with my life. i did not want to win him back. that time, all i wanted was closure - so i can forever leave that chapter behind. i was all set to let him go. the events that

Am I Cheating?

2010-01-07T01:25:00.000+08:00

i've been chatting with this friend for couple of days now thru facebook. and i'm enjoying it. the catch is that he's not just a friend to me. well, now yes, because i'm in love with my sir. but i used to have a deep feeling towards this friend. and i would be proud to say that he also liked me before. but our "relationship" never progressed. we stopped at being just friends. but everytime i

Our Love Story - X (A Long Break)

2010-01-04T23:31:00.001+08:00

we kept in touch after my sister's wedding. but without the sweet nothings. sms were "how-are-you-i'm-fine-thank-you-how-about-you" type. nothing serious, nothing sweet, nothing that would send shivers to the spine - just friendship. and that's what we were. i greeted him on his birthday and he did the same on my birthday. he and the "girl" continued what they had and i kept my distance. and

Happy 5th Anniversary!

2009-12-29T23:55:00.002+08:00

yes, it's been 5 years since we began this journey - that is if we start counting from the date we started the relationship, inclusive of the times we broke up, that was december 29, 2004. so far, this another chance that we have is the best. i can really say i am in love with him and so is he with me. and if i remember it right, this is the first anniversary that we are actually together. we

Our Trip to Zambales

2009-12-26T02:54:00.002+08:00

just before the year ends, we finally had our long-overdue trip to san antonio, zambales. we were supposed to go there last august, for my birthday. unfortunately, we lacked finances and were forced to reschedule it october. for events we couldn't control, the weather was bad. so, we ended up waiting for a perfect timing to go. december is a perfect month - there's the money (the 13th month pay)

Our Love Story - IX (My Sister's Wedding)

2009-11-07T04:10:00.000+08:00

new year's come. it was 2007. i had no plans of going home yet. i would like to take my time and enjoy it without him involved. until my elder sister (our eldest) and her boyfriend decided to get married. being the younger sister (the 2nd sibling, actually), i became the maid of honor. i was forced to go home. i tried to prepare myself before going home - looking good, gaining weight. i wanted

Our Love Story - VIII (Reconnecting)

2009-10-27T21:59:00.000+08:00

Christmas and new year was fast approaching - that was 2006. i didn't want to hold a grudge against anyone, and didn't want to end the year thinking someone might be mad at me. so i thought it would be okay to text him a merry Christmas and a happy new year. that was when we reconnected. but the texting was not the same. i could feel the distance. this time, no more flirting - just plain and

Fresh from Cavite

2009-10-21T22:30:00.000+08:00

i and sir were planning to go to tagaytay last monday and stay there for a night, but we're a distance short - we landed in cavite. haha!! his family now lives in cavite. it wasn't my first time, nor was it my second time. but the feeling was the same - i felt controlled and still shy. his family was good to me. they would sometimes initiate a talk, but i'm not really good at it, especially with

Our Love Story - VII (Keeping a Distance)

2009-10-15T05:43:00.000+08:00

after our 2nd breakup, i wanted to stay away from him - both physically and emotionally. i would like to avoid flirting with him through texts, and eventually falling again. i wanted him to think and realize what he really wants. i wanted to give him his freedom and to give myself peace of mind. that way, he can womanize all he wanted and keep me off the hook. but of course, i wanted to have a

Our Love Story - VI (Reconciliation and Betrayal)

2009-10-04T21:58:00.004+08:00

he did not stop bugging me after they broke up. eventually, i gave in. i asked him to keep it a secret. i didn't know how to tell my family and my friends that we got back together. i knew it would be a long story. they would ask me plenty of questions. and i wasn't ready to answer them yet. but keeping it a secret was a BAD idea. because no one knew we're together again, it gave him chance to

Our Love Story - V (Undecided)

2009-09-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

i left davao for manila last day of april 2006. i left with a heavy heart, but with high hopes. with a heavy heart because i left behind my friends, my brethren, the fellowship and the church, knowing that it would take time before i would go home again. with high hopes because of a promise of better life and career, and a healed heart. but he never left my shadow. he was still there - texting

Crazy in Love?

2009-09-23T01:12:00.000+08:00

a housemate of mine just got a new boyfriend. i understand she's in love, and that's fine. we would not really care, if only she's responsible. she backed out from the planned trip to cebu and bohol 2 days before the trip. as a result, our housemates had to adjust their budget. she said she had to go home to the province, but we were thinking they will be having their own trip with his

Past Love

2009-09-21T23:17:00.001+08:00

don't call me infidel. writing about someone you used to love does not mean you don't love or you're betraying your current flame. yes, it hurts, but looking back at the past makes me treasure my boyfriend (sir) more. i consider him ("nod") my first love. we share a lot of things in common - quite, shy, dedicated. and we value relationships. i would like to think that we are both responsible. i

Our Love Story - IV (Moving On)

2009-09-19T22:18:00.002+08:00

our breakup sank into my mind the day after we made our decision. i didn't want to cry. for me, i had done everything to save the relationship. i tried to be patient, less demanding, more loving. i failed. i tried reaching out to him, thinking maybe, we can get back together. but he told me to move on. he said that someday, i would find someone who would love me more and would take good care of

Our Love Story - III (The Breakup)

2009-09-16T22:02:00.002+08:00

it's after a month into the relationship before we started holding hands. and another 2 months before i started saying, "i love you, too". i know, i'm cruel, but i wanted to be honest. i didn't want to say it if i didn't mean it. eventually, i fell in love with him. but even at the start of the relationship, i had a feeling that we won't last. although he's open and approachable, i felt like he's

I'm Not Mad, I'm Hurt

2009-09-15T04:08:00.000+08:00

"i'm not mad; i'm hurt" that was the text message i sent you last night. we were still very okay yesterday morning. you even went to our office to pick me up early monday morning. you didn't have work yesterday, but you woke up early to pick me up, and i appreciate the effort. how quickly does feelings change? we were very sweet just yesterday morning. you even said you're in love with me. but

Our Love Story - II (Trial and Error)

2009-09-12T22:39:00.002+08:00

on our 2nd day, he chose our terms of endearment - "labs", which means "love". i could see that he's happy and excited. for me, it was just okay. i was raised by strict parents. as much as possible, i avoided socializing with men. i didn't want to be close - emotionally and physically - to them. i am not demonstrative. i am a stiff person. i don't want to be vulnerable. i always contain myself

Our Love Story - I (The Beginning)

2009-09-10T06:08:00.002+08:00

it was late 2003, i think, when i first saw him. my first impression, "he's tall". i didn't have a boyfriend that time. i was a member then of the NBSB club, short for "no boyfriend since birth". i was 20 years old. at that time, i was dreaming for another guy - and they are friends. early 2004 when we became friends. he had a girlfriend. i still remember that he really loved her. it was no big

sirandmaam.blogspot.com launched

2009-09-10T03:26:00.000+08:00

sir and maam - our endearment. he calls me "maam" and i call him "sir". instead of using the most common terms of endearment (like honey, love, cupcake, etc.), that are very cheesy, we chose "sir" and "maam". yes, this is not very unique, but it can be used when we want to be sweet and when we want to be sarcastic. haha!! earlier this week, i learned that one of my former colleagues got married.