Somewhere in the middle

Blue Dawn

noreply@blogger.com (Jihye park) — Fri, 18 May 2007 18:51:00 +0000

Suddenly, I thought that I'm really scared something unsure. It's not easy to explain my whole emotion about it. It's not simple feeling.

I always think that I'm an adult already. but.. maybe I'm not. I'm still immature i think. I'm not special but not unhappy. I have some things that I want. It's common that can't get everything I want. Yes this is enough for me. But why I feel uncomfortable and kind of sadness.

So many people said that I need a boyfriend. But That can't be the solution. I always have loved but... always lonely. What is it...?

God, this is all the bullshit. Maybe I'm drunken.

Foreign Language

noreply@blogger.com (Jihye park) — Sat, 21 Oct 2006 00:08:00 +0000

　Learning foeign language is very interesting. Because it is the best way to understand other culture not just speak in a their language. When I was a highschool student, I couldn't understand 'hot'- yes, it means weather or sexy. but I knew about only weather, so I didn't know why people say like 'she's so hot'. haha. it's just one case. We occasionally misunderstand other people's words. Sometimes my friend ask me like this. "Did you have a meal?" and I answer it. "OK, and you? How's it going?" In this country, south korea, sometimes it means "How are you?". I think it originated from the old days when korea was poor. At that time(during the war), many people suffered from hunger. so they started say "Did you have a meal?" as a substitute for "How are you?".
　Of course it is not easy to learn new language. But I wish to learn language as many as I can. The ultimate reason of it is people. I like people so much- and I like that make a relationship with love people. How about you guys...? Can I be your friend?

English Writing Homework

noreply@blogger.com (Jihye park) — Mon, 04 Sep 2006 14:30:00 +0000

─ What do Korean university students do off campus?

　First of all, I can't believe how quickly time flies. I feel like that entered the university yesterday.

Most of Korean university students want to get a job as soon as they graduate from school, same as many students in other country. The reason that they want to get a job is for earn money. Many people think money is very important in capitalistic society, because they want a stable life. Most of them dream that they earn a regular pay and make a peaceful home with a good mate.

Some students enter a school of higher grade for more creative future. Other students change perfectly their course. So they start new studies or get to study abroad. Maybe someone think they are imprudent, but I think it is gorgeous that challenge something new.

In fore cases, they all do their best although they are in different situation. As a student who will graduate soon, I hope that prospects of all friends(and all my school mate) are bright.

Difficult Questions

noreply@blogger.com (Jihye park) — Tue, 22 Aug 2006 02:39:00 +0000

THIS POST IS WRITTEN IN KOREAN.

DIFFICULT QUESTIONS (곤란한 질문들)
the source of this post is... http://bisangsk.egloos.com/2406090

1. 당신의 신체 사이즈는 어떻게 됩니까?
55사이즈를 입습니다. 어느 부위때문에 가끔 불가능하기도하지만...

2. 여자, 가슴이 큽니까 작습니까. 남자, 털난 곳은 어디입니까.
　(남자는 남자 여자는 여자 질문에 답해주세요)
큽니다. 처음엔 거추장스러웠지만 나이먹으면서는 좋더군요 (크크).

3. 사람에게 뚫려있는 구멍은 총 몇개입니까.(자세히 답해주세요)
질문의 의도가 상당히 불순한데... 어쨌든 엄청 많죠.

4. 사랑하는 사람과 키스한다면 어떤 곳을 공략하겠습니까.
목 (누구든지 개인적인 취향은 보장받아야한다고 생각합니다만...)

5. 집에 있는 컴퓨터 인터넷 즐겨찾기에 있는 야한 사이트는 몇개입니까.
엊그제까지만해도 하나도 없었는데 하나 생겼습니다. 브랜트코리건이라는 아해의 블로그인데... 주소를 원하십니까? (궁금하실 것 같아서 하는말인데 이 아이는 배우입니다;) -무슨--0-

6. 체육시간을 좋아합니까.
이 질문에서의 체육시간은 고등학교때의 체육시간을 의미하는 것은 아닐테지요...? 크하하

7. 하루에 속옷은 몇 번 갈아입습니까.
보통은 하루에 한번이지만 아주 더운날이나 뭔가 기분이 좋지 않은 날은 여러번일때도 있습니다.

8. 당신이 지금 입고 있는 속옷은 무슨색입니까.
Only White

9. 여자(남자)를 볼때 가장 먼저 눈이 가는 부위는 어딥니까.
팔 → 귀 → 목뒤

10. 지하철에서 치한 아저씨(아줌마)가 자신의 엉덩이나 신체 중요한 부위를 만진다면 어쩌시겠습니까.
일단 얼굴을 보고요... 농담이고 ─_─; 가만안둬야죠.

11. 목욕탕에 자주 갑니까.
집에서 하지만 가끔은 갑니다. 1년에 한두번정도...

12. 미각, 촉각이 다른 사람보다 민감합니까.
미각은 별로... 촉각은 그렇습니다.

13. 남자 친구(여자 친구)와 손을 잡고 걷습니까.
손잡는걸 별로 좋아하지 않습니다.

14. 그녀(그) 가 샤워를 하고 있습니다, 당신은 무얼 생각하고 있습니까.
글세요.. 빨리 하고 나와라...?

15. 키스를 할 때 당신의 손은 어디 가 있습니까. 또는 어디에 갔을 거 같습니까.
등 혹은 허리

16. 키스를 할 때 눈을 감는 편입니까 뜨고 있는 편입니까.
랜덤

17. 사랑하는 그녀(그) 와 같이 자고 싶을 때가 있습니까.
상황에 따라 다릅니다. 저는 가끔 플라토닉한 사랑을 추구하기도 합니다.

18. 어떤 면에서 그런 감정이 올라옵니까.(17번질문과 합)
딱히 정해진 것은 없습니다. 역시 상황에 따라 다르죠.

19. 솔직하게 19금 동영상이나 비디오나 음란물을 즐겨 보십니까.
즐겨봅니다. 이렇게 말하면 변태취급할지도 모르지만 게이포르노도 봅니다. 뭐 어떻습니까. 확실한 것은 영상을 보고 실행에 옮기는 머저리는 아니라는거죠.

20. 다양한 면에서 쾌락을 즐기는 편입니까.
네 그렇습니다. 감정을 억누르는 것은 싫어합니다. 물론 상황에 따라서 행동할 필요가 있지요. 어쨌든 표현하고 싶은 것을 표현하려 노력하고 있습니다.

21. 엄한질문놀이도 끝나갑니다. 재미있으셨습니까.
　 이 부끄럽고 후끈한 질문으로 골려줄 사람, 바톤을 넘기실 분을 19명 적어주세요.
일단 이 질문은 별로 hot하지 않았고; 이 블로그가 처한 상황이 상황인지라.... 넘기기가 쉽지 않....

- The end

I don't wanna hate anybody.

noreply@blogger.com (Jihye park) — Thu, 10 Aug 2006 05:38:00 +0000

　Sometimes I connect with ICQ chat site. I like that meet various people. Expecially I'm interested in different culture lately, so I like that talk with foreigner. (Although it's not easy because I'm not good at English...) I don't know the level of ICQ CHAT FORUM. I use simply to meet foreign freinds cause it is not easy in korean website.

Anyway, I connected with Asia chat room yesterday morning. I talked with some people and I was pleasant. The problem started after that. Some of them hostilely responded to me since they knew I am Korean. Suddenly someone asked me like this. "You from south korea? How about north korea? shit..."

How about what...? I never be ashamed of I am Korean. I felt strange. They have thought that north korea is terrorist. Frankly speaking, I don't like north korea. However it is not a simple matter to korean. They are our brothers and also enemies. I'm not experienced korea war in 1950 and I'm not a victim of right and left opposition.

This is not the main point. I want to know why my nationality affects to make friends. I was shocked. I was thinking about it all through yesterday morning. Aren't we all friends? wooo.... I don't want to hate anybody.