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Never really breaking up - dating in the digital age

2013-07-22T03:07:00.002-07:00

On exes:

“So I tried a few different things—the best is MuteTweet, which for the most part keeps him out of my timeline.” Celia blocked him on Gchat, removed him from her Facebook feed, and installed a web-browser plug-in called Ex-Blocker, which makes sure no reference to the supplied names appears in Firefox or Chrome. For those who want to erase history, KillSwitch crawls your Facebook photos, videos, and wall posts, systematically deleting anything that mentions your ex. For those who lack willpower, Ex Lover Blocker activates a phone tree of your best friends when you call your ex. (If you try to work around it, Ex Lover Blocker resorts to public shaming on your Facebook wall.) There’s even something called Eternal Sunshine, which removes unwanted status updates from your Facebook feed.

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The Czech novelist Milan Kundera coined the phrase “the lightness of being” in 1984’s The Unbearable Lightness of Being. He meant it as a counterpoint to “the heaviest of burdens,” Nietzsche’s idea of eternal return: “If every second of our lives recurs an infinite number of times, we are nailed to eternity as Jesus was nailed to the cross,” he wrote. “It is a terrifying prospect. In the world of eternal return the weight of unbearable responsibility lies heavy on every move we make.”

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say hello to forever

2012-11-21T02:41:00.001-08:00

what is wut

2012-11-04T09:14:00.002-08:00

Stephen Colbert on grief

2012-10-31T00:30:00.002-07:00

PLAYBOY: They were on a commercial airliner that crashed while landing in thick fog. Your brothers were both teenagers, and your father was taking them to Connecticut to enroll them in private school. How did you make sense of their deaths?

COLBERT: Things didn’t seem that important anymore. Nothing seemed that important anymore. My mother said to me—and I think she said this to all my brothers and sisters—she urged me to look at everything in the light of eternity. In other words, it doesn’t matter what I wear. I just wear the uniform of my youth. I wear an oxford-cloth shirt and khakis. What does it matter? What does it matter what I wear?

PLAYBOY: As a 10-year-old boy who just lost his dad, that advice helped you?

COLBERT: Sure, absolutely.

PLAYBOY: It’s been almost four decades since it happened. Does the grief dissipate?

COLBERT: No. It’s not as keen. Well, it’s not as present, how about that? It’s just as keen but not as present. But it will always accept the invitation. Grief will always accept the invitation to appear. It’s got plenty of time for you.

PLAYBOY: “I’ll be here.”

COLBERT: That’s right. “I’ll be here when you need me.” The interesting thing about grief, I think, is that it is its own size. It is not the size of you. It is its own size. And grief comes to you. You know what I mean? I’ve always liked that phrase He was visited by grief, because that’s really what it is. Grief is its own thing. It’s not like it’s in me and I’m going to deal with it. It’s a thing, and you have to be okay with its presence. If you try to ignore it, it will be like a wolf at your door.

2011-10-10T15:28:00.001-07:00

after the party, beyond the city

2011-09-14T10:07:00.000-07:00

cruel, kind

2011-09-14T10:04:00.001-07:00

until the petals fall

2011-08-08T01:54:00.000-07:00

thunder only happens when it's raining

2011-08-07T17:58:00.000-07:00

no matter how you treat me

2011-08-03T14:13:00.001-07:00

+++++++++++++++++++++

2011-07-25T18:19:00.000-07:00

I scan the room I see the clock your eyes are closed it's getting dark
Is it over?

my past erase as we lay in a daze

2011-07-19T23:01:00.000-07:00

Sprezzatura

2011-07-06T16:46:00.001-07:00

An Italian word originating from Baldassare Castiglione’s The Book of the Courtier, where it is defined by the author as “a certain nonchalance, so as to conceal all art and make whatever one does or says appear to be without effort and almost without any thought about it.” It is the ability of the courtier to display “an easy facility in accomplishing difficult actions which hides the conscious effort that went into them.” Sprezzatura has also been described “as a form of defensive irony: the ability to disguise what one really desires, feels, thinks, and means or intends behind a mask of apparent reticence and nonchalance.”

limitless

2011-07-06T16:42:00.001-07:00

this song is the glue

2011-07-04T00:34:00.001-07:00

so sorry

2011-07-04T00:22:00.001-07:00

love of my life

2011-07-04T00:15:00.000-07:00

lol @ this video

2011-06-09T04:52:00.000-07:00

PHOENIX/ If i ever feel better from A.C.E on Vimeo.

welcome to my silo

2011-06-08T21:23:00.000-07:00

what i've been thinking about
mammoth structures
floating buildings
stretched holes

therapy

2011-06-08T21:16:00.000-07:00

miles from everything that i hold dear

2011-06-08T21:01:00.000-07:00

but life is fine

le sigh

2011-06-05T22:25:00.000-07:00

currently in the black lodge, not a place...more like a feeling.

sad

2011-06-02T11:37:00.001-07:00

+++++++++++++++++++

2011-06-02T11:30:00.000-07:00

in the morning of the magicians

2011-06-02T11:26:00.000-07:00