Soul Stanza

Fade away...

2010-12-01T00:27:00.001-08:00

like twisted vines it grows
like how the Houdini act goes
I have become your dismay 
do you want me to fade away?  

When the distance feels far
and the heart for me is ajar
what can I do to make you stay?
do you want me to fade away? 

my reflection in your eyes is lost 
the warmth has turned into frost
avoiding just to keep me at bay
do you want me to fade away?  

you say you need time alone 
but I feel the compassion is gone
will try to not get in your way
I know you want me to fade away.

I wanna....

2010-11-30T08:11:00.000-08:00

i wanna give you the best,
a golden crown or a shiny crest,
wanna give something magical,
something that's not typical

wanna take you on a shopping spree
wanna see that smile filled with glee
all the while holding ur hand
beside you i'll wait and stand

wanna go somewhere nice with scenery
a place that's filled with lush greenary
i'll gaze, feeling breathless and stare
while you breath in the fresh air

wanna spend sometime with you
and do whatever you wanna do
if "sometime" was an internity,
god...then it'd be total insanity

"let us not dream" you say,
but ma darling it's the only way,
the only way i can stay,
in your arms and love your heart
before you say goodbye and depart

Making out...

2010-11-29T10:39:00.001-08:00

Some call it a tingle

A repercussion of being single

It’s a feeling growing inside

Appearing like the high and low tide

The urge becomes stronger

And lust turns into hunger

An ecstasy of ideas and a picture

Starts the pleasure and moisture

Tongue brushing lips and pounding heart

sliding arms and fingers, let the heat start

immerse the mind in an erotic trance

let the buried intimate thoughts dance

skin feels as if it’s electrified

caressing and feeling excited

letting the erotic feelings flow

letting out the internal glow

I wanna explore all over your body

With fingertips to know that you are ready

Gently caressing your thighs

And fingertips moving up there

To a place neither dry or bear

Sliding fingers underneath cloth and covers

reaching to those two lovely flowers

fingers set to work and starts squeezing

and them tits starts hardening

Gonna have to rub your lamp

And make everything damp….

tongue start getting busy

licking away the down the pussy

Breathing getting heavier

and the mood turning hornier

wats next, can you guess blindly?

Its time to let it out, cum for me wildly

Time and you are both gone ..

2010-11-27T08:00:00.001-08:00

restless in nature and fast
waiting will just make u the last
it will never stay for anyone
its best you hoard all the fun
cz its time for the final run

it has passed me in this life
cannot be gained how hard the strife
the only leftover little bit
is to be with you, I admit

there’s just so little time left
and u have been accused of theft
of stealing my heart, eternally
to get it back I will try slowly

amazing, amazing as you who you are
and though my dreams have gone too far
It is my prayer, my only desire
that your lamp burns like eternal fire
for you to have strength to face
anything flinged at you in this vast space
I pray, though in religion I am crappy
for your whole life to be joyous and happy

I love you, I love you a million times
I’m hearing the melancholy church bell chimes
and how the enchanting choir girls sing
I’ll be there to wave goodbye at your wedding…

I love your stone heart....

2010-11-27T07:49:00.000-08:00

A heart so tender but covered in stone....
I knw i cant touch nor could i melt
I'm left with the love and the moan
just another tear under my belt

are changes to be accepted?
but never did i see it in your eye
i never knew nor anticipated
it's time to adapt as the days go by

It seems clear that people change
it maybe our fates that intervene
but its my head i can't arrange
I see now why the break aint clean

I maybe weak in making my mind
and too maudlin to accept the fact
its hard to leave the past behind
i wish u would understand and act

be it physical or a mental link
its ur image that flashes around
whenever my eyes close or blink
tell me why am I so bound??

i cant explain what i have for you
guess they weren't enough to move on
what you've done and what you do
i ask no reason cz i've all forgotten

never had the chance to provide you
a peice of the world a single day
only felt what you gave and do
guess u didnt like me and my way

still cant comprehend you changed
still impossible to belive
thinking makes me dazed and derranged
why the different i cannot perceive

keeping away will help you
stop what's buzzing in my head
help me forget and to do
the things u want before I'm dead

everytime i write you a line
there's a rampage inside me
in your eyes i act totally fine
but the hurting inside disagree

I'm a dreamer with no border
i loved you truely with my soul
knowing that you were much older
i kept my end strong while you fall

i will be quiet as i can be
and not disturb your world again
but pls..its me being just me
if i ever do, its not me but the pain

the attachment is so strong
i cant seem to break away
but your love is dead and gone
leaving me in complete dismay

I knw not how i can cope
but i knw i would never forget
though my middle name means hope
i knw what left for me is regret

I pray your path be smooth and steady
will always be there in ur need
to face your life you need be ready
i'll help and be there at your heed

after all the verses were done
with eye filled with tears i looked
at the past with you filled with fun
and thought abt the way we were hooked.

Winter's wind

2010-11-27T04:20:00.000-08:00

its the sheer cold it brings,
its the placid bell it rings,
its the warmth it reminds,
felt throughout a moment
i cannot put behind;

it immerses me, body and soul,
in a cloak of coldness and toll
as the aloofness piecre my skin
the pain inside grows weak
and i feel salvaged of my sin