Starry Nights..Blue Moons..and Me

Nourishing Long Wear Eye Shadow + Built-in Primer (Review)

2015-01-17T22:16:00.003-05:00

I have been looking for eyeshadow that lasts as long as my day does. I go in to work around 8am and somedays Im not home til 11. I need something that I can put on and its going to go all day. Long Wear has done that. I Love the colors they blend fantastic together and I always wear pinks an browns so this is perfect!

HoW true this Really is

2013-10-11T22:53:00.000-04:00

MuchLove2U&CAP2

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
― Bob Marley

Fiafini Skincare Giveaway

2012-05-22T11:53:00.001-04:00

Hey Friends!! Found a new Great Giveaway on Fiafini Skincare.
I havent had a chance to try this yet. But it sounds amazing!! Go HERE and sign up to win the 3 products below! And Good Luck! =)
1. Delicate Cleansing Emulsion
2. Divine Hydration Moisturizer
3. Deluxe Anti-Aging Eye Cream
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Fashion. Beauty.. Read More for the FUN!!

2012-05-17T22:44:00.000-04:00

Hey Friends... Its been awhile.. But I found this New Fun website that I just had to tell my Readers about..

Its called Style United. Its Fun, fearless and Full of interesting Info. Its still in the Beta stage but pretty soon you will be able to Give & get advice about Fashion trends, Hair & Makeup...
And if you Sign up right now you Can also enter **The Style United: New View, New You Giveway** for your chance to win one of two $500 shopping sprees at Macy's or Nordstrom. Now that sounds like Fun to me.

Ive spent awhile looking around the website tonight & discovered Style 360 which is a Virtual makeover diagnosis. My Makeup style is Fresh.. It pretty much explained me perfectly, I like my makeup slightly bold but i usually end up going for a more casual look.... Take the test I would LOVE to know what your makeup style is as well...
Fashion Focus.. Im a Edgy Bold with a Hint of Casual Cool. Lists clothing that you might enjoy from different companies. I Have my Favorite clothing lines. But Im always up to try something different. This gave me the chance to put a few outfits together and then it also listed what company the clothing was from. Being a fashion Freak this is great!!
Skin Deep and Hair affair is the last two in the Virtual makeover, which Im still in the process of playing around with..Build your Style Profile and see how you compare!

I could easily spend a few hours on this site.. Theres so much from Beauty tips to Stlye Tools and News and info. Come Join my Inner Circle Here... I cant wait to meet you there!! Leave me a comment or two and let me know what you think!!

Disclosure: I will be receiving a free beauty gift from P&G for sharing this with you. The opinions expressed are my own.

Bring on the Summer

2012-03-22T02:28:00.000-04:00

So I recently started this new Bzzagent Campaign for Garnier Skin renew. Im super excited to test this product out. And Im so glad I was picked to participate! I'm a Bzz Agent and I recieved this product thru the Garnier Miracle Skin Perfection campaign.
The first thing that I noticed right away is the fact that it comes with a SPF15. I dont know about you guys but when you start getting older and those fine lines start to appear? Sunblock is a blessing.
For me. I work on a golf course all summer. Which means long days in the brutal sun and not alot of time to be watching out for your skin. So having the SPF already there is great.
Ive had a chance just this past week to put this product to the test and Im excited to say that i love it. We had 80 degree temps here last week, I used garnier skin renew. It kept my skin feeling soft and not greasy mess in the hott sun. I love the fact that i felt protected all day thanks to the SPF as well.
I recived some coupons along with my packet so I passed them along to my coworkers. Pretty sure were going t be garnier girls the rest of the Summer.
Im just getting started. And will be posting some reviews of what I think about the product here. So Stay tuned!!!
#IMABZZAGENT

Pittsburgh and Jeff Timmons

2012-03-01T19:32:00.002-05:00

Maybe I should start this out as the Pittsburgh trip from Hell! LOL....My cousin Lisa and I started out for Pittsburgh at 9am in the morning! The Jim Brickman Concert did not start until 8pm but I had a whole day of shopping in front of me!!

So we got to the Monroeville Mall where I exceeded to buy and buy and buy at Abercrombie and Fitch! It's not a wonder that I have no money. I wanted to go to the Waterfront as well. But I forgot that it was the first exit after you leave the Tunnel and I ended up in Downtown Pittsburgh! Now I go to Pittsburgh all the time, but I don't know the Downtown area as well & it's nothing but Ramps, Streets and Mazes!! Talk about confusing!! If I ever go back I now know my way around! I had just got done saying that I had never seen Three Rivers Stadium. Well guess what? I ended up right beside it when I got lost!! lol. So we finally find the right ramp that would take us back to the Waterfront. But there is a Traffic accident ahead of us and what would normally take 4 minutes took us 45!! So were at the Waterfront and we got to a few stores but it was getting late & I really wanted to find the Bendedum Center before it got dark. I had gotten directions off of Map Quest before we left! And instead they got us even more lost! So I call the Center and the girl could not tell me how to get there either because she doesn't drive! Who the heck does not drive in Pittsburgh? The City's not that big!! But anyway's, she finally tells me that I need to head Downtown! You guessed it. Right back down to where we had gotten lost earlier in the day!! Good Grief. But we got lost finding our way back because it was now dark and the street signs were practically Inviable!

Finally we are back in Downtown Pittsburgh! We park in the nearest parking Garage I could find and venture out onto the streets! Starved because we had put off eating all day. But we had to watch our funds, we had to buy our Tickets yet! Yes I had put it off until this day! So anyway we choose Mcdonalds! Blech, I know but it was cheap and fast. So the next thing I know there is some guy yelling at me "Hey I like your walk" I am trying to ignore him but he was not about to stop until I acknowledged his presence. So I kinda said thanks and went on my way. We shoved the food down our throats cause I just wanted outta there! LoL...So we get up to leave and this guy starts saying shit again, were trying ignore him & Lisa is laughing so hard that she drops her Coke & it explodes everywhere! We just turned around and bolted right out the door. Not long after that another guy approaches me with a Pink Rose and was saying shit about my ass as well. That is the last time I will ever where my Frankie B's in the city again! But remember Pink Rose!!

So we head to the Bendedum Center to purchase our Tickets and as it turns out we could have had FRONT ROW! See how I say Could Have? Well since it was the freaking Holiday my Insurance Company took my money out of my account 1 day early and my Debit Card was denied! Talk about embarrassing! But we did have enough for the Balcony Seats so we took those instead! They were still pretty good seats because we were looking down on them for once instead of being even! So it gave the show a whole new perspective. We were surrounded by OLD PEOPLE everywhere!! lol. And when the show started the couple in front of us kept leaning in and hugging and kissing like a couple of Teenagers!! Please go to the back of the building!!

The show was great! Although I did not see much of a difference between last years show & this years. But still seeing Jeff running around in that Santa Hat and trying to Dance made my night! Especially since he's playing Santa and it's now December 30th!

We had bought our VIP passes earlier that night and I think we were left with about $12.00 between the two of us to get home. But it was worth it. Well Jim's Tour Manager proved to be every bit as rude as she was last year. I mean yeah last year we were not legit and we had to try & get around her but this year I had actually paid. So this time we were waiting to see them and she checks for passes but not ours, figures. I had let Lisa have the 8x10 photo of Jim so that she could show the ladies at the office who she went to see. So when we got to Jim he signs her photo & says to you have anything for me to sign and I am like oh shit....ummmm well yeah, I had Jeff's calendar so I said can you sign this. It was just one of the months at the back of the calendar that did not have Jeff's picture. Would you believe that the Tour Manager started to protest that? So I turned and was like what he can't sign this? Then what is he supposed to sign? So then she shuts up and says go ahead!! I really think he needs to get someone else new here! But who I am?

So finally we get to Jeff and he grins and says as usual "I know you don't I?" My only reply was oh my god here we go again!!! And started laughing. "Well I mean I know I know you and you travel all of the time but I feel bad because I cannot remember your name!" I said it's Susan. "Well I Promise next time I see you I will remember it! Because you are Ribbin me about it!" Ribbin? What the hell is that, Ohio talk?? LOL But then again everytime he see's me, either my Hair color or style changes so its not a wonder!! lol....So Lisa gets her picture taken with him and then we talk a little more. And then it's my turn, and I do not like my picture. Which I will post later because my hair looks horrible! But he looks good so I guess it's okay! And then I bust out the Calender for him to sign. I only brought the whole thing because Lisa had nothing for him to sign, And he cringes! Well Anne is laughing at him and asking him what his problem was. He replied that he could not stand the calendar!! hehe....little late for that considering the year was almost over! And I said I want you to sign every month!! Which he was actually agreeing to until I said no I am just kidding. I want you to sign December because it is my special month! "Why's that?" Because its my Birthday Month. "Well when's your Birthday?" so I looked at Lisa and was like what time is it? It was 11:15 so I turned and said it's in 45 minutes even though I will spend the next two hours of it driving home! "Happy Birthday, wait a minute where are you from again?!!" And I said MD, that's right you had to drive from somewhere to see this show last year!" And he started to sign Happy Birthday Susan right on the 31st. but we got to talking about other things & I think he almost forgot to sign his name! *giggles* So I was like I have to ask you something before we go. "What's that" I was just wondering why there are pictures of you humping some girl at the Philly show floating around the Internet? He kinda looked at me funny and said "Well yeah that was Anne!" and I said well no that was my friend Heather! "Huh? Oh wait that was the girl that said my hug was not big enough! Tell her to post that picture everywhere! I mean there are naked pictures of me on the Intranet as well. Well no there not me, but they are there!! At least that one was legit!" I had to laugh at him! There were all of these older people around and he's talking about being naked on the Internet! *giggles* But as usual the Tour Manager was bustling us along even though there were only probably about 4 people left behind us. So as we were leaving he yells "Thanks for the card Sweetie" and when he turned around to leave he had a Pink Rose hanging out of his back pocket! Guess that guy gave it to someone else outside & she gave it to Jeff! *giggles*

So there you have it! My latest Jeff story! When's the 2005 Tour start????

Meeting Tyler Christopher!!

2012-03-01T19:31:00.001-05:00

For those of you that do not know who I am talking about. I met Tyler Christopher on October 17th. He plays Nikolas Cassadine on General Hospital! What made it more special for me is the fact that I grew up watching GH with my Mom and Tyler was one of the last characters that was introduced before my Mom passed in early '97. I can still here her to this day saying how cute he was.
So finally I got to meet him after all of this time! And oh what a trip that was. First of all he was in Martinsburg, WV. For those of you that do not know, it's pretty much a tiny town in the middle of know where! So was I suprized to see that one. Well my cousin gets directions from someone that she really does not get along with! Big mistake! This girl pointed us on every back road that WV has and we were so lost I was ready to cry!! Finally after asking other people as well we get there! An hour late, but were finally there!! So we get into the Fairgrounds and we are looking everywhere!! Tyler is no where to be found! This place is not that big! A few Barns (yes I said Barns) with Apple Harvest Goodies and Crafts and that was it!! Still no Tyler. By now I am sooo Frustrated that I am ready to scream. There was one place left to check & it was up by a Apple Pie stand. So we go up there, we see the Queen of the Harvest Festival and a few other people lingering around.
So I walk a little further and pass this guy in a Leather Jacket talking on his cell and my cousin Lisa is talking to me and i just stopped dead in my tracks, and slowly turned around. It just so happens that the guy in the leather coat is Tyler!! And here I am standing there with my mouth hanging wide open looking like an idiot!! lol. There was no one there, just him, his cell and an empty table!! I mean after all, here he is this Big Soap Opera Actor and hes standing there all by himself! Noone around and people are just walking right by after the Kettle Corn Instead!! lol
So here is my Cousin Lisa and I lurking around and looking at each other, like should we say HI?? We had no clue!! Then 2 girls had there picture taken with him & I said heck with this I am not letting this pass me by! I'm going to say Hi and I don't care!! lol...At that exact moment Tyler looked right at me & smiled. It's a wonder I did not pass out! But instead no I turned into *The Blabber Queen* lol.....And to be honest I can only remember half of what was said! So I walked up and the first thing i said was *I didn't think we were ever going to find you! It took us almost 2 hours to find this place!!* and yes Tyler was laughing at me and saying that he was Happy that I had found him!! ME TOO!! But I went on to tell him about how I was suppossed to see him in Pittsburgh and it was canceled! And he said well no it was not canceled it was just postponed!! I will see you in April then right?/ Well of course!! I introduced Lisa and I as well, and told him about being in his Fan Club!! And how I had my own Yahoo Group for him & soon to be Website as well and he was like Really?? That is so great what is it called?? Well see Suzi turn 100 shades of red!!! Imagine me sitting there saying Ummmm real quietly *Tempted By Tyler** lol. He got a kick out of that! So the link is posted on his offical board now so that he can stop by sometime & check it out! For those of you that do post on his offical board, watch what you say!! lol...Tyler lurks there on and off a few times a week!! Which I think is VERY VERY Kool! But he's really sweet and very down to earth!! I really wish I could have had more time to talk to him, even thou i probably yapped his ear off!! But theres always April!! I'm just glad that I choose Tyler to support! Because he's very genuine and an all around great guy!!! So Thanx Tyler to a Wonderful Day!!!

Words.....

2012-03-01T19:16:00.001-05:00

I'd give anything but I won't give up on you
I'd say anything, but not goodbye
I will run with your changes and I'm always on your side
And there's not a word I've ever heard that would make me change my mind

Words they'll try to shake you
Don't let them break you
Or stop your world from turning
When words keep you from feeling good
Use them as I would and let them burn

Like stones in your pocket people try to wear you down
Someone always wants to take the love you've found
So let's runs with these changes and I want you by my side
And there's not a word I've ever heard that would make me change my mind

Words they'll try to shake you
Don't let them break you
Or stop your world from turning
When words keep you from feeling good
Use them as I would and let them burn

Let them burn
Let them burn
Underneath every word somebody's heart been broken
With or without words we try to forget

Words they'll try to shake us
Don't let them break us
Or stop our world from turning
When words keep you from feeling good
Use them as I would and let them burn

If Heaven wasn't so Far away

2011-04-04T23:32:00.004-04:00

I'm not a huge country fan by any means... There are just some country songs that reach out and grab me like this one did.. In fact it stopped me in my tracks.. I realize its on the radio today by Justin Moore..

However I was just researching the song and found that Rhett Akins sang this song a few years ago. To bad it never got radio play because I think this version is much better.. listen to the words. I promise you wont be sorry....

Miss you Mom & Dad

Moving on with Life

2011-03-21T21:59:00.007-04:00

I've been thinking about blogging this for quite sometime now.. Opening up about the past & letting you see the real me. A part of me that I hide. Not intentionally, but its not something that I really like to talk about either.. A tweet that I received from Jeff Timmons the other night actually inspired this Blog... So where do I start?

Back in 94 my Dad came down with Esophageal Cancer, at the time it wasn't a well known cancer like it is today. Basically its cause by Acid Reflux. As luck would have it. My Dad was a vet. So it he received amazing care at the George Washington Medical Center which is in DC. The bad part was that this hospital wasn't in a good part of the town. And my father was there for a better part of 6mths. we couldn't afford to stay there with my father, so my Mother and i would drive down several times a week with friends and family to see him. He recovered from this dreadful illness, but he was half the man he used to be afterwards sadly.. But still my daddy had an amazing soul and he got thru this..

After 2yrs of driving back to and forth to DC we finally thought that maybe. Just maybe life would get back to normal.. But Christmas Eve 1996 turned out to be not such a good Christmas. My Mom found out that she had Lymphoma and would had to be going thru Cancer treatments as well.. Sadly thou. We live in a small town and she would have to stay here at the Hospitals to be treated.. She didnt choose this. In fact she wanted us to take her somewhere else. But with no Health Insurance there wasn't much we could do. Our hands were tied. A few mths later she was told she was cured and that life could go back to normal..

It was not meant to be.. One week later my Mom was back in the hospital being treated for a Brain Tumor that went undetected. I was 27. Still pretty naive and being kept in the dark by the entire family. Even when it wasn't looking good? I just didn't see it. Denial perhaps? I really dont know..My Dad made it thru so why wouldn't my Mom right?

This is where 98 Degrees came into my life.. The funny thing? Cassette Tapes were still popular then. I know what the heck is that? But i used to buy tapes just because I thought the guys on the Front cover were cute. There I admitted it. Alot of the times, I got some not so good music. But this time? Well it may have changed my life. The song you ask? Was **Invisible Man** One of my fave 98 degrees songs to this day. I remember taking this cassette tape to the hospital to show my Mom and telling her all about this new group I had discovered.

My mom was my very best friend. She grew up on American bandstand, Elvis & the Beatles.. and started me young with people like Shaun Cassidy and Leif Garret. In fact our favorite thing to do when i was in high school was watch Dance Party USA together.. So you know where i get my love for Music & dance from. My Mom! She would have loved 98 Degrees.. But sadly she passed away less then a month later. Looking back, I have blacked out most of her sickness and the time that went with it. That cassette tape is one of the only memories i have of those days..

Not even 6 months later. I lost my Daddy as well. I can honestly say I think he died of a broken heart.. Its hard for me to write all of this. But its part of the healing process as well. Sharing my story.. And helping others out that go thru this as well.

I think 98 Degrees helped me thou..They got me thru the worst years of my life even after the group broke up. I know everyone has there own story saying a band or song saved them. Well Im here to tell you that its true. Not that they actually saved me. But it was something to do.. Somewhere else to focus my attention. Somewhere, where i could be me and not the poor girl that had just lost both of her parents. If that makes any sense..

Webtv was very popular back then and i met a friend from California on the boards. We had so much in common and i think she may have been my first friend thru the internet. We haven't met in person yet but i hope to meet her someday.. This girl weather shes knows it or not carried me thru that ruff time.. I could go on for hrs in letters to her about my life and she listened. She didn't know me personally so it helped because i could be real and raw with her and she didn't have anything previous to go one.. But she also shared my love for 98 Degrees as well.. So when the nights got lonely.. I would open up that webtv (which makes me giggle thinking about it) and she was always there. So thank you my friend..

98 Degrees also got me to NYC for my very first time.. The Bright Lights of the big city that i have fallen in love with so many times since. I will never forget it.. They made me drive thru Times Square to go to Mtv TRL. I think i cried the whole way. In fact I know I did. I was scared to death. It was well worth it thou. They had a song that was banned in the US called.. Can I touch you there. Yes your reading this part right. So i made a sign. Im almost embarrassed to write this. That said Drew & Jeff can I touch you there and i held it proudly above my head.. on a street corner of NYC mind you.. Nick wasn't there that day, but the other three were. Now whether they remember this or not. They all 3 turned around, busted out laughing and pointing at the poster. I was happy. The other girls? Not so much. I got dirty looks from quite a few because they had been on that corner for over an hour trying to get there attention.. So yes that was me..

That trip started my many NYC trips. But that's another story. I spent the next 2 years floating to concerts on the East Coast with random friends I had met on the 98 Boards, having the time of my life.. I had been thru the worst tragedy that could happen to someone at a young age. But my parents wouldn't have had it any other way. If this was my way to escape reality, then so be it.

Then 2000 rolled around. The Boy Band fad was over and the group broke up. By then I had left the 98 Message board and started my own yahoo group, called Still Lovin 98 Degrees. I met some amazing friends there. Grew a VHS tape collection of about 50+ videos of the guys all over the world. From Australia to the Philippines. You name it. I probably have it somewhere in that collection. And started writing Fan-fics. If you look hard enough you may just be able to find that old website on the net somewhere. none of my real life friends were into the group. So i doubt they ever even knew anything about it. Once again it was my Getaway.

A few yrs later. I closed the group. Started a Blog called **Still Lovin 98 Degrees** and its full of articles on the guys solo careers. I think its become my guilty pleasure to be honest. Im pretty proud of it.. It hit over 100,000 views from all over the world.. And its nice to see after all of these yrs later, people still have interest in what there doing.

I had the pleasure of meeting Jeff, WAY back in '99 in a Hotel parking lot in Salisbury, MD. He was the only one that even bothered to come up and say Hi to us. I never forgot that. It was late and there was maybe 5 of us there.. But that spoke volumes to me.. So I got my first of what was to be many pics of us together. I still have that picture framed on my wall.

Fast Forward to 2003. Jeff has released a solo CD and Im dragging a friend to Canton, OH to a Borders store to see him. I had never been to Ohio so it was a crazy roadtrip. But it was only a few hours away so why not? My friend Had NO idea who she was going to see. In fact Jeff walked right past her and i laughed when she asked who he was.. he performed a few songs and we got a chance to get pics and autographs with him.. Im laughing as i write this. He looks at me and asks where do i know you from? Well the only place we ever met was that parking lot.. I told him where it was.. And he thinks Im an old friend from High School!! that still makes me smile..

A year or two later Jeff starts touring with Jim Brickman and i get a chance to meet him again.. So I drag my cousin. Who you guessed it. Has an idea who he is. But not really. Sorry Jeff. But anyways, she falls in love with the music and bought Jeffs & Jims Cds after the show, so thats a good thing right.. We get to meet him after the show. And here we go again.. I know you don't I? yes I'm laughing. This time Jeff thinks Im a model from OH. thats extremely funny considering I'm 5ft tall. Who would hire me to be a model. But at least he had an idea he knew me right??

The next year another Christmas Show is another opportunity to go. So my cousin meets me and off we go to my third favorite city in the US. Pittsburgh, PA. Its December 30th the day before my Birthday and this is my Birthday present. We bought VIP at the last minute so we could meet them again.. I walk up and I say.. Please DO NOT say, I know you don't I? Jeff smiled, and replies well I know I know you I'm just not sure how..

Where am I going with all of this?? Its been 14yrs since I lost my parents. I'm still here, trying to get thru this thing we call life.. Yes I struggle day to day but I think we all do. Just because someone looks like they have it all together on the outside isn't always the truth. We don't see whats in peoples pasts.. We don't know what they have been thru. Basically the Grass isn't always greener on the other side. And we all have our Guilty Pleasures, I guess 98 Degrees was and still is mine..

I am now proud to say that I can call Jeff Timmons my friend. Thru the years I went from that Don't I know you girl to someone I hope he can call a friend as well. Maybe I wrote this blog to let him know how he helped me. Or maybe i wrote this blog to help myself move on. Or maybe this Blog will help someone else out there struggling with the same thing. I really don't know. But it feels good to get the story out there. Then again. maybe not many will read this.

Lifes a Hurdle.. You have Gotta jump it..Find something that you love and have Fun with it. Don't let what others think of you, stop you from doing something.. Had I listened to my friends back then.. who knows where i would be now.. I'm glad I didn't. I'm glad I went into my little 98 Degrees world, I have some amazing memories and friends who got me thru it.

Dedicated to my Parents.. May they RIP... Loving you Always and still Moving on..

Hey Covergirls...

2011-03-15T18:07:00.005-04:00

Now is the time to get in on the Fun, Covergirl is celebrating there 50th anniversary!! How many of you are Easy, Breezy Covergirls? Bet you didnt know they have been around for 50 yrs. I for one had no clue..

My first eyeshadow, I will never forget. I was in 7th green & my Mom bought me this God awful dark green eyeshadow. Yes I said Green. Nevertheless.. It was my first real makeup & I loved wearing it.. Just Not to school. LoL..

As a Bzzagent, Ive been discovering lots of fun things to do & this is on campaign I couldn't wait to start. This is on Facebook & its been alot of fun. You cant take quizzes, have opportunities to win some VERY cool prizes and once in a lifetime experiences for you an your friends. Not quite sure what that is yet but im excited to find out.. You can send Personalized Candy Hearts that are animated to your friends as well.

And my personal favorite?? Make yourself a Covergirl Model!! as you can see in my picture. I choose the new Covergirl Eyeliner which I am excited to try out..

So are you a Covergirl?? Click the link to find out & Remember.. HAVE FUN
S~

Check out Stylefind & have FUN shopping

2011-03-15T12:48:00.007-04:00

Hey all you Fashionistas out there.. I decided to switch this blog up a little & start posting things that I find on the net that I like..

So with that being said. I found a site today called Stylefind. Lots of brand name clothing cheaper then the retail price. If your like me & you love to shop!!?? Sites like these are true Gems.. Some of my Favorite designers can be found there!

Juicy.. Because I AM a JUICY GIRL.. Im obcessed with there Track suits and we all know that no one really wants to pay $150. for just the jacket.. today? $79. at Bloomingdales.. There were quite a few other goodies there as well.

Theres a tons of other designers there.. Bebe, Marc Jacobs, Christian Louboutin, you can even find your favorite makeup brands on sale like Benefit, Urban Decay and Shoes Like UGGS.. Listed here is just some of my favorites.. But there are many many more.. I could be on this site all day if i had the time....

Follow the link below.. And let me know what you think!! HAPPY SHOPPING....

Donnie Wahlberg

2010-11-13T00:16:00.002-05:00

My Teenage Crush. Came full circle a year ago on Thursday when I Had my First Facetime!!

Taking a Bad Sail with the Captain

2010-11-12T23:40:00.004-05:00

Who would Have thought. You could have a Bad sail with the Captain? I learned another Very hard lesson with alcohol this past week. And I may never want to drink again. Even at my age, you live & learn.

When I was I guess around 22, I had my first bout with Alcohol Poisoning. We were playing a round of Shots w/ Goldenshulger (cant spell it) Yeagermeister & Firewater. Well my friend Rich tells me Im not actually doing the shots i was faking it. So being cute, I took the bottle of Firewater & chugged it. Needless to say. My Dad found me in the backyard hours later with my best friend puking my brains out.. I was cute alright. I had alcohol poisoning & was in bed for days. You would think I learned my lesson. Which I thought i did, for years I tried to avoid shots as much as possible..

So we break to this last Halloween. Many years has passed since that incident. Sometimes it just feels like yesterday. I dont drink that much anymore. Believe me I have drank enough in the last years to float a river. It just got sorta old. Didnt feel it anymore.. So I worked all day on Halloween, ran home to get my costume ready & we headed out at 630 for the Pub crawl. im thinking, well if I drink Capt & Sprite I can stop myself. Because with beer i cant.. My first drink was ALL captain!! bartender thought he was doing me a favor. Which umm NO he wasnt at all. He was contributing to a VERY long. VERY drunk night.. =(

We started in one town I think I had at least 4 or 5 Strong Capts before 11pm. Then we drove to the next town to hit the halloween party there. Should i have drank more? Hell No. Did I? Oh hell Yes.. Because i ran into my Married X boyfriend & his wife whos dispises me. He still hits on me when shes not around. Soooo I had him smiling & winking at me. And her giving me the evil eye.. in order to avoid it. I Got wasted on capt!! NOT a good thing.. I was talking Chinese by the end of the night from what i was told..

Made it home safely. Got up the next day, Didnt feel to bad. But for the next few days I had trouble eating. It was horrible. By the weekend I was sicker then a dog. Not eating. Anxiety attacks setting in. And i wound up in the ER the following Monday night. Gastinious was the outcome. Whats that? Basically ,y stomach is full of Acid from Binge Drinking Capt! Can you believe that shit? So here I am 2 weeks later..finally feeling better & eating antiacids for the next mth to clear up my stomach so I DONT get an Ulcer.

One night of Fun = 2 weeks of Hell. I really dont think it was worth it. Do You?

Don't Ever Look Back

2010-11-07T19:19:00.000-05:00

This is something that I need to learn, When that door closes I need to leave him in the past. But after all of these years I have not learned that. He calls I run. He stays for awhile I'm at his beck n call. He leaves... Hes done for awhile & I'm left to pick up the pieces.

At one point in my life. He was all that i had. I was young. maybe he was my first real love. But he was the only one there when my world crashed & burned. Maybe thats why its so hard to let him go.

I have in the past. Moved on with my life. But just when I thought I was really getting over him. He came back 6 mths ago... and as you can guess hes gone again...

Time to Try & close that door for good..

Bet You Wish You Had Me Back

2010-11-02T00:40:00.000-04:00

It was you and me and one hot summer
Beading up with sweat all over each other
Soaking wet
We didn't have a lot of time
So we didn't waste much
Found in all the right places
You wanted me to touch
And all those memories
Make it so hard to forget about me

CHORUS:
I bet you wish you had me back
Another chance to gain it just like that
The best you ever had
And do you close your eyes with her
And pretend I'm doing you again
Like only I can
I bet you wish you had me back
I bet you wish you had me back

It was you and me it seemed to last forever
The way you taste and I still remember
The sounds we made
One day in June I stayed all night
And made love to you like
The 4th of July
And all those memories
Make it so hard to forget about me

CHORUS:
I bet you wish you had me back
Another chance to gain it just like that
The best you ever had
And do you close your eyes with her
And pretend I'm doing you again
Like only I can
I bet you wish you had me back

Every night every time
You see me when you close your eyes

Its been 2 long..

2010-11-01T12:16:00.000-04:00

Its been quite awhile since I have written in here.. I had a Wonderful Summer. back in a place that i longed to be for such a longtime.. But as usual it didnt last long and hes running away from me again.. Some say I should just let go.. Some think I should stay and hold on.. My heart is not where it should be at this point.. He has it & hes not here..

Im all over the place with this blog I know. So many feelings & so many thoughts that are just jumbled in my head.. My mind is not clear. Although i wish it was... Trying so hard to find my way back there. Im ok. Ive been here before, many times. I will get thru. But all it would take is a Simple Smile from a certain someone to make this world a better place...

Today is also my Mom's 13th year in Heaven on her Birthday..Could be the reason my thoughts are so displaced right now... Have a good day if your reading this.. I will try & start updating more

A Day in the Life....of a NKOTB & my Life as a Blockhead

2010-05-02T22:26:00.000-04:00

No one completely understands us... I guess it takes a Blockhead to know a Blockhead..

These guys grew up with us.. For some they were the older Teenage Heart Throbs that they looked up to.. And for some (like me) they were the same age.. Old enough to drive but to young to drink.. Discovering ourselves.. Graduating High School & trying to figure out who we were..

They were the Biggest Teen Sensations, every single one of us just wanted to hang out with them.. Then it just all faded into the Past..None of us really gave it a second thought. We were growing up & getting on with our lives.. Packing up the posters, dolls, buttons & putting them away for safe keeping not really knowing why.. Little did each of us know.. That all of us were doing the same exact thing all around the world...

Then one day 20yrs after it all began.. there was a hint of a return. Could it be? Not really wanting to get to excited, our hopes up just to be dashed that the Guys could be making a return..

I was just as excited as everyone else. But I chose to hide it more so then others. Why? No reason really, I just chose to be the closet fan.. Then out of no where they were back. As if 15 yrs had not passed.. We had gotten older. Started Family's, Lost Loved ones & lived alot in those years that they were gone from the scene..

Its amazing to find out that the words in Joey Song is true.. There were a million other sisters out there & quite a few brothers as well, that had the same dreams I did. That packed all of there posters & videos away for safe keeping just like I did. A million other people Just like me.. I was no longer alone.

In the last 2 years I have made some amazing new friends all because of these guys. From all over the world. Friends that I would have never met, some I know i will have for the rest of my life. Friends that feel the exact same way i do, when all the rest of the world thinks I am crazy... Thank You New Kids on the Block for coming back into my life & making me feel like a Teenager all over again.. and Thats OK!!

NKOTB: Thank You for Coming Home!

2010-01-07T01:21:00.000-05:00

If you happen to read this blog.. Or fall onto it for any reason.. You'll find out quickly that Im a HUGE fan of NKOTB. Have been since I was 16yrs old.. Alot of people make fun of something that has my heart.. But I dont think they quite understand us Blockheads...

In the past there was the Beatles & Elvis.. We have the New Kids. Did I think 22yrs later I would be living my Teenage Dream? No..but here I am living it & having a blast the whole way thru. Ive made so many friends this past year. From all over the world. Some will be friends for life..

Last Month I had the Opportunity to go to Boston for The New Kids, House of Blues Christmas Concert. I Have never been to Boston. So the chance to see the city & my fave band in the Hometown, may onmy come once in a Lifetime. So I jumped on it...

We (The Blockheads) had a get together the night before at the Hard Rock Cafe and here the Video that we made to Thank them for Coming Home...

It's a Long Way...

2010-01-07T01:19:00.001-05:00

Long Way
Dusty road, hopeless eyes
Looking at the blinding lights
Saw your ghost here tonight
It lingers on and I feel your life
Pulling me back to the place
But the thought of staring back at you
Was more than I could face
It's a long way now
From where I used to rest my head
Here safe and sound, if only I could turn around
There's no direction where I stand
Just dead end signs and wasted land
It's a long way now to you
Trusted hope, he left me standing by
To find what's lost
Is it in his eyes
Pulling me back to the place
Just thinking of myself without you
Is more than I can take
It's a long way now
From where I used to rest my head
Here safe and sound, if only I could turn around
There's no direction where I stand
Just dead end signs and wasted land
It's a long way now to you
Saw your ghost here tonight
It lingers on and I feel your life
It's a long way now

Lovin me the Alter Ego of TONY!!

2010-01-07T01:16:00.000-05:00

I wanna Wear Justin Timberlake on my Ass!!!!

2010-01-07T01:12:00.001-05:00

Oh Hell yeah William Rast here I come....Now who wants to lend me $300.00???? I will wear him ON MY ASS!!!!

Broken

2010-01-07T00:55:00.000-05:00

This blog was put on my Myspace almost a year ago today.. january 11th While I was in Florida this song was on the Radio constantly..It made me think of him alot.. A year later nothings changed & Im still pretty much broken inside...

Lyrics | Lifehouse lyrics - Broken lyrics

Dirty Love Drink to Us

2010-01-07T00:54:00.000-05:00

In the Darkness of Night

2010-01-07T00:53:00.001-05:00