STILL ALIVE (a ray of hope)

Whatelse shall I write about you.............................

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Fri, 06 Sep 2013 16:40:00 +0000

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What I search, a perfect mixture of you..

You, your eyes; in fresh heavenly dew..

Light of my heart,so brightened are you..

Whatelse shall I write about you...

I got an smile when I looked at your face..

Next moment my heart tuned at pace..

Reasons of happiness,I have only few..

Whatelse shall I write about you...

Complex are the things what I feel...

Understand if you can, I won't reveal...

Feelings can't be false,these ought to be true..

Whatelse shall I write about you...

Dressed like a princess you were looking so royal..

You deserve better, also I'm not so loyal..

Want to be with you,but there's a long queue..

Whatelse shall I write about you...

A pretty lonely place & just you & I..

Leaving beside even, All odd things we try..

In my heart such new dreams I sew..

Whatelse shall I write about you...

With endless desires engulfing the skies..

Let me drawn into your intoxicating eyes..

Pleasant like after raining,that leaves a pretty hue..

Whatelse shall I write about you...

Why are you travelling alone with al your things..

If you wanna fly, just use my broad wings..

O mistress come & join my crew..

Whatelse shall I write about you...

- Naveen Solanki
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“The way out”.........................

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Mon, 16 Jul 2012 07:35:00 +0000

In atrocious hard times of life,

Problems stare at us as sharp brutal knife

Though our eyes remain closed to pray

Our bare feet don't stop to stray

Though our mouth is about to shout

But our mind searches “The way out”

In deep grief and in sea of sorrow

Nothing in heart for a happy moment to borrow

Though our eyes get filled with holy pearls

Our heart races with extra whirls

Though our fingers raise everyone suspicious doubt

The thing that calms me is “The way out”

When we are alone and trapped in chain

The efforts we make, go all in vain
Though our eyes not strong to stare
Everything warns us beware-beware
Though there is no sign of love to sprout
The thing makes me live is “The way out”

-Naveen Solanki

It’s really difficult to live without you............................

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Tue, 17 Apr 2012 07:11:00 +0000

I like to open my eyes only to dive in your deepness

Always I want to see your sweet face and shyness
Realization of conditions I don’t wanna do
It’s really difficult to live without you...

Feeling of your touch on my wrist,

Is leaving me slowly, like sand from a fist

To hug you tight, that’s all I want to do

It’s really difficult to live without you...

Time made this wall between you and me...

They have made it difficult to kiss you and see

Oh my darling, don't wanna lose you...

It’s really difficult to live without you...

My love, again wanna feel your divine charm

Hold me tight until I feel some warmth

The hard time is closer and I don't have you

It’s really difficult to live without you

My tears have broken me in million parts

You’re not here to wipe these things apart

Never met tears till I were with you

It’s really difficult to live without you.

Miles of traditions of this society

Tiles of disloyalty upon every entity

They always planned to separate me from you

It’s really difficult to live without you

Forgive me if I said this less than my breaths

So never treat me with any wrath

Oh my sweet love, 'I always love you '

It’s really difficult to live without you

Please meet me regularly in my dreams

So that my sleep be smoother as creams

I never ever wanna wake up without you

It’s really difficult to live without you..

-Naveen Solanki
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Who was she…full of divergence…full of convergence…full of everything….

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Wed, 22 Feb 2012 16:08:00 +0000

I wrote this article around 4 yrs ago. This is all about my experience with life. There are many circumstances in life when we feel so lonely and distressed. Though that time has passed but it left me with some wise thoughts. Read and give your opinion.

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“hi…its naveen” these were my first words to her after a long disconnection. I asked her how she was.
Not only I have to say her sorry but also I have to pay in many indirect ways. Though unintentionally, she was hurt by me beyond the limit. For her, it was not easy to be aware of acts going on behind the curtain.

I knew she was thinking why I was asking puzzles.

Yes, I was sorry for what I did. And it was the reflection of my act that she was looking too excited.
   Once a girl proposed me. In the same time, I was shocked by someone, who was residing in me and was just to go outside through my twisty tongue fond of taking bitter tastes in life.
She was not single in quantity but more and more, but having the same quality.
Whenever I saw her conjugated with me, I have to control my heart beat, my breathe rate and also it gave me a strong support to get it.

All of you know that life is not a bad of roses but a bed of thorns. Here you cannot get anything in standing far in the last of a row. In my opinion, there is not a single thing in life that can be obtained by us in our hands in our resting stages.
   We have to catch all the things by jumping higher and higher i.e. by making efforts in the same way like catching the prey. And at that time I was also trying my best.
     I asked her whether she was even my friend or not. As my expectation, she was with a positive answer and really it was a glad occasion for me. Although she was with positive answer, yet I noted that she was totally changed and so she was told for that.
    I was asking her about this change because I was the same as I was many years ago in my character, my behavior, mentality and feelings.

    Everyone every time thinks that there will be the same as they think. And I belong to “everyone” and also an ordinary man. So I was in the same manner that I usually had years ago with her because I have a mentality not to be changed from heart.
Every time, everywhere, at every occasion, whenever I wanted to contact her after our last meet; she was being busy in many customs and routine works like sleeping and others. Though it was not so long time of 3 years for an ordinary person but it passed like an era of million years with me.
     At this time all of us have to remember one famous saying that CLOSENESS RESIDES IN HEART.SO NO MATTER HOW BUSY WE ARE OR HOW FAR WE ARE, WE ARE ALWAYS BEING REMEMBERED AND CARED FOREVER BY OURS, if there is a positive interaction among us.
   And I was just in the same way of remembrance but she was not. I had mentioned her in my life every time, every place, at every instant in all of my moments. Suddenly I asked her about the single moment, she ever tried to contact me. Now she didn’t say anything.
        To tell all of you about myself, I’m very emotional guy when alone but in a group I’m with hardest heart. My tendency seems likely to have whole of my world in my arms. You can feel it even at a single occasion with me that I usually have to face a hesitation like big problem while getting rid of a candy cover. I usually attach myself with everything. Because of my mentality I do not want to detach from any of “MY PEOPLE”. And so I was continuing in that way.
      I am discussing these things with all of you my friends but so sad, these all things had no matter for her and likely to being a silly point and nothing more than it.

    Though there was not a single moment at which I had forgotten her, but afterwards I would surely like to forget her. I knew it was going to be our last conversation and she will forget me easily. I know that for not to be forgotten by her, I would have to take birth in next life.
   Till that time I never proposed her rather I assumed everything because of such intimacy of our relation. But now I came to know that I was in great misconception towards her side. All this happened only and only with me and not with her. It was the first time in my life that I was facing the last in a million miles of row. I was not able to make any chance for me.
        As I and everyone, she also had her individual life and was free to join or unjoin any community, interaction or relationship. At that time I was in worst depression.

           The same time I heard a voice asking me something. It was nothing but “A RAY OF HOPE”, asking me -
          what is broken inside, why your face is wilting…
          why are you crying alone, to whom you remember…
All of you are thinking that the answer of question I asked ,is the girl to whom I talked after a long time. But no, it is not.
         Who was she…? She was there with me at those hard times. She is with me now. She will be with me forever. She is nothing but “A RAY OF HOPE”. And this is the answer. She is full of convergence, full of divergence and in real mean full of everything I need. She provided me the ability to stand in the storms of life I had at various times.
        Now I don’t want to remember anymore about the ‘former she’ because the ‘latter she’ is really engaged with me in real means.

         As I, many of you would be facing my type of problem and as they, I also understand their problem. All of us should give the supreme order to the “THE RAY OF HOPE” you facing and not to their past.
You should live in a manner like just start, just begin and then a newer begin once again. Many of you are thinking that I am not on a good path now. But as I think I’m right.
        You should always remember that as you have, the ‘former she’ will also be confronting “a ray of hope” in a welcome like manner.

How pleasant it is to see a single sparkle in a dark valley where you are alone with your loneliness. Whenever we face any trouble, we are only with “a ray of hope” and nobody else with us.
SHE WILL BE ALWAYS WITH YOU, NO MATTER WHAT THE OCCASION IS, HOW CRITICAL ARE THE CONDITIONS AND HOW MUCH STRUGGLE IS THERE IN TIME.

For all those ‘former she’ who are not familiar with their role, ego plays in their life. I want to tell them to think about their life. Do they go through each and every day making sure that each and every action is made with their protection in mind? Ego says, ‘don’t let anyone get closer ’. They are in insidious romance with their ego.

    We often fall into the trap of varying degree of consciousness together; hoping for the best while sowing the worst. Although sometimes just a touch on the shoulder will send a healing message throughout the body. But when you are engaged in such a complex exchange, it is quite difficult to see the true dynamics of relationship. Do you not think at a single moment that YOU ARE PLAYING WITHOUT EXPERIENCE and certainly your desires scaffold around the dramas to bring the wholeness, the completeness.

        In love we have to face such decisions that are not in our comfort zone. All of us set the conditions of what we allow into our life but whenever we fall in love, we allow an unhealthy relationship that have off beam configure for our set conditions.

     “In relationships, we learn as we go and aspire naturally towards certain perfection”. It takes time to understand, it takes time to manage and it takes time to get bounded perfectly.

        We think that loving any person is the highest possible way of healing. But as I think that we are actually helping by making them free from specific interactions with us. Interactions in life do not change unless you change them. Do you expect your conjugate to change in some days? No, not at all. We learn through experiences. In relationships we engage in an exchange of emotions, feelings and actions. IN SUCH RELATIONSHIPS WE WILL OBTAIN LEVELS OF TRUTH THAT ARE SOMETIMES UNSETTELING, OFTEN SURPRISING, AND DEFINITELY UNPREDICTABLE. These are nothing but lessons of life. Sometimes painfully, sometimes repeatedly THESE LESSONS OF LIFE WILL COME SURELY AS TIDES AND ARE MORE EFFECTIVE THAN OUR EXPECTATION.
        It is in the constancy of the maintenance of your will that the relationship remains in continuance according to your desire. We usually do for ourselves and it has the effect on our partner.
         When we have an open heart and open mind then we allow our will to shift and change with new perceptions that eventually comes along with life.
       “THINK HOW MUCH SWEETER IT IS TO HAVE A CLEAR MIND AND A CLEAR HEART!”
        At last I want to say “It’s your courage to love yourself enough to command the blessings that are your due.”
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O! Mom O! Mom....

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Sun, 12 Feb 2012 08:41:00 +0000

O! Mom O! Mom

I got you something

Please come out

Or I will start to shout

Open the door

Give me a kiss

I’m here on the floor

What do you think about this creature?

Colourful beautiful engaged in adventure

Flower to flower she is still confused

Which one to take and which one has to be refused

O! Baby be careful

It is pretty and beautiful

What are you doing with her?

Don’t let her in any danger

Better you should go along

Deliver it safely where does it belong.

O! Mom O! Mom

I got you something

Please come out

Or I will start to shout

Open the door

Give me a kiss

I’m here on the floor

It usually talks high in the sky

My mind goes off when it flies.

I just grabbed this one of the pretty things

Surprised how it flies while No wings

O! Baby be careful

It is pretty and beautiful

What are you doing with her?

Don’t let her in any danger

Better you should go along

Deliver it safely where does it belong.

O! Mom O! Mom

I got you something

Please come out

Or I will start to shout

Open the door

Give me a kiss

I’m here on the floor

In my heart her carving is saved

Smelled her words, were all rose shaped

She has taken my heart and gave me love

Charming lovable cute sweet and dove

O! Baby be careful

It is pretty and beautiful

What are you doing with her?

Don’t let her in any danger

Better you should go along

Deliver it safely where does it belong.

OH GOD! YOU WERE SUCH A THIEF……

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Fri, 26 Aug 2011 16:15:00 +0000

You didn't touch my physical things

You gave my desires new life, new wings

Don’t know, when your presence started to make me cool

Slowly you became essential part of my pool.

I was not aware, slept by your side

Went beyond the limits, forgot rules to abide

Don’t know, if I deserved small place in your heart

But gave you fullness, never asked for revert

Unanswered things why did you leave me alone

I am broken, emotions have flown.

Leaving silently will not make you debt free
I'm feeling like fallen leaf from a tree,

After million questions what makes you so calm

Are you happy now after distressing my realm?

You didn't steal the things, were physical

You have stolen my feelings, those are eternal.

You have pushed my life in deep grief
Oh God! You were such a thief.

INNOCENT LOVE......................

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Tue, 16 Aug 2011 08:00:00 +0000

I remember the days ,

When i enjoyed nights.

time changed so much,

but the things only slight.

the Time made some fine ,

sculptures in my mind.

one day i felt someone,

in the pretty wind.

i asked the wind “how

to role around the hearts”

she replied "not you

but i got some rights.

time passed slowly

and i laughed sometimes

whenever i wept

she wiped every time

once i asked ”why

do u so caring abt me”.

“Is there any thing or

relation between you & me”.

she replied “o my dear

its something like

an unbreakable bond. it is

something called as love

Emotions of heart

Come out sometimes .

They make some beautiful

and immortal relationships.

i asked "why don`t you

meet me directly

it will make us to feel

completeness and not lonely.”

one day i met her

by chance.

Really my heart

started to dance

o my god so innocent

face i realized.

she came near me &told

calmly with sorrow

i lost my lovely son in

last winter war.

In her sluggish words i felt ,

an extreme of love for her son.

i remembered how i wept when.

i lost my inert doll.

she had lost her life before

the right time .happened with her

but i enjoyed with another

new doll on the same evening.

o my god so innocent heart

i realized.

then I started & keep watching

at her innocent face.

I saw many lines & wrinkles

of experience on her face.

i exclaimed but now

she smiled.

She came still closer and

told annoyingly

o sweet baby

u r so pretty,

o sweet baby

you look like him.

o my god so innocent love ,i realized.

A POEM FOR YOU............

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Sun, 07 Aug 2011 13:01:00 +0000

" Outside the nest,

Like downy feathers,

Holding my back…

Making me stronger…

Giving warmth,

A vow of faith….

Though Representing

Unrelated pieces

Of the thesis…

Still fitting in frame,

With precise perfection...

As if we started

Likewise today,

Believing that,

Our bond

Be everlasting….

Blessed with

Our prayers,

Irrigated with

Nectar…

From heavenly lilies

Of infinitely frequent

Gleams….

Brighten up by Your

True,

Naïve,

Innocent,

Affectionate,

Wonderful

Smile…….

That makes it,

So special,

Unconditional,

Immortal,

Perpetual,

Eternal………"

…love you friends….

It`s really gr8 to have you……….

“HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY……….”

With lot of love…..

-Naveen Kumar Solanki

GOD`S PREMIER : THE HAND OF DIVINE DISTINCTIVENESS......

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Mon, 18 Jul 2011 16:43:00 +0000

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The way how it becomes special,for me divine...

It started with miss spark...

Now affianced with miss shine...

The things are same but will go as miss bright…

Towards a shiny end,

It`s likely to tend...

Beware of obstacles,

It never ends…

About its glamour,

It is glorious creature...

Glittering like pretty stars,

Gift of god and nature...

In my heart yard,

It is like safe guard

It is not game of cards,

Not so easy an award…

It is so bright,

Like much high flight…

Please take it right,

Shift your craving slight….

It will start to rock;

you will get flown as smoke...

It will fly whole night,

Like my broken kite…

It will land on barren yard,

To become its safe guard…

All greens will follow it for,

Trans-version to Lovely Park…..

Not anything reserve,

But I think I deserve…

I am glimmering alone;

It’s me not my clone…

Feel it with progression,

its soothing effect,awesome...

It is like blossom,

Sweet top to bottom…

"YOU ARE TOTALLY SURE,

BUT SOMETHING IS IMPURE...

DON`T COMPULSE IT ANYMORE...

TRY IT WITH YOUR FRESHEN CORE..."

In whole world like sphere,

I was glimpse viewer...

I just said it dear,

Think it as “God`s premier…..

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THE IDEA OF ULTIMATE PEACE.......

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Fri, 15 Jul 2011 06:12:00 +0000

"No one to heal

No one to deal

No one to care

No one to share"

"The pleasure of being alone

Time to hear every pin on stone"

Uninterrupted natural music

Echo of sound how’s the magic

The curves of tides

Always towards sides

Flow of water stealing my heart

But will never stop to talk and distort

A stone dropped in water itself

Who cares not about myself

Few drops then jumped in air

Celebrating that stone came there

“SOMEBODY HAVE GAINED

SOMEBODY HAVE LOST

SOMEBODY GETS PROFIT

SOMEBODY PAYS COST”

“Equilibrium has to be attained

The life has to be maintained.

Desires should be flexible to amend

Because somewhere there is an end”

This moment if it's enjoyment

Next moment it will be discontentment

In whole life full of dealings

Only few hidden things, designed as feelings

The indefinite wings of desire

Not easy every time to acquire

I just took rebirth and started dealings

Have lost many things but no hard feelings

Dealing with my own desires

To whom everyone admires

Don’t you think these all are fake

Stop it now for God's sake...

You better know how it felt

Before eating it your ice-cream melt

Enquire, enquire; enquire your dreams

Then try to put them in different frames

“Do we really belong here?

The world full of words sharp as spear

Betrayal, jealously, infidelity everywhere

Unstoppable race here and there”

The next moment how it will be

As unsolved riddle without any key

Original face, behind golden mask

And our eyes not daring to ask

Oh! such a betrayal you faced

I have no rights but I just said

I too have a same story

But you know experience is our glory

Hey! Every time I started from this point

But my empty hands are what my destiny appoints

Got but lost everything by reaching here

But after journey of miles I have become sincere

If we had nothing then why to be sad

But sadness after joy will kill you as mad

"If the tears are the things in our final reach

How’s my idea of ultimate peace!!!

IT IS FRIENDLY FIGHT.....

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Sun, 26 Jun 2011 13:00:00 +0000

It is friendly fight,

your birthly right..

Play whole night,

taste it slight....

"IF NOT AN AFFAIR ,

JUST START TO SHARE..

FOR WHAT YOU CARE ,

YOU SHOULD WITH SOME DARE…"

Look through the game,

take my name…

You should not to shame,

its pertaining to fame…

It is lovely fight ,

does not need a site..

It is so bright,

like spiritual light…

TO MY SWEET MOM AND DEAR DAD.............

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Thu, 23 Jun 2011 17:00:00 +0000

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Dedicated to everyone`s mom and dad............:)

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When I did not exist...

Both of you thought of giving me my life...

Not as if it will not be sweet…

But as it will surely be sweet...

As a gift of God...

I got u mom and dad…

Myself like a small bud..

On your huge tree...

Why I was not there?

To see u shying, my sweet mom...

Knowingly my nervous silent…

Only u my father, of that day...

Why I was not there?

To see a budding formal love story...

By sitting on your sides and

To see u planning about me...

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“MY DESIRES ARE ALWAYS OPEN MOUTHED,

AND YOUR HEART IS STILL GETTING BIGGER...

LOVE YOU FOR FILLING BOTH OF MY FISTS,

AND BEING CAUSE OF MY EVERY SNIGGER...”

“King is the father and mom is the queen

In my tale, there is no adversary……

Love u and wish u mom n dad

A very happy marriage anniversary...”

“Father, who is sweeter ?

Your wife or my Mom...

It’s something like

The house and the home...”

Where I learned

How to walk...

And your voices

That taught me to talk...

“Oh still my legs are

Frail without you, my dad…

And seriously can`t walk without

Your guiding finger mom….”

Your each 'fast'...

And your charm...

Will impart lifelong...

Sweetness in Your relation...

Your heart is my temple,

And the God is you….

Your principles are my standards…

And my spiritual teacher is you….

“Dad! Sky is high and

You are taking me up in your hands...

Someday I will get it,

For u, me and to keep it in your hands...”

“Your love however it comes

As your kisses, caring or money…..

It just touches my heart…….

And is sweeter than honey……”

“Can’t forget your blessings

Sweet mom and dear dad...

And so happy with your

Love, affection and care I have…"

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I WANNA BE A BIRD............

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Sat, 18 Jun 2011 19:43:00 +0000

Won over the domes,

For getting d kites...

Far away from home,

Seeking better sites...

Better games i played,

Better names i heard...

Now i wanna fly,

I wanna be a bird....

Many lectures i have listened,

Got a few in mind...

Except my sweetest mom,

No one was kind.....

Scrumptious food all time,

Can't forget d sweet curd...

Now i wanna fly,

I wanna be a bird...

Since a long time,

Have not seen my mom....

Can't tolerate now,

I wanna go home...

Riches, prominence reputation,

Everything is absurd..

Now i wanna fly,

I wanna be a bird....

AFTER A LONG TIME...........

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Sun, 12 Jun 2011 20:27:00 +0000

Today we saw each other,

After a long period of suffer.

The morning bells were ringing,

The pretty birds were singing.

Some freshness I felt after seeing her face.

Emotions flew out those were gone under base.

Voices of thanks from both sides,

The legacy of caring, on final rides.

“WELL SAID IT LASTS FOR A WHILE,

MOMENT IS NOTHING MORE THAN A TRIAL.”

Honestly, I tried to see you every morning.

After failing, gave myself so called warning.

Not fair to grow in a while my dear.

It takes me to grow year n year.

I wish for a closer view, my desire

Have to attain that height to admire.

If you arise many times relative to character of height,

I will be pleased to have that pretty site.

But you are uncaring as always,

Will go simultaneously,with your rays.

But I will try to find

The strange thing of your mind.

Every dusk you left me alone,

Then I fell like flesh without bone.

Whenever you go with your fast cart,

I find myself alone with the darkness of my heart.

I hope such mornings will come every day,

With my eyes open to see and mouth to say.

I wish to fall in love with this freshness of surrounding,

To end with a lovely bond,without any bounding.

"Love you God, early mornings are pleasant,

Everything is sweet whatever you have sent.

Thank you for all such giving,without any rent,

My memories are few but will never faint."

JUST START WITH FRIENDLY FIGHT............

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Sat, 11 Jun 2011 10:01:00 +0000

What do u think about your life...

Take steps towards my side…

If some daring not in life…

Just start with friendly fight...

Why are you laughing like snigger...

You should catalyse and trigger…

Are you finding occasions to laugh...

Just start with friendly fight…

If nobody closure to your heart...

I think you smoulder in love…

Provide love air from outside...

Just start with friendly fight...

IN THE WORLD OF (mentally) DWARFS...................

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Sat, 04 Jun 2011 14:00:00 +0000

These tight doors are not getting me in

The core of their hearts.

And this frame always kisses

My forehead with a blow.

Narrow have been there streets

I’m hanged up between their mentalities.

On the peak of their expansion

Showing the least greeting.

Their giving is immaterial

Forget about a smile.

Their own weird rules

And I’m with strange distinctiveness.

No acceptance, but dumbfounded,

I'm a camel in mad men's village.

Where am I?

Am I in "The world of (mentally) dwarfs"?

0! GODDESS OF LOVE...........

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Mon, 30 May 2011 06:35:00 +0000

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0! Goddess of love in love-ocean…

Like continuance of stream of water...

O! quiet gliding gorgeous goose

You are like that pretty cascade.

In which one can`t withstand..

While can flow with it with heart…

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O! Rose flower in God`s garden….

Like beautiful peacock plumage…

O! long flying golden plover…

Your words are all sweet smelling...

But one cannot collect them...

While can feel it with whole heart...

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HONOUR KILLING..............................

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Mon, 11 Apr 2011 22:41:00 +0000

As I came back.....

From the journey of my dreams.....

Some blood was running....

From my wounded heart....

Somebody have thrown...

Stones on my head...

I thought they were waiting...

Since when I went to bed...

I can't conclude why....

Multitude of peoples are all around....

And it does not make sense

To walk around...

Suddenly i screamed...

With fear...

I called him....

O ! my dear...

Somebody told about me..

As I made a mistake....

It seems to be.....

Life threatening......

I can't understand...

What is happening....

I don't remember..

What the hell i did....

Just shaking my head....

Their eyes are red..

Vibrations started..

And set up in my heart...

I heard somebody...

Calling me insane...

But I think...

I was the same...

The same as I were...

As weak as I were all the days....

Not a bit stronger...

Started to cry...

Tears made my heart wet...

Still don't remember....

What mistake..

I have made...

I found myself...

In a cage...

But don't think myself..

So offensive with rage...

If they secure his persistence...

Then only I can answer...

They started to crush his head...

Surely I would like to be the next....

Bend down my lord.....

Try to save yourself.....

Eyelashes have gone...

Down with the flow....

Some pieces of flesh..

Occluding my eyes...

They are just..

Gonna kill us....

Because...........

"I stayed with him whole night..."

HANDFUL OF JOY & A SEA OF SORROW.................................

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Fri, 11 Mar 2011 21:31:00 +0000

'Handful of joy and a sea of sorrow…….'

My Mornings colliding with noon…….

These mornings are fresh less…..

And I am not efficient ,unlike all…….

My Eyes are down now…..

Either my ears have stopped to respond ………..

Or their voices are not effective……..

Degrees of alertness have gone away……..

Not sure about its destination…….

But it has been drowned somewhere……

I can guess where…..

'Handful of joy and a sea of sorrow……'

Needles of clock do not make sense for me…

And its tickling sound hurts me always…..

I am too slow to run…….

And its going too fast……

Don’t know why it is in hurry…….

No one is here to give me a company…….

And why should I run if no one is competitor...

In my race I am the first and last…….

With loneliness, as my companion…..

Don’t know where this race will end…..

I can guess where…

'Handful of joy and a sea of sorrow…'

Please don’t go on my smiling face…

It is same from my birth….

These expressions want to ensure my dear ones…..

If I will not be there anymore…..

Then please try to laugh on my chuckles…….

Oh Still I am searching a true smile from my heart…..

I should stop and search a better place nearby…

Otherwise multitude of people will not let me live…

This search will end with you and me…..

But really don’t know where……

I can guess where…..

'Handful of joy and a sea of sorrow……..'

“Your hand still in my hand”

This illusion makes my life easier…..

Please don’t try to open my eyes…

Otherwise I will be unable to find my existence…..

And will go down…..

I hope someday my lucky star will fall….

And I will ask for “your hand in my hand”…….

To someone who lives beyond the sky….

Heart has crossed the limits and roaming outside….

Can you guess where it will stop…….

I am sure it will end where.…

"Handful of joy and a sea of sorrow…….."

THE VARIABLE HOPES

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Thu, 03 Feb 2011 19:21:00 +0000

I met a brick maker,

making the shapes....

When it show cracks,

he usually tapes........

Every time he sees,

upward with tension....

But will get little money,

No extra commotion.....

‘sky is wide,

and black enough though....’

‘Will it be raining ...’

‘i hope no.......’

i met a farmer,

ploughing a field...

Earths some seeds,

seeking the yield...

arranges his food,

while giving it to others...

But while he sees up,

his heart utters...

‘sky is wide,

and black enough though....’

‘Will it be raining ...’

‘i hope so........’

MY FRIEND NEERAJ.............

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Tue, 25 Jan 2011 14:22:00 +0000

This poem is dedicated to my dearest friend Neeraj……………..who is the one among person who inspired me……I welcome all to read it……….comments invited………it came directly from my heart so may be boring for some persons……but I just want to convey my msg to u {neeraj} in a different way………read it pls…and comment how u feel………

The day we met,

The things were not set.

I was really upset,

Except my loss nothing was to get....

I needed a note,

This could help me like a boat………………..

U were on my front seat,

i saw ur shirt well pressed n neat...

I was staring at my white sheet..

I tapped ur shoulder And it was our first meet.........

You too were starting in the same day,

like always u were , with ur shy NEERAJ WAYS…………

“Then i came to know the concept of dosti...

DOSTI im sure abt ur dosti..........”

It is how our frdship began….

& then many races we together ran....

Your aged cycle how can I forget...

Rides we enjoyed how can I eliminate......

I remember you drove it 100 percent almost...

Not my fault dear, no breaks, only quake & u were d host........

That day cycle was fast cuz we were going far...

So funny that incident how we collide with car...

Angry modern woman her staring eyes...

Our smiling faces and her size.........

Thx for how u supported as I was away from home...

For presenting tasty food cooked by ur sweet mom...

After each exam we appreciated each other...

At every problem we stood together....

"here enters the gabbar singh koyi aur nhi bhai apne Sharma ji h na.....

Leave it dosti ye to h hi kamina....

muje gussa aaya to mushkil ho jayega iska jeena...

Neeraj tu tension mat le yar main hu na...."

Can’t count the long journeys for exams we shared...

To each other, more than a brother we cared...

Another day u came by bike....

Raja mandi was d first thing wat strike...

Petrol we wasted...guess how much……..

Increased laps for Miss Pl ,were crazy that much...

How can u forget every time 50 rs fine,

Whenever we went for afmc form ,was a wrong time.....

Be careful now n u should wear a helmet,

With u all required document u should take....

Like me, u also was without girl friend that time...

About ex girlfrds & same stories We chatted hundred times ....

One night before the exams u called ur girlfrd…..

Her brother scolded n u was out of trend...

Girl’s phone numbers we needed…..

Some naughty things were seeded...

We shared all numbers...

Recorded their voice and seen their jumpers...

“In every break special kachodi of dewaani.......

Bhut mushkil h yar ye to bhut bdi kahani...”

Do u remember the small footpath tea shop...

Every evening we went...a tea and d beautiful daughter of cop...

“Next was deekshalay, where we met a philosopher...

Kamine tu kese bhulega bagal wali sweet nurstary teacher...

dhokha kha jate h log kyuki tu h b bada bhola na...

Par in sb mamlo me h tu bhut bda kamina...”

"PAR DOSTI I AM PROUD OF YOU………..

FOR EVERYTHING HATS OFF TO YOU…………"

“Sale tera dhyaan kidhar h,

kya dekh rha h koyi sapna...

Raat bhar jag k likhi h,

isliye pls bhai thoda dhyan se padh na...”

We boarded on train, which was going to shimala...

chalti train se kude the be bda teda mamla....

For every mistake we were caught not alone...

I still remember yar apna FM wala phone......

We wrote many exams, did not selected for 2 yrs...

I became serious but u still cheers......

"We lost many games, but we laughed always...

Seeking new mornings finding new ways..."

SORRY dosti ,I cheated u that time....

Don't know how i got selected before came ur time...

NOW EVERYTHING IS FINE, I GUESS…..

U DOCTOR ME DOCTOR, NOW WE WILL WIN THE RACE……………

Here its going to end...

Everything is ok but where is our frdship band...

For me dear ,u are like a transparent box...

Btw NEERAJ JAYANT always rocks...

Really don't need a frdship band…

Story will continue its not an end...

Pls Remind me in my 60s or whenever....

To continue this poem which will continue forever...

Will we forget each other... NO , NOT AND NEVER.....

Because Dosti UR MY BEST FRIEND EVER................

Now I need a boat,

dosti would u give me a note ,

yar At least give me single paper...

U still don't know im a good boat maker...

We will make a boat and will slide back into the past...

We will go to our childhood when we missed each other so fast..........

KYU CHALE NA YAR......

STILL ALIVE.......

noreply@blogger.com (Dr. Naveen Solanki) — Sat, 01 Jan 2011 08:10:00 +0000

sometimes i think much...................

many things are going such............

sometimes i fall................................

cuz to withstand not enough tall......

sometimes i feel ..............................

and there is no big deal...................

sometimes i got down......................

cuz don`t have a crown....................

sometimes i failed............................

and my life going to be nailed..........

i have many wounds but still i arise.

cuz my ray of hope is still alive........

AND SO I AM..................................