Story about Yoanna

whatever

2011-11-11T09:41:00.000+02:00

http://yoannagaming.wordpress.com/ <---- just copy it to your browser

peace out by: Yoanna

New day

2011-06-15T11:29:00.002+03:00

I have been siting here for a few min thinking about how to do this.
So for now i say Good bye blog. I'll maybe see you later in the future..

peace out by: Yoanna

I dont know

2011-06-14T15:03:00.003+03:00

I am really fine, but i do feel lost, insecure, and afraid. I don't know were to begin and were to stop. I need a bitch slap and someone to tell me "Get a hold of your self, woman". I don't want advise. I need a wive of how things are going to be. I don't care if they are bad!
At this moment i am NOT a calm confident or strong woman. There is nothing ells i can say. I am as empty as i can be. Why can't i see what everybody is seeing. I am blind, i have covered my eye's to mush for my own good.

This blog isn't doing anything for me anymore. There is no purpose to wright anymore. I am mad, and disappointed. I am disappointed in my self because i have nothing interesting to wright about. I am not a interesting enough for anyone anymore. Nobody even ask. Everyone is so caught up in there own bullshit that nobody hears little baby Yoanna cry.

peace out by: Yoanna

Perfection

2011-06-11T11:26:00.002+03:00

I live in a place were everyone is perfect. Ever girl here has the perfect cloths, shoes, hair, make up, nails and so on. They walk around the town like it was a model contest everyday. Everyone is so insanely beautiful its exhausting to watch. Everyone walks around whit this amazing irritating beauty. And i am just me! Its tiering being just like this.
Of all the places i land in my life. I land on the place were they say the most beautiful woman come from. OF ALL THE PLACES! And i am just me, simple, smart, boring.

peace out by: Yoanna

Decisions finally made

2011-06-08T18:51:00.002+03:00

Well i am without a pc right now. Its getting send to service, apparently!
So i feel kind of lonely right now. Well i have 2 seasons of Grey's Anatomy on my portable hard-drive that i connected to Geo's computer. (were i sit right now). He is sleeping at this moment so took the free time to wright and update a little on my blog. I will only have a chance to sit at his pc during mornings from 7.30 - 15.30 or when he is resting. I might even spend some time on the net when during nights. Because i am me and i cant live without some major computer time. That is how i grew up and it what raised me.
The first 2 nights whit my new kitten was hard. So we decided to leave Mina alone in the living room. She miau's a few times but then stops. And after Geo leaves i go take my pillow and blanket to the living room and continue my sleep there. I miss her to mush to leave her alone. I watch her for hour's playing, eating and even sleeping. She is so tinny and cute that i want to eat her. She looks so fragile. I am a cat mom now. And i haven't taught about one single problem sense we got Mina. I am so happy!!! She is so perfect

Its time for me to leave. I want to catch up on some WoW playing.

C-you all later

peace out by: Yoanna

Here she is

2011-06-05T16:32:00.005+03:00

Her is my latest family member. I got her yesterday and she has been so super cute and adorable.
Her first day whiteout her moms and she weren't scared at all. She did not let us sleep all night because she was playing and going around the living room ALL night. She fell a couple of times behind the couch and started miauing.. So i had to fish her out :)
We gave her the Name : Mina. After Dracula's wife

im a cat mommy now... :)

what should i do?

2011-06-04T10:25:00.003+03:00

I don't have a angel and a demon on my shoulders bossing me around. I am just me, its my thoughts i do as i want. Today i woke up a little earlier then i expected because of the neighbors again but that is alright. Because today is going to be a great day. And something ells, good morning!!!
peace out by: Yoanna

Hello friends

2011-06-03T11:43:00.006+03:00

Yesterday was a biiiig and loong day of my responsibility.
I put my brain my grown up mode and went out to pay the car and the phone/Internet bill. Well after that i was support to go buy grocery's but i went by a clothing store and got me 2 new shirts :) to reward my self for being a grownup. So i was at the grocery store to buy some more diet. This time i got makril fish.

Yesterday was one of the best and tasty meals i have even eaten. I mean it was better then any other expensive restaurants i have eaten in. So i made the fish i bought in the oven whiteout oil and fat. I did it whit lemon peal and garlic. And i top't it whit tomato juice i made from fresh tomatoes that i boiled in onion and spices.. I served it in radishes and a salad i made from cucumbers, red and green peepers, (red onions that was stayed in salt and vinaigrette for 10 min)
I put some salad on my plate and the fish over the salad and then a little tomato sauce on top. And the satisfaction began. It was like better then all candy and chocolate in the world. It was better then sex. It was better then anything in the hole wile world. It was like love at first site. Okej TMI!!!! Sorry but it was so amazing :D

Here is a song i had in my phone for a wile. It gives me a great felling so i am shearing it whit you

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Unbelivable

2011-06-01T08:58:00.002+03:00

Today is a day were i should wake up happier then ever. But no, my neighbors are moving furniture again. It makes me so crazy SO DAMN CRAZY. I want to move, i want to leave this apartment. I want to scream as loud as i can, bang on the walls as hard as i can, i want to go down to my neighbors and give her a big slap in the face. I know my parents raised me better. But it would be so satisfying to bitch-slap her. I want to trow smelly eggs at there balcony. I want to just be a child were there is okej to do this kind of stuff. Well its not okej for a kid to do stuff like this. But you don't punish them for it, because they don't!

Moving on. Oriana is soon out so well see how my future will go for the league of legends. And if i actuality can quit it.
Today is payday, for the citizen of Greece. Well some of us, some might not even get there money.
Today is grocery day.. AND I LOVE GROCERY DAY!!!!! And today we will buy stuff for a kitten. Like bowl's, toy's, bed; and her wc.
Everyday comes closer when i get my little kitten, my new little pet. My own pet, and its going to be a little kitten, AND MINE!
I have been a little depressed (okej a lot depressed) and lonely so a kitten is going to be great for me..

And I'm getting a gym card!!!! YEEEEY!!!!

peace out by: Yoanna

Oh RLY!?

2011-05-31T18:05:00.003+03:00

Ok as a lady gamer.. I am pretty proud how the world is today. Now you can actually pick gender on your character. It is pretty awesome i tell ya!
Well were doe's Oriana come in? If you hold on a sec and keep on reeding. I am going to tell you, but just because i am that nice "happy smile face"
I been reeding the riot forum about suggestions and even posted a topic my self. And i am pretty sure that riot don't reed peoples wishes. I taught to my self as i saw Oriana the first time "well i think i have a better chance to get something from Santa this year then something from riot"
My wish as many others was to get a female tank. One even posted a story, picture and designed everything really nice! And that was over 5months ago.
There is a 0.1% chance that Oriana -the-clock-something-girl-whit-balls- is going to be a tank.

If she is not a tank and just another op female fighter/op damage dealer. THERE IS A 99.9% CHANCE I AM QUITING LEAGUE OF LEGENDS!!! I signed up for league of legends when it first started. I even w8 for release date. So Riot you'll never reed your own forum so my wish as many other's wont ever come true.

GOOD BYE!

peace out by: Yoanna

Lemon Juice

2011-05-31T12:34:00.004+03:00

Well i reed on the Internet that you can highlight you hair whit LEMON! Well of course its going to brighten your hair in a natural kind of way. But i guess it takes a long time. I don't think that is a option for me.
If i even do color my hair I'm having extension but in. AND i am going to the hair dresser, to have it made by a professional. I am done whit the home coloring.
In about 2 weeks I'm doing a bikini/Brazilian wax. Something i don't look up to. But i am doing it!

Well its time to me to go reed a little on the balcony.

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peace out by: Yoanna

happy smilie face

2011-05-30T00:57:00.002+03:00

Today has been an awesome day. I'm really thankful for finally feeling a little bit better. There is a little light, i just had trouble seeing it. So i excuse my self for my negativity, its all going to be fine now

I am starting to run out of idea's so i was hoping you might comment something on my facebook group. I want some suggestions about a topic to wright about. I would be really happy if you did.

Link here for facebook group

peace out by: Yoanna

expectations

2011-05-28T13:12:00.002+03:00

Today i woke up whit a good intesion and as every minute pass by everything changed.
So i wash my hair put some nice cloths on. You never know, maybe something unexpected will happen. So we went to the supermarket and bought some healthy diet food. Its a really nice and hot day outside.

Went home and i had some moments in the balcony. Now i just sit in my pj's whit my perfectly done hair and my over the top makeup. I will probably sit and play World of warcraft or league of legends.. My expectations were higher but when you have no choice WHAT SO FUCKING EVER i guess i have to appreciate the smaller things in life. Like my laptop is still not on fire. I have a really good subscription on spotify. Who needs the outside world anyway. Who needs friends. The Internet market is better way to find new once. Who cares if its hot outside. So much better to sit inside and not sweat.

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peace out by: Yoanna

Side effect and guilt trips !

2011-05-27T23:40:00.005+03:00

Good evening everybody. My man smoked the last cigarette and forgot to tell me. And its way to late for me to go buy more. Slowly and painfully the abstinence is getting to me. Now when i started working out and eating healthy im trying to cut down on my smoking. But now when im whiteout cigarette i am starting to FREAK OUT!!!

I have been playing my new char on wow all day and now my eyes are super tired and I'm so exhausted.. Its Friday and my party-nerve just woke up.. I just feel like i radder do something ells right now then achieve my greatness in world of warcraft. Its just sad that i don't have the option to do something ells, i finally feel like i can leave the house. Tomorrow i am going to wake up and work out and then the same old routine is repeating it self. Wow! If i keep writing in my blog i realize how !@)(*)^(!&# this is. None of my friends has spoken to me in days. They never tell me the good dirt anymore.. I guess because i have been away for so long, i lost my membership. I even lost the contact, and i don't know any good gossip. But i guess i have my self to blame. I left everyone to make my self happy in another country. And this place just happens to be the hardest frekkin friend-making place in the WORLD!!!! Oh lucky me !!!

Will my friends LIKE my page on Facebook, or have they totally abandon me.. Sorry everybody this is something i cant resist doing, its the old Greek female guilt drop. It's so dramatic

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peace out by: Yoanna

dreams and other crap!

2011-05-27T13:05:00.003+03:00

Wow i just woke up. Its unusual to me. No screaming baby's, no barking dogs, no yelling mom's and no drilling in the walls. I was sleeping like a little baby. I am so happy because of this. Now I'm not going to be moody and pissy today!!! Its Friday and i had a really good night sleep

Here is a before picture of me.. This was taken the day before dieting and exercising. We will see how i am going to look when i am done. I don' see any changes, i look at my self in the mirror every 5min. But when i am done whit this i am going have the confidence of a ... ehh.. hmm ... Of a lion?
And i am getting a gym card, again :) wuhu!!!

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peace out by: Yoanna

i am in the league of legends

2011-05-25T19:03:00.002+03:00

Made a nice comeback today at LoL. First game i play Temmo and i totally kick't ass. Never played temo so good. Actually i am good but not that good. The enemy team play totally to aggressively and they had to many fail gank's so "yeey" for me!!!

Second game was a bit hard never thought i would win it, this game i played my main Katarina. My all time favorite. In the beginning i gave 3 kills because i had a really noob lanemate that played Noc. But after every passing minute and i started to make items, i got at least 1 kill in every team fight. Anooother "yeeeey" for me. 2 Victory's in a row.

Now lets wright about non game related issues.. I have i life you know.
I started heavy dieting and full force exercise. I lost like 3 kilos already and im like only a few steps to a hot smoking body!! Today i work out for 2h, i was set for 40 min but my clock didn't ring so when i stop to check the clock i saw that i exercised for 2 hole hours. Had so much fun i forgot about the time. So i showered and then made food. Rise whit calamari in tomato sauce. It was totally delicious. And i have jello in the fridge. Just wait for it to get ready !!!

Im thinking of taking a walk soon i sure do need it and some sit ups !!

peace out by: Yoanna

playmate of the year

2011-05-24T10:48:00.002+03:00

I just saw on tv a commercial. In bright daylight that they are looking for the next playboy lady of the year. Thats makes me wonder about my dream as i was younger. How mush i wanted to party whit Huge Hefner and be on the cover of playboy. I even collected items magazines clocks t-shirts slippers earing , and even a necklaces i still got and wear. I use to wear it all the time.. :) Thats how i got attention from boy's and it works. They always ask me.. Why are you wearing that your not a playboy.. And i said "when i get older I'm want to be playmate of the year, its my dream". And the guys were like "Whaaaat rly that is so hot, good for you". I wanted to color my hair blond and and have a super hot body whit super curves and i was even thinking of silicon. Wish was weird because i had bigger boobs when i was younger. I wanted to be like exactly like Marilyn Monroe, and Jenna Jameson. I had bad roll model's when i was 15 i can imagine.
Now everything is different, im old and shy and i could never imagine posing naked. Its not beauty anymore, your not celebrating the female body. Playboy lost its value, every 12 years old girls is walking around half naked, whit a fuck me stamp on her forehead.
My all time dream will never come true, but i have other dreams that are worth more to me. Time has changed, but i have been thinking along time to make a small playboy tattoo just to remember who i was, and the great self loving i had of my body and mind. It was better then! SO MUCH BETTER THEN :D

peace out by: Yoanna

fail update

2011-05-23T11:20:00.002+03:00

Im sorry guys. Because people are so bad at taking pictures of me, i have nothing to upload. And sence im not 13 anymore i dont take any of my self. So No picture time...

Alot has been going on this weekend. My man's brother came from Athens, so i have been spending a lot of time whit him and his wife. They moved to Athens yesterday (forever). I did not have so much time to update. We went out for coffee's and we had Nintendo wii night's and so on..
And i can admit i forgot to update my friends! Well im gona miss him and i hope he has a good time and life whit his wife.

Next topic - I belive in karma so i have been very careful wishing for bad stuff. I mean my nerves are on the top. I want to scream and bite my table. I take loooong deep breaths so i can hold on just for a little longer. My neighbors make me want to cry out!!!!!!!! They shout and scream and run around from 7.30 to 21.00. Is it to mush to ask to have a little peace when you can't sleep all night and want to catch 2h of sleep during the morning. IS IT!!! My head is a mess. I haven't had a nice sleep in a very long time. I think i might go to my village soon i can take it anymore. I think i'm going to start a aerobics class in every room of the apartment, payback is so sweet sometimes..

Started geting healthy, Oatmeal and black bread is on the meny, and green tea! Beach 2011 Starts soon and i starting to panic. And i am going to order a pilates ball, to give my female curves a boost

I have to leave now i have so much to do around the house. cleaning bathroom, floors and dishes. So i will be seeing you soon

peace out by: Yoanna

its time again

2011-05-19T00:48:00.002+03:00

I think its time for me to post some pic.

I'l post some after i have been taking my beauty sleep..

peace out by: Yoanna

no water

2011-05-17T14:38:00.002+03:00

Well as slow as i am i wanted to start cooking and do the dishes.. And i realize there is no water.. :S
What am i suppose to do.. The kitchen is a mess!!! And finally when i took the courage to manage the dishes there is no water. Outside is a rainstorm and inside there is no water.. I think this is the end.. First the Greek government take our money and now they take our water. And we get a bill home for our water...

peace out by: Yoanna

life is a bitch

2011-05-17T07:51:00.002+03:00

I know what i am felling, why is that so wrong. why cant you just except it and make me feel better. I am not your student and not your kid. Why do you always have to preach me???

peace out by: Yoanna

Monday ohhh god damn mondays

2011-05-16T23:32:00.002+03:00

Well some things might not always end up as you wish. In my case, Nothing go wright at this moment. Monday is not a good day for me to wake up. Insane headache, a full load of dish i haven't manage to handle. Or more like i don;t want to handle :P But the most important in this case is to give me a chance. And once again i swallow my pride and move on. But this time im going to do it differently and next time i am going to sort things better. I am going to solve my problems my self. i don't need anybody ells. I'm going to stop care about everyone ells and put me first priority. My self confidence is going to get the best boost ever. I am going to stop searching for it from somebody ells, because when its not received i just mess it up, i get messed up. Boot camp started today. My body and mind is set on achieving good things in my life. I'm not going to stand back and let sloppy get in the way. Good bye old me.. !!! I will not miss you!

peace out by: Yoanna

Yesterday

2011-05-15T12:20:00.002+03:00

Our best man is visiting us from Thessaloníki. He came yesterday and we went out for coffee. I orderd my usual freddo cappuccino, whit low fat soya cream. I was wearing jeans and i simple shirt. And i was overdress (weather wise).

I diden't buy my wow as i wanted, but thats alright. We came home instead and played some league of legends "LAN STYLE" we lost 2/3 games. And my opinion is that VAYNE SUX. She is a killer but she has trouble farming so i couldn't even finish a first item.
At about 10, we went over to my man's parents so check out the eurovision songs and drink some beers. Sweden totally rock for the first time sense Carola, and greece was rly good to. EXCEPT THE RAP CRAP!!! I DID NOT LIKE THE RAP!!!!
And seriously Azerbaijan, they are not even in Europa. That suckt big time! Everybody alredy know that Eurovision is about politics, money and not about world peace.

Anyway... When Azerbaijan started singing thats when we left to go out for beer i had a captain Morgan cola. I told my man, order me whatever you order wile i go to the WC. I taught he would take beer.

And seven nation army started, oh i started to miss Linn. :( i wish i could spawn her right next to me so we could dance like crazy children !!!!

And then we went home kind of early, i don't know about anybody ells but i had a good time. I had my nice sexy shoes on so i was in a really good mood :P

Its time for some wow, need to lvl up my herb making..

peace out by: Yoanna

trial

2011-05-14T11:44:00.002+03:00

Well i have a trial for lich king and it lock me on 70lvl and 100% so i might go buy it today.
But that is bad it should let me play to lvl 80.

Today i woke up whit the uber allergic attack. The hole thing. Swollen tung, swollen lips and neck. So i took a pill and i feel better now but im tired.

I will update you all later.. Bye

peace out by: Yoanna

It is working

2011-05-13T21:46:00.002+03:00

Yey, Google blog has been weird lately. But now i can wright.
Today i woke up whit headache so i took the decision to stay at home and not go out in the sun. I wash cloths and took a niiice loooooooong bath. And then when my man came home we both sat down and played wow together. Now i got a little tired of it, i want to do something ells.
Still cant figure out about what so il cya later when i have something more interesting to say.

peace out by: Yoanna