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Worth the worthy

2016-06-18T00:50:00.000+08:00

I sometimes doubt myself.

Was I really had enough those things that happened before. Or, I am actually are still going through them?!

I went for hours and days waiting somebody, not expecting much, but just wait. What Ive got? Nothing and I mad at myself.

I went for loong messages and calls, just to hear the voice. What Happened next? Nothing!

Ive postponed my night like hourss just to have a talk session, and all Ive got is just a goodnight wish and thats it. No call, at all.

Ive done smallest thing to have a little attention, and all I know at the end of the day is, not worth it.

For just one more time, I wish I dont have to go through these things again, present and future.

I keep my hope high!

brand new feeling

2015-11-24T09:12:00.001+08:00

Im being impatient with this feeling.

Am being greeeeeeed :P

Biarlahh..

SAAA

2015-11-20T02:08:00.000+08:00

I love you.

I really do.

You know I mean it.

deja vu

2015-05-17T20:50:00.001+08:00

Have you ever experienced the same moment (exactly), in a different time, different day?

They called it deja vu.

I think Ive gone through those things few times.

And I was so curious about how did it ever happen?

And why?

Mimpi

2015-04-23T06:52:00.002+08:00

I dreamt about you.

And as I woke up, I noticed the tears in my eyes.

Am I that happy, or I am actually hurt somewhere?

.........

2015-04-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

I,sometimes felt the insecurity.

I remembered how much pain I've been through.

How hurt to accept the fact that someone just throw you away without considering any reasons.

Ive felt the pain.

Painful.

hipocracy

2015-03-08T20:01:00.001+08:00

Im good in front of people, but behind them? Im falling to pieces.

Im dealing with things right now.

Either Ill make it, or not.

The things is, I DEAL.

Urbanisme.

2015-03-07T11:05:00.001+08:00

Some people love living in the huge city, going places, facing jammed everyday, playing internet games, went shopping, etc.

They love the fact that theyre living in the urban place. Sigh.

Living in that place, is really not suit me.

I prefer the quiet place, not too busy, simple, and a village kinda of place.

Im a village girl who,

Play with the mud.
Play with the kids in my place.
Play with stone and sands.
Play with the rain.

Everything.

And,
Im lovin it.

manusia Pendosa

2015-02-27T17:05:00.000+08:00

Manusia selalunya mudah berubah. Cepat. Terlalu cepat.

Hari ini dia kata dia suka, esok lusa dia kata tak suka, tulat mungkin dia kata dia benci.

Itu semua masing masing punya rasa.

Cuma,

Padahnya menjadi manusia begini ialah; tiada siapa akan ada di sisi.

Bukan kerana mereka tak suka. Bukan kerana mereka benci.

Mereka cuma takut. Takut akan hakikat, kau pasti tinggalkan mereka, walau mereka telah sedaya upaya.

Dan, yang pasti kau tinggal mereka bukan kerana ajal.

Manusia Pendosa, moga terbuka hati.

??

2015-02-26T20:33:00.000+08:00

I made mistake.

I dont think I ever fall in love.

Hahahahaha.

the so-called student

2015-02-22T18:58:00.001+08:00

Im going to sit at the lecture hall, taking notes, facing the monthly exams, attending practicals, doing researches, and all those things.

Im leaving for good. Meet new friends, new environment, new challenges, and Im going to change, better than I am today.

Im gonna be a freshie, again.

Excited!

a day like that

2015-02-20T22:17:00.001+08:00

You have those days that you just feel like crying out loud.

Those days.. And one of them is,

When you miss someone, and..

That someone dont even think about you.

The best you.

2015-02-02T06:48:00.000+08:00

We have multiple behaviors, multiple attitudes, multiple expressions.

What is your best?

That one. When you are with someone you comfortable with. Someone you like. Someone you might love.

I felt the differences.

kahwin

2015-02-01T06:54:00.001+08:00

Soalan paling wajib tanya zaman sekarang.

Kenapa tak jadi kawin?
Bila mau kawin?
Umur meningkat bila mau berumahtangga?
Bla bla bla bla..

Pahamlah..

Bukan aku tak mahu.

februari.satu.

26 tahun

2015-01-31T23:02:00.002+08:00

kelmarin, januari tiga puluh.

Selamat menjadi dewasa,
selamat umur dua puluh enam.

Moga kau dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki.
Moga Allah sentiasa pelihara.

Untuk mesej dalam telefon memang tiada peluang.
Tulis dalam sini, mungkin kau tak baca.

Apapun..

Selamat dua puluh enam tahun Muhammad Asyraf Khazari.

Pujangga

2015-01-26T19:26:00.000+08:00

Jika kau tak lupa janji,
Aku pasti kau ada di sini.
Jika kau tak lupa usaha,
Aku pasti kita sedia bersama.

Kau bilang..

Walau aku tak mampu jadi Sirius,
Sekurangnya aku mampu jadi Polaris.

Dan nyata..

Hidup benar benar menguji diri,
Kerana kau tampil begitu meninggi diri.
Hidup benar benar untuk buat keputusan,
Kerana yang kau ambil, begitu menyeksakan.

Moga bahagia sentiasa bersama,
Walau kita tiada bersama.

Dan,

Kuatmu moga menjadi teman,
Agar aku mampu bertahan.

ayu;
hujan.renyai.januari.26

SELFISH

2015-01-21T12:47:00.002+08:00

I was the person who believe long distance relationship is no big deal.

I was the person who believe distance is just a distance.

I was, up till last year.

Now..

I cant tolerate with distance.

You can say I am selfish.

I really am.

Cause I cant tolerate with them, ANYMORE.

#realiti #8

2015-01-07T23:43:00.000+08:00

Experiences taught me lots about life.

Sad. Happy. Angry. Dissapointment. Almost everything.

I was nothing close about handling these emotions,things.

Now Im waaaay better, and am proud.

My ultimate way to handle is;

TO DEAL.

Be yourself. Dont hide your emotions.

If you sad,cry.
If you happy, smile.
If you mad, throw away.

To show how much strong you are, is to make things once, and for all. After that, happpiness is all yours.

:)

Tahun baru.

2015-01-02T03:07:00.000+08:00

My name is Nursyahida Edayu Yunus. Im 24 years, 8 months, 28 days.

Tahun baru ini?

Tiada yang lebih macam tahun tahun sebelum. Tiada yang istimewa.

Cuma..

Im wishing to be Bold, and Bold. Kenapa bold?

Kerana tahun tahun sebelum ini asyik rapuh. Hancur.

Moga Allah perkenan doa dan harapan ini.

#realiti #7

2014-12-31T14:55:00.001+08:00

Bukan semua orang suka kita.

Dan..

Kita bukannya suka semua orang.

Life is beautiful, yet simple.

Kau tak suka, tak apa. Kau suka okay la.

Jangan tak suka, buat buat suka, lepas tu belakang dia kau goreng kaw kaw.

Uncle Bob cakap Dont complicate your mind.

This kind of person exist everywhere anywhere in this world. Around me? Belambak!

Im a bad person. Dont play around.

Peace!

#flashback #9

2014-12-30T22:55:00.002+08:00

I missed those moments.

When you miss, you call.
When you hungry, you ask for accompany.
When you sad, you share.
When you happy, you tell.
When you cant sleep, you text.

I pray to Allah for a good journey.

#flashback

#flashback #8

2014-12-29T01:05:00.001+08:00

September 2011.

April 2012.

May 2013.

April 2014.

My instinct was almost never wrong.

Sometimes, you just have to pretend that things dont happen,and..

Try to forget them.

Eventhough at the end of the day, youre the one hurt.

Tapi..

"Kalau sudah sampai 4 kali kena tipu, tetap juga anggap tiada apa yang berlaku memang bodoh la namanya." - Nana

The stupid mentioned above was me.

#flashback

#realiti #6

2014-12-27T15:48:00.002+08:00

1) You have one time..

The time when you really need someone to be with you, and..

The person was not around.

And..

2) You have one time..

The time when you really need someone to be with you, and..

The person was there, waiting you.

Its getting bored to always experience the first one.

I wish I could always be in the second situation.

:(

#realiti #5

2014-12-26T14:40:00.000+08:00

Things dont always happen the way we want them be.

#flashback #7

2014-12-26T04:24:00.003+08:00

"Im moving on.." -sept 2013-

"Im moving on.." -oct 2014-

Almost there.

Sikit lagi, dan aku akan lepaskan semuanya.

Semua sekali.

#flashback