Good morning Vietnam

vulgarcriminal — Wed, 21 May 2003 10:48:47 GMT

Right-0.

So, things have been strange lately. I've been trying to let a few things go, complicated things, things that have been going on for far too long. The thing of it is, whilst I go on about how spoiled and insignificant Western society is today, I'm not blameless. I'm both of those things as well.

Ever want to let something go, just to find you couldn't? I've always had a problem with that. Bleah. I don't feel guilty anymore. I think I may be slowly losing my grip on moral high ground. 7th layer of hell? Probably not after the next few weeks. I'll be burning in the secret level baby, hopefully with some alcohol.

I've been drinking so fucking much lately, which I attribute to a need to hide. My job is stressful and I'm overwhelmed. I'm not sure I can do it. At the same time I'm more centered than I've been in ages. I feel good about those things.

And not nearly as lonely.

BTW, hi there some new-ish people on my friends list. This thing usually only gets updated if I have something seeeeeecret to say {or angsty.} More regular updates can be found here

Hmmmm

vulgarcriminal — Sat, 22 Feb 2003 12:23:59 GMT

Thinking of making this the other facet of my personality.

(BTW, thank you Jason. :D)

The deadjournal has a tendency to get more depressed than Martin Gore on a come down with a bottle of vodka listening to Leonard Cohen.

(Or me. Can I be baby Martin Gore?)

So, you know, double dose of depression probably not so healthy for any of us really.

Amusing thing of the day:
People insist on covering Brian Adams. Ew.

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It's just a ride.

Good morning Vietnam

Hmmmm