Tay Talk. Or rather, God Talk.

not a fan.

2012-01-09T12:17:00.032-07:00

fan: an enthusiastic admirer.

In the Gospels, Jesus never seemed too interested in fans.

Is that how you define your relationship with Him? An "enthusiastic admirer"? Close enough to Jesus to get the benefits but not so close to require sacrifice?

He was looking for followers. Not just any follower though, but a...

completely. committed. follower.

How would things change if you lived as Jesus lived, and loved the way He loved?

Maybe you’re ready to join the hundreds of people who have stepped across a line and said:

I am not a fan.

Are you a follower of Jesus?

Don’t answer too quickly.

In fact, you may want to read this book before you answer at all. Consider it a “Define the Relationship” conversation to determine exactly where you stand. You may indeed be a passionate, fully devoted follower of Jesus. Or, you may be just a fan who admires Jesus but isn’t ready to let him cramp your style. Then again, maybe you’re not into Jesus, period.

In any case, don’t take the question—Are you a follower of Jesus?—lightly.

Some people don’t know what they’ve said yes to and other people don’t realize what they’ve said no to, says Pastor Kyle Idleman . But Jesus is ready to clearly define the relationship he wants with his followers.

Not a Fan calls you to consider the demands and rewards of being a true disciple. With frankness sprinkled with humor, Idleman invites you to live the way Jesus lived, love the way he loved, pray the way he prayed, and never give up living for the One who gave his all for you.

A taste...

chapter 5

following jesus

or following the rules?

Matthew 23

Do you remember the story of Matt Emmons? He was one shot away from claiming victory in the 2004 Olympics. He was competing in the 50-meter three-position rifle event. He didn't even need a bull's-eye to win. His final shot merely needed to be on target. Normally, the shot he made would have received a score of 8.1, more than enough for a gold medal. But in what described as "an extremely rare mistake in elite competition," Emmons fired at the wrong target. Standing in lane two, he fired at the target in lane three. His score for a good shot at the wrong target: 0. Instead of a medal, Emmons ended up in eighth place.

That's a picture of what happens to a lot of fans. If you asked them, "Are you a fan or a follower?" they would confidently respond "follower." It's not a question of their effort or desire. They are following hard. Here is the problem; it's not Jesus they are following. Without realizing it, they are aiming at the wrong target. Instead of following Jesus they are following religious rules and rituals. They have confused the targets.

In Matthew 23, Jesus tries to get the attention of a group of fans known as the religious leaders. If you were trying to determine who were fans and who were followers in Jesus' day, it would be likely that these religious leaders would quickly be identified as the followers. They had a mastery of the Scriptures and were considered expert theologians. They were especially known for their strict observance of the law. They would have received high scores for their religious rule keeping, but that's not the target Jesus was most concerned about. Following rules kept them focused on the outside, but who they were on the inside is what Jesus paid attention to. And the problem with these religious leaders is that, like many fans, who they were on the outside didn't match up with what was on the inside. In this chapter Jesus preaches one of his last sermons here on earth and it's directed right at these religious leaders. He doesn't hold anything back. If you grew up thinking of Jesus as a Mr. Rogers of Nazareth who was always smiling, winking at people, and wearing a sweater vest, the tone Jesus takes with these religious leaders may surprise you. The name of the sermon we're going to study is not "Won't You Be My Neighbor?" This sermon is traditionally called "The Seven Woes."

The word "woe" is an onomatopoeia--a word where the definition comes from is sound. The word "woe" is both an expression of grief and curse. Seven times in his sermon Jesus says, "Woe to you..." Each "Woe" is followed by a scathing rebuke. This isn't a warning by Jesus. He isn't caustioning the religious leaders. He isn't offering them counsel or advice. Jesus is going to strongly oppose these religious leaders because he doesn't want people to confuse following the rules with following him. His indictments against these religious leaders should serve as a warning to those fans who consider themselves followers because of their religious rule keeping and Christian credentials.

...

It may rock your boat of comfort. (I know it did mine.)

The Truth can do that.

There is no way to follow Jesus without Him interfering with your life.

So, are you a Fan or a Follower?
not a fan.

Dwell.

2012-01-05T15:00:00.003-07:00

Dear Jesus,

People ask me how being a mom is. I respond with, I love every split second. However, I am then left thinking--Gosh, that really doesn't give credit where created is due. Loving every split second seems like an understatement of how I truly feel about being a mom. It's like trying to describe that one delicious dish I had on vacation, at the one particular restaurant that I can't remember the name of because the meal itself took over all thoughts and senses. It's that good but gooder. Yet, even that explanation doesn't shed enough light on the matter.

There are many days, moments, and minutes that I dwell on her tiny face. It's not until I feel my teeth and jaw aching in pain that I realize I have been unconsciously clenching my teeth out of love for her very being.

Do you clench Your teeth when You admire Your children? Are there simply no words or comparison to explain how I feel about being a mom?

I have taken over 2,500 photos of my baby since she was born. She's only been alive for 87 days! Are You that obsessed and distracted by our every move, sound, and smile?

Many moments of disbelief have engulfed my soul when trying to fathom the love You have for me. I sit and dwell in the love I have for my tiny bundle and then surrender to Your majesty of love that I am unable to comprehend.

At night when I am unable to sleep I sit on the sofa, listening and waiting. Waiting in anticipation for a tremble of noise in the dark. Her noise. A noise that calls out in need of me. Here I am sweet tiny, here I am. There is no hesitation or second thought to hold her near; comforting, loving, dwelling. As if I had been away for days, the moment I engulf her sent and touch it brings me back to a place of firsts.

That is how you love, huh? Quickly, without hesitation. Never failing.

Since born, I have watched our blessing grow. Eyes that jump with life, actively take in each view before her. At times when her sight meets my own, I stare into the deep blue of innocence and magic, wondering if the eyes of my child compare to Yours. Unhindered by the world of gluttony, sorrow, and sin.

I think of You often as my time here runs by. Dwelling in Your creation of love. The love that no words or comparison can describe. The love I have for her is a gift You have given me. A gift that reflects a mere fraction of the love You have for me.

I love You--I love You. As only words can describe.

Taylee

A time to take inventory and count your BLESSINGS.

2011-11-24T12:07:00.001-07:00

The other day while sitting at a stop sign in downtown Park City, a young man pulled up next to me on his bicycle. Being the gentleman I am, I gestured for him to proceed. What I witnessed next was something that left me with a lump in my throat. As he pulled away from the intersection, I saw he was operating the bike with one leg. His left had been amputated.

My first thought was not one based on empathy; it was one of sheer admiration. Here was a disabled person who wanted to stay in the hunt, a person who saw no limitations and no boundaries that would trap him in his disability. It reminded me of the winter 22 years ago when I came off the slopes from my first experience of skiing in a sit ski, specially designed for people who cannot stand. The run was invigorating, and it tested my limits, but it was what I saw in the locker room that I'll never forget.

It was the Park City Handicapped Sports office (now the National Ability Center) locker room and full of noise, small pools of melted snow and people struggling to get into-and-out-of-boots and parkas. I remember a young woman with garbled speech and jerky movements, the result of a head injury. A volunteer led a blind 18-year-old boy around the locker room to let him oriented so he could get suited up. My own instructor, an amputee who had stepped on a land mine in Vietnam, was there as well. There were the parents, too, waiting outside as their kids came off the slopes, some of them smiling ear to ear, others tearing up as their children made it down and into their arms.

As I watched the man on the bicycle disappear around the corner, and I recalled those kids skiing down the mountain, I thought again how impressive they all were in handling adversity. It was the grace and courage that would define their lives, not the obstacles they had to overcome.

This Thanksgiving, and every day of your life, thank God you can see the sunlight as you awake, as there are those who can't. When you sit down for your meal, bow your head in thanks, for there are many who are hungry. Thank God for your family and friends, for there are many who are alone. And in our country today, there is much human suffering as millions are without jobs, so give Him thanks for yours.

Most of all, give God thanks for the hope that each day brings. For it is hope that rekindles the human spirit, helps us answer the bell every day and gives of us courage to make our own way down the mountain.

Happy Thanksgiving 2011!

By John Shuff (salt lake magazine, December 2011)

A CREED

FOR THOSE WHO HAVE SUFFERED

I asked God for strength, that I am achieve.

I was made weak, that I may learn humbly to obey.

I asked for health that I may do great things.

I was given infirmity, that I might do better things.

I asked for riches, that I might be happy.

I was given poverty, that I might be wise.

I asked for power, that I might have the praise of men.

I was given weakness, that I might feel the need of God.

I asked for all things, that I might enjoy life.

I was given life, that I might enjoy all things...

I got nothing I asked for--but everything I had hoped for.

Almost despite myself,

my unspoken prayers were answered.

I am, among men, most richly blessed!

-ROY CAMPANELLA

(SEEN POSTED ON THE BACK OF A LOCKER

AT THE NATIONAL ABILITY CENTER, PARK CITY)

...

Lord God,

Humbly I bow down. Humbly I thank you for all that You have done and continue to do in my life. May Your abundant love and grace pour out to the millions.

Amen.

Q & A

2011-11-21T11:19:00.005-07:00

Q: Why were you created?

A: To glorify God.

First reaction.

2011-11-14T14:29:00.003-07:00

Word is out that the new H&M store is open here.

Today I heard that there is a line of people wrapped outside the doors, waiting to go in.

...

Why don't people get that excited about Jesus?

A reminder.

2011-11-12T15:47:00.000-07:00

I'm a mom.

2011-11-04T15:32:00.000-06:00

I'm a mom. And every moment of my day is spent basking in the beauty of the tiny creature that was formed inside of me. She captivates my moments with small ears, full luxurious lips, and long thin fingers. The brown hair that covers her head is softer then any fine linen, hardly felt between my fingers when touched. I kiss the nap of her neck, inhaling deeply each time, as if trying to breath in a bite of her.

I hover over her crib during times of rest and wait for the tentative behavior to return. Scooping her up in my arms before the first stretches of awake take place, so to enjoy them myself. While she sleeps I admire the intricate creation of God. How perfectly He knit together each muscle, joint, and bone. How the heart beats rapidly, giving no rest to self, but sustaining each molecular cell that makes up the human body. Created from dust--dry and bare, we were formed in His image; whole, beautiful, and good. And while sin set us apart, I look at my baby and pray that His glory will shine through the dark as she continues on growing and learning.

I'm told they grow so fast. That time slips away quickly.

I'm not worried about the time, only enjoying the now with tiny toes that I kiss. Praying that God will show His time to be thriving and full of Him. If He wills for tomorrow, then I thank Him for another day to glorify His name by being a mom centered in Christ, sure to share the love of Jesus to my tiny.

In one week it will have been one month since the day I gave birth--the experience that has forever left an imprint on my heart. Each day I take a moment to remember the time leading up to her arrival; sure to never forget. The near death pain, the strength felt from the big guys arms holding me in place from the lack of self-strength. The numbing silence that turned into glass shattering screams. How eyes drew near, words of persistence rang out, and unknown energy arose and took place. I wanted to feel her come out of me. Feel what God Himself had blessed me with. Feel the very thing that would in fact change my life forever.

God is Good. My daughter is proof enough for me to stand on mountain tops and scream of His grace and glory.

I'm a mom. Tickled silly by the over flowing joy and love that is bursting from within.

...

Lord God,

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Amen.

Some Truth.

2011-10-20T09:38:00.000-06:00

"A bible that’s falling apart usually belongs to someone who isn’t.”

-Charles Spurgeon

Have a blessed day!

Dying to self.

2011-10-18T17:28:00.000-06:00

Living Sacrifice - A Biblical Truth
As Christians, we're called to give ourselves to God as a "living sacrifice." The Apostle Paul helps us understand this truth in his letter to the believers in Rome:

I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that you present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your reasonable service. And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God. (Romans 12:1-2)

Living Sacrifice - Dying to Self
So, how do we truly present ourselves to God as a living sacrifice? In a nutshell, we must die to our prior selves. This concept is wonderfully presented in this anonymous poem…

When you are forgotten, neglected, or purposely set at naught, and you don't sting or hurt with the oversight, but your heart is happy being counted worthy to suffer for Christ;

That is dying to self.

When your good is evil spoken of, when your wishes are crossed, your advice disregarded, your opinion ridiculed, and you refuse to let anger rise in your heart or even defend yourself, but take it all in patient, loving silence;

That is dying to self.

When you lovingly and patiently bear any disorder, any irregularity, any annoyance; when you can stand face to face with waste, folly, extravagance, spiritual insensibility, and endure it as Jesus did;

That is dying to self.

When you are content with any food, and offering, any raiment, any climate, any society, any solitude, any interruption by the will of God;

That is dying to self.

When you never care to refer to yourself in conversation or record your own good works or itch after commendation, when you can truly love to be unknown;

That is dying to self.

When you can see your brother prosper and have his needs met, and can honestly rejoice with him in spirit and feel no envy, nor question God, while your own needs are far greater and you are in desperate circumstances;

That is dying to self.

When you can receive correction and reproof from one of less stature than yourself and can humbly submit, inwardly as well as outwardly, finding no rebellion or resentment rising up within your heart;

That is dying to self.

...

www.AllAboutFollowingJesus.org

Not forgotten

2011-09-21T19:07:00.001-06:00

One would think that because my time is well spent growing a baby, that I would in turn have this space updated daily. But alas, I don't. And I apologize to those that come for Good News often. From the lack thereof, I wanted to provide you with a few other resources that I and fellow followers of Jesus enjoy.

K-Love

Proverbs 31 Ministries

A Holy Experience
The High Calling
Living Proof Ministries

Family Life
(in)courage

Know that while my blog may not update frequently, I am still around for questions, prayer and support.
You are not forgotten.

...

In follow-up from the previous post, do note that all is well with our tiny slice of pie. She has two weeks left of baking, and out she'll come; sweeter then ever.

Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins. 1 Peter 4:8

Trust Him.

2011-09-01T16:52:00.002-06:00

Our surroundings have began to change this past month; pink and purple, frill and sparkles. I have been told the stack of blankets I have will not be enough, and that the box of 900 baby wipes will quickly be gone. The crib in the corner is temporarily empty, and although the time is near, we still find moments of disbelief that our 2 will soon become 3.

Today I did little. Giving all thought and attention to the movement inside.

Yesterday I went to the doctor. Leaving with tears and worry, rather then the joy of progression.

It's said that ignorance is bliss, yet I laugh at the very thought as I type it. We let our minds construe the outcomes of situations, not truly knowing if all will go as planned. What bliss is there in not knowing completely? Failure is truly a possibility. With failure comes disappointment. And I have never known bliss and disappointment to be in the same sentence. Yet we continue on our journey through life with the ignorance that all will go according to a good plan; our plan, of what we know.

Yesterday my ignorance was slapped across my face. And like many times before I am reminded the lack of control I have over anything.

As the day continued to unfold, so did my mind. In a whirl-wind of a storm I began to let my thoughts travel into the dark, thinking of the worst what-ifs, dismissing the very fact that I had been told by the doctor not to worry. How dare the perfect picture of my daughter I had thought-up be disrupted by the possibility of something being wrong. And as I say the words aloud, I crumble in my seat, ashamed of putting my own ignorance before the power of God.

This morning as I lay, my hands held my tummy as my mind was on Him. Praying for forgiveness, asking for strength in Him, and giving great thanks for the blessings that overflow daily. I spoke His word, allowing His Truth to put rest of the anxiety and fear that overwhelmed my soul.

...trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight... Proverbs 3:5

...Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. Matthew 6:34

As I got out of bed I walked into the kitchen, checking my cell phone for missed calls or text messages.

1 text from the big guy. And it read...

Lover--give your worries up to God. His will, will be done and we can do NOTHING to change that. Our baby will be loved by God and us no matter how big or small she is. Trust in Him and follow His spirit. I will do the same. I love you very much and He loves you more.

How easily I let the knowing of His magnificence deplete when times don't go according to my plan. His will should be the only will I let lead my life. His will is my life.

My God loves me, and He will not flee or let me wander aimlessly about. I will trust in Him with all my heart.

5 more weeks.

5 more weeks.

The Joy of Relationship

2011-08-20T10:56:00.004-06:00

I know that the last few posts have been words from my own, and alas, today is going to be the same. I am just finishing up a six week study that is based on learning to pray God's Word; a concept I had never thought about prior. Not only has it allowed depth and greater insight to Scripture, but the personal experiences Beth touches on has allowed for my own personal reflection and understanding of who God is and what the relationship He desires to have with me looks like.

Today's study left me face down, in the dirt to God's magnificence. It has taken me YEARS to grasp the understanding that I am FULLY forgiven of my past and present sin. And I say that with no intention of thinking that even now I fully understand it. Because the more and more I learn of who this living God is, the more I realize how big He truly is, and the fact that I will NEVER fully know everything about Him.

As you read below you will find highlighted sentences. They indicated the points that resonate with my personal story of sin. And while no one, but God, knows the sin that use to bind me, I do want to put emphasis on those points that rocked my soul and brought great conviction. Because perhaps like me, at times, you feel that your experience with sin is different. That no one else could possibly understand or relate to what you have gone through or continue to go through. Hear me when I say: Your sin is no greater or worse than anyone else. Which leaves us all on the same battle field with Satan; equal in sin. Yet equal in receiving forgiveness from Him.

So, here we go with today's study. I pray that the words will resonate in a way that brings you understanding and light to enjoying God.

As the deer pants for

streams of water,

so my soul pants for

you, O God.

My soul thirsts for God,

for the living God.

When can I go and meet with God?

Ps. 42:1-2

You know I feel a closeness and affection for you that I cannot describe...even with all my adjectives! So I am going to be bold and ask you a very personal question. The honest answer to this question shapes the quality of your life more than anything I know. Do you enjoy God?

I'm not asking if you believe God or if you seek to glorify Him. Probably, finding satisfaction in Him will lead you to enjoy His presence, and certainly experiencing God's peace will incline you toward Him. Ultimately, however, life comes down to whether you enjoy God.

I love to be around people who are knowledgeable and interesting. I like people who are at least somewhat demonstrative and who care about others. I want to be around people who have something to say and who are willing to listen. I do hope you have found God to be all those things in your life.

You automatically know that I believe God is worth glorifying. One reason I believe so is because nobody satisfies the way He does. Only in His presence can you find peace in the midst of the greatest challenges imaginable.

I hope you see all that we've been doing coming together here. If you are enjoying God's presence, I want you to enjoy Him more and more. If you aren't, I see two possible causes.

You might still not believe He satisfies. If that's where you are, don't beat yourself up over it. Continue to get to know Him through His Word. I promise the more you know Him, the more you will believe He can meet your need.

On the other hand, you may genuinely believe God and still have difficulty enjoying His presence. Could the problem be the work of the accuser? That is Satan's game, you know. Revelation 12:10 identifies him as the "accuser of our brothers, who accuses them before our God day and night."

I've said many times that Satan lacks creativity. He just keeps doing the same tried-and-false things. He wants to keep you out of God's presence, so he accuses you. He can't keep you out of heaven, but as long as Satan can keep you feeling too guilty to be in the presence of God, he wins a small victory.

If you have confessed and repented of known sin and still fill ashamed in the presence of the Father, something is wrong. Never in all of Scripture did Christ resist the repentant sinner. He resisted the proud and the self-righteously religious but never the humble and repentant. Indeed, forgiveness is why He came.

Some issues are more gray than others, but we've now arrived at a place we can see black and white: once true repentance has taken place, any accusation and guilt we continue to feel is the enemy. We need to be certain that we have experienced genuine repentance.

Godly sorrow brings

repentance that leads

to salvation and leaves

no regret, but worldly

sorrow brings death.

2 Cor. 7:10

What does 2 Corinthians 7:10 tell us leads to repentance?

spiritual warfare
godly sorrow
open rebuke

Genuine repentance does not mean merely regretting that we have sinned. Repentance comes from godly sorrow over our sin. Satanic accusation leads to crushing guilt.

Please trust me when I say that I know about this guilt issue. Satan has used guilt, condemnation, and accusation to nearly be the death of me at times. You see, I was a young child when I received Christ, and yet I have sinned and failed miserably in my life. I nearly have to fight not to be jealous over the testimonies of those who only knew the real pit of sin prior to their salvation and have walked faithfully since. Every horrible sin I've ever committed has been as a believer.

Oh, what grief strikes my heart again even as I share this testimony. As I grow to love Christ more, every now and then a wave of grief will come over me about my past sin, and I will cry to myself, How could you have done such a thing to Him? If I don't stop and pray immediately...restating Christ's love for me and my righteousness in Him...Satan will interpret my wave of sorrow as a vulnerability to accusation, and he will proceed with a hurricane of condemnation. I have had to become extremely proactive against his accusations. You must, too.

You and I are about to cease cooperating with Satan's schemes. Amen? If we've never developed godly sorrow over a certain sin, let's ask God fro godly sorrow! Then hang on, because He will be faithful to do it! If we have repented of sin and yet guilt keeps assailing us, let's start refusing to absorb the accuser's attacks anymore, fighting back with prayer and God's Word.

In the life of a believer, guilt experienced before we've repented of the specific sin is the conviction of the Holy Spirit. Guilt experienced after repentance is the condemnation of the evil one. Please hear this with your heart: If you have truly repented of sin, you are forgiven no matter how you happen to feel. Remember, Christ boldly proclaimed that He has "authority on earth to forgive sins" (see Matt. 9:6).

If we repent of sin and still let the evil one convince us to refuse forgiveness, what are we implying about Jesus?

Are we saying that we can do our part (repenting) but Christ can't do His part (forgiving)? I finally realized my unwillingness to accept Christ's complete forgiveness after my genuine repentance was an authority problem. I was in effect saying Christ couldn't do His job. I found myself having to repeat for refusing to receive forgiveness!

Please end your day's study with a time of prayer. Let me suggest a prayer project. Begin to personalize the psalms by praying through them. For today pray Psalm 121.

-Living Free, Beth Moore. Day 2, Week 6, Pg 92-95.

Enjoying God's Presence

2011-08-17T17:18:00.000-06:00

² When you pass through the waters,
   I will be with you;
and when you pass through the rivers,
   they will not sweep over you.
When you walk through the fire,
   you will not be burned;
   the flames will not set you ablaze.
³ For I am the LORD your God,
   the Holy One of Israel, your Savior.
Isaiah 43:2-3

I doubt that any believer feels God's wonderful presence every second of every day. Sometimes we're challenged to simply believe He's with us because He promised (Heb. 13:5). That's faith.

We need to clarify what enjoying God's presence does and does not mean. Don't think because you have struggles, you are not enjoying God's presence. For example, consider that God's Word often tells us not to fear; yet not all our fears are unfounded. Think about it. Our present society poses many real threats.

What does the phrase "when you pass through the rivers" in Isaiah 43:2 suggest to you?

God may lead me through some tough places.
Walking with God will result in trouble-free living.
Swimming classes start at 9:00.

Enjoying God's presence does not mean difficult things don't happen to His children. If nothing frightening will happen to us, how can the assurance of God's constant presence quiet our fears? Psalm 139:7-12 assures us that God's presence is with us always. "Even the darkness will not be dark" to our God. Hebrews 13:5 assures us that "never will I leave you; never will I forsake you." We cannot escape God, but we do not always sense His presence.

God's presence in our lives is absolutely unchanging, but the evidence of His presence varies. Sometimes God may purposely alter the evidence. We may receive the most benefit from seeing many visible prints of His invisible hands during a difficult season. Other times we may profit most from seeing fewer evidences. God does not love us less when He gives us fewer evidences. He simply desires to grow us up and teach us to walk by faith.

What did Jesus say to His disciples in Matthew 14:25-32?

"Take courage! It is I."
"Take courage! I am calming the storm."
"Take courage! God is watching you."

In the midst of a storm Jesus came walking on the water. To His terrified disciples He said: "'Take courage! It is I. Don't be afraid.'" But the storm continued to rage until He got into the boat. The point is not that we have nothing to fear but that His presence is the basis for our courage.

Christ does not always immediately calm the storm, but he is always willing to calm His child on the basis of His presence. "Don't worry! I know the winds are raging and the waves are high, but I am God over both. If I let them continue to swell, it's because I want you to see Me walking on the water." We'll probably never learn to enjoy our storms, but we can learn to enjoy God's presence in the storm!

In Psalm 16:11 David confidently proclaimed, "You will fill me with joy in your presence." The Hebrew word for joy is simchah, which means "glee, gladness, joy, pleasure, rejoice(ing)." We can learn to enjoy God's presence even when life is not enjoyable. I can't explain it, but I've experienced it over and over.

Are you one who always needs a set of prints for reassurance? The most wonderful set of fingerprints God left with His invisible hand is probably within your reach this very moment...His Word. When it all comes down, we either choose to believe or disbelieve God. Once we chose to accept His presence as a fact, we can be free to go on to enjoyment.

-Living Free, Beth Moore. Day 1, Week 6, Pg 89-91

Summer Reads

2011-08-11T16:35:00.000-06:00

The summer is going to be coming to end just as quickly as it came. In 3 days the big guy and I will celebrate our first year of marriage. In 2 months we will be holding our first.

Time goes quickly.

My summer has been busily calm and reflective. I have enjoyed the minutes in each day, allowing time to have its way, at whatever pace it demands.

Between spending time in the word, reading books by others who explain the word, and being surrounded by conversations led by the word, God has revealed His character in new light. I laugh at the thought of ever thinking I could understood His way fully. His convictions are never ending; both small and large. I have witnessed His hand take hold of situations and morph them into His doing. He continually reveals His power over mine, and I am left in awe of His greatness and glory.

Because I have been such a book worm this summer, I thought I would take a minute and introduce you to the Good God Reads I have devoured!

I finished A Lineage of Grace today; my 3rd of Francine Rivers. And all I can say is WOW! And if you don't want to take my word for it, click over and read the reviews.

Earlier this summer I read another book of hers, The Last Sin Eater. Again, WOW!

Lastly of her books that I have read is Redeeming Love. Again-Again, WOW! Read it.

The Prisoner in the Third Cell by Gene Edwards-A short, intimate story through the eyes of John the Baptist.

This next one, Has Christianity Failed You? by Ravi Zacharias, I have not read...YET! but will soon (I have heard some amazing things about it).

Ravi Zacharias sat down with Danielle DuRant to discuss his forthcoming book Has Christianity Failed You? (Zondervan: June 2010). This interview appears in the back of this book. Taken from Has Christianity Failed You? by RAVI ZACHARIAS. Copyright © 2010 by Ravi Zacharias. Used by permission of Zondervan. www.zondervan.com

DD: Given the amazing promises of Scripture and the way the church often proclaims the message that God answers prayer and the desires of our heart if we just have enough faith, it’s difficult to not feel disappointed when our prayers aren’t answered as we had hoped or in our expected time frame. What advice would you give to the person who once held firm, perhaps even rigid, expectations of God, and now struggles with halfhearted prayers and even resignation?

RZ: If we were to draw out the really hard questions of this book, this area would be where probably more people have faltered or have found what they feel is a legitimate gripe against God. It would be easy to dismiss this in the simplistic answers— you know, “God wants you to be patient,” and “Between the promise and the performance is the parenthesis.” The thing is, the parenthesis sometimes seems terribly protracted, so much so that you never see the performance of the promise.

I find it amazing how Jesus dealt with prayer and how in the critical moments of his own calling, he stepped aside to pray. I find it absolutely fascinating that the biblical writers tell us how he prayed and what he prayed. If they had been manufacturing a persona of Jesus, they would never have told us the things he prayed for because clearly his prayers were often unanswered. His high priestly prayer, if anything, is one of the huge gaps between prayer and performance. The parenthesis seems to be very long. Nearly two thousand years have gone by since he prayed that we would be one, and you can’t even find us being one in one church, let alone in all of Christendom. So it says to me, as Jesus reminded us in the Lord’s Prayer, that I need to pray much more about my relationship with God and my understanding of his kingdom than with a wish list in front of me. The thing we may be missing most in our approach to prayer is a clear understanding of what communion with God really means. Such an understanding is able to cover a multitude of unanswered prayers and will give us the confidence of knowing that God is with us and that we can depend on him to sustain us with peace and fulfillment and meaning, even at the end of a dark day or in the midst of a dark night of the soul.

Through prayer, God is preparing the wineskin to receive the new wine of grace. This is the work of God. If we think his desire is only to give us what we ask for, we misunderstand the process of preparing the wineskin.

DD: You’ve expressed that in any intimate relationship there will be times of distance or even a sense of dryness. So perhaps we ought not to be surprised when we feel this in our relationship with God. What do you do during times of spiritual dryness? Are there particular authors, books, sermons, or disciplines that you turn to when you feel the passion that you long for just isn’t there?

RZ: If there is anybody who has not experienced what you have described, I really want to touch them. It’s not only a common thing; it can be a frequent thing. It’s like C. S. Lewis’s Screwtape telling the junior devil, “Encourage their horror of the Same Old Thing.” I think that’s actually what’s happened to the West right now. We’ve heard the gospel so much that we’re experiencing the horror of the same old thing. So we buy into nonsensical notions that are actually bizarre while sounding sophisticated. They don’t make any sense, but they come with mystical, new terminology, and we are wowed by them. This is why, by the way, I think people church-hop. There are no more unexpected moments at the church they’ve been going to, and all of a sudden, it’s the same old thing—and so they move on to something new.

The human ability to remain firm in our convictions and commitments is very, very limited. That’s why I think good reading, good viewing, and good friendships are good places in which to find renewal.

There are so many considerations to the dryness we may experience at any given time. You may not feel well, or you may be tired— all of this takes its toll on you. Sometimes a lack of discipline or a lack of perseverance may well be because of lack of sleep. It could be your mind, your body, is tired, and you need a vacation.

You may have become stagnant because your reading material is not helping your growth process. Reading a variety of authors is a good way to light a new spark within you. I love reading biographies. I love reading authors whose language is outstanding because they quicken the imagination by just the right turn of phrase. Sometimes all it takes is one phrase to turn your life around.

You have to have variety in your devotional life, in your relational life, in your church life. And it is important to remain balanced—to keep physically healthy, to keep your viewing life enchanted so that you’re looking at the right things. That’s one advantage I have in my life: I’m in new places so often that I experience an enormous array of God’s diversity.

IT'S GOING TO BE GOOD!

Lastly, I am currently reading The Names of God. This is proving to be a sort of application read, bringing me back and forth from its contents, to the bible, and back. My interest in this book came from a discussion that was brought up in my womens group. We were reading a passage that had Lord spelled out in two different ways; Lord and LORD. Both refer to God in a different way, which was then explained by others that knew this. While I and many others were left speechless of this new finding, I immediately came home and purchased this book which had been recommend. It is riveting! And I assure you that you will be blown away at all your new findings!

There you have it! Not a lot, but a good hand full that will keep you entertained, all the while keeping the focus where it should be; on Him. Enjoy!

Sharing from my study.

2011-08-02T12:46:00.003-06:00

The biggest injustice of pride--It cheats wherever it plays.

My name is Pride. I am a cheater.

I cheat you of your God-given destiny…

because you demand your own way.

I cheat you of contentment…

because you “deserve better than this.”

I cheat you of knowledge…

because you already know it all.

I cheat you of healing…

because you are too full of you to forgive.

I cheat you of holiness…

because you refuse to admit when you are wrong.

I cheat you of vision…

because you’d rather look in the mirror than out a window.

I cheat you of genuine friendship…

because nobody’s going to know the real you.

I cheat you of love…

because real romance demands sacrifice.

I cheat you of greatness in heaven…

because you refuse to wash another’s feet on earth.

I cheat you of God’s glory…

because I convinced you to seek your own.

My name is Pride. I am a cheater.

You like me because you think I’m always looking out for you.

Untrue.

I’m looking to make a fool of you.

God has so much for you, I admit, but don’t worry…

If you stick with me you’ll never know.

-Beth Moore

His Love=No Strings Attached.

2011-08-01T16:36:00.005-06:00

I have been waiting ALL day for this sermon to post online so I could share it with everyone!

While listening to it this past Sunday I nearly leaped out of my chair in praise every minute, after every word spoken!

ENJOY! ENJOY! ENJOY!

"In Christ Alone"_July 31, 2011

¹⁰ I want to know Christ—yes, to know the power of his resurrection and participation in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, ¹¹ and so, somehow, attaining to the resurrection from the dead.
Philippians 3:10-11

Sit with Him.

2011-07-27T11:06:00.004-06:00

I have come here to write many times; writing some, posting for a moment and saving it back to a draft. I read my last post and smile, quickly to come back to the feeling of disconnect. I figure that blueberry bread pudding is nicer to read about then the dry moments I find myself in. And with that said I then laugh at how ignorant I am to keep the dry, empty-disconnect from those that have, have-had, or have-not experienced the same; to deny my truth to others when the journey becomes unsatisfying is ultimately a disservice to God, myself, and you.

⁸ “For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
   neither are your ways my ways,”
   declares the LORD.
⁹ “As the heavens are higher than the earth,
   so are my ways higher than your ways
   and my thoughts than your thoughts.
¹⁰ As the rain and the snow
   come down from heaven,
and do not return to it
   without watering the earth
and making it bud and flourish,
   so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater,
¹¹ so is my word that goes out from my mouth:
   It will not return to me empty,
but will accomplish what I desire
   and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.
¹² You will go out in joy
   and be led forth in peace;
the mountains and hills
   will burst into song before you,
and all the trees of the field
   will clap their hands.
¹³ Instead of the thornbush will grow the juniper,
   and instead of briers the myrtle will grow.
This will be for the LORD’s renown,
   for an everlasting sign,
   that will endure forever.”

Isaiah 55:8-13

My thoughts and ways are what sustain fruitless days and nights. I easily get caught up in one or another and find that days have past since I have sat in His word; His ways are higher. My bones become decrepit and I find the desire to just be. And yet I know that when I stop my pursuit and when I turn to what is easy, that I lose the moments of opportunity to prosper in His light and Truth.

Yesterday, while gathering with women of the same, I was reeled back to the water that flows and gives life. We spoke His word and expounded on the meaning behind it. I prayed alone, repenting for the lack of effort I had given to the only one relationship that matters.

¹⁶ For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. John 3:16

²⁸ “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. ²⁹ Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. ³⁰ For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30

¹ The king rejoices in your strength, LORD.
How great is his joy in the victories you give! Psalms 21:1

¹³ No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to us all. And God is faithful; he will not let you be temptedbeyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it. 1 Corinthians 10:13

⁹ If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. 1 John 1:9

While there are seasons when I pray that God will sustain me from temptation (any and all things that lead me away from Christ; No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to us all. And God is faithful; he will not let you be temptedbeyond what you can bear.) forever, I quickly begin to rejoice for those times when I am brought to the depth, if only momentarily, because when I have had all that I can bear, He takes my face in His hands, bringing my eyes back to meet His.

I do not cower or dwell in regret for the moments in my life when doing nothing seems better then doing something. I don't intentionally decided to sit rather then run, I just know that I can't run forever and sitting finds its way for me. It's when the sitting without Him begins to turn light into a cloudy gray that disables site.

My days are blessed by the big and small, and if only filled with the small, I need not discourage for the lack of size, but give praise for what is. I have learned that through the days of small He can be seen like never before; in new light, with new meaning. Which is all the more reason to never be, sitting alone, but to seek daily for what He gives freely. Because even while sitting, His words can be magnified to great heights and my relationship can then further in depth and understanding.

Lord,

Be with me as I sit.

Let Your word pour out like honey keeping the light in site.

Give me the strength to take up the cross daily, sure to stay on Your path.
Thank You for Your grace.

Amen.

Blueberry Bread Pudding.

2011-07-11T13:39:00.002-06:00

One night we left town.

We sat outside and ate blueberry bread pudding.

We sipped on coffee and watched the people drift up and down the streets.

Conversation was abound, ranging in depth and diversity of topic.

We admired the timber that lined the mountains, surrounding us on all sides.

While the sun was setting we sat beneath a pavilion that echoed the sound of light rain; off and on, while the warmth of the evening lingered.

We overheard a celebration being made with people from all over the world. We wondered what brought them here, to this place, at this time?

Our sweet dessert was followed by joining those that drifted.

Walking hand in hand.

Simple love. Simple surroundings. Simply walking.

It was his idea to get away for the night. Just us two. And Him.

Our time is always based in Him. The One who gives us the time to start with.

We speak in length about the simple blessings received both in and out of the good.

His ways are simple.

We love Him before we love each other.

We laugh and love because He loved us first.

He makes beautiful things out of dust; blueberry bread pudding included.

Just Move.

2011-07-08T07:51:00.004-06:00

I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place.

My eyes are beckoning for me to go back to bed. However my body is ready to run a marathon, sorta. I take that back. I couldn't run a marathon right now if I tried, I would go into labor and kill over far before my time. So, rather a marathon, let's just say a long walk.

Should I stay or should I go?

I dunno, give me a minute of writing and I'll figure it out.

How was your week? Mine feels like a whirl-wind of a tornado. Is it really Friday? The big guy would be the first to point out that, YES, it is in fact Friday and do not forget. Yet I am still feeling Tuesdayish, not ready to have another week speed by, leading to another month gone in the blink of an eye. Do you remember June? Because I don't.

I look back to when I was sixteen and remember counting down the days until I had the piece of plastic in hand that gave me legal right to speed around town, doing as I please. Now, ten years later, I am trying to hold on to every second of each day. In a month it will have been a year since getting married. In four months it will be four years since I graduated college. Zoom-Zoom-Zoom goes the precious time we have.

I think I will go on my really long walk, sleeping seems a waist. Oh but my eyes, they say to stay.

This post could lean of many ways when it comes to God; living for today and not worrying about tomorrow. Or perhaps I could go off of today's devotional, speaking of the will we have been given to be faithful or not, tying that into the will we have daily to make decisions; like going on a walk or going back to bed; which will be more fruit baring? Or I could go off into a completely different direction and talk about joy?

Man. It's going to be one of those days. A good day, but one of those.

So, since I can't decide tit for tat I will simply move. Perhaps if I go stare at my running shoes, I mean walking shoes, they will decide for me.

Have a great Friday.
Take a visit to the God is Good tab and enjoy today's devotional.
Enjoy the fun song.
And remember that on days like today, God will provide you with the direction of where to move.

The Words.

2011-07-06T08:58:00.005-06:00

Words are what make up the noise that flow from our mouths to the ears. We speak without thinking and listen before hearing the whole story. Being silent is hard because the need to feel heard is just that...needed. We all long to feel validated and appreciated by our words. Yet, more often than not, how can words of foul nature ever be taken seriously?

I have spoken many words of filth. Lies that dug trenches, deep and dark. Words of hate and hostility, causing pain and embarrassment. I have called out the faults and fears of others for little gain and triumph. My words have cut deep into the skin of many, leaving scares to remember for a life-time.

I am sorry if you have been a person caught in the line of my fire. I didn't know anything different; being surrounded by others who do the same. In fact, the words that are spoken worldwide are more of seeking self-gain, at whatever cost, then words of love, mercy, and grace. And so how is anyone of us, any better then the next, if we are all running around in circles? Circles that are being driven by words of who said what, your wrong and I'm right, you hurt me-so I'll hurt you.

While we can't escape our words, and some must be said, I'd like to think that most conversations could be without the gossip and wasted sentences that only bring preconceived thoughts that lead to nothing but more gossip and wasted sentences.

Daily I am deceived into poor words by the one who seeks nothing but sin. I catch myself wondering why particular words came flowing so easily from my mouth; as if the Serpents tongue is my own. And then I hear the same language spoken from another, and another. At times the words from those I pass leave me shell shocked and embarrassed; remembering the time in life when I too spoke worse then now. But what words are gooder or worser then others? Speaking sin is speaking sin. Whether tied with vulgar words, lies, or gossip...all the same, all against the words in which God wants us to speak.

When I encounter words of loss I ask myself, Would I speak that way to my mother? Or more importantly, Would I speak that way to God? Those questions are continually answered with, No. And yet, the battle of good words continues; constant repentance for the sin I speak.

Our words are not meant to cast judgment on others, be spoken in vain, or boast about oneself. For only God can pass judgment, and the words we speak should glorify Him alone, not ourselves.

¹⁶ These are the things you are to do: Speak the truth to each other, and render true and sound judgment in your courts; ¹⁷ do not plot evil against each other, and do not love to swear falsely. I hate all this,” declares the LORD. Zechariah 8:16-17

In time I pray that God continues to mold my tongue into one that is best suited for His glory. One that speaks only words of truth, grace, and mercy. I want to please Him in all ways, yet I know that the unclean words that drain unknowingly do not. And it is with continued awareness of my words that I will put forth the daily effort in changing my old language, into one that is like His; loving and pure.

Freedom.

2011-07-04T08:53:00.001-06:00

Today, as a Nation we celebrate our freedom. Freedom declaring our Independence as one nation, under God, indivisible, with liberty, and justice for all.

Our nation is prosperous and offers endless supply of opportunity and the means to concur great battles. The continued growth is seamless and in one place you are met by many who come from different places, with different backgrounds, beliefs, and ideas.

I am blessed to live in a place where I have the freedom to come and go, from one place to the next. Freedom to explore the interest that set me apart from others. And above all, I am free to worship the One creator with whom I find True freedom; freedom in Christ.

...

Lord God,

Today marks one of celebration and tradition. Thank you for your guiding hand to those who have and still are, fighting for our freedom. And while we celebrate those things that make us free on land, may we not let our traditions and past-time trump the freedom which is found in you, Christ Jesus.

True freedom is found in You, and my days are met with prolific gratitude and praise for what was done on my behalf. Your mercy and grace are abundant, and it is through You that I know I am free.

To God be the Glory!

Amen.

Good Morning to You.

2011-07-01T07:44:00.001-06:00

Our mornings are met with the blaring ring of the alarm clock. The big guy is early to rise, as sure is the sun. I watch as he moves from one side of the room to the next, switching the noise to off, sitting down on the edge of the bed with his head hung into his hands. He takes the silence in one last time, tuning His thoughts towards Him who will give him strength and perseverance for one more day.

I tell him goodbye, claiming one more hug that fades the surrounding world away. He will leave and I will stay, beginning a new day in my own way.

The early morning air is crisp and fresh, with recent watered grass that is cool to touch on my toes. Our tiny ball of fur makes way for her spot and I look to the sky where I am met with His first hello bursting in great light. With one deep inhale I thank Him for another sunrise, sure to bring new light, to a new day, with new opportunities to serve Him.

Reentering home I peel the orange that will serve as my morning juice. I am quick in movement with constant thought on His magnificence waiting for my senses to consume; ashamed of the mornings I wasted in bed, rather sitting with Him. As I take the cool glass of freshly squeezed citrus, I escape to the balcony and find my front row seat to the sunrise show; sure to play daily in same rhythmic melody for all to rave and review about.

I've heard it said by many to start your day with Him, before the chaos of the upcoming hours begin to pull your attention away. Perhaps you read, or sit alone in prayer. And while both are suited fine in meeting with His grace, I recommend the fresh air and sunrise to bring you back to none; back to the One.

Good morning to you, and good morning to You.

Swimming Soon.

2011-06-29T10:51:00.005-06:00

Do you remember when you were 5 years old, mom announcing that later in the day you were all going to the swimming pool? Time stopped and nothing else mattered except for when the big hand was on the 6 and the small hand was on the 2. The minutes turned into what felt like centuries. Each time you passed the clock your feet began to drag a little bit more in disappointment as you saw that those stupid hands weren't moving at the speed you expected and needed them to.

And so began our lack of patience and trust. Yet, only growing into grander situations and demands as life moved forward. And the waiting turns from a couple of hours to days, months, or even years.

You keep asking, Why hasn't this come through yet? Have I not been patient long enough? I deserve to see this change! I deserve to be in a better situation! How much longer?

Perhaps your working for a company that belittles their employees and gives no mercy or appreciation.

Maybe you and your spouse have been seeking counseling, hoping for the radical change that will set your love on fire once again.

Maybe you keep failing the one class that holds you back from graduating college.

Or maybe everyday is filled with sorrow and tragedy; you're waiting for the day you can wake up and not have to wonder if something else is going to happen.

Whatever it is, your patience is running thin. Your trust in the possibility of change or saving is depleting into anger and depression.

You find yourself looking up to the heavens and asking, Why Lord? Why have you not delivered me? Regardless that your faith is in Him or not.

You'd take the waiting a few hours to go swimming over the dry desert which appears to have no end in sight.

I know all about the dry desert. About waking up in the mornings, looking at the time, and already wishing the day was over because the patience is gone and the hope of anything good coming from the day is sucked dry. God, I figure that since You have not come through yet, You won't. And so the days became no different then prior, and the mask you wear to hide it all, begins to fit nicely in place; broke-in and comfortable.

Why do we lose patience so easily?

Is it because we see a world that takes matters into their own hands?

This isn't working right so I'll simply build it bigger and better.

I can buy this to fill the void in this.

Yet when will the bigger and better be the biggest and the bestest? And what happens when you have it all and yet have less then when you started.

Why can't we be patient on the One who knows our needs and desires?

The big guy and I have been in a season where we have been patiently waiting. Waiting for change, something new, something better, anything. There have been days where I have found myself letting the doubt seep in. Days that he comes home from work and dreads the minutes to pass because he knows it will only bring him closer to another day of oppression.

And then a phone call.

Change is here! God has answered our prayers! The anticipation and excitement are more than we can bare. The end is so near we can taste it. And it's now that we are shaken awake with the realization that the waiting is not over, and our time to draw nearest to Him is now. Because while we have waited for what seems like eternity, we do not want to act on a quick fix. We don't want our selfishness to get in the way of seeing His way. Our time is His time, and if this time is not provided by Him, but the Serpent who will draw us away, then we will continue in patience. Not to overshadow His personal deliverance.

The Overshadowing of God's Personal Deliverance

God promised Jeremiah that He would deliver him personally-"...your life shall be as a prize to you..." (Jeremiah 39:38). That is all God promises His children. Wherever God sends us, He will guard our lives. Our personal property and possessions are to be a matter of indifference to us, and our hold on these things should be very loose. If this is not the case, we will have panic, heartache, and distress. Having the proper outlook is evidence of the deeply rooted belief in the overshadowing of God's personal deliverance.

The Sermon on the Mount indicates that when we are on a mission for Jesus Christ, there is no time to stand up for ourselves. Jesus says, in effect, "Don't worry about whether or not you are being treated justly." Looking for justice is actually a sign that we have been diverted from our devotion to Him. Never look for justice, we will only begin to complain and to indulge ourselves in the discontent of self-pity, as if to say, "Why should I be treated like this?" If we are devoted to Jesus Christ, we have nothing to do with what we encounter, whether it is just or unjust. In essence, Jesus says, "Continue steadily on with what I have told you to do, and I will guard your life. If you try to guard it yourself, you remove yourself from My deliverance." Even the most devout among us become atheistic in this regard-we do not believe Him. We put our common sense on the throne and then attach God's name to it. We do lean to our own understanding, instead of trusting God with all our hearts (see Proverbs 3:5-6).

...

Soon we will go swimming.

Until then we will turn to Him every hour, rather the clock on the wall, as to not see if the time is going by at the speed we expect it to.

Watch and Listen

2011-06-28T12:38:00.003-06:00

Do you see Him in the rising sun, sure to rise everyday?
Do you see Him in a freshly cut cantaloupe, not missing half, but whole, just as the last?
Do you see Him in the seasons that come and go yearly, all the same?
Do you see Him in the neighbor that shows up unannounced?
Do you see Him through the anger, when things just don't pan our right?
Do you see Him in the home you cleaned on hands and knees?
Do you see Him at the register when the cashier makes a mistake?
Do you see Him while driving, stuck in traffic, making you late?
Do you see Him in the heat that beats down on your face?
Do you see Him in the spouse that can't communicate?
Do you see Him in the letter that was written out to you?
Do you see Him in your past, having held your hand the whole way?
Do you see Him in the teen that wrecks your new ride?
Do you see Him in bird that is perched outside your window?
Do you see Him when the cancer becomes more than one can stand?
Do you see Him at your work, were frustrations have no end?
Do you see Him?

Do you hear Him speak when He says no more?
Do you hear Him speak while arguments seem to penetrate the walls?
Do you hear Him speak when sorrow has no end?
Do you hear Him speak on the streets, mixed with world views that are not of His?
Do you hear Him speak while you lay in bed, praying for more?
Do you hear Him speak through the daily buzz that occupies our time and mind?
Do you hear Him speak and allow His words to set you free?
Do you hear Him speak during the bad times, as well as the good?
Do you hear Him speak?

Are you watching?
Are you listening?

Be still.
Be patient.
Be open.
Be available.
Be His.
Be Free.

³² “Now then, my children, listen to me;
   blessed are those who keep my ways.
³³ Listen to my instruction and be wise;
   do not disregard it.
³⁴ Blessed are those who listen to me,
   watching daily at my doors,
   waiting at my doorway.
³⁵ For those who find me find life
   and receive favor from the LORD.
³⁶ But those who fail to find me harm themselves;
   all who hate me love death.”
Proverbs 8: 32-36

Not just another Monday.

2011-06-27T11:04:00.003-06:00

It's Monday; a new day, with new opportunities to be taken, or perhaps the same ol' objectives to wrestle with. However receiving the word of God is something that can be done; a for sure act to act upon. So, do I sit and read the latest news on yahoo about chips being the cause of obesity? [which to no degree changes my mind about whether or not I will eat the daily minimum hand-full that I choose to eat between doing laundry and going on a walk.] Or do I open to the pages that provide life, knowledge and substance?

It's funny because as I look back over the last seven years of my life, I can distinctly remember the numerous times I turned to the book of Genesis and told myself, Self, we only got a few chapters in last time. But THIS time, we're REALLY going to sit down and read this book from cover-to-cover.

I'll let you guess if I ever finished.

Here is the difference between then and now. In the past, I was reading the bible to finish. Now what sense does that make? You don't read the bible to finish. PAUSE, I take that last statement back. You very well could read the bible to finish; being one to read it for the history it unravels. However, from past conversations and experience had with others, more often than not, if someone decides to read the bible they are searching for something; meaning and Truth (with a capital 'T'). Once read, with the correct intentions, the word becomes your life-line; your ever-lasting water, that quenches your thirst and meets all needs for existence. Meaning, you never finish the book. And since figuring that out, my desire to read the bible is ravenous. It has turned into a book that I will never finish, but will continue to read over-and-over again; each time learning new things, each time seeing God reveal himself in a new and exciting light.

And so, it's Monday. And early this morning as I sat, drinking my juice and reading my daily devotional, I turned to the word and once again was convicted by His goodness, His love, and the personal relationship He openly wants to have with me.

Proverbs 3

Wisdom Bestows Well-Being

¹ My son, do not forget my teaching,
but keep my commands in your heart,
² for they will prolong your life many years
and bring you peace and prosperity.

³ Let love and faithfulness never leave you;
   bind them around your neck,
   write them on the tablet of your heart.
⁴ Then you will win favor and a good name
   in the sight of God and man.

⁵ Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
⁶ in all your ways submit to him,
and he will make your paths straight.

⁷ Do not be wise in your own eyes;
fear the LORD and shun evil.
⁸ This will bring health to your body
and nourishment to your bones.

⁹ Honor the LORD with your wealth,
with the firstfruits of all your crops;
¹⁰ then your barns will be filled to overflowing,
and your vats will brim over with new wine.

¹¹ My son, do not despise the LORD’s discipline,
and do not resent his rebuke,
¹² because the LORD disciplines those he loves,
as a father the son he delights in.

¹³ Blessed are those who find wisdom,
   those who gain understanding,
¹⁴ for she is more profitable than silver
   and yields better returns than gold.
¹⁵ She is more precious than rubies;
   nothing you desire can compare with her.
¹⁶ Long life is in her right hand;
   in her left hand are riches and honor.
¹⁷ Her ways are pleasant ways,
   and all her paths are peace.
¹⁸ She is a tree of life to those who take hold of her;
   those who hold her fast will be blessed.

¹⁹ By wisdom the LORD laid the earth’s foundations,
by understanding he set the heavens in place;
²⁰ by his knowledge the watery depths were divided,
and the clouds let drop the dew.

²¹ My son, do not let wisdom and understanding out of your sight,
   preserve sound judgment and discretion;
²² they will be life for you,
   an ornament to grace your neck.
²³ Then you will go on your way in safety,
   and your foot will not stumble.
²⁴ When you lie down, you will not be afraid;
   when you lie down, your sleep will be sweet.
²⁵ Have no fear of sudden disaster
   or of the ruin that overtakes the wicked,
²⁶ for the LORD will be at your side
   and will keep your foot from being snared.

²⁷ Do not withhold good from those to whom it is due,
   when it is in your power to act.
²⁸ Do not say to your neighbor,
   “Come back tomorrow and I’ll give it to you”—
   when you already have it with you.
²⁹ Do not plot harm against your neighbor,
   who lives trustfully near you.
³⁰ Do not accuse anyone for no reason—
   when they have done you no harm.

³¹ Do not envy the violent
or choose any of their ways.

³² For the LORD detests the perverse
   but takes the upright into his confidence.
³³ The LORD’s curse is on the house of the wicked,
   but he blesses the home of the righteous.
³⁴ He mocks proud mockers
   but shows favor to the humble and oppressed.
³⁵ The wise inherit honor,
   but fools get only shame.

In one small chapter consisting of 35 verses, He explains how to prolong your life many years, bringing you peace and prosperity.

Doesn't peace and prosperity for the rest of your living life sound so good?

Doesn't it sounds so much better then slaving away to the demands the world has set up for you to fail?

Doesn't it bring rest and peace to your soul?

Doesn't rest and peace sound so good?

Because when I read His word, like that which I posted, it makes this day become less of the ol' objectives and more of what He intended our Mondays to be like; another day to glorify His name.

Lord God,

You provide us with new days, new hours, new minutes and seconds. All of which we can either use to glorify You, or to better ourselves. Lord, I pray that the actions I take to fill my days are of those that set Your name above all. That I may glorify You in all that I do. That when the troubles of this life begin to set it in, that I turn to You, rather the evil serpent (world views) who wants nothing but failure and sin from me.

You are the living water who quenches my thirst and sustains my very being. I thank You for the daily blessings that pour out in Your name through Your word.

To God Be the Glory,

Amen.

Tay Talk. Or rather, God Talk.

not a fan.

fan: an enthusiastic admirer.

completely. committed. follower.

Are you a follower of Jesus?

So, are you a Fan or a Follower? not a fan.

Dwell.

A time to take inventory and count your BLESSINGS.

Q & A

First reaction.

A reminder.

I'm a mom.

Some Truth.

Dying to self.

Not forgotten

Trust Him.

The Joy of Relationship

Enjoying God's Presence

Summer Reads

Sharing from my study.

His Love=No Strings Attached.

Sit with Him.

Blueberry Bread Pudding.

Just Move.

The Words.

Freedom.

Good Morning to You.

Swimming Soon.

Watch and Listen

Not just another Monday.

Wisdom Bestows Well-Being

So, are you a Fan or a Follower?
not a fan.