Tears of my ღHEARTღ rolling down..

u will be missing me..n u have missed me 4evr..

2010-08-16T12:50:00.002-11:00

“It only takes a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone & a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone”

Feelingz that r still lasting in my mind..

2010-01-03T08:04:00.004-11:00

My heart breaks for which we didn't know.....
The hidden thoughts, the under handed lies, the whispered daggers,
if only, i had known.....
then life would be different, and i'd have loved another..

But instead i fell in love, with my dreamboy, my heaven,
but he became my hellboy, my nightmare n i had 2 hate you for a long time..
I even hated the sound of your name, the smile on your face, the look in your eyes,
and my own soul cried 4 revenge n my spirit told me take it lyte.....

I know you loved me, but you loved her as well..
but in some ways i understand, in others i will be lost forever....

Yet many friends told me no and they even warned me to stay away..
but i was lured in "different" and i gave the stressed completely on god 4 that,
i thank you also for showing what isn't love n how i should avoid letting my guard down,
i understood how love can be a foul four letter word 4 guys like U
Finally,
...love is jst a game n thatz gone...

Thinking - how did i miss u

2009-08-25T00:18:00.002-11:00

Holding back the tears that are dying to come out

Nobody can know that I still think of you
We're over, there's nothing left of us
So why are the tears starting to fall?
It isn't supposed to be this way at all
We said our goodbyes, similarly moved on..
You don't want anything to do with me
So why are you in my thoughts?
We fought all the time, non-stop
You always called me names
Made me feel guilty for everything
So why do I still need you?
I'm the one who chose to end it
I thought that was what I wanted
It was better off that way for both of us
So why do I still love you?
I won't let anyone know my feelings of you.
Nobody can know that I'm still loving you.
Please Lord, forgive me for I have sinned.
I've committed the biggest crime: I'm missing you.

My life without you is.....empty......

2009-08-25T00:05:00.005-11:00

Close ur eyes & imagine life with me......

nOw imAgine LifE wiThOut me,cOuld u dO iT?

I cOuldn'T ImaGinE LifE wIthOut yOu......
wIthOut yOu I'd bE empty.....

My hEaRt,mY heart -Empty.....!!

Right aFter a light rain,have yOu eVer seeN.......A rAinBoW that ToUchEd the sKy?

wHerE It meeTs nExt tO a pOt Of a gold...!!

Like a fuLL mOOn it hAngs nExt tO the hEavEnLy cLOuDs......
fRom wHich yOu cOme,yOu aRe mY sHininG sTaR.........!!

EvEn the sUn mEaNs nOtHiNg tO mE...!!
It hAs nO sEnSe If yOu're nOt hEre.....
I hAvE tO See you aGain tO wAkE uP...
I tHink I wOn't bE abLe tO sUrvIvE lOngEr.....!!

WHy cOuLdn't I bE hApPy wItHoUt yOu ?
I've gOt mY fRiEnDs, mY fAmiLy & my feeLinGs......
ThEy aLso seEm tO bE gOnE oNce & fOr aLL.........

ThE wOrLd iS eMpTy whEn I miss yOu...!!

wIthOuT yOu iT wOuLd bE a LifeleSs LifE tHaT I wOuLd LiVe......

I can't imagine myself without you.....!!

Hoping u to b my side

2009-08-21T19:37:00.001-11:00

Since you've been gone...

Every morning when I get out of bed, I look into the mirror
hoping to find my smile.
But as usual, no smile. I look and I look, but it's nowhere to be found.
I keep my eyes peeled wherever I go, but still no luck.
When I try to think just where it might be...
I can't help but wonder...
if maybe you know where I left my smile, b'cause the last time I saw it, I was with you.....

memories of mine

2009-08-21T19:35:00.001-11:00

They say memories last forever.

I sit here, thinking about you, and all the times I had you by my side.
I remember the smiles that crept on my face and the happy tears that ran down my cheeks.
I see your warm, gentle eyes looking at me, and I can feel your presence when I close my eyes, but when I reach for you, I feel you slipping away...
It's like my memory is fading.

I'm scared of everything,

I'm scared of who I am,

what I saw,

what I did,

but most of all I am scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life, the way I feel when I'm with you

wen i thk abt .........

2009-08-21T19:31:00.004-11:00

As I look back on all that's happened..
growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me
There were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together.
As I look back on those days,

I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever..

whatever the future holds, our today's make the memories of tomorrow.

So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold ...

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2009-08-21T19:25:00.003-11:00

I can't forget what I felt for you cos it just doesn't go away.

No matter how hard I try it seems I just can't move away.
I'm caught along those false lines of so-called love.

Where a heart remains battered and broken in half. It hurts alot that you just walk away, And I'm left trying to pick up the pieces and find my own way. It hurts alot cos you don't really care,
When you said "I 2 love you" - {it was just a way to ensnare..}

Please don't treat me this way.
For your sake, I agree with wat u say as u can buy love,
but as for me, not the kind that truly warms your heart and soul.
Every time I was pushed away from you,
I wasn't afraid.
Because it was like playing on a swing.
I'd push away, only to be drawn back to you twice as fast.
I knew you were in control of {How Far} you pushed me..

did u find how much did i??

2009-08-21T19:22:00.001-11:00

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Lonliness=my heart without u

2009-08-21T19:16:00.002-11:00

The emptiness is killing me slowly..

as i wipe the tears that fall from my eyes...
I realize u're really gone.
My heart breaks as it crumbles to the floor,I drop to my knees unaware of what to do.
I close my eyes and picture you,I see your face,your smile.
I feel your arms around me holding me tightly,so tightly I can't breath,I gasp for air.
All alone, scared....
Thats how I feel without you...

I dream abt u

2009-08-21T19:13:00.003-11:00

I cant sleep tonight, i'm too busy thinking about u,
oops!! sorry its about us.
i really care about u..
N i'm so terrified that if i told u my true feelings about u that i would scare u away.
So i hold my feelings in and i write them down
And i hope that one day u'll feel the same way too...

coz....i Love 2 c u happy

2009-08-21T19:11:00.001-11:00

I'm Missing u 2 much

2009-08-21T19:10:00.002-11:00

Never Thought That iLL Miss You This Much...

Never Thought You'll Be Gone Forever...

You Left So Many Things Pending And

They'll Never Be compLeTed WithOut You...

Miracle in maa Life.....

2009-08-21T19:05:00.002-11:00

Once Upon a Time Sumthng Hapen'd 2 me

It was d Sweetest Thng tat ever could b..

but Its a Fantasy

its like.....

*A dream Cum True*

It was d Day

"i Met u"

•๋●Luckyless•๋●

2009-08-21T19:00:00.006-11:00

All i Ever Did Was Love...

And All You Did Was Lie...

Never Under Stood It ...

Nor i Never Asked You Why ????

i Dreampt out That thErE iZ a PeRsOn FoR Me n thats was "U"...

but ThEn wHy aM i So bLiNd To See ThAt YoU were nor u aReN't MeNt FoR Me any time?

Thank you 4 everythg

2009-08-21T18:50:00.006-11:00

If its a sign of Sin??

2009-08-21T18:46:00.001-11:00

Some say it is a sin to love,

I never did ask why??
But, if I did a sin in loving you,
then , I'll sin until I Die

ur can not mine !!

2009-08-21T18:40:00.004-11:00

Days continue like years n passes by,

stars continue shinning like sparks away....
but Why did i have n y do I have tears in my eyes today??
when you were nor Ur nor u will NEVER mine?

y did u??

2009-08-21T18:36:00.006-11:00

Time goes by.....

Life goes on.....
and all I can think of is about.....
why you're gone

"Love" = "Sacrifice"

2009-08-21T18:32:00.002-11:00

We cannot beg someone to stay...
if they want to leave and be with someone else.

We have to admit that, love doesn't give us the license to own a person.

This is what love means
"sacrifice"

Waiting 4 sum1 like this !!!

2009-07-16T06:13:00.004-11:00

A guy...
who..........
calls me CUTE instead of HOT....
who CALLS me back when i HANG up....
stays AWAKE just to watch me SLEEP....
A guy...
who.........
first KISSES my FOREHEAD, then my LIPS....
n d person who.......
wants to SHOW the world what I mean to HIM...
n HOLDS my HAND in front of his friends n 'not' my WAIST.....
n its 4 d 1 who constantly reminding me..........
how much he CARES me n tells how LUCKY he is to have me....

finally.........
I'm waiting for d 1 who turns to his friends n say-
"ITS MY LIFE"

Itz all abt my journey of my love..

2009-05-29T16:56:00.000-11:00

Never I will understand,

Why my love, denies my hand.

What pain, what suffering have you endured?

With my help, can you be cured?

My thoughts, my dreams, you re always there,

When will you see how much I care?

Such little time that I have spent with you,

Enough to know my love is true.

The further you drift away from me,

The more I feel I ll never be free.

Perhaps I should just let you go,

Your love maybe, I should not know?

My love and friendship is always here,

And if you should ever shed a tear..

My arms are here to hold you tight,

For I will always be your light.

Somethings in Life never Changed,

Somethings in Life You Don't Find Reasons

Some Moments in life are not forgotten,

Sometimes You lose hope..

When time rolls By You To forget,

What Holds You on..

Some people in life are a part of You,

and when You Let Them Go,

You Never Lose Them..

Because ..

You Find Them Living in You .. =)

4gtng u is realy painful my dear

2009-05-19T05:06:00.000-11:00

sorrows in my mourning heart....
shutter of my weak body....
burning in my tearful eyes.....
longing of a hug in my empty arms..

I can feel my heart that's getting slowly fade,
n i can feel all my depression grow stronger within wat you made....

my heart forgot ceasing to rest
4got all wat made for ceasing smile

I'm alone all the time,
even when I'm surrounded by people........

I'm crying all the time,
even when my eyes are dried up like an devil.......

My hands shake uncontrollably,
my feet move constantly......

my mind never relaxed,
my heart vl b never or ever b broken for loving u 4ever...........

my love is true 4u.....

2009-05-19T04:42:00.000-11:00

As Long As You Love Me,
I'll be your best companion.........

I'll be your soul mate,
wat ever u feel is d best,i vl b d same till the end of ur gate........

As long as you start feeling about my love,
As long as you stay in my heart of dove-

-"I'll do anything for you any where,
Anyplace or any day I'm 24/7 for 'U' "

I'll bring you the sunlight,
I'll make sure to comfort your tears all d night......

I'll fight all my life,
To chase all your fears of that r killing u like a knife.....

As long as forever, My love will be true!!
forever its perfect as a glue.....

Tears missing pain.....

2009-05-19T04:04:00.000-11:00

Nobody knows why??

This little heart cry.....

Nobody knows why??
i have so much pain in my eyes which I'm hiding so high.....

Nobody knows why??
i wear long sleeves to cover my arms that had marks of knife.....

Nobody knows why??
i harmed myself with thorns in my life.....

Nobody knows why??
i tried to kill myself that day with many lies.....

Nobody knows why??
i never said what i had to.....

Nobody knows why??
coz now that's too late to get d drain of my pain.....