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Saturday was quite the day....

2023-12-05T01:36:00.001+03:00

.... I was supposed to pick something from another town, 2 counties away. Transport doesn't work great where I am, the system is "interesting". I woke up more or less on time. Then I wasted about 2 hours on reels... I messed up... I wondered about getting down on myself. I decided not to. I decided to go a different way. I decided to trust my Higher Power and work the system that I was presented with.

I got ready and left the house. I got a bike almost immediately. At the stage I got a full bus.. so I didn't have to wait for it to fill. Soo cool! And they had luck, ever where they went they had clients.. no waiting..!! And HP (Higher Power) gave me grace... to wait.

The clouds were gathering.. I was collecting an electronic thing, that was going to be transported on an open pick-up. Still I waited on HP...

Something interesting. On the way.. I kept getting signs of big money coming my way. Constantly! I kept wondering where the money would come from. I tried not to spend too much time there, as manifestation is not my job, but my HP's.

I got to the town.. I walked and stayed with HP... and the walking helped.

I kept getting pissed of at the shop. And the driver... OMG.. Pissing me off.

Then, at the hand off, my brother called.. and he promised me money!! Not much... not the amount I could expect from the signs... this was supposed to be a large amount...

I drove with this guy and it was a very nice trip. Really very nice... I was attracted to him. I liked talking to him... he seemed to like me. It was meeting a guy who is soo very close to what I wanted.. even felt the same!

It was alright. That is cool. I really enjoyed that interaction.

Later I got a call, from someone telling that they would give me a large amount of money.. outright... WAAAH!!! Just like that all my money worries are over... they are gone.. done!

Also on the way back... no rain... almost no cloud in the sky!!! WAAAAHHH!!!

I rarely have days that are this perfect this smooth ... this perfect... that amazing that easy an that goes all the way my way.

It was a good day... I should work harder to keep my vibration high

Happy New Month!

2023-12-01T16:27:00.002+03:00

Today, I woke a little earlier than usual. But it was the same time I woke up yesterday so.. maybe I have a new waking up time... which is cool. I meditated and prayed. Which is a new practice for me. It is important.

I noticed that the thing that I have been using to measure the amount that I am loosing might not be the most efficient... because it is discouraging!!!! And that is a useless emotion!! So I am using something else which is good.

I went to town to buy some supplies and it was interesting to me that though I am on the broke side I got the things that I needed in respectable quantities too! ALL the things that I needed.

Next I needed to send yarn to the lady who is making the sweater. I went to the transporters and after a while, they gave me back 50/-!!! Soo cool!! And it came at a time when I was doubting my manifestation prowess so that was super cool! It has gone into my space of manifestation!!

I got home and the lady help had not come in yet, which meant that I could eat! She ended up super late... which is alright... really alright...

I also had change for the day, which means that I can have another meal today...

I also am enjoying that I had a few minutes in the vortex... It has been a little while since my last vortex time.

So today...

2023-11-29T17:46:00.004+03:00

..... I woke up feeling as crap as I have been feeling since Sunday. Yesterday before I slept though, IB told me to do the relationship thing for Sedona Method and today I did and it was amazing. The crap feelings left!! I was able to carry on with the rest of my day.. which is so cool!!! Having access to good feelings is sooo amazing!! I still haven't shifted my sponsor but that is work in progress. I will get there... Maybe I will write on her tomorrow.

The other thing is we have internet back and that is good. Maybe back. But all the same... I am having a good day so far. With delicious coffee, freshly died hair... 1/3 retied... Money in the bank, food in my belly, beautiful music... Life is good.

Gratitude

- I am grateful for my HP

- I am grateful for music

- I am grateful for "Thank you"

- I am grateful for love

- I am grateful for new knowledge

- I am grateful for forgiveness and that I have access to it.

Buttons.

2023-11-29T01:31:00.005+03:00

I wrote my first blog post in more than 14 years which is really good (not for this blog) I managed to get the shopping out of the way… thing is that I wanted to go at 3pm and the lady who helps me finished at 3pm… which is cool because for as long as I have known her she always finishes at 4pm even when I ask her to not finish… cause I have things to do. Also I got all the things that I wanted quickly and easily and I got a profit of about 170/- !! (thank you God for that) I was got discounts for transport… although I was ready to pay full price on the way back!!! Sooo very cool. Internet is being a bitch so today I get to listen to Lana Shlafer again. Life feels good right now.

And I am grateful also that it seems that I will only have one meal today… which is good because I have been doing really well for the intermittent fasting in the last 3 weeks! With many days of mostly protein and only complex carbohydrates!! I am very happy and excited.

I went for a job interview today

2019-10-16T17:02:00.001+03:00

... and it went weird...she basically told me I didn't have a real shot and that it was doubtful that I would get the job...OK cool...but something happened when I was there..I discovered that it is important to continue with things..very important to not give up on things.... someone started a sight and now has an office in Dusit2 and mine I am just let mine lie...I currently have access to 31,000 Kenyans I could be working with and I am not...I am just looking at me and feeling sorry for myself.
Aso, I started thinking about employment...I can work with the things that I have instead of things that I don't have...continue with my world instead of looking for things that are outside me. Also..I am still in a bubble...a bad bubble but a bubble all the same.

I made some money....

2019-10-14T14:19:00.000+03:00

Someone sent me a link to join a platform that deals in forex that had USD 30 already loaded. I was so anxious and of course had no idea what I was doing ..finally, I just hit an x and stopped all trading and I made some money! 24cts!! I made 24cts!!!! That is 100% free money! 100% free money!

Soooo today!

2019-10-11T00:11:00.001+03:00

I am feeling better. I am feeling soooo much better. I have been feeling so afraid of everything lately. Today was a good day. I wrote twice. And each time I felt actually better.. (It has been a minute!!!! I am happy that I felt better than when I started. That feels good. Really good.

Also one of the puppies chose me as a favourite... He adores me. He always follows me everywhere. Today he actually relaxed in my arms and started to sleep.. That was solo cool. ...I had to let him wake up cause I was cooking.... But I appreciated the love.

Also today I listened to Laura.. It was weird. It was really good. It helped me with a few things. Spaces I had about places I have..perfect.

Dis blanket!!

2019-05-01T21:38:00.001+03:00

I made a crochet blanket about 3 years ago loved making it. .and I have been wanting to do it again. I thought about making the blanket for me, cause it is soo cute!!!

Yesterday, an old friend got in touch, she said she wanted something like it. I said someone else could make it.

Something kept nudging me, contact her, let her know you can do the work. I quote. She gets back and says she wants a smaller one.. I say will calculate and get back.

Many hours later, I get back with a quote, and I am ready for the work. She accepts. Then I realise I already made this blanket. Never sold it. (With the good yarn) (just need to find it) !!!!

WHAAT!!!

Recommended someone else, she chose me!!! The work is like 70% done!!! WHAAT!!!

Also rest of day... I had an appointment to make hair. (Miracle in itself) I prayed for fast work. I couldn't get me to get out of the house.. Kept procrastinating. Finally got out. Made it on TIME!!!! Got a Forward SACCO driver who is nice (can you believe it!!!) The appointment was great. She was happy and it for done fast!!! We had an amazing time. Her mom was there and she kept her laughing. It was soo great!!! Perfect! Perfect!

Perfect appointment. Perfect order.. What a day, what a day!!

The Miracle that happened today

2019-04-11T19:11:00.000+03:00

Today I woke up late, really late. I had a meeting and woke up about a minute before the meeting was to start.(I work from home so this is possible) The other meeting participant, called and apologized because she had to fulfill an obligation so to reschedule!!!!!Woo hoo....

I need money, my usual sources are being difficult so I have to use new sources... then I realized that someone has been offering me money for a few days and I haven't been noticing...Woohoo!!!! and I also have a chance to earn some money!

I also managed to save up some dogfood from yesterday so I don't have to struggle with it now!!! cool!!!

My Small money thing

2019-03-28T03:55:00.001+03:00

Last weekend I got a bit of money. But it was more than I expected and seriously easy to get. Much easier than I expected. I love that I was able to pay a micro loan completely. I didn't think I would be able to and I was and it was solo cool. I love that I was able to pay it completely. That was very cool. I also love that I was able to pay a big portion of another loan I have. That was very very cool. Really very cool.

Now today I started a YouTube Channel. I also posted one video. Just the one. I was afraid that it wasn't good, but I just watched it and it was actually kinda good. I don't know why I didn't expect it to be, but it was good. Really did. No views yet. But I love so much that I like it. Very much.

Ooh ooh... I also realized something I have enough money for food up to the end of the week. Enough food. I am extremely grateful for that!!! (it explains why I couldn't get water to save my life, today!)

I bought celery and eggplant...

2019-02-24T21:45:00.002+03:00

......I wanted to make eggplant chips and the celery was for chicken stew. I had no designs for making them together and then today by chance googled the two and I can make a delicious veggie stew with it!!! Looking for it. I have been looking for foods that are interesting and nothing like what I usually have. And I think I have found it.. I think it will be alright.

So.... Today

2016-09-29T09:28:00.001+03:00

So today....today.... Today I woke up at 5 am 5.15 to be precise..... I made calls that I was supposed to. ., they ended up useless...I couldn't get back to sleep. I tried for nearly 2 hours. I finally got up had the uncomfortable discussion. ... I was sooo sad. Drove... without fuel money. I was following this pull this pull.. ( I have not had this pull for a while) I went was told things... I listened and they sounded good. But something said to told me to keep looking ask everyone if they wanted the machine. It was fun, it was okay. It was really okay. I was having such fun.... such fun, even the noes were okay. I wondered about that.... how was that even possible.... I was having fun, then someone who doesn't even knit, she just got way too interested. . She asked questions. .. but she called girl one who confirmed that it worked. And worked.. it was weird. It worked so well.... made me feel bad about not really Learning the things to learn. Made me realise, is that I have to find a way to do this. I have to find the way to learn this. Gary today said to do 50 hours a week. 50 hours can be done. 50 hors can be done. Also I might need to go to a class. .... The girls they handled the machine with such ease. Such ease. They made easy work of something that was soon hard for me. I got that I got that I have to find someone to teach me the things that are. I have to go deep. Really deep. I have to listen GaryV.

Now I have been able to pay the debts. All the debts. ... Most debts. Been able to pay one... can pay 2 tomorrow. I was to pay today, but system is down.

The Dead Zone

2016-08-14T23:52:00.001+03:00

Over the months and months I have been looking for many shows like, Ned and Stacey, Vera season 6, and today The Dead Zone. I found them all of them... I got told where to look. It is only God

This Day

2016-08-10T03:03:00.001+03:00

This day started so great. I woke up at 20 minutes to when I was supposed to be having my meeting. Just chull till she called me and wanted to know where I was. I didn't jump out of bed, but I got up, got ready, left, got to town got very very very lost. I realised that I didn't know something so very basic. I thought it was hilarious. I bought yarn, went to deliver it, got some absolutely delicious pineapple, got info on my way that someone wanted

Last few days.....

2015-12-24T14:28:00.001+03:00

... I just have been having a difficult time in the house... room I moved into... it has its stuff. .. then a few days ago the poker went off. I had a few ways of getting to sleep.. One of which was thinking about puppies and the other thinking about a scene in "Being Erica" where there was dude who was in love with a chick and she told him she hurt him first.... and they kissed. And I could remember all the emotions I felt when I watched this scene.....

... then day two of no electricity. ... I really sleep in my noisy boisterous neighbour inspires me to clean house... and as it is so little it is easy.... though it is in the dark and I cannot really see what I am doing. After thinking about all the anger that I am thinking of I sit outside to write all these things that I am thinking... then the loud boisterous neighbour runs down stairs and suddenly I have power!!!!! I almost cannot believe it. My anger prevented me from enjoying it then but I really am now..

Later he comes over and asks to exchange DVDs. .. so obviously now I am obsessed with him. .. and with wanting to jump him!!!!!

My Miracle Day

2015-12-18T16:06:00.001+03:00

So today I woke up really late... especially for me especially of late. ... I just sat and listened to Abraham for a while. It was fun. It was video so it was great. .. I don't have my nice working heater only the busted one... which to be honest I wasn't sure it was working. I tried it and it worked great! Then I started to look for clothes to wear... I wanted to wear this dress and I got the idea to open this one box.... and there it was!

Showering and dressing was cool. I even managed to clear some things and make more space for me. Which is cool.

Got out bought me back pain meds made my way to Buru Buru.. got the person who cleaned my shoes and charged 30 bob... got my sausages, was not charged for fare... (woo hoo!!!!!)

I came to Gigiri and discovered that I had not been booked in.... so I figured that there would be a miracle that would enable me get in.... when I reached the gate, there was a kind lady walking in the Guest of Honor... so I got my miracle. Also security was nice....

That is what is going on so far

So... Money...

2015-11-19T22:08:00.001+03:00

......I a back at Ngara. I have been for 2 weeks. It has been really good. Really good. This past week I have been inside the vortex just to be inside the vortex.... but yesterday for some reason I was so outside. Then some money came in.... real money... that I can do stuff with.... real stuff... There is some work to do but that is alright. ... I understand really what to do.

I am feeling again that I can do this. That I can live here and live well too. That all of this can be all right.....

So this day....

2015-11-01T23:23:00.001+03:00

.... this day... it started so amazing... yesterday....

I was sad.. really sad... so amazingly sad... and discouraged... I fixed up some stuff and I got home to?.... cupcakes... and cookies... :-) so amazing!!! Oh yes and ICECCREAM!!!!! AMAZING!!!!N

And They were soo light and sooo delightlfull... her is a pic.... I was up all night... ALL NIGHT.... till about 8 am... watching basic crap... but really good crap... I am soooo Adicted... seriously.. it is like a disease... ARE YOU THE ONE... ... I am soo addicted... so very addicted and I was soo happy that I had 3 episodes never been watched... oooh heaven.... reall heaven.....

Then I started watching, "Republic of Doyle" it is sooo fun... and by then it was already morning... like 8 am.... then I slept... and during my sleep I dreamed that Mr. Will Smith, was really into me... there was a time we were doing it in a moving car, on top and it got blown up, and we didn't ..... we hid inside and continued to do it... ( I see the resemblance :-) ), then at some point I was butt naked, and it was even me with my pot and he still thought that I was soo amazing and hot and he played with my butt... and when later... much later...with many things happening in the middle I hugged him in the bathroom, he was really happy, really very happy, we hugged and made love again... and I know it was him cause, Jada was there and all the kids.... and they were happy for us.... and we apparently got engaged, which he broke off, cause he was getting blackmailed.....

Then I woke up... 3 hours later, and I showered took some coffee and went to see Atis.... and the visit was sooo amazing... I had soo much fun... I sincerely hope that she had as much fun... I drove her around in places... and we talked and bonded... and I had such a blast!! and She gave me 4k extra!! I may not be able to ask her for money after 6th...and explained about the booties...

Also the visit with the shoe maker.... I thought it would go shit... it went amazing!!! totally amazing!!! I was 4 hours late.... so was he... he was just finishing my work... and he gave me a discount.... and on finish he said... "bring some more.... keep bringing!!!! " woo hoo!!!!

Also my sister bought me real meat lovers pizza.... with bacon and shit!!! :-D

The ride back was alright... really very alright... then I am at home..... Talked to Olga and it was fine... really fine...

Also my Daddy... said to forget about crochet... forget about the tenants and just come back to Ngara and just live....

Also ORDERS and running to me!!!!!

A few days ago....

2015-11-01T00:56:00.001+03:00

... I discovered that I am not the only one who like the avatar shows..... sort of crazy about it though..... also the people who lived here left lots of cup cakes...... lots of cup cakes. ... and some cookies... They all taste amazing...... and I am not a cake person

Today......

2015-10-30T20:10:00.001+03:00

I am really sick.. not feeling well ..... but on the good news. .. I have 100 likes on my new page... my first milestone

Today. ....

2015-10-28T15:41:00.001+03:00

I got a discount on the work I am doing then I got into an accident. ... my fault and the other driver waved me on!!!!!!!

26 October 2015

2015-10-26T22:31:00.001+03:00

So today I woke up late or early... or whatever. ... managed to provide good support. I got to town in record time. Felt good, really good today. I did all the things that I was supposed to. I paid all my bills ALL MY BILLS!!! Including rent! I finally got the opportunity to leave town at almost 3pm. I wondered if I would manage to get to the school on time. The traffic was amazing! !!! None what so ever! I got there in time, with time to spare. I was able to clear all things and even was fun and entertaining! I really wanted the stuff that I wanted from my sister. ... even the money! !!!!

I even managed to get the money all the 5kg from last week. All the money from last week! !!!!!!

Also, my sister gave me the stuff that I wanted. .... I am excited really excited! !!!

Also guess what! !!!!!! My beautiful, beautiful bamboo has a new shoot!!!!!! A perfect new shoot !! That is perfect and gorgeous! dying one is growing again! !!! Life is good again! !!!

Now I am matching on to this week's goal!

So the other day. ...

2015-10-04T15:42:00.001+03:00

... I had really been wanting to get a break. .. really ... then Thursday and Friday. .. boy 'sick' so no work.... ....I got the break that I have been craving... then Friday. .. I go to this place and I just listen to Abraham and make notes.... it was so perfect... such a perfect day.... such a perfect day

The trash!!!!

2015-09-19T22:06:00.001+03:00

So this day. ...yesterday actually I prepared all my trash on time... I put all of the pieces together and arranged them all neat and tidy and put everything together. I left for a bit and when I got back someone had removed some of the trash. It made me feel bad. I picked everything up and put it inside. I told me to remind me to put the alarm and wake up at 6 am and put the stuff outside. .. I forgot. .. maybe because of the drinks... BUT this morning I woke up. .. I looked outside and there was light and I told me that there was no way it could be early enough to make it to the pick up and I WAS!!!! I really was. .. I couldn't believe it! I was so happy. .. so very happy! !!!

And that was my miracle of the day! !!!

So today........

2015-09-17T21:07:00.001+03:00

....... I was really hungry and was really thinking about what to eat. I thought about the breorwores. . I went to the shop and my friend the friendly guy that I like who darts me from time to time. . I found the ride to Hawi's really weirdly easy.. really. .. I was on my way to the school when I realised that I have 2 men in my life who I like very much. ..who like me the way I am crazy hair fat old with white hair.... just me and I like them... I really do like them.... with a purity...