The AEulogy of My Life

Midnight Ramblings

2010-05-22T23:49:00.000-06:00

Hey Hey Kiddos!
Its been a while since I've posted on this darned thing and decided tonight at midnight, I shall entertain you with a song and dance. Well not the song and dance part but yet a post on here. What will it be about tonight you ask... Well nothing in particular per say but just some random mumblings in between cleaning, laundry and packing. Yes you heard me say packing! Jess and I have put in our 30 day notice as of the 19th for the place we reside and will be parting our ways. She has found and been approved for move in on a little studio apt in the heart of St. George. YAY! I will miss her and her randomness to entertain me whilst I'm home.
Where will I be going? I shall say that I am in good hopes of taking the step back into the realms of seasonal jobs. I hope to be going to the North Rim of the Grand Canyon within this month with my partner James.
Don't you just like how I throw those little tid bits into my conversations?

HAHAHAHA

Well yet another happening in my life is a wonderful handsome man that I call my lover and friend. He is my life and the very air I breathe, well not literally, my heart is not in my head. He is my fiance James Walker. :) We became engaged April 26th on the dock out to Gunlock reservoir in S. Utah. This was the perfect day and I will be honest and say that it has been wonderful since the day he came back into my life. Thank you James. :)

Now onto other stuff.... Dun Dun DUN...

I have recently sold my VW Beetle. YAY! Loved the car to pieces but it was such a drain on my pocketbook. Ugh Stupid thing. after selling the beloved beetle I turned around and bought an 88 S10 Blazer. Weeeeeee One project car after another. Sigh, when will I learn? Mwahahaha

But I am done for the time being and am tired. stay tuned for another year and you just might, just might see another post coming. ;)

Take care and goodnight for now.

A list

2010-03-18T22:30:00.000-06:00

With working with a car rental place I have decided that I am going to make a list and do a little bit of looking into the cars that I have drove. YAY ME!
Mostly doing this because I am bored outta my mind today and am so tired, but can't nap. ANYWAYS Here we go...

CARS:
Toyota Avalon 09, 2010
Toyota Corolla 08, 09, 2010
Toyota Camry 08, 09, 2010
Toyota Camry Hybrid 2010
Toyota Prius 09, 2010
Chevy Malibu 08, 09, 2010
Chevy Impala 08, 09, 2010
Chevy Aveo 08, 09
Chevy Corvette Convertible 09
Chevy Corvette Hardtop 09, 2010
Ford Focus 07, 08, 09, 2010
Ford Fusion 08, 09, 2010
Ford Mustang Coupe 08, 09, 2010
Ford Mustang Convertible 09, 2010
Mazda 3 08, 09, 201
Mazda 5 09
Mazda 6 08, 09, 2010
Mini Cooper 09
Subaru Impreza 09, 2010
Subaru Outback Sport 09
Saturn Aura 08, 09, 2010
Mercury Sable 09
Mercedes C300 09
Mercedes E550 09
Kia Spectra 09
Hyundai Alantra
Hyundai Azera
Infiniti M35
Infiniti FX35
Infiniti G35
Volvo C70 2010
Volvo S40 2009

TRUCKS:
GMC Sierra 09
Ford F150 09

MINIVANS:
Volkswagen Routan 2010
Toyota Sienna 09, 2010
Kia Sedona 09, 2010

SUVS:
Ford Escape 09, 2010
Ford Excursion 08, 09, 2010
Ford Explorer 08, 09, 2010
Ford Flex 2010
Chevy Suburban 09, 2010
Chevy Tahoe 09, 2010
Cadillac Escalade 09, 2010
Kia Rondo 09
Kia Sportage 09
Saturn Vue 09
Mazda CX9 09
Mazda CX7 09

I may have forgotten some, but who cares mostly right? HAHA I may down the road try to do a thing where I get more in detail with some of them, but probably not. LOL
Just something that has kept me occupied for a while.

Don't mind the mess

2009-11-21T17:03:00.000-07:00

Ok so I'm going to warn ya... The video isn't the best and I will most likely redo it VERY soon. But for now it's gonna have to work. *smiles*

Meteor Over The West

2009-11-21T11:19:00.000-07:00

This is a few days old, but I am just getting to bloggin' today and wanted to share this with you.
The other night there was a bright flash in the sky, only happened to see the split second of light it produced. We were freaked out and talking about it for hours. What could this be? An asteroid, an alien space craft, or just a figment of our imaginations? Turns out this was a meteor that lit up Utah, Nevada and parts of California. WOW crazy that we are able to observe such an awesome power of the universe, Sure glad that thing didn't collide with the earth. :)

Now for your viewing pleasure, an excerpt from KSL.com News in Salt Lake City.

Fun Tid Bit for Friday. hehe

2009-11-20T14:35:00.001-07:00

See more funny videos and funny pictures at CollegeHumor.

2009-11-20T10:52:00.003-07:00

I just set up mobile blogging today to see how well this will work, hopefully this will be a better way for me to keep up with posting and all that jazz :) tata

2009-11-20T10:52:00.001-07:00

for now

One more fun find tonight before bed. :)

2009-11-10T03:19:00.001-07:00

Some fun Beetle entertainment!

2009-11-10T03:05:00.001-07:00

Sooo.... Michael DiMartino

2009-09-22T13:07:00.001-06:00

This boy makes me want to learn ASL! He is so handsome and well a great performer. Check out his other videos on his Youtube channel. Right here....

Michael DiMartino

Time for a change... or something

2009-09-07T10:25:00.002-06:00

so here is an update for all you people out there in Digital land...

Its Monday, Labor Day, and I finally have a day off

I've not done laundry in probably almost 3 weeks cuz our washer is broke and I'm too lazy to go to laundromat. LOL

I got stood up by a friend last night, not that its too bad a thing. I had a migraine yesterday that was debilitating

I am LOVING my new car!!! Oh so you all know its a 1978 VW Super Convertible. :)

Just wanted to throw that out there too. hehe

Lets see. Hmmm Oh yes, I feel so lack-luster with doing anything these days, kind of like I've hit a depression bout and its really irritating me, except that I really don't care about much of anything. Nothing new though, been through these before.

Still no love interest in life... Don't even really care to find someone quite honestly. ;) One day it will happen right?

So enough blabbing and whining...
I have seen some really CUTE and HOT boys in my travels the past week. Woof there was one at Best Buy the other day that I just wanted to jump ALL OVER him in the middle of the store! OMG YUM-fucking-MY!!! Totally wish I had taken pictures, but I fail at getting the incognito pics... Damn always getting caught... LMAO

2009-09-04T13:42:00.001-06:00

so here I sit and loving this moment in time. I have finally achieved one of my life goals today. Take a look at these pictures and you'll know what I mean.

ABC's About Me

2009-08-14T23:36:00.002-06:00

ABC's About Me.

A - Age: 29 and yes I AM about to hit the big 30! WOO time flies
B - Bed size: Queen
C - Chore you hate: rewashing dishes after the dishwasher
D - Dog: Ehhh more of a cat person
E - Essential start your day item: Tooth brush
F - Favorite color(s): Blue, but I don't really think I've got one.. Hmmm
G - Gold or Silver: silver
H - Height: 5'10 I think
I - Instruments you play: Trumpet, baritone, drums (long ago) and thats about it
J - Job: Transporter and Counter agent
K - Kids: Yes please, with a side of mash potatoes
L - Living arrangements: a town home
M - Mom's name: Gena
N - Nicknames: Stupid ass, plus others of the such... LMAO
O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth: Not that I remember
P - Pet Peeve: when people don't signal and old drivers that have no clue
Q - Quote from a movie: "Arghhhhhahgh, GET DOWN!!!!"
R - Right or left handed: Little bit of both
S - Siblings: Technical only child
T - Time you wake up: Depends, usually 8ish
U - Underwear: Hmmmmm... Wouldn't you like to know
V - Vegetable you dislike: MANY!@!!
W - Workout style: Whatever I can do quick
X - X-rays you've had: Too many to count
Y - Yesterday's best moment: Hanging with Cory and drinking it up with Him and Jess!
Z - Zoo favorite: turtles

Guess it time to put something in worth putting in...

2009-07-23T00:25:00.002-06:00

Yes yes I have been away, because of some unreversable writers block or some crap like that... I'm not going to fill you in on whats been goin on because, well I just don't want to. :)

Anyways, just saw this on anothers blog and was overcome with joy that little tom daley is doing so well and on his way to becoming a master diver... GO TOM!!!

As to why I've not been on lately...

2009-04-04T20:41:00.002-06:00

Ok just so that you all know... I'm not ignoring or anything. ^_^
I am in the process of moving to a new place. The new place as of which doesn't have internet as of yet... so my last few days online will be spent in an empty place with only me, my bed and computer. ^_^ with maybe the occasional food type objects... LOL

The new place is pretty cool. I will get some pictures uploaded after I've moved all in an get the place to where I like it...

Bear with me friends... All is not lost... YET... Mwahahaha

2009-03-28T17:02:00.001-06:00

Here it is again for you my dear readers...
My VERY top favorite artist of ALL TIME! FFS this band has carried me through ups and down of life. They speak almost directly to me in times of need. I know that is saying a lot about things, but hey its so true.
I am in such a music mood this weekend SO be prepared to have many days of some of my favorites showing up here. ^_^

I really hope you can see the love that Pink Floyd has for life and peace. There are some lyrics that are just so damn hard to understand and relate to. If you look hard enough you can decipher them or even put your own meaning into them, which is something I think they really intended to do anyway... Enough jaw jacking though and onto the VIDEO!!!

I was having a moment

2009-03-28T02:34:00.004-06:00

So i was going through all my blogs tonight and seeing what was happening in the blogging world when one of my bloggers put up a video and song of one of my favorite artists of all time. Sarah Mclachlan has always had some touching songs, not just for me, but for many people on this planet. I do hope you enjoy her as much as I do

I actually brought tears to my eyes hearing the song tonight and so I though I would post a video of another song that really touches me in a deep way. It really reminds me of someone and I hope he remembers me.

I will remember you, will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me
I wanna be the one

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside
But we can't be heard

But I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I'm so afraid to love you
But more afraid to lose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness
Deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had
Oh you gave me light

And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories

Interesting Night

2009-03-26T09:37:00.002-06:00

Yesterday was a really good day. I was able to hang out with a friend that I've not seen in a while. He had "ditched" school to come over to see me in the early morning, so I was really excited. ^_^
We mostly sat around and chatted for the better part of the day while he decided if he was going to go to some music choir thing later in the evening. We'll in the end he didn't go to that either so instead we decided to make the best of the day.
He went on home to grab some Vodka and we had some screwdrivers and some other drink with sparkling punch in it... :)
I'll tell you what I got a wee bit tipsy WELL before I usually do yesterday. By the end of the night, I was DRUNK!
At least we had a great time in the meantime. and from what he told me... I guess I am very good at somethings I do. *blushes* That was a nice ego booster for me.
I was sad towards around 9ish cuz the boy had to leave and make his way back home. :( I do hope we'll be able to get back together again... REALLY soon!

Oh and I didn't really realize how empty my place would be when everyone leaves. It was a little creepy and lonesome last night. I was hoping most the night till I passed out that my boy would come back just to cuddle with me. Didn't happen, but at least I did fall asleep finally.

Guess its time for an update here right?

2009-03-24T00:18:00.002-06:00

So, yes, it has been forever and ever since I have posted on here. I should really keep this up more often. I did good for a while and then got bored. But then I realized that keeping up on a blog is a great way to keep my stress down and also keep maybe someone entertained somewhere in the world. :)

I think I'll start from where I am an work backwards, hopefully not missing too much. ^_^ Sound good, great that is nice. hehe

This last weekend I was asked to accompany a friend of mine *Carie* and Micah to Las Vegas and see Blue October! YAY Sad as this sounds though, This was my very first concert EVER! It was so freaking amazing. I am so glad that I decided to go there instead of the Elks. So much more fun. That and I got to lust after the Bassist for Blue October... OMG he is SO handsome!
There has been other crap thats been going on too, but most of that I really don't want to touch on right now, cuz I am still bitter at someone. This I might leave for another day, unless someone really wants to hear it. Its actually kind of stupid but entertaining. *end of story*

I'm finally going to be alone since mom is going to a job nearby and staying in employee housing there. EXCITING! I'll basically be house sitting until she gets back and then hopefully moving out into my own place by the end of summer. Not sure yet though, things are still up in the air with that one.

OH another thing... I've been chatting up this really cute boy from the area and I absolutely adore him to death! We've hung out a few times and have had a few drinks together. He is really cute and fun to be around. I like him lots. I'll cross my fingers as to where things go from here. But for now I'm goin to keep this on the low down as to not jinx anything.

Oh yeah! I found this really nifty blog that I'm following right now... The boys "name" is Torchy and that is the name of the blog as well. This is one inspiration to keep my blogging going again and keep up with things.
Mind you this one is NOT nearly as entertaining or fulfilling, but I just wanted to make sure that I mentioned him in here. :) Hola TORCHY!

So that is all for now. I do hope to get more followers down the road and such... Only have a handful now, but that will change eventually, right?

I've been tagged

2008-11-03T23:32:00.002-07:00

Here are The Rules: Go to your photo folders, click on the 4th one. Choose the 4th photo. Tag 4 people.

Unfortunately I don't have 4 people to tag... Grrrr

About Damn TIME!

2008-10-30T19:44:00.004-06:00

I know its been a week or so since my last post! BOO ON ME!
Its been a pretty good week... Did a little exchanging of computers and a whole lot of nothing. ^_^ I did trade my Dell Laptop XPS for a custom built computer that runs a WHOLE lot better than my other desktop. YAY! Now I can actually play my games like World of Warcraft aka WoW. hehe

I did go to eagles on Sat. night with Mike, Jared, Joey, Carie and me Mum. It was alright, as I expected. I am not a big fan of going to a hee haw place to sing Karaoke. There was just too much Country and not enough rock and roll. LOL

Also got to hang out with my really good friend Cory at Sonic! YAY I totally LOVE the Mozzarella sticks there too. Its my dark secret, well was, now the entire world knows. LOL
Sweet Picture is with Ash and those FAB sunglasses of hers. ^_^

Oh don't know if I mentioned my pals from SLC coming down for a few days sometime ago... That was a blast! We went to Las Vegas and hung out for a day and night. Went to the Coke Factory and had the world coke sampler thing. Most were SO good, but there is this one... God can't remember the name of it, but yeah it tasted SO bad. I called it Guenevere but I think it is Beverly.

Then we came back to S Town and went to the colors of one party over to Lisa's house. We had so much fun! Here are a few of the people from the party... Some locally sucked in people and my boys from SLC are in there someplace too. There was so much liquor there and everyone was getting all crunk. I Heart everyone there... WELL Almost everyone there... Will NOT mention names. HAHAHA I was so sad when my SLC boys had to go back home. SIGH. Oh well next time they come down we'll party again.

So lets see... Hmmmm I think that is about everything for right now that I can think of. I'll probably have something come up in the middle of the night and be all like... OMG I totally forgot about that!

Anywho.. G'night for now

Trying to get back on track

2008-10-21T11:38:00.002-06:00

This week has been hella crazy! My boys from Salt Lake City came down to visit for a few days and they just left a day ago. I'm already missing them. ^_^
This is going to be a short one right now until I get back and will put up a full blog about the crazy adventures.

Toodles for now

Website of the Week

2008-10-15T01:38:00.001-06:00

I will make this a short and sweet post tonight because I am really tired and just want to get my cold ass into a warm bed... LOL

So this week is a website that I've been following a long time now and I just love pictures of Boys!

This is Josh's Lot....

Josh's Lot

enjoy!

Blah Blah Blog

2008-10-14T02:23:00.005-06:00

holy wow batman! Today was colder than a witches tittie in an iron bra. There was so much wind today as well, holy cow, thought I was going to get blown.... away. ^_^

So today was pretty uneventful and such. Mostly stayed in the Hacienda and did some repairs on little things around the house. Our front door wasn't able to close correctly so I needed to adjust the striker plates and tighten up the hinges, but in the end I had to switch out the lock assembly. Was kind of fun and kept me busy most of the day and was a nice change.

Hmmm lets see what else happened this past week or so.

I don't think I've mentioned at all about me partner in here. WOW I'm such a terrible host. His name is Vince and we've been together for about 5 months, with a small separation not long ago. We can go into that a little later, only the basics for right this moment. ^_^
Yes that is him in the picture above... or the right... or left... wherever I happened to place it in my sleep typing.

I must admit that it is pretty nice to be able to finally blog from my laptop, IN BED! hahaha Well it IS almost 3 A.M. here and I am pretty much tired from taking my Valerian Root and Melatonin sleeping regiment about an hour ago.

But yes... I got a little off track there. I was talking about Vince and myself.
So as sad as this sounds I really don't remember the exact date we got together... I know I AM TERRIBLE! I do know that it was late April roughly. Hmmmm I really should have saved the first myspace messages and such. LMAO
Well in our relationship it has been kind of rough with not seeing each other and also having some rocky places. I won't go into that in detail, so you've got what I'm going to tell you on that.
Like I said before we were recently separated for about 2 weeks and then got back together. This is was to be an eye opener and was needed to open eyes up as to how fragile relationships can be.
Ok I think that is enough on the subject there... I might just make him blush by talking about him so damn much. LOL

Now time to saw how much I LOVE watching Tyler Oakley! My friend mike tried to get to into watching the 5 awesome gays on youtube... Yeah not so much there BUT I found this Boy really entertaining and handsome. He is so funny and quirky! here's one of his video's below. Also good timing since National Coming Out day was on the 11th. WooT

So there you have it... I have finally finished a blog ON TIME and not after the day has come to an end. Now I can go about my "ever so busy" day and not have to rush home to finish the blog that I started on and forgot... Hooray!

Photo of the Week

2008-10-13T19:08:00.002-06:00

So yes, until I can find some good people with photo's that I know and read my blog I am going to keep putting up some of my photo's.

This one comes from Lake Powell near Bullfrog, Utah. If you are not familiar with that area, Bullfrog is almost the northern most area of Lake Powell you can travel to next to Hite Marina an hour and a half away.

The area is so beautiful and I love to go there, but no a days it is too far to travel. 9 Hours from where I live now.