THE ANATOMY OF A LYNDI

HALLOWEEN MAKEUP!

2011-10-08T23:25:00.000-04:00

FELINE

If you were a seed well I'd be the pod.....

2011-09-01T13:58:00.000-04:00

All I want is you.....
Where are you? I hope your okay. I wish we could talk face to face. I miss talking to you. Where are you?

Today has been a long day with nothing to do except homework. Which is a blessing and a curse. You all who have experienced college life know what I'm talking about. Only one class on tuesdays and thursdays at 2:10. The rest of the day is spent doing homework....which consists of me rereading and rereading because I can't focus enough to take it all in the first time.

TG tomorrow is friday. I get to go home.

Last tuesday I was in my english class. There is a boy. I don't remember his name. He's one of those people who are too smart for their own good. You know what I'm talking about? Well, I think there's also a little something wrong with him. He has slow speech and has a hard time comprehending what people are saying if they talk too fast. Maybe he's partially deaf? I don't know. He's super nice but is slowing the class down a little. Kinda makes it boring. Can't wait until 3:25 when it's over. Then my day will consist of the 2nd paper I have to write. Yay.

Whoops time for me to go. I'll be back later, probaby, yeah I'll be back. What better way to procrastinate from homework than to blog.

Crunch Crunch Crunch.....POP!

2011-08-30T19:04:00.000-04:00

That my friends is the sound you hear in my dorm room when your stuck inside with a roommate that chomps her gum. I know it's petty to make a big deal about it....but seriously, keep your gum in your freakin' mouth!

Okay, now that that's out of my system; Hi my name is Lyndi and I'm an obsessive older man fanatic. Yes I am. I'm annoyed. I've been talking to this guy for oh I don't know 3 years, we've just decided to start dating when I turned 18 just because it made him feel strange for wanting to date a minor. So, now that I have officially turned 18 yesterday, I haven't heard from him. This is mainly because we communicate via FB. He has not been online in 3 days. How do I know this? I must confess I'm a bit of a creeper. Well, maybe it just depends on your definition of a creeper. I've just been on FB all f'ing day waiting for the little "bloop" noise to alert me that I have a new message. I didn't and haven't gotten one. So, as to when I'm going on this "date", I don't know. But I'm hoping to soon find out.

Educationally speaking, I think I have decided officially, to major in Psychology (to be a forensic psychologist) or/and Communication ( to become a broadcast journalist). Obviously both starting rates are fairly low, they will be beneficial in the future. I'm thinking Journalism is a little more practical for the small towns I'm surrounded by. I do plan to move after graduation, but that's 4 years away. If I decide to become a Forensic Psychologist then I would have to earn my doctorite. I don't think I want to be in school for 8+ years. Communication is seeming easier and easier.

Financially speaking, I NEED A FLIPPIN' job.

The Perks.....

2011-08-29T23:15:00.000-04:00

Yeah yeah yeah, I know it's been a while.......I'M BUSY!
haha
But seriously, I have just entered a new realm of my life. I am officially a 5 day college freshman. The baby! I was just getting used to being a senior in high school!
To be honest the first night was a little scary living on campus, in a dorm. I was forced to play many repetitive name games in attempt to make new friends.....which I did. They are great, but nothing beats the friends I have back at home. (fyi-I'm only 20 minutes away from home and I plan to visit every weekend). Labor Day weekend is coming up, which means no classes, which means I can stay up as late as I want for 4 nights in my old bed in my old room in my old life.

But in my current state, I am sitting on my dorm room bed, blogging. OH! I forgot to mention it's 82 degrees in here because there is no AC. It's bloomin' hot! But I'm dealing with it, trying to make the best of the situation. Today was the first day of my classes. They are all great except for one......BORING! I did not sign up for a Renaissance** 101.

Night time can be a little difficult. Wanting to be in my own bed and everything. But I always try to remember that even though the moon is out now making me sad, in a few short hours the sun will be up making me happy.

Today was also my birthday. I'm not going to tell you my age. That would almost be just too much. It was such a great birthday. Seriously one of the best ones.

I may even be going on a date this week! Yay!
I'll let you know how it goes!

In the words of Ellen Degeneres -- "Be kind to one another!"

Here's Another

2011-07-26T09:41:00.002-04:00

More Makeup Samples

2011-07-25T19:57:00.002-04:00

Something you should know....

2011-07-19T17:36:00.001-04:00

I have many other thoughts/ideas.....so you should check them out below:

www.dailybooth.com/Lyndi4u

www.youtube.com/lightscameraaction82

On a serious note....

2011-07-17T23:19:00.000-04:00

Cyberbully --> ABC Family

EEEHHHH.....

Honestly, I wasn't impressed by the previews. But now that I haven't had anything to do in the past 2 hours, I've been watching it. Bullying is a big issue in today's world; not just in 'living' society but through technology too. And the sad part is, there's nothing that can be done about it except "treat others the way you wanted to be treated" and stay away from dangers on the internet and from people that could harm you in any way.

I don't mean to preach --> God knows I'm a sinner.

Reflecting on my past behavior towards others and on the receiving end, I realize I've been pretty lucky. I have never endured bullying (at least to my knowledge) but I have witnessed it unfortunately. There's a span of about 5 seconds where you decide if you will be an innocent bystander or stand up to those who are too afraid to.

I'm no hero.

But I do believe in standing up for people who do not have the courage or need a boost to protect themselves from the sticks and stones being tossed at them. I think through this, you earn respect from your peers. This respect makes you a threat and not a target. Be Strong.

If you haven't seen this movie yet, I seriously suggest you watch it. It shows the in's and out's of bully behavior. I have to admit, because I never experiences bullying, I used to think the movies and posters advertising against bullying was some what of a joke; now I know it's much more than that. It's peoples lives that are at risk. Make a Difference. Be Different.

Pixi2Woo Inspiration Makeup

2011-07-17T19:59:00.003-04:00

What does a rooster say?!

2011-07-15T22:30:00.000-04:00

COCK-A-DOODLE-DOO

If I had a penny for every time I asked this question tonight ( and similar ones, such as cow, horse, pig, cat, dog, frog, duck --> you get the point). Babysitting is supposed to be fun. Right? I hate to say I didn't have fun, but lets face it; a one year old is nothing but trouble. Crying, dirty diapers, etc. Nothing can prepare you for said events no matter your experience with the afore mentioned age.

It's nice to have some cash in my wallet $25.
It will be gone tomorrow.
I need engine oil.
I need gasoline.
I need....MORE MONEY.

I'm plenty old enough to have a "real" job and have twice before. The problem is, no one will hire me or anyone else. When you ask for an application they bore me with the following "You can fill it out, but you should know we are not hiring any time soon".
At this point I grin and say "Well, just in case" and proceed to re-write the same thing I have written 100 times before.

I owe you an apology.
I know this was pointless.
Hell.
This is my blog.
I'll write what I want.

I need a bloody job!

Oh I forgot to show you!

2011-07-15T22:00:00.000-04:00

Here's some pictures from when I went to Kauai a few weeks ago.

Todays Makeup Adventure

2011-07-15T17:41:00.000-04:00

Products I used:
"I'm Getting Sunburned" by Wet N Wild Palette
Urban Decay 24/7 liner
ELF Tickled Pink Blush
MAC Snob Lipstick
Revlon Mauve Lipgloss

One of natures greatest mark of beauty...

2011-07-12T23:50:00.001-04:00

Sunset

My One Big ALMOST Mistake.

2011-07-11T12:06:00.000-04:00

I haven't blogged about this before.....for a few reasons. Okay maybe one reason, it's embarrassing.
To sum up the big mistake:
Since I was 15ish, in high school, low self esteem (although know one would guess probably) and more mature than boys my age. I found comfort in knowing I could relate to one person more than anybody else. An older 23 year old man who happens to be my substitute teacher more than a few times. At first, maybe for the first 2 years, everything was friendly. Sarcasism and wit played a big part of my attraction to this older guy. I never would've dreamed he would be interested in me. We occasionally talked on Facebook about anything from school to sports to favorite color etc. Unfortunately I developed a crush, but I never told anyone or let him know.
Fast forward about 2 years---> at this point it is clear that we like each other and when I had my 18th birthday we would go on a date. I like to think I was approaching this in a very smart way (meaning watching for weird vibes or inappropriate things), but nothing like that happened. Until our conversations where a little more like "Can't wait until your 18 so we can celebrate together". Now, depending on how nieve you are, you can take that in several different ways. I later found out he meant it sexually. At first I was open to the idea, researching birth control etc. I also knew that this could and probably would be a hit-it-and-quit-it type thing, but I was okay with that.
Fast forward 6ish months:
Now I know I've been right all along. It is a game. It has to be. Not only did he hit on my best friend (knowing that she is very close to me), I see one too many Facebook status's or convo's about how he is trying to play a game that nobody is falling for. "Am I falling for it?" I refuse! At this point, I know it's too good too be true and I am disappointed in him and more importantly myself. Although I made the right decision not to talk to him anymore and to tell him I don't appreciate him insulting my intelligence. I know better you piece of shit. I will do and be better than you in every way.

My Reply:
You know, I don't think 'this' is gonna work out. I'm starting college this fall and there is gonna be a lot of opportunities for me. But don't worry, it seems like you have a lot of options out there I'm sure you don't want to miss out on, you know with some of my friends from school. You understand, don't you?

AND that's it. Reguardless of what he says or doesn't say. I'm not going to respond anymore. This is really quite liberating actually. I am proud of myself for catching this sleaze bag in his tracks before he fools me into making one of the biggest mistakes I will ever make in my life. I am proud of myself for being the strong and beautiful person I know I am.

I guess I'm telling my story to you for a few reasons, but mainly I want to stop others from making the same mistake I almost did. Be Smart. Know what you stand for. and above all Be Strong.

its one of those days

2011-04-02T17:32:00.001-04:00

...you know when a tragedy hits. When you walk into school and you see everyone crying. Then you learn that 3 of your class mates are dead. No goodbyes, no see ya laters, just crash. What bothers me the most is thinking about there bodies and how burnt they become. No longer recognizable. They are gone and that's the end of life. They had 2 months until graduation. Now we will never know what greatness could have been acheived. We will never know.

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sasquatch sighting.

2011-02-21T11:46:00.001-05:00

Seriously its only 11:34.
As the end of my final year comes near the average student would hope to see the clock running double time...instead the clock has morphed into a turtle. (Hopefully you caught that reference).

Heart of darkness--it truely is the darkness that fills my advanced English class. I just don't understand why they (meaning the author) has go on and on about the way a.....a tree looks. Why can't it just say its a really tall tree with no leaves. I hate this boom -- no offense to the author. Okay maybe a little offense.

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RESIST CHANGE

2011-01-16T13:09:00.001-05:00

AND YOU'LL BE HERE FOREVER

This my anonymous friends is the wisest quote I have read in a while. It was found on a brick wall in an ally supposedly written by cryp...the homeless man that lives under the bridge. I don't know if the rumors are true, but why wouldn't they be? Its kind of mysterious and blatantly honest at the same time. Maybe that's why I like. Im not sure.

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i feel like dying

2011-01-15T09:07:00.001-05:00

Saturday 6:00am yawn and wake up t the sound of an intense alarm screaming a generic tune in my ear.

Saturday 8:15 at hardees eating next to a posse of old people chewing with their mouths open and food dribbling down their chins.

Saturday 9:06 at school on a Saturday. Did I mention its a Saturday. And I'm taking a test. Just saying.

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Did that seriously just happen?!

2011-01-14T21:57:00.001-05:00

Its been one of those days. You know, when nothing goes your way. Butterfingers, breaking things, loosing stuff. Sound familiar?

First of all let me just say,
I broke my cars radiator and it needs a new tire and alignment.
So,while it's in the shop I borrowed a cat from a family member. While I've had that car, I got a flat tire and the window motor died and the glass is stuck in the door. Oh yeah I forgot to mention its 3 below 0 tonight.

I can't do anything right or please anybody. I try so hard to be the best I can be but it goes unrecognized.

I know poor pitiful me.....sometimes its just nice to complain.

To change the subject, I've started blogging via android. I like it. So far. Tomorrow ill probably see that something went terribly wrong and didn't work. But that. Wouldn't be a surprise now would it? Let me answer that, NO.

I'm sorry, of your reading these mindless, senseless, random tangents I tend to experience. This blog is more for me I guess than anyone else. Sorry, how incredibly insensitive of me.

OH CSI is on.

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I can't tell you

2011-01-12T14:53:00.000-05:00

how many times I've re-written this blog.
how many times I've deleted what I've written because I'm afraid of offending someone.
how many times I take the same picture and never like how it comes out.
how many times I've had to put air in my tire while wearing a skirt or dress in 50 or below degree weather just because it's wedneday.
where I live.
what age I was when I first learned how to read.
what my plans are for the future-let's face it I don't even know that answer.
how many times I've had to re paint my fingernails because I'm not patient enough for them to dry.
how old I am.
why I use the ugly hangers first in my closet because I don't want them to be jealous of the pretty ones.
why I shut my door even when no one else is home.
why I hate my father.
why the sun never shines through my bedroom windows.
why it makes me sad when it rains.
how I intentionally be late to events.
how many times I've watched NCIS re-runs.
why I chose to blow $200.00 on used books instead of paying to have my car fixed.
that I "loose" the cards in the back of library books, then google the names to see if I can find them on facebook. --that one I must admit is a little strange.
why I wear a ring on my left hand so people think I'm married.
why I see a therapist once a week.
or even why 2 x 2 = 4 and 2 + 2 = 4.

So, don't ask.

The sun shines on clear days. But when it rains on clear days, there, must be a rainbow.

2011-01-06T18:44:00.004-05:00

HELLO! and welcome back!
No seriously, it's good to know someone is there...reading.
It is a blessing in disguise to know that someone, you, is out there caring enough, or maybe just curious, to read a little about The Anatomy Of A Lyndi.

You know, I'm never really sure what to talk about on this thing. Most people seem to have some sort of theme. Unfortunatley I dont. It's sorta sad. Right? I mean a blank canvas, a no purpose poem, a fish without water. Maybe it's not so sad....more like, inspiring. But what is to be inspired? I guess I have a little bit of soul searching to do.

But you don't care. Do you? How could you? You don't know me, you don't know anything about me. You will never know more about me that what you read on this happy-go-lucky background hiding behind a collection of nonsense words.

I love the Little Mermaid.

Ariel has so much curiosity and the drive to achieve something that is thought to be impossible, to become something your not, another/differnt life form. How insane is that? But totally cool at the same time. I bet the writers didn't intend for this, they just want to help little kids have hope and the cash flow doesn't hurt either.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I'm boring you. And somewhat tricking you into reading all of this word vomit that makes absolutley no sense to anyone but me. Your probably not even there, reading.
...............
Are you there? Anybody?

You'd think I'd learn....

2011-01-02T14:48:00.005-05:00

to not wait until the last minute to finish a report/annotation/project. It's due tomorrow....I've watched the movie in effort to quickly educate myself in preperation for the test. Now I have to annotate the entire book in 2 hours. That would be 247 pages of red circles and lines of yellow highlighter. And instead of doing the smart thing and actually working, I am writing this (I'm sure) really boring blog and testing out my new makeup that I got for christmas.

I really, truely, deeply hope that all 2 blog followers had a better Christmas than Georgianna in Michigan. Not that I expect you all to know who that is. How could I when I just made it up. I mean, I guess there could be a Georgianna in Michigan but for the sake of the moment.....lets just go with the fact that I made it up.

I wish I was from somewhere cool like Australia or England or Scotland. Somewhere other than...well, here. I sit "here" on my queen sized squishy bed looking out the 2 windows I happen to have that overlook the crowded street of houses and of course my half-basketball court-sized front yard. Hopeing to come across some inspiration to start a blog. Instead of coming up with something interesting to speak about, I have continued to ramble on about absolutley nothing and probably proceeded to completly wipe out half of your brain cells one-by-one. I usually begin blogs apologizing for the long vacation I have taken from blogging. But why should I apologize? I don't really care/doubt you care at all.

By this point your probably gone. No longer reading this pathetic attempt to put things off until the last minute.

I took the trash out a few minutes ago.
It's quite cold here.
I hope wherever you are, dear friend, the sun is shining and the rays radiate your skin with warmth. But, if your not in the Bahamas or Hawiaii, well, I guess it's just too bad and your probably experienceing the cold wind just like I am especially those of you north of "here".

If you haven't catched on yet, "here" is where I am. But that's a secret isn't it?

Unfortunatley, I have run out of word vomit. I guess those Tums really work.
Until next time,
XOXO

OKAY, I'VE MADE MY DECISION, TIME TO STICK TO IT!

2010-08-05T19:03:00.002-04:00

Although I've had a youtube channel for years now and have always wanted to make vlogs on there.....I haven't cause I'm afraid I'll be to boring. So....I have come to the conclusion that tomorrow will be the end of my vlogging insecurities. I'm just gonna do it. To see if I actually follow through check this out!
----->http://www.youtube.com/LightsCameraAction82

OKAY, SO I GUESS I CAN SPEAK ASIAN NOW

2010-07-30T19:51:00.005-04:00

If your wondering why I havent blogged in awhile it's mainly cause I didn't have anything to say....omg...i can't believe I said that. I always have something to say. But the second reason I havent been blogging was cause every time I typed a word it looked.....stupid. (Meaning-english words tranlated into hindi)

Oh that's right, I almost forgot. I was watching one of my favorite shows ever today and the funniest thing was said. On Disaster Date a man actually said the following - are you listening, no seriously, I'm not kidding, pay close attention. He said "A man with no tae kwondo (sp?) skills is like a 3 legged table, it's just not good". Okay so now that I typed all of that out, I realized it's one of those things where you have to be there. But still I thought you might enjoy hearing such a sick phrase. And when I say sick I MEAN SICK.

(Please take a moment to imagine this man in the photo physically grab taco salad with his toes and sling it at the waitress in attempt to impress his date by showing off his mad skills)

BTW, have you all ever watched BON QUI QUI? Well, ya should. And if you have you'd know that at some point after calling SACURATEEE several times she continues to say "Oh no, do. not. get. loud. wit. me". Now I'll get to the point. I pulled up to a Hardee's drive through window after ordering only an orange juice. And this large black lady stuck her head in my window and said "Did you orda an omlette?" at this point I am highly alarmed and replied "I just want my orange juice please" .... a few minutes later she thrusts her head of artificial hair in my window and abruptly says "Are u shura you di'int orda an omelett?". Now, I'm getting more conused than ever so I did the only thing I could think of, I replied with "OH, DO. NOT. GET. LOUD. WIT. ME" and continued to speed of without my orange juice or my change. That was a sad and disturbing day. I'll never forget. This my friends is a perfect picture of a southern BON QUI QUI.

Told ya it was scary.

IN CASE I DON'T SEE YA LATER,
GOOD AFTERNOON,
GOOD EVENING,
AND GOOD NIGHT!

2010-07-07T22:38:00.001-04:00

7 more days! I'm soo excited! I know I haven't mentioned aaron a lot but I just don't want to.......jinx it I guess. He is a little older, and in europe (temporarily of course). I'm very excited that he is having so much fun but of course the jealous side of me wants him to be here with me. And even though I'm sure he is going to want/have to spend some time with his family when he gets back, I'm secretly psyching myself up to the fact that he may suprise me and show up at my doorstep but then again....we all know suprises too early or too late in the day can be disasterous (no makeup, pj's, dirty teeth) I think u get the point! Idk. All I know is that tonight I will close my eyes for sleep and imagine, imagine that he is here with me. :) goodnight readers (imaginery or not).