The Anti-Feminist

Mere/Merde

2011-02-03T14:16:00.000-05:00

I was one of your own,
but you threw me to the wolves.

Chest ripped open,
heart on a platter.

Buffet for the sick.
All you can eat.

The sick, the drunk,
the fucked up,
the fuckers.

Fuck you
and your mother.

My Skin

2011-01-02T14:11:00.000-05:00

My masks are falling off,
smashing in pieces on the floor.

The porcelain has been so heavy for so long.

Hand-painted as I wore them,
everyday of my little life.

I try to blame the artists, but I handed them the brushes and picked out the paint.

I always wondered what my skin might look like.

Oreos

2011-01-01T18:26:00.000-05:00

Am I a visible minority?

You told me I was.

When I was worth it.

Am I oppressed? I guess so.

Am I criticized? You bet.

Am I black? I don't know.

Am I white? I guess I should be.

Purple

2010-12-18T19:38:00.000-05:00

Purple plus pretty
makes a perfect match.

You think you suck,
you think you're dumb,
It's a wound that can be patched.

Anger

2010-12-01T06:22:00.000-05:00

You are angry because I listened.

You are angry because I thought.

You are angry because I wrote.

I tried to pass this on,

It's called a "hand-me-up".

I got a lot of those.

I Gave Up

2010-12-01T06:21:00.001-05:00

You rocked out to Prince.

A prince you were.

I gave you what so many wanted, and I got to give it freely.

Now when I give it, I think.

I think so hard, it's mind-blowing.

Keep rockin'.

Jizz-Jazz

2010-12-01T06:19:00.000-05:00

The truth is hard to hear.

That's why I feel it's necessary to jazz it up with some literary frou-frou.

I fucking love jazz.

High School

2010-12-01T06:18:00.000-05:00

When I knew you,

You wanted the kind of sex

Where you get screwed.

I wanted the kind of sex

Where your brains get fucked out.

Sorry I never gave it to you.

Rainbows

2010-12-01T06:15:00.000-05:00

Race and sexuality.

Are spectra, like white light.

The sky is a prismatic display of blue, but there's a lot more there.

Wear the rainbow.

The mess

2010-12-01T06:14:00.001-05:00

I am not the one who did it.

She showed me how.

I really need to be unshown

By the people who don't need to smash things to make themselves heard.

Jason

2010-12-01T06:09:00.000-05:00

It's not normal to cry when you're happy.

I thought you were nucking futs when you said that.

I was the one who was fucking nuts.

The Dress

2010-12-01T06:07:00.000-05:00

The dress was the dress.

The man was the man.

The day was the day.

The time was not the time.

The time is relatives.

I moved on.
The dress still fits.

Definitions

2010-12-01T06:06:00.000-05:00

The past does not define me.

The future might.

Maybe if I let it.

The present is the one thing you can count on.

Someone once told me the present is a gift,

It always defines you.

DONE

2010-12-01T06:05:00.000-05:00

I am SO done.
Dinner is finally finished.
You rang the bell,
I came in.
You put down your fork,
I cleared your plate.
Dinner is done
And I will never be hungry again.

Fruit Love

2010-12-01T06:02:00.000-05:00

I am a spawn of true love,
No wonder I'm so great.
You try to be jealous,
But I don't know what that means.

True love is luck,
True love is great.
I'm lucky I came from it,
I will try to produce from it.

Painting

2010-12-01T06:01:00.000-05:00

Paint a picture.

You pick the paint, you pick the canvas, you pick the brush.

No wonder no one ever truly sees it.

Fashion

2010-12-01T05:59:00.000-05:00

Wow, you look nice.

What you see is what you get.

If I look REALLY nice.

MAYBE you'll think that everything's ok.

MAYBE you'll leave me alone.

MAYBE you'll realize that I've always been ok.

Open your eyes.

Gunslingers

2010-12-01T05:57:00.001-05:00

Do you want to know what she says when you're not there?

I didn't think so.

You listen to the shots when they're pointed in the other direction.

And you think that the person at the receiving end is dead.

Thank you...

No, wait... I'll wait 'til I'm famous to give you what you gave me.

Where's my gun?

Friends

2010-12-01T05:51:00.000-05:00

Break the cycle, man.

Sever the chain.

Smash that bottle.

Don't you DARE smash anything else.

If you do,

You will be hurt.

You WILL cry.

Most people won't listen.

If you're really lucky,

You'll meet somebody who never needed to smash things at all.

Or if they did,

there was a fucking reason for it.

It's called a friend.

Bill

2010-11-30T18:21:00.000-05:00

Bill Gates, where are you now?

I think you're lost in Internet Explorer...

I always liked Bill.

He plays the saxophone.

And loves to get head.

Grad School

2010-11-30T18:19:00.002-05:00

I didn't apply to grad school.

Grad school applied to me.

It felt like death had finally arrived and I was ready to go with Him.

I was actually reborn.

Tents

2010-11-30T18:19:00.001-05:00

I love to travel.

I HATE hotels.

Will you pitch me a tent?

Nonsense

2010-11-30T18:16:00.000-05:00

Lobsters and Mice

I think I just shit myself.

Pissed myself

And threw up all at once.

Shuddering, the terror.

Crustaceans are so fucking creepy.

I will always LOVE the colour red.

(Alvy Singer could NEVER have me)

As for the mice,
the kitten protects me.

The Kama Sutra

2010-11-22T12:37:00.000-05:00

The Kama Sutra isn't about you.
It isn't about me.

It's about us and what we could show to the world.

We could show a world of wonder, a world of hope.

A world of love, a world of beauty,

A world of being fucking amazing.

2010-11-22T12:33:00.000-05:00

I am the world's best daughter
And no one will ever know.
I bathe, I clothe, I wash, I rub.
That's what they did before me.

We all think we're so special.
But none of us ever are.
We just are.