The B-Side of My Mind

Hey Look Ma, I Made It!

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Fri, 17 Aug 2018 08:56:00 +0000

Panic! At The Disco (P!ATD) has been one of my fav band of all time. Been listening to them since their first song (2003 i think?!) til now. I just love how clever their lyrics are especially in this song. The 1st verse compares being a musician to being a hooker selling songs, while in the 2nd verse goes on describing honeysuckle phonies having any level of success can attract. The entire song, in my opinion is a reflection of the burdens of success and the struggles one might encountered to get there.

I guess that is why i'm so attached to this song as you know, success is not easy to achieve but the journey (the hardship, the blood and sweat) will certainly be worth it in the end.

Doctoral + Motherhood? Yes I Can!

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Thu, 09 Aug 2018 05:10:00 +0000

The reason for my recent "disappearance" again on the blog sphere is because I was busy with my doctoral proposal defense that happened on the 4th of August and guess what? I PASSED! Yeayyyyyy.. I just need to submit my amendments within 1 month and i'm good to conduct my research.

Being a working mother of 1, a wife AND a student all at the same time is tiring! only God knows how overwhelmed i am feeling sometimes. But to be honest, being a mother while doing my doctoral degree is a blessing in disguise. Without my baby, I don't think I will be motivated enough to defend my proposal in the first place. I am so motivated to finish what i've started 4 years ago -- I was single and bored that's why I signed up for this haha.

Last year, I remember my supervisor coming from Shah Alam to KK for a meet up. I was already 2 months pregnant that time. Then she told me about one of her student who just got married and she advised her not to have a baby yet or else she wont be able to finish up her studies. I did not tell her I was pregnant because I feared of what she would say or how her face would look like --- the sign of disapproval. So i just kept quiet and did not contact her for 1 whole year. I actually avoided her calls and messages. It's a miracle she didn't drop me as her student.

I wish I could say I'm able to divide my time equally between work, study and mommy-hood. At times everything just happens at the same time and at other times one takes up the whole of my attention. Take for example, my proposal defense last week. I had to focus because I was so determined to pass it. But at the same time there's office work related deadline looming around but all I can think of is the presentation that I need to finish doing. It is a messy affair but isn't all of life? and it goes on and on...

I must thank my husband who takes over caring of our 8 month old baby when there is a paper deadline at the corner. But just like any other clingy baby, my baby doesn't want her daddy. She wants me instead. But I just had to keep doing my proposal and slides presentation if not it won't be ready on time. As a first time mother, at first it wasn't easy (it still isn't!) to leave my baby crying and not attending to her when she wants me instead of her daddy. It's not easy letting go my motherly duties and handing them over to another, even if the other person is your other half. Added to this I feared it was an admission of my adequacy as a mother. I may not be the perfect mother but I am the mother who I know how to be. I am still trying, finding balance, and want only the best for my little one.

Defense of research proposal

With the panel of experts

and it's a wrap for defense of research proposal in UiTM KK

If you asked me, would I sign up doing DBA (Doctor of Business Administration) 4 years ago if I know it would be this "messy"?

In a heart beat.

I’d love to hear from you. Have you had a different experience combining academia and motherhood? (I am aware of the fact that everyone’s experience is unique).

Carbs for my love

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Wed, 18 Jul 2018 08:47:00 +0000

I'm almost 8 months post-partum. To be honest I sill haven't gotten back into my pre-pregnancy weight. I tried dieting but since i'm breastfeeding it's so hard. I get hungry easily LOL. Dieting for me means not taking much carbs like rice but the thing is, rice especially brown rice is my milk booster. The other day, I only had fruit juice for breakfast and fried spaghetti for lunch. I pumped for 40 minutes and got only 1oz.

Diet plays a significant role in producing milk so I can't afford to diet now. So this morning I had oat + banana smoothie for breakfast and brown rice for lunch. This afternoon, I pumped nearly 5oz.. I'm one happy mommy!

Almost 5oz !

I learned that different people will have different type of milk booster food. When my baby was still a newborn, I was told to drink young papaya soup. I tried but the result wasn't as good as oats and rice for me. Oh, and drink lots of fluid :)

The truth is, you don't need to spend alot of money on those milk booster products they have in the market. You can boost your milk supply using natural food. All you need is some trial and error. Try everything til you get the one that suits you. My favourites are brown rice, oats, bananas, and avocados.

To new and/ or soon-to-be mommies out there.. All the best in finding your milk booster! <3 div="">

4 years hiatus... and i'm back!

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Wed, 18 Jul 2018 03:27:00 +0000

Finally I've figured out Blogger LOL. I actually had given up on it and moved to Wordpress but I find the interface to be not as user friendly as Blogger. So this morning after my morning class I worked on it and here I am :) My new blog on Wordpress was called "Pammie knows it all". I think i'll retain this blog's name because this blog has historyyyyyy.. let it stay as it is lah kan. So yeah, I just want to say...

I MISS THIS SPACE SO MUCH AND I'M GLAD I'M BACK!

Thank God I didn't delete this blog last time :) So stay tuned OK because i'll be posting more updates on this blog starting TODAY.

P/s- I guess the other blog has to go LOL.

Til the next post!

Kuching getaway (Day 1)

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Fri, 04 Jul 2014 23:45:00 +0000

I have been wanting to get away from the hectic work life and studies since may. So this is it. A domestic getaway to Kuching, Sarawak :)

Our flight to Kuching was at 8am on AirAsia. We arrived early, at about 9:15am. 10 minutes early. The first thing we did was went to the hotel to confirm our reservation of room & have breakfast. We were really hungry by the time we reached the hotel. The area that we are staying didnt have that much of eateries nearby. The hotel's frontdesk lady said we have to walk 10-20 minutes to the nearest eatery. We were searching for Laksa, by the way.

After walking not 10, or 20.. But 30 minutes!!!! We found an eatery at Chinatown. It was a small coffee shop (i forgot the name) but it served kolo mee and sarawak laksa. So we had our breakfast there. After that we walked somemore and went to sarawak plaza, tun jugah and centrepoint. I was surprised that the malls here are not like the ones we have in KK. I could walk around each malls in less than 5 minutes. There wasnt anything much to look at inside.

In the evening, we wanted to go to bazaar Ramadhan. In search of ayam golek! But it was raining and the bazaar was not walking distance friendly. So we decided to just have our dinner at SCR Express. It was just located below our hotel. Oh, we stayed at 360 hotel Tower B. It was worth every cent. Clean linens, spacious room. The only down side to it is the city centre is 30minutes walking distance. It is ok if you dont mind all the walking. But if you mind, the hotel does provide shuttle bus to the city. Which is a good thing.

Anyway, below are the food that 2 people consumed yesterday :) the food is so cheap compared to KK.

Im so ready for day 2! weeeee~

Universal Studio Singapore

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Thu, 12 Jun 2014 01:35:00 +0000

It has been a week since my last post. I was suppose to post this a day after the last post but procrastination got the best of me.

So on the 3th of May, we were suppose to do 2 things which were 1) Collect race pack and 2) USS!!

We didnt get to collect our race pack that day because it was too far. By the time we get to USS it would be past noon. So we decided to just go to USS and collect our race packs the next day.

Me and Mas headed to Sentosa that morning. We were told that we can just show our USS ticket and we'll get a free ride all the way to USS. But that was not true for us. We had to purchase a ticket to ride the MRT that takes us to USS.

So we purchased our ticket through the kiosk and we're ready to board the MRT

We arrived "early". While waiting for Riz we took some photos around the area just to find out that Riz and his family was already inside USS LOL.

So touristyyyyy

I just love the candy tree behind us. So pretttyyyyy

Happy chocolatey family

I would eat this up if you let me.

One of the rides that I was looking forward to was the Transformers ride. It took us about 30 minutes to queue up before we were able to ride it. I was a bit sad the ride didnt last that long because it was soooo cool. If the queue wasn't that long I would've gone on the ride again.

Transformers ride!

Excited faces

Getting more excited after receiving our 3D glasses

This was outside the transformers ride, I wanted to take photo with it but the line was too long.

After an hour or so spent on the Transformers ride alone, we were hungry and this was what I had for lunch. Oh, and we finally met up with Riz with his family and Josie (the lady in white, sitting next to me). Josie is Riz and Massy's friend who i got to know there :)

#AUSF in SG

Huge popiah. It doesnt look huge here but it was.

Teriyaki chicken (i think that's what its call) and fried rice with mixed veges. It was good.. portion was not so :P

Me and Mas wanted to get on this but the queue, once again, was too friggin long. *sigh

So instead of going on the Canopy Flyer we went to Far Far Away land!

In front of the entrance to Far Far Away

We met Fairy God Mother! She was soo nice.. Some people wanted to jump queue but she let us take a picture with her first.


We even met Pinocchio!! We met him AFTER we came out of the castle to watch Shrek in 4D movie.

We left USS at about 4:30pm (if im not mistaken). By that time, my legs were sore from all the walking and queueing ups and i was getting worried because the marathon was the next day. We haven't run the marathon already our legs were sore.

Anyway, here are more pictures of our visit to USS

Say HI to the dinosaur behind me

Happy faces at Sesame Street

World's greatest girlfriend?

Some of the hats me and mas tried on

Gigantic Hershey syrup. This could last me a few years!

Yesss!! Im tall enough. LOL

I guess that's about it for my Universal Studio Singapore visit for 2014. If I come back, it will because of the rides that I missed. Especially Battlestar Galactica! It was closed that day..

Sooon...

Sundown Marathon 2014

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Tue, 03 Jun 2014 12:30:00 +0000

Sundown Marathon went down last saturday. I call it my Kaamatan run because it fell on the 31st of May. Since the last marathon i ran was Borneo International Marathon on the 4th of May, I was really feeling confident on this one because the marathon was at night, no crazy heat like BIM. Although it WAS at night the only challenge was keeping yourself awake during the run. While everybody was asleep on their comfortable beds, we were running. The full marathon category started at 11:30pm on the 31st of May and of course we ran until the next day, the 1st of June. It took me about 6 hours 47minutes to complete the race. Slightly better timing than my BIM - 7 hours plus. I had to walk 12 friggin kilometers during BIM because I had blisters on both of the soles of my foot. I would show you the blisters on my foot but the image is too graphic, I wouldnt want to scare my readers away hehehe.

Back to the marathon. Like i said, the marathon was at night but boy was it humid. The drizzle of rain and the gush of wind starting at KM12 or 13 was like, heaven sent. Since we were running at night, my eyelids were closing but my mind was still awake. I had to stop at one of the water stations and pour water on my face. Just to wake myself up. I felt a sting on my eyes.. It was the salt from my sweat. Good. That'll keep me awake. And it did. The route at the park was never ending! oh man.. we covered like 20 kilometers (or more, i think) just in the park alone. I was running solo without any pacers because I told Rizzy and Massy that I'll be running my own pace. My preparation for the marathon was very minimal I didn't have ANY long distance running prior to the event. I did however run 8km and 6km days before the event. I wasnt expecting a PB but I was, however expecting a better time than my BIM2014 timing, and I did manage to do that. Yeay!

The last 500meters to the finishing line, I ran as fast as I can because I just wanted it to end after hours of running/ walking. When it finally ended, it felt like a dream. It was surreal, wow I just conquered 42.195KM. AGAIN. Twice in 1 month. AAAAAAAAAAnnnnd without proper training. Suicide mission. But I survived somehow hehe

OK enough of the talking, let's see some pictures shall we? The pictures below were taken using iPhone 5S, Sony Experia Z2 and iPhone 4.

Met Mohan during the race pack collection.

My 3rd Full Marathon and 1st International marathon

Faces before the race.. #AUSFians

10KM away from the finishing line!!

1KM away! yeayyy.. even though my nose was kembang kempis already, selfie tetap juga!

I did it! 42.195KM conquered in Singapore. My 1st international marathon

Kaki sakit tapi masih mau lompat-lompat hehe

Our podium picture hehe.. tapunnnn

Met up with Mohan again after the race. This time we just need to get our Sabah flag out. Thanks Rizzy for bringing the flag :)

The 100 plus drink was soooo yummy. I asked for 2 cans of 100 plus and 1 bottle of mineral water but I only ended up drinking only 1 can. Rizzy can't be bothered with his flag.

Mas and I before we head to the F1 pit building

I can't explain Rizzy's expression.

This was my best friend after the race. Applied it on my legs and went to bed. I had the best 3 hours of sleep of my life

Sundown Marathon would probably be my last road marathon until 2016. Not because im sick and tired of joining marathons but because I just dont have any time to train for a marathon. My classes are in the weekend (saturdays & sundays) and i can't commit to weekday runnings too when I have term papers and/ or presentations to prepare for the weekends. That's just my school work. Ive got bakings and my day job to catch up. So it is impossible to fit in EVERYTHING into my schedule. The burden is too overwhelming. I will still be running in the weekdays when I have time because hey, you gotta have some exercise in your life right?

You win some, you lose some

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Fri, 23 May 2014 01:15:00 +0000

Made some cakes last night to be sold today. Someone bought 5 cakes (RM4 each x 5 = RM20). I put the money in my pocket (that was at 8am) and at 9.10am I reached into my pocket, the money was gone. By the way, im wearing jeans.

Ohhhh maaaaaaannn!!

I lost RM20 just like that? *Cries*

To make myself feel better, maybe someone needed the money more. Who knows, right? But I need the money tooooo! *criiiiiieeesss*

Maybe the method of putting money inside your bra works much better than putting it in your pocket.

*heavy sigh*

A lesson to be learned.

Ive got work to do

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Thu, 22 May 2014 07:10:00 +0000

Oh man! Ive got serious work to do. I used to easily climb 3 flights of stairs without feeling winded. Now? I feel like my lungs are going to explode. Omg. Actually i just climbed 3 flights of stairs and i thought i was going to faint! LOL.

My fitness level has reaaaallly gone waaay down ever since i started studying again. My doctorate degree is just too time demanding of me. If i could run 2x a week, i would be beyond happy if i could do that. Ive got a fullmarathon next week at Singapore and i have minimal/ zero training whatsoever. My strategy is just to go slow. Slow and steady. Gonna customize my playlist so the 42km wont be so lonely.

I also have decided not to run any marathons for the time being (after sundown, that is) because i dont have time to train. But i will still do ultra-trails, with condition that the event is during july - september. My course is expected to end in 2016 *fingers crossed*. Maybe for the time being, i could do other things like baking and travel.

We'll see.

Hectic!

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Thu, 22 May 2014 01:58:00 +0000

Ive got alot of things to complete today. Besides marking papers, i need to finish my slides, see my lecturer and then bake cakes tonight. Yes, CAKES not just a cake. Wow such a hectic day!

The Missing Case of 2013

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Tue, 20 May 2014 13:42:00 +0000

If you look at the photo above, my 2013 was missing hehe. Actually, i didnt even blogged an alphabet that year. Wow. I think that was the year where i thought that i was done with blogging but i didnt have the heart to delete this whole blog account. It has been with me since 2007!! That's 7 friggin years!!!

My goal is to blog more often when i have time. I guess it is simpler to blog these days with smart phones, tablets or any gadgetery that's blog-enabled.

This is my 3rd post for today. Wow so productive hahaha! I wonder how many posts will i make at the end of the year. I wrote 158 posts in 2008. What the heck did i blog about? Hahahah. LOL

Running In The Rain

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Tue, 20 May 2014 13:11:00 +0000

So today I went for a run. In the rainnnnn! :) this evening's run was actually my 1st run post BIM hahaha!! Yea, i was that busy til i couldnt even go for any runs. Booo.

Anyway, me and rizwan target 8km but we ended up doing 7.5km. I had heartburn just now. Omg it was horrible. My 2nd time experiencing this while running. I had to run/ walk starting at km3. Anyways, it was a good workout. Gonna run again this thursday. I NEED to since Sundown Marathon is nextweek!

Me and riz post-workout picture moment. Excuse his goofyness that went overboard in picture #2 LOL!

Mendeley Workshop

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Tue, 20 May 2014 04:17:00 +0000

Attending Mendeley workshop at UMS today. A hands-on approach on doing citations for your research paper

Belated BIM2014 Post

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Tue, 20 May 2014 02:59:00 +0000

It has been 16 days since BIM2014 but I am only blogging about the event today hehehe. My life has been very hectic, juggling work, school, baking and trainings (which i havent been doing that much lately)

Let me start this post by saying I didnt expect to run the marathon this year. I registered for the Full Marathon category in January, went back to school in March and decided not to run in April since my school work is so time consuming. Heck, I didnt even get to run that much, especially long runs in the weekends. Every runner knows that long runs are important. Anyways, on the eve of BIM2014 I decided to run. whatever happens, happens. LOL. I even begged my lecturer to postponed our 9:30am class to 10:30am. I arrived at class at 11:30 hehehe. Atleast i came. The temptation to NOT go to class at that moment was sooooo strong.

Here are some of the pictures of the whole BIM2014 experience. This year was my 2nd time running the Full Marathon :)

Race pack collection with Shariff, Mas and Rizwan

#AUSF!!

My Shwings!

Some of the people I met before the Full Marathon flag off

Another #AUSF photo

With my buddy, Burn Pahirah

Me and Mas finishing strong, despite having multiple blisters on my foot (me),

and Mas having pelvic pain.

With Lumis & Owin

Yeay! with our medals :)

My Borneo International Marathon medals so far

Despite having injury at KM25 which caused me to run/walk for 5-6KM, and walked the next 12KM or so me and Mas finished strong by running towards the finishing line at Likas Stadium. It was indeed an incredible experience eventhough i had very minimal training for this year :)

Jasmine Flowers

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Wed, 09 Apr 2014 12:09:00 +0000

So this morning my dad woke me up and said the jasmine flowers in our backyard is blooming!

I bought this flower at Gaya street 2 years ago. Now it's big and blossoming!

The jasmine flowers upclose. I think im gonna go to gaya street sunday market again to buy more flowers. I feel like a proud mama when the flowers bloom.

Xoxo

Lunch 070414

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Mon, 07 Apr 2014 07:10:00 +0000

What did you have for lunch? I had nasi goreng kampung. It was so yummy! I dont think i need to explain, just look at it

Told ya.

Xoxo

Boracay: revisited

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Mon, 07 Apr 2014 06:40:00 +0000

So last month me and my friends went to Boracay, Philippines. It has been me & my friend, Daphne's dream destination for a few years already so we decided to make it happen this year.

There were 4 of us: Daphne, Eudora, Nash & myself. We took AirAsia to Manila, and from Manila we took another flight to Kalibo. We spent the night there before heading to Catlican, which was 2 hours (by road) away. The next morning we woke up super early, lika 4:30am i think to catch the 6:30am bus. But the bus went off early. It wasnt even 6:30am that time but the bus already left. Hmmph! The bus company felt guilty i think, so they arranged for a vios to carry us to Catlican. Yeay!

From Catlican jetty, you can see Boracay. The boat ride was just 5 minutes.

Us, in a jeepney looking vehicle that took us to our hotel. Happy faces!!

After checking in the hotel, we explored the beach!! The place was reeeeaaallly incredibly beautiful

The best mango shake ive ever had in my whole life. Yummy!!!

Boracay in the evening. Lovely sunset, huh!?

That afternoon we headed to Ariel's point. The place to cliff dive! There's 3meters, 5 meters, 8 meters, 10 metrrs and 15 meters. I jumped the 5, 10 and 15 meters. I had to jump 10meters twice because Daphne forgot to document my jump, LOL!

This is me, jumping the 5 metres! :)

Anyone who's in the Philippine needs to atleast try their local delicacy, Balut! The last time i had this, i promised myself that i will never have it again. But there i was, having it, AGAIN!

I will return to ariel's point again. Definitely!!!

I got myself a henna tattoo. It lasted for 2 weeks. I was a bit sad it faded hehehe

When we came back to Manila, we decided to go to the famous fall- Pagsanjan falls.

All set and ready!

Us at Pagsanjan falls! :D

Yes! Life is indeed better in Boracay! planning to go back sooooonn!!!!

Such an enjoyable trip i had to the Philippines this year. I usually will go malling when i go there but this time, we did more outdoor activies. I love it!!!

Xoxo

Im Back!!

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Mon, 07 Apr 2014 06:07:00 +0000

Hey bloggers,

Im back after a looooong hiatus! Since blogger is on my phone it will be easier for me to update it. Yeay!

Anyway, whats new with me?

1) im sporting a short hair now. When i say short, i mean really REALLY short

2) im currently pursuing my doctorate. Just started last month :)

What else should i update? Oh,

3) im not married yet hehe.

4) I finally started my baking business. A small-scaled business :)

I guess thats all the updates on me for now. More posts coming up!!

Xoxo

TMBT Certificate

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Sun, 07 Oct 2012 01:12:00 +0000

One of the many things that I like in participating in marathons besides the experience itself is collecting medals and certificates. I like to joke around with my friends saying those medals and certificates can be used to increase your "harga berian" hahaha!

Nowadays, certificates are being sent electronically. I kinda miss getting the hardcopy certificate but thesedays everyone is "going green" and trying to reduce the paper usage so here we are, at the electronic age. But i guess it is a good thing.. saving mother earth and all.

I havent been actively running these days after TMBT. I know i need to keep up or else i will lose my momentum. But i think i have lost it already. Booo...

I have sent my trusty iPod Touch to get it's screen fixed. It was partially broken and i have been told many times to get it fixed before sweat or water gets in it. So I finally sent it in last week. The person in charge said i can come and get it by next week. Oh man, i felt very different running "naked" without it. See my iPod touch isnt just my music player. I also use it to track my runnings using Nike+. I must say i love that app very much.

Hopefully i'll be reunited with my ipod touch very sooon. I miss you so damn much!

On travelling and 2013 resolutions

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Fri, 05 Oct 2012 02:43:00 +0000

I saw this on Pinterest and it striked me -- I miss travelling!!!

I miss traveling! It has been awhile since i went on a real holiday some place far away. I have been busy with training for marathons this year and that is why i am unable to do so :( Even my trip to Boracay was cancelled due to training. boo hoo!

Oh well, I just hope next year will be a really good year for me -- 2013!! These are just some of the things that I am hoping to achieve for next year. In short, my resolutions hehehe

1. Run a full marathon

2. Run a 50km Ultra Marathon

3. Climb Mount K

4. Visit Boracay!!!

5. Cliff dive

6. Backpacking across Asia

7. Pursue my Phd (Yikes!)

10. Get married (?!!) -- Haha.. who knows right?

As you can see above i put get married in the list at number 10 because it isn't really a big priority on my list. I am in a relationship with a wonderful guy but emotionally and mentally, I am not there yet although i have been pressured just because of the age factor. I am 30 years old but so what? I don't want to get married just because of age factor. But again, I wouldn't rule out any possibility of marriage in the near or far (haha!) future :)

Numbers 8 and 9 are still empty because i am still working on them :-)

I am an aunt

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Fri, 05 Oct 2012 01:51:00 +0000

My baby nephew, Joshua

With Kimberly

With Kimberly and Elsa.. we were on a short road trip :)

Perspective

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Thu, 04 Oct 2012 03:51:00 +0000

I saw this on pinterest and this really made me thinking and I feel thankful for every little things in life that i used to complain about.

TMBT Ultra Marathon 2012

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Tue, 18 Sep 2012 02:58:00 +0000

With Daphne, my running partner (before the flag off)


One before the race begins

On my way to KM25

Yeay! I did it!

Another challenged conquered for this year. I have finally joined an Ultra Marathon that was held in Kundasang, Ranau. The category i signed up was 25KM but it was raised to 27KM but according to my GPS it was more than 28KM... I don't know which one to believe but I am just happy and relieved to cross the finish line.

What I now understand about Ultra Marathons is that it is way different than regular marathons. Different in a sense that it is more challenging, not just physically but also to your mental state. A friend of mine told me prior to the race "kasi kuat saja mental kau... buli tu". At first i didnt really understand what she meant by that but now I understand hehe.

After the physical and mental torture last weekend, am i still interested in joining it next year? Hell yes. In fact, i probably will join the 50KM category.

Why Can't Love Stay The Same?

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Tue, 28 Aug 2012 05:07:00 +0000

I think everyone who has ever been in love can relate to this video. Everyone knows the first 3 months of a relationship is the honeymoon period. After that, comes the real deal -- Lovey dovey stuffs decreases, real habits of each partners will reveal. Things that used to be cute will seem annoying to you. At first they have all the time in the world for you. You are at the top of their priority list. But now, it seems like they dont even have time for you.

When you raise the question of "Why can't things be the same as it was in the beginning of our relationship?" people will always say that it is just how relationships are. If things arent the same anymore, where did they decided to change? and why? they got tired? or fed up? questions.. questions...

16th August run

noreply@blogger.com (Pammie Pajammie) — Fri, 17 Aug 2012 08:57:00 +0000