Blaugustine's Other Blog

PORTRAIT OF RICHARD PRICE

2023-12-06T00:13:00.005+00:00

I started painting a portrait of Richard Price on the 5th of November and it is now finished. He sat for me a couple of times then I took some photos so I could continue working. Painting and drawing from life is to me the most challenging and adventurous of creative experiences and when the subject is a real live human in front of me it also becomes quite frightening but in a thrilling way, like walking a tightrope without a net below. No matter how much I've learned about drawing or how instinctively I may respond to light and shape and character, the truth is that painting a portrait is floating and fishing in the vast unknown. Capturing a specific human being with paint. If you think I'm making a mystery out of an arty molehill, you're right. But I'm not speaking for other artists.

It was a real pleasure to paint Richard and I'm happy with the portrait. He is too but has not yet seen the fully finished work. Richard Price is the Head of Contemporary Collections at the British Library. He is also a fully functioning working poet - his most recent book, Late Gifts, has just been published by Carcanet. He is also a tutor at the Poetry School, London. And he sings.

By the way, the background on the left is a slice of bookshelves in my living room and on the right a slice of the large potted plant which was behind Richard's head. I hadn't planned this backdrop, it just happened and seemed right.

Natalie d'Arbeloff. Portrait of Richard Price, November 2023. Oil on canvas. 49cms X 40cms

SPELLBOUND

2023-11-29T14:58:00.001+00:00

This started out as what I thought would be a quick pencil sketch to take a break from a complex portrait I'm painting (will post photo of it when finished). I put the Granny Smith apple and ripe banana on a plain white surface and started drawing. But when they began showing off I was held captive and didn't get to bed until 6am. If you pay close attention to inanimate objects - or anything else - they take over.

EXHIBITION AT EX-PURGAMENTO

2023-11-28T00:34:00.001+00:00

A portrait of myself at nine years old (but painted in 1981) is currently hanging in the exhibition celebrating 12 years of ExPurgamento, the original gallery-at-home which artist Natalia Zagorska Thomas created and keeps alive and kicking in Camden Town. She invited all the artists she has exhibited (including me) to submit one very small work as space is limited. She chose this one of mine. Nathalie at Nine. Oil on wood panel. 15 x 12 x1 cms. I had done an etching of the same face in my livre d'artiste Mozart, Matisse, Blanche et Moi (1990) This is not in the exhibition. ExPurgamento Exhibition runs until mid December. Opening times: 11-5 Sat-Sun All other times: call ExPurgamento to check or make an appointment. Tel. 07799 495549

IRRESISTIBLE?

2023-11-28T00:19:00.002+00:00

Little things that make me happy. I'm in a local hardware shop buying some household item or other. A man walks in, sees me, comes over and embraces me enthusiastically, kisses me on both cheeks 'Ciao bella! Come stai?' he says. 'Bene, e tu? ' I reply while embracing him and kissing both his cheeks. Who is he? For a moment I'm not sure because he has a heavy winter coat on. But then I recognise him: he's the owner of a little Italian restaurant round the corner where I occasionally go with friends. I don't really know him but he always embraces me and I embrace him back. For some reason this sort of thing happens to me quite often. I'm warmly embraced by men I don't really know who happen to be café or shop managers and I respond in the same way. Why not? It makes me feel irresistible. Even if it's only because I'm small and old and smile at people.

ASK ME SOMETHING

2023-11-15T15:46:00.002+00:00

I made the thing below a few weeks ago. It was born from a spontaneous meeting of unrelated scrap materials. My studio has quite a bit of stuff I keep in case I want to use it some time. There has to be mutual attraction between me and scraps I want to save from the rubbish bin, we have to click.

This one 'ASK ME SOMETHING' is small: Height: 18cm Width: 11cms Depth: 4cms
I posted a photo of it on Facebook where it was noticed by a blogger friend who then pointed it out to his mum: weaverofgrass.blogspot.com Lo and behold, to my great delight ASK ME SOMETHING is now hanging on a wall in Pat Thistlethwaite's home. She has named him Diego which suits him very well. Coincidentally and serendipitously (same thing) it was in Mexico, home of famous mural painter Diego Rivera, husband of famous painter Frida Kahlo, that I was a student of mural painting way back in 1956. But that's a long story. Here is my little construction. He is not Rivera but he is now a 'Diego'.

EYE REPORT

2023-09-02T12:37:00.002+01:00

This is an anti-climax. I was supposed to come back the brave wounded heroine but here I am same old un-wounded un-heroic me. Since y'all are so kind as to take an interest, herewith my report of what happened today. After a shorter wait than usual at the hospital's eye-clinic, all the scans and other eye tests were done again then I was told to wait, who knows how long, but a very very very long time went by. Finally a doctor called my name. Nice doctor with white hair and glasses like in old movies and old-fashioned reality. He looked at the new scans attentively and asked me some relevant technical questions. The result of the consultation was that there has been some improvement in the left eye's MacDeGen problem, not a cure but better than it was last time. Therefore it was not necessary or wise to do the injection-in-retina today. Hurrah and Bravo and Wow! Check-up in six weeks, meanwhile continue with the drops. I shook the Doctor's hand harder than necessary because of being so happy with this result. Then I went to a cafe around the corner from the hospital and, to celebrate, had the full English breakfast. It was nearly 5pm but I hadn't eaten since 6am. I'm home and back working on the graphic thing I need absolutely to finish this week.

NEEDLE AND EYE

2023-08-30T12:38:00.000+01:00

Talk about passing through the eye of a needle! How about a needle in the eye? The left eye in this case. Tomorrow morning a needle will be inserted in the retina of my left eye to inject medication which treats worsening macular degeneration. There's a wet and a dry type of Mac DeGen, wet is the bad type and that's what my left eye has, the treacherous twit! Apparently the NHS nurses who perform this procedure are highly trained so I will try to keep all my fingers, toes and brain crossed and calm, serene and trustful that the Cosmos and every benevolent angel in it will stop whatever they're doing and focus their loving attention on my left eye (the right one too, just in case) because I need my eyes. These eyes still have loads to do and the Cosmos needs them as much as I do. It would be great if y'all would send in my direction whatever waves of natural and supernatural benevolent power you happen to have on hand tomorrow.

Many thanks, grazie tanto, muchas gracias, merci beaucoup, muito obrigada!

BIRTHDAY

2023-08-07T00:55:00.004+01:00

This is what I did today which is the day before my 94th birthday tomorrow the 7th of August, obviously. Went to bed at 2am, more or less my usual bedtime. Slept soundly. Got up about 11am. Breakfast. Then up on stepladder, leaning out of bedroom window managed to clear the gutter of debris, including alien plant life, that was blocking the water flow and affecting the ground floor resident's flat. Asked her to come up and see my ingenious (genius) DIY. Did some more household-type activity. Then went upstairs to my studio to put away some things and prepare other things that need more work. By this time it was becoming evening-ish and there was food in the fridge that needed cooking. A small pack of diced chicken breasts that I put in an impro marinade yesterday: red wine, honey, garlic, spices, olive oil and left-over vegetable-cooking water. After quickly stir-frying the chicken with vegetables I put the whole thing in the oven, including the marinade,and let the dish cook for about an hour. It was beyond delicious, nectar of the gods! Now it's almost midnight which is and was my actual birth-time in Paris 94 years ago. But please ignore the age number, it's merely bureaucratic data. If you congratulate me let it be for who I am (whoeverthat is) and not the fact that I'm still alive here and now.

FACES EVERYWHERE

2023-07-23T16:29:00.001+01:00

I'm standing in the bathtub taking a shower,the hose pipe kind of shower. I look down and what do I see? A face. What do I do? Turn off the water, step out of the bath, find my camera, get back in the tub and shoot some pics. The first photo doesn't look quite like the face as I first saw it, there was less space between mouth and nose. So in the second picture I shorten that space. In the third picture I add some black in the eyes and around the head. Voilà! Another apparition!

IDEAS AND PIGEONS

2023-07-22T20:34:00.004+01:00

Whenever I have artwork that must be finished within a definite time period, other ideas fly in like pigeons landing on a windowsill. If I ignore them they might fly away or just sit there gurgling. More often than not I postpone the urgent work and play with the pigeons. Here's the latest word-painting, just finished.

LOVE, COMPLICATED

Acrylic, gouache and paper on canvas. 16 x 12 inches. Natalie d'Arbeloff, July 2023

TEXTUS EXHIBITION OPENS

2023-07-13T02:56:00.001+01:00

Because legendarily wonderful Torriano Meeting House space is so small, they had to restrict the opening to the exhibitors only. Therefore we couldn’t invite friends, families, admirers or otherwise on Saturday but the show is now open from 9th July to 3rd September, as previously announced.

Address: Torriano Meeting House, 99 Torriano Ave, London, NW5 2RX< TEXTUS EXHIBITION: Weekends, 11am-6pm and by appointment in the week.

Every Saturday afternoon there will be a workshop led by an artist or poet (one of which I’ll be doing with Kezzie Florin-Sefton. Date to be confirmed.

Sundays in August : Readings associated with the exhibition:

Sunday 6th August TEXTUS reading: between text and textile Sunday 13th August TEXTUS reading: between text and textile Sunday 20th August TEXTUS reading: between text and textile Sunday 27th August TEXTUS reading: between text and textile

I took a few photos at the private view but most of them vanished from my old camera, I don't know why or where. Here are those I still have.

APPARITION

2023-07-13T02:29:00.002+01:00
Yesterday while washing my hands over the bathroom sink I noticed that the nail brush I always hang over a metallic (no longer magnetic) soap-holder looks just like a mouth with teeth bared. Of course I had to draw a face around it to accentuate this discovery. Unbelievably, I had never noticed it before. Here he is, made even more believable by the cast shadow which gives him a beard. You can't see it properly in this flat photo but in three-dimensional reality he is sticking his silver tongue out at me, probably for revealing him.
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ASHES TO OCEAN

2023-07-08T13:37:00.001+01:00
This morning my niece Selene Guerrieri with her husband GianLuca Martinelli and their two children, Mariam and Emanuel, will be sprinkling my sister Annie's ashes over a small part of the Atlantic ocean. This was Annie's wish, expressed many times to Selene, who has gone to infinite trouble to find the perfect spot for this ceremony in honour of her mother. It is on the coast of Brittany, in the Morbihan area near Nantes.
I cannot be there in the flesh but my spirit is with them. It's still difficult for me to believe that my sister really left this world on the 15th of October last year. I am convinced that her indomitable spirit is capable of persuading any cosmic Authority that her aller-retour ticket to earth is valid for all eternity. But perhaps she has chosen to stay wherever her restless non-material self now resides.
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TEXTUS EXHIBITION NOTICE

2023-06-28T19:59:00.001+01:00
Take note of the TEXTUS invitation and if you're in London be sure to come and see how textiles and text, poetry and patterns can play together and enhance each other. I've become good friends with the two curators/creators of this project, Lottie Marie Mc Crindell and Kezzie Florin Sefton and it was their inspiration which prompted me to make 'Patterns in the Mind Endlessly Repeated' for the exhibition.
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NEW COMEDY TEAM?

2023-06-12T00:06:00.005+01:00
I have a suggestion for Boris and Donald on how to spend the rest of their lives: Get together as a comedy team. Tour the world making stuff up and repeating lines you've been using for decades. You'll be a huge success or a tragic failure.

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HARRY TAKES THE STAND

2023-06-07T02:07:00.000+01:00
Bravo to Harry for having the guts to take on the scandalously intrusive media and for demonstrating that it's possible for a Royal to go public with actual human feelings expressed in non-royal normal human language without the sky falling down. He will be hated by many for doing this but count me among those who are giving him a standing ovation.
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BUSY ALTERED EGO

2023-05-13T01:57:00.001+01:00
My altered ego Eilatan (formerly known as Augustine) is editing my graphic novel as well as appearing in it. She walks around as if she owns the place.
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CORONATION COMMENT

2023-05-06T01:49:00.001+01:00
No I am NOT going to draw a cartoon of Jesus dressed like a tramp but invisible, trying on the billion £££ crown at the coronation with an invisible speech bubble above his head saying:

"Didn't I say something about giving away all your possessions? Or maybe I said: When you give a feast, invite the poor, the crippled, the lame, the blind, and you will be blessed, because they cannot repay you? But maybe my memory's failing or maybe the translators got it wrong."
That's much too long for a speech bubble and not funny enough for a cartoon. Don't worry, I'm definitely not going to draw it.
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FOR BLANCHE

2023-04-18T03:07:00.001+01:00
Yesterday would have been my mother's 119th birthday if she was still here. To honour Blanche and celebrate her I made this sort of manifesto.
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PATTERNS

2023-04-15T17:42:00.002+01:00
I'm participating in TEXTUS, an exhibition and project which will unfold over the summer at Torriano Meeting House.
TEXTUS is curated by Lottie Marie Mc Crindell and Kezzie Florin Sefton, two wonderfully creative young women I recently met and instantly became firm friends with. Although textiles haven't appeared in my work before, I was inspired by this project and decided a few weeks ago to play with remnants of fabrics I'd saved, adding cut-out words. Here's the result:
Patterns Endlessly Repeated In The Mind NdA 2023 Textiles, paper, cardboard, gouache, acrylic, wood. 51 x 79 cms(20 x 31 inches)

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EASTER WISHES

2023-04-09T17:21:00.001+01:00
Today I wish you renewal and resurrection, whatever this may mean to you personally. I wish you encouragement and warmth and the kind of attention that lifts the spirit and brings light into darkness. Happy Sunday, however you celebrate it.

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TWO SIDES OF THE CROSS

2023-04-08T02:07:00.001+01:00

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THIS DOES NOT MAKE SENSE

2023-03-24T02:52:00.001+00:00

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ARE YOU TELLING IT LIKE IT IS?

2023-03-22T00:14:00.001+00:00
Are we truthful when we talk to ourselves inside our heads?

I don't know about you but I am as obsessed as any stereotypical Private Eye in gathering evidence that I am NOT TELLING IT LIKE IT IS. I am the judge and in my court the NOT telling like it is of whatever the IT is...is a crime. This crime does not require punishment but must be examined, admitted, and clarified. That's the law in my private court which has been in session since I was about nine years old. Sessions are held inside the confines of my head which has, of course, grown and/or shrunk with the passage of time. I've always written down my 'investigations' in diaries or notebooks but now I don't give much time to the written word. Less words, more images, that's the motto, when the procrastination monster allows.
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SCANDAL '63 EXHIBITION REVISITED

2023-02-16T18:50:00.002+00:00
The exhibition initially titled DEAR CHRISTINE focused on Christine Keeler and her role in the 1960s Profumo Affair, opened at the Vane Gallery, Newcastle, in June 2019, went on to Elysium Gallery, Swansea in November and opened in London in February 2020. Sadly, its stay at Art House Gallery S.E.1 had to be cut short due to the sudden tragic death of the gallery's owner. But now, thanks to the persistent efforts of Fionn Wilson, the exhibition's initiator, creator and curator, it opens again in a new format, curated by Steve Chibnal and Fionn Wilson, at the Leicester Gallery of De Montfort University. The show's new title is SCANDAL '63 REVISITED. I'm attaching the gallery's flyer and invitation to the opening on Thursday 2nd March.
You may remember that I was one of the artists invited by Fionn to create something for the initial exhibition. Since I'm not the shy,humble type, here are photos (again) of my two works which are in the Leicester exhibition. Plus a photo of the portrait I painted of Fionn Wilson in 2018. It's not in the exhibition but Fionn deserves attention.
Details of my artworks in this exhibition (photos below)
1.The Game. NdA 2018. Mixed media on rag paper. 83 x 84cms
2.Scarlet Woman. NdA 2018. Oil & balsa wood on canvas.30 x 25cms
3.Portrait of Fionn Wilson. NdA 2018. Oil on canvas.

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