The Dark Corners of my Mind

2011-01-15T16:23:00.000-08:00

Psalm 102 "Hear my prayer, O LORD; let my cry for help come to..." NIV - Online Bible Study: "1 Hear my prayer, O LORD; let my cry for help come to you. 2 Do not hide your face from me when I am in distress. Turn your ear to me; when I call, answer me quickly. 3 For my days vanish like smoke; my bones burn like glowing embers. 4 My heart is blighted and withered like grass; I forget to eat my food. 5 Because of my loud groaning I am reduced to skin and bones. 6 I am like a desert owl, like an owl among the ruins. 7 I lie awake; I have become like a bird alone on a roof. 8 All day long my enemies taunt me; those who rail against me use my name as a curse. 9 For I eat ashes as my food and mingle my drink with tears 10 because of your great wrath, for you have taken me up and thrown me aside. 11 My days are like the evening shadow; I wither away like grass. 12 But you, O LORD, sit enthroned forever; your renown endures through all generations. 13 You will arise and have compassion on Zion, for it is time to show favor to her; the appointed time has come. 14 For her stones are dear to your servants; her very dust moves them to pity. 15 The nations will fear the name of the LORD, all the kings of the earth will revere your glory."

Psalm 101 "I will sing of your love and justice; to you, O LORD,..." NIV - Online Bible Study

2011-01-07T03:15:00.000-08:00

Psalm 101 "I will sing of your love and justice; to you, O LORD,..." NIV - Online Bible Study: "1 I will sing of your love and justice; to you, O LORD, I will sing praise. 2 I will be careful to lead a blameless life-- when will you come to me? I will walk in my house with blameless heart. 3 I will set before my eyes no vile thing. The deeds of faithless men I hate; they will not cling to me. 4 Men of perverse heart shall be far from me; I will have nothing to do with evil. 5 Whoever slanders his neighbor in secret, him will I put to silence; whoever has haughty eyes and a proud heart, him will I not endure. 6 My eyes will be on the faithful in the land, that they may dwell with me; he whose walk is blameless will minister to me. 7 No one who practices deceit will dwell in my house; no one who speaks falsely will stand in my presence. 8 Every morning I will put to silence all the wicked in the land; I will cut off every evildoer from the city of the LORD."

1: I will sing of your love and justice; to you, O LORD, I will sing praise.
I am a practicle person,... At least I like to think so and i read the verses in a way that I think is practical and makes sence to me so I look at them by the numbers.
I will sing of your love and justice: This part make me see the being we are talking about as a father, a strong and noble king who has many children, and he must treat them all the same. I, one of the children who loves his father to no end and can do nothing but say good things about him and all the things he had done.
2: I will be careful to lead a blameless life-- when will you come to me? I will walk in my house with a blameless.
Now I the child is trying to reashore our father that i will not do anything wrong, and then feeling heart sick i cry to him asking him to come for me bring me to where he has to be. Now remembering our selves like a child trying to be a grown-up we again reashore our father that until he dose come ((( or looking from anouther point of veiw. I am trying to convence him to come faster or even cover up what we said earlyer.)))
3:I will set before my eyes no vile thing. The deeds of faithless men I hate; they will not cling to me.
Now this one throws me a little, are talking that the deeds and the vile things won't cling or the faithless men for if we are pushing the men them away then how can we the faithful bring the faithless around to begin the road to our father.
4: Men of perverse heart shall be far from me; I will have nothing to do with evil.
"Having nothing to do with evil " this is self explanitory we should have nothing to do with evil. The first part of this one brings me back to number three if we keep the these people away then how do we help them find the road to god.
5: Whoever slanders his neighbor in secret, him will I put to silence; whoever has haughty eyes and a proud heart, him will I not endure.
I find this one ironic first if it is in secret how would i know and secound I have heard people who clam to faithful slander with out remores. And how should i silence them buy talking to them or should i cut out there toung or better should i just kill them and again how am i to know who is doing this. I have a few questions about the last part of this one are we to look for the combonation of haughty eyes and proud heart or if one or the other because I feel that being proud is a good quality to have as long as it is temperd with other qualitys such as compation and loilty.
6:My eyes will be on the faithful in the land, that they may dwell with me; he whose walk is blameless will minister to me.
I beleave the first part of this is saying that we will watch for and try to be those of my ilk, the faithful. The secound part worrys me there are no blameless that i ever found we all sin this is why Jesus came and died for us to take our sins. So where do I find this person, are they in the phone book or facebook, can we follow them in twitter, do they have a blog I can read, and when we find him or her, I want a resume and to see a backround check from the almightys recoads.
7:No one who practices deceit will dwell in my house; no one who speaks falsely will stand in my presence.
Now this one i understand but find vary amusing, I wounder what god would like me to do about this one, for if I remove all of these people that fit this discription then my soon to be wife would have no family.
8: Every morning I will put to silence all the wicked in the land; I will cut off every evildoer from the city of the LORD.
Now this one is vary under standable but again i am not sure what we are suposed to do here if we are to keep these people away from us then how are we to acheave this?

2011-01-07T00:44:00.000-08:00

Hay look at this two days in one week, I know, I know mark it on a calender. Well I am still working on finding more work i have got this ad sence working i guess the email says it is. I also have receaved a email telling me he work from home trial is on its way, I know, I know its not going to be a get rich thing but i also know that it should make somthing and i will keep you all up to date on what it is and how it works and IF IT DOSE WORK. Freind Ian i have checked on the butcher form i wrote with your face book address on it and the conter is up to 86. I am looking for more of these places i can do this in and spred the word also for this blog.

2011-01-05T14:15:00.000-08:00

Well its been a while but i am back and its not because all of sudden got time from work to do this i lost the job. It was nobodies fault the transmission went, it lost overdrive and reverse. It did this before when i lost the last contract i had. So now i am sittting at home collecting unemployment and now writing this looking for work and its not going as well as i would hope, that dose not mean I don't have plan thow. My plan for next month or two is to study for a class A driver licence and then try for a over the road driving job, also i am looking into a online money maker. I am looking for that get rich quick sceam i found a way with this blog to earn a little with google ads. So if you see ads on my blog site click on them for me, that click will make me a little money. I might be looking into blogging for money as well.

Well thanks for reading there should be more from me for now on.