tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-168531392024-08-30T01:21:03.374-07:00It's just me. Only darker. It's the side I don't usually show.The Darker Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13423596851332628755noreply@blogger.comBlogger46125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16853139.post-77893666957770260762011-09-21T00:13:00.000-07:002011-09-21T00:14:41.648-07:00

Will it ever be okay to watch something an African American does on reality TV and say "that's so black?"

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Hello all of you who have never looked at my darker side before. I used to get real heavy here before; I used to get "real." Then I evacuated, thinking negative thoughts breed negativity, blah blah blah, and in aiding a positive direction in life, I let this site go. I've resurrected this site to say stuff I cannot be pegged for, cannot tweet or facebook, but yet I need to tell someone what

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Hello. I am Dark again. It has been a long time since I have been Dark. The funny thing is that, at this time many people are feeling Hope (Obama! And Bushwacked is leaving office!). But I have love issues again, and that trumps all National Euphoria, right? Right.So here's the deal. New Man. Good Man. Good Man swooped/swept me off my goddamn feet in the first couple of weeks. For a

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Oh my goodness. Can you believe The Biggest Loser made me cry tonite? I barely ever watch it, but geez, tonite I was simply SUCKED IN. And it made me cry for almost an hour. F--k you, The Biggest Loser!

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New year; new me… Resolution 1: quit smoking. Resolution 1: don't smoke in the house. Resolution 1: don’t take smokes with you when you leave the house – bum them from someone else if you really have to smoke. Resolution 1: only smoke on a “cigarette walk” near the house.Resolution 1: try to cut down on your cigarette intake Resolution 2: be healthy Resolution 2: no Cheetos Resolution 2: 5

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A dark and tragic cloud has descended upon my friends. I do not say hooray. I say be strong. I am not very spiritual, but your tragedy is echoing and your strength is acknowledged and supported by my thoughts, hopes and prayers. Rise up. No bullshit today and for many days to come, I promise you that. Stay strong, my friends.

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Wake up. I'm back."Donnie Darko" is one of my favorite movies, because in my opinion, the story can be interpreted in any one of 3 different ways. I'm still confused. I'd like to talk to the writer. If anyone knows him and knows he likes to discuss the storyline, feel free to connect us. That's not really why I'm here right now. I've objected from my other blog, citing that I no longer need nor

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EVERYONE PLEASE STOP JOKING AROUND AND SAYING "INTERNETS."It was funny when George W. Bush said it during a speach, I agree. But by changing the way that we speak about the internet or refer to the internet only gives that idiot president of ours an even more permanent place in history than he already has.Go ahead and laugh at him any other way, but please, PLEASE stop saying internets. It might

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(The title is a tribute to my rellies in Minnesota. The post is totally random.)Uh... earlier this evening I checked my nifty online TV guide and saw that my limited (plug-the-tv-into-Ye-olde-electrical-socket) channels had nothihng on. So I went to Ye Olde Video store (yes, I'm out of touch - I don't have Netflix yet). And I rented a DVD. But I got home at 10PM and I am in the midst of a "life

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The International Ex is in town. The fucker. I know this because I "got wind of it," not from him directly. He has not contacted me since he shot off his uber-vicious e-mail in February. Two days before Valentine's Day, in fact.As you can tell I am still a little bit hung up, but it's getting easier with time. However! If that fucker doesn't contact me while he's here, I'll be pissed. Furthermore

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Yesterday I was driving home and ahead of me was a Porsche with the top down. Porsches are pretty much common around here, and you can always tell a newish owner because they have the top down when it’s sunny but only 53 degrees, so seeing this silver one cruisng along was no surprise. As I got closer I could see the driver had his arm resting on the window sill, but in a really funny way, I

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And I most unfortunate? I just spent over 30 minutes, spanned over and hour and a half, writing an assinine post for this blog. And it didn't stick. In fact, apparantly, this blog "was not recognized." Hrmmph. Better for you. Because the post I had written required you to read it in a 19th Century British accent and then question a lot of international current affair tragedies. Honest. So count

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Hey. Is it okay to want to demolish every sense of being of the person you broke up with for the fact that he is moving on? There are so many times that I just want to find a public place (usually where he's been) and add some comment like "the idiot speaks." Or, "because I'm an asshole." Or, "..plus, I'm a fuckhead." Sometimes I wonder if I broke up with him? I mean, I'm sure I did. I guess

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Pardon? Oh, I'm sorry; I didn't see you there.Who, me? You think I'm dark? Why, I don't know what you mean. No... you must be mistaking me for some other girl. You know who I'm talking about? Why, yes, it is Mona!Yes, yes... quite right, Mona can be very selfish. What's that? Yes, she can be bitter, too. Should I tell her you said that? No? Okay.But - no; I haven't seen her lately. Well,

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I love this guy. He's a pal of my parents - same generation as them - (happily married and surfing/making commercials in So California) , we've always just clicked. Sometimes he's a little over the top for me, but other times, like in throwing me a few questions the other day, he gets me to actually think about the reasoning behind actions. He'll throw out just a few q's, yet it will take me

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Can I just tell you, for a moment, what a motherfucker my ex-boyfriend is?He's a big, fat motherfucker. There. I said it.In my cyber-stalking, I have found that he *instanly!* rebounded with a girl who was around when *I was around.* Hmm. Makes me wonder if he was honest when I asked him the Big Sex Questions.Furthermore, he's not hiding it anymore. On his photolog, he referred to her as "'

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Er... I don't really know how to add audio. But I'm gonna try right now. Cuz this song, I wrote a long time ago (and yeah, sounds a bit like I was drinking and singing my blues away). Does it come on? [ed note later: no. Sorry.]

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... Cancer. It's unfortunate, really, morbid in fact, to be the one and only astrological sign that shares its name with an illness which is, the majority of the time, terminal. It's a big bummer, to be frank.I mean, there are no other astrological signs that are synonymous with a deadly disease. It's quite unfair, if you think about it. No one ever says, in a quiet tone, "she died from Aries,

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I don't claim to be an avid reader of the philosophies of the Dalai Lama. But I flipped through a book today of quips and wisdoms of the DL, and basically, what I read told me that gathering love for *everyone* would help eliminate Anger, with a capital "A."So. Anger. I don't have much of it. Unless, of course, absolute frustration is equal to "Anger" in the DL's view.Quite honestly,

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hmmhere's the thing. I think about him everyday still, but I don't pine for him. I just wonder. Just wonder what he is doing and what he is up to. Is that Dark? Is it Dark if I stalk a little teeny tiny bit to see what emails are coming in? I don't think so. Especially not when several of those emails are coming from Playboy. OK. Glad my e-mails aren't competing with that anymore. I'd

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I hate to admit it, but I am not feeling so Dark lately. Nothing to complain about. Please stand by...Tags:life drama

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I think post break-up stalking is normal. I didn't say it was healthy, but it's pretty normal. Normal, that is, when one part of the ended partnership just wants some clues about how we arrived at splitting.The funny thing is, I ended it, he's the one who was surprised... but I'm the one stalking. Now, I'm stalking in a pretty covert way, and although I have discovered tons of ammo to use if he

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And... while you were sleeping 10,000 miles away, I decided to end it.There. Said and done. Said and DONE. Yes, I'm done. Working with your gifts, and faults, I have decided that the faults (for me) win. They win!May your gifts be true gifts to someone special. I truly hope that you find someone who can apprciate them in the long run. Because in my case, your gifts that made me so so

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The funniest thing, about this blog, is... is that nobody reads it! Ha ha ha. No, really; I am laughing about it. Because this blog is practically a tribute to the most depressive and lackluster times in one's life. Here, here. Or, hopefully, in your case, never "Here, here."My greatest hope is that you won't become as dark as this. As I have said times before, this is a dark place. What

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... and this is why I am not drinking for the next month. Because it is 2:58am, and I am putzing about, and I am SO ready to DRIVE to the store to buy cigarettes. Stupid. Goodnight, then, good night.Tags:life whatthehellisthisbehavior?

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