The Fruit Cake Asylum

Boy and Girl

2011-11-10T22:32:00.001+08:00

There was a guy, and then a girl.

They were in love and they fit perfectly together.

One day, she noticed that he does not seem interested to have sex with her.

She questioned him.

He said he was tired.

Other times, he claimed he could not bear the thought of sex because they argued.

It became a pattern.

She threw herself at him, and tried to please him as much as she can.

But he would not budge.

The sex dwindled.

She thinks there could only be one reason for it.

She knows he is not cheating on her,

but at the same rate,

she knows deep down,

that the only reason her boyfriend would not want to touch her,

is because he is simply not interested in her.

Because if you put yourself in their shoes,

the main reason you wouldn't have sex with someone is because you are not sexually attracted to that person.

So now the question is,

what can she do?

One Chance

2011-11-02T22:37:00.001+08:00

If God gave you a chance, how would you take it?
What would you do differently?

God has taught us to be forgiving, as wrath is a sinful emotion.
And He puts you to the test.
For you to taste the sweet revenge,
forsaking what you have learnt from Him.
Or to take the longer stride and walk away from the joy of seeing your foe crumble,
knowing you have not done something against your morale.

What would you do?
Which would you pick?

I...

2011-10-02T18:04:00.003+08:00

...wish there was a hole for me to bury myself in.

Size 10

2011-08-28T15:08:00.001+08:00

It is rather depressing to know that i have up-ped a dress size when i went shopping with Jason yesterday.
Coming to terms with being a size 10 requires a whole load of courage.
Worse of all, I am Asian.
Asians are supposed to be thin and petite.
But i am a size 10!!!

Oh the glory of love handles, thunder thighs, cellulite-d bum, jiggly-winged arms, protruding tummy and double chin, ladies and gentlemen!

All that on top of turning 24 in a couple of months time!

Yes, i am 24 soon, and i will be 6 years older than all the kids in the club.
Picking up a guy there would make me a pedophile.

Bring on the anti-aging creams, the wrinkle fillers and botox!

Aging gracefully is not a choice, it is a must.
Of course, society has greatly altered the definition of "graceful" in this era.
These days, to achieve the "graceful aging" process, one must undergo multiple facelifts, a plethora of botox injections, and smear superfluous amount of wrinkle cream on yourself.

We don't want to look like Joan Rivers, but we don't want to look like our grandmothers either.

Growing old is inevitable, growing up is optional.

How many of you have heard of that saying?

Well heed this:
You don't want to be old and still act like a juvenile spoilt brat.

Oh, yes, i am very depressed.
Very depressed about being a size 10 and turning 24.
But mainly, I am extremely disconcerted about dying alone with a plastic face.

Fight for what it's worth

2011-08-21T19:08:00.000+08:00

I have realized that the only difference between couples who lasts and those that doesn't lies in their mutual keen-ness to resolve problems.

Every relationship has problems, and if one partner decides that it is not worth their time working things out, they will eventually break up.

The type of relationship where both the man and the woman are willing to work through any hurdle and understand that they rather go through hardship together than losing each other is the only relationship that can go the distance.

You know that there is a problem when you wake up one day and realize that you are not happy waking up next to the person who is sleeping beside to you.

Then you will get to decide if you are willing to smooth the rough patch over with your partner, or you cannot be fucked sorting it out.

Communication is the key to a better relationship. I know, it's such a cliché but it is so true as well.

This is also why women like to talk when there are problems.

It is because we believe that by talking, we get to understand our partners better, and eventually resolve our issues.

But the main problem most women faced is that during these talks, we point fingers at our partners and that leads to them getting into a defensive mode. When they are in a defensive state, they will try to push the blame unto you. And that will transpire into a brand new ball court of blame tossing.

A relationship isn't a blame game, it is very simple. It is about two people who enjoy each other's company and want to spend as much time together as they can- because they make each other happy.

That is the reason why the ones that can last are the ones that encompasses of both parties knowing that deep down, despite all their issues, they still want to be together.

This wanting, this desire, is what keeps two people together. It's also the reason why two people are willing to work things out. Because the mere thought of being apart from this person is just too hard to bear.

Working things out are not easy, that is why people always say that relationships are not easy.

The main principle we can all focus on when we think about the problems that are causing unhappiness in a relationship is this:

- If there is a problem, get rid of that problem.

Once the problem is gone, there will be no more issues.

Yes, in theory it sounds so much simpler.

But try to put that into context.

If a man does not like his woman to go clubbing, then she can choose to not go.

Of course, there is also the issue of human rights and the right to do what she wants as well.

That is when the man needs to know where his insecurities stemmed from.

He will need to eliminate that insecurity of letting his woman go clubbing by understanding why he feels that way, and attempts to change that perception. The woman, on the other hand, will try to work out a compromise on assuring the man's insecurity, and still be able to do what she likes.

If the woman does not like the man's excessive drinking problem, then he can choose to not drink.

Again, it isn't always that easy.

He can try to understand why she is so resentful towards his drinking, and attempts to reduce his drinking around her.

She, on the other hand, can ask herself why she feels the resentment, and compromise on a deal where they can both enjoy drinking but eliminate the excessiveness.

Problems will arise in any relationship, and if you choose to walk away from this one, you will choose to walk away from another.

At the end of it all, you will not have anyone to be with because you are not willing to work things out.

It could be worse. You could end up realizing that you have lost the person who can make you really happy because you were too stubborn to change, too self-absorbed to understand them, or too caught up in your defensiveness to see that you were starting to lose her.

Problems does not happen over night.

You get to see glimpses of it day after day.

It is like a snowball- it starts out small and insignificant, but it will roll into a big impenetrable fortress.

What you need to do is to open your eyes and see.

Once you have seen, you got to make a change.

Eliminate the problem, before it devours your relationship.

No two relationships are the same.

You might not relate to my post, or you might.

Either way, the one thing i hope i could put across to you is that if someone makes you happy, do not lose them.

Sure, there will be unhappiness along the way, but if your desire to be with this person is paramount to you, then you need to learn how to work things out with each other.

If a relationship is such that you can talk silly nothings to this person at any given point of time, and you can comfortably fart and burp and show your wobbly bits to this person, you know it is a relationship that is worth your fight.

Because it is a relationship that has surpassed attractions and façades.

It is a real relationship with two real people who aren't perfect, but they have picked each other out amidst the rest of the population.

So.

2011-08-02T21:21:00.000+08:00

what am i feeling now, aside from disappointment and unhappiness?
To think i've tried so hard but still, nothing's changed.

The only other solution i can fester is to walk away,
yet, is that feasible? No.

I can only but keep trying,
and failing.

So disparaged.
So disappointed.
So resigned.
So hopeless.
So faithless.
So...
Tired.

Fat White People

2011-07-06T17:11:00.003+08:00

I am sure many of you are familiar of the following phrase,

"Eat up your food. You should be glad that you've got food on your table because the Africans have none! Now eat up the damn peas!"

Much as the phrase is common, there seem to be a lack of empathy towards the hunger famine in Africa.

News about the prevalent food shortage pandemic is being broadcasted all over the world almost on a daily basis, yet it barely reached out to half a dozen because people just do not care.

Facetious jokes about the hunger famine in Africa are made between friends.

People have belittled the critical importance of this issue and it is time the world unveils its safety cocoon.

Too many people have been obsessing about their weight and body image for far too long.

People starve themselves to look like models, they make themselves retch after eating so they would not put on weight, they throw away precious food because they had too much serving on their plates.

All that, just so they could look like that:

And how is that different from this:

Well let me tell you the difference. The girl starved herself willingly albeit the abundance of food surrounding her, whereas on the other hand, this poor little boy was born into poverty and forced into starvation.

BBC has been reporting news regarding the African Starvation warning for a long, long time. If you Google it (try it, type in "Africa Hunger Famine"), you can trace back news like these from the 1999 and beyond.

It has been an ongoing crisis and even though there are many kind people who tries to give a helping hand to them, they need more of those help.

It is not their own will to be poor.

Look at their cattle.

Their cattle are so frail and skinny because of the constant droughts they've been experiencing through the years.

It is not just the citizens of Africa that are dying from this crisis, their livestocks are facing an apocalypse too.

People of the nation, people of the world, open your eyes and see - Africa needs you.

Let the children BE children, do not take their youth and childhood innocence away.

There are a lot of volunteers out there who have decided to take action against this preposterous crisis.

There are helpers who flew to Africa to help build their community by providing education for the kids, constructing clean water system, and providing regular body check ups.

Yes, there are volunteers, but it is not enough!

There are millions and millions of Africans who are in need of dire help, so please, if you are reading this, do something!

Africa needs you

For just a few dollars, you can help improve the lives of so many.

They might not be your family, they might not be your children.

They might not matter to you.

But if you are willing to do a little goodwill, you will make a lot of people very happy.

You will save lives.

Act NOW.

An Update:

http://www.everydayhero.com.au/thefruitcakeasylum

The above link will connect you to my appeal page. Please help.

http://www.worldvision.com.au/

http://www.unicef.org.au/

Megan Foxy No More

2011-06-21T13:57:00.000+08:00

What happened to Megan Fox?!!!

I mean, she's still hot and all, but she was hotter before!!!

Is it the scary weight loss? (Check out her bony shoulders.)

Or that strangely aged face that she's gotten? (She's only 25, a year older than me.)

Let's take a look at her before:

Where it is true that she's undergone a fair amount of surgeries, I think her recent transformation is more baffling than any other that she has done.

All that nasty treatments she had imposed on everyone else with her diva-esque personality has finally took a dive to her career as well.

Check this out

My, my, she has better start taking some humble pie before all that glitz and glamour starts turning into plastic sequins.

Unconditional Love

2011-05-19T01:57:00.000+08:00

Have you ever been out of touch with a place for so long that you longed for it and yearned for it while you were gone, only to go back and remembers the reasons why you left in the first place?

Unconditional love is a love that is without any condition.
It is a relentless love that expects nothing.
It is a boundless and pit-less love that has no ending.

Not many relationships comes with unconditional love.
A parent-child relationship is a rare few that does constitute unconditional love.
A mother would forgo her life to save her child from the burning fire.
A father would jump into the river to save his drowning child even though he does not know how to swim.

It is a love that, no matter what spat they might get into, they know that at the end of the day, they would make up and resume to being a happy family again.

It is the love that is guaranteed to live on and on, and it is this love that allow families to stick together come what may.

So what happens when that love becomes conditional?

That your parent will only love you when certain conditions are met,
and that care is given selectively?

What happens when your parent has wronged you and when you pointed it out to them, they spatted their ignorance in your face?

And instead of rectifying their mistakes, they choose to give up their ties with you because you are so dispensable?

What happens then?

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When you were little and you were worried that the monsters will come to eat you up, you ran into your parents room because you know that being with them will save you from the monsters.

When you had a nightmare that frightened you, you rushed to your parents' arms because their loving care would sweep the nightmares away.

When you had a falling out with your best friend and you felt like shit, you complained to your parents how annoying they are, even though you are secretly sad that your best friend isn't talking to you, and your parents will always provide you with good advice and a listening ear.

When you split up with your boyfriend and had no one to turn to, you drove madly back to your parents' place because you know that they will always welcome you with wide open arms and a shoulder to lean on.

You trusted them for solace and you know they are the sturdy rock that holds you upright without any qualms nor conditions.
They will be there to keep you safe.

But what happens when that safety net is gone?

When you realized that you'd rather go through a surgery with a person you've known for 3 months by your side, rather than your parents, because neither do they care, they are not reliable as well?

What happens then?

You do not get to pick your parents.
You are stuck with them.
For better or worse,
richer or poorer,
in sickness or in health,
to love and cherish,
from the day you were born until death takes one of you.

So what happens when you know that you are always placed in comparison with someone else, always having to fight for the love that was supposed to come to you unconditionally?

What happens when you know that you are so dispensable in their lives that they will sever their ties with you as their child even though being in a family means that they will be there for you no matter how you turned out to be?

The most painful emotions are the emotions that you stifled.

The type of emotion that makes you tear up when you think about it,

but then you bite your tongue to refrain from crying,

because you know that once you start,

the tears will not stop.

Not Again

2011-05-18T13:01:00.000+08:00

I don't want to make the same mistakes again,
don't want to bump back to square one again.

Again, it is a sequin encrusted stone,
not an actual diamond.

It ain't a needle in that haystack
The oddity that stood out was merely the horse's manure.

Don't bite,
Don't look,
Don't get hook.

The wind has carried me thus far,
I do not want to be rain upon again,
Like a child with an ice cream cone,
without the ice cream on top.

For that would unduly happen,
should it be taken.

Repetition

2011-03-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

why do we study?

to get a degree.

why do we need a degree?

to get a decent job.

why do we need a decent job?

to earn more money.

why do we need to earn more money?

to enjoy a more comfortable living lifestyle.

why do we need comfortable living lifestyle?

because the paradox is too frightful to be in.

why is it frightful?

because we do not have a comfortable living lifestyle.

why do we not have a comfortable living lifestyle?

because we did not earn more money.

why do we not have enough money to earn?

because we did not get a decent job.

why do we not have a decent job?

because we did not get a degree.

why do we not get a degree?

because we did not study hard enough.

Your Own Reality

2011-03-29T18:30:00.002+08:00

We are our own reality.

What we see and feel is only real to us.

What comprehension we have grasped makes sense only to us.

The surrounding around us, the circumstance you are in, and the emotions you are feeling,

are all a figment of your reality.

It is yours.

That's why they say, you are your own destiny.

Because we feel, therefore we act, hence the consequences of our actions.

Whether we execute a plan to succeed or fail, we do it out of our own accord.

So the next time you start hating the situation you are in, look within yourself first.

Nobody can make you the way you are, but yourself.

That is also why they say, you are your worst enemy.

You are the only person who is obstructing you to achieve what you aspire to achieve.

Your reality, is it a dream or a nightmare?

Death

2011-03-22T00:27:00.002+08:00

It is safe to say that i have not been blogging much lately.
You can blame it on the lack of muse in my life.

Last night I had a close run-in with the idea of death.
And then i thought to myself, am i afraid to die?
The answer is no.

I've said this once before and i will say it again.
Most people are not afraid of death. Rather, they are afraid of the prospects of death, and the anticipation of it.

If you know that you are going to die in a week, what would you do?
Would you do a round-the-world trip and see the amazing creations of God, or would you spend as much time as possible with the people you love?

What would your parting words to your loved ones be?
Would you give some final advices and biddings, or would you tell them how you feel about them all these whiles?

Would you forgive the people you've hold grudges for?
Or would you attempt a final revenge?

Who would you want to spend your last few moments with?
Your friends, or family, or the person you thought you were going to spend the rest of your life with?

What about God?
Would you spare some time for Him too?

Most often than not, we are so consumed in our selfish little world to care about anyone else.
But when you learnt that you are going to die, your thoughts will lean towards the people you care about.
We are so bogged down by the material possessions in life that we forget to appreciate the actual finer things such as the love in your mother's eyes, the warmth of the sun kissing your cheeks on a cold morning, and the gentle offerings from a kind stranger in times of distress.

Now, death can be viewed in two paradoxical lights.

The first one being the end of the road, the finale of one's life, and the sad parting with one's close attachments.
Indeed, emotions run wild and you regret the things you've never done, and ponder at the things that you've done.

And then there are some people who view death as a catharsis.
A denouement of pain and grief that has plagued one's life.

This, i am talking about the victims of circumstance.
Whose life is a constant struggle of survival.

Yes, a silver lining, would it not be?
For the end would mean that there are no more pain and no more suffering.

Always the choice of half-empty or half-full huh?

Death should be discussed more because it is a serious issue and it is inevitable.
People shunned it because they are afraid. But it isn't going away.
We have got to face it and thus be prepared for it.

It's not a matter of yes or no, would or would not.
It is happening, and the question is, is it going to be sooner or later?

If it is later, then perchance you will still have time to find love in your life.
And i don't just mean the love of your life.
By that i meant the things in life that will make life beautiful, and puts a smile on your face everyday.

If it is sooner, then you should be prepared for its arrival.
Don't let it slap you in the face.
Make sure you do everything that needs to be done whilst you are still here.
Make sure you do not regret anything that you've said and did.

That's how we should live our lives.

Ramble

2011-03-11T14:21:00.001+08:00

我成全了你的自由，请你成全我的快乐。。。

远远的望着你，我终于明解，爱一个人不需要得到他的。

昨夜的我们多么的开心，谁知今日我们变仇家？

时间对我而言已不在有意义了。。

There was once a young girl who believed in the world of rainbows and stars…

Mondays turn into Tuesdays, and Tuesdays fade into Wednesdays, which blend into Thursdays, and melt into Fridays, with Saturdays and Sundays passing by in a blur of haze.

This is not living; this is having a hiatus in living.

I have closed my eyes, because everything that is happening is more than I can bear.

I have stopped wondering, because of all the things that could have happened, it would have already happened.

I might have even stopped living, because the tenacity for survival is getting rougher to achieve with each passing day.

And then she was greeted by a huge mass of dark clouds…

Must we all have loving parents and a perfect childhood filled with happy memories by the swings, and then emerge into teen hood with a slice of rebel in our system, then step forward into adulthood with a piece of degree, some hundred grand in our bank account, only to splurge it on houses, cars and gadget. Then cast into a satisfying marriage with a lovely spouse and two kids, who would grow up and follow your footstep. And before long, you are dropped into the arms of death, where illness and old age manifest into your life, but you will endure the agony with dignity because you’ve lived a life where the populace deemed agreeable?

They have determined these long before we were born.

And what are “they” made up of?

A bunch of influential people who force-fed us with their theorems, to which they turned into reality.

Slipping into a series of subliminal deranged episodes, and then reverting back into the sanctity of ostensible monotonicity, has driven me into a borderline schizoid.

Indeed, I do not plan on being a querulous old woman, but alas, here I am, lamenting.

True, though I seek the austerities of life, I also know that without dramas, we wouldn’t be enjoying it.

“Ouch!” I stepped on my own foot.

Sometimes the heinous aftermath was caused by your own negligence.

Smarten up, dumbass, because you are on your own. No one but yourself is going to save you from the raging vortex of failure. Everyone else has their own shit to deal with, and no one has the time for your pitiful wanes.

That little girl is slumbering over the great green yonder. Perchance, to be awakened again by the genuine caress of a fair headed man.

2011-03-05T17:39:00.002+08:00

so.....infatuated.............. ah~~

Whites on my Canvas

2011-03-04T03:59:00.002+08:00

Looking back, it still baffles me how much i could feel, and how strongly i've loved.
I don't think i could ever love another quite so fiercely anymore.

That raw passion and genuine affections.
That pain, that searing pain.
It is true, your skin can heal from wounds and cuts, but once your heart is broken, you are pretty much incapable of loving again.

He was The One. He truly was.
He was a dream come true. He was, but a dream.

As i sat on my bed rummaging through my memories, nostalgia brought me back to my kryptonite...

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Those deceptive words has lasted for a year and 2 months.

Just 1 more chance.
1 last chance to prove me wrong.
1 last chance to change your behaviors.
1 last one is all you're asking for.

So many.
So many lasts.

I love you honey,
but all your lies are wrecking both of us.
It's slowly burning me alive.

What a perfectly sculpted relationship.
But i hit it with metal,
then theres a hole.
Oh why did i do that?
Its no longer perfect.

I tried covering the hole up.
It's never the same anymore.
I'm sorry.

The next attack arrived.
So comes the next, and the one after that.
Oh wait, its not me now..its you.

Slowly, slowly,
the perfect relationship became imperfect.
So many cuts and wrecks.
We cant do anything about it anymore.

Its ugly now.
Its no longer perfect.
We've ruined it.
We've ruined it bad.

Too late to turn back and undo our mistakes.
What are we gonna do?
Oh what are we gonna do honey?

I'm completely disparaged.
you've taken everything from me.
I love you honey,
whyd you have to go and lied to me?
I told you time and time again,
Trust and Honesty are the most important thing in a relationship.
You promised never to tarnish either.
But you did.
You did for so many times.
Im tired.
Im so very tired of it all.
Im tired of having to forget everything and
I'm tired of having to completely brainwash myself into thinking tt i can keep trusting u
and that ull never ever lie to me again, ever again.
I'm so tired.. God only knows how much ive gone to have to keep believing in you against all odds.
If you truly loved me, you wouldnt have hurt me like this.

Now uve left me hanging,
I dont wanna live on a pack of woven lies anymore.
And yet,
i still love you.
I cant bear to let go,
of us, of our history, and of our future.

No more beautiful words,
no more planning on how to structure my words,
these are all from the deep bottom of my heart.
Its aching,
Its crying,
Its bleeding.

How can u put someone you love into a tormented state like this?
Why did it in the first place?

My tears are flowing as im typing,
its clouding up my visions,
as like how ur actions clouded my sanity.
Tell me,
where do we go from here?

You've always managed to twist the truth into your lies,
like how everytime i confront you,
you turned the tables over.
And in turn, it became my fault.

Does it make you happy for me to bow down in contemplation for you?
For me to think that im the one who should be looking down on the ground for the actions youve done?
For me to be shedding tears that you couldve so easily avoided if only u weren't so tempted by other people?
How can u ever say you love me without looking down, with all the lies you said, all the truths you hidden, all the deceptions you put me through?
Im so disappointed in you,
i thought it was you.
I wanted it to be,
turns out,
you washed out the painting.
And now im left with,
but whites on my canvas.

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The team that consist of you and I,
that fight that you've fought and gave up.

I think that's the reason I am such a distraught now.

For you've given me the promises of Heaven,
only to have led me straight into the realms of Hell.

I've lost the strength to love, lost the will to care.
I might haven even lost myself along the way...

Got a Crush

2011-03-03T00:21:00.000+08:00

I've got a massive crush on this utterly dreamy guy.....ah~ never thought i'd feel this way again..

he doesn't seem that keen on me but.

it's always like that, isn't it?

Guys that you fancies never seem to feel the same way about you.

sigh~

but oh, how dreamy, he's perfect, oh, pretty perfect, for me.

Fingers crossed ay?

Been single long enough.

My Bunny

2011-02-24T18:17:00.000+08:00

In the not so distant memory of Fruit Cake, therein lies a pain that she finds implausible to wipe out.

Still missing bunny.

Say what?

2011-02-22T04:08:00.002+08:00

So tired... no more travelling for a while.

Polygamy

2011-02-07T18:40:00.002+08:00

I think it is rather amusing how Muslims set the standards of acceptability so low so everyone can fit into the mould. Like for example, a man can have 4 wives instead of 1. In order to counteract the issue of adultery and infidelity, islam decided to set the rule where a man can fuck 4 different women and still be classified as a 'respectable man'.
On the other side of the scale, if a muslim has only 1 wife, he is more of a saint because he decides to stick to just 1.

In the history of all the other religion, there are the odd few names who married several wives, be it Hinduism or Christianity, Judaism, but you know what, our protocol changed with the law of our countries and preachers.
Now, it is unacceptable for all other religions to have more than 1 wife. It is considered a sin and it is more than frowned upon.

So there you have islam that allow polygamy to reduce the rate of adultery so they can say shit like:-

"your women run multinational coorapetions, see first your women who are all not virigins begining from 12 years , your women are fucked by hundreds of men, your women are cheap but muslim women are expensive. by the way i think your women run multinational coorpations because you lake men, your men are all usless they are gays fucking each other eveyday, u dirty pigs, have nothing to do than practincing dirty sex and fuck each other:)haaaaaaaaa......."

-# posted by Anonym : 2:20 AM (excerpt quoted from blog)

Oh, and funny thing is someone actually replied to this thread stating:-

"Dear Muslim,
Just keep telling yourself those things, if it eases your pain.
If your women are so expensive, then why do you kill, beat and rape them?
And speaking of virgins,wasn't poor Aisha age 6 when Mo married her? Took her virginity at 9, wasn't it? We call that a sickness in the West.
You, whose heaven is nothing more than an orgy...How sad that you humiliate yourselves in this way.
Maybe you could work on giving the world something besides death and destruction, but I doubt it."

- # posted by western woman : 7:16 AM(excerpt quoted from blog)

So anyway, back to my main point, I think it is a brilliant thing for Muslim to have the rule that a man can have 4 different wives they can fuck freely and legally without getting any judgments.

Oh another rather frivolous idea they have adopted with the rule of polygamy is that it is the solution to having more women married. I repeat: IT IS THE SOLUTION TO HAVING MORE WOMEN MARRIED.

Watch this video.

Wow, isn't it brilliant? First of all, I did not know that women mind being single and they all want to get married. Second of all, did you just say that "the only religious book that says to marry only one is the Qu'ran"?? WTF? hahaha.

Go contradictory speeches!

2011-02-07T05:22:00.000+08:00

I hate your fucking god so much i will masturbate to his photos.
and i hate your fucking martyrs so much i'll get my mate to jizz all over their photos.

Kim Kardashian's Ass

2011-01-27T15:26:00.000+08:00

Right, so I have an ex who is totally in love with Kim Kadashian's ass. He used to say that she's got the best body rarara..
Honestly, I'm not trying to be jealous or anything but, I kinda feel that she's a little too fat (yeah, yeah, curvacious, you might say) and her ass is so big it's a separate entity from her. What do boys see in that?!

I mean, don't get me wrong, she's got a lovely face(albet, it's been tweaked), and the fact that she's not an anorexic but flaunts her curves- that's great. But, all that hype over her butt? I mean, there is such thing as TOO BIG.

Kylie Minogue's got a great ass.

See?

But when your ass looks like that-

Now, that's just gross.

It's unproportionate and waaay too big.

In a way, it is kinda freaky because it looks rather surreal.

I'm not saying Kim Kardashian's ass is that bad, but she's on her way there pretty much.

So there, I like curvy women and I embrace my curves, and I most definitely respect women who follow suit.
But there IS such thing as TOO BIG.

The Centurion Secret

2011-01-20T14:18:00.000+08:00

Presenting the highly exclusive Centurion Card by American Express...

This is the package where it comes in.. ooh la la~

And because people are competitive by nature, Barclays also started having their Visa Black Card...

Apparently, it is even more exclusive than the AMEX Centurion.

Man oh man, someday, i'm going to pwn one of you. muahaha~!

headache

2011-01-20T01:13:00.000+08:00

I've got a terrible headache.. tomorrow is not going to be bearing any sunshine nor rainbow :(

With You

2011-01-14T00:03:00.000+08:00

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight

Hey Lil mama,
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot little figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own

And little cutie
When you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind

You mean to me
What I mean to you
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.

I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of their life who feels..
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you

I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,

Hey lil shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
To be your everything

And I..
Will never try to deny,
that you're my whole life,
'cause if you ever let me go,
I would die..
So I won't front,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
'cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my needs

- Chris Brown