The Journal of Puteri Joy Lim

Flashback

2013-01-13T06:13:00.002-08:00

January 13, 2013 @ 9:35pm

It's that kind of night again. Memories flashback. It all started after I was browsing on Instagram and stumbled upon a photo that my friend had posted; a photo of lok-lok session.

Me and him, we love lok-lok. In fact, we can eat lok-lok as our main meal. I suddenly recalled the good old times that we had lok-lok at Pulau Tikus area & also padang near CDK. He loves quail eggs! I mean like we both can eat lots of cucuk if we didn't have discipline to control ourself. I was the one with more discipline and controlled what he actually eats. Like I only limit him to 2-3 cucuk of quail eggs, for health reason la, it's not like he diets or exercise and quail eggs are really high with cholestrol. And each time he wanted to eat more quail eggs, he would look at me with pity eyes & I would sternly say NO! Then his or lor pattern lai liao, he "nego" la, said share half-half la & I usually gave in wtf And the stall that we usually went right, the bos very funny one, he always count the sticks very fast and in a very hilarious manner. And our bills always came up to lucky numbers one, like RM 19.80, RM 18.80, etc

I mentioned about cholestrol in the above right, this leads to another story. Once we were at the kfc near my workplace for lunch. So i very gaya and ordered lo & proudly told the staffs, "I tak mahu cholestrol huh, I mahu tukar dengan potato" wtf Fatty was standing next to me gigling and he said, "Halo, it's not cho-les-law, it's "coslaw" We couldn't stop laughing throughout the meal. And he even tease me about it after that. The good ol' times.

As much as I'm concern for his health & weight, we never do sports together one. I mean absolutely seldom. All I could recalled was us climbing hill at Youth Park once & went swimming for just once. It's just him, never wanna do sport or maybe he didn't wanna do with me la since I'm also not the sporty kind of person. I'll usually fall sick due to over-tiredness after sport wtf Must change! Must change!

Typing on this laptop reminds me of how we used to chat everynight while he was abroad. We chatted everynight at 8pm sharp, web-caming and often we would chat until frustrated one cuz wifi line was suck to the max. And the distance that separated us made us both miss each other so much that often I'd cry to sleep after our chat session ended. It's funny how we cherished each other so much while we were apart & desperately wanting to be together. But when he's back here, he left me; twice. Really funny how things work sometimes. It is always the tough times that brings me closer to him, the tough times that makes me cherish him more & those memories that makes my love for him grow. But maybe, it was also for the same reason that drove him apart from me. Sticking with the same person for years make him bored. Not adventurous. He needs new love.

Friends keep telling me & in fact congratulating me (wtf) that it was all over. He's not the guy for me, they say. And I kinda agree cause I noticed the change in him. Don't know... maybe me being always around just makes him take things for granted. But with each day he's around, I feel complete.

He's not the romantic kind of person, neither am I la but I think I rate better wakakakaka~ Throughout these years, we never really celebrated Valentine's one.. During the years he was away, we celebrated through webcam, I'll cook Maggie Mee then switched off the lights in my room to pretend like having candlelight dinner with him while he had his dinner. Then in 2012, he was busy with classes and we just bought a bucket of KFC to eat at home after he finished his work wtf And Christmas, the first 2 years he came back, we celebrated in a hotel that we first went together. Then in 2011, that was the first time he left me for a gal & I spent Christmas at home, crying. and in 2012, history repeated itself but this time, it's another gal, wtf right....

While we were in Melb and at times low in cash, I remember us sharing a shin noodle & a box of kfc together. Or maybe just leftover pizza. But we were happy, truly happy. To me, it's not what you eat that determine hapiness, it's who you are with and whether the person is worth it or not. And to have someone that loves you stand by u all the time, nothing else matters.

Use your brain to make judgement, not your heart, that's what everyone tells me. And I think for once, I'm using my brain. But now shyte liao lor, no1 want to marry me liao... And no1 brings me to Japan shopping liao wtf

When you are drunk right, you will think of the person that matters the most to you. I see him but it doesn't really matter anymore.

I better sleep now.

Puteri

Here I go again...

2013-01-11T08:59:00.002-08:00

January 11, 2012 @ 11:57pm

Now if you gonna read this, prepare yourself cause I'm gonna rant a lot, complaint a lot & maybe curse like it's the only language I know. Why? Cause nothing goes smooth today, not even work, which is the only thing that I find solace in.

Some bad shyte happened again at work today, and you know what, the culprit is acting like a victim again. Like.. "Oh, why does this happen.. or why me, I'm innocent" Really fuck this piece of shyte, acting as if we are all at fault & she's just "unlucky" and happened to be there only. Sometimes, really wonder am I at the right place? Right organization I mean.. You see, I find that most of the time people do things to satisfy their bosses internally rather than spending their time & effort to assist our customers. Aren't we suppose to be serving people "with a smile"? And if everyone is selfish enough to just taking care of their own ass & apple-polishing, then what happen to our customers? If you don't make your customers happy, & you prefer to shoe-licking, then maybe I suggest you switch to a different field. Be a cobbler instead.

Was at the gym & chatted with JustinG for a couple of minutes. I was telling him the situation I'm in & he was like, "Oh, it happened to me last year but I'm feeling better now" WTF How can I easily erase someone from my mind, someone that is obviously not worth it, someone that is I don't know, learning how to hate wtf. It takes time, that's what everybody say and yea, I've been there but it just gets harder when you are old lolzzz But you know what, I'm glad that it happened now, I mean not like later on when my heart couldn't take any more crisis or 'surprises" like this wtf. And there is blessings in disguise, people care about me, people who I've neglected in the past, people who stand by me although I was never really there for them, people who concern about me & keeping track on my progress each other. I really love you guys.

He called a while ago, I answered. We chatted for a moment & it made me realise that as bad as he may be, I kind of miss him at times. I miss people calling me sayang. I miss people loving me as if I'm the most precious thing on earth. And I kinda miss those time we spent together doing nothing or just watch a lousy movie on a Saturday night. I miss pillow talks. You know what, I find it very pressure to live in this cynical world & to have someone resting next to you after a hard day or a long week is truly a blessing. Appreciate your love ones people, don't ended up like me.

But well, since I'm a smarter gal now, I can already control my mind by not missing him. Very easy only, I remember when I confronted him, he said, "She (the gal) is not a bitch" FINE! LET ME BE THE BITCH THEN. How dare he defending another gal in front of me? But it was also clear to me that I have no position in his heart, any longer.

Enough of him. Let's count the blessings that I have now. Erm.. first, I have a few besties who spend time teaching me how to swim. And those who drink drank drunk with and you, you & you!

nite.

puteri

Gymlogy

2013-01-10T07:07:00.001-08:00

Jan 10, 2013 @ 10:37pm

Oh hye! Just got back from the gym, been spending so much time there but honestly I don't work out as much as those gym freak there... My stamina has always been ma-ma-tei only, climb hill I sure die, running also half die. So last time during schooling days I obviously suck in sport one... but hio, don't underestimate me lor ok... last time I got joined 100m run one, get 4th place only (only 4 representatives wtf) Then, during secondary years, I was erm..quite fleshy..as in about 45kg la, I joined tarik tali one.. Actually is our team bo lang liao, bo huat so picked me wtf I stood in the middle lo, show pattern pretended to pull only..Actually I got pull or no pull also made no difference.. But in the end our group won and each of us got a medal. I actually feel paiseh to hang it at home, like people see already also know I kelefeh only, really not important one hahahaha See my size also know :p

Ohya, back to gymlogy. I must train liao, die-die also must train. Met up with Zhi Ying the other day. He was asking me to join the 17km run, the one that my bestie told me as well. Honestly, I'm tempted. But physically & mentally, I'm nothing near ready. Sure ma...walk 1km also I can lose breath liao. Climb hill I reached not even half. But hio, feel like wanna join cuz wanna challenge myself and also accompany my friends lo, yao yi hei one~ wakakaka~

A lot of people say of late, I wasn't like my old self. Sometimes I'm like a crazy gal, I make loud noises as if people around me are deaf. I curse as if that's the only language I know. But sometimes, I'm very quiet & reserved, a little lost in my wandering thoughts. People say guys can sometimes have empty or blank thoughts, I have mastered that too I think. I can stand still, look at a coin & lose my ownself elsewhere.

Am I happy lately? I can't answer that cause I'm still lost in my own emotions. But one thing I know is, he's happy with who he is with now & for that I'm thankful for God. At least, he's not wasting his life & found someone who motivates him to live better. Couldn't believe that I say this kind of thing after what he did. I feel like a saint lolssss!!

Phewwww..... feel so tired but mind can't rest still... Soju anyone? I was actually at the gym & feel so excited suddenly wtf & keep whatsapping my another bestie "Soju?". Then she ignored me wtf 30 minutes later, I sent again "Soju, soju soju" .. Again, she ignored me wtf Then finally I beh tahan liao, I typed in "Soju soju soju soju soju soju soju * multipliers wtf" and this time, she replied, "I just reached home ah jie jie, tireddddd ahhhhhh" Okay la, I understand la, to work until late at night is super emo & damn down one ok I have been there, done that.

Yorrrrrrr cannot upload picture again wtf is wrong!!! I wanna post my sui eh pics wakakaka~

Mai siao liao, wanna try to sleep liao... insomnia, leave me jauh-jauh okay?

Puteri

Vain Puteri

2013-01-07T23:02:00.000-08:00

Jan 8, 2012 @ 3.12pm

Just received my 'working schedule" for the cny so I'm super free & available after 7pm ya! Available for drink or eat or play anytime after that but not in the morning hor, cause now I enjoy sleeping until the sun shines on my butt wtf And morning is for family one, bonding time. Also pretend to visit relatives & get ang pow time hahaha~ Gai liao lor, sure they will ask liao, "bf na li?" , 'bila kahwin o", etc.. Kahwin pu tor laaa... target bun bo hahaha!~ Ci pai sien dao liao... >.<

Today ada mood, so rajin-rajin & kuai-kuai write this post dengan sepenuh attention. Brought my daughter for grooming this morning. Aiyoyo super cute ah her face after shaving the misai & the hair on her ear. Kononnya, her bulu is tangled already cause I hardly comb lolsss. Now her head super round & bouncy one! Too bad cilaka sial that I cannot upload photo don't know what's wrong with this mini laptop. I wanna get Macbook ahhhh mana ada sponsorship wtf This lousy laptop I wanna sell it off first leh, who want ah.. lai lai RM 300 gia gia ki >.< Btw, who wants to see Apple eh photo, follow me on instagram ya, name is puterijoylim & I always upload instantly one

Last night, I went to my 8th aunt house for dinner. Ah Yi very geng lor, cooked a lot of hou hou seik eh dishes for me & my puppy. We ate until super full & got dessert some more leh.. Spent the rest of the night berjalan2 at Autocity but bought nothing wtf... Erm, kinda lala for my liking hahahaha Headed back to Ah Yi's place for supper, she made my favorite fried cempedak, ate whole plate full & went home with sore throat.

Honestly last night leh, I got a bit emo one cuz someone's birthday is today so I think back the things that he did I geram. Then, this stupid friend of mine, very yao yi hei lo. To prevent me from having insomnia again, he called me at 12am sharp & chatted with me, made me feel very relax lor. So I'm feeling very good today & getting better by days. No more upset liao, just a bit of adapting to do. In fact feel so much free liao since I have one less person to worry hahaha~ I don't have to worry about his health, his business, his everything. You guys don't have to worry about Puteri ya, really one. I'm a woman of my words wtf I say I don't care means I don't care. In fact, with what he did, I don't think there's any "love" left between us, just the feeling that part of my life has gone. But what to do, look for new life la, simple as that. And whatever shyte he said about "confuse" & 'heart splitting into 2" fuck man, jiak sai la!!! Really one, if you were me, you spent 4 years loving this person, and still this person tells u "I'm confuse', you also will die heart immedately like me one. And really feel like tiu lei lou mou one!

Yo, my ketiak so busuk cause I sweat a lot from all the moving around this morning. Later I wanna go gym b4 meeting Mr Teoh for dinner tonight. JLo of Ayer Itam (this name I give myself one, feel free to shake head wtf) you must persevere! Must train for 17km, must train!!! Must not sia sueh your friends & yourself ahhhh!

Oh fuck, 3pm plus liao, wanna take a quick nap & do mask. Sambung later, wo ai ni men o wtf bai bai!

puteri

Just the stupid thing I did today...

2013-01-06T05:44:00.002-08:00

Jan 6, 2013 @ 21:35

...went to gym after much hesitation & forgotten to bring my running shoes #awasteofeffort

And I always thought my running shoes is in the car T___T

What to do, reached liao, takkan patah balik meh... Took a long cold water bath while listening to the catchy tunes, did nail color as well before heading home.

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Last night I had a chatty roomate. We chatted while sipping beers until the wee hour of 3am. Then I spent the next 2 hours playing some lousy boring games before dozing off at 5am. Tired but unable to sleep, only God knows why. Apple, being very obedient recently quietly rest outside my room, surrounded by a few of her newly bought toys. I even gave her my Smurfy zai zai & she enjoyed biting it all around.

5 days of "holiday" are down with 3 left... *sigh*

puteri

Gloomy Mummy

2013-01-04T18:46:00.000-08:00

Jan 05, 2013 @ 10:20

Today my heart feels as gloomy as the weather..

Well, I'm just joking!! I'm happy like kena fucked by Brad Pitt! Just saying! =p Now I know what makes me happy! Weekend makes me happy! Holiday makes me happy! The phrase "don't need to work" makes me ultra happy ah! Lolzzzz!!! Just so you guys know, I have said this a couple of times but I don't know, just feel like saying it again, I'm on leave until next Wednesday! *lansi face* Eh, let me be happy okay, it's not easy for me to get approval for my leaves okay! Although my initial plan has failed, and most probably I'll have nothing to do just loiter around, I'm still happy! ^.^ Weeeee~~~

And CNY right, I also got a week off. Muahahahahaha!!~ But first 2-3 days already got plan, you know la, pretty gal like me sure a lot of dates one wtf *syok sendiri* Actually, I'll be volunteering at Penang Buddhist Association, doing my part to serve the community once in a while. Who free geh, drop by to say hi ya! =)

Seems like it's going to rain again, please don't I have plan liao T_____T If wanna rain, wait till I oink oink first k dear rain God!

Ish.. so long just to upload a pic, later update la, I need to go liao, muacks muacks bai bai!

puteri

Just thoughts

2013-01-03T06:04:00.000-08:00

Jan 3, 2013 @ 21:55

Just thoughts...

And I had a lot of them while I was driving home from work. I had them when I was pushing my limits at the treadmill & thoughts, I have them all the time.

But right now as I want to pen it down, I don't know where to start. I don't know if I should write what I'm really thinking and most importantly, I don't know whether my writings actually mean something to anyone.

puteri

Things that only a shyte buddy will tell you (Part 1)

2013-01-02T02:58:00.000-08:00

The conversation actually went on endlessly & regret o say, it is not appropriate for viewing purpose.

*Grinnnn widely & continue dirty talks wut dafuq*

puteri.joy.lim

When you're gone

2013-01-01T05:28:00.000-08:00

Jan 1, 2013 @ 20:56

Dear Mummy,

Today I saw you silently wept at the corner of your room. I know you are trying to hide your sadness away from us for you don't want to make us worry about you. I know from now on, our home will never be the same like it used to be because the little boy who has brought us laughters has gone. And mummy, today I overheard you calling his name as if he's still with us. And when you realised he's not around, your eyes went teary again.

I'm sorry mummy. Despite all the difficulties & sadness that you are having, I'm still making you worry; worry that I'll be drunk elsewhere on the street, worry when I did not call home to let you know that I'm safe, worry when I'm still driving out aimlessly during wee hours. I'm really, really sorry mummy. I hope you understand that I'm just like you, lost & in doubt. Mummy, we have both "lost" someone we love dearly & unconditionally throughout our lives. And mummy, I know we both can overcome this together.

From now on, I promise I'll drink less. And I'll call if I'm not coming home. I'll drive carefully from now on too. Most importantly, I'll love myself more & take good care of us.

I love you mummy!

Puteri

When the new year begins...

2013-01-01T01:14:00.000-08:00

Jan 1, 2013 @ 16:04

So I didn't make it to Cuvee before the year ended... (Sorry Jayden!) because I met with an accident.

Not "accident" in the complete sense but I did reversed & bang into a pillar (very hard some more what dafuq) while I was out with daddy to celebrate his 53rd. The paint came off & "kemek" a bit here & there & I was actually quite angry @ myself for being so careless & upset too. Why must stupid, unfortunate things always have to befall upon me every year end but since everyone is in such good mood, I sucked up my negativity & went with the flow.

Have you heard of the new All Season Place ~~at my territory~~ near my home? (In Farlim just in case you don't know) It's like a one-stop hang out centre where you can see chains of F&B outlets & entertainment centre. Now it's already like one of the coolest & happening place in town! So, we were there, had our dinner @ Roti Bakar (the least crowded place) & spent quality time together as a family because "my youngest brother" is going "home" real soon. Therefore, from now on, it'll only be me, daddy, mummy & my puppy, Apple.

Came home after getting some cakes for supper; still feeling upset with the minor accident & spent the rest of the night LINE-ing with Huey Ping & Whatsapping Zoey. And you know what, the tragedy didn't end there. My phone right, it stopped working all of sudden. I mean the screen just black out & no matter how I tried, I couldn't turned it on! Being a tiny act smart arse, I quickly browsed through the user manual to see what to do in "emergency" like this and I came across this in superbly tiny lettering:

"Never attempt to repair or modify iPhone yourself. iPhone does not contain any user-serviceable parts" except (where applicable) for the sim card & sim tray"

Blah blah blah

Double crisis(s/es/ies) in a night T___T

I put it aside, cursed at it & threatened to throw it out the window if it doesn't recover (narrating this makes me realise that at times I'm stupid) then proceed to take a warm bath.

When I returned to my room a couple of minutes later, it mysteriously turned on and yay! I'm not completely that suey after all...

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And there's this story that I wanna tell you guys. The other day, I was at my friend's place, enjoying an evening swim at the pool & chatting away happily. Then suddenly my friend was signalling to me that there was this guy who had been stalking on us from a distance away. So later my friends swam away while I rested at a corner of the pool & suddenly the guy swam next to me & made conversation.

Here's the funny thing, I have had a history of ~~FAT~~ bfs (Not that I hate skinny people but I find fleshy / muscular guys more yeng & "reliable". The stalker that I mentioned above is ultra fleshy (therefore, FLASHY as well) & meaty & juicy (no pun intended) & as dark as authentic Belgian chocolate & looked *ahem* sloppy.

He started the conversation & it went something like this:

Stalker: Hi!

Me: Oh hi! (I looked terkejut cause I suddenly realised my side of water dries up when he swam by) ---> ~~I'm serious, this is not a joke.~~

Stalker: You 1st time here? Haven't seen you b4...

Me: (In my mind: Lu chap siao wa, wa 1st time or n-th time kuan lu ka ch'ng business) Erm... yaaa.. 1st time..

Stalker: You just recently move here? Which floor are you staying? What's your number?

Me: (Didn't your mummy teach you to ask one question at a time? And no, I don't have a number, I have a name wut dafuq) Erm.. nope. This is my best friend's place actually and ahh sorry, I got to go, my friend is calling me... *pointing at God-knows-where direction*

And that's how I escaped. My friends & I couldn't stop laughing after that and kept joking on how I always attract "big guys" & that I should try my luck with sumo wrestler in Japan.

A Japanese kareshi? Someday, maybe...

Happy 2013 yaaa!!

Puteri.Joy.Lim

Sushi, Tomyum & more!

2012-08-23T05:02:00.001-07:00

Time to jump in the bandwagon & post (mouth-watering) food photos like everyone else. The above, obviously a sandwich; egg sandwich to be precise was taken at Times Square, restaurant name I've forgotten. Went there for a quick fix of lunch with Victor cause he had a meeting there. Egg sandwich was not bad, just the bread kind of burnt. So, worth trying & of course a healthy option if you are taking it as breakfast.

Traditional nasi lemak, wrapped in banana leaves. Victor & I were on our way to watch a drift event at Kampung Gajah & stopped by a rest area to have breakfast. What I like about this nasi lemak is that the rice is exceptionally fragrant with coconut milk a.k.a santan.

Read about my previous post if you wanna know more about this tomyum that I had in Danok, Thailand. If I'm not wrong, the restaurant is called Waterview (and not Seaview like I said previously) Exceptionally, undeniably & seafoodly-good. I can drool teruk2 just by staring at this photo. The tomyum soup alone can go well with white rice.

And best of all, it's cheap! Cheaper than what you can possibly have in Malaysia!

Dear bf, when can we go back for more?

Now, this is something worth sharing. Last week, we (Victor, Me, Allen, Janice & Jeffrey) went to this Koi Sushi, located at 2nd floor, Gurney Plaza (new wing) for a sushi buffet. At just RM 28.00 ++, we get to enjoy 40 varieties of mostly rice-based sushi. We reached there about 6.00 pm and the place was already packed. Luckily we had made reservation in advance & were seated immediately upon arrival.

So, we were given order chits and were allowed to order 10 varieties of sushi each time, unlimited quantity. So, for example if you like salmon maki you can order 20 pieces in one shot. At first, food serving was slow. I was already upset as I've been starving whole day (not intended) for this and they kept refilling our green tea only. Therefore, I sat there, showed black face & I think they sort of like "get it". When the food finally came, we (or I) wasted no time to stuff ourselves. Salmon sushi was okay , just that the salmon slices slightly thinner than usual (expected already pun)

We were very smart. We waste no time in ordering one. The moment our first order came, we placed our 2nd order already. And by the time the 3rd came, we placed in 4th order already. And I very smart also, I ordered miso soup for everyone. And another dish best served hot, something like duck pizza, crispy for a while cause the air cond was at max temperature hence the food turned cold so fast. Overall, worth a try for RM 28.00. Just one complaint, the rice was too thick. So, you kind of get full easily. But, being my old persevere self (in the art of eating only), I makan and makan and makan until I can't breath.

Then I stopped. And they stopped. But there were still sushi on the table.

We were fined RM 10.00 for leftover food. Still worth it la!

Let me present to you, my most favorite mushroom soup in the world (subject to changes), very thick with chunky pieces of real mushroom. This was at Mizi Bistro, located at Tesco, Tanjung Pinang. For RM 25.00 per pax, you get to choose an appetizer, a main dish, a drink & unlimited free refills of ice cream.

Free ice cream? Unlimited? *gulps*

Served with bread & butter.

If you have been to Mizi before, you will know that they serve food in very huge portion. Above, my Monte Carlo fish, I'm like always order the same thing because it's really good, just trust me.

This was Victor's main dish, named "Surf & Turf", a combination of fish & prawns cooked in (tomato sauce?) This dish is charged an additional RM 10.00 because it's under chef specialties.

Last but not least, ice cream!!! Victor had at least 5 servings! At least!

Writing this post makes me hungry, and just realize that I haven't take my dinner.

Ok, bai!

More on Apple Liew

2012-08-21T04:25:00.000-07:00

Ladies & gentlemen, this I present to you, my most lovable & intelligent pup, Apple Liew who is now bald because according to the experts, the new fur that grows out will be softer and nicer. Like real baby, at don't know what age they have to shave bald also right. Same theory. Anyway, I think Apple is a very "ai mei" pup. She sort of like got emo a little after the shave and became naughtier / more rebellious, like purposely do the stuffs that we forbid her to do (bite socks, play with her food, etc)

So in order to help her regain her confidence, *I now proclaimed myself a dog expert*, I practically tell everyone to say, "Apple mei mei" (which means Apple is beautiful) whenever they see her. I think this method works very well lor, she now becomes her old self, very hyperactive, very kay-poh-chee which is good.

This was her with fur. Oh dew I think as I'm writing this in Victor's office, she just ate a dead dragonfly on the floor. No joke. Oh shyte man, will die of food poisoning or not.

She looks so pity & skinny & tiny now, like a Chicken Little. I bought her a shirt just in case she feels cold without her protective layer of fur now. She has been good in the car so far but the other day, she poo poo in Victor's car hahaha emergency case which is both funny and disgusting.

Continue on another day, time to play with Apple now.

Danok, Thailand - 5 August 2012

2012-08-19T10:48:00.002-07:00

Yippie~ Get to blog tonight using my bf's Mac cause he's spending the night at my place. And Apple is here too, dozing off in her comfy "nest" right next to where I'm sitting now. 4 days holiday is really a bliss! <3 i="i">

Anyway, I wanna write about my Danok trip with my buddies, a couple of weeks ago. We were actually at UUM for a few rounds of kart ride and then decided to cross over border to Danok, Thailand for dinner. Fyi, the distance from UUM, Kedah -> Danok is like 15 mins drive and a friend of us, Marcus knows this place very well since he's a frequent traveller to all the fancy clubs and dining places over there. So, we drove over to the border terminal, parked our cars and took a ride in their taxi because out of 7 of us, 1 of us didn't have a passport. And the taxi driver, somehow with "a small fee" was able to bring my friend to cross border without hassle. Me, being the sua pak kau was very kan cheong and excited because:

1: It was my 1st trip to Danok;
2: Very scared lor, what if they tahan us because our friend didn't have a passport and our faces all looked like orang tahanan *think too much but got possible also okay*;
3: Like I said, very excited lor, when checking passport time, right leg already in Thailand, left leg still at Malaysia.

The first thing we did (or I did) was to act like a tourist. "Wah~ their shophouses like our Butterworth area let", "See see see, Mc D Mc D", "Eh, 7-11 also got" *kept on pulling my bf's sleeves and repeated the above phrases until he showed me the dulan face and meh-ly replied "huh huh huh". So cold lah him, no expression one.

Then, our dear Marcus, with his very little comprehension of Thai language and loads of sign language managed to tell the lorry driver to drive us to this dining place near the seaside or lake side, I think the name is Seaview or something. Highly recommended by Marcus because the portion is huge and delicious and most importantly, sipek cheap. Photos later to justify his claim.

7 of us in the lorry, that's Uncle Juice playing with his phone. The restaurant was located not really far from the city but it's not within walking distance as well la. The ride took about 20 minutes due to the poor condition of the road, very bumpy and all along we saw motorcyclist without helmets one. Very daring lor somomore like no law one.

Beautiful view of the place. The concept is like a few houses surrounding the lake then they will cook at one of the houses and deliver your food to your "house" in a boat. How cool is that!

We sat at the last corner or the last "atap house" because even though it was only 6pm, the place was already packed with most tourists, like us and also the locals. Without further hesitation, we "assigned" our "tour guide", Marcus to order food cause we were hungry like wolfs, like real hungry wolfs okay! And Marcus, again with sign language pointed to a few dishes in the menu. So, let's go through the photo to see how good, and I mean how really good the food were.

In Thai restaurant, sure must order tomyum. We ordered this seafood tomyum, generous amount of ingredients, right level of spicyness and smell so good to make your nostrils "lao pi cui"! First taste of the soup, Ohh My Fucking God, beyond heaven man! Makes you go Oooommmppphhh..... Btw, I've learnt a new Thai phrase too. If you want your tomyum to be less spicy / hot, you tell them "mae pit lam pa"

Repeat after me, "Mae pit lam pa"

"Mae pit lam pa, mae pit lam pa, mae pit lam pa"

(In Hokkien, it means "Don't break my balls" Mae pit = don't break, lam pa = balls, manly balls okay"

Hahahahahahahaha! I find this phrase so lame and funny that the moment I came home, I immediately tell my family and practically everyone I met after that.

Okay, enough of lam pa.

We had this chicken in tomato gravy and omelette as well. Omelette was just ok, typical dish you have everywhere but the thing is, they have taugeh inside so maybe that's what makes it special. Chicken in tomato gravy also not so bad but too much vegetables that I don't eat hehe There were also a dish of fish & pork knuckles but no photos because too hungry liao, already mum mum cannot stop to take photos. Our dinner that night was only RM 170 + with unlimited rice refill & sugar cane drinks refill, which sums up to about 25 bucks per person. So worth it man! Should bring my family over here one weekend.

The lorry dropped us back to the city and it was time to explore the night life of Thailand. Since the border gate closes at 12am, we had at least 5 hours to kill. We walked a few streets and like sua huan spent 20 minutes in 7-11 to see what they have there and wondered why things are much cheaper. Blah blah blah walked some more until Marcus suggested that we went to this famous (or infamous to some due to explicit reason) club in the city, called YES CLUB!

YES la! Let's go to YES club la!

Warning: Some of the pictures below are not suitable for those below 18. But this warning no point one la, I warn liao make you more curious only right. Zh'ng lan right?

We walked in, they showed us backsides, so I show you backsides lo. Bf said since prostitution is legal in Thai, this kind of sight is very common. Gals in bikinis lining up on stage, parading like model. See the lady with flower garlands? Alright, if the patrons like any of the gal on stage, he/she but most probably he can buy a garland and hang it on the gal's neck, then the gal "belongs to his table" that night, you know serving drinks, joke a bit, massage a bit, got extra service or not I don't know and too paiseh to ask also.

Closer look. One thing I must say, Marcus really a VIP there. He walked in, we sat at his usual table and ordered 10 bottles of Tiger at only RM 200. With free snacks and fruits some more. ~~Mamasan~~ some more walked over to say hi. This fella damn tua liap! Like a boss! You know ar, my bf ar kept looking at the guys and kesi-kesi say, "not nice one, so small only, that one looks like guy, blah blah* endless criticism but I know deep inside he buey tahan already one kekeke~ Okla, next time I give you permission to go without me okay... but use protection okay wtf *act generous gf*

And if you think they only have some ~~low grade~~ performance over there, then you are 101% wrong! Cause their performances are like concerts okay! Like those we pay big bucks to watch one okay! Glittering costumes, songs in every possible language you can understand and dance moves that leave you in awe. They mimicked real life artiste like we have above here some imitation of Thai singers.

And here, we have Thadele (Thai version of Adele), with very powerful voice "Never mind I'll find someone like youuuuuu"

And now, Thai version of Jacky Cheung & I-don't-know-the-name-of-that -HK-female-singer, side-by-side dueting "wo yao song ni hong sek mei gui~

I guarantee you, if YES were to open in Malaysia, Zouk can close shop. Soju can go ~~fuck themselves~~. ROOM lagi no need to say. Too bad all my friends had to work the next day so we couldn't stay any longer.

But before we left, we didn't miss the chance to tapau pork burger from Mc D. It was so yummeh that Mr Bf finished his burger and took half of mine too =.......=

Thank you guys for this wonderful day! - Victor, Melina, Justin, Allen, Janice and last but not least, our beloved tour guide Marcus.

When shall we go again? :D

A day in puppy's shoe

2012-08-16T08:57:00.002-07:00

Ahhh sien dao.. don't get to see Apple tonight cause she's at bf's house and I'm too exhausted to drive over and hug-hug her *lousy mummy* But it's okay *console self* cause I'll be picking her up after work tomorrow and go ban leng-leng ^.* Found out timely from a friend that Chew Thean Yeang (Google la if don't know where it is) offers grooming services for pets too; like trim fur, cut nails, korek pi sai & other cleaning stuffs that I'm too kan cheong to do to Apple myself.

So hoi sam! ^.^ So hoi sam on behalf of Apple. You see la, where got mummy so good one. Actually I did scold her yesterday. Not purposely one la, too mang chang already ma! Feeling so guilty after that cause she's still a baby and it's not her mistake or anything. Some more it was her 3rd month birthday *slap sendiri* Like I mentioned in FB, I wanted to take her to grooming yesterday but couldn't find the place. And it was rush hour leh, I was stuck in a jam for an hour leh and she kept sitting beside jilat-jilat me, bite my cushion then jumped over to driver's side. So I yelled at her lor and I think she get the point one lor, after that she terus sit diam-diam & enjoyed "chui air-cond"

Too much light & exposure but main point is how not to sayang her, so ke ai ^.^ The tongue lick-lick your toe time very ticklish but also enjoy de leh

This is do yoga pose. We always enjoy looking at her stretching her body, then the tail shake left right, very relax like that, looks like malas pup

Bei ma liao.. so sit guai guai cui air-cond and enjoy the jam LoL LoL LoL Usually when I take photo of her, she sure move around one and let me have lousy pic as if my hand old liao shaky wtf But yesterday, I scolded her betul-betul one, guess she really takut a bit so sit diam-diam. Luckily went home time bo lau green shyte ;-x

Reached home terus explore my room like nobody business lo this fella lick almost everything, bite my tuala and ran around the house. I ignored her and later walked out like a boss and kacau my mum instead =.=

Mum's growing fond of her cause really one, although mischievous & hyperactive & very luan at times, she's actually hou adorable & "tai siek" geh ^.^

Last photo of my bao bei oink oink on the pillow that my mum gave her. She very zh'ng lan, bought her a bed but she doesn't want to sleep in it. Mummy says maybe the floor is cooler hence more comfortable.

Ok, habis cerita. Goodnight!

My new friend, Apple Liew

2012-08-11T04:07:00.000-07:00

Hello people!~ Haven't blogged in a very very very long time! Had been busy with work and baby-sitting my bf wtf Hehe~ I mean now that bf has his own business and work his arse off 24/7, of course I have to be a good gf to layan him ma. What kind of layan depends on your imagination la ya but don't think too much ar! ^_^

Anyway, in this post right, I'll like to introduce my new baby to all of you!

Hie!~ I'm Apple Liew! ^.^

She's a 2-month old poodle, born on 15 May 2012 but bf brought her home on 7 August 2012, as a surprise for me! Initially very surprise lor coz didn't know where to shelter her (My youngest bro has a history of asthmatic issue so cannot keep at home) and she was very fragile! Then we kept her a night at bf's place and I spoke to bf about bringing her back to the pet shop coz we simply don't have extra time to feed, bath, and potty-train her. But miracles are always there I suppose! Bf's mum agreed to keep her and she has been doing a very great job for a week, feeding her, bathing her and giving her tuition wtf

Haha!~ Let me explain. Bf's mum is a home tuition teacher. So each time she has to work, she'll tie Apple under the table and Apple will sit quietly until she finished her class. See, my pup is a genius and very obedient haha

Like my new little friend on her FB page here

See you soon! ^.^

FLLYYYY DAYYYY

2012-04-20T07:38:00.001-07:00

Yoohoo!~!~! It's friday, friday, FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYYY, the most awaited day of the week for me cause weekend starts NOW!

Just a little recap of last night, it was HEROES marathon again but tiredness crept in and only managed to finish 2-3 episodes. Way to go. Mum made "chye boey" for dinner and she tapau-ed some for soul mate as he loves "chye boey" (but apparently he only loves the one at the chicken rice stall near our house)

On the way home, soul mate tapau-ed a sub of the day (teriyaki chicken) for both of us to share, with green pepper, lettuce, mayo & thousand island sauce, just the way we love it to be <3

Anyway, to cut a long story short, we were rudely awaken by a loud noise this morning, from the rooftop! I bravely (must emphasize one more time, BRAVELY) walked over to every corner of the house and checked because previously, a thief entered my neighbor's house through the rooftop as well. Found no sign of break-in or attempted break-in. Thank God.

And today, my colleagues told me that a security guard from the neighbouring bank misfire the senapang and it hit the glass door. Funny it may seem for such carelessness to occur but luckily no1 was hurt during the incident.

Ohya, there's this new nickname I got for soul mate that I must share, he's now officially the buzzer man. He was naked (only the top) and the sight of his (huge) nen nen made me laughed till I wanna shyte cause they remind me of buzzer, ya'know the kind of button people press in a game show, REALLY! If I have the chance, I'll show you guys a picture. Meanwhile, just hope that he won't be reading this cause he'll be so so so mad if I make fun of his "assets".

I wanted to write much more stuffs but I have to go now, cause the night is still young.

I'll end this with a couple of pics I took this afternoon when I went home during lunch time:

Over-edit, damn creepy >.<

Bai bai! xoxo

JUST NOT MY KIND OF DAY

2012-04-19T03:52:00.000-07:00

Had a rough day at work, not because of hectic workload or what but business was so slow that you can finger count the walk-in customers. Spent whole day clearing up the pending jobs and counting hour. Sales volume is extremely low as at to date, boss has been chasing for credit cards, merchant sales and opening of new accounts. Damn, doing sales is just so not my forte. Couple with the daily operation stuffs (during normal banking hours), where got time to do sales? I’m serious, from cash monitoring and handling to cheques clearing, that’s a lot of tedious work to do, you know? Plus it’s not really easy you know, you have to be really meticulous. I attended a training on operation last month and I remember the trainer said;

“Guys, if I were to be in your shoe, I’d tell those people up there, LEAVE THE SALES STUFF TO THE SALES STAFF”

My strong point is in operation & paper stuff but doing sales….erm…..

I can’t really talk well or persuade people to get a product unless I’ve bought & used them myself. Someone once told me, if you can’t CONVINCE him or her, you can CON him or her. Wtf..

Anyway, had Hokkien Mee for supper last night, had been craving for it since whole day! Bought one for myself and one for soul mate. Spent the next 1-hour or so watching HEROES. Later, soul mate has to leave for work so I spent the rest of the night staring at the ceiling until I dozed off.

Hope tomorrow will be a better day! Ta!

Mizi Bistro, Tesco Tanjung Pinang

2012-04-17T05:32:00.001-07:00

Yay!~!~! I'm staying home tonight! <3 I'm actually feeling kind of exhausted cause I've been going out a lot lately, couple with stress at work *depression* So, it's truly a luxury to be able to just lepak at home once in a while <3
Last night, my soul mate & I went to this place called Mizi Bistro, for dinner. I first knew about this place a couple of months ago when my friend brought me there. I was erm... in a low period, and this fella brought me that because they provide unlimited ice-cream. I mean seriously unlimited flow, free refills! Went there again a couple of times with my family because for once, the food is really good (to my standard la) and it's really value for money (RM 25 for appetizer, a main course, a drink & free flow of ice cream).

So yesterday, without telling me before hand that we were going over, my soul mate just drove me there and I was like urrgghh wtf cause I JUST HAD MY DINNER 2 HOURS AGO. But nevermind lah, I love the food so I just ordered the set meal like usual.

Appetizer: Mushroom soup with bread.

If you know me well enough, you will know that I'm a die-hard fan of mushroom soup and this is REALLY GOOD. Very thick, very broth-ly, creamy and just nice man! I tried making my own soup at home and nothing taste heavenly like this bowl above!

Drink: Peach tea

There is a wide selections of drinks that comes with this set meal but I usually order peach tea. Mild and cooling.

Main course # 1 - Chicken Maryland

Soul mate ordered this and at first thought, I was like, "Why no vege one?" Ended up the rounded fried stuff is vege inside. Fried brocolli, fried corn & fried carrot (I think, couldn't remember) Soul mate ate like a 3-year old, he's chicken-addict, and if it's deep fried like this, even better!

Main course # 2 - Monte Carlo Fish

If I eat out, I'll normally order fish / seafood dishes cause my mum usually cooks poultry stuff at home, so I have had enough of chicken and eggs. This dish above, extraordinary-ly yummy! Very cheesy, everything just cooked to perfection! I was really full but still I finished all of it. Satisfaction level, MAX!

As a result of eating too much, I've a hard time going to bed last night. But what to do, food was divine, if no eat very "guilty" ler hehehe

Alright, time to go. I should be sleeping already cause my muscle is aching my my gum is like bengkak pain too T___________T

Period habis, pimples also gone, hohoho!

Goodnight <3!

Another day, another dawn

2012-04-16T17:16:00.001-07:00

Wake up super early today, couldn't sleep really well cuz feeling stuffy with all the food I took last night. Spent the past 10-15 minutes or so on FB and replying some messages. Wish I could skip work, mundane work *sigh* I'll announce today as Meatless Tuesday, gonna survive on carrot, tomato & cucumber for a day. Seriously, the heat from all the exposure last Sunday is really sickening..making me feeling restless and... unwell.

Nothing much happens lately..I'll just share a few pictures in my iphone, some are downloads, some whatsapp by friends and some sendiri take one.

Attended grandma's birthday last month (or was it the month b4 last?) She's already 84 but still as strong as a erm.... how an old lady suppose to be wtf I mean she can walk perfectly fine and everything but she could not longer eat KFC, no more teeth to chew.

Random supper that I had the other day at Kim Gary, 1st Avenue. Not a big fan of Hong Kong food, sorta like mix fusion, nothing special or delightful.

Pikachu that Vic got me the other day. It lights up and floats in the water. Super cute! Mum mistakenly call it Pukichu =_______________=

Introducing Bobby, belongs to a friend in KL. He whatsapp me this the other day when I told him I'm afraid of anything furry and with 4 legs wtf

Got my hand painted at a chocolate fair in Queensbay last week. My friends said it's lame. Actually, I know it is haha

I have to go. Late for work already. Spend too much time uploading photos ohh eemm gee why la why internet so slloooowwwwww.............

Seize the day people!

SPRING AKARI FESTIVAL - DRIVE4CHARITY 10 MARCH 2012

2012-03-19T08:06:00.001-07:00

A fortnight ago, the Spring Akari Festival was held in Strait Quay to serve as a memorial for the tsunami & earthquake that deeply impacted Japan and generally everyone around the world, early last year. It was also meant to celebrate life and the rebuild of Japan as a strong nation in a span of a year.

There were a lot of activities lining up for all the visitors during the 3-day event such as,

1) Exhibiton, mostly stories and pictures on how restoration of Japan was being carried out. Touching photos, inspiring as well.

2) Well-wishes corner. Visitors were encouraged to write words of encouragement on little piece of paper provided to show their support for Japan.

Like this one. These little notes were tied on a string so that everyone can read it.

3) Japanese food sampling. There were a few stalls preparing ~~bizarre~~ Japanese food on the spot for the visitors to try. Didn't manage to take a closer picture as the crowd was kinda big during free food sampling.

Centre stage where the emcee made announcements and there were supposed to be performances I guess but throughout the time I was there, there was none =(

4) Drive4charity event. Actually, this was the main reason I was there; to support Victor and his friends in playing their part for charitable cause. Visitors may take a ride in one of the following cars as seen in the above poster for only RM 10. Seen in the picture above is Nigel, the proud owner of blue Nissan Skyline.

Look at those sexy rides *drools*

One of favourite my fav cars, Mazda Miata MX5. Very tiny & girly kind of car. It reminds me of Pollypocket stuffs. Victor took me for a ride in it.

Top view.

Starwars came to support too wtf

The day ended with my most favorite-iest "tit pan mee" for dinner.

Night all!

TAMAN SELAT DRIFT PRACTICE - 26 FEB 2012

2012-03-05T08:38:00.001-08:00

A couple of weeks ago, I joined my bunch of friends to their drift practice at Taman Selat, which was located somewhere in the mainland ---> Apology, bad sense of direction =.........= We (Victor & I) reached there around 5pm and upon our arrival, there were already few cars getting ready to be in action.

Parked at our usual spot

The red KE70 above belongs to my friend, Justin Cheah. He bought this red "sapu chia" a couple of months ago for the purpose of learning how to drift! And trust me, for a beginner, he is indeed a fast learner! I see him improving in each practices and absorbing real fast, especially on advice given by his "sifu-sifu"! Way to go Justin!

That's Justin Cheah with a 5 bucks headband he got from Daiso. Sitting beside is Victor, who was kinda upset as his car was undergoing some "minor surgery" in the paint shop and hence he was only there as a spectator.

KE70 did a couple of warm-up runs.

(But according to Victor, all understeer pictures *sad case kau kau*

About photography, I'm still learning ma. Baby steps you know? And for Justin, he's also learning ma. So we learn sama-sama wtf

"Tuankon" a.k.a "treemaster" was there too, performing pro-ly and entertaining-ly much to the delighted crowds. Seen here was Melvin, the sifu sharing his tips and skills ;-)

For more pics, visit my Facebook page.

Goodnight dudes!

THE PRINCESS (COOKING) DIARY

2012-02-27T06:42:00.000-08:00

Hello! 3 weeks never blog d suddenly don't know how to start wtf

Okay, so today I'm going to share a recipe with you guys. SURPRISE!!~ This Puteri, who has never been into the kitchen or hold a frying pan all her life is going to share a recipe here. Seriously, the hardest "food" I have ever "made" throughout 27 years was cup noodle wtf

Eh, need to pour boiling water one leh, very challenging already ok!

So, back to my surprise dish. I was actually inspired by my friend who made really good and tasty spaghetti with sausage and luncheon meat. Secretly, I also go Google for some cooking tips before embarking on my cooking project last week. After (much) research, I've decided to cook based on instinct and get whatever ingredients I feel like eating.

With that, allow me to present you, SPAGHETTI MEATO TOMATO ---> I "invent" this eh, can or not wtf

SPAGHETTI MEATO TOMATO

Ingredients that you need:

Spaghetti (200gm is about portion for 2)
Meat a.k.a pork (ditumis with garlic)
Sausage (3 sticks wtf)
Mushroom (4 biji)
Carrot (1 batang medium-sized)
Crabmeat stick (4 batang)
Kimball bottled sauce (half-jar)
Campbell mushroom soup (appetizer)

First step, open Campbell soup wtf Seriously, I've never use a can opener all my life. Really, I don't know how to use a can opener! I took 10 minutes to kaji where to start but still fail to figure out.

Ended up, I get a kain buruk, sit comfortably on my sofa and poke hole by hole with the sharp edge T_____________T

Hard work man, really hard work T_______T Try poke hole by hole for almost 25 minutes and see. But surprisingly, my fingers were not hurt during this dangerous process but my nails, which was nicely done and colored the day before, all gone *curse*

Next, boil spaghetti. I used half a packet of it, which is about 200gm, enough for 2 pax.

My kitchen very neat one, almost like brand new hehe

Get the pots and pans ready. Boil water. Added in some salt. (Like Chef Wan said, "garam secukup rasa"). At 180 degree I very kan cheong dee ok! What if I got so clumsy and whole pot siram on my face then habislah EPF also not enough for plastic surgery =.................=

When you see bubbles and got "pi plop pi plop" sound, it's a sign that spaghetti should be added in.

Allow it to soften

Meanwhile, pour the content of pepejal Campbell soup into a pot. The soup should be cooked last as it is best served hot.

I get bored very easily. It took around 6-8 minutes for spaghetti to soften to desirable level. Therefore, I waste no time and maximize the usage of big mirror in my living room wtf

Stick my tongue out like a pup =___________= Sweat so much ar so only one ss pic pass QC.

So the spaghetti siap. Not too soft or too hard. Exactly how I wanted it to be, spongy. Drain kan all the water and put it in a bowl.

Next, masak the ingedients. First, stir-fry the meat with garlic and oil. I was afraid if I straight away cook in the sauce later kena lao sai.

When the meat is masak, add in sauce and other ingredients in the following sequence: carrot -> sausage -> mushroom -> crabmeat stick. I made a mistake by adding in carrot last, which is why my carrots were still hard when all the other stuffs were already cooked to perfection.

When this step is done, tutup gas and drain the spaghetti with some cold water so that it doesn't feel sticky. Then, pour the sauce onto the spaghetti and tada~~ BERJAYA!

Now, can cook mushroom soup d. Very easy, don't need picture.

No one believes that I can do this. Not even my mum. So when I showed her this photo, she wept tears of joy wtf I'm so proud of myself too. At least when 1300-13-1300 doesn't pick up my calls, I won't die in starvation. Overall, it tasted not that bad la just that the carrot is a little bit hard and the sauce is kinda watery. There's still "room for improvement", as claimed by Vic who willingly became my guinea pig lalala~

Next up, maybe I'll try to make some Chinese food. If this weekend free, then wait for my post ba =)

p/s: Now that I can cook, anyone wants to marry me? *big wet eyes*

I'm sexy and I know it wtf

2012-02-08T06:28:00.000-08:00

Pheww~ just reach home, feeling so tired after working out >.< Went for exercising right after work with an empty stomach. Bf is not free tonight, need to attend academic meeting =( Hmm... overtime, overtime... our plan ruin lor. But nevermind lar, work is more important, I fully understand that.

So tired, I think I can sleep soundly tonight. Dear mosquitoes, please leave me alone. And dear God, please turn on the heavenly air-cond, I almost died suffocating in my sleep last night.

Work was like a war zone today. All the aunties and uncles like never been to bank like that. 4 days bank close today everyone rushing in like their money will hilang like that. I counted every single note until wanna cry. But luckily, with my efficient hands and legs and teammates, we managed to pangkang by 6pm, wee~~

K la, I don't know why I write this post also, eyes heavy like shyte already, can't even lift my finger. Luckily got iPad courtesy of bf, I can scroll scroll scroll in bed :)

Btw, Valentine is around the corner, you guys got date ar? Wanna take me in ar wtf Never celebrated Valentine for the past 3 years, bf was never around. Even now that he's back, I doubt he will have time for me LoL

Night night arr! (^.<)

p/s: Sorry ar, this post is nothing sexy, just that the phrase keep stuck in my head so just make it a title :p

THE WEDDING DIARY

2012-02-07T08:13:00.000-08:00

If you don't know what is this about, let me share with you right now. It's a new movie starring Ah Niu from the "dui mian de nv hai kan guo lai" fame.

The movie, it's all about a wedding.

From the months of preparation to the sum involve, a wedding is not as easy as it seems.

Marriage is a "collaboration" between 2 parties (a.k.a families + extended families + a lorry of unrelated people) Wedding is the project that you need to undertake for the first first of real marriage life to begin.

A night of glamour and fame...

...that to some, cost not only a fortune, but squeeze them dry.

I was seriously, deeply, almost-instantly touched by every element incorporated in the movie. You guys seriously have to watch it! Well, it might be predictable and common and all that but go in with an open heart, relate as it goes, trust me..

Your tears will drop in no time, as mine did.

I wept silently.

One of the elements of life that they mention in the movie is "Lies & betrayals". The leading actress asks, "Why is there so many lies in this world?" Believe me, I've been asking the same question ever since 3. People sometimes choose to hide the truth because the ugly truth might hurt you.

If it might be hurting you, then allow me to ask, "Why do people do it in the 1st place?"

We are human, not God. We might at times do things out of our head and when we realise it, it's already too late. Damage has been done. Concealing it is the only option available. Not everyone has the courage to face or admit their fault. This is life and experiences taught me not to expect everything to be perfect.

You cant draw a straight line sometimes even with a ruler and believe it or not, you will never be able to cut an apple into 2 equally even half.

I wept so loud inside when the mother of the leading actress choose to forgive her father for the betrayal and harm he had done to the family. I was moved by her courage. It takes an effort to say a sorry (and meant it). But, it takes twice the effort and courage to accept the apology and to forgive.

Relating to my own experience, I've learnt to see things in a broader perspective. I'm learning to appreciate things / people when they are here and learn to let them go should they have to / choose to.

Often people ask, why are you so fucking damn stupid to hold on to someone like him, to clinge on a love that he no longer cherish, I don't know the answer. And I know deep down inside, he always say the right thing but never did the right thing.

I still love him like b4, in fact much more but if the same thing is to happen again, I definitely will not beg him to stay. Enough is enough, I'm also a human, not God. There's a limitation to the kind of love I could afford to offer. If a person can't stay true to his/her partner or the relationship, then what's the point when 1 person is trying so hard to keep it, to love him?

I'm tired.

And no guys, I'M NOT PREGNANT.

It's hard to forgive and forget. Th mouth might choose to forgive but the heart still feels the pain every now and then. The memory continues to haunt you.

I'm learning to have a life of my own too. I've loved him too much in the past to put him before everything else and taking myself for granted at times. I'm learning to enjoy my own "me-time" and definitely time for my "committee members" that stood by me throught thick and thin. (thank you guys, muah! <3)

Ask me now if I still trust hime like before, I guess you know the answer. After all, what do you expect froma guy who had previously kept concealing stuffs from you over and over again and makes you feel superbly dumb to the shyte hole?

But, I still believe in the power of dream, in pure love and "happily-ever-after".

Wish me luck <3

p/s: Some pics for your viewing pleasure ^^

My fav pic of the year =D

Get well soon, Ah Boy!

Ah Boy made lunch =)

Habis. Goodnight ^^

I KNOW WHAT YOU DID LAST CNY

2012-01-29T06:19:00.000-08:00

Hi! Gong Hei Fatt Choy! Sorry ar, wish you guys so late. Been busy lately with lot of stuffs. Plus, I started work on the 3rd day, leaves x approve. By the way, it's the 7th day of CNY, it's everyone's birthday theoretically.

Happy Birthday to myself! *blow whistle*

Happy Birthday to you! And you! And you too! *sarcasm*

CNY has been been great, although income from angpow this year not so great! Apart from daddy & mummy, the rest all susut nilai.

Depreciation in angpow = Depression in Joy.

Didn't do much "bai nian" also in fact I only went to 3 houses this year.

1. My house in Juru (Sipek miss mummy's steamboat)
2. Mr Liew's house (Liew senior make eh fried chicken ho liao! And shark fin soup!) *salivates*
3. My uncle's house for buffet (feast! feast! feast!)

Sorree. No photo. Each time I make a mental note to take photo but when I see food, I lost control. I'd just say "lai ciak ciak ciak" then 3 meatballs already in my mouth. If buffet lagi teruk, I'm always the 2nd in line with plate (bro, the hungry ghost always line up first one) and always have at least 3-4 servings of everything one. Nice or not nice take first. Nice eh eat first. Then not nice eh just put on the plate of the person next to you (usually mummy). The cycle repeats. That's why everyone scare tos it beside me wtf

I think I've gain weight. But, not much. Just enough to cover the loss of weight from ultimate-depression last month. I have always wanted to gain weight mar... My 45kg goal from rabbit year to loong loong year still fail! Ish!

Nehmai, berusaha lagi tahun ini!

Yesterday I cut hair lor! Ultimate sad case la nie... I want shoulder length one and dye angmor color one. The person cut neck length (and still insist it's shoulder length wtf). Make me looks like form 2 gina like that

DIE instead of DYE T____________________________T

Actually I went to a different place (the usual place is closed until next Tue) When I first walked in, I very confident one, I saw the lady boss hairstyle very nice. They say you must first look at the stylist hair ma. So, I went in, told her I wanna cut & dye. She said ok then led me to a seat and brought me a lot of Jap mags.

Suddenly, she asked her husband out to "serve" me. Wah lau eh, Kitaro walked out from the pantry. You guys know who is Kitaro or not!

This fella!

Trust me, the hair more yeng than original Kitaro. My heart screamed OMFG! He had bits of food at the tip of his lips somemore. Must have been hiding in the panty eating kuih kapit!

"MAKE ME LOOK YOUNG, KITARO"

And so Kitaro performed his magical cut, scissors fell down at least thrice.

My face turned from =D to =) to =l to =( to =/

No wonder Kitaro hand shake lah...

Nah, front part. Back I nge nge tie up wtf

One day must wear pinafore go MGS eat hokkien mee and kap KDU lala zai ^.^

Got to go, bai bai! Mua mua mua!

p/s: I'm playing this new iphone game call bodyguard. So you are the bodyguard, you suppose to protect celebrity like Rustin Beaver, Lady Blah Blah, damn sarcastic one go download ba!