the limits of my existence

helpless...

2010-11-28T11:26:00.000-08:00

There are times where i could not understand anymore why these things are happening to me. I just could not understand them. I have been doing everything for them yet they were never contented.

There are times that I want to stop but I am not as bad as that. I still have compassion towards them even if I know that they don't deserve it. I don't know what to do. Will I ever be enough for them? I've done almost everything and maybe, if I was in a different situation, things might have gone better.

I longed for acceptance, for respect and I know that I can only get it from others.

I don't want to be weak yet right now, I am becoming a worst person. I need a friend, I need a family. I need someone(not a lover) to make me feel happy. I just want to be me where everyone around me can accept that fact.

I am too tired wearing this facade especially towards others. i can't lie anymore. I'm not happy..I'm miserable and I don't have anyone to depend on. I am such a lonesome individual. Many are telling me that I am friendly, that i am lucky but the truth is..I am the unluckiest girl in the world.I am full of angst, pain and sufferings...

I wanna break free... I can't take this anymore.. :((

I hope they'll change and I wanna be happy.....

The best car repair solution in the universe

2010-07-31T04:46:00.000-07:00

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2010-06-14T04:57:00.001-07:00

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PET SOCIETY

2010-04-14T19:21:00.001-07:00

I love my character in Pet Society, though I know that a lot of people don;t play it anymore. I'm too obsessed about it that I really have to update my pet even on a weekly basis. I love pampering "Jham",my character's name, by buying things(on the pet society's store) that are always new and updating her stuff.

Pet Society has been my "saving grace" for a boring,monotonous summer vacation. I am very much aware that I have to do a lot of stuff by the time that the semester would start yet I have to deal and experience the "extremities" of BOREDOM.

Well..take a glimpse of my pet.. JHAM:

Pyramid- Charice feat Iyaz Official Music Video

2010-04-14T17:37:00.000-07:00

wow..I'm so proud of Charice. For the win GIRL!!

Justin Bieber is my boyfriend!

2010-04-14T17:05:00.000-07:00

I know that it may sound like a heck of a lie..but he is..at least on my dreams. Yes.

I didn't like Justin Bieber by the time that he started to become famous because I think that he is trying to copy Aaron Carter(and I am a die-hard AC fan) but later on, I came to realized that this guy really has the potential to become a teen sensation( and he is, as of the moment). His music is really good and I am very much in love with his BABY song that features Ludacris. He is really cute and the video was really good.

I think he has the charm that could melt the teens' hearts yet I still don't want to have a crush on him because he doesn't look like a sixteen-year-old-boy for me, he may seems like a 12 year old(maybe by his looks) and I am already 20. And then one day, I had this weird dream about Justin Bieber being a serial killer and later something had happened on the dream(on the plot) that made him my boyfriend.Whoa. I was like "Justin Bieber is my boyfriend but he is a killer."

Well, I could actually remember the entire dream except of the JB part and that made me laugh and it is very weird. Maybe if I have that "thing" on him, I could actually think that it's okay for me if he is a killer as long as he could be my bf.LOL.

ahhaha

To be honest,I would want to dream about him again but I wanted a "grown-up" JB there, hahahha

PS: I'm really bad at editing..lmao

I want to go against my detractors

2010-03-20T06:09:00.000-07:00

I keep on telling myself that I can take it and that they will change as time goes by but it seems that I have to give it up and start to do things on my own. I never imagined myself to be in this kind of situation especially that I have been trying my very best to be happy as well as to make other people happy. I have always been so generous that I am always reaching my helping hands to others. I really don't deserve the kind of treatment that I am receiving from other people especially that I have been so kind and loving towards these people and all I really wanted is for them to value my efforts and respect me as I am. I cannot please everybody but I am doing my very best to be happy and act by not hurting anybody.

I'm so full of drama right now and I am not happy about it. I keep on asking myself why do these things are happening to me. I'm not just happy anymore. I'm so tired of flashing those smiles that I know that deep within are not real.

I wanna do something about this for myself because I just don't want these people to continue on destroying my life.I will do soemthing for it!!!

blah blah blah-Ke$ha music video

2010-03-01T04:47:00.000-08:00

blind-ke$ha

2010-02-08T06:12:00.000-08:00

You got the best of me
You're sleepin' with the enemy
You left me all alone, alone, alone, alone
The beat drops, I'm so low
My heart stops, I already know
You left me all alone, alone, alone, alone

I'm sick and tired of the mess you made me
Never gonna catch me cry
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me til the day you die
Oh whoa whoa
Without me, you're nothing
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me til the day you die
Oh whoa whoa

I've let go, finally over you
This drama that you put me through
I'm better all alone, alone, alone, alone
The beat drops, you're so low
It's last call and it's gotten old
Now look who's all alone, alone, alone, alone

I'm sick and tired of the mess you made me
Never gonna catch me cry
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me til the day you die
Oh whoa whoa
Without me, you're nothing
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me til the day you die
Oh whoa whoa

I trusted you, you were the first
Then you lied and it get's worse
You broke me down
Now just look around
Who's all alone?
Who's all alone now?

I'm sick and tired of the mess you made me
Never gonna catch me cry
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me til the day you die
Oh whoa whoa
Without me, you're nothing
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me til the day you die

backstabber-ke$ha

2010-02-08T06:06:00.001-08:00

Backstabber [repeat 3x]

Bored, stoned, sitting in your basement
All alone, cause your little conversations
Got around, now look here what we all found out
(look here what we found, look here we all found out)

That you have got a set of loose lips, twisting stories
All because you're jealous
Now I know exactly what you're all about
So this is what you're all about

Girl, your such a backstabber
Oh girl, you're such a shit talker
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it)

Girl, your such a backstabber,
Run your mouth more than everyone I've ever known
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it)

Backstabber
(Talk talk talk talk talk talk)

I'm sick and tired of hearing all about my life
From other bitches with all of your lies
Wrapped up so tight, so maybe you should shut your mouth, shut your mouth
Shut your fucking mouth

Honestly, I think it's kinda funny that you waste
Your breath talking about me
Got me feeling kinda special really (so this is what your all about)

Girl, your such a backstabber
Oh girl, you're such a shit talker
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it)

Girl, your such a backstabber,
Run your mouth more than everyone I've ever known
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it)

Katie's to the left there just there ripping my style
Damn, Jeanie why you gotta tell the secrets about my sex life?
All I ever did was drive your broke ass around
Pick you up, take you out
When your car broke down

Backstabber [3x]

Girl, your such a backstabber
Oh girl, you're such a shit talker
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it)

Girl, your such a backstabber
(Taking and twisting and telling, so manipulative)
Run your mouth more than everyone I've ever known
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it)

(Talk talk talk)
Backstabber
(Taking and twisting and telling, so manipulative)
Oh girl uhu, you're looking like a lunatic
Everybody knows it (everybody knows it)

Everybody knows
Yeah you're looking like a lunatic
And everybody knows
Yeah everybody knows
Backstabber

party at a rich dude's house-KE$HA

2010-02-08T04:55:00.000-08:00

Swimming pool, limousine, come on let's do it
Come on let's cause a scene, come on let's do it
Cigar in the caviar, come on let's do it
I'm pissing in the don create, come one lets do it
Now, come on let's do it, we're gonna do it, now
Come on let's do it, we're gonna do this

Whoa oh, there's a party at a rich dude's house
Whoa oh, there's a party at a rich dude's house
If you wanna go, then you know oh
We're gonna fight 'till we do it right
So let's whoa oh, tonight

No we're not on the list, come on let's do it
No we don't give a shit, come on let's do it
Dance 'till your pants come off, come on get naked
Party 'till the break of dawn, come let's do it
Now, come one let's do it, come on, come on

Whoa oh, there's a party at a rich dude's house
Whoa oh, there's a party at a rich dude's house
If you wanna go, then you know oh
We're gonna fight 'till we do it right
So let's whoa oh, tonight

I wake up in the front yard, we don't care
Wine stain on the sofa, we don't care
I threw up in the closet and I don't care
Cause the sun is coming up
And oh my god I think I'm still fucked up

There's a party at a rich dude's house
There's a party at a rich dude's house
Whoa oh, there's a party at a rich dude's house
Whoa oh, there's a party at a rich dude's house
If you wanna go, then you know oh
We're gonna fight 'till we do it right
So let's whoa oh, tonight

Hungover-Ke$ha

2010-02-08T04:52:00.000-08:00

And now the sun is rising
Now the long walk back home (back home)
There's just so many faces,
But no one I need to know (need to know)

In the dark I can't fight it, I fake til I'm numb
But in the bright light,
I taste you on my tongue

Now the party's over
and everybodys gone
I'm left here with myself and I wonder what went wrong
And now my heart is broken
Like the bottles on the floor
Does it really matter?
Or am I just hung over you?
ah ah ah, ah ah ah
Or am I just hungover?

Even my dirty laundry
Everything just smells like you (like you)
And now my head is throbbing
Every song is out of tune
Just like you

In the dark I can't fight til it disapears
But in the daylight
I taste you in my tears

And now the party's over,
and everybodys gone
I'm left here with myself and I wonder what went wrong
And now my heart is broken
Like the bottles on the floor
Does it really matter?
Or am I just hung over you?
ah ah ah, ah ah ah
Or am I just hungover?

Now I've got myself looking like a mess
Standing alone trying to pretend but no,
I put up my fight
But this is it this time (time)
Cus I'm here in the end, tryin to pretend
I'm here in the end, tryin to pretend
oh, ohhh

And now the party's over,
and everybodys gone
I'm left here with myself and I wonder what went wrong
And now my heart is broken
Like the bottles on the floor
Does it really matter?
Or am I just hung over you?
ah ah ah, ah ah ah
Or am I just hungover?
[x2]

Ah ah ah
Or am I just hungover?

Blah blah blah-Ke$ha

2010-02-08T04:40:00.000-08:00

Coming out your mouth with your blah blah blah
Just zip your lips like a padlock
And meet me at the back with the jack and the jukebox
I dont really care where you live at
Just turn around boy and let me hit that
Don't be a little bitch with your chit chat
Just show me where your dick's at

Music's up
Listen hot stuff
I'm in love
With this song
So just hush
Baby shut up
Heard enough

Stop talking that
Blah blah blah
Think you'll be getting this
Nah nah nah
Not in the back of my
Car-ar-ar
If you keep talking that
Blah blah blah blah blah

Boy come on get your rocks off
Come put a little love in my glove box
I wanna dance with no pants on
Meet me in the back with the jack and the jukebox
So cut to the chase kid
'Cause I know you don't care what my middle name is
I wanna be naked
But your wasted

Music's up
Listen hot stuff
I'm in love
With this song
So just hush
Baby shut up
Heard enough

Stop talking that
Blah blah blah
Think you'll be getting this
Nah nah nah
Not in the back of my
Car-ar-ar
If you keep talking that
Blah blah blah blah blah

You be delaying,
You always be saying some shit
You say I'm playing,
I'm never laying the bitch
Sayin' "blah, blah blah"
'cause I don't care who you are
In this bar
It only matters who I is

Stop talking that Blah blah blah
Think you'll be getting this
Nah nah nah
Not in the back of my
Car-ar-ar
If you keep talking that
Blah blah blah blah blah

STEPHEN-KE$HA

2010-02-08T04:37:00.000-08:00

Stephen
Stephen
Why won't you call me?
Stephen, why won't you call me?

I saw you
In your tight-ass rocker pants
You saw me too
I laughed, cause I was completely trashed
And I watched your ugly girlfriend
Sneer across the room
As if I really care
That she's here with you
All I know is

You're my object of affection
My drug of choice, my sick obsession

Stephen
Why won't you call me?
I'm sitting here waiting
Why won't you call me?
Stephen
I'm feeling pathetic
I can't take rejection
Why won't you call me?

I've got guys
Waiting in the line
For me to play
My evil girl
The games with all their minds
Just watch me
I've got it down to a simple art
Just bat my eyes like this
And there's a broken heart
But somehow

You've turned the tables
What the hell?
I can charm the pants off anyone else
But you

Stephen
Why won't you call me?
I'm sitting here waiting
Why won't you call me?
Stephen
I'm feeling pathetic
I can't take rejection
Why won't you call me?

Stephen
I'm thinking that maybe
You might think I'm crazy
Is that why you won't call me?

Steve
Don't you think I'm pretty?
Do you not love me?
Is that why you won't call me?

Cause you're my object of affection
My drug of choice, my sick obsession
I want to keep you as my pet to play with
And hide under my bed
Forever

Stephen
Why won't you call me?
I'm sitting here waiting
Why won't you call me?
Stephen
I'm feeling pathetic
I can't take rejection
Why won't you call me?

Stephen
I'll knit you a sweater
I wanna wrap you up in my love
Forever
I'll never let you go, Stephen
I'll never let go

Stephen
Why won't you call me?
I'm sitting here waiting
Why won't you call me?
Stephen
I'm feeling pathetic
I can't take rejection
Why won't you call me?

kiss n tell- Ke$ha

2010-02-08T04:28:00.000-08:00

Listen to yourself
You're a hot mess
St-t-stutter through your words
Breaking a sweat
What's it gonna take to confess
What we both know
Yeah, I was outta town last weekend,
You were feeling like a pimp round your lame friends
Now your little party's gonna end
So here we go

Woohha-a-ohooh
You got a secret
Woohha-a-ohooh
You couldn't keep it
Woohha-a-ohooh
Somebody leaked it,
And now some sh*ts about to go down

Never thought that you would be the one
Acting like a slut when I was gone
Maybe you shouldn't
Kiss 'n' tell
You really should've kept it in your pants
Hearing dirty stories from your friends
Maybe you shouldn't
Kiss 'n' tell

Your looking like a tool not a bawler
Your acting like a chick, why bother?
I can find someone way hotter
With a bigger wow... well
'Cause on top of all the ways that you messed up
You weren't smart enough to keep your stupid mouth shut
I'm so sick of it
I've had enough
I hope you cry

Woohha-a-ohooh
You got a secret
Woohha-a-ohooh
You couldn't keep it
Woohha-a-ohooh
Somebody leaked it
And now some sh*ts about to go down

Never thought that you would be the one
Acting like a slut when I was gone
Maybe you shouldn't
Kiss 'n' tell
You really should've kept it in your pants
Hearing dirty stories from your friends
Maybe you shouldn't
Kiss 'n' tell

Kiss 'n' tell [x8]

I hope you know
You gotta go
You
Get up and go
I don't wanna know
Or why your gross
You gotta go,
You
Get up and go
'Cause I dont wanna know

I never thought that you would be the one
Acting like a slut when I was gone
Maybe you shouldn't
Kiss 'n' tell
You really should've kept it in your pants
Hearing dirty stories from your friends
Maybe you shouldn't
Kiss 'n' tell

Maybe you shouldn't

Kiss 'n' tell

take it off-ke$ha

2010-02-08T04:20:00.000-08:00

There's a place downtown,
Where the freaks all come around.
It's a hole in the wall.
It's a dirty free for all.

When the dark
Of the night comes around.
That's the time,
That the animal comes alive.
Looking for
Something wild.

And now we lookin' like pimps
In my gold Trans-Am.
Got a water bottle full of whiskey
In my handbag.
Got my drunk text on
I'll regret it in the mornin'
But tonight
I don't give a
I don't give a
I don't give a

There's a place downtown,
Where the freaks all come around.
It's a hole in the wall.
It's a dirty free for all.

And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.

There's a place I know
If you're looking for a show.
Where they go hardcore
And there's glitter on the floor.

And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.

Lose your mind.
Lose it now.
Lose your clothes
In the crowd.
We're delirious.
Tear it down
'Til the sun comes back around.

N-now we're getting so smashed.
Knocking over trash cans.
Eurbody breakin' bottles
It's a filthy hot mess.
Gonna get faded
I'm not the designated
Driver so
I don't give a
I don't give a
I don't give a

There's a place downtown,
Where the freaks all come around.
It's a hole in the wall.
It's a dirty free for all.

And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.

There's a place I know
If you're looking for a show.
Where they go hardcore
And there's glitter on the floor.

And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.

Oh, oh, oh!

EVERYBODY TAKE IT OFF!

Oh, Oh, Oh!

EVERYBODY TAKE IT OFF!

Right now! TAKE IT OFF!
Right now! TAKE IT OFF!
Right now! TAKE IT OFF!

Oooh.

Right now! TAKE IT OFF!
Right now! TAKE IT OFF!

EVERYBODY TAKE IT OFF!

There's a place downtown,
Where the freaks all come around.
It's a hole in the wall.
It's a dirty free for all.

And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.

There's a place I know
If you're looking for a show.
Where they go hardcore
And there's glitter on the floor.

And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.

tik tok-ke$ha

2010-02-08T03:21:00.001-08:00

Wake up in the mornin' feelin' like P- Diddy (Hey what's up girl)
Grab ma glasses I'm out the door I'm gonna hit the city (Let's go)
Before I leave brush ma teeth with a bottle of Jack
'Cuz when I leave for the night I ain't comin back

I'm talkin pedicure on our toes toes
Tryin on all our clothes clothes
Boys blowin' up our phones phones

Drop top and playin' our favorite CD's
Goin up to the parties
Tryna get a little bit tipsy

[CHORUS]
Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Im'ma fight
Til we see the sunlight
TiK ToK, on the clock
But the party don't stop no
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Im'ma fight
Til we see the sunlight
TiK ToK, on the clock
But the party don't stop no
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh

Aint got a care in world, but got plenty of beer
Aint got no money in my pocket, but I'm already here
Now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger

I'm talkin' bout - everybody getting crunk, crunk
Boys tryna touch my junk, junk
Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk
Now, now - we goin' til they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
Po-po shut us - (down)-man

[CHORUS]
Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Ima fight
Til we see the sunlight
TiK ToK, on the clock
But the party don't stop no
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Im'ma fight
Til we see the sunlight
TiK ToK, on the clock
But the party don't stop no
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh

[BRIDGE]
You build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
With my hands up
You got me now
You got that sound
Yeah, you got me

You build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
With my hands up
Put your hands up
Put your hands up

Now, the party don't start till I walk in

[CHORUS]
Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Im'ma fight
Til we see the sunlight
TiK ToK, on the clock
But the party don't stop no
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Im'ma fight
Til we see the sunlight
TiK ToK, on the clock
But the party don't stop no
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh

tik tok-ke$ha

2010-02-08T03:21:00.000-08:00

your love is my drug-ke$ha

2010-02-08T03:09:00.000-08:00

Maybe I need some rehab
Or maybe just need some sleep
I got a sick obsession
I'm seein it in my dreams
I'm lookin down every alley
I'm makin those desperate calls
I'm stayin up all night hopin hitin my head against the wall

What you got boy, is hard to find
I think about it all the time
Im all strung out my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind!

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

Wont listen to any advice
Mommas tellin me I should think twice
But look into my own devices, im addicted its a crisis
My friends think ive gone crazy
My judgments gettin kinda hazy
My esteem is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a love sick crack head

What you got boy, is hard to find
I think about it all the time
Im all strung out my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind!

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

I dont care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when your with me
But crash and crave you when you leave

Hey, so I got a question
Do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement?
Do I make your heart beat like an 808 drum
Is my love your drug? your drug?
Hi, your drug?
Hi, your drug?
Is my love your drug?

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

Hey, heyy, sooo
You love, your love your love, is my drug

-Exhausted-

2010-01-30T03:18:00.000-08:00

I'm feeling kinda tired and I have to do a lot of stuff. *sigh*

I know that i wasn't able to manage my time well because I'm too preoccupied of other things that I forgot to focus on the things that I need to prioritize.

I know that I have to be more optimistic in facing all this things but I just don't have the courage to do so.

I'm just too exhausted to think and maybe, chillin' out for a moment might be helpful.

A much brighter future

2010-01-30T03:16:00.000-08:00

Change is the only constant in this world. We cannot be so sure of the things that might happen along the way and a much-more secure future would be a better way for us to face it. A stable career is not at-all long lasting. Untimely death,accidents and other inevitable circumstances might change everything in a matter of seconds that would turn our lives over 180 degrees from what it seemed to be before. This situation could actually happen to anyone else for we really don't know how things would work in the future for we do not have the ability to do so.

It may seem like a predicament but it isn't for those who has the necessary idea and knowledge about what to do and where to turn into. Well, what I'm trying to tell you guys is that we can be so assured of the future by being prepared for it. We should know how to invest and spent our money for betterment of our lives not just for our present condition but also for the near future too. So, you might actually ask, what then is the answer for this?
Finding a better insurance plan is the answer for it offers a wide variety of choices on which we can put our money to prepare ourselves and to cater the needs of other people ,by being prepare not just for one's benefit and by sharing it to others. Or in other words, you can also become an insurance agent.
You might think that it is a very difficult task but it is not as long as you know the kind of insurance policy that you have to share especially on health related insurances. You can actually turn into insurance leads that offer and cater one's needs, be it an individual leads or groups.Insurance leads that focuses on the well being of its clients and not for their own interests. Remember,securing one's future is in our hands and we can not just do it for our own but we can also save other from being drown into the pool of misery when an untimely accident and sickness may happen especially that most of the medical procedures as well as medicines are too costly this time.

the beauty within...

2010-01-23T03:44:00.000-08:00

The controversies regarding Heidi Montag's 10 surgical operations or plastic surgeries address a lot of concerns especially on the teenagers. Being beautiful inside and out really matters but it seems that everyone are being too focus on the "outside" part.

Montag, who has become famous in an MTV reality tv series "THe Hills", spoke about her new found face by saying that she still consider that beauty is really on the inside but she has to undergo the said procedures because of her career. The idea wouldn't be that bad but she is only 23 and the girl has a relatively high numbers of fans.Many people think that Montag's actions might influence young girls attitude towards plastic surgery.

Many young girls today suffers from anorexia, bulimia and even resort into starving themselves just to get the body that they want and they might soon think that it would be okay to change one's appearance just because a lot of people are doing it.

I just hope that many would realize that the most important thing in this world is not what you can see physically but with how you try to live your life just as what had GOD made you. Appearances can not make us whole but believing on our self and image would do. We should learn to love our flaws and accept the reality that there are far more important things in the world and beauty isn't just everything.

Sad.. :(

2010-01-19T03:56:00.000-08:00

I need to explain my side and would want you to realize that I never did anything that would hurt your feelings. I just want to start thinking about my own happiness than to regret it in the end. I need to sacrifice some of my time and need to concentrate on the things that are happening around me. I am not selfish. Please understand me.

pyramid-charice feat. sean kingston

2010-01-17T03:35:00.000-08:00

Stones, heavy like the love you've shown
Solid as the ground we've known
And I just wanna carry on
We took it from the bottom up
And even in a desert storm
Sturdy as a rock we hold
Wishing every moment froze
Now I just wanna let you know
Earthquakes can shake us
Cyclones can break us
Hurricanes can take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid

Cold, never ever wear any clothes
We will never let it fall
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery
And every step you took we've grown
Look how fast our time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
They're going down in history
Earthquakes can shake us
Cyclones can break us
Hurricanes can take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid

Call me up, just just like that
Call me up, just just like that
Call me up, call me up, oh oh oh oh oh
Call me up, just just like that
Call me up, just just like that
Call me up, call me up, oh oh oh oh

Pyramid, keep it going
Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid
Built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid
Pyramid, pyramid, pyramid, pyramid
Pyramid, pyramid, pyramid

setting your eyes in a much brighter views...

2010-01-16T03:45:00.000-08:00

People tend to acquire more eye-related illnesses especially that most of us here are very much expose to radiation and some factors that causes it. The new trend of technologies offer a much comfortable and accurate ways to solve our problem which is in the process of Lasik technology. A lot of people are undergoing Lasik laser vision correction surgery so as to improve their eyesight without the hassles and uneasiness that everyone feels when they use contact lenses and glasses. This kind of service is available at Stahl Eye Center.