The Master Questioner

I've Done It Again.. this time with Money - I've Rendezvoused with something BIG

noreply@blogger.com (Derek Pavlicek) — Sun, 01 Aug 2010 09:14:00 +0000

I DID IT!!! I DID IT!!! holy macaroni!!! I could say all the cus words now, but I'll spare you...

I DID IT!!!! mom might be jealous, since I'm sharing parts of this on here before sharing it with her lol!!!

i can't help it!!! i want to appreciate this here, now!

Wed... I rendezvoused with one of the most delicious money making opportunities of a lifetime... it is such a perfect match to my clearly pre-intended money, lifestyle, freedom desires... wow wow..... (lol) and trust me, i will share it ALL with yall in perfect timing... but ONLY when it feels good to.

for now... i wish to share, and appreciate, that.... I've manifested my Millionaire Mentors!!!! oh my!!! These people... are now receiving more than enough money daily, residually, to where they now have true, pure Time, Money freedom.

And so now, they choose and revel in helping develop others.. and i met them today, and LOA kept bringing them into my experience!!!

1. I sat behind them in training, directly behind one.
2. we went to lunch, me and my friends... and they showed up.. and HE sat right next to ME omg omg omg.. my head was SCREAMING... LOA LOA LOA!!!

So i now have Million Dollar mentors, something I specifically wanted and clarified via thought a few weeks ago... and i can call them anytime... and they love helping others so much... and are tied in to me :)

and none of this is about money, and ALL of this is about feeling and state of being... and so for me, I personally desired such a thing to FEEL better financially... and boy... i could care less about where I am now financially... cuz this feels so so good... and i'm so aware... my desire for the state of BEING free financially can be found Now without any manifestations... However.. :) ... I could not be experiencing such a manifestation had i not already found that state of being :) :) :)

Pure Deliberate Creation AT. IT's BEST!

I leave you with this! --> had I not playfully and specifically intended... hmm - wouldn't it be nice to Have a mentor that is experiencing effortless Millions?... Had I not consciously thought THAT thought.... I would not be experiencing ANY of this.... :) :)

What a day... what a week ahead of me... and it's all about enjoying the Journey and never about Getting "there"... for I will never be anywhere else but "here" :)

LOVE to you all,
D!

Today, After 5 Months of Wondering... "What is Self-Love?", I Received my Answer. What a day.

noreply@blogger.com (Derek Pavlicek) — Mon, 19 Jul 2010 18:20:00 +0000

(Copied, and pasted from a temporary blog of mine on 7/16/10, as originally posted by me that day, no further edits)

today was huge... after 5 months of wondering... what is self-love? what does it mean to "practice" self-love?... today, I received my answer... :) i was in tears... each time i thought about it... perhaps i can squeeze a few out here lol.

To me - Practicing self-love is this...
Loving ALL parts of who you are NOW. it's easy to love the part of you that goes nuts over cute babies, or dolphins skipping -- and i learned today that practicing self love is literally loving those parts of you that sometimes feel frustrated when something doesn't go right... or disappointed... or worrisome... or doubt... or even possibly fear... loving THOSE parts just as you love all the good feeling ones...

Today... I took the part of me that feels unsure... that has been showing up for years and years... causing doubt... worry.. confusion.. and lots of unsureness in countless moments... and when i first heard abe say "YOU are the only missing component... you're the only one in between you and all that you're wanting".. that would only make me more frustrated toward that unsure feeling i get so much... (i was clearly frustrated with myself!)

but today... under the guidance of a dear friend... i found a way to set aside my deep frustration toward those feelings.... and i began to treat that feeeeeling as if it were a person.. as if it was a part of Me... and i asked it if it had anything to share... and i listened... and images came... thoughts came... and as i sought to understand how this part of me was feeling, where it began, why... he (this unsure part of me) washed me with a wave of appreciation that brought me to streaming tears... because... for the first time.... someone was listening and wanting to understand... rather than hating or feeling frustrated or condemning...

so... Practicing self Love to me truly is... listening to... understanding... and opening up your heart to those parts of you which u usually condemn for the uneasy emotions they bring... treating each uneasy feeling you experience as a person, a part of you. That is true Self-Love... Loving ALL of that which is you - the happy you, and the sad you... because the sad you, has something to share... and if you sit with it, care for it, seek to understand it... it will soon release and join you in your now, join you and your higher love... and will then begin to work WITH you, bringing only good feeling inspiration, and no more sadness ever again...

it's a gradual process.. be patient... love all these parts of you as you'd love a child... hug them... hold their hand... understand them.... ask them for any guidance they wish to share....

Abe says it wonderfully here - "we want you to leave here never feeling badly about negative feelings again. We want you to welcome them when you experience them, place yourself in the middle of it, and then move towards your best better feeling thought."

I sometimes have images of me hugging a child, a younger part of me left behind at some point in my past who has been ignored each time i ignored or pushed away those emotions he was expressing... and as I hug him, and understand and listen to him... he cries, and I cry, and we are reunited once again.

Uri Talmor - Conscious Heart Integration - "Re-membering your wholeness... ...one part at a time."

Love,
D

What is a Satisfying Day to You?

noreply@blogger.com (Derek Pavlicek) — Sat, 10 Jul 2010 20:27:00 +0000

Let's begin here - I only blog when purely inspired, and in this moment.. ohhh - inspiration stirs within. Now prepare for a feeeelable experience.

SO! ...What IS a satisfying day TO YOU???

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For me, it's simple. And here's how I came to be experiencing one deeply satisfying day after another... no matter what I do or don't "get done", and even no matter how I'm feeeeling at the END of the day. ....Honestly.. wow.

"How do you still feeeel deeply satisfied about your day no matter what, Derek?!?" ...(good question)

----------Here's how it came to fruition.

I asked myself one morning...

What are THE MOST meaningful subjects to me in my life NOW?

And jotted those down in my journal - I found 4 things

Next, I decided...
I, personally, prefer taking daily effort toward the things that mean THE MOST to me, because any daily effort of any sort feeeels like "progress".

And I adore Abraham's quote here -
"What is effort? Effort is something you do to overcome resistance. If there's no resistance, no effort is required--at all"

BUT! it is also very clear to me... that these things that mean so much to me... are Done! -- So I begin each segment with, It's already Done! So now let's have some fun!

And my conclusion was this -- If I were to take the MOST meaningful subjects to me NOW, and spend a few minutes each day deliberately experiencing a FUN-based segment with each of them, then I would truly be deeply satisfied no matter what else happened that day, or HOW the day ended!!!

AND! - If I were to get into a good feeling habit of experiencing these deliberately FUN NOW-moments -- I just might find myself more inspired to do things that lead to experiencing the unfolding of them sooner than I think!!! :)

So Each Day, from that day forward (unless inspired otherwise), I care MOST about two things...

1. Being aware of and caring about how I'm feeling moment to moment (as much as I can remember to).

2. Deliberately enjoying 4 NOW-segments of playfulness and FUN around THE MOST meaningful subjects to me in my current life experience.

Tips -

Every segment is ONLY & ALL about having fun NOW, feeling good NOW (and has NOTHING to do with getting "there" faster, or changing something I'm "not liking." -- This is a very subtle, yet POWERFUL awareness, it truly is ALL about feeling good NOW
I don't care about how long -- if it's 5 min, or 30 min -- I feel that ANY deliberate good feeling effort toward what means most to me, feels soo deeply satisfying at the end of any day.
If I find myself resisting the idea of doing/enjoying any of these segments, then HERE is a wonderful NOW-opportunity to investigate, to focus wheel, to deliberately just feeel better about it--and I'm also very deeply satisfied with myself EVERY TIME I decide to deliberately feel better about anything.
I suggest beginning with a small number, 2-4, and if you find more, just choose THE MOST meaningful ones out of that group. The less there are, the less overwhelming and more fun feeling they feel for me.
Even if you choose 1 thing, the MOST meaningful thing to you in your Life now... that would be a deeply satisfying thing to recall at the end of any day "At least I enjoyed a fun-based, NOW-segment around the ONE thing that means MOST to me." =)

And that is a deeply and powerfully satisfying thought... isn't it? - Today, I deliberately put forth a segment of good feeling effort toward the things that mean THE MOST to me, in my life Now.

Now breath in, and say "ahhh" as you exhale - and feeeel the relief. =) You deserve it.

7/10/10 - DJP

I am Gasoline...

noreply@blogger.com (Derek Pavlicek) — Thu, 01 Jul 2010 21:33:00 +0000

I am Gasoline...

and what others say or might be thinking... are matches.

some strike but don't light (don't resonate with ME),

others clearly and deeply resonate, lighting me up in such uniquely new ways of allowing - where energy is soaring through me, sometimes in the purest, most good feeling ways physically possible.

Do you dare light up the God within me? DO IT!! for the very core of my power is pure Love.

I am Gasoline...
DJP 7/1/10

A Whiff of Truly Heartfelt Unconditional Love...

noreply@blogger.com (Derek Pavlicek) — Mon, 14 Jun 2010 07:28:00 +0000

There is nothing quite like the feeling of an *open heart*, flowing freely and purely the feeling of heartfelt love for another...

Especially when it is *unconditional*; when it flows no matter what happens.

It does exist, and it is worth EVERY reaching moment - for to now have an *open, unbreakable, soaring* heart--is truly a gift for both the giver & receiver.

DJP - 2:27AM - After two weeks of reaching for this very moment -ahhh

Day 8 - "The Magnificence of Me" Journey SUMMARY

noreply@blogger.com (Derek Pavlicek) — Mon, 14 Jun 2010 03:23:00 +0000

The Magnificence of Me Journey
Day 8 – 6/13/10

How did it all begin?
A question, a thought, and an inspirational quote...

Here's the Abraham quote that hits at the core of my journey.

"While it seems that it would be difficult as one physical being to buck the system so to speak, and feel good about self when he is surrounded by millions of other physical beings who do not feel good about self.

We say to you that you have within you.. an inner being that does feel good about self. And that if you will listen to what is coming forth from within you, that you will again, even as a physical creature, begin to resonate with who you really are rather than be influenced by the confusion that surrounds you on your physical earth plane."

~Abraham Hicks

I woke up last Sunday morning, which began as a usual feeling Sunday, where I take time to journal and reflect and refresh for the upcoming week. And amidst one of my entries, a very exciting thought came, and for the first time, I felt inspired to follow the suggestions of Abraham, Communion Of Light, and other teachers who inspire me.

For over a year, since I began listening to and practicing Abraham, I had deeply wanted to feel the power of being able to influence or create my reality, and for many months I created documents and reminders and did everything they suggested. Life was improving, but at a frustratingly slow rate. I had even "given up" on my Abraham approach and restarted it about 5 times! It was very clear, I was wanting much faster feeling change within, and outside of me.

And then last Sunday, I felt a surge of excitement, a significant shift within, that spurred a full days worth of excitement over embarking on a journey where I would be DOING each morning, the ONE most important thing to me that I felt would change my life and would allow all the things and feelings I had been reaching for for months.

And that ONE thing for me, is a very powerful feeling question (inspired while chatting with my amazing girl friend the night before)

– What might my ultimately desired state of BEING feel like? –

In other words, what, to me, is that feeling place, that life perspective that feels like all is well, that things are always working out for me no matter how it seems, that succeeding in ALL areas of life really IS simple. What might that perspective feel like?

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And for the past 8 mornings, I’ve been reaching and feeling and activating my most desired state of being, with hopes that the more I focus on and expand it, the more familiar it becomes to me until… until!! I begin LIVING life from that feeling place, from that powerful perspective.

And so far... I'm deeply satisfied. Finally, after over 13 months of suggested process after self-development process, I've FOUND the one that feels MOST powerfully impacting to me. And each day, I'm experiencing significant shifts in perception within on common subjects such as Money, Love, and Self-Worthiness, as well as out-of-the-ordinary THINGS happening to me, like people who are normally pessimistic all of a sudden acting strangely happy, etc.

And of course, I'm feeling more empowered no matter what project I'm acting on during my day, which is the whole point of this journey -- to live from a place where LIFE feels so simple.

Abraham's Message - Why EMOTIONS Matter So Much to Me

Here's a Youtube Abraham recording on Self-Appreciation
Basically saying that 'how you feel about you significantly affects every other area of your life.'

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Next, I’ll post yesterday’s deepest, most relieving insight – A rampage titled “This week… I let go… completely.”

My posts from here on out will be much shorter – bits of insight, quotes, and summaries of any out-of-the-ordinary experiences that just thrill me to no end. (Those are SURE to happen it seems)

Thank you for tuning in! Looking forward to any comments you’re inspired to share.
DJP